“You are not a man from whom one can expect satisfaction,” replied

Wyrubew, “and I will not claim it from you. There are other means at my

disposal to punish you,” and he turned away contemptuously.

The young Colonel’s face became by turns deadly pale and fiery red. It

was evident that he could hardly contain the tumultuous feelings which

were racking him. Before him stood the Czarina looking at him with

haggard eyes and trying to free herself from the encircling arms of her

friend. Anna was weeping profusely and vainly struggling with an emotion

she absolutely could not control. Orloff went up to the two women, and

once more knelt before the Empress.

“Forgive me,” he said. “I ought to have known better, but believe me, I

shall atone.”

He kissed once more the hem of her garment and went out of the room,

without looking round, brushing past Wyrubew as if he had not seen him,

and went back to his own house, calm and determined, but probably with

the feelings of a man about to be taken to the scaffold.

Madame Wyrubewa seized her husband by the arm.

“Go now,” she cried. “You have done enough evil for to-day, but remember

that henceforth everything is at end between us.”

He laughed sardonically, but obeyed her, and the couple never set eyes

upon each other again after that terrible afternoon. The next day St.

Petersburg was electrified by hearing that the popular Colonel Orloff

had been found dead in his room, shot through the temple. He had atoned.

And two months later the Synod pronounced the decree of divorce between

Anna Wyrubewa and her husband. The tragedy, like so many others of the

same kind, had come to an end, by breaking two women’s hearts.

XIV

A NATION IN REVOLT

The suicide of Colonel Orloff was perhaps one of the events which

provoked the most sensation in St. Petersburg in recent years. Everybody

had known him, and he had been a general favorite, not only in his

regiment, but also among all the circles of society which he had

frequented. The Czar, who had also liked him very much, was deeply

affected by the catastrophe, and everybody kept wondering what could

have induced a man who apparently had not a single thing in the world to

trouble him to take his own life in such an unexpected manner.

The Empress alone said nothing. She was present at all the funeral

services which were celebrated over the coffin of the young officer, but

so was Nicholas II. Her attendance could not be considered as an

extraordinary thing. No one, with the exception of Anna Wyrubewa, who

had accompanied her, knew that on the night preceding the funeral of her

friend Alexandra Feodorowna had proceeded alone and unattended, save

for her, to the house where his mortal remains lay in state, and had

spent an hour praying beside his dead body and weeping bitter tears.

Outwardly, however, her calm had remained unshaken; and she had

succeeded in quite a wonderful way in keeping her feelings under

control. The only thing which she had insisted upon was to have Colonel

Orloff buried in the cemetery of Tsarskoye Selo, where she had a simple

monument, consisting of a large white marble cross, erected. She used to

go every day to pray there, and to leave flowers on this tomb which

represented for her so many hopes, and perhaps something else besides.

Of course these visits became known, but by a wonderful miracle they

were not commented upon in the way they might have been. The reputation

for eccentricity of Alexandra Feodorowna had by that time become so well

established that people had left off wondering at anything she might

attempt to do, and, besides, every one believed that the Colonel’s death

had been somehow connected with a love intrigue he had carried on with

Anna Wyrubewa, whose divorce lent ground for such a theory. It was

suspected or guessed that something had taken place in her house, but no

one could exactly ascertain what this something had been, and Wyrubew

himself had been for once thoroughly frightened, and had come to the

conclusion that the best thing he could do for his own sake as well as

for that of others was to hold his tongue, and to accept the divorce

upon which his wife insisted. Later on, however, he unburdened his soul

to some of his particular friends, but that happened at a time when

people were thinking of other things than the tragical death of an

officer whose existence was already forgotten by most of those who had

known him.

As for the Empress, she had, as we have seen, borne herself wonderfully

well in the first moments which had followed upon the tragedy, but

afterward her nerves gave way entirely, and it was then that she had to

be kept in strict seclusion, and under the care of trained nurses. It

was said that her reason had given way under the load of her anxiety for

her small son, and that the thought of his serious condition had weighed

down so thoroughly on her mind that she had grown melancholy to an

alarming extent. The story was believed perhaps because it suited so

many people to think that it was true, and, besides, the political

situation in Russia was becoming so alarming that it entirely absorbed

public attention. The war with Japan had come to an ignominious end, and

shown the many failings, as well as the thorough insufficiency, of the

Government. The first symptoms of the Revolution were clearly appearing

on the horizon, with its attendant horrors. Everybody felt that

something had to be done in order to avert a catastrophe the extent of

which it was impossible to foresee, but which was generally considered

as being inevitable, unless the Czar made up his mind to grant the

reforms for which his whole Empire was clamoring.

During those years, which were the prelude of other even more eventful

ones that were later on to sweep away the Throne of the Romanoffs,

Nicholas II. might still have regained the popularity which he had lost.

If he had only bravely and courageously faced his people, and tried to

get into direct contact with them, he could have secured for his dynasty

a new lease of life. He was not liked, it is true, and he was not

trusted, which was still worse; but nations are sometimes apt to be led

by impulse, and it is certain that Russia would have felt grateful to

him if he had only made an appeal to its loyalty for his person, and

asked of her to help him in the task of repairing the wounds caused by

the disastrous campaign that had come to an end with the signature of

the Treaty of Portsmouth.

But the Czar ignored the wishes of his subjects and refused to

acknowledge the justice of their claims to be taken into his confidence.

He was narrow-minded, cruel by disposition, and though not at all an

autocrat, yet every inch a tyrant. He was even something worse than

that; he was a coward, and this is a defect which neither nations nor

women forgive in those to whom they find their destinies intrusted.

The remembrance of that dreadful Sunday when a crowd of peaceful

workmen, under the leadership of the afterward notorious priest, Gapone,

marched toward the Winter Palace, to be met with the firing of

machine-guns that laid them low by hundreds on the pavement--the

remembrance of this bloody deed has never been effaced from the mind of

the Russian nation. It traced between itself and its Czar a line of

demarcation which could never be removed later on.

Many versions exist as to the conduct of Nicholas II. on that awful day.

Some people have said that it was the Empress who had entreated him to

fly to Tsarskoye Selo, where she thought that they would be in greater

safety than in St. Petersburg; others have asserted that it was he who

of his own accord had decided that it would be better for him to leave

the capital and to abandon to his uncle, the Grand-Duke Wladimir, the

task of drowning in blood this attempt of his subjects to enter into

direct communication with him. Probably both versions are right, in a

sense, at least, because it is certain that Alexandra Feodorowna was

always in fear something might happen to her son, and very likely she

tried to induce her husband to consider how best to insure the safety of

their only boy; on the other hand, the Emperor might, had he only come

himself to take a sane view of the situation such as it presented itself

at the time, have been able to reassure his wife and to explain to her

that neither she nor their children were in any danger. Nicholas II.,

however, had only one thought in his small mind, and that was how to

punish this “insolence,” as he termed it, of his people. For him a mob

was always a mob, except when it was ordered to cheer him, and lately he

had had to acknowledge that, in regard to St. Petersburg, cheering had

become rather a rare event.

I am not trying to relate here any of the numerous episodes which have

made the unsuccessful Revolution of 1905 memorable. I am not writing the

history of Nicholas II. Others have done so, and will do so, better than

I could. What I only want to point out is the utter callousness shown by

both the Czar and the Czarina in presence of the abominable repression

which the police, together with some military commanders, inaugurated in

regard to the people compromised even in a slight degree in the movement

of emancipation which had shaken the existence of the dynasty. It was in

vain that some wise people, like Count Witte, for instance, had tried to

explain to Nicholas II. that unless he frankly granted some reforms

without which it would be impossible to govern Russia in the future he

might expect an explosion of wrath on the part of the nation which it

would be almost impossible to subdue or to destroy. The Czar refused to

listen, and when at last he yielded to the demands of his Ministry and

signed the famous Manifest of the 17th of October, with its “simulacre”

of constitution, it was with the firm intention not to keep any of the

promises which it contained, and to try, on the contrary, to reduce to

absolute powerlessness the National Assembly, or Duma, as it was called,

the election of which he had allowed only because he could not help it,

but not at all because he believed or hoped it might prove useful to him

in the solution of the many problems which were waiting to be unraveled.

What followed upon the first convocation of the first Parliament Russia

was to know is already a matter of history. It did not live for more

than a few weeks, and very probably the Czar had never intended it to

exist for any length of time. What he wished was to appear before the

eyes of Europe as a Sovereign who had been willing to make any amount of

sacrifices in order to insure the welfare of his subjects, who, instead

of showing themselves grateful to him for his good intentions, had

rewarded him with the basest ingratitude. He thought this a clever

piece of policy, forgetting that any politician worthy of the name could

see at once through his game, and that this game could have only one

result--that of inspiring an utter contempt for his person as well as

for his moral character.

Therein lies the great, the supreme, fault of Nicholas II. He never

could bring himself to act frankly in regard to any serious matter in

which his people were concerned. The Empress, in her strange way, was

far more honest, because she did not hesitate to follow the instincts of

her heart, and in her most mistaken actions she was at least sincere.

During the years that followed upon the insurrectionary movement of 1905

Alexandra Feodorowna was in such a state of health that it was almost

impossible for her to take any part in what went on around her. Her

reason had been seriously compromised by the shock caused by the

tragical ending of the only romance she had known in her life, and she

used to spend hours weeping in her room, absorbed in the contemplation

of her own grief. It was in vain that Anna Wyrubewa, who had become more

intimate with her than had even been the case before, had tried to

induce her to fight the morbid ideas which were torturing her. The

Empress would not listen to her friend, and insisted on secluding

herself from the world and even from her own daughters, whose presence

irritated her and made her give way to fits of impatience that were very

nearly akin to madness. The girls were perfectly charming and had the

luck to have an excellent governess, who tried to give them the love

their own mother refused or was unable to award them; nevertheless their

lives were blighted by the illness of the Empress, and it is not

extraordinary that they came to care for their father more than for her,

whom they were always more or less afraid to approach, whom they were

constantly told they must not bother by questions of any kind or

manifestations of affection.

It was only the little Cesarewitsch who was allowed to share his

mother’s solitude, whom she would never let out of her sight. He was the

only preoccupation her diseased mind would admit, and when she saw that

his state of health did not improve she became more and more desperate,

until one day she confided to Anna Wyrubewa that she was sure God was

punishing her for the affection which she acknowledged now that she had

borne for Orloff, and that her boy would never get well. Her despair was

so evident, and her mind was getting so unhinged, that at last the

question of putting her in some retreat where she could be under a

doctor’s continual care was seriously considered by her medical

attendants, who even informed the Czar of their fears in regard to the

sanity of his Consort. Of course the fact that they had done so reached

the knowledge of Madame Wyrubewa, and it was then that the latter began

to consider whether it would not be possible to restore by some way or

other the equanimity of Alexandra Feodorowna and to procure for her some

kind of consolation for the seemingly incurable grief which was

destroying her life and her reason. Unfortunately for all parties

concerned, she was to make at that time the acquaintance of the

notorious Raspoutine, whom she introduced, under the circumstances which

I am going presently to relate, to the miserable, half-demented Empress,

an introduction which was to prove so fatal not only to the unhappy

Sovereign, but also through her to the whole of Russia.

XV

A PROPHET OF GOD

Anna Wyrubewa had always been inclined toward religious exaggeration,

and this was perhaps one of the reasons why the Empress, who for years

had buried herself in the exercise of all kinds of devotional practices,

had taken to her so quickly. They were both of a mystical turn of mind,

and never so happy as when enabled to spend long hours absorbed in

prayer before some icon or other. And besides this, Anna was in the

habit of frequenting certain circles of St. Petersburg society that were

considered as the supporters of orthodoxy in its most rigid form, where

all questions concerning the discipline of the Church were discussed and

in some cases decided.

Such, for instance, was the house of the Countess Sophy Ignatieff, where

the higher clergy used to meet at weekly assemblies, during which the

laxity of the younger generation in regard to religious matters was

discussed with many a sigh and many a shaking of wise heads, disposed to

admit that this religious indifference, which was getting stronger and

stronger every day, was bound to bring Russia to the brink of terrible

misfortunes. Countess Ignatieff had traveled all over her native country

in search of its sacred shrines and places, and was very well known

personally in almost all the principal convents in the Empire. She had

been suspected at one time of sympathies with dissenters, but this has

never been proved; on the contrary, in her old age she gained the

reputation of being fanatically orthodox, one who saw no salvation

outside the fold of her own creed, who favored persecution of all others

on account of her conviction that people ought to be brought back to the

bosom of the Greek Church by any means, even through violence if other

ones failed.

During one of the yearly pilgrimages in which so much of her time was

spent she had had occasion to meet a kind of vagrant preacher whose wild

eloquence had captivated her fancy and her imagination, and she had been

partly instrumental in his coming to St. Petersburg, where she had

arranged for him to hold religious meetings in her house, to which she

had invited prominent church dignitaries, together with a few ladies of

an enthusiastic turn of mind whom she believed would be inclined to

listen to the wild ravings, for they were nothing else, of her new

_protégé_.

At first people laughed at her, as well as at the uncouth appearance of

the “Prophet of God,” as she called him, who, while not blessed with the

eloquence of a Savonarola, yet possessed sufficient persuasive gifts and

talents to shake the equanimity of the hysterically inclined women who

listened to him. This “Prophet” was none other than Grigory Raspoutine,

who later on was to become such an important personage in Russia.

Madame Wyrubewa had heard about Raspoutine a long time before she ever

came to hear him. But after she had had the opportunity of meeting him

she thought that it would not be a bad thing to bring him to Tsarskoye

Selo, where the poor Empress was eating away her heart in her grief at

the loss of all that she had cared for in life, and to try to induce

Alexandra to listen to him, and to pray together with him. He was

supposed to perform wonders by the intensity and the fervor of his

prayers, and it might just be possible that the very fact of his being a

complete stranger to her, and moreover a man totally outside Court

circles and Court intrigues, would influence the Czarina to give him her

confidence and to permit him to cheer her up. At all events, she spoke

about him several times, and pleaded hard with the Empress to allow him

to be brought to her. This Alexandra Feodorowna absolutely refused, but

she was induced at last to consent to see him at the house of Anna

Wyrubewa, and thither came one winter evening the adventurer who was in

time to become the Cagliostro of a reign which was not even worthy to

have any one else but a common, uncouth peasant for its jester.

Now, as has been ultimately proved, Raspoutine was far from being the

saintly man his admirers thought he was, but he was endowed with an

unusual amount of cunning, and far more spirit of observation than he

was credited with. When he was told that he would have the honor of

meeting the Empress of Russia, and to pray in her presence for the

health of her delicate little boy, he had at once perceived the

advantages which might result for him out of this introduction, if only

in regard to his personal prestige before his disciples and followers.

He was above everything else a man who cared for his enjoyment as well

as for the good things of life, and who, in the way of Paradise, only

admitted the one described by Mohammed in his Koran. He had led a

licentious, godless kind of existence, which he had contrived to

persuade the weak women who had succumbed to his exhortations was in

accord with the spirit of the doctrine which he preached, the principal

points of which consisted in blind submission to his will and to his

fancies. He had told them that they would be cleansed of their sins by a

complete union with him, which he meant in the physical as well as in

the moral sense of the word. It is probable that in his dealings with

all the people who had grown to believe in him he had had recourse to

his incontestable hypnotical powers and to practices of magnetic

influence which he had learned amid some wild tribes of Siberia, where

he had spent his childhood and early youth, who are to this day adepts

in the art of witchcraft as well as in all kinds of magical rites and

customs. At the same time the crafty adventurer knew very well that it

would be unwise of him at the beginning of his intercourse with the

Consort of his Sovereign, an intercourse which he was fully determined

should be continued and not be limited to a single interview, to do

aught else but assume the attitude of a man entirely absorbed in God and

in the practices of religion. When he was introduced to Alexandra

Feodorowna at the house of Anna Wyrubewa, he therefore remained standing

before her, in an attitude of apparent humility, and he waited quietly

until she should begin talking with him, which she immediately did,

saying that she had heard so much about him that she had wished to see

him and to ask him to pray for her little boy, whose state of health

gave rise to so much anxiety and worry.

Raspoutine looked at her, then replied quietly that he would be happy to

pray for the child, but that he thought she was just as much in need of

prayer as her son because her state of moral health was far more

alarming than Alexis’s physical one.

The Empress was so amazed that she could not find a reply to what

appeared to her in the first moment to be an unsurpassed piece of

insolence. Anna Wyrubewa saw what was taking place in her mind, and,

addressing her in English, a language which they always spoke together,

implored her not to feel offended, as the man really did not know what

he was saying, sometimes being urged by a strength superior to his own

to give utterance to thoughts he would never have dared to express

otherwise. She then urged the Czarina not to carry on the conversation

further, but to ask Raspoutine to begin at once praying for her welfare,

and also for that of Russia and of the Imperial Family.

Alexandra acquiesced, and the preacher proceeded to set himself before

the icon which, as is usual in all Russian houses, was hanging in a

corner of the room. He began long litanies which he recited in a

peculiar deep tone of voice, that rose up louder and louder as gradually

he worked himself up into a state of religious frenzy akin to the one

displayed by the dancing and howling dervishes in Turkey. But whether or

not his manner or the tone of his supplications or his personal

influence was the cause of it, the Empress as she listened to him felt

calmer and quieter than she had done for years. It seemed to her as if a

great peace was stealing upon her after the despair and the sadness in

which her days had been spent during the last months. When at last

Raspoutine’s orisons came to an end she was weeping silently, but all

the nervous excitement under which she had been laboring at the

beginning of the interview seemed to have disappeared and she looked

more like a normal woman than she had done since the day when Orloff had

said his last good-by to her in the boudoir of Anna Wyrubewa.

She silently extended her hand to the “Prophet,” saying as she did so:

“You have done me a great deal of good, and I thank you with all my

heart. I shall ask you again to pray for me.”

It was thus that Alexandra Feodorowna met the man who was to have such a

baneful influence over her whole life, whose fatal influence was to

estrange her, still deeper than was already the case, from her subjects,

and to give rise to the flood of calumnies in which she was ultimately

to be drowned; and to perish, dragging along with her this mighty

Russian Empire whose Crown she wore and whose people she had never

understood nor even tried to understand.

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