To-morrow

Close at the east edge of this Butte is a barren ridge of Rockies

that is sudden and big and breathing-looking, barbarously personal,

touched with varying gifted color-moods and glowering morose

color-passions: at the south the snow-topped Highlands lie long faëry

solitary miles away, caressed at their summits by thin soft sun-rings

and sun-vapors of salmon and sea-green and turquoise and mauve: at

the west a gray-shadowed desert burns red-gold in the setting sun

and sleeps in pearl-and-ashen stillness under midnight stars: at the

north smaller spurs of the range break into foothills and bluffs and

gulches, restful wastes of lonely stones and blurred radiances of

tawny sand: on top of all the rarefied air of these plateau heights

refracts the light into hot dazzling prisms at any vagrant flash of

sun on a trailing storm-fringe. This Butte is capriciously decorated

with sweet brilliant metallic orgies of color at any time, all times,

as if by whims of pagan gods lightly drunk and lightly mad.

St. Paul-Minnesota looks a greenlier-prettier town: the Arizona Cañon

looks vastly more fearfully beautiful: Wichita-Kansas probably looks

more a regular town: Akron-Ohio doubtless looks more Americanly

reassuring: Rome-Italy must have a more ‘settled’ look: New York is

much larger and much brighter-looking.

Only this Butte looks deeply and exactly like Butte-Montana.

Its insistent charm is that it goes on strongly resembling itself

year after year.

There is love in me for this Butte.

I am profoundly lonely in it: my life-tissues are long-familiar with

the feel of it: its mournful beauty has entered like thin punishing

iron into my Soul: and my love for it is made of those things. For no

_reason_ I feel love for this Butte.

As much as for the mountains in their mourning intimateness I

feel love for all the outsides and surfaces of the town itself:

the stone streets full of houses and shops and stores and brick

walls and laundry-wagons and persons: the vacant lots where boys

play ball: the school-buildings which for twenty years have needed

the same green grass around them and the same playgrounds for

school-children to play in (and will go on twenty years needing

them): the little mines in unexpected midtown blocks with their

engines and hoists and scaffolds and green coppery dumps: the big

mines on the Hill busily working day and night, a bristling citadel

of smoke-stacks and tall buildings above the treasure-drifts and

tunnels that come down honeycombing the town under its streets

and hoses and yield up wealths of monthly millions: the desolate

wind-swept cemetery on the Flat: the Timber Butte: the School of

Mines: the Brophy grocery-window full of attractive grocery-food:

the St. Gaudens statue of Marcus Daly: the few sweet green trees on

North Montana Street by the court-house: the edge of Walkerville:

Ex-Senator Clark’s old-fashioned closed house in Granite Street: the

stone Episcopal Church with the memorial windows: the surprising

steep Idaho Street hill: the old Reduction Works reminiscent of the

bygone Heinze and the bold buccaneering days: the Montana Street

cemetery at last kempt and nurtured green as Beloit-Wisconsin: the

little rocky Missoula gulch: the North Excelsior Street neighborhood

where I wrote my Devil and Gray-dawn book: the Butte High School

where I studied and meditated youngly: the old Library where I used

to get a variety of books in my gangling girlhood: the electric

ore-trains going to Anaconda: the vegetable Chinamen: the Post-Office

News-stand: the Mexican tamale venders in the early night: the sweet

green trees and other greenness in people’s yards garnered and

cherished in a way which would astonish Toledo-Ohio: the brilliant

sparkling look of the town from far out on the Flat late in the

evening, like a mammoth broken tiara of starry diamonds, twinkling

points of blue and orange and cerise and violet, fired and flung

against a mountainside of dark velvet,--an aspect intensely Butte:

the cool mosquitoless summer nights: the Anaconda Standard: the

sulphurous smoky deadly-cold winter mornings: the Cornish and Irish

and Austrian and Finn miners: the little slim green onions in the

markets: the noise and color and morale of the crowds on a Miner’s

Union day: the markets on the afternoon shade side of West Park

Street full of crabs and lobsters from Seattle and shining fish from

California, and mushrooms and froglegs and squabs and hothouse things

from hereabouts: the Parrot smelter: the Chinese gardens at Nine

Mile: the Italian village of Meaderville: the fortified battlemented

look of the town at the east of South Butte: the mystic familiar

sand-and-barrenness--

All of it has a feel of something aloof and metallic and distinctive

and gray-purple and Butte-Montana. Gray-purple is the color of the

town, its spirit-tone. Its odor and fascination are gray-purple.

This Butte is bodily a young rich present-day city of a

hundred-thousand population, all told: miners who bulwark

its foundations: masses who make and manage its business:

millionaire-members who spend most of their lives and dollars in

New York: all are Butte-made. But its soul is still the soul of the

frontier mining-camp which sprang into copper being when the Comstock

mine in Virginia-Nevada failed of its silver-ish promise.

A very few years ago--what one could count on one hand’s

fingers--there were no lids in this Butte. Every summer bony

thoroughbred horses from Juarez and Denver raced round the oval track

on the Flat, watched by a shrieking betting throng of Butte citizens

and citizenesses, ridden by silk-bloused black-booted jockies, their

finish-spurts under the wire chaperoned by a flock of bookmakers.

Roulette and poker and faro were wide-open in the town and flavored

the air with a taste of gray-purple hazard. Gin-palaces and

mining-camp dance-halls, highly de-luxe’d, lent their tinted breath

to the current. Noodle-ish and little bacchanalian dives flourished

in unexpected nooks. The police court on a Monday morning resembled

the debris from an alcoholic human volcano, a condemned but owned

portion of this Butte in its Butte-Montana-ness. All of it was but

one element in an isolated prosperous town of many elements, but it

someway tinctured all.

No pagan-wild sunset burst above the west desert but suggested that

the vague lid was off the town, and vaguely lost: a lost lid.

The gambling lid is fast on now--if they gamble they gamble under it.

And no more do ribby horses and surprising-mixed crowds disport them

at the deserted race-track.

But the setting Butte sun suggests the same wealth and wildness as if

always its celestial chemistry were shot with essence of mining-camp:

rich, generous, feverish and virile.

Brophy’s grocery-window and the Marcus Daly monument and the

Parrot smelter and the Clark house and the Idaho Street hill--all

of it--owns the gray-purple which is not St. Paul and not Wichita

and not Pittsburg and not Spokane: not anything except intensely

Butte-Montana.

I have felt it since I first lived here in little young short-frocked

days, and I felt it when I lived away from Butte: I feel it all these

now-days to the roots of myself.

I have no reason: but the contrary: to love Butte as a townful of

human beings.

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