in the evening to beat his drum and to utter his howls as usual;
for he did not fail to give us this entertainment every night at
our first sleep. I saw that every one was asleep, and, knowing that
this poor man made all this racket in order to cure himself, I
entered into conversation with him. I began by expressing a great
deal of affection [259] for him, and by heaping praises upon him,
as bait to draw him into the nets of truth. I made him understand
that if a mind as capable of great things as his was, should know
God, that all the Savages, influenced by his example, would like to
know him also. He immediately began to soar, and to talk about the
power, the authority, and the influence he had over the minds of
his fellow-savages. He said that since his youth they had given him
the name, _Khimouchouminau_, meaning, "our sire and our master;"
that everything was done according to his opinion, and that they
all followed his advice. I helped in this self-praise as well
as I could, for he has indeed some good qualities for a Savage. I
finally told him that I was surprised that a man of judgment could
not realize that there was little connection between this uproar
and health. "When thou hast screamed and beaten thy drum with all
thy might, what good does it do except to make thy head dizzy? No
Savage is sick, whose ears they do not deafen with this drum, to
keep him from dying; yet hast thou ever seen it dispel death? I am
going to make a proposal [260] to thee, listen to me patiently,"
I said to him. "Beat thy drum for ten days, sing and make all the
others sing as much as thou wilt, do all thou canst to recover thy
health, and if thou art not cured in that time confess that thy
din, howls and songs cannot restore thee to health. Now abstain
ten more days from all these superstitions; give up thy drum, and
all these wild noises; ask of the God whom I adore that he give
thee knowledge of himself; reflect, and believe that thy soul must
pass to a life other than this; endeavor to interest thyself in
its welfare as thou dost in the welfare of thy body; and when thou
shalt have passed these last ten days in this way, I will withdraw
for three days to pray in a little cabin that shall be made farther
back in the woods. There I will pray my God to give thee health of
body and of soul; thou alone shalt come to see me at the time I
shall indicate, and thou shalt say with all thy heart the prayers I
will teach thee--promising God that, if it pleases him to restore
thee thy health, thou wilt call together all the Savages of the
place, and in [261] their presence thou wilt burn thy drum and
all the other silly stuff that thou usest to bring them together,
saying to them that the God of the Christians is the true God,
that they must believe in him and obey him. If thou promise this
truthfully and from thy heart, I hope that thou wilt be delivered
from thy disease, for my God is all-powerful."
Or comme cét homme est tres desireux de recouurer sa santé, il ouurit
les oreilles, & me dit, ton discours est fort bon, i'accepte les
conditions que tu me donne; mais commence le premier, retire toy en
oraison, & dis à ton Dieu qu'il me guarisse, car c'est par là qu'il
faut commencer, & puis ie feray tout ce que tu m'as prescrit: ie ne
cõmenceray point, luy reparty-ie, car si tu estois guary, pendant que
ie prierois tu attribuerois ta santé à ton tambour, que tu n'aurois
pas quitté; & non pas au Dieu que i'adore, lequel seul te peut guarir;
non, me dit-il, ie ne croiray pas que cela vienne de mon tambour, i'ay
chanté & fait tout ce que ie sçauois, & n'ay peu sauuer la vie à pas
vn; moy-mesme estãt malade ie fais ioüer pour me guarir tous [262]
les ressorts de mon art, & me voila plus mal que iamais; i'ay employé
toutes mes inuentions pour sauuer la vie à mes enfans, notamment au
dernier qui est mort depuis peu, & pour conseruer ma femme qui vient de
trespasser, tout cela ne m'a point reüssi, & partant si tu me guaris,
ie n'attribueray point ma santé à mon tambour, ny à mes chansons. Ie
luy répondis que ie ne pouuois pas le guarir; mais que mon Dieu pouuoit
tout, qu'au reste il ne falloit point faire de marché auec luy, ny luy
prescrire des conditions comme il faisoit, disant qu'il me guarisse
premierement, & puis ie croiray en luy: dispose toy, luy fis ie, de
ton costé, & sa bonté ne te manquera pas, que s'il ne te donne la santé
du corps, il te donnera la santé de l'ame qui est incomparablement plus
à priser. Ne me parle point de l'ame, me repart-il, c'est de quoy ie
ne me soucie pas: voila (me monstrant sa chair) ce que i'ayme, c'est
le corps que ie cheris, pour l'ame ie ne la voy point, en arriue ce
qui pourra. As tu de l'esprit, luy fis-ie? tu parle comme les bestes,
les chiens n'ayment que les corps; celuy qui a fait le Soleil [263]
pour t'éclairer, n'a-il rien preparé de plus grand à ton ame, qu'à
l'ame d'vn chien? Si tu n'ayme que ton corps tu perdras le corps &
l'ame, si vne beste pouuoit parler elle ne parleroit que de son corps
& de sa chair, n'as-tu rien par dessus les bestes qui sont faites pour
te seruir? n'ayme-tu que la chair & le sang? ton ame est-elle l'ame
d'vn chien que tu la traite auec vn tel mépris? peut estre que tu
dis vray, me répond-il, & qu'il y a quelque chose de bon en l'autre
vie: mais nous autres en ce pays-cy n'en sçauons rien, que si tu me
rends la santé ie feray ce que tu voudras. Ce pauure miserable ne
peut iamais releuer sa pensée plus haut que la terre: ne voyant donc
aucune disposition en cét esprit superbe, qui croyoit pouuoir obliger
Dieu, s'il croyoit en luy, ie le quittay pour lors, & me retiray pour
reposer, car il estoit bien auant dans la nuit.
Now as this man is very desirous of recovering his health, he
opened his ears, and said to me, "Thy discourse is very good, I
accept the conditions that thou givest; but thou begin first, go
away and pray, and tell thy God to cure me, for with that we must
begin; then I will do all that thou hast prescribed for me." "I
shall not begin it," I replied to him, "for if thou get back thy
health while I would be praying, thou wouldst be attributing thy
recovery to thy drum, which thou wouldst not have given up, and
not to the God whom I adore, who alone can cure thee." "No," he
replied, "I shall not think it has come from my drum; I have sung
and have done all I could, yet I have not been able to save the
life of one man; I myself am sick, and to cure myself have made
use of all [262] the resources of my art; and behold I am worse
than ever. I have used all my inventions to save the lives of my
children, especially of the last one who died only a short time
ago, and to save my wife, who has just passed away, yet all this
has not succeeded; so if thou curest me I shall not attribute my
health to my drum nor to my songs." I answered him that I could
not cure him, but that my God could do all, and besides we must
not make bargains with him, nor prescribe to him the conditions
upon which he was to act, saying, "Let him cure me first, and then
I will believe in him." "Prepare thyself," I continued, "on thy
part, and his goodness will not fail thee; for, if he does not
give thee health of the body, he will give thee health of the soul,
which is of incomparably higher value." "Do not speak to me about
the soul," he replied, "that is something that I give myself no
anxiety about; it is this (showing his flesh) that I love, it is
the body I cherish; as to the soul, I do not see it, let happen
to it what will." "Hast thou any reason?" I asked, "thou speakest
like a brute, dogs love only their bodies; he who has made the Sun
[263] to shine upon thee, has he not prepared something better for
thy soul than for the soul of a dog? If thou lovest only the body,
thou wilt lose both thy body and thy soul. If a brute could talk,
it would talk about nothing but its body and its flesh; hast thou
nothing above the brute, which is made to serve thee? Dost thou
love only flesh and blood? Thy soul, is it only the soul of a dog,
that thou dost treat it with such contempt?" "Perhaps thou sayest
truly," he replied, "and there is something good in the other
life; but we here in this country know nothing about it. If thou
restorest my health, I will do what thou wishest." This poor wretch
is never able to raise his thoughts above earth. Seeing then no
inclination in this haughty spirit, who thought he was obliging God
by believing in him, I gave him up for the time being, and retired
to rest, for it was well along into the night.
Le 3. de Decembre nous cõmençasmes nostre quatriesme station, ayans
délogé sans trompette, mais non pas sans tambour: car le Sorcier
n'oublioit iamais le sien, nous plantasmes nostre camp proche d'vn
fleuue large & rapide, [264] mais peu profond, ils le nomment _Ca
pititetchiouetz_, il se va dégorger dans le grand fleuue de sainct
Laurens, quasi vis à vis de Tadoussac, nos Sauuages n'ayans point icy
de viandes pour faire des festins, ils faisoient des banquets de fumée,
s'inuitans les vns les autres, dans leurs cabanes, & faisans la ronde à
vn petit plat de terre remply de Tabac, chacun en prenoit vne cornetée
qu'il reduisoit en fumée, remettant la main au plat s'il vouloit
petuner dauantage: l'affection qu'ils portent à ceste herbe est au
delà de toute créance, ils s'endormẽt le cabanet en la bouche, ils se
leuent par fois la nuit pour petuner, ils s'arrestent souuent en chemin
pour le mesme sujet, c'est la premiere action qu'ils font rentrant
dans leurs cabanes: ie leur ay battu le fusil pour les faire petuner
en ramants dans vn canot, ie leur ay veu souuent manger le baston de
leur calumet, n'ayans plus de petun, ie leur ay veu racler & pulueriser
vn calumet de bois pour petuner, disons auec compassion qu'ils passent
leur vie dans la fumée, & qu'ils tombent à la mort dans le feu.
On the 3rd of December we began our fourth station, having broken
camp without trumpets, but not without drums, for the Sorcerer
never forgot his. We pitched our camp near a broad and rapid, [264]
but rather shallow river, which they called _Ca pititetchiouetz_;
it flows into the great river saint Lawrence, almost opposite
Tadoussac. Our Savages, having no food for a feast here, made a
banquet of smoke; each inviting the others to his cabin, they
passed around a little earthen plate containing Tobacco, and every
one took a pipeful, which he reduced to smoke, returning his hand
to the dish if he wanted to smoke any more. The fondness they have
for this herb is beyond all belief. They go to sleep with their
reed pipes in their mouths, they sometimes get up in the night to
smoke; they often stop in their journeys for the same purpose, and
it is the first thing they do when they reënter their cabins. I
have lighted tinder, so as to allow them to smoke while paddling a
canoe; I have often seen them gnaw the stems of their pipes when
they had no more tobacco, I have seen them scrape and pulverize a
wooden pipe to smoke it. Let us say with compassion that they pass
their lives in smoke, and at death fall into the fire.
[265] I'auois porté du petun auec moy, non pour mõ vsage, car ie n'en
prends point, i'en donnay largement selon que i'en auois à plusieurs
Sauuages; m'en reseruant vne partie pour tirer de l'Apostat quelque
mot de sa langue; car il ne m'eust pas dit vne parole qu'en le payãt
de ceste monnoye, quand nos gens eurent consommé ce que ie leur auois
donné, & ce qu'ils auoient en leur particulier, ie n'auois plus de
paix, le Sorcier me pressoit auec vne importunité si audacieuse, que ie
ne le pouuois souffrir, tous les autres sembloient me vouloir manger,
quand ie leur en refusois: i'auois beau leur dire qu'ils n'auoient
point de consideration, que ie leur en auois plus donné trois fois
que ie ne m'estois reserué; vous voyez, leur disois-ie, que i'ayme
vostre langue, & qu'il faut que ie l'achepte auec cét argent, que s'il
me manque on ne m'enseignera pas vn mot, vous voyez que s'il me faut
vn verre d'eau, il faut que i'en aille chercher bien loing, ou que
ie dõne vn bout de petun à vn enfant pour m'en aller querir; vous me
dites que le petun rassasie, si la famine qui nous presse cõtinuë, i'en
[266] veux faire l'experience, laissez moy ce peu que i'ay de reserue,
il me fut impossible de resister à leur importunité, il fallut tirer
iusques au bout, ce ne fut pas sans estonnement de voir des personnes
si passionnées pour de la fumée.
[265] I brought some tobacco with me, but not for myself, as I
do not use it. I have given liberally, according to my store,
to several Savages, saving some to draw from the Apostate a few
words of his language, for he would not say a word if I did not
pay him with this money. When our people had consumed what I had
given them, and what they had of their own, I had no more peace.
The Sorcerer was so annoying in his demands for it, that I could
not endure him; and all the others acted as if they wanted to
eat me, when I refused them. In vain I told them that they had
no consideration, that I had given them more than three times as
much as I had reserved for myself. "You see," I said to them,
"that I love your language and that I must buy it with this money,
for if it is lacking no one will teach me a word; you see if I
have to have a glass of water, I must go a long way to get it,
or I must give a bit of tobacco to a child to get it for me; you
tell me that tobacco satisfies hunger; if the famine which now
presses us continues, I wish [266] to experiment with it, so leave
me the little I have in reserve." It was impossible to resist
their teasing, and I had to draw out the last bit, not without
astonishment at seeing people so passionately fond of smoke.
Le sixiesme du mesme mois, nous délogeasmes pour la cinquiesme fois, il
m'arriua vne disgrace au départ, au lieu de prẽdre le vray chemin, ie
me iettay dans vn autre que nos chasseurs auoient fort battu, ie vay
donc fort loing sans prendre garde que ie me perdois, ayant fait une
longue traitte, ie m'apperceu que mon chemin se diuisoit en cinq ou six
autres, qui tiroient qui deçà, qui delà, me voila demeuré tout court,
il y auoit vn petit enfant qui m'auoit suiuy, ie ne l'osois quitter,
car auss[i]-tost il se mettoit à pleurer, i'enfilay tantost l'vn,
tantost l'autre de ces sentiers, & voyant qu'ils tournoient çà & là,
& qu'ils n'estoient marquez que d'vne sorte de raquette, ie concluds
que ces chemins ne conduisoient point au lieu où mes Sauuages alloient
cabaner, ie ne sçauois que faire du petit garçon: car s'estant apperceu
de nostre erreur il ne m'osoit [267] perdre de veuë sans se pasmer;
d'ailleurs n'ayant qu'enuiron six ans il ne me pouuoit pas suiure,
car ie doublois mes pas: ie m'aduisay de luy laisser mon manteau pour
marque que ie retournerois, si ie trouuois nostre vray chemin, luy
faisant signe qu'il m'attendist, car nous ne nous attendions pas l'vn
l'autre: ie iettay donc mon manteau sur la neige, & m'en reuay sur
mes brisées criant de temps en temps pour me faire entendre de nos
gens, si tant est que le bon chemin ne fust pas loing de moy; ie crie,
i'appelle dans ces grands bois, personne ne répond, tout est dans vn
profond silence, les arbres mesme ne faisoient aucun bruit, car il ne
faisoit point de vent: le froid estoit si violent que ie m'attendois
infailliblemẽt de mourir la nuit au cas qu'il me la fallust passer
sur la neige, n'ayant ny hache ny fusil pour faire du feu; ie vay,
ie viens, ie tourne de tous costez, ie ne trouue rien qui ne m'égare
dauantage: la derniere chose que l'homme quitte c'est l'esperance,
ie la tenois tousiours par vn petit bout, me figurant à toute heure
que i'allois trouuer mon chemin; mais enfin apres [268] auoir bien
tourné, voyant que les creatures ne me pouuoient donner aucun secours,
ie m'arrestay pour presẽter mes petites prieres au Createur dont ie
voyois ces grands bois tout remplis aussi bien que le reste du monde:
il me vint vne pensée que ie n'estois pas perdu, puis que Dieu sçauoit
bien où i'estois, & ruminant ceste verité en mon esprit, ie tire
doucement vers le fleuue que i'auois trauersé au sortir de la cabane,
ie crie, i'appelle de rechef, tout le monde estoit desia bien loing;
ie commençois desia à laisser cheoir de mes mains le petit filet de
l'esperance que i'auois tenu iusques alors, quand i'aduisay quelques
vestiges de raquette derriere des broussailles, ie m'y transporte, _&
vidi vestigia virorum, & mulierum & infantium_, en vn mot ie trouue ce
que i'auois cherché fort long-temps, au commencement ie n'estois pas
asseuré que c'estoit là vn bon chemin, voila pourquoy ie me diligentay
de le recognoistre: estant desia bien auancé ie trouue l'Apostat qui
nous venoit chercher, il me demanda où estoit ce petit enfant, ie luy
repars que ie l'auois laissé [269] aupres de mon manteau: i'ay, me
dit-il, trouué vostre manteau & l'ay reporté à la nouuelle cabane; mais
ie n'ay point veu l'enfant: me voila bien estonné, de l'aller chercher,
c'estoit me perdre vne autre fois; ie prie l'Apostat d'y aller, il fit
la sourde oreille, ie tire droit à la cabane pour en donner aduis, où
enfin i'arriuay tout brisé & tout moulu pour la difficulté & pour la
longueur des chemins que i'auois fait sans trouuer hostellerie que des
ruisseaux glacez: si tost que les Sauuages me virent ils me demandent
où estoit le petit garçon, crians que ie l'auois perdu, ie leur raconte
l'histoire, les asseurants que ie luy auois laissé tout exprez mon
manteau pour l'aller retrouuer, mais ayant quitté ce lieu là, ie ne
sçauois où l'aller chercher, veu mesmement que ie n'en pouuois plus,
n'ayant point mangé depuis le grand matin, & deux ou trois bouchées de
boucan tant seulement, on me donna pour reconfort vn peu d'eau glacée,
que ie fis chauffer dans vn chaudron fort sale, ce fut tout mon souper:
car nos chasseurs n'ayans rien pris il fallut ieusner ce iour là.
[270] Pour l'enfant, deux femmes m'ayans ouy depeindre l'endroit où ie
l'auois laissé, coniecturant où il auoit tiré, l'allerent chercher,
& le trouuerent. Il ne faut pas s'estonner si vn François se perd
quelquesfois dans ces forests, i'ay veu de nos plus habiles Sauuages
s'y esgarer plus d'vn iour entier.
On the sixth of the same month we broke camp for the fifth time.
I had a mishap at our departure, for, instead of taking the right
road, I started upon another that had been well beaten down by our
hunters, and so I went some distance without perceiving that I was
lost. After a long stage, I observed that the way divided into five
or six others, which led in several directions. So I was brought
to a standstill. There was a little child who had followed me, and
whom I did not dare to leave, for it would at once begin to cry. I
followed first one and then another of these paths; and seeing that
they wound here and there, and that they were marked by only one
kind of snowshoe, I concluded that these ways did not lead to the
place where my Savages were going to encamp. I did not know what to
do with the little boy; for, having found out our mistake, he did
not dare [267] lose me out of his sight without going into spasms;
and besides, as he was only about six years old, he could not keep
up with me as I increased my speed. I decided to leave him my
cloak, to show that I intended to return, if I found the right way,
making him a sign that he should wait, for we did not understand
each other. So I threw my cloak upon the snow, and retraced my
steps, crying out from time to time to make myself heard by our
people, in case the right road was not far away from me. I shout
and halloo in these great forests, but no one answers; the silence
is profound, for even the trees do not rustle, as there is no
wind. The cold was so severe that I was sure I would die during
the night, if I had to pass it upon the snow, having neither axe
nor tinder with which to make a fire. I go, I come, I turn on all
sides; but I find nothing which does not confuse me still more. The
last thing that a man abandons is hope; I continued to hold on to
it by the little end, imagining every moment that I was going to
find my way; but at last, after [268] many windings, seeing that
human beings could give me no help, I stopped in order to offer my
little prayers to the Creator, with whom I saw these great woods
all filled as well as the rest of the world. The thought came into
my mind that I was not lost, since God knew where I was; and,
turning over this truth in my mind, I slowly approached the river
I had crossed on leaving the cabin. I cried out, I called again,
but everybody was already far away. I was beginning to loosen my
hold upon the little thread of hope that I had held up to that
time, when I perceived some snowshoe tracks behind the brushwood.
I betook myself thither, _et vidi vestigia virorum, et mulierum et
infantium_. In a word, I found what I had so long been seeking. At
first I was not sure this was a good road, hence I reconnoitred
it very carefully. When I had advanced some distance, I met the
Apostate, who was coming in search of us. He asked me where the
little child was; and I replied that I had left it [269] near my
cloak. "I have found your cloak," he said, "and have carried it to
the new cabin; but I have not found the child." This was a great
shock to me; to go in search of it would be to lose myself a second
time. I prayed the Apostate to go, but he turned a deaf ear to my
entreaties. I started directly for the cabin, to advise them of
the matter, and finally reached it, sore all over and bruised from
the hardships and length of the journey, which I had made without
finding other hostelry than the frozen brooks. As soon as the
Savages saw me, they asked where the little boy was, crying out
that I had lost him. I told them the story, assuring them that I
had left my cloak with him purposely, that I might go back and find
him; but, as he had left that place, I did not know where to look
for him, especially as I had no more strength left, having eaten
nothing since early morning, and then only two or three mouthfuls
of smoked meat. They comforted me with a little frozen water, which
I melted in a very dirty kettle, and this was all the supper I had;
for our hunters had not taken anything, so we had to fast that
day. [270] As to the child, two women having heard me describe the
place where I had left it, guessing where it had wandered, went in
search of and found it. You must not be astonished if a Frenchman
sometimes loses himself in these forests; for I have known some of
our cleverest Savages to wander about in them more than a whole day.
Le 20. de Decembre, quoy que les Sauuages ne se mettent pas
ordinairement en chemin pendant le mauuais temps si fallut-il
decabanner durant la pluye, & desloger à petit bruit sans desieuner, la
fin [faim] nous faisoit marcher, mais le mal est, qu'elle nous suiuoit
par tout où nous allions; car nous ne trouuions par tout, ou fort peu,
ou point de chasse: En ceste station, qui fut la sixiesme, le Renegat
me vint dire que les Sauuages estoient fort espouuantez, & mon hoste
m'abordant tout pensif, me demanda si ie ne sçauois point quelque
remede à leur mal-heur, il n'y a pas, me disoit-il, assez de neige pour
tuer l'Orignac, des Castors, & des Porcs-espics, nous n'en trouuõs
quasi point, que ferons nous? ne sçais tu point ce qui nous doit
arriuer? ne sens tu point dans toy-mesme ce qu'il [271] faut faire?
Ie luy voulus dire que nostre Dieu estoit tres-bon, & tres-puissant,
qu'il falloit que nous eussions recours à sa misericorde, mais cõme ie
ne parlois pas bien, ie priay l'Apostat de me seruir de truchement; ce
miserable est possedé d'vn diable muet, iamais il ne voulut parler.
On the 20th of December, although the Savages do not usually
take the road in bad weather, yet we had to break up during the
storm, and move away quietly without any breakfast, for hunger
drove us onward; the trouble is it followed us everywhere we went,
for we found no game anywhere, or at least very little of it. At
this station, which was the sixth, the Renegade came to tell me
that the Savages were greatly terrified; and my host, addressing
me seriously, asked if I did not know some remedy for their
misfortune. "There is not," said he, "enough snow to kill Moose,
Beavers, and Porcupines; we find almost no game; what shall we do?
Dost thou not know what may happen to us? Dost thou not see within
thyself what [271] ought to be done?" I wanted to tell him that our
God was very good and very powerful, and we ought to have recourse
to his mercy; but as I did not speak well, I begged the Apostate to
be my interpreter, but this wretch is possessed of a mute devil, he
never wants to talk.
Le 24. Decembre, veille de la naissance de nostre Sauueur, nous
decampasmes pour la septiesme fois, nous partismes sans manger, nous
cheminasmes vn assez long temps; nous trauaillasmes à faire nostre
maison, & pour nostre souper N. S. nous donna vn Porc-espic gros comme
vn cochon de lait, & vn liéure, c'estoit peu pour dix-huict ou vingt
personnes que nous estions, il est vray, mais la saincte Vierge & son
glorieux Espoux sainct Ioseph, ne furent pas si bien traictez à mesme
iour dans l'estable de Bethleem.
On the 24th of December, the evening before the birth of our
Savior, we broke up for the seventh time. We departed without
eating, and journeyed for a long, long time, then worked at
house-building; and for our supper Our Lord gave us a Porcupine
as large as a sucking pig, and a hare. It was not much for our
eighteen or twenty people, it is true; but the holy Virgin and her
glorious Spouse, saint Joseph, were not so well treated on the same
day in the stable at Bethle[h]em.
Le lendemain iour de resiouyssance parmy les Chrestiens, pour l'enfant
nouueau né, fust pour nous vn iour de ieusne, on ne me donna rien
du tout à manger; la faim qui fait sortir le loup du bois, m'y fit
entrer plus auant, pour chercher [272] des petits bouts d'arbres que ie
mãgeois auec delices, des femmes ayant ietté aux chiens par mesgarde
ou autrement, quelques rongneures de peaux dont on fait les cordes des
raquettes, ie les ramassay, & en fis vn bon disner, quoy que les chiens
mesmes, quand ils auoient tant soit peu à manger, n'en voulussent
pas gouster: I'ay souuent mangé, notamment ce mois cy, des raclures
d'escorces, des rongneures de peaux, & autres choses semblables, &
cependant ie ne m'en suis point trouué mal.
The next day, a day of rejoicing among Christians on account of the
newborn child, was for us a day of fasting. I was given nothing at
all to eat. Hunger, which makes the wolf come out of the woods,
made me go farther in to seek [272] the little ends of the trees,
which I ate with delight. Some women, having thrown to the dogs,
either unintentionally or otherwise, some bits of hide from which
they make the strings for their snowshoes, I gathered them up and
made a good dinner of them; although the dogs themselves, when they
have ever so little else to eat, will not touch them. I have often
eaten, especially during that month, scrapings of bark, bits of
leather, and similar things, and yet they have never made me ill.
Le mesme iour de Noël ie m'en allay sur le soir visiter nos voisins,
nous n'estions plus que deux cabanes, celle du Sauuage Ekhenneabamate
auoit tiré d'vn autre costé depuis cinq ou six iours, à raison qu'il
n'y auoit pas assez de chasse pour nourrir tout le monde, ie trouuay
deux ieunes chasseurs tout tristes, pour n'auoir rien pris ce iour là,
ny le precedent, ils estoient comme tous les autres maigres & defaits,
taciturnes & fort pensifs, comme gens qui ne pouuoient mourir qu'à
regret, cela me toucha le cœur, apres leur auoir dit quelque parole
de consolation, & donné quelque [273] esperance de chose meilleure,
ie me retiray en ma cabane pour prier Dieu, l'Apostat me demãda quel
iour il estoit? il est auiourd'huy la feste de Noël, luy respondis-je;
Il fut vn peu touché, & se tournant vers le Sorcier, il luy dit, qu'à
tel iour estoit né le Fils de Dieu que nous adorions nommé IESVS:
Remarquant en luy quelque estonnement, ie luy dis que Dieu vsoit
ordinairement de largesse en ces bons iours, & que si nous auions
recours à luy qu'il nous assisteroit infailliblement; à cela point de
parole, mais aussi point de contrarieté: prenant donc l'occasion au
poil, ie le priay de me tourner en sa langue deux petites Oraisons,
dont i'en dirois l'vne, & les Sauuages l'autre. Esperant que nous
serions secourus, l'extremité où nous estions reduits luy fit accorder
que de bond, que de volée ce que ie demandois. Ie composay sur l'heure
deux petites prieres, qu'il me tourna en Sauuage, me promettant en
outre qu'il me seruiroit d'interprete si i'assemblois les Sauuages,
me voila fort content. Ie recommande l'affaire à N.S. & le lendemain
matin ie dresse vn petit Oratoire, ie pends aux [274] perches de la
cabane vne seruiette que i'auois portée, sur laquelle i'attachay vn
petit Crucifix & vn Reliquaire, que deux personnes fort Religieuses
m'ont enuoyé: ie tire encore quelque Image de mon Breuiaire, cela fait
ie fais appeller tous les Sauuages de nos deux cabanes, & ie leur fais
entendre tant par mon begayemẽt, que par la bouche d'vn Renegat, que la
crainte de mourir de faim faisoit parler, qu'il ne tiendroit qu'à eux
qu'ils ne fussent secourus, ie leur dis que nostre Dieu est la bonté
mesme, que rien ne luy estoit impossible, qu'encore bien qu'on l'eust
mesprisé, que si neantmoins on croyoit, & si on esperoit en luy d'vn
bon cœur, qu'il se monstreroit fauorable: Or comme ces pauures gens
n'auoient plus d'esperance en leurs arcs, ny en leurs flesches, ils me
tesmoignerẽt vn grand contentement de ce que ie les auois assemblez,
m'asseurant qu'ils feroient tout ce que ie leur commanderois; ie prens
mon papier & leurs lis l'Oraison que ie desirois qu'ils fissent, leur
demandant s'ils estoient contens d'addresser au Dieu que i'adorois ces
paroles de tout leur cœur, & sans feintise; ils me [275] respondent
tous _nimiroueritenan, nimiroueritenan_, nous en sommes cõtens, nous
en sõmes contens. Ie me mets le premier à genoux, & eux tous auec moy,
iettans les yeux sur nostre petit Oratoire, le seul Sorcier demeuroit
assis, mais luy ayant demandé s'il n'en vouloit pas estre aussi bien
que les autres, il fit comme il me voyoit faire, nous estions testes
nuës, ioignans tous les mains & les esleuans vers le Ciel, ie commençay
donc à faire ceste Oraison tout haut en leur langue.
In the evening of this same Christmas day I went to visit
our neighbors. We were now only two cabins, as the Savage
Ekhenneabamate had gone off in another direction five or six days
before, because there had not been enough game for all of us. I
found there two young hunters, in deep distress at not having
captured anything that day, nor the one before. They were like all
the others, wasted and thin, silent and very sad, like people who
parted with life regretfully. It made my heart bleed to see them.
After having said a few words of consolation, and cheered them
with the [273] hope of better things, I withdrew into my cabin to
pray to God. The Apostate asked me what day it was. "To-day is the
Christmas festival," I answered him. He was slightly touched, and,
turning toward the Sorcerer, said that on this day was born the
son of God, called JESUS, whom we adored. Observing that he showed
some wonder, I told him that God was generally very bountiful
on these days; and, if we had recourse to him, he would surely
help us. To this there was not a word, neither was there any
opposition. So seizing the opportunity, I begged him to translate
for me two little Prayers into his language, and I would say one of
them and the Savages the other. Hoping that we would be succored,
the extremity to which we were reduced made him grant, in pure
recklessness, what I asked. I immediately composed two little
prayers, which he turned into Savage, promising me besides that he
would serve me as interpreter if I would call the Savages together,
so I was very happy. I commended the matter to Our Lord and the
next morning I erected a little Oratory. I hung to the [274] poles
of the cabin a napkin I had brought with me; to this I attached a
small Crucifix and a Reliquary that two very Religious persons had
sent me, also I took from my Breviary one of the Pictures. When
this was done, I had all the Savages from our two cabins called,
and made them understand, partly through my stammering and partly
through the lips of the Renegade, whom the fear of dying from
hunger made speak, that it depended upon them alone whether or not
they should be relieved. I told them that our God was goodness
itself, that nothing was impossible to him; that even though a
person had despised him, yet if he believed in him and hoped in
him with a sincere heart, he would show himself favorable. Now as
these poor people had no more hope in their bows or arrows, they
showed much gladness that I had thus called them together, assuring
me they would do all I commanded them. I took my paper and read
to them the Prayer I wished them to offer, asking if they were
content to address to the God whom I adored these prayers from
their hearts, and without dissimulation. They all [275] responded,
_nimiroueritenan, nimiroueritenan_, "We are satisfied, we are
satisfied." I knelt down first and the others followed, fixing our
eyes upon our little Oratory. The Sorcerer alone remained seated;
but, when I asked him if he did not wish to be like the others, he
did as he saw me do. We were bareheaded, our hands all clasped and
raised toward Heaven; and in this attitude I began to repeat the
following Prayer aloud in their language.
Mon Seigneur qui auez tout fait, qui voyez tout, & qui cognoissez tout,
faites nous misericorde. O +IESVS+, fils du Tout-puissant, qui auez
pris chair humaine pour nous, qui estes né pour nous d'vne Vierge, qui
estes mort pour nous, qui estes resuscité & monté au Ciel pour nous,
vous auez promis que si on demandoit quelque chose en vostre nom que
vous l'accorderiez: ie vous supplie de tout mon cœur de donner la
nourriture à ce pauvre peuple, qui veut croire en vous, & qui vous
veut obeïr, ce peuple vous promet entierement que si vous le secourez
qu'il croira parfaitement en vous, & qu'il vous obeïra [276] de tout
son cœur, Mon Seigneur, exaucez ma prieré, ie vous presente ma vie pour
ce peuple tres content de mourir à ce qu'ils viuent, & qu'ils vous
cognoissent. Ainsi soit-il.
"My Lord, you who have made all, who see all and who know all, have
pity upon us. O +JESUS+, son of the All-powerful, you who have
taken human flesh for us, who were born of a Virgin for us, who
have died for us, who were resurrected and ascended into Heaven
for us, you have promised that if anything is asked in your name,
you will grant it. I beseech you with all my heart to give food
to these poor people, who wish to believe in you and to obey you.
These people promise you faithfully that, if you will help them,
they will believe entirely in you, and that they will obey you
[276] with all their hearts. My Lord, hearken to my prayer; I offer
you my life for these people, content to die that they may live and
acknowledge you. Amen."
A ces paroles de mourir pour eux que ie proferois pour gagner leur
affection, quoy qu'en effect ie le disois de bon cœur, mon hoste
m'arresta & me dit; retranche ces paroles, car nous t'aymons tous, & ne
desirons pas que tu meure; ie vous veux témoigner, leur repartis-ie,
que ie vous ayme, & que ie donnerois volontiers ma vie pour vostre
salut, tant c'est chose grande que d'estre sauué. Apres que i'eus faict
ceste Oraison, chacun d'eux à mains iointes, teste nuë, & les genoux
en terre, comme i'ay remarqué, profera la suiuante, que ie prononçois
deuant-eux fort posément.
At these words, "to die" for them, which I used to gain their
affection, although really I said it with a sincere heart, my
host stopped me and said, "Take back those words, for we all love
thee, and do not wish thee to die for us." "I wish to show you,"
I answered, "that I love you, and that I would willingly give my
life for your salvation, so great a thing is it to be saved." After
I had offered this Prayer, all of them with hands joined, heads
bare, and knees upon the ground, as I have observed, repeated the
following, which I pronounced to them with great solemnity.
Grand Seigneur qui auez fait le ciel & la terre, vous sçauez tout, vous
pouuez tout, ie vous promets de tout mon cœur (ie ne sçaurois vous
mentir) ie vous promets entierement, que s'il vous plaist nous donner
nostre nourriture, que ie vous obeïray cordiallement, que ie croiray
asseurément en vous, ie vous [277] promets sans feintise, que ie feray
tout ce qu'on me dira deuoir estre fait pour vostre amour, aydez nous,
vous le pouuez faire, ie feray asseurément ce qu'on m'enseignera deuoir
estre fait pour l'amour de vous, ie le promets sans feintise, ie ne
ments pas, ie ne sçaurois vous mentir, aydez nous à croire en vous
parfaictement, puis que vous estes mort pour nous. Ainsi soit il.
"Great Lord, you who have made heaven and earth, you know all, you
can do all. I promise you with all my heart (I could not lie to
you) I promise you wholly, that, if it pleases you to give us food,
I will obey you cheerfully, that I will surely believe in you. I
promise [277] you without deceit that I will do all that I shall be
told ought to be done for love of you. Help us, for you can do it;
I will certainly do what they shall teach me ought to be done for
your sake. I promise it without pretence, I am not lying, I could
not lie to you; help us to believe in you perfectly, for you have
died for us. Amen."
Ils firent tous ceste priere, & l'Apostat & le Sorcier aussi bien que
les autres, c'est à Dieu de iuger de leurs cœurs, ie leur dis après
cela qu'ils s'en allassent à la chasse auec confiance, ce qu'ils
firent, la plus part témoignans par leur visage & par leurs paroles
qu'ils auoient pris plaisir en ceste action; mais auant que d'en voir
le succez couchons en leur langue ces deux Oraisons, afin qu'on voye
l'œconomie de leurs paroles, & leur façon de s'énoncer.
They all offered this prayer, the Apostate and the Sorcerer as well
as the others; God alone can judge of their hearts. After this I
told them that they should go to the chase with confidence, as
they did, the greater part showing by their faces and words that
they had taken pleasure in this act. But, before finding out what
success they had, let us couch in their language these two Prayers,
in order that you may see the arrangement of their words, and their
way of expressing themselves.
_Nou_K_himame missi ca_ K_hichitaien missi,_
Mon Capitaine tout qui as fait tout,
K_hesteritamen missi, ouia batamen chaoueriminan_.
qui sçais tout, qui vois, aye pitié de nous.
_Iesus oucouchichai missi ca nitaouitát_
Iesus Fils out qui a faict
[278] _Niran ca outchi, arichiirinicasouien, niran_
de nous qui à cause es fait hõme de nous
_ca outchi, iriniouien iscouechich, niran ca_
qui à cause es né d'vne fille de nous, qui
_outchi nipien, niran ca outchi ouascou_k_hi,_
à cause es mort de no⁹, qui à cause au ciel
_itoutaien; egou_ K_hisitaie, nitichenicassouini_k_i,_
es allé ainsi tu disois en mon nom
K_hegoueia netou tamagaouian niga chaoueri_K_an,_
quelque chose si ie suis requis i'ẽ auray pitié,
k_hitaia mihitin naspich ou mitchimi,_
ie te prie entierement la nourriture
_a richiriniou miri, ca ouitapouetasc,_
à ce peuple dõne qui veux croire en toy,
_ca ouipamitasc, arichiriniou_ k_hiticou_
qui te veux obeyr, ce peuple te dit
_naspich, ouitchihien_ k_higatapouetatin_
entièrement, si tu m'ayde ie te croyray
_naspich_, k_higa pamtatim naspich, Nou_k_himame_
parfaitemẽt ie t'obeïray entieremẽt mon Capitaine
_chaoueritamitaouitou, oui_
aye pitié de ce que ie dis, si tu
_michoutchi nipousin, iterimien_
veux en contrechãge ma mort penser
_ouirouau mag iriniouisonan, egou inousin._
quant à eux qu'ils viuent, ainsi soit-il.
_Noukhimame missi ca Khichitaien missi_,
My Captain all who hast made, all
_Khesteritamen missi, ouia batamen chaoueriminan_.
who knowest, all who seest, have pity on us.
_Jesus oucouchichai missi ca nitaouitât_
Jesus, the Son all who has made
[278]_Niran ca outchi, arichiirinicasouien, niran_
of us who because art made man, of us
_ca outchi, iriniouien iscouechich, niran ca_
who because art born of a maiden, of us who
_outchi nipien, niran ca outchi ouascoukhi,_
because hast died, of us who because to heaven
_itoutaien; egou Khisitaie, nitichenicassouiniki,_
art gone; thus thou saidst, in my name
_Khegoueia netou tamagaouian niga chaouerikan,_
any thing if I am asked on it I will have pity,
_khitaia mihitin naspich ou mitchimi,_
I pray thee wholly the food
_a richiriniou miri, ca ouitapouetasc,_
to these people give, who wish to believe in thee,
_ca ouipamitasc, arichiriniou khiticiou_
who wish to obey thee; these people say to thee
_naspich, ouitchihien khigatapouetatin_
wholly, if thou aidest me I will believe thee
_naspich, khiga pamtatim naspich, Noukhimame_
perfectly I will obey thee entirely my Captain
_chaoueritamitaouitou oui_
have pity upon what I say, if thou
_michoutchi nipousin, iterimien_
wish in exchange my death take care
_ouironau mag iriniouisonan, egou inousin._
as to them that they may live, so be it.
Voicy celle qu'ils prononcerent.
[279] _Khicheou_K_himan ca_ k_hichitaien ouascou,_
Grand Capitaine qui as faict le Ciel
_mag asti, missi_ k_hi_k_histeriten, missi_ K_hipicoutan_,
& la Terre tout tu sçais toute chose, tu fais bien
k_hititin naspich, tanté_
ie te dis entierement comment
_bona ou_k_hiran? khititin naspich, oui miriatchi_
pourrois-je mẽtir? ie te dis sãs feintise si tu no⁹ veux dõner
_nimitchiminan, ochitau_
nostre nourriture tout
_tapoué_ k_higa pamitatin, ochitau,_
expres asseurement ie t'obeïray tout
_tapoué_ K_higa tapouetatin,_ K_hititin_
expres, en verité ie te croiray, ie te le dis
_naspich, niga tin missi,_ K_hé eitigaouané;_
entieremẽt, ie feray tout ce qu'õ me dira
k_hir_ k_he, outchi_ K_hian, ouitchihinan,_
de toy à cause ie le feray ayde nous
k_higa_ k_hi ouitchi hinan, naspich niga_
tu nous peux ayder absolument ie feray
_tin missi_, k_hé eitigaouané_ k_hir_ K_he, outchi_
tout ce qu'on me dira de toy à cause
k_hian, Khititin naspich; nama_
ie le feray ie te le dis sans feintise, ie ne
_ni_k_hirassin, nama_ k_hinita_ k_hirassicatin,_
mens pas, ie ne te sçaurois mentir,
_ouitchihinan_ k_higai tapouetatinan naspich;_
ayde nous affin que nous te croyons parfaictemẽt,
[280] _ouichihinan mag missi irinioua_k_hi_
ayde nous puis de tous les hõmes
_ouetchi nipouané. Egou inousin._
à cause tu es mort, ainsi soit-il.
And here is the one they repeated.
[279] _Khicheoukhiman ca khichitaien ouascou,_
Great Captain who hast made the Sky
_mag asti, missi khikhisteriten, missi_
and the Earth, all thou knowest, everything
_Khipicoutan, khititin naspich, tanté_
thou doest well I say to thee wholly how
_bona oukhiran? khititin naspich, oui miriatchi_
could I lie? I tell thee without pretence if thou wilt give us
_nimitchiminan, ochitau_
our food quite
_tapoué khiga pamitatin, ochitau,_
positively surely I will obey thee quite
_tapoué Khiga tapouetatin, Khititin_
certainly truly I will believe in thee, I tell it thee
_naspich, niga tin missi Khé eitigaouané;_
wholly, I will do all that they shall tell me
_khir khe, outchi Khian, ouitchihinan,_
of thee because I will do it, help us
_khiga khi ouitchi hinan, naspich niga_
thou canst help us absolutely I will do
_tin missi, khe eitigaouané khir Khe, outchi_
all that which they shall tell me of thee because
_khian, Khititin naspich; nama_
I will do it I tell it thee without pretence, I do not
_nikhirassin, nama khinita khirassicatin_,
lie, I could not to thee lie,
_ouitchihinan khigai tapouetatinan naspich;_ [280]
help us that we may believe thee perfectly,
_ouichihinan mag missi iriniouakhi_
help us then of all the men
_ouetchi nipouané. Egou inousin._
because thou art dead, Amen.
Nos chasseurs ayans fait leurs prieres s'en allerent, qui deça qui de
là chercher dequoy manger, mon hoste & deux ieunes hommes s'en vont
voir vne cabane de Castors, qu'ils auoient voulu quitter desesperans
d'y rien prendre, il en prit trois pour sa part: l'estant allé voir
apres midy, ie luy en vis prendre vn de mes yeux, ses compagnons
en prirent aussi ie ne sçay pas combien, le Sorcier estant allé ce
iour là à la chasse auec vn sien ieune neueu, prit vn Porc épic, &
découurit la piste d'vn Orignac qui fut depuis tué à coup de fleches,
contre l'attente de tous tant qu'ils estoient, n'y ayant que fort peu
de neige, vn ieune Hiroquois, dont ie parleray cy apres, tua aussi vn
fort beau Porc-epic; bref chacun prit quelque chose, il n'y eut que
l'Apostat qui reuint les mains vuides, le soir mon hoste apportant
trois Castors, comme il rentroit dans la cabane ie luy tendis la main,
il s'en vint tout ioyeux vers moy recognoissant le [281] secours de
Dieu, & demandant ce qu'il deuoit faire, ie luy dits _Nicanis_, mon
bien-aymé, il faut remercier Dieu qui nous a assisté; voila bien
dequoy, dit l'Apostat, nous n'eussions pas laissé de trouuer cela sans
l'ayde de Dieu. A ces paroles ie ne sçais quels mouuemens ne sentit
mõ coeur, mais si ce traistre m'eust donné vn coup de poignard, il
ne m'eust pas plus attristé, il ne falloit que ces paroles pour tout
perdre, mon hoste ne laissa point de me dire qu'il feroit ce que ie
voudrois, & il se fust mis en deuoir, si le Sorcier ne se fust point
ietté à la trauerse: car l'Apostat n'a point d'authorité parmy les
Sauuages, ie voulu attendre le festin qu'on deuoit faire, où tous
les Sauuages se deuoient trouuer; afin qu'ayant deuant leurs yeux
les presens que nostre Seigneur leur auoit fait, ils fussent mieux
disposez à recognoistre son assistance; mais comme ie vins à leur
vouloir parler, le Renégat fasché de ce que luy seul n'auoit rien pris,
non seulement ne me voulut pas ayder, ains au contraire il m'imposa
silence me commandant tout nettement de me taire; non feray pas luy
dis-ie, si vous estes [282] ingrat les autres ne le seront pas, le
Sorcier voyant qu'on estoit assez disposé à m'écouter; croyant que si
on me prestoit l'oreille il perdroit autant de son crédit, me dit d'vne
façon arrogante, tais-toy, tu n'as point d'esprit, il n'est pas temps
de parler, mais de manger; ie luy voulu demander s'il auoit des yeux,
s'il ne voyoit pas manifestement le seruice de Dieu, mais il ne me
voulut pas écouter; les autres qui estoient dans vn profond silence,
voyans que le Sorcier m'estoit contraire, n'oserent pas m'inuiter à
parler: si bien que celuy qui faisoit le festin se mit à le distribuer,
& les autres à manger; voila mes pourceaux qui deuorent le gland sans
regarder celuy qui leur abbat, c'est à qui se réioüira dauantage, ils
estoient remplis de contentement & moy de tristesse, si fallut-il bien
se remettre à la volonté de Dieu, l'heure de ce peuple n'est pas encore
venuë.
Our hunters having finished their prayers, went away, some here,
some there, to look for something to eat. My host and two young
men went off to a Beaver lodge, which they were about to give up,
hopeless of taking any thing, when he, on his part, took three;
in the afternoon, when I went to find him, I saw him, with my own
eyes, take one; and his companions captured some also, but I do
not know how many. The Sorcerer, having gone hunting on this
same day with one of his young nephews, caught a Porcupine, and
discovered the tracks of a Moose, which has since been killed with
arrows, contrary to the expectations of all the people, for there
was only a little snow. A young Hiroquois, of whom I shall speak
hereafter, also killed a very fine Porcupine. In short, everyone
took something, except the Apostate, who returned empty-handed.
In the evening, when my host returned to the cabin, carrying
three Beavers, I extended to him my hand. He approached joyfully,
recognizing the [281] help of God, and asked what he should do. I
said to him, "_Nicanis_, my well-beloved, we must thank God who has
helped us." "What for indeed?" said the Apostate, "we could not
have failed to find that without the aid of God." At these words I
cannot tell what emotions surged in my heart; but if this traitor
had given me a sword-thrust, he could not have saddened me more;
these words alone were needed that all might be lost. My host did
not fail to tell me that he would do what I wished; and he might
have fulfilled his duty, had not the Sorcerer interposed. For, as
the Apostate had no authority among the Savages, I intended to
await the banquet they would have, where all the Savages would be
assembled; so that, having before their eyes the gifts our Lord
had made them, they would be better disposed to recognize his
assistance. But when I was about to speak to them, the Renegade,
angry at being the only one who had not taken something, not only
would not help me, but even imposed silence upon me, abruptly
commanding me to keep still. "I will not do it," I said to him, "if
you are [282] ungrateful, the others are not." The Sorcerer, seeing
they were rather disposed to listen to me, and believing that, if
they gave me their attention, he himself would lose so much of his
authority, said to me, arrogantly, "Hold thy tongue, thou hast no
sense; this is no time to talk, but to eat." I tried to ask him if
he had no eyes, if he did not plainly see the help of God, but he
would not listen to me. The others, who were maintaining a profound
silence, seeing that the Sorcerer was hostile to me, did not dare
ask me to speak; so the one who prepared the banquet began to
distribute it, and the others to eat. Then behold my pigs devouring
the acorns, regardless of him who shook them down. They vied with
each other in their happiness; they were filled with joy, and I
with sadness; we must yield to the will of God, for the hour of
this people is not yet come.
Cecy se passa le Lundy, le Mercredy suiuant mon hoste & vn ieune
chasseur tuerent à coups de fleches l'Orignac dont ils auoient veu les
traces, ils en virent d'autres depuis, mais comme [283] il y auoit
fort peu de neige ils n'en peurent iamais approcher à la portée de
leurs arcs si tost qu'ils eurẽt ceste proye ils la mirent en pieces, en
apportant vne bonne partie dans nos cabannes, & enseuelissans le reste
soubs la neige; voila tout le monde en ioye, on fait vn grand banquet
où ie fus inuité, voyant les grandes pieces de chair qu'on donnoit à
vn chacun, ie demanday à l'Apostat si c'estoit vn festin à mãger tout,
& m'ayant dit qu'ouy, il est impossible, luy reparty-ie, que ie mange
tout ce qu'on m'a donné, si faut-il bien, me répondit-il, que vous le
mangiez, les autres sont assez empeschez à manger leur part, il faut
que vous mangiez la vostre: ie luy fais entẽdre que Dieu deffendoit
ces excez, & que ie ne le cõmettrois point y allast-il de la vie, ce
mechant blasphemateur pour animer les autres contre moy, leur dit que
Dieu estoit fasché de ce qu'ils auoient à manger: Ie ne dis pas cela,
luy repliquay-ie en Sauuage, mais bien qu'il deffend de manger auec
excez, le Sorcier me repart, ie n'ay iamais plus grand bien sinon quand
ie suis saoul. Or comme ie ne pouuois venir à [284] bout de ma portion,
i'inuite vn Sauuage mon voisin d'en prendre vne partie, luy donnant du
petun en recompense de ce qu'il mangeoit pour moy, i'en iette vne autre
partie secrettement aux chiens, les Sauuages s'en estans doutez par la
querelle qui suruint entre ces animaux, se mirent à crier contre moy,
disans que ie cõtaminois leur festin, qu'ils ne prendroient plus rien,
& que nous mourrions de faim, les femmes & les enfans ayans sceu cela,
me regardoient par apres comme vn tres-meschant homme, me reprochant
auec dedain que ie les ferois mourir, & veritablement si Dieu ne nous
eust donné rien de long temps, i'estois en danger d'estre mis à mort
pour auoir commis vn tel sacrilege: voila, iusques où s'estend leur
superstition, pour obuier à cét inconuenient: les autres fois on me fit
ma part plus petite, & encore me dit on que ie n'en mãgeasse sinon que
ce que ie voudrois, qu'eux mangeroient le reste, mais sur tout que ie
me donnasse bien de garde de rien ietter aux chiens.
This happened on Monday. On the Wednesday following, my host and a
young hunter killed with arrows the Moose whose tracks we had seen;
they saw others afterwards, but, as [283] there was so little snow,
they could never approach within arrow-shot of them. As soon as
they had captured this game, they divided it up, bringing a large
part of it to our cabins, and burying the rest under the snow.
Now every one was happy, and a great banquet was made, to which I
was invited. Seeing the big pieces of meat they gave to each one,
I asked the Apostate if this was an eat-all feast. He answered,
"yes;" and I said to him, "It is impossible for me to eat all they
have given me." "Indeed you must," he answered, "you must eat
it all; the others have to eat all theirs, and you must eat all
yours." I made him understand that God forbids such excess, and I
would not commit it even if my life depended upon it. This wicked
blasphemer, to arouse the others against me, said that God was
angry because they had something to eat. "I did not say that," I
replied to him in Savage, "but that he prohibits eating to excess."
The Sorcerer answered me, "I am never so well off as when I am
full." Now as I could not come to the [284] end of my portion, I
invited one of my neighboring Savages to take a part of it, giving
him some tobacco as a reward for what he would eat for me. I threw
another piece of it, secretly, to the dogs. The Savages began to
suspect something, from the fight that afterwards took place among
these animals; and commenced to cry out against me, saying that
I was contaminating their feast, that they would capture nothing
more, and that we would die of hunger. When the women and children
heard of this afterward, they looked upon me as a very bad man,
reproaching me disdainfully, and saying that I would be the cause
of their death; and truly, if God had not granted us anything for
a long time, I would have been in danger of being put to death for
having committed such a sacrilege, to such an extent does their
superstition go. To prevent the recurrence of this misfortune,
after that they gave me only a small portion; and they also told me
that I should not eat any more than I wanted to, that they would
eat the rest, but above all I should take care not to throw any to
the dogs.
Le trentiesme du mesme mois de Decembre, nous decabanasmes, faisans
[285] chemin nous passasmes sur deux beaux lacs tout glacez; nous
tirions vers l'endroit où estoit la cache de nostre Orignac, qui ne
dura guere en ceste huictiesme demeure.
On the thirtieth of the same month of December, we broke camp, and
in the course of our [285] journey we passed over two beautiful
lakes covered with ice. We turned toward the place where our Moose
was hidden, which would not last long in this eighth station.
Le Sorcier me demanda si en vérité i'aymois l'autre vie que ie luy
auois figuré remplie de tous biens, ayant répondu que ie l'aymois en
effect; & moy, dit-il, ie la haï: car il faut mourir pour y aller,
& c'est dequoy ie n'ay point d'enuie, que si i'auois la pensée & la
creance que cette vie est miserable, & que l'autre est pleine de
delices, ie me tuërois moy-mesme pour me deliurer de l'vne, & ioüir
de l'autre: Ie luy repars que Dieu nous defendoit de nous tuer, ny de
tuer autruy; & que si nous nous faisions mourir nous descendrions dans
la vie de malheur, pour auoir contreuenu à ses cormmandemens: Hé bien,
dit il, ne te tuë point toy-mesme, mais moy ie te tuëray pour te faire
plaisir, afin que tu ailles au Ciel, & que tu ioüisse des plaisirs que
tu dis: Ie me sousris, luy repliquant que ie ne pouuois pas consentir
qu'on m'ostast la vie sans pecher: Ie vois bien, me fit-il, en se
moquant [286] que tu n'as pas encore enuie de mourir non plus que moy,
non pas repliquay-ie en cooperant à ma mort.
The Sorcerer asked me if I really did love the other life, that I
had described as so full of all blessings; having replied that I
did, indeed, love it, "And I," said he, "I hate it, for to go there
one must die, and that is something I have no desire to do; and yet
if I thought and believed that this life was miserable, and that
the other was full of delights, I would kill myself, to be freed
from the one and to enjoy the other." I answered that God forbade
us to kill ourselves, or to kill any one else, and if we destroyed
ourselves we would go down into a life of misery, for having acted
contrary to his commands. "Oh well," said he, "thou needst not kill
thyself; but I will kill thee, to please thee, that thou mayest
go to Heaven, and enjoy the pleasures that thou tellest about." I
smiled, and replied to him that I could not without sin agree to
have my life taken. "I see plainly," said he, sneeringly, [286]
"that thou hast not yet the desire to die any more than I have."
"None," said I, "to bring about my own death."
En ce mesme temps nos chasseurs ayans poursuiuy vn Orignac, & ne
l'ayans peu prendre, l'Apostat se mit à blasphemer, disant aux
Sauuages, le Dieu qui est marry quand nous mangeons, est maintenant
bien ayse de ce que nous n'auons pas dequoy disner: & voyant vue
autre fois qu'on apportoit quelques Porcs-espics, Dieu, disoit-il,
se va fascher de ce que nous nous saoulerons. O langue impie que
tu seras chastié! esprit brutal que tu seras confus, si Dieu ne
te fait misericorde! que les Anges & les sainctes Ames redoublent
autant de fois leur Cantique d'honneur & des loüanges, que cét athée
le blasphemera; ce pauure miserable ne laisse pas par fois d'auoir
quelques craintes de l'enfer, qu'il tasche d'étouffer tant qu'il peut,
comme ie le menaçois vn iour de ces tourmens, peut estre, me fit-il,
que nous autres n'auons point d'ame, ou que nos ames ne sont pas faites
comme les vostres, ou qu'elles ne vont point en mesme [287] endroit:
qui est iamais venu de ce pays là pour nous en dire des nouuelles? ie
luy reparty qu'õ ne pouuoit voir le Ciel sans cognoistre qu'il y a vn
Dieu, qu'on ne peut conceuoir qu'il y a vn Dieu, sans conceuoir qu'il
est iuste, & par consequent qu'il rend à vn chacun selon ses œuures,
d'où s'ensuiuent de grandes recompenses, ou de grands chastimens: cela
est bon, repliqua-il, pour vous autres que Dieu assiste, mais il n'a
point soin de nous: car quoy qu'il fasse, nous ne laisserons pas de
mourir de faim, ou de trouuer de la chasse; iamais cét esprit hebeté ne
peut conceuoir que Dieu gouuerne la grande famille du monde, auec plus
de cognoissance & plus de soin qu'vn Roy ne gouuerne son Royaume, & vn
pere de famille sa maison; ie serois trop long de rapporter tout ce que
ie luy dis sur ses blasphemes & sur ses resueries.
At this time, our hunters having followed a Moose, and not having
been able to capture it, the Apostate began to blaspheme, saying to
the Savages, "The God who is sorry when we eat, is now very glad
that we have not anything to dine upon." And another time, seeing
them bringing some Porcupines, "God," said he, "will be angry
because we are going to fill ourselves up." Oh, blasphemous tongue,
how wilt thou be chastised! Oh, brutal spirit, how wilt thou be
confounded, if God does not take pity on thee! May the Angels and
holy Spirits redouble their Songs of honor and of praise, as many
times as this atheist will blaspheme them! This poor wretch does
not fail at times to have some fear of hell, which he tries to
suppress as much as he can. As I was threatening him with these
torments one day, "Perhaps," he replied, "we people here have no
souls, or perhaps they are not made like yours, or it may be that
they do not go to the same [287] place. Who has ever come back
from that country to bring us news of it?" I answered him that one
cannot see the Sky, without recognizing that there is a God; that
one cannot conceive that there is a God, without conceiving that
he is just, and that consequently he renders to each one according
to his works, whence it follows that there are great rewards or
great punishments. "That's all very well," said he, "for you others
whom God helps; but he has no interest in us, for, whatever he may
do, we still die of hunger unless we find game." Never will this
besotted mind be able to conceive that God rules the great family
of the world with more wisdom and more care than a King governs his
Kingdom, and the father of a family his household. I would be too
tedious if I reported all I said to him about his blasphemies and
dreams.
Le quatriesme de Ianuier de ceste année mil six cens trente quatre,
nous allasmes faire nostre habitation depuis nostre depart des riues du
grand fleuue cherchant tousiours à viure. I'obiectay en cét endroit au
Sorcier qu'il n'estoit [288] pas bon Prophete, car il m'auoit asseuré
les deux dernieres fois que nous auions decabané, qu'il neigeroit
abondamment aussi tost que nous aurions changé de demeure, ce qui se
trouua faux, i'ay rapportay cecy à mon hoste pour luy oster vne partie
de la creance qu'il a en cét homme qu'il adore, il me répondit que le
Sorcier ne m'auoit pas asseuré qu'il neigeroit, mais qu'il en auoit
seulement quelque pensée; non, dis-ie, il m'a asseuré qu'il voyoit
venir la neige, & qu'elle tomberoit aussi-tost que nous aurions cabané,
_Khi_k_hirassin_, me fit-il, tu as menty, si tost que vous leur dites
quelque chose qu'ils ne veulent point accorder ils vous payent de
ceste monnoye.
On the fourth of January of this year one thousand six hundred
and thirty-four, we started to make our [ninth] settlement since
our departure from the banks of the great river, always seeking
something upon which to live. In this place I reproached the
Sorcerer with not being [288] a good Prophet, for he had assured
me, the last two times when we had broken camp, that it would snow
abundantly as soon as we had changed our dwelling place, which had
proved to be untrue. I reported this to my host, in order to take
away some of the belief that he has in this man, whom he adores. He
answered that the Sorcerer had not assured me that it would snow,
but simply that he thought it would. "No," said I, "he assured me
that he saw the snow coming, and that it would fall as soon as we
had settled down." _Khikhirassin_, he replied, "Thou hast lied." As
soon as you tell them something they do not wish to agree to, they
pay you in this coin.
La veille des Rois, mon hoste me dit qu'il auoit fait vn songe qui luy
donnoit bien de l'apprehension; i'ay veu, dit-il, en dormant que nous
estions reduits en la derniere extremité de la faim, & celuy que tu
nous dis qui a tout fait, m'a asseuré que tu tomberas dans vne telle
langueur, que ne pouuant plus mettre vn pied deuant l'autre tu mourras
seul delaissé au milieu des bois, ie [289] crains que mon songe ne soit
que trop veritable: car nous voila autant que iamais dans la necessité
faute de neige: i'eu quelque pensée que ce songeur me pouuoit bien
ioüer quelque mauuais traict, & m'abandonner tout seul pour faire du
Prophete; voila pourquoy ie me seruy de ses armes, opposant _altare
contra altare_, songe contre songe: & moy, luy dis-ie, i'ay songé tout
le contraire, car i'ay veu dans mon sommeil deux Orignaux, dont l'vn
estoit desia tué, & l'autre encore viuant, bon, dit le Sorcier, voila
qui va bien, aye esperance, tu raconte de bonnes nouuelles, en effect
i'auois fait ce songe quelques iours auparauant, hé bien, dis ie à mon
hoste, lequel de nos deux songes sera trouué veritable, tu dis que nous
mourrons de faim, & moy ie dis que non, il se mit à rire. Alors ie luy
dis que les songes n'estoient que des mensonges, que ie ne m'appuyois
point là dessus, que mon esperance estoit en celuy qui a tout fait,
que ie craignois neantmoins qu'il ne nous chastiast, veu qu'aussi tost
qu'ils auoient à mãnger, ils se gaussoient de [290] luy notamment
l'Apostat, il n'a point d'esprit, dirent-ils, ne prends pas garde à luy.
On the eve of Epiphany my host told me that he had had a dream
which caused him much anxiety. "I have seen in my sleep," said he,
"that we were reduced to the last extremity of hunger; and that he
who thou hast told us has made all, assured me that thou wouldst
fall into such a stupor, that, not being able to put one foot
before the other, thou wouldst die alone abandoned in the midst of
the woods; I [289] fear that my dream will be only too true, for
we are now in as great need as ever for lack of snow." I had an
idea that this dreamer might play some bad trick on me and abandon
me, to prove himself a Prophet. For this reason I made use of his
weapons, opposing _altare contra altare_, dream against dream.
"As for me," I replied, "I have dreamed just the opposite; for in
my sleep I saw two Moose, one of which was already killed and the
other still living." "Good," said the Sorcerer, "that's very nice;
have hope, thou tellest us good news." In truth, I had had this
dream some days before. "Well, then," I said to my host, "which of
our two dreams will be found to be true? Thou sayest we shall die
of starvation, and I say we shall not." He began to laugh. Then
I told him that dreams were nothing but lies, that I placed no
dependence upon them; that my hope was in him who has made all, and
yet I feared he would chastise us, seeing that, as soon as they had
something to eat, they mocked [290] him, especially the Apostate.
"He doesn't know anything," they said, "do not pay any attention to
him."
Le iour que les trois Rois adorerent nostre Seigneur, nous receusmes
trois mauuaises nouuelles; La premiere, que le ieune Hyroquois estãt
allé à la chasse le iour precedent n'estoit point retourné, & comme
on sçauoit bien que la faim l'ayant affoibly il ne se pouuoit pas
beaucoup éloigner, on creut qu'il estoit mort, ou demeuré en quelque
endroit si debile pour n'auoir dequoy manger, que la faim & le froid le
tuëroient, en effect il n'a plus paru depuis, quelques vns ont pensé
qu'il pourroit bien s'estre efforcé de retourner en son pays; mais que
la plus part asseurent qu'il est mort en quelque endroit sur la neige,
c'estoit l'vn des trois prisonniers à Tadoussac, dont i'ay parlé és
premieres lettres que i'ay enuoyé de ce païs-cy, ses deux compatriotes
furent executez à mort auec des cruautez nompareilles, pour luy comme
il estoit ieune on luy sauua la vie à la requeste du sieur Emery de
Can, que nous priasmes d'interceder [291] pour luy, ce pauure ieune
homme s'en souuenoit fort bien, il auoit grande enuie de demeurer en
nostre maison; mais le Sorcier á qui il appartenoit ne le voulut iamais
donner ny vendre.
On the day that the three Kings adored our Lord, we received three
pieces of bad news. The first was that the young Hyroquois, who had
gone hunting the day before, had not returned; and, as they were
very well aware that hunger had weakened him so that he could not
go far, they thought he was dead, or lying somewhere so weak from
lack of food that hunger and cold would kill him. In fact, he has
never yet appeared; some thought he might have tried to return to
his own country, but the greater part are sure he is lying dead
somewhere upon the snow. He was one of the three prisoners at
Tadoussac, of whom I spoke in the first letters I sent from these
countries;[4] his two compatriots were executed with unparalleled
cruelties, but his life was saved because he was young, at the
request of sieur Emery de Can, whom we begged to intercede [291]
for him. This poor young man had very kind memories of me, and had
a great desire to live in our house; but the Sorcerer, to whom he
belonged, would neither give nor sell him.
La seconde mauuaise nouuelle nous fut apportée par vn ieune Sauuage qui
venoit d'vn autre cartier, lequel nous dit qu'vn Sauuage d'vne autre
cabane plus esloignée estoit mort de disette, que ses gens estoient
fort épouuentez ne trouuans pas de quoy viure, & nous voyant dans la
mesme necessité, cela l'estonnoit encore dauantage. La troisiesme fut
que nos gens découurisent la piste de plusieurs Sauuages qui nous
estoient plus voisins que nous ne pensions, car ils venoient chasser
iusques sur nos marches, enleuans nostre proye & nostre vie tout
ensemble; ces trois nouuelles abbatirent grandement nos Sauuages,
l'alarme estoit par tout, on ne marchoit plus que la teste baissée, ie
ne sçay comme i'estois fait, mais ils me paroissoiẽt tous fort maigres,
fort pensif, & fort mornes, si l'Apostat m'eust voulu [292] ayder à
porter & à gagner le Sorcier, c'estoit bien le temps; mais son diable
muet luy lioit sa langue.
The second piece of bad news was brought by a young Savage who
came from another quarter, who told us that a Savage of a more
distant cabin had died of hunger, and that his people were greatly
terrified at not finding anything to eat; when he saw us suffering
from the same scarcity, he was frightened still more. The third
news was that our people had discovered the trail of several
Savages, who were nearer to us than we thought, for they were
coming to hunt upon our very grounds, taking away our game and our
lives at the same time. These three pieces of news discouraged
our Savages greatly, the alarm spread everywhere, and all walked
with bowed heads. I do not know how I looked, but they seemed to
me very much emaciated, very sad and mournful. If the Apostate had
consented [292] to help me influence and win over the Sorcerer,
this was the time to do it; but his mute devil tied his tongue.
Il faut que ie remarque en ce lieu le peu d'estime que font de luy
les Sauuages, il est tombé dans vne grande confusion, voulant éuiter
vn petit reproche, il a quitté les Chrestiens & le Christianisme, ne
pouuãt souffrir quelques brocards des Sauuages, qui se gaussoient
par fois de luy de ce qu'il estoit Sedentaire, & non vagabond comme
eux, & maintenãt il est leur ioüet & leur fallot, il est esclaue du
Sorcier, deuant lequel il n'oseroit branler, ses freres & les autres
Sauuages m'ont dit souuent qu'il n'auoit point d'esprit, que c'estoit
vn busart, qu'il ressembloit à vn chien, qu'il mourroit de faim si on
ne le nourrissoit, qu'il s'égaroit dans les bois comme vn European, les
femmes en font leur entretien, si quelque enfant pleuroit n'ayant pas
dequoy manger, elles luy disoient, tais-toy, tais-toy, ne pleure point,
_Petrichtrich_, c'est ainsi qu'on le nomme par mocquerie, rapportera
vn Castor, & tu mangeras; quand elles [293] l'entendoient reuenir,
allez voir, disoiẽt elles aux enfans, s'il n'a point tué vne Orignac se
gaussant de luy comme d'vn mauuais chasseur, qui est vn grand blasme
parmy les Sauuages: car ces gens là ne sçauroient trouuer ou retenir
des femmes, l'Apostat en a desia eu quatre ou cinq à la faueur de ses
freres, toutes l'ont quitté, celle qu'il auoit cét hyuer me disoit
qu'elle le quitteroit au Prin-temps, & si elle eust esté de ce païs,
elle l'auroit quitté dés lors; i'apprends qu'en effect elle l'a quitté.
I must here speak of the little esteem the Savages have for him.
He has fallen into great embarrassment, in trying to avoid a
slight reproach. He gave up Christians and Christianity, because
he could not suffer the taunts of the Savages, who jeered at him
occasionally because he was Sedentary and not wandering, as they
were; and now he is their butt and their laughingstock. He is a
slave to the Sorcerer, in whose presence he would not dare to move.
His brothers and the other Savages have often told me that he has
no sense, that he is a buzzard, that he resembles a dog, that he
would die of hunger if they did not feed him, that he gets lost
in the woods like a European; the women make fun of him,--if some
child cries because it does not have enough to eat, they say to
it, "Hush, hush, do not cry, _Petrichtrich_ (they call him this in
sport) will bring back a Beaver, and then thou shalt have something
to eat." When they [293] hear him return, "Go and see," they say to
their children, "if he has not killed a Moose;" thus making sport
of him for being a poor hunter, a great reproach among the Savages.
Because such men cannot find wives or retain them, the Apostate,
with the help of his brothers, has already had four or five, all
of whom have left him. The one he has had this winter told me she
would leave him in the Spring, and, if she had belonged to this
part of the country, she would have left him then. I hear that she
has, in fact, deserted him.
Certain iour nos chasseurs estans tous dehors, il se tint vn conseil
des femmes dans nostre cabane: or comme elles ne croyoient pas que
ie les peusse entendre, elles parloient tout haut, & tout librement,
déchirant en pieces ce pauure Apostat, l'occasion estoit que le iour
precedent il n'auoit rien rapporté à sa femme d'vn festin où il
auoit esté inuité, & qui n'estoit pas à tout manger, ô le gourmand,
disoient-elles, qui ne donne point à manger à sa femme! encore s'il
pouuoit tuer quelque chose, il n'a point d'esprit, il mange tout [294]
comme vn chien: il y eut vne grande rumeur entre les femmes sur ce
sujet: car comme elles ne vont point ordinairement aux festins, elles
seroient bien affligées, si leurs marys perdoient la bonne coustume
qu'ils ont de rapporter leurs restes à leurs familles, le Renegát
suruenant pendant que cés femmes le depeignoient, elles sceurent fort
bien dissimuler leur ieu, luy témoignant vn aussi bon vsage qu'à
l'ordinaire, voire mesme celle qui en disoit plus de mal, luy donna vn
bout de petun, qui estoit pour lors vn grand present.
On a certain day, when our hunters had gone out, a council of
women was held in our cabin. Now as they did not think I could
understand, they spoke aloud and freely, tearing this poor Apostate
to pieces. The occasion for this was, that the day before he had
not carried anything home to his wife from a feast to which he
had been invited, and which was not an eat-all feast. "Oh, the
glutton," they said, "who gives his wife nothing to eat! If he
could only kill something! He has no sense; he eats everything
[294] like a dog." There was great excitement among the women over
this subject, for, as they do not usually go to the feasts, they
would be very sorely afflicted if their husbands lost the good
habit they have of bringing home the remains to their families.
The Renegade coming in while these women were drawing this picture
of him, they knew very well how to put a good face on the matter,
showing countenances as smiling as usual, even to such an extent
that the one who had said the worst things about him, gave him a
bit of tobacco, which was then a great present.
Le neufiesme de Ianuier, vn Sauuage nous venant visiter nous dit, qu'vn
homme & vne femme du lieu dont il venoit estoient morts de faim, & que
plusieurs n'en pouuoient plus, le pauure homme ieusna le iour de sa
venuë aussi bien que nous, pource qu'il ny auoit rien à manger, encore
fallut-il attendre iusques au lendemain à dix heures de nuit, que mon
hoste rapporta deux Castors qui nous firent grand bien.
On the ninth of January, a Savage, who came to visit us, said that
a man and a woman of the place from which he had come had starved
to death, and that several others were on the verge of starvation.
The poor man fasted the day of his arrival as well as we, for there
was nothing to eat; and we had to wait until ten o'clock of the
next night, when my host brought in two Beavers, which were a great
blessing to us.
[295] Le iour suiuant nos gens tuerent le second Orignac, ce qui causa
par tout vne grande ioye, il est vray qu'elle fut vn peu troublée par
l'arriuée d'vn Sauuage, & de deux ou trois femmes, & d'vn enfant que
la famine alloit bien tost égorger, s'ils n'eussent fait rencontre de
nostre cabane, ils estoient fort hideux, l'homme particulierement plus
que les femmes, dont l'vne auoit accouché depuis dix iours dans les
neiges, & dans la famine, ayant passé plusieurs iours sans manger.
[295] On the following day our people killed the second Moose, at
which there was general rejoicing. True, it was a little marred by
the arrival of a Savage, and of two or three women and a child,
whom famine would have slaughtered, if they had not happened to
come to our cabin. They looked most hideous, the man especially,
more so than the women, one of whom had given birth to a child ten
days before in the snow, and, in the famine, had passed several
days without eating.
Mais admirez s'il vous plaist l'amour que ces barbares se portent les
vns aux autres, on ne demanda point a ces nouueaux hostes pourquoy ils
venoient sur nos limites, s'ils ne sçauoient pas bien que nous estions
en aussi grand danger qu'eux, qu'ils nous venoient oster le morceau
de la bouche; ains au contraire on les receut, non de paroles, mais
d'effect, sans courtoisie exterieure, car les Sauuages n'en ont point,
mais non pas sans charité: on leur ietta de grandes pieces de l'Orignac
nouuellement tué, [296] sans leur dire autre parole, _mitisou_k_ou_
mangez, aussi leur eust on fait grand tort d'appliquer pour lors leurs
bouches à autre vsage: pendant qu'ils mangeoient on prepara vn festin,
auquel ils furent traictez à grand plat, ie vous en réponds: car la
portion qu'on leur donna à chacun, sortoit beaucoup hors de leurs
_ouragans_ qui sont tres capables.
But admire, if you please, the love these barbarians have for each
other. These new guests were not asked why they came upon our
boundaries, if they were not well aware that we were in as great
straits as they were, and that they were coming to take the morsel
out of our mouths. On the contrary, they were received, not with
words, but with deeds; without exterior ceremony, for of this the
Savages have none, but not without charity. They threw them large
pieces of the Moose which had just been killed, [296] without
saying another word but, _mitisoukou_, "eat;" and indeed it would
have been very wrong to ask them then to use their mouths for any
other purpose. While they were eating, a feast was prepared, at
which they were treated generously, I assure you; for the portion
given to each one of them more than filled their _ouragans_, which
are very large.
Le seiziesme du mesme mois nous battismes la campagne, & ne pouuans
arriuer au lieu où nous pretendions, nous ne fismes que gister dans
vne hostelerie que nous dressasmes à la haste, & le lendemain nous
poursuiuismes nostre chemin passans sur vne montagne si haute,
qu'encore que nous ne montassions point iusques au sommet, qui me
paroissoit armé d'horribles rochers, neantmoins le Sorcier me dit, que
si le Ciel obscurcy d'vn broüillard eust esté serain nous eussions
veu à mesme tẽps Kebec & Tadoussac, esloignez l'vn de l'autre de
quarante lieuës pour le moins, ie voyois au dessous de moy auec horreur
des precipices, qui me [297] faisoient trembler, i'apperceuois des
montagnes au milieu de quelques plaines qui me paroissoient comme
des petites tours, ou plustost comme de petits chasteaux, quoy qu'en
effect elles fussent fort grandes & fort hautes: figurez vous quelle
peine ont ces barbares de traisner si haut leur bagage, i'auois de la
peine à monter, i'en trouuois encore plus à descendre: car quoy que
ie m'esloignasse des precipices, neantmoins la pante estoit si roide,
qu'il estoit fort aisé de rouler à bas, & de s'aller fendre la teste
contre vn arbre.
On the sixteenth of the same month, we rambled about the country;
and, not being able to find the place we wanted, we could only
lodge in a hostelry that we erected in haste; the next day we
pursued our journey, passing over a mountain so high, that even
though we did not ascend to its summit, which seemed to be
fortified with horrible rocks, yet the Sorcerer told me that if the
Sky, which was obscured by a cloud, had been clear, we might have
seen at the same time, both Kebec and Tadoussac, distant from each
other at least forty leagues. I saw with horror precipices beneath
me, which made [297] me tremble. In the midst of some plains, I
saw mountains which seemed to me like little towers, or rather
diminutive castles, although in reality they were very large and
very high. Imagine how hard it is for these barbarians to drag
their baggage so high. I had trouble in getting up, but still more
in coming down; for, although I was going away from the precipices,
yet the slope was so steep that it was very easy to roll down and
break one's head against a tree.
Le vingt neufiesme nous acheuasmes de descendre ceste montagne portant
nostre maison sur la pante d'vne autre où nous allasmes: voila le
terme de nostre pelerinage, nous commencerons d'oresnauant à tourner
bride & à tirer vers l'Isle où nous auons laissé nostre Chaloupe, nous
vismes icy les sources de deux petits fleuues, qui se vont rendre dans
vn fleuue aussi grand au dire de nos Sauuages, que le fleuue de S.
Laurens, ils l'appellent _Oueraouachticou_.
On the twenty-ninth, we finished our descent of this mountain, and
carried our house up the slope of another to which we were going.
As this was the end of our pilgrimage, we shall begin hereafter to
turn back and direct our course toward the Island where we had left
our Shallop. We saw here the sources of two little rivers, which
flow into a river as large, our Savages say, as the St. Lawrence;
they call it _Oueraouachticou_.
[298] Ceste douziesme demeure nous a deliuré de la famine, car les
neiges se trouuant hautes assez pour arrester les grandes iambes de
l'Elan, nous eusmes dequoy manger. Au commencement ce n'estoient que
festins & que danses, mais cela ne dura pas, car on se mit bientost
à faire seicherie passant de la famine dans la bonne nourriture,
ie me portay bien: mais passant de la chair fraische au boucan ie
tombay malade, & ne recouuray point entierement la santé que trois
semaines apres mon retour en nostre petite maisonnette. Il est vray
que depuis le commencement de Feurier iusques en Auril nous eusmes
tousiours dequoy manger, mais d'vn boucan si dur & si sale & en si
petite quantité, horsmis quelques iours d'abondance qui se passoient
en festins que nos Sauuages contoient ces derniers, mois aussi bien
que les precedens entre les mois & les hyuers de leurs famines. Ils
me disoient que pour estre traicté mediocrement & sans patir, il nous
falloit vn Elan gros comme vn boeuf en deux iours, tant à raison du
[299] nombre que nous estions, comme aussi qu'on mange beaucoup de
chair quand on n'a ny pain ny autre chose pour faire durer la viande,
adioustez qu'ils sont grands disneurs, & que la chair d'Elan ne demeure
pas long-temps dans l'estomach.
[298] This twelfth station delivered us from famine; for the
snow was deep enough to impede the long legs of the Elk, and we
had something to eat. At first, there was nothing but feasts and
dancing; but this did not last long, as they soon began to dry the
meat. Passing thus from starvation to good food, I felt very well;
but when we changed from fresh meat to smoked, I fell ill, and did
not entirely recover my health until three weeks after my return to
our little house. It is true that from the beginning of February
until April we always had something to eat; but it was smoked
meat, so hard and so dirty, and in so small quantities, except
a few days of plenty which passed in feasting, that our Savages
counted these last months as well as the preceding ones, among the
months and winters of their famines. They told me that, to live
moderately well and without suffering, they had to have an Elk as
large as an ox every two days, both because [299] we were rather
numerous, and also because people eat a great deal of meat when
they have neither bread nor anything else to make the food hold
out; add to this that they are great diners, and that Elk meat does
not remain long in the stomach.
Ie me suis oublié de dire ailleurs que les Sauuages content les années
par les hyuers, pour dire quel aage as-tu, ils disent combien d'hyuers
as-tu passé? ils content aussi par les nuicts comme nous faisons par
les iours, au lieu que nous disons, il est arriué depuis trois iours,
ils disent depuis trois nuicts.
I have forgotten to say elsewhere that the Savages count the years
by winters. To say, "How old art thou?" they say, "How many winters
hast thou passed?" They count also by nights, as we do by days;
instead of saying, "It happened three days ago," they say, "three
nights ago."
Le cinquiesme de Feurier nous quittasmes nostre douziesme demeure pour
aller faire la treiziesme, ie me trouuois fort mal, le Sorcier me
tuoit auec ses cris, ses hurlemens, & son tambour, il me reprochoit
incessamment que ie faisois l'orgueilleux, & que le _Manitou_ m'auoit
fait malade aussi bien que les autres. Ce n'est pas, luy disois-je, le
_Manitou_ ou le diable qui m'a causé ceste maladie, mais la mauuaise
nourriture qui m'a gasté l'estomach, & les [300] autres trauaux qui
m'ont debilité, tout cela ne le contentoit point, il ne laissoit pas
de m'attaquer, notamment en la presence des Sauuages, disant que ie
m'estois mocqué du _Manitou_, & qu'il s'estoit vangé de moy comme
d'vn superbe. Vn iour comme il me faisoit ces reproches ie me leue
en mon seant, ie luy dis, afin que tu sçache que ce n'est point ton
_Manitou_ qui cause les maladies & qui tuë les hommes, escoute comme ie
luy parleray, ie m'escrie en leur langue grossissant ma voix, approche
_Manitou_, vien demon, massacre moy si tu as le pouuoir, ie te deffie,
ie me mocque de toy, ie ne te crains point, tu n'as point de pouuoir
sur ceux qui croyent & qui ayment Dieu, viens & me tuë si tu as les
mains libres, tu as plus de peur de moy que ie n'ay de toy, le Sorcier
fut espouuenté, & me dit pourquoy l'appelle tu? puis que tu ne le
crains pas, c'est signe que tu l'appelle afin qu'il te tuë, non pas luy
dis-je, mais ie l'appelle afin que tu ayes cognoissance qu'il n'a point
de puissance sur ceux qui adorent le vray Dieu, & pour te faire [301]
voir qu'il n'est pas la seule cause des maladies comme tu crois.
On the fifth of February, we left our twelfth dwelling to proceed
to our thirteenth. I was very sick; the Sorcerer was killing me
with his cries, his howls, and his drum; he continually reproached
me with being proud, saying that the _Manitou_ had made me sick
as well as the others. "It is not," I said to him, "the _Manitou_
or devil that has caused this sickness, but bad food, which has
injured my stomach, and [300] other hardships that have weakened
me." All this did not satisfy him; he did not cease to attack me,
especially in the presence of the Savages, saying I had mocked the
_Manitou_, and that he had revenged himself upon me for my pride.
One day, when he was casting these slurs upon me, I sat upright,
and said, "That thou mayest know it is not thy _Manitou_ who
causes sickness and kills people, hear how I shall speak to him."
I cried out in their language, in a loud voice, "Come, _Manitou_;
come, demon; murder me if thou hast the power, I defy thee, I mock
thee, I do not fear thee; thou hast no power over those who believe
and love God; come and kill me if thy hands are free; thou art more
afraid of me than I am of thee." The Sorcerer was terrified and
said, "Why dost thou call him, since thou dost not fear him? it is
the same as calling him to kill thee." "Not at all," said I; "but
I am calling him to make you see that he has no power over those
who worship the true God, and to show [301] thee that he is not the
sole cause of sickness, as thou thinkest."
Le neufiesme du mesme mois de Feurier nous battismes la campagne, le
Sorcier nonobstant ma maladie me vouloit faire porter du bagage à toute
force, mais mon hoste eust pitié de moy, voire mesme m'ayant rencontré
en chemin que ie n'en pouuois quasi plus, il prit de son bon gré ce que
ie portois, & le mit sur sa traisne.
On the ninth of the same month of February we scoured the plains.
The Sorcerer, in spite of the fact that I was sick, would force me
to carry some of the baggage; but my host took pity on me, and,
having encountered me on the way when I was ready to sink from
exhaustion, he took what I carried, of his own free will, and
placed it upon his sledge.
Le quatorziesme & quinziesme nous fismes de longues traictes pour aller
planter nostre cabane proche de deux petits Orignaux que mon hoste
auoit tué: faisant chemin on reconneust la piste d'vn troisiesme,
mon hoste fit arrester le camp pour l'aller descouurir; i'estois en
l'arriere garde de nostre armée, c'est à dire que ie venois doucement
derriere les autres quand tout à coup ie vis paroistre cét Elan qui
couroit droit à moy, & mon hoste apres, qui luy donnoit la chasse, la
neige estoit fort haute, voila pourquoy il ne fit qu'enuiron cinq cens
pas deuant que d'estre mis à mort, nous cabanames aupres & en fismes
curée.
On the fourteenth and fifteenth, we made long stages, to go and
plant our cabin near two small Moose that my host had killed.
Upon the way, as we discovered the tracks of a third, my host
interrupted the journey to go and look for it. I belonged to the
rear guard of our army; that is, I was coming up slowly behind the
others, when suddenly this Elk appeared, coming straight toward
me, and after it my host in hot pursuit. The snow was very deep,
and hence, ere it had gone five hundred steps, it was killed. We
encamped near there and made a feast of it.
[302] L'Apostat continuant icy ses blasphemes, me demandoit deuant
ses freres pour les animer contre Dieu, pourquoy ie priois celuy qui
n'entendoit ny ne voyoit rien, ie le repris fort vertement & luy
imposay silence.
[302] The Apostate, continuing to blaspheme here, asked me, in the
presence of his brothers, in order to turn them against God, why
I prayed to him who neither saw nor heard anything. I rebuked him
very sharply and imposed silence upon him.
Le sixiesme iour de Mars nous changeasmes de demeure, le Sorcier, le
Renegat, & deux ieunes chasseurs tirerent deuant nous droit aux riues
du grand fleuue, l'occasion de cette separation fut que mon hoste braue
chasseur ayant descouuert quatre Orignaux, & quantité de cabanes de
Castors, ne pouuant luy seul en mesme temps chasser en tant d'endroits
fort separez, le Sorcier mena ces ieunes chasseurs pour courre les
Orignaux, & luy demeura pour les Castors: cette separation me fit du
bien & du mal. Du bien, pource que ie fus deliuré du Sorcier, ie n'ay
point de paroles pour declarer l'importunité de ce meschant homme. Du
mal, pource que mon hoste ne prenant point d'Orignaux nous ne mangions
que du boucan qui m'estoit fort contraire, que s'il prenoit des Castors
on en faisoit seicherie, [303] excepté des petits que nous mangions,
les plus beaux & les meilleurs estoient reseruez pour les festins
qu'ils deuoient faire au Printemps, au lieu où ils s'estoient donnez le
rendez-vous.
On the sixth day of March, we shifted our quarters. The Sorcerer,
the Renegade, and two young hunters, directed their steps before
us straight to the banks of the great river. The cause of this
separation was that my host, a good hunter, had discovered four
Moose, and a number of Beaver lodges; and not being able alone to
hunt in places so widely separated, the Sorcerer took these young
hunters to chase the Moose, and he remained for the Beavers. This
separation was fraught with both good and evil for me. With good,
because I was freed from the Sorcerer; I have no words to describe
the pertinacity of this wicked man. With evil, because my host did
not capture any Moose, and we had nothing to eat but smoked meat,
which was very distasteful to me; for, if he captured any Beavers,
they were smoked, [303] except the little ones, which we ate; the
finest and best ones were reserved for the feasts they were to give
in the Spring, at the place where they had appointed a rendezvous.
Le treiziesme du mesme mois nous fismes nostre dix-huictiesme demeure
proche d'vn fleuue dont les eaux me sembloient sucrées apres la
saleté des neiges fonduës que nous beuuions és stations precedentes
dans vn chauderon gras & enfumé, ie commençay à ressentir en ce lieu
l'incommodité du coucher sur la terre bien froide pendant l'hyuer &
fort humide au Printemps, car le costé droit sur lequel ie reposois
s'estourdit tellement par la froidure qu'il n'auoit quasi plus de
sentiment: or craignant de ne remporter que la moitié de moy-mesme dans
nostre petite maison, l'autre demeurante paralytique, ie promis vne
chemise & vne petite robbe à vn enfant pour vn meschãt bout de peau
d'Orignac que sa mere me donna, ceste peau non passée estoit bien aussi
dure que la terre, mais non pas si humide, [304] i'en fis mon lict qui
se trouua si court que la terre qui auoit iusques alors pris possession
de tout mon corps en retint encore la moitié.
On the thirteenth of the same month, we made our eighteenth station
near a river, whose waters seemed to me sweet as sugar after the
dirt of the melted snow that we drank at former stations, out of a
greasy and smoky kettle. I began here to experience the discomfort
of sleeping upon the ground, which was cold in winter and damp in
Spring; for my right side, upon which I lay, became so benumbed
from cold that it scarcely had any sense of feeling. Now fearing I
would only carry half of myself back to our little house, the other
being paralyzed, I promised a shirt and a little gown to a child,
for a miserable piece of Moose skin, which his mother gave me; this
undressed skin was about as hard as the ground, but not as damp.
[304] Of this I made my bed, which was so short that the ground,
which had up to that time taken possession of all my body, still
kept the half of it.
Depuis le depart du Sorcier, mon hoste prenoit plaisir à me faire des
questions, notamment des choses naturelles, il me demanda vn iour comme
la terre estoit faite, & m'apportant vne écorce & vn charbon, il me la
fit décrire, ie luy despeins donc les deux Hemispheres, & apres luy
auoir tracé l'Europe, l'Asia, & l'Affrique, ie vins à nostre Amerique,
luy monstrant comme elle est vne grande Isle, ie luy d'écriuy la coste
de l'Acadie, la grande Isle de Terre-neufue, l'entrée & golfe de nostre
grand fleuue de sainct Laurens, les peuples qui habitent ses riues,
le lieu où nous estions pour lors, ie montay iusques aux Algonquains,
aux Hiroquois, aux Hurons, à la nation neutre, &c. luy designant les
endroits plus & moins peuplez, ie passay à la Floride, au Perou,
au Brasil, &c. luy parlant en mon jargon de ces contrées le mieux
qu'il m'estoit possible, il m'interrogea [305] plus particulierement
des païs dont il a connoissance, puis m'ayans escouté fort
patiemment, il s'escria prononçant vne de leurs grandes admirations
_Amonitatinanioui_k_hi_! Ceste robbe noire dit vray! parlant à vn
vieillard qui me regardoit, puis se tournant deuers moy il me dit,
_nicanis_, mon bien aymé tu nous donne en verité de l'admiration, car
nous connoissons la plus part de ces terres & de ces peuples, & tu
les a descrit comme ils sont, i'insiste là dessus, comme tu vois que
ie dis vray parlant de ton pays, aussi dois-tu croire que ie ne ments
pas parlant des autres, ie le croy ainsi, me repartit-il, ie poursuy
ma pointe, comme ie suis veritable en parlant des choses de la terre,
aussi tu dois te persuader que ie ne voudrois pas mentir quand ie te
parle des choses du Ciel, & partant tu dois croire ce que ie t'ay dit
de l'autre vie: il s'arresta vn peu de temps tout court, puis ayant
vn peu pensé à part soy, Ie te croiray, dit-il quand tu sçauras bien
parler, nous auons maintenant trop de peine à nous faire entendre.
After the departure of the Sorcerer, my host took pleasure in
asking me questions, especially about the things of nature. One
day he asked me how the earth was made; and, bringing me a piece
of bark and some charcoal, he had me describe it. So I drew for
him the two Hemispheres; and, after having traced Europe, Asia and
Africa, I came to our America, showing him that it is an immense
Island. I described for him the coast of Acadia, the great Island
of Newfoundland, the entrance and gulf of our great river saint
Lawrence, the people who inhabit its banks, the place where we
then were. I went up as far as the Algonquains, the Hiroquois,
the Hurons, to the neutral nation, etc., showing him the places
more and less populous. I passed to Florida, to Peru, to Brazil,
etc., speaking to him in my jargon the best I could about these
countries. He asked me [305] more particularly about the countries
of which he had some knowledge. Then having listened to me
patiently, he exclaimed, using one of their words expressive of
great admiration, _Amonitatinaniouikhi!_ "This black robe tells
the truth," speaking to an old man who was looking at me; and
turning toward me, he said, "_nicanis_, my well-beloved, thou dost
indeed cause our wonder; for we are acquainted with the greater
part of these lands and tribes, and thou hast described them as
they are." Thereupon I urge, "As thou seest I tell the truth in
speaking of thy country, thou shouldst also believe that I do not
lie in speaking of the others." "I do believe thus," he replied. I
followed up my point: "As I am truthful in speaking about things of
the earth, also thou shouldst persuade thyself that I am not lying
when I speak to thee about the things of Heaven; and therefore thou
oughtst believe what I have told thee about the other life." He
paused a few moments, and then, having reflected a little, said, "I
will believe thee when thou shalt know how to speak; but we have
now too much trouble in understanding each other."
[306] Il m'a fait mille autres questions, du Soleil, de la rondeur de
la terre, des Antipodes, de la France, & fort souuent il me parloit de
nostre bon Roy, il admiroit quand ie luy disois que la France estoit
remplie de Capitaines, & que le Roy estoit le Capitaine de tous les
Capitaines, il me prioit de le mener en France pour le voir, & qu'il
luy feroit des presens, ie me mis à rire luy disant que toutes leurs
richesses n'estoient que pauureté à comparaisson des grandeurs du Roy,
Ie veux dire, me fit-il, que ie feray des presens à ceux de sa suitte,
pour luy ie me contenteray de le voir, il racontoit par apres aux
autres ce qu'il m'auoit ouy dire. Il me demanda vne autrefois s'il y
auoit de grands saults dans la mer, c'est à dire des cheutes d'eau, il
y en a beaucoup dans les fleuues de ce païs cy, vous verrez vne belle
riuiere coulant fort doucement tomber tout à coup dans vn lit plus
bas, les terres ne s'abbaissant pas également, mais comme par degrez
en certains endroits, nous voyons vn de ces sauts proche de Kebec
nommé le saut de [307] Montmorency, c'est vne riuiere qui vient des
terres, & qui se precipite de fort haut dans le grand fleuue de sainct
Laurens, les riues qui le bornent estans fort releuées en cét endroit:
Or quelques Sauuages croyoient que la mer a de ces cheutes d'eau dans
lesquelles se perdent quantité de nauires ie luy ostay cét erreur, ces
inegalitez ne se retrouuans point dans l'Ocean.
[306] He asked me a thousand other questions,--about the Sun, the
roundness of the earth, the Antipodes, France, and he frequently
spoke to me about our good King. He was surprised when I told him
that France was full of Captains, and that the King was the Captain
of all the Captains. He begged me to take him to France to see him,
and to make him some presents. I began to laugh, telling him that
all their riches were nothing but poverty compared to the splendors
of the King. "I mean," said he, "that I will make presents to his
followers; as to him, I will be content to see him." He recounted
afterwards to the others what he had heard me say. Another time
he asked me if there were any great falls in the sea, that is,
waterfalls. There are a great many in the rivers of this country.
You will see a beautiful river flowing along peacefully; and
all at once it will fall into a lower bed, as the land does not
slope gradually, but as if by steps in certain places. We see
one of these falls near Kebec; it is called the "falls of [307]
Montmorency." They are formed by a river which comes from the
interior, and falls from a very high level into the great river
saint Lawrence, the banks enclosing it being considerably elevated
at this place. Now some of the Savages believe that the sea has
these waterfalls, and that a great many ships are lost in them. I
removed this error by telling them that these inequalities are not
found in the Ocean.
Le vingt-troisiesme de Mars nous repassames le fleuue
_Capititetchioueth_, que nous auions passé le troisiesme de Decembre.
On the twenty-third of March, we again crossed the river
_Capititetchioueth_, over which we had passed on the third of
December.
Le trentiesme du mesme mois, nous vinsmes cabaner sur vn fort beau
lac, en ayant passé vn autre plus petit en nostre chemin, ils estoient
encore autant glacez qu'au milieu de l'hyuer, mon hoste me consoloit
icy me voyant fort foible & fort abbatu, ne t'attriste point, me
disoit-il, si tu t'attriste tu seras encore plus malade, si ta maladie
augmente tu mourras, considere que voicy vn beau pays, ayme-le, si tu
l'ayme, tu t'y plairas, si tu t'y plais tu te resioüiras, si tu te
resioüis tu guariras, ie [308] prenois plaisir d'entendre le discours
de ce pauure barbare.
On the thirtieth of the same month, we encamped upon a very
beautiful lake, having passed another smaller one on our way, both
of them still frozen over as hard as in the middle of winter.
Here my host, seeing that I was very weak and cast down, consoled
me, saying, "Do not be sad: if thou art sad, thou wilt become
still worse; if thy sickness increases, thou wilt die. See what a
beautiful country this is; love it: if thou lovest it, thou wilt
take pleasure in it, and if thou takest pleasure in it thou wilt
become cheerful, and if thou art cheerful thou wilt recover." I
[308] took pleasure in listening to the conversation of this poor
barbarian.
Le premier iour d'Auril nous quittasmes ce beau lac & tirasmes à grande
erre vers nostre rendez vous, nous passames la nuit dans vn meschant
trou enfumé & dés le matin continuasmes nostre chemin faisant plus en
ces deux iournées que nous n'auions faict en cinq, Dieu nous fauorisa
d'vn beau temps: car il gela bien fort, & l'air fut serain, s'il eust
fait vn degel comme les iours precedens, & que nous eussions enfoncé
dans la neige, comme quelques fois il nous est arriué, ou il m'eust
fallu traisner, ou ie fusse demeuré en chemin tant i'estois mal. Il est
bien vray que la nature a plus de force qu'elle ne s'en fait accroire,
ie l'experimentay en ceste iournée en laquelle i'estois si foible, que
m'asseant de temps en temps sur la neige pour me reposer, tous les
membres me trembloient, non pas de froid, mais par vne debilité qui me
causoit vne sueur au front. Or comme i'estois alteré voulant puiser
de l'eau dans vn torrent [309] que nous rencontrasmes, la glace que
ie cassois auec mon baston tomba dessous moy, & fit vn grand escarre:
quand ie me vis auec mes raquettes aux pieds sur ceste glace flottante
sur vne eau fort rapide, ie sautay plustost sur le bord du torrent,
que ie n'eu consulté si ie le deuois faire, & la nature qui suoit de
foiblesse trouua assez de force pour sortir de ceste grande eau n'en
voulant pas tant boire à la fois, ie n'eus que la peur d'vn peril qui
fut plustost esuité que recognu.
On the first day of April, we left this beautiful lake, and drew
rapidly toward our rendezvous. We passed the night in a miserable
smoky hole, and in the morning continued on our way, going farther
in these two days than we had previously gone in five. God favored
us with fine weather, for there was a hard frost, and the air was
clear. If it had thawed as on the preceding days, and we had sunk
down in the snow, as sometimes happened, either they would have
had to drag me, or I would have remained on the way, so ill was I.
It is true that nature has more resistance than she makes believe;
I experienced this that day, when I was so weak that, if I sat down
upon the snow occasionally to rest myself, my limbs would tremble,
not from cold, but from a weakness which caused the perspiration
to come out upon my forehead. Now, as I was thirsty, I tried to
drink some water from a torrent [309] that we were passing. The
ice, which I broke with my club, fell under me and separated into a
big cake. When I saw myself with my snowshoes on my feet, upon this
ice, floating in a very rapid current, I leaped to the edge of the
torrent before consulting as to whether I ought to do it or not,
and nature, which perspired from weakness, found strength enough
to escape from this mass of water, not wishing to drink so much of
it at once; I had nothing but the fear of a peril which was sooner
escaped than realized.