BELOW MOOSE HILLOCK
It was not long before the bare rooms of the Academy School--owing to
the political situation, which necessitated the exercise of economies
in every direction--began to suffer.
One night the students found the gas turned out and a small card tacked
on the door of the outer hall. It read--
SCHOOL CLOSED FOR WANT OF
FUNDS. WILL PERHAPS BE
OPENED IN THE AUTUMN.
Signs of like character were not unusual in the history of the school.
The wonder was, considering the vicissitudes through which the Academy
had passed, that it was opened at all. From the institution's earlier
beginnings in the old house on Bond Street, to its flight from the loft
close to Grace Church and then to the abandoned building opposite the
old hotel near Washington Square, where Amos Cobb always stayed when he
came to New York, and so on down to its own home on Broadway, its
history had been one long struggle for recognition and support.
This announcement, bitter enough as it was to Oliver, was followed by
another even more startling, when he reached the office next day, and
Mr. Slade called him into his private room.
"Mr. Horn," said his employer, motioning Oliver to a seat and drawing
his chair close beside him so that he could lay his hand upon the young
man's knee, "I am very sorry to tell you that after the first of June
we shall be obliged to lay you off. It is not because we are
dissatisfied with your services, for you have been a faithful clerk,
and we all like you and wish you could stay, but the fact is if this
repudiation goes on we will all be ruined. I am not going to discharge
you; I'm only going to give you a holiday for a few months. Then, if
the war-scare blows over we want you back again. I appreciate that this
has come as suddenly upon you as it has upon us, and I hope you will
not feel offended when, in addition to your salary, I hand you the
firm's check for an extra amount. You must not look upon it as a gift,
for you have earned every cent of it."
These two calamities were duly reported in a ten-page letter to his
mother by our young hero, sitting alone, as he wrote, up in his
sky-parlor, crooning over his dismal coke fire. "Was he, then, to begin
over again the weary tramping of the streets?" he said to himself. "And
the future! What did that hold in store for him? Would the time ever
come when he could follow the bent of his tastes? He was getting on so
well--even Miss Grant had said so--and it had not interfered with his
work at the store, either. The check in his pocket proved that."
His mother's answer made his heart bound with joy.
"Take Mr. Slade at his word. He is your friend and means what he says.
Find a place for the summer where you can live cheaply and where the
little money which you now have will pay your way. In the fall you can
return to your work. Don't think of coming home, much as I should like
to put my arms around you. I cannot spare the money to bring you here
now, as I have just paid the interest on the mortgage. Moreover, the
whole of Kennedy Square is upset and our house seems to be the centre
of disturbance. Your father's views on slavery are well known, and he
is already being looked upon with disfavor by some of our neighbors. At
the club the other night he and Judge Bowman had some words which were
very distressing to me. Mr. Cobb was present, and was the only one who
took your father's part. Your father, as you may imagine, is very
anxious over the political situation, but I cannot think our people are
going to fight and kill each other, as Colonel Clayton predicts they
will before another year has passed."
Oliver's heart bounded like a loosened balloon as he laid down his
mother's letter and began pacing the room. Neither the political
outlook, nor club discussions, nor even his mother's hopes and fears,
concerned him. It was the sudden loosening of all his bonds that
thrilled him. Four months to do as he pleased in; the dreadful mortgage
out of the way for six months; his mother willing, and he with money
enough in his pocket to pay his way without calling upon her for a
penny! Was there ever such luck! All care rolled from his
shoulders--even the desire to see his mother and Sue and those whom he
loved at home was forgotten in the rosy prospect before him.
The next day he told Mr. Slade of his plans, and read him part of his
mother's letter.
"Very sensible woman, your mother," his employer answered, with his
bluff heartiness. "Just the thing for you to do; and I've got the very
spot. Go to Ezra Pollard's. He lives up in the mountains at a little
place called East Branch, on the edge of a wilderness. I fish there
every spring, and I'll give you a letter to him."
Long before his day of departure came he had dusted out his old hair
trunk--there were other and more modern trunks to be had, but Oliver
loved this one because it had been his father's--gathered his painting
materials together--his easel, brushes, leather case, and old slouch
hat that he wore to fish in at home--and spent his time counting the
days and hours when he could leave the world behind him and, as he
wrote Fred, "begin to live."
He was not alone in this planning for a summer exodus. The other
students had indeed all cut their tether-strings and disappeared long
before his own freedom came. Jack Bedford had gone to the coast to live
with a fisherman and paint the surf, and Fred was with his people away
up near the lakes. As for the lithographers, sign-painters, and
beginners, they were spending their evenings somewhere else than in the
old room under the shaded gas-jets. Even Margaret, so Mother Mulligan
told him, was up "wid her folks, somewheres."
"And she was that broken-hearted," she added, "whin they shut up the
school--bad cess to 'em! Oh, ye would a-nigh kilt yerself wid grief to
a-seen her, poor darlint."
"Where is her home?" asked Oliver, ignoring the tribute to his
sympathetic tendencies. He had no reason for asking, except that she
had been the only woman among them, and he accordingly felt that a
certain courtesy was due her even in her absence.
"I've bothered me head loose tryin' to remimber, but for the soul o'
me, I can't. It's cold enough up there, I know, to freeze ye solid, for
Miss Margaret had wan o' her ears nipped last time she was home."
And so one fine morning in June, with Oliver bursting with happiness,
the hair trunk and the leather case and sketching umbrella were thrown
out at a New England way-station in the gray dawn from a train in which
Oliver had spent the night curled up on one of the seats.
Just as he had expected, the old coach that was to carry him was
waiting beside the platform. There was a rush for top seats, and Oliver
got the one beside the driver, and the trunk and traps were stored in
the boot under the driver's seat--it was a very small trunk and took up
but little room--and Marvin cracked his whip and away everybody went,
the dogs barking behind and the women waving their aprons from the
porches of the low houses facing the road.
And it was a happy young fellow who filled his lungs with the fresh air
of the morning and held on to the iron rail of the top seat as they
bumped over the "Thank ye marms," and who asked the driver innumerable
questions which it was part of the noted whip's duty and always his
pleasure to answer. The squirrels darted across the road as if to get a
look at the enthusiast and then ran for their lives to escape the
wheels; and the crows heard the rumble and rose in a body from the
sparse cornfields for a closer view; and the big trees arched over his
head, cooling the air and casting big shadows, and even the sun kept
peeping over the edge of the hills from behind some jutting rock or
clump of pines or hemlock as if bent on lighting up his face so that
everybody could see how happy he was.
As the day wore on and the coach rattled over the big open bridge that
spanned the rushing mountain-stream, Oliver's eye caught, far up the
vista, the little dent in the line of blue that stood low against the
sky. The driver said this was the Notch and that the big hump to the
right was Moose Hillock, and that Ezra's cabin nestled at its feet and
was watered by the rushing stream, only it was a tiny little brook away
up there that anybody could step over.
"'Tain't bigger'n yer body where it starts out fresh up in them
mountings," the driver said, touching his leaders behind their ears
with the lash of his whip. "Runs clean round Ezra's, and's jest as
chuckfull o' trout, be gosh, as a hive is o' bees."
And the swing and the freedom of it all! No office-hours to keep; no
boxes to nail up and roll out--nothing but sweetness and cool draughts
of fresh mountain-air, and big trees that he wanted to get down and
hug; and jolly laughing brooks that ran out to meet him and called to
him as he trotted along, or as the horses did, which was the same
thing, he being part of the team.
And the day! Had there ever been such another? And the sky, too, filled
with soft white clouds that sailed away over his head--the little ones
far in advance and already crowding up the Notch, which was getting
nearer every hour.
And Marvin the driver--what a character he was and how quaint his
speech. And the cabins by the road, with their trim fences and winter's
wood piled up so neatly under the sheds--all so different from any
which he had seen at the South and all so charming and exhilarating.
Never had he been so happy!
And why not? Twenty-three and in perfect health, without a care, and
for the first time in all his life doing what he wanted most to do,
with opportunities opening every hour for doing what he believed he
could do best.
Oh, for some planet where such young saplings can grow without
hinderance from the ignorant and the unsympathetic; where they can
reach out for the sun on all sides and stretch their long arms skyward;
where each vine can grow as it would in all the luxuriance of its
nature, free from the pruning-knife of criticism and the straitlaced
trellis of conventionality--a planet on which the Puritan with his
creeds, customs, fads, issues, and dogmas, and the Cavalier with his
traditions and time-honored notions never sat foot. Where every round
peg fits a round hole, and men toil with a will and with unclouded
brows because their hearts find work for their hands and each day's
task is a joy.
If the road and the country on each side of it, and the giant trees,
now that they neared the mountains, and the deep ravines and busy,
hurrying brooks had each inspired some exclamation of joy from Oliver,
the first view of Ezra's cabin filled him so full of uncontrollable
delight that he could hardly keep his seat long enough for Marvin to
rein in his horses and get down and swing back the gate that opened
into the pasture surrounding the house.
"Got a boarder for ye, Ezra," Marvin called to Oliver's prospective
host, who had come down to meet the stage and get his empty
butter-pails. Then, in a lower tone: "Sezs he's a painter chap, and
that Mr. Slade sent him up. He's goin' to bunk in with ye all summer,
he sezs. Seems like a knowin', happy kind er young feller."
They were pulling the pails from the rear boot, each one tied up in a
wheat-sack, with a card marked "Ezra Pollard" sewed on the outside to
distinguish it from the property of other East Branch settlers up and
down the road.
Oliver had slipped from his seat and was tugging at his hair trunk. He
did not know that the long, thin, slab-sided old fellow in a slouch
hat, hickory shirt crossed by one suspender, and heavy cowhide boots
was his prospective landlord. He supposed him to be the hired man, and
that he would find Mr. Pollard waiting for him in the little
sitting-room with the windows full of geraniums that looked so inviting
and picturesque.
"Marve sez you're lookin' fur me. Come along. Glad ter see ye."
"Are you Mr. Pollard?" His surprise not only marked the tones of his
voice but the expression of his face.
"No, jes' Ezry Pollard, that's all. Hope Mr. Slade's up and hearty?"
Mr. Slade was never so "up and hearty" as was Oliver that next morning.
Up with the sun he was, and hearty as a young buck out of a bed of
mountain-moss.
"Time to be movin', ain't it?" came Ezra Pollard's voice, shouting up
the unpainted staircase, "Hank's drawed a bucket out here at the well
for ye to wash in. Needn't worry about no towel. Samanthy's got one fur
ye, but ye kin bring yer comb."
At the sound of Ezra's voice Oliver sprang from the coarse straw
mattress--it had been as eider-down to his stage-jolted body--pushed
open the wooden blind and peered out. The sun was peeping over the edge
of the Notch and looking with wide eyes into the saucer-shaped valley
in which the cabin stood. The fogs which at twilight had stolen down to
the meadows and had made a night of it, now startled into life by the
warm rays of the sun, were gathering up their skirts of shredded mist
and tiptoeing back up the hill-side, looking over their shoulders as
they fled. The fresh smell of the new corn watered by the night dew and
the scent of pine and balsam from the woods about him, filled the
morning air. Songs of birds were all about, a robin on a fence-post and
two larks high in air, singing as they flew.
Below him, bounding from rock to rock, ran the brook, laughing in the
sunlight and tossing the spray high in the air in a mad frolic. Across
this swirling line of silver lay a sparse meadow strewn with rock,
plotted with squares of last year's crops--potatoes, string-beans, and
cabbages, and now combed into straight green lines of early buckwheat
and turnips. Beyond this a ragged pasture, fenced with blackened
stumps, from which came the tinkle of cow-bells, and farther on the
grim, silent forest--miles and miles of forest seamed by a single road
leading to Moose Hillock and the great Stone Face.
Oliver slipped into his clothes; ran down the stairs and out into the
fresh morning air. As he walked toward the well his eyes caught sight
of Hank's bucket tilted on one edge of the well-curb, over which hung
the big sweep, its lower end loaded with stone. On the platform stood a
wooden bench sloppy with the drippings of the water-soaked pail. This
bench held a tin basin and half a bar of rosin soap. Beside it was a
single post sprouting hickory prongs, on which were hung as many
cleanly scoured milk-pails glittering in the sun. On this post Hank had
nailed a three-cornered piece of looking-glass--Hank had a sweetheart
in the village below--a necessity and useful luxury, he told Oliver
afterward, "in slickin' yerself up fer meals."
Once out in the sunshine Oliver, with the instinct of the painter
suddenly roused, looked about him. He found that the cabin which had
delighted him so in the glow of the afternoon, was even more enchanting
in the light of the morning. To the plain, every-day, practical man it
was but a long box with a door in the middle of each side, front and
back--one opening into a sitting-room, which again opened into a
bedroom in which Ezra and his wife slept, with the windows choked with
geraniums, their red cheeks pressed against the small panes, and the
other opening into a kitchen, connecting with a pantry and a long,
rambling woodshed. To our young Raphael the simple cabin, from its
homely sagging door to its broken-backed roof, covered with rotting
shingles, was nothing less than an enchanted palace.
He remembered the shingles. He had reached up in the night and touched
them with his hands. He remembered, too, the fragrance they gave out--a
hot, dry, spicy smell. He remembered also the dried apples spread out
on a board beside his bed, and the broken spinning-wheel, and the
wasp's nest. He was sure, too, there were many other fascinating relics
stored away in this old attic. But for the sputtering tallow-candle,
which the night before was nearly burnt out, he would have examined
everything else about him before he went to sleep.
Then his eye fell on the woodshed and the huge pile of chips that
Hank's axe had made in supplying Samanthy's stove, and the rickety,
clay-plastered buggy and buckboard that had never known water since the
day of their birth. And the two muskrat skins nailed to the outside
planking--spoils of the mill-dam, a mile below.
Yes; he could paint here!
With a thrill of delight surging through him he rolled up his sleeves,
tilted the bucket, filled the basin with ice-cold water which Hank had
drawn for him, a courtesy only shown a stranger guest, and plunging in
his hands and face, dashed the water over his head. Samanthy,
meanwhile, in sunbonnet and straight-up-and-down calico dress, had come
out with the towel--half a salt-sack, washed and rewashed to phenomenal
softness (an ideal towel is a salt-sack to those who know). Then came
the rubbing until his flesh was aglow, and the parting of the wet hair
with the help of Hank's glass, and with a toss of a stray lock back
from his forehead Oliver went in to breakfast.
It fills me with envy when I think of that first toilet of Oliver's! I
too have had just such morning dips--one in Como, with the great
cypresses standing black against the glow of an Italian dawn; another
in the Lido at sunrise, my gondolier circling about me as I swam; still
a third in Stamboul, with the long slants of light piercing the gloom
of the stone dome above me--but oh, the smell of the pines and the
great sweep of openness, with the mountains looking down and the sun
laughing, and the sparkle and joyousness of it all! Ah, what a lucky
dog was this Oliver!
And the days that followed! Each one a delight--each one happier than
the one before. The sun seemed to soak into his blood; the strength of
the great hemlocks with their giant uplifted arms seemed to have found
its way to his muscles. He grew stronger, more supple. He could follow
Hank all day now, tramping the brook or scaling the sides of Bald Face,
its cheeks scarred with thunderbolts. And with this joyous life there
came a light into his eyes, a tone in his voice, a spring and buoyancy
in his step that brought him back to the days when he ran across
Kennedy Square and had no care for the day nor thought for the morrow.
Before the week was out he had covered half a dozen canvases with
pictures of the house as he saw it that first morning, bathed in the
sunshine; of the brook; the sweep of the Notch, and two or three
individual trees that he had fallen in love with--a ragged birch in
particular--a tramp of a birch with its toes out of its shoes and its
bark coat in tatters.
Before the second week had arrived he had sought the main stage-road
and had begun work on a big hemlock that stood sentinel over a turn in
the highway. There was a school-house in the distance and a log-bridge
under which the brook plunged. Here he settled himself for serious work.
He was so engrossed that he had not noticed the school-children who had
come up noiselessly from behind and were looking in wonder at his
drawings. Presently a child, who in her eagerness had touched his
shoulder, broke the stillness in apology.
"Say, Mister, there's a lady comes to school every day. She's a painter
too, and drawed Sissy Mathers."
Oliver glanced at the speaker and the group about her; wished them all
good-morning and squeezed a fresh tube on his palette. He was too much
absorbed in his work for prolonged talk. The child, emboldened by his
cheery greeting, began again, the others crowding closer. "She drawed
the bridge too, and me and Jennie Waters was sitting on the rail--she's
awful nice."
Oliver looked up, smiling.
"What's her name?"
"I don't know. Teacher calls her Miss Margaret, but there's more to it.
She comes every year."
Oliver bent over his easel, drew out a line brush from the sheaf in his
hand, caught up a bit of yellow ochre from his palette and touched up
the shadow of the birch. "All the women painters must be Margarets," he
said to himself. Then he fell to wondering what had become of her since
the school closed. He had always felt uncomfortable over the night when
he had defended "the red-headed girl in blue gingham," as she was
called by the students. She had placed him in the wrong by
misunderstanding his reasons for serving her. The students had always
looked upon him after that as a quarrelsome person, when he was only
trying to protect a woman from insult. He could not find it in his
heart to blame her, but he wished that it had not happened. As these
thoughts filled his mind he became so absorbed that the children's
good-by failed to reach his ear.
That day Hank had brought him his luncheon--two ears of hot corn in a
tin bucket, four doughnuts and an apple--the corn in the bottom of the
bucket and the doughnuts and apple on top. He could have walked home
for his midday meal, for he was within sound of Samanthy's dinner-horn,
but he liked it better this way.
Leaving his easel standing in the road, he had waved his hand in
good-by to Hank, picked up the bucket and had crept under the shadow of
the bridge to eat his luncheon. He had finished the corn, thrown the
cobs to the fish, and was beginning on the doughnuts, when a step on
the planking above him caused him to look up. A girl in a
tam-o'-shanter cap was leaning over the rail. The sun was behind her,
throwing her face into shadow--so blinding a light that Oliver only
caught the nimbus of fluffy hair that framed the dark spot of her head.
Then came a voice that sent a thrill of surprise through him.
"Why, Mr. Horn! Who would have thought of meeting you here?"
Oliver was on his feet in an instant--a half-eaten doughnut in one
hand, his slouch hat in the other. With this he was shading his eyes
against the glare of the sun. He was still ignorant of who had spoken
to him.
"I beg your pardon, I--WHY, Miss Grant!" The words burst from his lips
as if they had been fired from a gun. "You here!"
"Yes, I live only twenty miles away, and I come here every year. Where
are you staying?"
"At Pollard's."
"Why, that's the next clearing from mine. I'm at old Mrs. Taft's. Oh,
please don't leave your luncheon."
Oliver had bounded up the bank to a place beside her.
"How good it is to find you here. I am so glad." He WAS glad; he meant
every word of it. "Mrs. Mulligan said you lived up in the woods, but I
had no idea it was in these mountains. Have you had your luncheon?"
"No, not yet," and Margaret held up a basket. "Look!" and she raised
the lid. "Elderberry pie, two pieces of cake--"
"Good! and I have three doughnuts and an apple. I swallowed every grain
of my hot corn like a greedy Jack Horner, or you should have half of
it. Come down under the bridge, it's so cool there," and he caught her
hand to help her down the bank.
She followed him willingly. She had seen him greet Fred, and Jack
Bedford, and even the gentle Professor with just such outbursts of
affection, and she knew there was nothing especially personal to her in
it all. It was only his way of saying he was glad to see her.
Oliver laid the basket and tin can on a flat stone that the spring
freshets had scoured clean; spread his brown corduroy jacket on the
pebbly beach beside it, and with a laugh and the mock gesture of a
courtier, conducted her to the head of his improvised table. Margaret
laughed and returned the bow, stepping backward with the sweep of a
great lady, and settled herself beside him. In a moment she was on her
knees bending over the brook, her hands in the water, the
tam-o'-shanter beside her. She must wash her hands, she said--"there
was a whole lot of chrome yellow on her fingers"--and she held them up
with a laugh for Oliver's inspection. Oliver watched her while she
dried and bathed her shapely hands, smoothed the hair from her temples
and tightened the coil at the back of her head which held all this
flood of gold in check, then he threw himself down beside her, waiting
until she should serve the feast.
As he told her of his trip up the valley and the effect it made upon
him, and how he had never dreamed of anything so beautiful, and how
good the Pollards were; and what he had painted and what he expected to
paint; talking all the time with his thumb circling about as if it was
a bit of charcoal and the air it swept through but a sheet of Whatman's
best, her critical eye roamed over his figure and costume. She had
caught in her first swift, comprehensive glance from over the
bridge-rail, the loose jacket and broad-brimmed planter's hat, around
which, with his love of color, Oliver had twisted a spray of nasturtium
blossoms and leaves culled from the garden-patch that morning; but now
that he was closer, she saw the color in his cheeks and noticed, with a
suppressed smile, the slight mustache curling at the ends, a new
feature since the school had closed. She followed too the curves of the
broad chest and the muscles outlined through his shirt. She had never
thought him so strong and graceful, nor so handsome. (The smile came to
the surface now--an approving, admiring smile.) It was the
mountain-climbing, no doubt, she said to herself, and the open-air life
that had wrought the change.
With a laugh and toss of her head she unpacked her own basket and laid
her contribution to the feast on the flat rock--the pie on a green
dock-leaf, which she reached over and pulled from the water's edge, and
the cake on the pink napkin--the only sign of city luxury in her
outlay. Oliver's eye meanwhile wandered over her figure and costume--a
costume he had never seen before on any living woman, certainly not any
woman around Kennedy Square. The cloth skirt came to her ankles, which
were covered with yarn stockings, and her feet were encased in shoes
that gave him the shivers, the soles being as thick as his own and the
leather as tough. (Sue Clayton would have died with laughter had she
seen those shoes.) Her blouse was of gray flannel, belted to the waist
by a cotton saddle-girth--white and red--and as broad as her hand. The
tam-o'-shanter was coarse and rough, evidently home-made, and not at
all like McFudd's, which was as soft as the back of a kitten and
without a seam.
Then his eyes sought her face. He noticed how brown she was--and how
ruddy and healthy. How red the lips--red as mountain-berries, and back
of them big white teeth--white as peeled almonds. He caught the line of
the shoulders and the round of the full arm and tapering wrist, and the
small, well-shaped hand. "Queer clothes," he said to himself--"but the
girl inside is all right."
Sitting under the shadow of the old bridge on the main highway, each
weighed and balanced the other, even as they talked aloud of the
Academy School, and the pupils, and the dear old Professor whom they
both loved. They discussed the prospect of its doors being opened the
next winter. They talked of Mrs. Mulligan, and the old Italian who sold
peanuts, and whose head Margaret had painted; and of Jack Bedford and
Fred Stone--the dearest fellow in the world--and last year's
pictures--especially Church's "Niagara," the sensation of the year, and
Whittredge's "Mountain Brook," and every other subject their two busy
brains could rake and scrape up except--and this subject, strange to
say, was the only one really engrossing their two minds--the
overturning of Mr. Judson's body on the art-school floor, and the
upsetting of Miss Grant's mind for days thereafter. Once Oliver had
unintentionally neared the danger-line by mentioning the lithographer's
name, but Margaret had suddenly become interested in the movements of a
chipmunk that had crept down for the crumbs of their luncheon, and with
a woman's wit had raised her finger to her lips to command silence lest
he should be frightened off.
They painted no more that afternoon. When the shadows began to fall in
the valley they started up the road, picking up Oliver's easel and
trap--both had stood unmolested and would have done so all summer with
perfect safety--and Oliver walked with Margaret as far as the bars that
led into Taft's pasture. There they bade each other good-night,
Margaret promising to be ready in the morning with her big easel and a
fresh canvas, which Oliver was to carry, when they would both go
sketching together and make a long blessed summer day of it.
That night Oliver's upraised, restless hands felt the shingles over his
head more than once before he could get to sleep. He had not thought he
could be any happier--but he was. Margaret's unexpected appearance had
restored to him that something which the old life at home had always
yielded. He was never really happy without the companionship of a
woman, and this he had not had since leaving Kennedy Square. Those he
had met on rare occasions in New York were either too conventional or
selfconscious, or they seemed to be offended at his familiar Southern
ways. This one was so sensible and companionable, and so appreciative
and sympathetic. He felt he could say anything to her and she would
know what he meant. Perhaps, too, by and by she would understand just
why he had upset a man who had been rude to her.
Margaret lay awake, too--not long--not more than five minutes, perhaps.
Long enough, however, to wish she was not so sunburnt, and that she had
brought her other dress and a pair of gloves and a hat instead of this
rough mountain-suit. Long enough, too, to recall Oliver's standing
beside her on the bridge with his big hat sweeping the ground, the
color mounting to his cheeks, and that joyous look in his eyes.
"Was he really glad to see me," she said to herself, as she dropped off
into dreamland, "or is it his way with all the women he meets? I
wonder, too, if he protects them all?"
And so ended a day that always rang out in Oliver's memory with a note
of its own.
These dreams under the shingles! What would life be without them?