CHAPTER XXII.

MARY’S INVESTIGATIONS.

Mrs. Asquith kept to all appearance perfectly tranquil during the rest

of that evening. It was a strange and affecting sight to see her by the

side of Hetty’s chair, talking with a smiling countenance and every

appearance of ease and an unburdened heart. She kept telling all the

nursery stories, all the little family jokes, every kind of trifling

happy circumstance, the commonplaces of the family, to her daughter’s

dulled and heavy ear. The spectators could not understand this strange

sight. _They_ were anxious, but she seemed free from care. They

contemplated that little marble image of poor little Hetty with piteous

eyes, shaking their heads aside, and saying to each other that, after

all, the appearance of her mother had not done what was hoped. But the

mother sat and smiled and talked as if she had been altogether

unconscious that Hetty was not as she had been. Miss Hofland, though she

could not understand, though she could not approve, this strange mode of

action, got interested in spite of herself in all those unknown

children, and found herself softly laughing in the background at the

tricks of the boys, and Janey’s matronly demeanour, and the sweet little

sayings of the baby. It all looked so pretty, and tender, and sweet. But

how that woman could talk, and talk, and smile, and tell those stories

with poor Hetty blanched and unresponsive like marble, wax--anything

that you can think of which is most unlike flesh and blood, was what

Miss Hofland could not understand. She felt very angry. She said to

herself, “That woman has so many, she has no heart for this one;” and

felt as if she loved poor Hetty better than her mother did, who showed

so little feeling. Rhoda, who had stolen in when no one was looking,

was, on the contrary, fascinated by Mrs. Asquith. She crept closer and

closer, and at last curled herself up on the skirt of the stranger’s

gown like a little dog, and listened, and laughed, and clapped her hands

at all those stories. “Oh, tell me a little more about little Mary! Oh!

what did baby say?” Rhoda cried, pushing closer and closer. Mrs. Asquith

put one arm round the child, though without looking at her. She could

think even of that strange child, who had been the cause of it all, with

Hetty lying motionless there!

But all this had no effect upon Hetty, the lookers-on thought. An

occasional faint smile came to the corners of her mouth, something so

faint, so evanescent, that it could scarcely be called a smile; a faint

little colour, almost imperceptible, came upon her marble paleness; now

and then she said, “Mamma!” quite inconsequently, not as an answer to

anything, and the tiny hands that had been folded in her lap were folded

now in one of her mother’s hands, which seemed to communicate a little

warmth, a little life--a poor result to have effected by the heroic

measure of sending for her, and admitting a stranger, against every

rule, to this secluded house. The housekeeper was very impatient of the

whole business. “You did it against everything I could say; and nothing

has come of it,” she said.

“As for that, we can’t tell yet,” said the doctor, naturally taking his

own part; but he was very anxious, and did not seem to have taken much

comfort from the new arrival. He had gone into the library to talk it

over with his coadjutor, while Hetty was being conveyed to bed. The

house was very quiet, the room badly lighted, the lamp on the table

bringing out the anxious expression on the young man’s troubled face,

and half showing the figure of the housekeeper, who stood on the other

side of the table. The light fell upon her hands clasped in front, and

showed her person vaguely, but her face was in the shade.

“The right thing to do would have been to send the girl off to that man

who treats hysteria,” she said; “he would soon have brought her to her

senses. What good can the mother do?--a silly woman telling all that

nonsense that the girl can’t hear, and would not care for if she did!

Rhoda likes it, to be sure,” she said, with a short laugh; “and perhaps

she thinks that to make an impression upon Rhoda, who will be an

heiress, is always worth her while.”

“It is no part of your business, or mine either, to judge Mrs. Asquith,”

young Darrell said impatiently; but there could be little doubt that he

was disappointed too. The effect of the mother’s first appearance had

not been what he hoped.

“And here we’ve brought in, against all our promises, just the last

person in the world that ought to be admitted into this house.”

“I made no promises,” said the young doctor hurriedly. “How could I on

this subject? No one could have foreseen such a combination of

circumstances--a near relation when we expected a stranger.”

“Only a cousin,” the housekeeper said quickly; “but now the thing is to

get rid of her as soon as possible, and in the meantime to keep her

completely in the---- Good gracious! I beg your pardon, ma’am,” cried

Mrs. Mills, quickly stepping out of the way.

“I knocked, but you did not hear me,” said Mary. “You forget that I know

my way about this house.” She passed the housekeeper by, and came up to

where Darrell was sitting, and drew a chair to the table near him. “I

have got my poor child to bed. She looks as if she had fallen asleep;

whether it is sleep or stupor I can’t tell, but she is very quiet. Now

will you tell me how it happened?” Mary said. Her voice was very quiet,

but very serious--not the voice of one who was to be trifled with.

Instinctively both the listeners perceived this. Darrell cast an

anxious, almost imploring glance into the surrounding dimness of the

half-lighted room, and the housekeeper stirred from one foot to the

other with an involuntary motion. She had not thought much of Mrs.

Asquith as an antagonist, but now she began to change her mind.

“How it happened?” said the young doctor, faltering. “I am afraid it was

a fright. She got a--fright.”

“We cannot tell exactly how it happened,” said the housekeeper quickly,

“for it happened in the middle of the night.”

“But you must have some sort of understanding. A thing like that can’t

happen in a house without some one knowing. How was it? even if you

can’t tell me what it was.”

“It all arose from this, ma’am,” said the housekeeper, “that Miss

Asquith would have her window open at night. Some people I know have

fads on that subject; if I asked her once, I asked her a dozen times not

to do it, but she would. She would not be guided by me.”

“She left her window open all night? Well, and what happened?” Mary

said.

Mr. Darrell cleared his throat. A kind of loathing of the glib woman,

who was so ready to answer for him, quickened his speech. “So far as we

can tell, something came into her room and frightened her,” he said.

“Something? Oh! this is trifling,” cried Mary impatiently. “Many, many a

night have I slept in this house with my window open. The windows were

always open. What is there about, to come in at an open window in the

middle of the night?”

The two culprits exchanged a glance across the table. The housekeeper

could see the doctor’s pale face full of revelations, but he could not

see hers. “That’s what we don’t know,” she said. “Miss Hofland will tell

you that she warned her just as I did. Supposing it was something quite

innocent--as harmless as you please--one of the sheep in the park, or a

cow! A cow’s an innocent thing, but it would give you a terrible fright

in the middle of the night; or even a rabbit or a squirrel,” continued

Mrs. Mills, getting confidence as she went on; “it was one of the

animals about the place, for anything we know.”

“What do you know? will you tell me exactly? What roused you first? and

when you went to her what did you see?”

The housekeeper shivered a little. “We found her lying on her bed, poor

dear! with her eyes staring, the bedclothes clenched in her hands as if

she had tried to cover her face. Oh, Mrs. Asquith! I thought the child

was dead.” She stopped with a half sob. “And the half of the French

window wide open--it’s not a sash window in that room--standing wide

open, showing how it had come in.”

“How what had come in?” said Mary huskily, scarcely able to command her

voice.

“How can I tell? Some wild creature out of the woods--some of the

animals that had got loose about the farm.”

“Was there any trace of an animal? There must have been some trace!”

“Or it might,” said the housekeeper with a sob, the strong excitement of

the moment gaining upon her, “have been a tramp that had hidden about

the place.”

Mary pushed her chair from the table, and covered her face with her

hands. But it was only for a moment. She came back to herself, and to

the examination of these unwilling witnesses, before they could draw

breath, but not before a low indignant outcry, “No, no!” had burst from

the young doctor’s lips. She turned upon him with the speed of

lightning. “Mr. Darrell!” she cried, “was it a tramp that got into my

child’s room in the middle of the night? Speak the truth before God!”

What did she suspect or fear? The question flashed through his mind with

a shock of strange sensation. “No,” he said, looking at her, “it was no

tramp.”

“And you know who it was?”

She rose up and confronted him with her pale, set face, holding him with

her eyes, which were like Hetty’s eyes, in the strain of the horrible

gaze that had settled in them that night. He was helpless in her hands

like a child. “Yes,” he said, “I know.”

She could not speak, but she made him an imperative gesture to go on. He

was no longer the unwilling witness, he was the conscious criminal at

the bar.

“Mrs. Asquith,” he said, with a shiver of nervous emotion, “it needs a

long explanation. I would have to tell you many things to make you

understand.”

“Many things which you have no right to tell any one, Mr. Darrell,” the

housekeeper said.

Mary once more insisted with an imperious wave of her hand. The young

man made a nervous pause. “I have an--invalid gentleman under my

charge,” he said.

“Mr. Darrell!” cried the housekeeper again, “do you remember all you’ve

promised? You’ve no right to go against them that support you, them that

pay you.”

“What is that to me?” cried Mary quickly. “What do I want with your

secrets? Tell me about my child!”

“I will tell you everything,” he said. “It has been against my

conscience always. I’ll have this burden no longer. He wanders about at

night, we can’t help it, he slips from our hands. And I suppose he saw

the open window. I--I was too late to keep him back. I found him there.

He thought she was his child, whom he thinks he has lost. When I heard

her scream I knew how it was, and I got him away.”

“Is this the truth?” Mrs Asquith said; “is this _all_ the truth?”

“It is everything,” cried the young man; “there is nothing more to tell

you, but there is more for me to do. I give up this charge, Mrs. Mills.

I will do it no more, it is against my conscience. If he only knew a

little better he could bring us both up for conspiracy. I will clear my

conscience of it this very day.”

“If you are such a fool!” the housekeeper said in her excitement. She

went round to him and caught him by the arm, and led him aside, talking

eagerly. “_She’ll_ pay no attention. What does she care for anything but

her girl?” the woman said.

Mary had seated herself again suddenly, her brain swimming, her heart

beating. Thank God! she said to herself. She did not know what she had

feared, but something more dreadful, worse than this; her relief was

greater than words could say. She sat down to recover herself. What the

housekeeper said was true. She cared for nothing but her girl. What were

their secrets to her? If somebody was wronged Mary did not feel that it

was her business to set it right. It was her child or whom, and of whom

alone, she was thinking; and in all probability no further thoughts of

the mysterious invalid would have crossed her mind, but for this

incident which now occurred, and which for the moment was nothing but an

annoyance to her, detaining her from Hetty. There was a knock at the

door, to which the others in their preoccupation paid no attention.

After a second knock the door was softly opened, and one of the women

servants came in, a tidy person, in the dark gown and white cap and

apron, which is a respectable maid-servant’s livery. She hesitated for

a moment, and then said, “Oh, please, is Mrs. Asquith here?”

“Yes, I am here,” cried Mary, quickly getting up, with the idea that she

was being called to Hetty. The woman came in, hurried forward, and made

curtsey after curtsey--a little sniff of suppressed crying attending

each--“Oh, ma’am, don’t you know me? Oh, ma’am, I’ve never forgotten

you! Oh, please, I am Bessie Brown,” she said.

“Are you indeed Bessie Brown? I am very glad to see you,” said Mrs.

Asquith. “And are you here in service? And how is it I never heard about

you from my Hetty? You were the first nurse she ever had.”

“Oh, ma’am, is that our baby? and me never to know! I never heard her

name right. I never knew. Oh, to think that poor young lady is our baby!

And the dreadful, dreadful fright she got! But oh! ma’am, perhaps now

you’ve come it is all for the best.”

“How can it be for the best that my child should be so ill?” said Mary.

“Oh, she is so ill! To see her is enough to break one’s heart.”

And in the softness of this sympathy, the first touch of the old

naturalness and familiarity which she had yet felt, Mary too began to

cry in the fulness of her heart.

“The house is dreadful changed, ma’am, and everything going wrong, I

think, though it mayn’t be a servant’s place to speak.”

“I am afraid,” Mrs. Asquith said, “I am selfish. I think too much of my

own. I can’t enter into the troubles of the new family. It’s only of the

old I can think when I am here.”

“But oh! it’s no new family, ma’am; it’s the same family, it’s your own,

own family,” cried Bessie Brown. “If you’re married ever so, you can’t

give your natural relations up.”

“My natural relations!” Mary cried.

But the conversation by this time had caught the watchful ear of the

housekeeper, who left Darrell and came back to see what was going on

here.

“Brown,” she said, “what are you doing in this room? who told you to

come and talk to a lady who is paying a visit in the house? I hope, Mrs.

Asquith, you’ll excuse her. There is no rudeness meant,” the housekeeper

said.

“My natural relations,” Mary repeated. “I don’t know what you mean. The

house has passed into other hands. I don’t suppose there are any of my

relations here.”

“Brown, you had better go to your work. I’ll answer the lady’s

questions. We did not know till the other day that there was any

relationship.”

“But,” said Mary bewildered, “it is Mrs. Rotherham----”

“Mrs. Prescott-Rotherham. My lady was an heiress. She married Mr.

Prescott----”

The discovery was too bewildering and strange to convey itself

distinctly to Mary’s troubled brain. She said only something which she

felt to be entirely irrelevant.

“Who, then, is the invalid gentleman?” she cried.

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