Ill

June 20, 1914.

I have just received your letter--the last, you say, that you can send

before you sail away again for "The Land of the Free and the Home of the

Brave," where you still seem to feel that it is my duty to return to

die. I vow I will not discuss that with you again. Poverty is an

unpretty thing, and poverty plus old age simply horrid in the wonderful

land which saw my birth, and to which I take off my sun-bonnet in

reverent admiration, in much the same spirit that the peasants still

uncover before a shrine. But it is the land of the young, the

energetic, and the ambitious, the ideal home of the very rich and the

laboring classes. I am none of those--hence here I stay. I turn my

eyes to the west often with a queer sort of amazed pride. If I were a

foreigner--of any race but French--I 'd work my passage out there in an

emigrant ship. As it is, I did forty-five years of hard labor there,

and I consider that I earned the freedom to die where I please.

I can see in "my mind's eye" the glitter in yours as you wrote--and

underscored--I'll wager you spend half your days in writing letters back

to the land you have willfully deserted. As well have stayed among us

and talked--and you talk so much better than you write. "Tut! tut! That

is nasty." Of course I do not deny that I shall miss the inspiration of

your contradictions--or do you call it repartee? I scorn your arguments,

and I hereby swear that you shall not worry another remonstrance from

me.

You ask me how it happens that I wandered in this direction, into a part

of the country about which you do not remember to have ever heard me

talk, when there were so many places that would have seemed to you to be

more interesting. Well, this is more interesting than you think. You

must not fancy that a place is not interesting because you can't find it

in Hare, and because Henry James never talked about it. That was

James's misfortune and not his fault.

The truth is I did look in many more familiar directions before

fortunate accident led me here. I had an idea that I wanted to live on

the heights of Montmorency, in the Jean Jacques Rousseau country. But

it was terribly expensive--too near to Enghien and its Casino and

baccarat tables. Then I came near to taking a house near Viroflay,

within walking distance of Versailles. But at the very mention of that

all my French friends simply howled. "It was too near to Paris"; "it

was the chosen route of the Apaches"; and so on and so forth. I did not

so much care for the situation. It was too familiar, and it was not

really country, it was only suburbs. But the house attracted me. It

was old and quaint, and the garden was pretty, and it was high. Still

it was too expensive. After that I found a house well within my means

at Poigny, about an hour, by diligence, from Rambouillet. That did

attract me. It was real country, but it had no view and the house was

very small. Still I had got so tired of hunting that I was actually on

the point of taking it when one of my friends accidentally found this

place. If it had been made to order it could not have suited me

better--situation, age, price, all just to my taste. I put over a year

and a half into the search. Did I keep it to myself well?

Besides, the country here had a certain novelty to me. I know the

country on the other side of the Petit Morin, but all this is new to me

except Meaux. At first the house did not look habitable to me. It was

easily made so, however, and it has great possibilities, which will keep

me busy for years.

Although you do not know this part of the country, it has, for me, every

sort of attraction--historical as well as picturesque. Its historical

interest is rather for the student than the tourist, and I love it none

the less for that.

If ever you relent and come to see me, I can take you for some lovely

walks. I can, on a Sunday afternoon, in good weather, even take you to

the theater--what is more, to the theater to see the players of the

Comedie Francaise. It is only half an hour's walk from my house to

Pont-aux-Dames, where Coquelin set up his maison de retraite for aged

actors, and where he died and is buried. In the old park, where the du

Barry used to walk in the days when Louis XVI clapped her in prison on a

warrant wrung from the dying old king, her royal lover, there is an

open-air theater, and there, on Sundays, the actors of the Theatre

Francais play, within sight of the tomb of the founder of the retreat,

under the very trees--and they are stately and noble--where the du Barry

walked.

Of course I shall only take you there if you insist. I have outgrown

the playhouse. I fancy that I am much more likely to sit out on the

lawn and preach to you on how the theater has missed its mission than I

am--unless you insist--to take you down to the hill to listen to Moliere

or Racine.

If, however, that bores you,--it would me,--you can sit under the trees

and close your eyes while I give you a Stoddard lecture without the

slides. I shall tell you about the little walled town of Crecy, still

surrounded by its moat, where the tiny little houses stand in gardens

with their backs on the moat, each with its tiny footbridge, that pulls

up, just to remind you that it was once a royal city, with drawbridge

and portcullis, a city in which kings used to stay, and in which Jeanne

d'Arc slept one night on her way back from crowning her king at Rheims:

a city that once boasted ninety-nine towers. Half a dozen of these

towers still stand. Their thick walls are now pierced with windows, in

which muslin curtains blow in the wind, to say that to-day they are the

humble homes of simple people, and to remind you of what warfare was in

the days when such towers were a defense. Why, the very garden in which

you will be sitting when I tell you this was once a part of the royal

estate, and the last Lord of the Land was the Duke de Penthievre. I

thought that fact rather amusing when I found it out, considering that

the house I came so near to taking at Poigny was on the Rambouillet

estate where his father, the Duke de Toulouse, one of Louis XIV's

illegitimate sons, died, where the Duke de Penthievre was born, and

where he buried his naughty son, the Duke de Lamballe.

Of course, while I am telling you things like this you will have to

bring your imagination into play, as very few vestiges of the old days

remain. I still get just as much fun out of Il y avait une fois, even

when the "once on a time" can only be conjured up with closed eyes.

Still, I can show you some dear little old chapels, and while I am

telling you about it you will probably hear the far-off, sad tolling of

a bell, and I shall say to you "Ca sonne a Bouleurs." It will be the

church bells at Bouleurs, a tiny, tree-shaded hamlet, on another

hilltop, from which, owing to its situation, the bells, which rarely

ring save for a funeral, can be heard at a great distance, as they have

rung over the valley for years. They sound so sad in the still air that

the expression, Ca sonne a Bouleurs, has come to mean bad luck. In all

the towns where the bell can be heard, a man who is having bad luck at

cards, or has made a bad bargain, or has been tricked in any way,

invariably remarks, "Ca sonne a Bouleurs."

I could show you something more modern in the way of historical

association. For example, from the road at the south side of my hill I

can show you the Chateau de la Haute Maison, with its mansard and Louis

XVI pavilions, where Bismarck and Favre had their first unsuccessful

meeting, when this hill was occupied by the Germans in 1870 during the

siege of Paris. And fifteen minutes' walk from here is the pretty

Chateau de Conde, which was then the home of Casimir-Perier, and if you

do not remember him as the President of the Republic who resigned rather

than face the Dreyfus case, you may remember him as the father-in-law of

Madame Simone, who unsuccessfully stormed the American theater, two

years ago.

You ask me how isolated I am. Well, I am, and I am not. My house

stands in the middle of my garden. That is a certain sort of isolation.

There is a house on the opposite side of the road, much nearer than I

wish it were. Luckily it is rarely occupied. Still, when it is, it is

over-occupied. At the foot of the hill--perhaps five hundred yards

away--are the tiny hamlet of Joncheroy and the little village of

Voisins. Just above me is the hamlet of Huiry--half a dozen houses.

You see that is not sad. So cheer up. So far as I know the commune has

no criminal record, and I am not on the route of tramps. Remember,

please, that, in those last winters in Paris, I did not prove immune to

contagions. There is nothing for me to catch up here--unless it be the

gayety with which the air is saturated.

You ask me also how it happens that I am living again "near by Quincy?"

As true as you live, I never thought of the coincidence. If you please,

we pronounce it "Kansee." When I read your question I laughed. I

remembered that Abelard, when he was first condemned, retired to the

Hermitage of Quincy, but when I took down Larousse to look it up, what

do you think I found? Simply this and nothing more: "Quincy: Ville des

Etats-Unis (Massachusetts), 28,000 habitants."

Isn't that droll? However, I know that there was a Sire de Quincy

centuries ago, so I will look him up and let you know what I find.

The morning paper--always late here--brings the startling news of the

assassination of the Crown Prince of Austria. What an unlucky family

that has been! Franz Josef must be a tough old gentleman to have stood

up against so many shocks. I used to feel so sorry for him when Fate

dealt him another blow that would have been a "knock-out" for most

people. But he has stood so many, and outlived happier people, that I

begin to believe that if the wind is tempered to the shorn lamb, the

hides, or the hearts, of some people are toughened to stand the gales of

Fate.

Well, I imagine that Austria will not grieve much--though she may be

mad--over the loss of a none too popular crown prince, whose morganatic

wife could never be crowned, whose children cannot inherit, and who

could only have kept the throne warm for a while for the man who now

steps into line a little sooner than he would have had this not

happened. If a man will be a crown prince in these times he must take

the consequences. We do get hard-hearted, and no mistake, when it is

not in our family that the lightning strikes. The "Paths of Glory lead

but to the grave," so what matters it, really, out by what door one

goes?

This will reach you soon after you arrive in the great city of tall

buildings. More will follow, and I expect they will be so gay that you

will rejoice to have even a postal tie with La Belle France, to which,

if you are a real good American, you will come back when you die--if you

do not before.

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