The Empress caught at the opportunity, and from that day there was

established between them relations of the closest intimacy, linking the

Empress and the Lord of Potsdam. She took the habit of sending him a

kind of diary of what she was doing and of what went on at the Russian

Court--a diary in which she did not spare her mother-in-law, or her

husband, whom she reproached with not taking her part more openly.

Of course it was not easy to carry on such a correspondence. The young

Empress was closely watched, a fact of which she was but too well aware.

She tried the medium of the German Embassy, but apart from the fact

that it would have seemed a suspicious thing to send there letters in a

regular way, the Ambassador, Prince Radolin, refused to be the means of

forwarding messages of which he did not know the import, and did not

care to be involved in an intrigue that would inevitably have brought

him to grief if discovered. Some other way, therefore, had to be

devised, and for a time it seemed as if it would be next to impossible

to find any. Once or twice the Princess Hohenlohe, wife of the Imperial

Chancellor, who, through the fact that she was the owner of large

estates in Lithuania, often visited St. Petersburg, brought with her

messages from the Kaiser to the Empress Alexandra, and took back with

her to Berlin the latter’s replies. But this was not sufficient, and

during the first visit paid by the Czar and his Consort to the German

Court William and the young Czarina came to an understanding, after

which their correspondence continued through the medium of friends of

the Kaiser, who somehow appeared regularly in Russia whenever this was

considered necessary.

People, and there were some, who happened to be in the secret of this

intercourse pretended that one of the things which William II. urged

upon his cousin was the necessity of getting rid of the influence of the

Empress Marie, who, by reason of her avowed French sympathies,

constituted a danger to German expansion and to German progress in the

Muscovite Empire. The fact that for the present Alexandra Feodorowna was

still considered a nonentity at the Russian Court was not of much

importance because it was thought that if she were once to become the

mother of a son she would immediately be raised to the position of an

important personage in her husband’s house and country. And it must not

be forgotten that in the course of the summer of 1895 the Empress was

known to be about to give birth to her first child, who of course had to

be a boy and an Heir to the Russian Throne.

Alas, alas for these hopes!

It was a Grand Duchess, Olga Nicholaiewna, who saw the light of day on a

November morning in the Imperial Palace of Tsarskoye Selo. The

disappointment was intense and extended to all classes of the nation,

except among the members of the Imperial Family, who made no secret of

the fact that they were delighted the little Hessian Princess they all

disliked so intensely had not fulfilled her husband’s and her subjects’

expectations. The news of their joy reached the ears of Alexandra

Feodorowna through the channel of the Kaiser, and added to her

bitterness against her Russian relatives, which made itself felt in the

affected manner with which she continually made allusions in their

presence to her regrets at having accepted the position of Empress of

All the Russias. She openly spoke of her contempt for this “land of

savages” as she called it, and more than once her attendants heard her

give vent to the exclamation of “My country, my beloved country, why am

I parted from Thee?”

IV

A SAD CORONATION

Contrary to the custom observed at the Imperial Court of Russia, the

young Empress insisted herself on nursing her baby. This met with

general disapproval, not only from Marie Feodorowna, who, never having

thought of the possibility of such an infraction of the traditions of

the House of Romanoff, felt considerably affronted at this piece of

independence on the part of her daughter-in-law; also from all the

dowagers of St. Petersburg, who considered the innovation as _infra

dig._ and declared that such a breach of etiquette constituted a public

scandal.

Some enterprising ladies, who, by virtue of their own unimpeachable

positions, thought themselves entitled to express their opinions,

ventured to say so to Alexandra Feodorowna herself. She was indignant at

what she termed an insult, turned her back on those voluntary advisers,

and flatly declared that she would refuse henceforward to admit into her

presence people who had forgotten to such an extent the respect due to

her and to her position as the wife of their Sovereign.

Matters assumed an acute form, and during the first ball which took

place that season in the Winter Palace the incident was discussed most

vehemently. One wondered what would happen later on, and how the Empress

would behave in regard to those givers of unsought advice in the future.

But Providence interfered in favor of Alexandra Feodorowna, because she

suddenly was taken with an attack of the measles, not the German ones

this time, but the real, authentic thing, and the Court festivities

about to take place were immediately postponed in spite of the

protestations of different Court officials, who urged that they could

very well take place in the absence of the Empress, and that their

abandonment would be a serious blow to trade, which already was very

bad, and which had discounted the profits it generally made during a

winter season when the gates of the Winter Palace were thrown open with

the usual lavishness and luxury displayed there on such occasions. Trade

and its requirements were about the last thing which troubled the mind

of Alexandra Feodorowna. She was of the opinion prevalent in Poland at

the time of the Saxon dynasty that when Augustus was intoxicated the

whole nation had to get drunk, and though she detested or pretended she

detested Court balls and festivities, yet she was adverse to others

enjoying them while she herself was debarred from doing so. Girls in

their first season eager for showing off their pretty frocks, and lively

young married women in quest of gaiety, were told to forego expectations

of such pleasure, and the gates of the Palace remained closed for the

first time in many years, to the general disappointment of St.

Petersburg society and of its prominent members.

This disappointment, however, was soon forgotten in the expectation of

the Coronation about to take place, the date of which had been fixed for

the 15th of May. Great preparations were made for it. Those who

remembered the pomp which had attended that of Alexander III., thirteen

years before, wondered whether the ceremony about to be repeated would

be as brilliant as the one which they had not yet forgotten. The whole

of St. Petersburg society, with few exceptions, repaired to Moscow for

the solemn occasion, and all the Foreign Courts sent representatives to

attend the festival. One tried to guess how the young Empress would

carry herself through the trying ordeal, and whether she would

condescend for once to show herself amiable toward her subjects in the

ancient capital of Muscovy, the population of which had always professed

far more independence of opinions than that of St. Petersburg, where

conversations were more restrained and guarded, in view of the constant

presence of the Imperial Family within its walls. The one thing which

everybody was looking forward to was the public entry of the young

Sovereigns in the old town, an entry which was to be made with unusual

pomp and solemnity.

I remember very well the day of the ceremony. I had a seat in a house

situated on the great square opposite the residence of the

Governor-General of the town, a position which was still occupied by the

Grand-Duke Sergius. Together with some friends, we watched the long line

of troops, followed by representatives from all classes in the country;

by Court officials on horseback, in gold-embroidered uniforms, behind

whom rode, surrounded by a brilliant staff, the Czar himself, mounted on

a gray charger; a small, slight figure, contrasting vividly with his

father thirteen years before. Nicholas II. had already acquired the

expression of utter impassibility which was never to change in the

future. He surveyed with a grim look the vast crowds massed in the

streets, who cheered him vociferously, but he did so with a look that

expressed neither pleasure nor disappointment, but simply indifference

mixed with tediousness.

Behind him came a long row of State carriages all gold and precious

stones, the diamonds which glittered on them being valued at several

millions of rubles. In the foremost, the carriage of Catherine the

Great, with an immense Imperial Crown on its top, rode the Dowager

Empress dressed in white and looking as young almost as she had done on

the day of her own Coronation. Hurrahs without end greeted her

appearance; the people cheered her with an enthusiasm such as had rarely

been seen in Russia, while, pale and trembling, she bowed incessantly

from right to left, with tears streaming down her cheeks. These hurrahs

followed her all along her way from the distant Petrowsky Palace to the

gates of the Kremlin, which she entered at last, amid the acclamations

of the multitude assembled to see her pass.

Immediately behind her, divided only by a squadron of cavalry, drove her

daughter-in-law, also dressed in a white gown, and sparkling with all

the jewels belonging to the Crown, which she had assumed for the first

time on that solemn day. A dead silence, contrasting painfully with the

frenzied reception awarded to Marie Feodorowna, greeted her successor on

the Throne of Russia. This contrast was so evident that everybody

present was struck with it, and something like a presentiment of evil

passed through the mind of most of the assistants of this strange scene.

One remembered Marie Antoinette at Rheims during the Coronation of Louis

XVI. when she also had been received with silence and contempt by the

[Illustration: THE DOWAGER EMPRESS MARIE FEODOROWNA]

French nation, who a few years later was to send her to the scaffold.

Perhaps something of the kind crossed the mind of Alexandra Feodorowna

herself, because it was evident that she was suffering from a violent

desire to give vent to tears and rage. I saw her from the place where I

stood, through the open large windows of the State carriage in which she

sat quite alone, according to the requirements of etiquette, immovable

like an Indian goddess, looking neither right nor left, but straight

before her, her haughty head thrown back, two red spots on her cheeks,

and a set expression on her thin lips closely joined together. She

understood but too well the meaning of this strange reception she was

awarded; too proud to complain, she seemed to ignore it. Once and once

only did I see her start, and that was when, amid the profound silence

which prevailed around her, a voice, that of a child, was heard

exclaiming:

“Show me the German, mamma, show me the German!”

And with this cry in her ears and in those of other listeners, the big

coach with Alexandra Feodorowna sitting in it, in all the splendor of

her white dress and glorious jewels, vanished in the distance within the

walls of that old fortress called the Kremlin, which, seen in the

glamour of dusk already falling, looked more like a prison than a

palace.

Three days later I was to look once more on the slight and erect figure

of the Consort of Nicholas II. as she emerged out of the bronze gates of

the Cathedral of the Assumption walking under a canopy of cloth of gold

and ermine, with ostrich plumes towering on its top, the Crown of the

Russian Empresses standing high upon her small head and the long mantle

of brocade embroidered with the black eagles of the Romanoffs trailing

from her shoulders. She looked magnificent, but there was something in

the expression of her haughty features which reminded one of the

prophecy of the Italian sculptor in regard to Charles Stuart: “Something

evil will befall that man; he has got misfortune written on his face.”

Beside his wife, Nicholas II. looked the insignificant personage he was

to remain until the end of his reign and very probably of his life. He

could no more bear the weight of his Crown physically than he was able

later on to carry the burden of his responsibilities. As he walked, he

staggered and trembled; and one could distinctly notice the signs of the

extreme fatigue under which he labored. Supported on either side by two

attendants, who carried the folds of his Imperial mantle, he tried to

keep erect the scepter which he held in his right hand, and the orb

which reposed in his left.

And then occurred the memorable incident of that memorable day.

When the long procession reached the doors of the Cathedral of the

Archangels where, according to custom, the newly crowned Czar was

obliged to repair for a short service of thanksgiving, I saw Nicholas

II. reel from right to left as would have done a drunken man, and

suddenly the scepter which he grasped fell heavily from his hand to the

stone floor, before the altar of the church.

It would be difficult to describe the emotion produced by this untoward

incident, which was at once interpreted by the superstitious Russian

people as a bad omen for the reign which had just begun. Strange though

this may seem, yet it is absolutely true, that the faith of the Russian

nation in Nicholas II. was shattered from that day when it had found him

unable to carry the symbol of his supreme power and Imperial might and

not strong enough to bear its weight.

This was not, however, the only unlucky incident which was connected

with this sad Coronation, which in so many respects reminded one of

several others that had marked the marriage festivities of Marie

Antoinette, and the anointing of Louis XVI. at Rheims. I will not

describe here the horrors which were enacted on the Khodinka field, when

more than twenty thousand people were crushed to death during a popular

festival given in honor of the Czar’s assuming the Crown of his

ancestors; I shall only mention the part played by Alexandra Feodorowna

in the gruesome tragedy. As everybody knows, unfortunately for her

reputation in history, she danced the night which followed upon it, at

the French Embassy. But what is not so well known is the fact that when

she and the Emperor were asked by Count de Montebello, the French

Ambassador, whether the ball which they had promised to attend had not

better be postponed until the next day, which would have been an easy

matter, Alexandra Feodorowna had exclaimed that she could not understand

why such a fuss was made because “a few peasants had been victims of an

accident likely to happen anywhere,” while Nicholas II. had replied that

he did not see any necessity to make any alteration in the program which

had been officially sanctioned and adopted since a long time.

It was only on the third day following upon the catastrophe, when the

clamors of public opinion reached even the deaf ears of the Czar and of

his Consort, that they decided themselves at last to pay a visit to the

various hospitals where the victims of the tragedy had been carried.

They went there in great state and ceremony, the Empress dressed in lace

and satin, holding in her hands a large bouquet of flowers which had

been presented to her by the officials to whom had been deputed the

charge of receiving her at the gates of the houses of suffering and

death, whither her duties had called her, much against her will. It was

related later on that a little girl ten years old or so, perceiving the

roses held by the Sovereign, had exclaimed:

“Oh, the pretty roses!”

“Give them to her,” said the Emperor.

“Certainly not. Flowers are most unwholesome in a sick-room,” replied

Alexandra Feodorowna, and she turned away without another word.

V

DAUGHTERS, DAUGHTERS, AND NO SON

It was not generally known at the time of the Coronation that the

Empress was about to become a mother for the second time. She had not

mentioned the fact to her family and not to her mother-in-law, not

wishing to be bothered with advice as to the manner in which she should

take care of herself--advice which she was beforehand determined not to

follow. But the strain of the Coronation festivities, with their

attendant emotions and unavoidable fatigue, told upon her, and this was

the principal reason which induced the Emperor to repair with her to

Illinskoye, the country-seat of the Grand-Duke Sergius, close to Moscow,

immediately after the departure of the Foreign Envoys, who had been sent

to Russia to represent their respective Governments.

The public wondered at this decision, the more so that it was openly

said that the responsibility for the disaster of Khodinka rested with

the Grand Duke, who had not known how to take the necessary precautions,

which, if resorted to, would have prevented the catastrophe. No one

suspected that the real reason for this determination of Nicholas II. to

spend a few quiet weeks with his uncle and brother-in-law was due to the

state of health of Alexandra Feodorowna.

The measure, however, was not to prove successful, because a very few

days after the arrival of the Imperial pair at Illinskoye its hopes of

an increase in the family were dashed to the ground, and an unlucky

accident deprived the Empress of a son and the country of an heir, it

having been proved that the child born too early was of the male sex.

The fact was kept a close secret, as those in authority did not care for

the nation to become aware of the disappointment which had overtaken its

Monarch, and even Alexandra Feodorowna was not told of the full extent

of the misfortune. She learned of it much later, after the birth of the

only boy she ever had. To her anxious questions concerning the sex of

the prematurely born infant she never got any satisfactory reply, and

though she might have suspected the truth, yet it was not revealed to

her at the time. She was only adjured to take care of herself and to

avoid every kind of fatigue, a difficult thing to do, considering the

fact that the Russian Sovereigns were about to start for a tour of

visits at the different European Courts. These visits, with the

exception of the stay in Paris where they were received with a burst of

the most extraordinary enthusiasm ever witnessed in the French capital,

did not turn out so successfully as had been hoped and expected. For one

thing, Prince Lobanoff, who held the portfolio of Foreign Affairs and

was by common consent considered as the ablest statesman in Russia and

one of the cleverest in Europe, died suddenly on the Imperial train at a

little station of the Southwestern Railway line, called Schepétowka,

almost in the arms of the Emperor. Nicholas, seeing him stagger, rushed

to his help. This sad event gave rise to many comments, and it was then

that people began to whisper in Russia that the young Empress had got

the evil eye and brought bad luck to all those who came into too close

contact with her.

Nicholas and his Consort first proceeded to Breslau, where William II.

with the Empress came to meet them and received them with the greatest

cordiality. It was at that time that arrangements for his correspondence

with the Czarina were made, much to the joy of the latter, who, as time

went on, felt more and more in need of the help and advice of members of

her own family. From Breslau, the Emperor and Empress proceeded to

Vienna, but there a succession of unpleasant small incidents,

insignificant in themselves, but destined in the course of time to bring

about totally unexpected results, took place. Francis Joseph had

decided to receive his Russian guests with all the pomp and splendor for

which the Austrian Court had always been famous, and the Empress

Elisabeth, after much pleading, had at last been persuaded to come to

Vienna and to do the honors of the Hofburg to them. At the State banquet

which was given there, she appeared, regal and magnificent, clothed in

that deep mourning which she never gave up after the tragic death of her

only son, the Archduke Rudolph, and she was far more observed and looked

at than the young wife of Nicholas II., who resented the fact deeply. It

is not generally known that at that time (later she outlived the

feeling) Alexandra Feodorowna had a very high opinion of her own beauty

and could not bear to play second fiddle in that respect to any one. She

always hated pretty women whenever she saw them in a position to rival

her, and the fact that Elisabeth of Bavaria, in spite of her fifty-seven

years, eclipsed in many respects her own young and radiant beauty did

not help to put the Czarina into a good temper. The interview,

therefore, passed according to the rules of strict courtesy, but no

cordiality permeated it. Wise politicians and diplomats began shaking

their heads and murmuring that after this experiment it would become

hard indeed to bring about pleasant relations between the Court of the

Hofburg and that of Tsarskoye Selo.

From Vienna, the Russian Sovereigns went on to Copenhagen to pay to the

aged King and Queen of Denmark their respects, but there also things did

not go smoothly. The Russian Imperial Family had always been popular in

Denmark, which the late Czar Alexander III. liked extremely, and where

he used to spend happy weeks every summer. One had hoped that this

tradition would continue, but after having seen Alexandra Feodorowna for

three days Queen Louise had remarked that it would be just as well if

she did not visit too often.

But what everybody in Russia looked forward to was the visits which

Nicholas II. and his wife were about to pay to Balmoral and to Paris. In

the first of these places they were made the objects of a warm and

entirely homelike reception on the part of Queen Victoria. The latter

had always been interested in the children of her favorite daughter, the

Princess Alice, and had immensely rejoiced to see her youngest

grandchild ascend the Throne of Russia. The Queen, however, was

beginning to feel some misgivings as to the latter’s fitness for the

high position that she had been thrust into. She was perhaps the best

informed person in Europe as to all that went on in Foreign Courts, and

she had heard, not without serious apprehensions, of the growing

unpopularity of Alexandra Feodorowna. She took the first opportunity

which presented itself to talk seriously to her granddaughter and to

try and persuade her that she ought to make some effort to win the

respect and the affection of her subjects. To Victoria’s surprise, the

old lady never having been thwarted or contradicted, the Czarina replied

that she did not know in the least what she was talking about, and that

what Russians required was not amiable words but a sound administration

of the whip. Under these circumstances the conversation very quickly

came to an end, though the Queen, astounded as she was at Alexandra’s

impertinence, tried, nevertheless, to renew it with the Czar. The latter

simply replied that his grandmother must have been misinformed, because

everybody loved the Empress. After that Victoria gave up the subject,

and she would probably never have mentioned it to any one had it not

subsequently reached her ears that the Empress boasted among her friends

about the way in which she had snubbed her grandmother. This was rather

more than the equanimity of the Queen could stand, and in her turn she

related her unsuccessful attempts to make the young Czarina listen to

reason, not making any secret of the fact that the future of the latter

filled her with the greatest apprehensions.

In Paris, the Empress found herself more at her ease. Flattery was

poured down upon her in buckets. All the newspapers praised her looks,

her jewels, her general demeanor, and it was only here and there that a

dissenting voice was raised, as in the person of a dressmaker who

remarked on the want of taste which had presided at the confection of

the dresses with which Alexandra Feodorowna tried to astonish the

Parisian natives. On the whole the visit was a success, and it inspired

with new zeal all the promoters of the Franco-Russian alliance, among

whom the Empress was most certainly not to be reckoned.

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