Alexandra had no tact, and she never could hide her feelings in regard

to the people who surrounded her. This explains the number of her

enemies and the antagonism to which her mere presence anywhere gave

rise. She knew very well that it would be very hard, if not impossible,

for her to overcome certain prejudices existing against her. Instead,

however, of trying to make for herself friends in other circles than

purely aristocratic ones, she applied herself to wound those in whom she

saw adversaries, and to discourage her friends by her utter disregard of

the warnings that the latter sometimes thought it their duty to give to

her. Her relations with the Empress Dowager had begun by being very

cordial and affectionate, and it was she who had proposed to the Czar to

take their abode in the Anitchkoff Palace with his mother, until their

own apartments in the Winter Palace had been got ready for them. The

arrangement had not been a successful one, and it is probable that Marie

Feodorowna would have got on better later on with her daughter-in-law

had the two ladies not lived under the same roof for about half a year.

As it was they grew to know each other “not wisely, but too well,” and

the result was profound contempt on one side and sullen anger on the

other. Servants’ gossip did the rest; and the two incidents which I have

already described, concerning the Crown Jewels and the liturgy, added

the last drop of venom in a cup already full to overflowing. The Dowager

began to criticize discreetly the young Empress, together with some of

her intimate friends. These did not scruple to repeat what they had

heard to their own near chums, and soon it became common property. The

Grand Duchesses took their cue from Marie Feodorowna, and in an

underhand way lamented over the failings of “dear Alexandra,” her

coldness, her want of politeness, and so forth, helping her in the mean

while as much as they could to accentuate the shortcomings of an

attitude which very soon came to displease everybody, even the people

who had been the most enthusiastic about the young Empress.

As a proof of this fact I will relate a little incident which, at the

time it occurred, proved the subject of much gossip in some select

circles of St. Petersburg society. During one of the first receptions

held at the Winter Palace, after the marriage of Nicholas II., there

made her appearance an old lady who for the sake of convenience we shall

call Madame A. She wished to be presented to the new Empress, an honor

to which her own position, together with that of her late husband, gave

her every right, besides the fact that she was one of the few ladies

left in the capital who had adhered to the old Russian custom of keeping

open house for her friends, and whose _salon_ was a social authority in

its way. The Empress, upon being shown the list of the people about to

be presented to her, wanted to know who they were, and, seeing near her

her aunt, the Grand-Duchess Marie Pawlowna, the wife of the Grand-Duke

Wladimir, asked her whether Madame A. was or was not a person of

importance. The Grand Duchess, who for reasons of her own disliked the

latter, replied to her niece:

“Oh, she is an old frump. Give her your hand to kiss, and she will be

satisfied.”

Now this was the one thing which would not have satisfied Madame A. at

all, who considered herself entitled to quite special consideration.

Alexandra Feodorowna, believing her aunt, executed the latter’s advice

to the letter. She extended her much-bejeweled fingers to the astonished

old lady, and then coolly turned her back upon her and passed on

without having said one single word. The scandal was immense, so immense

that the whole ballroom rang with it within a few minutes, and one of

the Empress’s ladies in waiting actually went up to her and tried to

enlighten her as to the extent of the enormity which she had committed,

advising her at the same time to seek out the irate Madame A. and to

make her some kind of apology, under the pretext that she had not heard

her name when it had been mentioned to her.

Alexandra Feodorowna in her turn, and with a certain amount of reason,

became furious against the Grand-Duchess Marie Pawlowna for having thus

led her into a snare, and, boiling with rage, she crossed the room, went

up to where Madame A. was discussing with volubility, together with some

of her friends, the slight to which she had been subjected, and told her

quite loudly:

“I am sorry, Madame, not to have treated you with the respect to which

you are entitled, but it was the Grand-Duchess Marie Pawlowna, my aunt,

who had advised me to do it.”

One may imagine the effect produced by this short sentence, which,

instead of soothing the ruffled feelings of Madame A., added to her

indignation. She turned round and replied quite distinctly, so that all

the people standing near her heard her plainly:

“_Ce n’est pas à l’aide d’une trahison, Madame, que l’on excuse une

impolitesse!_” (“It is not with the help of a treachery, Madame, that

one can excuse a rudeness”).

And making a deep courtesy to the discomfited Sovereign, Madame A.

proudly retired and drove away from the Palace, leaving the Empress with

the consciousness that in the space of five short minutes she had

contrived to make for herself two mortal enemies.

The whole of the Imperial Family took up the cause of the Grand-Duchess

Marie Pawlowna. The latter’s husband, the Grand-Duke Wladimir, went to

the Emperor and complained bitterly of the conduct of Alexandra

Feodorowna. The other Grand Duchesses declared that, dating from that

day, they would have nothing to do with her, except when the necessities

of etiquette compelled them to appear at Court, but that personal

relations with a person capable of such a grave piece of indiscretion

were quite out of the question. The Grand-Duchess Marie swore that she

had never meant to advise her niece to show herself rude to such a

respectable personage as Madame A.; that her words had been a mere joke,

to which she had never imagined that any importance could be attached,

and that it had been a cruel thing to denounce her in such a ruthless

way to the worst gossip and most malicious tongue in St. Petersburg.

Even the Dowager Empress expressed herself as shocked beyond words at

her daughter-in-law’s behavior, but when she had tried to speak with the

latter on the subject Alexandra Feodorowna had exclaimed that she

recognized the right of no one to criticize her actions, and forthwith

produced for her mother-in-law’s edification a caricature which she had

drawn of the Emperor in swaddling-clothes, seated at a dinner-table in a

high-backed chair, with his uncles and aunts standing around him, and

threatening him with their fingers, adding that she was not going to

follow the example of her spouse, and that if he chose to forget before

his relatives that he was the Emperor of All the Russias, she would not

do so for one single minute. After this the conversation came to an end,

as was to be expected, but its consequences survived, with a vengeance

into the bargain.

Of course incidents of the kind could not be productive of good

relations. It did not take a long while before the general public,

which, at that time, looked very much for its inspirations toward the

Imperial Family, had come to the conclusion that the young Empress was a

capricious, rude, and most disagreeable kind of person to whom it was

preferable to give a wide berth. Once this legend had been transferred

into the domain of history, every action, every word, every gesture of

Alexandra Feodorowna was watched with attentive and critical eyes,

always ready to make capital out of all her mistakes and to amplify all

her errors into crimes. The fact of her having no son added to the

resentful feelings of the nation against her, and that of her

undisguised German sympathies did not contribute to make her popular.

She in her turn, angry with her family, furious with St. Petersburg

society, unable to seek friends among the Russian people, all of whom

seemed in her inexperienced and prejudiced eyes to be more or less

savage, set herself a task to show her contempt and dislike to those

persons whom she had found so ready to throw stones against her on

occasions when her conscience had told her that she did not deserve the

insult. She retired more and more into the seclusion and privacy of her

home at Tsarskoye Selo, and she announced to whoever wished to hear her

that she did not see why she should spend her money in giving balls and

entertaining a society that seemed to have made up its mind to insult

her on every possible occasion. The words were repeated, and immediately

taken up by the public in the light of another affront. One declared

that for a penniless Hessian Princess to talk about “her money” was, to

say the least, ridiculous, and one added that she ought to remember that

it was part of the duties of a Russian Empress to entertain her

subjects and to give them some pleasures in return for their fidelity.

Such was the position after Alexandra Feodorowna had been married three

or four years. She might still at that time, had she attempted it in

earnest, won back at least the respect if not the sympathies of the

Russian nation. But to do so she would have had to bend down from the

height of the Throne upon which she was seated, and to make some efforts

to clear the misunderstandings which had arisen between her, her family,

and her subjects. Unfortunately for her, the haughty Princess believed

so firmly that she had been sinned against without having the least sin

to her own credit that this “injustice,” as she called it, in the

world’s judgments of her personality made her rebellious, and, not being

clever enough either to forgive or to disdain it, she could find nothing

else to do but to seek to revenge herself upon imaginary wrongs by

making herself guilty of real ones.

VIII

SORROW AND UNEXPECTED CONSOLATION

It was not only her family and St. Petersburg society with whom the

Empress could not agree. Her relations with her husband were also not of

the best during the first years of her married life. Later on, when

Alexandra Feodorowna had fallen into the hands of the clever gang of

adventurers whose tool she was to remain until the final catastrophe

which drove her from her Throne had taken place, she contrived to get

hold of the feeble mind of Nicholas II., and to influence him

absolutely, thanks to his love for his children, especially for his son.

During the first five years or so that followed upon his marriage the

Czar, though he never quarreled with his wife, yet thought far less

about her than he did about his mistress, the dancer Mathilde

Krzesinska, a Pole of extreme intelligence, little beauty, but enormous

attraction. Their friendship had begun when Nicholas was but a boy, or

about that, rumor would have it, though I have reason for knowing

[Illustration: THE CZAR]

that in this rumor was mistaken, as happens so often to the old lady,

that the dancer had been chosen by the Empress Marie herself as a fit

friend for her eldest son. The fact was that this liaison had started

almost immediately after the Grand Duke’s return from his journey round

the world, which had had such a dramatic incident to enliven it in

Japan, when a fanatic had attempted to take the life of the Heir to the

Russian Throne, inflicting upon him a deep wound with his sword.

The Cesarewitsch had seen Mademoiselle Krzesinska on the stage of the

Marinsky Theater, and had been very much impressed by her talent and

grace. He had asked to be introduced to her, and had forthwith carried

her off to supper at a fashionable restaurant called Cubat, where all

the _jeunesse dorée_ of St. Petersburg used to meet, eat, drink, and be

merry. This supper, in which had taken part several of Nicholas’s

friends, officers in the same Hussar regiment where he was a captain, as

well as one or two ladies of great beauty and doubtful reputation, had

ended in a scandal, which for several weeks had been almost the only

subject of discussion in the aristocratic _salons_ of the capital. The

company had been enjoying itself so much that glasses and plates had

been broken; when, at two o’clock in the morning, the owner of the

restaurant had ventured to suggest that it would be high time the

entertainment came to an end, he had been sent to mind his own business.

This the poor man would have been but too glad to do, but police

regulations were very strict at that time, and he knew that if a patrol

should see light in his windows from the outside that he would be fined

heavily, no matter who had elected to remain in his establishment after

the curfew had sounded.

This was precisely what happened.

A police officer walked up and knocked at the door of the private room

where the Heir to the Russian Throne and his companions were disporting

themselves, and ordered them to get out. The Grand Duke’s aide-de-camp

did not care to disclose the identity of his master, so he came out

alone and tried to remonstrate with the man, asking him to give them

another half-hour to finish their supper and pay for it. The officer

refused and tried to force his way into the room, but was violently

thrust aside. He had not the right to enforce his authority against a

colonel in the army, which was the rank of the aide-de-camp, so he

withdrew and telephoned to the Prefect of the town, General Wahl. The

latter, who was an officious busybody, thought it a splendid occasion to

assert his authority. He immediately proceeded himself to Cubat, where,

in spite of the efforts made by the companions of the Grand Duke to keep

him out, he rushed into the room, to find himself confronted by the

Heir to the Throne. Nicholas became very angry and asked the General how

he dared intrude upon his privacy. Wahl, furious in his turn, retorted

that it was his duty to see that order was maintained in the capital, no

matter who was troubling it, upon which, in one of the uncontrollable

fits of rage to which he was sometimes subject, the Cesarewitsch seized

hold of a dish full of caviar which stood on the table and threw its

contents in the face of Wahl. A scene of indescribable disorder

followed. At last Prince Bariatinsky, one of the generals in waiting on

the Czar, who had accompanied the young Grand Duke during the latter’s

journey round the world, was sent for. He succeeded in putting an end to

an incident which reflected credit upon none of those who had taken part

in it.

The next day Alexander III. was apprised of what had taken place.

History does not say what he told his son, but it was supposed that it

had not been anything in the way of praise, because there was nothing

that the Emperor hated more than a drunken brawl, and it must have been

very painful for him to find that his Heir had become involved in one.

But when General Wahl arrived, full of complaints and indignation at the

treatment to which he had been subjected, the Monarch expressed to him

his entire disapproval of his conduct, saying that he had had no right

to intrude upon the privacy of the Grand Duke, and that he ought not to

have forgotten the immense difference of rank which existed between him

and the future Emperor of Russia. Wahl did not require to be told twice

the same thing, and in the future he never attempted to interfere with

the pleasures of any member of the Imperial Family.

People who were present at this ill-fated supper told afterward, when

relating all the incidents which had made it a memorable one, that

Nicholas wished to do something worse than pour the contents of a

caviar-dish on General Wahl’s head, but that Mademoiselle Krzesinska had

thrown herself between them. True or not, it is certain that after this

night the Grand Duke took to visiting the beautiful dancer in her home,

and very soon their relations became an established fact. She bore him

two sons, which gave her distinct advantages over all the other

flirtations in which her Imperial lover indulged from time to time,

flirtations which she was far too clever and careful to notice. What she

aspired to afterward was to become a power in the land, a _Maîtresse de

Roi_, such as had been seen at the French Court during the reigns of the

last Bourbons. Her Polish propensity for intrigue coming to her help,

she very soon contrived to make for herself an excellent position in

the world as well as to earn a considerable fortune. She was a very

reasonable, matter-of-fact woman; she knew very well that Nicholas had

to marry, whether he liked it or not, and her only preoccupation, if we

are to believe all that was related in St. Petersburg at the time, was

whether he should marry a clever or a stupid woman. It is not difficult

to guess the one she would have preferred had the choice been left to

her discretion.

When the betrothal of the Cesarewitsch with the Princess Alix of Hesse

was announced Mademoiselle Krzesinska, far from objecting to it, applied

herself, on the contrary, to persuading him that he had done quite right

and that he could not have chosen a better wife. She imagined that the

placid German temperament of the bride-to-be would look with innocent

eyes on the continuation of her intrigue with Nicholas, in which

supposition she was vastly mistaken, because Alice, though she did not

care for the husband she had been compelled to marry, did not mean to

let him wander away from the conjugal home in search of a happiness she

believed herself quite capable of alone procuring for him. She tried to

separate the Grand Duke from the clever dancer who held him in her

bondage, and of course she failed.

Nicholas kept up his former habits of going to see Mademoiselle

Krzesinska whenever he had the time to do so; what was even worse, he

continued to consult her on many matters which he never discussed with

his wife. The latter became very unhappy, and it was then that even her

affection for her children was not sufficient to prevent her from

uttering aloud her despair at having been obliged to leave her dear

Darmstadt for a country where everything and everybody conspired against

her and her peace of mind, and where she could not even win the love of

the husband who had been imposed upon her.

Among the few people whom she used to see more frequently than others

was the Montenegrin Princess Stana, who had been married to Duke George

of Leuchtenberg, with whom she had led a most unhappy, uncanny sort of

existence. Stana, like all the Montenegrin daughters of King Nicholas,

was a charming and attractive woman, clever into the bargain. In spite

of her unhappy conjugal experiences she had grown very fond of Russia,

and especially of her position as a member of the Russian Imperial

Family. She was very willing to divorce the miserable husband to whom

she had been united, who had insulted and outraged her without the least

compunction from the very first day of their marriage; but she would

have liked to find another one whose affection, and especially whose

worldly situation, were such that her future would be assured on even

more brilliant lines than the present. Her elder sister, Princess

Militza, was the wife of the Grand-Duke Peter Nicholaievitch, whose

brother was that Grand-Duke Nicholas who was later on to acquire such a

reputation as Commander-in-chief of the Russian armies during the first

months of the present war. Grand-Duke Nicholas was not considered as a

marriageable man, being bound by ties of close friendship since a good

number of years with an attractive woman, Madame Bourénine.

Nevertheless, Princess Stana made up her mind to marry him, an

enterprise which seemed the more hopeless that it was against the canons

of the Greek Orthodox Church for two sisters to marry two brothers. As

we have seen, her sister was Grand-Duke Nicholas’s sister-in-law.

This, however, did not much trouble the determined Stana, but she knew

very well that it would be quite impossible for her to succeed in her

designs unless she managed to enlist on her side the sympathies of

somebody strong enough to protect her and to lend her the support which

she needed. It was useless to think of the Empress Dowager, because the

latter had never looked kindly upon the Montenegrin Princesses, to whom

she had been very good at the time that they were being brought up in

the Smolny Convent in St. Petersburg, and who had rewarded her with the

basest ingratitude later on. The Emperor was a mere puppet in the hands

of his advisers, and these, Stana knew but too well, would be against

any idea of her becoming the wife of Nicholas Nicholaievitch. Remained

the young Empress, to whom no one to that day had ever dared to apply

for anything, who had been considered by general consent as not being

worthy of any attention or consideration. Stana imagined that any proofs

of respect which she might give to her were bound to be more appreciated

than they would have been under different circumstances. She forthwith

proceeded to lay siege with great care and tact to the heart and the

sympathies of Alexandra Feodorowna.

At first her advances were met with rebuff; then gradually, seeing how

attentive and full of deference her cousin showed herself in respect to

her person, the young Empress began to thaw; and soon a friendship, the

more surprising that the two ladies did not seem to have anything

whatever in common in their respective characters--even a close

friendship--established itself between them, and the miserable wife of

Nicholas II. poured out the sorrows which racked her heart to the

willing ears of Stana Leuchtenberg, who, in her turn, related all her

own misfortunes. At last Alexandra interested herself so much in the

welfare of this other victim of an unhappy marriage that she exerted

all her influence to persuade the Emperor to grant her the permission to

sue for a divorce. At the same time she applied herself to invite the

Grand-Duke Nicholas as often as possible either at Tsarskoye Selo or at

Livadia, and to make him meet there the beautiful Stana Leuchtenberg.

The expected happened, and soon poor Madame Bourénine was forgotten, and

the betrothal of the Empress’s two protégés was announced, much to the

indignation of the man in the street, who did not approve of it by any

means.

The Grand-Duke Nicholas was in his way just as ambitious a man as the

fair Montenegrin he had married. To the Crimea they both repaired as

soon as the divorce of the Princess had been pronounced. He knew very

well the weakness which characterized his nephew, the Czar, and he would

have dearly liked to become the latter’s chief adviser and even his

Prime Minister. He therefore favored his new wife’s intimacy with the

Empress, so that the couple were often seen at Tsarskoye Selo, much more

so, in fact, than any other members of the Imperial Family.

Now the Grand Duke had one weakness. He believed in spiritualism, in

turning tables, and all kinds of superstitious extravagances. The

Empress’s leanings had also since some time been directed toward the

same subject, but she had felt afraid to speak about it, knowing very

well that this would not be looked upon with lenient eyes by the Czar or

by his mother. When she discovered, however, that Nicholas

Nicholaievitch did not feel in the least ashamed if he were caught

trying to communicate, through the medium of a table or of a pencil,

with the inhabitants of the other world, she confided to him her great

desire to do the same thing. The Grand Duke replied that nothing could

be easier. They held several séances to which the Emperor also came,

attracted by the descriptions which his cousin had made to him. Nicholas

Nicholaievitch promised the Empress that he would bring to her a famous

French medium called Philippe, who would most certainly make her witness

most extraordinary performances in regard to the evocation of the

spirits of people dead long before.

Alexandra Feodorowna was delighted. She had already derived great

comfort from her intercourse with her cousins, and her feeling of

affection for Stana had acquired considerable warmth since the beginning

of their friendship. Moreover, she knew that the Grand-Duke Nicholas was

considered the strong man in the Romanoff family, and she realized that

to have him on her side would be a distinct advantage for her, and that

his support might help her to overcome many difficulties. Therefore she

appreciated very much all the acts of attention which both Stana and

her husband were fond of pouring upon her. When Nicholas told her that

he would gratify her wish to see a real medium she was more than

delighted. She did not foresee whither this fatal introduction was to

lead her, nor realize the ill turn that her cousin was doing her by

giving her an opportunity of indulging her tastes for the supernatural,

to which she was to owe so many of the misfortunes which were to assail

her in later years, and which were to play such an important part in the

tragedy that ended with her downfall. She was looking for the

consolation of the moment without thinking of the possibility of the

catastrophe of the morrow.

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