Meanwhile, I went back to my quarters, and lay on my angareb impatiently

awaiting my orders to be allowed to go to Omdurman; or had the Mahdi,

perhaps, changed his mind, and decided not to let me go? At length, one

of my boys came and told me that a mulazem of the Khalifa's wished to

see me, and, getting up, he told me to follow him to Yakub's camp, where

his master was waiting for me. Without a moment's delay, I bound my

turban round my head, put on my hizam (belt), and followed. At Yakub's

camp, we were told that the Khalifa had gone on to Abu Anga's zariba,

where he was waiting for us. I was beginning to get suspicious; all this

wandering about at night was very unusual. I knew how deceitful these

people were, and I was therefore prepared for any eventuality. Arrived

at Abu Anga's zariba, we were admitted by the sentry. It was an immense

enclosure filled with little shelters made of strips of cotton fixed on

poles, and separated from each other by small dhurra-stalk fences. We

were directed to one of these shelters, and there, by the dim light of a

lantern, I saw Yakub, Abu Anga, Fadl el Maula, Zeki Tummal, and Hajji

Zubeir seated round in a circle talking earnestly; behind them stood

several armed men; but no trace was to be seen of the Khalifa who, I had

been told, had sent for me. I was now almost certain in my own mind that

foul play was intended. The mulazem advanced and spoke to Yakub, and I

was then summoned to enter, and to place myself between Hajji Zubeir and

Fadl el Maula, while opposite to me sat Abu Anga.

"Abdel Kader," began Abu Anga, "you have promised to be faithful to the

Mahdi; and it is your duty to keep your word; it is also your duty to

obey orders, even should you suffer thereby. Is not this so?"

"Certainly," said I, "and you, Abu Anga, if you give me any orders from

the Mahdi or the Khalifa, you will see that I know how to obey them."

"I received orders to make you a prisoner; but I do not know the

reason," said he; and, as he spoke, Hajji Zubeir snatched away my sword,

which, as was customary, I had laid across my knees whilst speaking,

and, handing it to Zeki Tummal, he seized my right arm with both hands.

"I did not come here to fight," said I to Hajji Zubeir; "why should you

seize my arm; but you, Abu Anga, of course you must do as you are

bidden."

What I had often inflicted on others, I was now about to undergo myself.

Abu Anga then stood up, and also Hajji Zubeir and myself, when the

latter let go my arm.

"Go to that tent," said Abu Anga, pointing to a shelter which, in the

dark, I could scarcely see, "and you, Hajji Zubeir and the rest, go with

him."

Accompanied by my gaoler, and some eight others, I went to the tent,

where I was directed to sit on the ground, and chains were now brought

out. Two large iron rings, bound together by a thick iron bar, were

slipped over my feet, and then hammered close; an iron ring was placed

round my neck, and to this was attached a long iron chain with the links

so arranged that I had the greatest difficulty in moving my head. I

endured all this in perfect silence; Hajji Zubeir then left, and I was

told, by the two soldiers who were guarding me, to lie down on the

palm-mat close by.

Left to myself, I had now time to collect my thoughts; and, first of

all, I bitterly regretted not having attempted to escape on my horse to

Khartum; but who could tell if Gordon would have received me? Now, in

accordance with the Mahdi's orders, I was out of harm's way; but what

was to be my fate? Was it to be that of Mohammed Pasha Said and Ali Bey

Sherif? I was not in the habit of worrying about my personal concerns,

and making life miserable. What had Madibbo told me, "Be obedient and

patient; for he who lives long sees much." I had been obedient; it was

now my turn to practise patience; and as for a long life, that was

entirely in God's hands.

About an hour later, during which, as may be imagined, I had not slept,

I saw several mulazemin approaching, carrying lanterns, and, as they

neared the tent, I made out Khalifa Abdullahi walking in the middle. I

stood up and waited for him.

"Abdel Kader," said he, when he saw me standing in front of him, "are

you submitting with resignation to your fate?"

"Since my childhood," I replied quietly, "I have been accustomed to be

obedient; now I must be obedient whether I like it or no."

"Your friendship with Saleh Wad el Mek," said he, "and your

correspondence with Gordon, have cast suspicion on you, and we doubt if

your heart is still inclined to us; that is the reason I have ordered

you to be forcibly directed in the right way."

"I made no secret of my friendship with Saleh Wad el Mek," said I; "he

is a friend of mine, and I believe he is loyal to you. As regards my

correspondence with Gordon, the Mahdi ordered me to write the letters."

"Did he also order you to write what you did?" interrupted the Khalifa.

"I think I wrote what the Mahdi required," I replied; "and no one knows

the contents except myself and the person who received the letters. All

I require, sire, is justice; and I beg that you will pay no heed to

lying intriguers."

I was again alone, and tried to sleep, but was too excited. All sorts of

strange thoughts and ideas coursed through my brain; the iron round my

feet and neck too pained me considerably, and I could get no rest. I

scarcely got a wink of sleep that night; and, at sunrise, Abu Anga came,

followed by servants carrying some dishes of food. Seating himself

beside me on the palm-mat, the food was placed before us; it was quite a

feast, composed of meal, chickens, rice and milk, honey, roast meat and

asida. But when I told him I had absolutely no appetite, he said, "I

think, Abdel Kader, you are afraid; and that is why you do not eat."

"No," I replied, "it is not fear, but want of appetite. However, to

please you, I will try and eat something;" and I managed to swallow a

few mouthfuls, whilst Abu Anga did all he could to show that I was his

honoured guest.

"The Khalifa," said he, "was rather disappointed yesterday, when he saw

you were not humbled; and remarked you were strong-headed, and that, he

supposed, was the reason you were not afraid."

"How could I throw myself at his feet," said I, "and crave his pardon

for a crime I never committed? I am in his hands, and he can do as he

likes with me."

"To-morrow, we shall advance," said Abu Anga, "and draw nearer to

Khartum; we shall press the siege more closely, and then make a sudden

attack. I shall ask the Khalifa to let you stay with me; that will be

less hard for you than going to the common prison."

I thanked him for his kindness, and he then left.

All that day, I was quite alone, but went through my prayers most

carefully in the sight of the bystanders, holding in my hand the rosary

which all good Mohammedans carry; but in reality I was repeating over

and over again the Lord's prayer. In the far distance, near Abu Anga's

tent, I caught sight of my servants and horses and the little baggage I

had. One of my boys also came and told me he had been ordered to attach

himself to Abu Anga.

Early the next morning, the great war-drum sounded the advance; tents

were struck, baggage packed and loaded on camels, and the whole camp was

in movement. The weight of iron on my feet prevented me from walking, so

they brought me a donkey; the long neck-chain--the number of

figure-of-eight links of which I had amused myself in counting, and

which amounted to eighty-three, each about a span long--I wrapped round

and round my body, and in this iron casing I was lifted on to the

donkey, and held in position by a man on each side, otherwise my weight

would have made me overbalance and fall. On the march, several of my old

friends passed, but dared do nothing but pity me in silence. We halted

on some rising ground in the afternoon, and from here I could see the

palm-trees in Khartum; how I longed, as one of its garrison, to join in

its defence!

The order was now given to make a temporary camp in this position, under

Khalifa Abdullahi, whilst the principal Emirs went forward to select the

site for a permanent camp. By this time, the pangs of hunger had seized

me, and I longed for some of the food which Abu Anga had offered me

yesterday; but the latter was now with the Khalifa, and had evidently

forgotten all about us. However, the wife of one of my guards found him

out, and brought him some stale dhurra-bread, which he shared with me.

Next morning, we were again ordered to advance, and halted about an hour

further on, at the spot selected for the main camp. As Abu Anga had

promised, it was now arranged that I should definitely remain under his

charge; a tattered old tent was pitched for me, and around it, close to

the tent ropes, a thorn zariba was made. I was put in here, and the

entrance, which was guarded by soldiers, was blocked by a large

thorn-bush.

The Mahdi now ordered the siege to be vigorously pressed; that evening

several Emirs were sent over to the east bank of the White Nile to

reinforce Wad en Nejumi and Abu Girga; and all the local people were

summoned to join in the investment. Abu Anga and Fadl el Maula were told

off to besiege Omdurman fort, which was situated about five hundred

yards from the river, on the west bank, and was defended by Faragalla

Pasha,--a Sudanese officer who, in the space of one year, had been

promoted from the rank of captain to that of general officer, by Gordon.

Abu Anga succeeded in establishing himself between the fort and the

river; and, by digging deep trenches, he obtained sufficient shelter to

hold this advanced position in spite of the heavy fire from both the

fort and the steamers; one of the latter he succeeded in sinking by

shells fired from a gun he had placed in position; but the crew managed

to escape to Khartum.[13]

During the siege, I was quite neglected; my guards were changed every

day, and my welfare entirely depended on their treatment of me. If they

happened to be slaves who had been captured, I was most carefully

watched, and permitted to have no intercourse with any one; but if they

happened to be old soldiers who knew me, I was not so closely

restrained, and they often did me little services, though they prevented

me from speaking to any one. My food was of the very worst description;

and, Abu Anga being always occupied in the siege, I was left to the

tender mercies of his wives, to whom he had given orders to feed me.

On one occasion, one of my former soldiers happened to be on guard over

me, and I sent him with a message to Abu Anga's chief wife, complaining

that I had been kept without food for two days; and I got back the

answer, "Well, does Abdel Kader think we are going to fatten him up

here, whilst his uncle, Gordon Pasha, does nothing but fire shells all

day at our master, whose life is always in danger through his fault? If

he had made his uncle submit, he would not now be in chains." From her

own standpoint, the woman's views were perfectly justifiable.

Occasionally, some of the Greeks were allowed to come and see me, and

they used to tell me the news.

On the day we arrived here, poor Lupton Bey was also thrown into chains,

as he was suspected of attempting to join Gordon; besides, when his

effects were searched, a document was found, signed by all the officers

of his regular troops, stating that he had been forced to surrender his

province. His wife and little daughter of five years old were sent to

live at the Beit el Mal. The former had been brought up as a Black

servant girl in the house of Rosset, formerly German Consul at Khartum,

and, on his being appointed Governor of Darfur, she had accompanied him

there; on his death at El Fasher, she went with Lupton to Equatoria and

Bahr el Ghazal. By the Khalifa's orders, all Lupton's property was

confiscated; but he allowed his wife and child the services of a Black

female slave to help them in their daily work.

One day, George Calamatino brought me the news that the English army,

under Lord Wolseley, was advancing slowly, and had reached Dongola; but

they had delayed too long in Upper Egypt, and now that Khartum was in

the greatest danger, their advanced guard was no further south than

Dongola: under these circumstances, when could their main body arrive?

Some time after the proclamation of the abandonment of the Sudan had

been made known, Gordon had given the Khartum people to understand that

an English army was coming up to relieve them; and he had thus inspired

the garrison and inhabitants with hope and courage. They had been, so to

speak, given a new lease of life, and all eyes were anxiously turned to

the north, from whence the expected help was to come. Would it come in

time?--that was the question.

These days passed in my tattered tent were full of hopes and fears. It

was not that I was concerned about my own safety, but I could not help

anticipating coming events with the greatest anxiety; how would it all

end, and what was to be my future?

Poor Lupton, in company with some Dervishes, was forced to work a gun

which had been placed in position opposite Tuti Island. He had been

promised that, in recompense for this work, the condition of his wife

and child would be improved, and they would be given better means of

subsistence.

Abdalla Wad Ibrahim also came to me, and said it was the Mahdi's earnest

wish that I should take charge of a gun; and, if I worked it faithfully,

he would give me my liberty. I replied that I was too ill and weak to

work laden with these chains; and, besides, I had no idea how guns were

worked; and that therefore it was impossible for me to buy my liberty at

this price.

"Perhaps," said Wad Ibrahim, "you are unwilling to fire on Gordon, who

is said to be your uncle, and that is your reason for making these

excuses?"

"I have neither uncle nor any other relatives in Khartum," said I; "and

my shells alone would certainly not force Khartum to surrender; however,

my present state of health will not admit of my undertaking this work."

Abdalla rose and left me; and, a few hours later, some of the Khalifa's

mulazemin came and forged on to my ankles another set of iron rings and

a bar,--to humble me I suppose; but as the weight I already bore

prevented me from standing upright, and I was obliged to remain lying

down day and night, an iron more or less did not make much difference.

The next few days passed without anything noteworthy occurring.

Occasionally I heard the crack of the rifles and the booming of the guns

of besieger and besieged; but the Greeks were not allowed to come and

see me now, and I was in complete ignorance of what was going on.

One night about four hours after sunset, when blessed sleep, which makes

one forget all one's troubles, was gradually stealing over me, I was

suddenly roused by the sentry, and ordered to get up at once; as I did

so, I saw one of the Khalifa's mulazemin, who announced that his master

was just coming; and, as he spoke, I saw men approaching carrying

lanterns. What could the Khalifa want of me at such an hour? I asked

myself in great perplexity.

"Abdel Kader," said he, in a kindly tone, as he approached, "sit down;"

and, his servants having stretched out his sheepskin, he sat on it

beside me. "I have here," he continued, "a piece of paper; and I want

you to tell me what is written on it, and so prove to me your fidelity."

"Certainly, if I can do so," said I, taking the paper. It was about half

the size of a cigarette paper, and there was plain writing in black ink

on both sides of it. I at once recognised Gordon's handwriting and

signature; I held the paper close to the lantern, and saw the following

words written in French:--

I have about 10,000 men; can hold Khartum at the outside till

the end of January. Elias Pasha wrote to me; he was forced to do

so. He is old and incapable; I forgive him. Try Hajji Mohammed

Abu Girga, or sing another song. GORDON.

There was nothing to show for whom it was intended. I was certain there

was no one in the camp who knew French, and that was the reason the

Khalifa had come to me.

"Now, then," said the Khalifa, impatiently, "have you made out what it

means?"

"The note is from Gordon," said I, "and it is written with his own hand,

in French cypher language, which I cannot understand."

"What do you say?" said the Khalifa, now evidently much agitated;

"explain yourself better."

"There are some words written here the sense of which I cannot make

out," said I; "every word has its own special meaning, and can only be

understood by those accustomed to the use of cyphers; if you ask any of

the old officials, they will confirm what I say."

"I was told that the names of Elias Pasha and Hajji Mohammed Abu Girga

are mentioned; is this so?" roared the Khalifa, now thoroughly angry.

"The man who said that told you the truth, and I also can read their

names; but it is impossible for me to understand the reference. Perhaps

the man who told you their names were there can make out the rest of the

letter," said I, somewhat ironically; "besides I can also make out

10,000 in figures; but whether it means soldiers, or something else, it

is quite impossible for me to say."

He now seized the paper from my hand, and stood up.

"Pardon me," said I, "I would with pleasure have proved my fidelity to

you, and have thus regained your gracious favour; but it is out of my

power. I think your clerks understand about cyphers better than I do."

"Even if I do not know what this paper contains," said the Khalifa,

"still Gordon shall fall, and Khartum will be ours;" and then he

departed, leaving me alone with my guards.

Gordon had said in his little note that he could hold Khartum at the

outside till the end of January; we were now nearly at the end of

December. Could the rescuing army possibly arrive in time? But why

should I worry myself with such thoughts? Here am I in chains, and

utterly useless to any one, and nothing I can do can change the course

of things.

The next morning, I had a visit from a Greek, now called Abdullahi, who

had been appointed Emir of the Muslimania (Christians who had become

Moslems.) Without letting him know that the Khalifa had come to me the

previous night, I asked him what was the news, and whether anything was

known of the English expedition. He told me that the advanced guard had

reached Debbeh, and was about to advance to Metemmeh; that the Mahdi

knew all about this, and had ordered all the Barabra and Jaalin to

collect at Metemmeh under Mohammed el Kheir, and await the enemy. He

told me that the siege was drawn more closely round Khartum, and that,

the previous day, the garrison had attempted to make a sortie, but had

been forced back; that Sanjak Mohammed Kafr Jod, the brother of the

imprisoned Saleh Wad el Mek, had been killed, that his head had been cut

off and sent to the Khalifa, who had ordered it to be thrown at the feet

of Saleh, who was gazing at the ground. Recognising instantly his

brother's head, but without the slightest change of countenance, Saleh

said, "Di gizahu, di kismathu" (This is his punishment, this is his

fate); then, turning to the saier (commander of the prison), he said to

him, "Did you mean by this to startle me, or inspire me with fear?" What

nerves and self-control the man must have had!

The next day, one of my guards told me that Mohammed Khaled had sent

reinforcements of men and some ammunition from Darfur to the Mahdi; also

that some of the Emirs of Khalifa Ali Wad Helu's flag had received

orders to leave for Metemmeh, under the command of his brother, Musa Wad

Helu. No doubt there was something in the wind.

It was now the beginning of January, and Gordon had said he could hold

out till the end of the month; so the decisive moment was drawing closer

and closer.

During the next few days, there was very heavy firing between the

Dervishes and Omdurman fort. Faragalla Pasha was doing his utmost; and,

in spite of the small number of his men, he attempted a sortie, but was

driven back. The supplies in the fort were finished, and negotiations

were now going on for its surrender. Faragalla had signalled to Gordon

for instructions; but the latter, being unable to support him, had told

him to capitulate. The entire garrison received the Mahdi's pardon. The

men had nothing but the clothes in which they stood, and their wives and

children were all in Khartum. As they marched out, the Mahdists marched

in, but were almost immediately driven out again by the artillery fire

from Khartum; in the fort itself there were two breech-loading guns, but

their range did not extend as far as the town. The surrender took place

on 15th January, 1885.

Although Omdurman had now fallen, the Mahdi did not send any

reinforcements to the besiegers south and east of Khartum; he well knew

that the number of his followers collected there was quite sufficient

for the purpose. Both he and the garrison of Khartum now looked, with

the most intense anxiety, towards the north from whence the final

decision must be awaited.

Gordon Pasha had sent five steamers to Metemmeh some time ago, under

Khashm el Mus and Abdel Hamid Wad Mohammed, in order to await the

arrival of the English, and bring some of them, with the necessary

supplies, to Khartum as soon as possible. No doubt he was expecting

their arrival with the greatest anxiety. He had staked everything on

this; and no one knew what had become of them.

At the beginning of the month, Gordon had allowed several of the

families to leave Khartum. Up to that time, he could not bear to

forcibly drive them out of the town; and, in consequence, he had been

obliged to make a daily distribution of hundreds of okes of biscuit and

dhurra amongst these destitute people; and for that he had, no doubt,

God's reward, but he thereby ruined himself and his valuable men. Every

one was crying out for bread, and the stores were almost empty! He now

did all he could to induce the people to leave the town. Had he only

done so two or three months earlier, there would have been ample

supplies to last the troops a long time; but Gordon, thinking that help

was coming so soon to him, to the troops, and to the inhabitants, did

not provide for possible detentions. Did he think that it was out of the

question for an English expedition to be delayed?

Six days after the fall of Omdurman, loud weeping and wailing filled our

camp; since I had left Darfur I had not heard anything like it. The

Mahdi's doctrine forbade the display of sorrow and grief for those who

died, or were killed, because they had entered into the joys of

Paradise. Something very unusual must therefore have happened to make

the people dare to transgress the Mahdi's regulations. My guards, who

were old soldiers, were so curious to know the cause that they left me

to make inquiries, and, in a few minutes, brought back the startling

news, that the English advanced guard had met the combined force of

Barabra, Jaalin, Degheim, and Kenana, under Musa Wad Helu at Abu Teleh

(Abu Klea), and had utterly defeated them; thousands had fallen, and the

few who had survived had returned, many of them wounded. The Degheim and

Kenana had been almost annihilated; Musa Wad Helu, and most of the

Emirs, had fallen.

What news!--my heart was literally thumping with joyous excitement.

After all these long years, a crowning victory at last! The Mahdi and

Khalifa at once gave orders that all this noise should cease; but for

hours the weeping and wailing of the women continued. Instructions were

now given to Nur Angara to start off with troops towards Metemmeh; but

what good would this do, even if he had had the will, which he had not,

what could he do with a few troops when thousands and thousands of wild

fanatics had failed? Within the next two or three days, came the news of

other defeats at Abu Kru and Kubba (Gubat), and of the erection of a

fort on the Nile close to Metemmeh. The Mahdi and his principal Emirs

now held a consultation. All the wonderful victories they had gained up

to the present were at stake; for those besieging Khartum were terrified

and had retired. It was now the question of a few days only, and the

Mahdi was done. They must risk everything. Consequently, orders were

sent out to the besiegers to collect and make all preparations. Why did

the long expected steamers with the English troops not come? Did their

commanders not know Khartum, and the lives of all in it, were hanging by

a thread? In vain did I, and thousands of others, wait for the shrill

whistle of the steamer, and for the booming of the guns announcing that

the English had arrived, and were passing the entrenchments made by the

Dervishes to oppose them. Yes, in vain! The delay was inexplicable; what

could it mean? Had new difficulties arisen?

It was now Sunday, the 25th of January,--a day I shall never forget as

long as I live. That evening, when it was dark, the Mahdi and his

Khalifas crossed over in a boat to where their warriors were all

collected ready for the fight. It was known during the day that Khartum

would be attacked the next morning; and the Mahdi had now gone to brace

up his followers for the fray by preaching to them the glories of Jehad,

and urging them to fight till death. Pray Heaven Gordon may have got the

news, and made his preparations to resist in time!

On this occasion, the Mahdi and his Khalifas had most strictly enjoined

their followers to restrain their feelings, and receive the last

injunctions in silence, instead of with the usual shouts and

acclamations, which might awaken the suspicions of the exhausted and

hungry garrison. His solemn harangue over, the Mahdi recrossed, and

returned to the camp at dawn, leaving with the storming party only

Khalifa Sherif, who had begged to be allowed to join in the holy battle.

That night was for me the most excitingly anxious one in my life. If

only the attack were repulsed, Khartum would be saved; otherwise, all

would be lost. Utterly exhausted, I was just dropping off to sleep at

early dawn, when I was startled by the deafening discharge of thousands

of rifles and guns; this lasted for a few minutes, then only occasional

rifle-shots were heard, and now all was quiet again. It was scarcely

light, and I could barely distinguish objects. Could this possibly be

the great attack on Khartum? A wild discharge of fire-arms and cannon,

and in a few minutes complete stillness?

The sun was now rising red over the horizon; what would this day bring

forth? Excited and agitated, I awaited the result with intense

impatience. Soon shouts of rejoicing and victory were heard in the

distance; and my guards ran off to find out the news. In a few minutes,

they were back again, excitedly relating how Khartum had been taken by

storm, and was now in the hands of the Mahdists. Was it possible the

news was false? I crawled out of my tent, and scanned the camp; a great

crowd had collected before the quarters of the Mahdi and Khalifa, which

were not far off; then there was a movement in the direction of my tent;

and I could see plainly they were coming towards me. In front, marched

three Black soldiers; one named Shatta, formerly belonging to Ahmed Bey

Dafalla's slave body-guard, carried in his hands a bloody cloth in which

something was wrapped up, and behind him followed a crowd of people

weeping. The slaves had now approached my tent, and stood before me with

insulting gestures; Shatta undid the cloth and showed me the head of

General Gordon!

The blood rushed to my head, and my heart seemed to stop beating; but,

with a tremendous effort of self-control, I gazed silently at this

ghastly spectacle. His blue eyes were half-opened; the mouth was

perfectly natural; the hair of his head, and his short whiskers, were

almost quite white.

"Is not this the head of your uncle the unbeliever?" said Shatta,

holding the head up before me.

"What of it?" said I, quietly. "A brave soldier who fell at his post;

happy is he to have fallen; his sufferings are over."

[Illustration: Bringing Gordon's Head to Slatin.]

"Ha, ha!" said Shatta, "so you still praise the unbeliever; but you will

soon see the result;" and, leaving me, he went off to the Mahdi, bearing

his terrible token of victory; behind him followed the crowd, still

weeping.

I re-entered my tent. I was now utterly broken-hearted: Khartum fallen,

and Gordon dead! And this was the end of the brave soldier who had

fallen at his post,--the end of a man whose courage and utter disregard

of fear were remarkable, and whose personal characteristics had given

him a celebrity in the world which was quite exceptional.

Of what use was the English army now? How fatal had been the delay at

Metemmeh! The English advanced guard had reached Gubat on the Nile, on

the 20th of January, at 10 A. M.; on the 21st, Gordon's four steamers

had arrived. Then why did they not send some Englishmen on board, no

matter how few, and despatch them instantly to Khartum? If they could

only have been seen in the town, the garrison would have taken fresh

hope, and would have fought tooth and nail against the enemy; whilst the

inhabitants, who had lost all confidence in Gordon's promises, would

have joined most heartily in resisting the Dervish attack, knowing that

the relief expedition was now certain to reach them. Gordon, of course,

had done his utmost to hold the town: he had announced that an English

army was coming; he had made a paper currency; had distributed

decorations and honours almost daily, in order to keep up the hearts of

the garrison; and, as the position had become more desperate, he had

made almost superhuman efforts to induce the troops to hold out; but

despair had taken possession of them. What was the use of all these

decorations now; what good were all their ranks and honours? And as for

the paper money, perhaps there were one or two still hopeful people who

would buy a pound note for a couple of piastres,[14] on the chance that,

by some stroke of luck, the Government might yet be victorious; but

gradually even these slender hopes disappeared. Gordon's promises were

no longer credited; if but one steamer with a few English officers had

reached the town, to bring the news that they had won a victory, and had

reached the Nile, the troops and inhabitants would have doubted no

longer, and they would have been convinced that Gordon's words were

true. An English officer would at once have noticed that part of the

lines which had been damaged by the overflow of the White Nile, and

could have ordered its repair. But what could Gordon do single-handed,

and without the assistance of any European officers; it was impossible

for him to look to everything, nor had he the means of seeing that his

orders were carried out to his satisfaction. How was it possible for a

commander who could not give his troops food, to expect these starving

men to carry out with precision and energy the instructions he issued?

On the unfortunate night of the 25th of January, Gordon was told that

the Mahdists had decided to make an attack; and he had issued his orders

accordingly. Perhaps he himself doubted if they would attack so early in

the morning. At the time the Mahdi was crossing the river, Gordon, to

stimulate his followers, had made a display of fireworks in the town;

various coloured rockets were fired, and the band played, with the

object of reviving the flagging spirits of the famished garrison. The

display was over, the music had ceased, and Khartum was asleep, whilst

the enemy crept cautiously and silently forward to the attack. They knew

all the weak and strong points of the lines of defence; they knew also

that the regulars were stationed at the strong points, and that the

broken-down parapet and tumbled-in ditch near the White Nile were weakly

defended by the feeble inhabitants. This particular part of the lines

was sadly out of repair; it had never been actually completed, and, when

damaged by the water, no steps had been taken to re-make it. Every day

the Nile became lower, and every day exposed a broader strip of

undefended wet mud, which the hungry and hopeless people merely made a

show of defending. It was opposite to this open space that, at early

dawn, the bulk of the attacking force had collected, whilst the other

portion of the Mahdist army faced the main position. At a given signal,

the attack began. Those holding the White Nile flank, after firing a few

shots, fled precipitately; and, while the troops were occupied in

repelling the storming parties in their immediate front, thousands and

thousands of wild Arabs, dashing through the mud and water which was

only up to their knees, poured into the town, and, to their dismay, the

defenders on the lines found themselves attacked from the rear. Very

slight resistance was made, and most of the troops laid down their arms.

Numbers of the Egyptians were massacred; but, of the Blacks, few were

killed, whilst the enemy's losses within the lines did not exceed eighty

to one hundred men. Soon afterwards, the gates were opened by the

Dervishes, and the troops were permitted to march out to the Mahdist

camp.

Once the line of the White Nile was crossed, the great mass of the enemy

rushed towards the town. "Lil Saraya! lil Kenisa!" (To the Palace! to

the Church!) was the cry; for it was here they expected to find the

treasure and Gordon, who had so long defended the city against them, and

had up to that day defied all their efforts. Amongst the leaders in the

attack on the Palace were the followers of Makin Wad en Nur, who was

afterwards killed at the battle of Toski, and belonged to the Arakin

tribe; Makin's brother Abdalla Wad en Nur, their beloved leader, had

been killed during the siege, and they were now seeking to avenge his

death. Many of Abu Girga's men were also forward in the rush to the

Palace; they wanted to wipe out the defeat they had suffered when Gordon

had driven them out of Burri. The Palace servants who lived in the

basement were instantly massacred; and Gordon himself, standing on the

top of the steps leading to the divan, awaited the approach of the

Arabs. Taking no notice of his question, "Where is your master the

Mahdi?" the first man up the steps plunged his huge spear into his body;

he fell forward on his face, without uttering a word. His murderers

dragged him down the steps to the Palace entrance; and here his head

was cut off, and at once sent over to the Mahdi at Omdurman, whilst his

body was left to the mercy of those wild fanatics. Thousands of these

inhuman creatures pressed forward merely to stain their swords and

spears with his blood; and soon all that remained was a heap of mangled

flesh. For a long time, stains of blood marked the spot where this

atrocity took place; and the steps, from top to bottom, for weeks bore

the same sad traces, until they were at last washed off when the Khalifa

decided to make the Palace an abode for his former and his future wives.

When Gordon's head was brought to the Mahdi, he remarked he would have

been better pleased had they taken him alive; for it was his intention

to convert him, and then hand him over to the English Government in

exchange for Ahmed Arabi Pasha, as he had hoped that the latter would

have been of assistance to him in helping him to conquer Egypt. My own

opinion, however, is that this regret on the part of the Mahdi was

merely assumed; for had he expressed any wish that Gordon's life should

be spared, no one would have dared to disobey his orders.

Gordon had done his utmost to save the lives of the Europeans who were

with him. Colonel Stewart, with some of the Consuls and many of the

Europeans, he had allowed to go to Dongola; but unfortunately the

incapable and disaffected crew of their steamer, the "Abbas," had run

her on to a rock in the cataracts, and had thus given up him and his

companions to the treacherous death which had been prepared for them. On

the pretext that the Greeks were good men on boats, Gordon had offered

them a steamer, on which it was arranged they should make a visit of

inspection on the White Nile, thus intending to give them an opportunity

to escape south to join Emin Pasha; but they had refused to accept.

Being much concerned as to their safety, Gordon now made another

proposal: he ordered all roads leading towards the Blue Nile to be

placed out of bounds after ten o'clock at night; and he charged the

Greeks with watching them, so that they might have a chance of escaping

to a steamer moored close by, in which it was arranged they should

escape; but, owing to a disagreement between themselves as to the

details of the plan, it fell through. I have little doubt in my own mind

that these Greeks did not really wish to leave the town. In their own

homes and in Egypt most of them had been very poor, and had held merely

subordinate positions; but here in the Sudan many had made their

fortunes, and were therefore by no means anxious to quit a country from

which they had reaped so great advantages.

Gordon seemed anxious about the safety of every one but himself. Why did

he neglect to make a redoubt, or keep within the fortifications, the

central point of which might well have been the Palace? From a military

point of view I think this is a fair criticism; but probably Gordon did

not do so, lest he should be suspected of being concerned for his own

safety; and it was probably a similar idea which influenced him in his

decision not to have a strong guard at the Palace. He might well have

employed a company of soldiers for this purpose; and who would have

thought of questioning the advantage of protecting himself? With a guard

of this strength, he could easily have reached the steamer "Ismaïlia,"

which was lying close to the Palace, scarcely three hundred yards from

the gate. Fagarli, the captain, saw the enemy rushing to the Palace. In

vain he waited for Gordon; and it was only when the latter was killed,

and he saw the Dervishes making for his boat, that he steamed off into

mid-stream, and moved backwards and forwards along the front of the town

until he received a message from the Mahdi offering him pardon. As his

wife and family and some of his crew were in the city, he accepted the

offer and landed; but how sadly had he been deluded. Rushing to his

home, he found his son--a boy of ten years old--lying dead on the

doorstep, whilst his wife, in her agony, had thrown herself on her

child's body, and lay pierced with several lances.

The cruelties and atrocities perpetrated in the terrible massacre which

followed Gordon's death are beyond description. Male and female slaves,

and young, good-looking women of the free tribes, alone were spared; and

if some others succeeded in escaping, they had only to thank a lucky

chance which saved them from the merciless bloodshed of that awful day.

Not a few resolved to put an end to their own lives; amongst these was

Mohammed Pasha Hussein, the head of the Finance, who, standing beside

the dead bodies of his only daughter and her husband, was urged by some

friends to fly with them, and let them save him; but he refused. They

tried to take him by force; but, in a loud voice, he heaped curses on

the Mahdi and his followers, and some fanatics passing by soon

despatched him. Several people were killed by their former servants and

slaves, who, having previously joined the enemy, now acted as guides to

the wild hordes thirsting for blood, plunder, and rapine.

Fathalla Gehami, a wealthy Syrian (whose wife was the daughter of the

wholesale French dealer Contarini, and to whom, on her father's death

some years ago, I had given a lodging with her little child in my

house), had buried all his money in a corner of his house, with the

assistance of his servant, a Dongola boy whom he had brought up from

quite a child. None but he, his wife Lisa, and his boy knew the secret

hiding-place; and when the situation became so serious in the town, he

called up the lad and, in his wife's presence, said to him, "Mohammed, I

have taken care of you since you were quite a child, and I trust you;

you know where the money is hidden. Our condition is gradually growing

worse. You have relatives with the Mahdi; you can go to them, and if the

Government is victorious you can return to me without fear of

punishment. But should the Mahdi conquer, then you can repay me for my

kindness to you." Obedient to his master's wishes, the boy left the

town, and, on the morning of the attack, he, with some of his relatives,

rushed to his employer's house. "Open, open!" he shouted at the top of

his voice; "I am your child, your servant Mohammed." Fathalla Gehami

joyfully opened the great iron gate which had been so strengthened and

barred that it defied entry; and in an instant his faithless servant had

plunged his spear into his body. Dashing with his friends over his

master's prostrate form, he made for the hiding-place of the money, and

instantly seized it; on his way out of the house, he rushed at

Fathalla's wife, who had seen the whole proceedings of this ungrateful

young bloodhound, and would have killed her too, but she threw herself

on the body of her husband, who was in his death-agony; and Mohammed's

friends with difficulty drew him off before he had time to plunge his

knife into the poor woman who had been his kind protectress for so many

years.

The Greek Consul Leontides was called out of his house by a crowd of

fanatics who had been worked up into a state of excitement by a man who

owed him money; and, on his appearance, he was instantly killed. Consul

Hansal was murdered by one of his own kavasses, who afterwards tied his

hands together, dragged the body out of the house, poured spirits over

it, heaped on it all the tobacco he could find, set it on fire, and,

when it was reduced to cinders, threw the remains into the river. Butros

Bulos, a clerk in the finance office, was perhaps the only man who came

well out of that awful day. He lived in a detached house, and had

collected round him his relatives; for some time they defended

themselves most successfully against all comers, and killed a number of

them. When summoned at last to surrender, he said he would only do so if

he were promised the Mahdi's pardon, and a guarantee that he should not

be separated from his family; as it was impossible to turn him out

without bringing up guns to bombard the house, Khalifa Sherif gave him

the pardon he required, which, curiously enough, was subsequently

ratified by the Mahdi.

The Shaigia post on Tuti Island surrendered after Khartum had fallen;

and the garrison were brought across to Omdurman in boats.

One could fill a volume with the details of the terrible atrocities

committed on that memorable day; yet I doubt if the fate of the

survivors was very much better. When all the houses were occupied, the

search for treasure began, and no excuse or denial was accepted; whoever

was suspected of having concealed money (and the majority of the

inhabitants had done so) was tortured until the secret was disclosed, or

until he succeeded in convincing his tormentors that he had nothing.

There was no sparing of the lash; the unfortunate people were flogged

until their flesh hung down in shreds from their bodies. Another torture

was to tie men up by their thumbs to a beam, and leave them dangling in

the air till they became unconscious; or two small pliant slips of

bamboo were tied horizontally to their temples, and the two ends, before

and behind, being joined together and twisted as tightly as possible,

were struck with vibrating sticks which produced agony inexpressible.

Even women of an advanced age were tormented in this way; and the

most sensitive parts of their bodies were subjected to a species of

torture which it is impossible for me to describe here. Suffice it to

say that the most appalling methods were resorted to in order to

discover hidden treasure. Young women and girls only were exempted from

these abominable tortures, for no other reason than that such atrocities

might interfere in some manner with the object for which they had been

reserved. All such were put aside for the harem of the Mahdi, who, on

the actual day of the conquest, made his selections, and turned over the

rejected ones to his Khalifas and principal Emirs. This picking and

choosing continued for weeks together, until the households of these

libidinous and inhuman scoundrels were stocked to overflowing with all

the unfortunate youth and beauty of the fallen city.

The next day, a general amnesty was given to all, with the exception of

the Shaigia, who were still considered outlaws; but, in spite of this,

murders and atrocities continued for many days subsequent to the fall of

Khartum.

The Emir Abu Girga made every effort to discover the hiding-place of the

sons of Saleh Wad el Mek; but for three days he was unsuccessful. They

were at last found, brought before him, and instantly beheaded. It

behoved also all Egyptians to look to themselves during these days of

massacre; for, if met alone by these fanatics, they were mercilessly

slaughtered. A merchant was making inquiries one day about the bazaar

prices in Omdurman, and asked what were at present the cheapest articles

and the greatest drug in the market; the man questioned, being evidently

a wag, answered: "The yellow-skinned Egyptian, the Shaigia, and the

dog," which, being considered an impure animal, was always killed when

found. This saying obtained great notoriety amongst the Dervishes, and

gives a very fair idea of the estimation in which they held the former

ruling class.

The plunder taken in Khartum was carried off to the Beit el Mal; but of

course large quantities were made away with. The principal houses were

distributed amongst the Emirs; and, on the day after the town fell, the

Mahdi and Khalifa Abdullahi crossed over from Omdurman in the steamer

"Ismaïlia" to view the scene of their bloody victory and massacre;

without a sign of pity or regret, they occupied the houses selected for

them, and, addressing their followers, described the disaster which had

overtaken Khartum as the just judgment of Heaven on the godless

inhabitants of the city, who had repeatedly rejected the Mahdi's summons

to them to surrender and become his faithful followers in the true

religion.

The first few days were spent in the wildest debauchery and excesses;

and it was not until the Mahdi and his followers had to some extent

satiated their vicious passions, that they turned their attention to the

dangers which threatened them from without. To oppose the English

expedition, the renowned Emir Abderrahman Wad Nejumi was ordered to

collect a large force and proceed forthwith to Metemmeh, to drive out

the infidels, who were known to have reached the Nile near this town.

On Wednesday morning, two days after Khartum had fallen, at about eleven

o'clock, the thunder of guns and the sharp crack of rifles were heard

in the direction of the north end of Tuti Island; and soon two steamers

came in view,--these were the "Telahawia" and "Bordein," carrying Sir

Charles Wilson and some English officers and men who had come up to

assist General Gordon. Sanjak Kashm el Mus and Abdel Hamid Mohammed,

whom Gordon had despatched in command of the Shaigias, were also on

board; they had already heard of Gordon's death, and of the cruel fate

which had overtaken the town and its inhabitants. Although those on the

steamer had little doubt of the accuracy of the sad news, they wished to

see with their own eyes, and reached a point midway between Tuti Island

and the left bank of the White Nile; here they were heavily fired on by

the Dervishes from an entrenched position, situated northeast of

Omdurman Fort, and having seen Khartum in the distance, and been

convinced, they turned about and steamed away.

I subsequently heard from some of the crew of these steamers, that both

they and the Englishmen on board were deeply affected by the fall of the

city; they now knew that the entire Sudan was in the Mahdi's hands. It

was the talk on board, they said, that the English expedition had only

come up to save Gordon; and, now that he was killed, the object of the

expedition had failed, and they naturally concluded that it would retire

to Dongola, and that they would be called upon to accompany it.

Consequently the chief pilot of the "Telahawia" and the captain Abdel

Hamid agreed together to run the steamer on to a rock, and then escape

during the night. This plan was successfully carried out; and the

steamer stuck so hard and fast that the cargo had to be at once

transferred to the "Bordein." During the confusion, these two

conspirators escaped; and, through the intermediary of their friends,

they succeeded in securing the Mahdi's pardon, and returned subsequently

to Khartum. Here they were well received and publicly commended by the

Mahdi for having inflicted loss on their enemies, the British; Abdel

Hamid, in spite of being a hated Shaigia, and a relative of Saleh Wad

el Mek, was presented by the Mahdi with his own jibba, as a mark of

honour, and, moreover, several of his female relatives who, after the

sack of the town, had been distributed amongst the Emirs, were given

back to him.

Meanwhile, the "Bordein," on its return journey towards Metemmeh, struck

on a sand-bank, and, being heavily laden, could not be floated off. Sir

Charles Wilson's position was now very critical; with his small force he

could not have attempted to land on the west bank and attack the enemy,

which was entrenched at Wad Habeshi, between him and the British camp at

Gubat. It is true that the courage of this body of Dervishes had been

considerably shaken by the defeat at Abu Klea; but the fall of Khartum,

and the knowledge that Wad en Nejumi with a large force was advancing

north to their support, now transformed them into a formidable enemy. A

third steamer, the "Safia," was still at Gubat. Sir Charles Wilson

therefore sent an officer down stream in a small boat to ask for help;

the appeal was promptly responded to, the "Safia" starting, without

delay, to the relief of the "Bordein." The enemy hearing of this, at

once threw up entrenchments to oppose its progress, and, on its

approach, poured on the unfortunate steamer a perfect hail of rifle and

cannon shot; but those on board, determined to relieve their comrades in

distress, fought most bravely until a shot, penetrating the boiler,

disabled the steamer and placed it in the greatest danger. Undismayed,

however, the commander set to work, under a heavy fire, to repair the

damage; the work was continued during the night, and early the next

morning the "Safia" was able to continue her running fight with the

Dervishes, eventually succeeding in silencing the guns, and killing the

principal Emir, Ahmed Wad Faid, and a considerable number of subordinate

Emirs and men. The passage was forced; and Sir Charles Wilson and his

men relieved.

This daring exploit, which resulted in the rescue of the little band of

Englishmen who had ventured to Khartum, also had a very important,

though indirect, effect on the subsequent fate of the small British

column near Metemmeh. The advance of Nejumi, which, under any

circumstances, was not rapid, owing to the difficulty of collecting the

men, was still further delayed by the news of the death of Ahmed Wad

Faid, and the defeat of the strong body of Dervishes at Wad Habeshi by

one steamer. I was informed that on hearing of the success of the

"Safia" (whose able commander I learnt on my return to Egypt was Lord

Charles Beresford), Nejumi addressed his men, and pointed out to them,

that if the English advanced with the intention of taking the Sudan,

they must of course oppose them; but if, on the other hand, they retired

towards Dongola, then he and his men would be able to occupy the country

they had abandoned without the risk of further fighting. And it was this

latter course which he eventually took. Delaying his advance, he reached

Metemmeh only after the British had retired from Gubat; and, although he

pursued them as far as Abu Klea, he hesitated somewhat to attack unless

quite assured of success.

It was only when the Mahdi learnt of the final retirement of the British

advanced guard that he was convinced the Sudan had at last been

completely won; and now his delight knew no bounds. He announced the

news in the mosque and drew a striking picture of the flight of the

unbelievers, embellishing it further by a revelation from the Prophet to

the effect that their water-skins had all been pierced, through Divine

intervention, and that all those who had taken part in the expedition

had died of thirst.

On the fifth day after the fall of Khartum, a small band of soldiers

suddenly appeared in my tattered tent; and, placing me, still shackled

and bound, on a donkey, they carried me off to the general prison, where

they hammered on to my ankles a third and exceptionally heavy iron bar

and rings (nicknamed the Hajji Fatma); it weighed about eighteen pounds,

and was only put on those who were considered exceptionally obstinate or

dangerous prisoners. I was quite ignorant of the reasons which caused me

to fall still lower in the Khalifa's disfavour; but I found out later

that Gordon, when he had ascertained from my letters to him that the

Mahdist force advancing on Khartum was not a strong one, that many of

the Mahdi's adherents were discontented, and that there was considerable

scarcity of ammunition, had written to this effect to several of the

principal officers on the lines; one of his letters containing this

information was discovered in the loot handed over to Ahmed Wad Suleiman

in the Beit el Mal, by whom it had been passed to the Mahdi and Khalifa.

Thus were their suspicions regarding my behaviour confirmed, and my

schemes to escape and join Gordon laid bare.

I was deposited in one corner of the immense zariba, where I was ordered

to stay, and to hold no converse with any one without permission, on

pain of instant flogging. At sunset, I, a number of slaves who were

under sentence for having murdered their masters, and other gentlemen of

this description were bound together by a long chain passing round our

feet and fastened to the trunk of a tree; and at sunrise the next

morning, we were unfastened, and I was sent back to my corner again. I

could just see Lupton, in the distance, in another corner of the

enclosure. He had been in here for some time, and had become used to it;

he had permission to speak to others, but was under strict orders of the

saier, or gaoler, not, on any account, to speak to me. On the day that I

had been brought to the prison, Saleh Wad el Mek had been discharged;

his brother, sons, and almost all his relatives had been killed, and he

was now allowed to go and search for the survivors. As regards food, I

now fared considerably worse; I had, in this respect, fallen out of the

frying pan into the fire. I used to complain of being occasionally

hungry; but now I received only uncooked dhurra, getting the same share

as the slaves, and a very small share it was. Fortunately, the wife of

one of my warders, a Darfur woman, took pity upon me, and used to take

the corn away, boil it, and bring it back to me; but she was not allowed

to bring me any other food, as her husband feared the principal gaoler

might find out, and he, in his turn, was afraid of incurring the

Khalifa's displeasure. I lay on the bare ground, with a stone for my

pillow, the hardness of which gave me a continual headache; but, one day

whilst we were being driven to the river--one hundred and fifty yards

distant--to wash, I picked up the lining of a donkey saddle, which the

owner had evidently thrown away as old and useless; and, hiding it under

my arm, I bore it off in triumph, and that night I slept like a king on

his pillow of down.

Gradually, my position improved somewhat. The principal gaoler, who was

not really disinclined towards me, allowed me to converse occasionally

with the other prisoners, and removed my lightest foot-irons; but the

Hajji Fatma and her sister still remained, and I cannot say this pair of

worthies conduced much to my personal comfort during those long and

weary months of imprisonment.

One day, a Black woman came in with her child--a nice little girl--to

visit her poor husband and the child's father, Lupton. The poor little

thing wept bitterly, for, young as she was, she was old enough to

understand the miserable plight of her father, who, before they left,

sent them to say a few words to me. The poor woman looked at me for a

few moments, and then, taking my hand, wept aloud. I remembered I had

often seen her before; and, between her sobs, she reminded me that she

had come to Khartum as a young girl, and had been brought up in

Frederick Rosset's house, where, during my first journey to the Sudan, I

had stayed for some weeks. Poor Zenoba! she reminded me of many little

incidents which had happened in the old days; and, as she related them,

she often broke down, comparing her former happiness with her present

misery. I tried to console her, urging her to keep up hope, and that

perhaps everything would end well. "Besides," I said, "it was never

intended that human beings should always live well and comfortably."

Little Fatma, whom we called Fanny, flung herself into my arms, calling

me, ammi (my uncle); and it seemed as if her heart told her

instinctively that, amongst all this crowd, I was next to her father in

her affections. I then begged the poor woman to leave me, as I feared

taking advantage of the gaoler's patience.

At this time, there was some difficulty in supplying food to the Black

soldiers under Abu Anga, whose number had been further increased by the

Khartum garrison. As there was no immediate fear of any movement on the

part of the Government towards Khartum, it was decided to despatch Abu

Anga to Southern Kordofan on a punitive expedition against the Nubas,

and to procure slaves and send them to Omdurman. Shortly after the fall

of Khartum, the Mahdi had moved his camp north; and the fort known as

Tabia Ragheb Bey, and the ground in the vicinity, had been told off for

Abu Anga's camp. When he was ordered off, and his place taken by his

brother, Fadl el Maula, all my servants, male and female, left with him;

and, although the latter were not permitted to visit me, I felt that,

with Abu Anga's departure, yet another link was severed.

I now received news of the other servants I had left behind at El

Fasher. On my arrival at Rahad, I had told the Khalifa I had left behind

two horses, which were almost the best in Darfur, and which I hinted he

might have if he wished; but, it being summer, and as they would

probably have suffered from the long and hot journey, I had not brought

them with me. Subsequently, I had requested him to give orders that not

only the horses, but also my male and female servants who had been left

behind, should also be sent on. He consequently had written to Mohammed

Khaled to this effect; but, on the day on which I had been made a

prisoner, he had written to Sayed Mahmud of El Obeid to seize my people

as soon as they came from Darfur, but to send on the two horses. The

latter had now arrived in Omdurman; and the soldier who had been in

charge came to tell me that the Khalifa was much pleased with them,

having taken one for himself and given the other to his brother Yakub.

A few days later, there was considerable commotion amongst the warders;

and the saier told me privately that the Khalifa was coming to visit the

prison. I asked him to advise me how I should behave; and he recommended

me to answer all questions promptly, on no account to make any

complaints, and to remain submissively in my corner. About midday, the

Khalifa arrived, accompanied by his brothers and mulazemin, and began to

walk round and view these victims of his justice. It seemed that the

saier had given the same advice to all the prisoners that he had given

to me, for they all behaved quietly; some were ordered to have their

chains removed, and to be discharged. At length, the Khalifa approached

my corner, and, with a friendly nod, said, "Abdel Kader, enta tayeb?"

(Abdel Kader, are you well?). To which I replied, "Ana tayeb, Sidi" (I

am well, sire); and with that he moved on. Yunes Wad Dekeim, the present

Emir of Dongola, and a near relative of the Khalifa, pressed my hand,

and whispered, "Keep up your spirits; don't be downhearted; everything

will come right."

From that day my condition distinctly improved. Zenoba, the mother of

Fanny, was allowed every now and then to send me a little food. I was

also allowed to spend the day with a former head-Sheikh of the Hawara

Arabs, who was suspected of having been friendly with the Turks, and had

been thrown into chains; as our hatred for the Mahdists was mutual, we

spent most of our time in talking about them, and criticising their

rules and ordinances. Sheikh Mohammed Wad et Taka, for such was his

name, was fed by his elderly wife, who, for his sake, had remained in

Omdurman, and used to bring us meals. She may have had some good

qualities, but she was a veritable Xantippe who by her sharp tongue made

bitter every mouthful her husband swallowed. Carrying a large dish of

baked dhurra-bread and some mulakh (a sort of sauce made with milk and

other ingredients), she would place it before us, and then, sitting on

the ground beside us, she would begin the battle. "Yes, indeed," she

would say, "old women are quite good enough to cook, and do all the hard

work; but when men have their freedom, they can do as they like; and

then they always turn their eyes to the young and pretty girls." The

Sheikh had the fortune, or rather the temporary misfortune, of having

two young wives as well as this old one; but they stayed in the country

with the herds; and this fact greatly annoyed the old lady, who

exercised her ingenuity in making these sallies against her good man,

who, famished by hunger, silently consumed the food she had prepared for

him. She frequently related some piquant family details in which her

husband's conduct in relation to herself, as compared with his more

youthful helpmeets, was invariably open to severe criticism. I used to

greatly enjoy these skirmishes, and generally took upon myself the task

of mediator, telling her that when she was away, her husband had nothing

but good words for her. This used to appease her; and she would affirm

that she was doing her utmost to alleviate our condition. I thoroughly

appreciated how valuable she was to me, and how her homely meals

lessened my long hours of enforced fasting. All my efforts were

therefore directed to pacifying her husband, who, goaded by her sharp

tongue, would heap curses on her devoted head. His nature was very

changeable: when he was hungry, and saw his old wife coming along

carrying his food, no words of praise were sufficient for her; but once

satisfied, and stung to the quick by her sarcasm, he would heap insults

on her, and some such expressions as, "You who neither fear God nor man,

leave me, and let me starve. Some women, as they grow old, instead of

becoming more intelligent, gradually get silly; this is the case with

you, I think you are possessed of the devil. Get away, and never come

near me again; I never want to see you more." Then off she would go; but

the next day, when he was famished, he would long to have his old wife

back again. Not the least alarmed, she would almost invariably return

with her dish full of food; he would be pacified, eat a hearty meal, and

then the insults would begin again.

Thus the days slowly passed away. Small-pox had broken out in Omdurman,

and every day the disease swept off hundreds,--indeed, whole families

disappeared; and I believe that the loss from this disease was greater

than that suffered in many battles. Curiously enough, almost all the

nomad Arabs were attacked; and several of our own warders went down, and

not a few of them died. We prisoners, however, entirely escaped; and,

during the whole period of my imprisonment, I do not recollect having

seen one of us unfortunates attacked, though most of us were much

alarmed. Perhaps God in His mercy thought our punishment already more

than we could bear, and spared us a further visitation.

I had now many opportunities of talking to Lupton, who daily grew more

and more impatient; indeed, so furious was he at times, that I used to

get alarmed, for he would complain most bitterly, and in a loud tone, of

our miserable treatment. I did all in my power to pacify him; but the

wretched life we were living had affected him to such a degree that I

seriously feared for his health. Through constantly speaking to him, I

succeeded to some extent in quieting him; but, although scarcely thirty

years of age, the hair of his head and beard had, during our

imprisonment, grown almost white. Nature, however, had treated me more

kindly. I submitted to my fate with a better grace; and the thoroughly

practical lesson I had received from my old friend Madibbo, entirely

suited my character. I was still young; and, except for occasional

slight ailments, I was endowed with a strong and healthy constitution.

My fate was a cruel one it is true; but I felt I could gather from it

many a useful experience. I kept on hoping against hope, that, sooner or

later, I should return to the civilised world, though, when I thought

over my chances of escape, the time seemed very far away.

In order to occupy the prisoners, the saier employed them in building a

square house for their own habitation; they were therefore ordered to

fetch stones which were found near the river; and Lupton and I were the

only prisoners who were permitted to pass the day without work. Every

now and then, however, we used to accompany them to the place where

they got the stones; but my heavy ankle-irons, and my long neck-chain,

impeded my progress so much when walking, that I preferred to act as the

architect of the building, which now rapidly advanced towards

completion. The walls were very thick, and about thirty feet square,

and, in the centre, a pillar was erected which served as a support to

the crossbeams.

This house was intended for the incarceration of the most dangerous

prisoners; and the wood required for the roofing was brought from the

now ruined houses of Khartum.

It was about this time that an old friend of mine named Esh Sheikh, a

relative of Ismail Wad Shaggar el Kheiri, and who was in the Mahdi's

favour, informed me confidentially that both the Mahdi and the Khalifa

were friendly-minded towards myself and Lupton, and that in a few days

we should probably be liberated. He added that should the Khalifa speak

to me, I should not humble myself very much, but merely be careful not

to oppose anything he said; then, recommending me to God, he went away.

I instantly went off to share this good news with Lupton, who at that

time happened to be in one of his most dangerous moods; but I begged him

to believe that it was true, and to do nothing which might compromise

matters.

A few days later, it was rumoured that the Khalifa was coming. I had

carefully prepared my speech, and Lupton had done the same; but it was

more than likely he would speak to me first. At length the critical

moment came: the Khalifa, entering the prisoners' yard, instead of, as

was his usual custom, sending for the prisoners one by one, ordered an

angareb to be brought and placed in the shade; he then directed all the

prisoners to be led out, and to sit down before him in a semi-circle. He

spoke to several, set a few free who had been imprisoned by his own

personal orders, and promised others, who complained against the

sentences pronounced by the Kadi, to inquire into their cases; of Lupton

and myself, however, he appeared to have taken no notice. Lupton

glanced at me, and shook his head; but I put my finger to my lips to

warn him against doing anything foolish. "Have I anything else to do?"

asked the Khalifa of the saier who was standing behind his angareb.

"Sire! I am at your service," replied the head gaoler; and the Khalifa

sat down again. He now turned his eyes on me, and repeated the same

words he had used on the previous occasion. "Abdel Kader," said he, "are

you well?" "Sire," said I, "if you will allow me to speak, I shall tell

you of my condition." He was then sitting at his ease, and he gave me

the required permission.

"Master," I began, "I belong to a foreign tribe; I came to you seeking

protection, and you gave it to me. It is natural for man to err, and to

sin against God and against each other. I have sinned; but I now repent,

and regret all my misdeeds. I repent before God and His Prophet. Behold

me in irons before you! See! I am naked and hungry; and I lie here

patiently on the bare ground waiting for the time to come when I may

receive pardon. Master, should you think it well to let me continue in

this sad plight, then I pray God for strength to enable me to bear His

will; but now I beg of you to give me my freedom."

I had studied this speech very carefully, and had delivered it as

effectively as I could; and I saw that it had made a favourable

impression on the Khalifa. Turning then to Lupton, he said, "And you,

Abdullahi?" "I can add nothing to what Abdel Kader has said," replied

Lupton. "Pardon me, and grant me liberty."

The Khalifa now turned to me, and said, "Well, from the day you came

from Darfur, I have done everything I possibly could for you; but your

heart has been far from us: you wanted to join Gordon the infidel, and

fight against us. As you are a foreigner, I spared your life; otherwise

you would not be alive now. However, if your repentance is real and

true, I will pardon both you and Abdullahi. Saier, take off their

irons."

We were then removed by the warders, who, after long and hard work, and

by making use of ropes, at last succeeded in opening my foot-irons. We

were then again brought before the Khalifa, who was patiently sitting on

his angareb waiting for us. He ordered the saier to bring the Kuran,

which he laid on a furwa (sheepskin), and called on us to swear eternal

allegiance to him. Placing our hands on the Kuran, we swore to serve him

honestly in the future. He then rose and directed us to follow him; and

we, almost beside ourselves with delight at our release after this long

imprisonment, joyfully followed in his footsteps.

My friend the Sheikh of the Hawara was also liberated at the same time.

The Khalifa, having been assisted on to his donkey by his servants,

ordered us to walk by his side; but we could scarcely keep up with him,

for our eight months' imprisonment in chains had so cramped our legs and

feet that we found we had lost the habit of stepping out. When we

reached his house, he directed us to wait in a rekuba in one of the

outside enclosures, and left us. He returned again a few minutes later,

and, seating himself beside us, warned us most seriously to adhere to

all his orders. He then went on to say that he had received letters from

the Commander of the Army in Egypt, stating that he had seized and

imprisoned all the Mahdi's relatives in Dongola, and that he demanded in

exchange all the captives who had formerly been Christians. "We have

decided to reply," said he, "that you are now all Mohammedans, that you

are one with us, and that you are not willing to be exchanged for people

who, though the relatives of the Mahdi, are far from us in thought and

deed; and that they can do as they like with their captives; or," added

he, "perhaps you would like to go back to the Christians?" With these

words he ended his speech.

Lupton and I assured him that we should never leave him of our own

free-will; that all the pleasures of the world would never tear us from

his side; and that it was only by being constantly in his presence that

we learnt to act in such a way as would lead to our salvation.

Thoroughly taken in by our mendacity, he promised to present us to the

Mahdi, who had arranged to come to the Khalifa's house that afternoon,

and then he left us.

The rekuba being in one of the outer enclosures, into which people were

admitted, several friends who had heard of our release came to

congratulate us, amongst them Dimitri Zigada, but this time without his

usual quid of tobacco. My friend Esh Sheikh also came; and when I told

him that we were to be presented to the Mahdi, he again gave me the

benefit of his good advice, and instructed me how to behave when the

momentous occasion arrived. It was almost evening when the Khalifa came;

and, directing us to follow him, he led us to an inner enclosure, where

we saw the Mahdi sitting on an angareb. He had become so stout that I

scarcely knew him. Kneeling down, we repeatedly kissed the hand he held

out to us. He now assured us that his only wish was for our good, that

when men are placed in chains, it exercises a lasting and beneficial

influence on them; by this he meant to say that when a man is timid,

this punishment makes him avoid committing offences in the future. He

then turned the conversation to his relatives who had been captured by

the British, and about the exchange they had proposed, but which he had

refused, adding, with a hypocritical smile, "I love you better than my

own brethren; and therefore I refused to exchange." In reply, I assured

him of our love and sincerity to him, saying, "Sire, the man who does

not love you more than himself, how can his love proceed truly from his

heart." (This was a paraphrase of the Prophet's own words which my

friend the Sheikh had suggested I should repeat.) "Say that again," said

the Mahdi; and, turning to the Khalifa, he said, "Listen." When I

repeated the words, he took my hand in his and said, "You have spoken

the truth; love me more than yourself." Summoning Lupton as well, he

took his hand, and made us repeat the oath of allegiance, saying, that

as we had proved unfaithful to our first oath, it must be renewed. This

over, the Khalifa signed to us to retire; and, again kissing the Mahdi's

hand, we thanked him for his beneficence, and returned to our rekuba to

await his further instructions.

It was some time before the Khalifa returned; and when he did, he

permitted Lupton, without further ado, to join his family, who were

still located in a tent in the Beit el Mal, and, sending with him a

mulazem to show the way, assured him that he would take every care of

him. I was now alone with the Khalifa. "And you," said he, "where do you

wish to go; have you any one to take care of you?" And I felt him gazing

at me, whilst I cast my eyes to the ground, knowing that was what he

wished me to do. "Besides God and yourself," I replied, "I have no one,

sire; deal with me as you think best for my future."

"I had hoped and expected this answer from you," said the Khalifa; "from

this day you may consider yourself a member of my household. I shall

care for you, and shall never allow you to want for anything; and you

will have the benefit of being brought up under my eye, on condition

that, from this day forth, you absolutely sever your connection with all

your former friends and acquaintances, and associate only with my

relatives and servants; you must, moreover, obey implicitly every order

you receive from me. During the day, your duty will be to stay with the

mulazemin employed on my personal service at the door of my house; and

at night, when I retire, you will be permitted to go to the house which

I shall assign to you. When I go out, you must always accompany me: if I

ride, you must walk beside me, until the time comes when, should I see

fit, I will provide you with an animal to ride. Do you agree to these

conditions, and do you promise to put them into full effect?"

"Master," I replied, "I agree with pleasure to your conditions. In me,

you will find a willing and obedient servant; and I hope I may have

strength to enter upon my new duties."

"God will strengthen you," he replied, "and bring you to all good." He

then rose, and added, "Sleep here to-night; may God protect you till I

see you again to-morrow."

I was now quite alone. So I had gone from one prison to another! I fully

grasped the Khalifa's intentions: he had no real wish for my services,

for he had not the slightest confidence in me; nor did he wish to

utilise me against the Government and against the civilised world. He

merely wanted to keep me always under control; probably it flattered his

vanity to know he could point to me, his slave, once a high official of

the Government, who had commanded his own tribe, which was now the

foundation on which his power rested, and show them and the other

western tribes that I was now his humble servant. Nevertheless, said I

to myself, I shall take good care not to displease him, or give him a

chance of putting his evil purposes into effect. I thoroughly understood

my master; his smiles and friendly looks were not worth a jot, indeed

one day he had told me as much himself. "Abdel Kader," he had said to me

in the course of conversation, "a man who wants to command must neither

betray his purpose by gesture, nor by his countenance; otherwise his

enemies or his subjects will discover some means of frustrating his

designs."

The next morning, he came to me, and, summoning his brother Yakub, he

directed him to show me some spot in the neighbourhood where I might

build my huts, adding that it must be as near his house as possible. As,

however, most of the vacant spots in the vicinity had been already

occupied by the Khalifa's relatives, a piece of ground, about six

hundred yards from the Khalifa's house, and not far from Yakub's

residence, was given to me.

The Khalifa now summoned his secretary, and showed me a document

addressed to the commander of the English army, to the effect, that all

the European prisoners had, of their own free-will, become Mohammedans,

and that they had no wish to return to their countries. This document he

desired me to sign.

All my servants, horses, and baggage had been taken off by Abu Anga,

with the exception of an old lame Nubawi who, when he heard of my

release, came to see me from Fadl el Maula's house. I at once informed

the Khalifa, and obtained permission to take this man back into my

service. I also spoke to him about Abu Anga and my servants; and he

asked if the effects were going to be returned to me,--a strange

question indeed! When one's possessions have been seized by violence and

carried off, are they likely to be given back? I replied much in the

same style, that I was sure, that as now I belonged to his household, I

could well do without these little trifles, and that I thought it quite

unnecessary for him to write to his field-marshal about so trivial a

matter. What was I to do with horses, when I was not allowed to ride

them? Had not my education with the Khalifa begun by being forced to

walk barefoot!

All the same, I was really very anxious to have my old servants back

again, though I did not actually require their services very much; but I

knew, that had I attempted to claim them, I should only have aroused the

Khalifa's opposition. The latter was, therefore, greatly pleased with my

reply, and began chatting to me about Abu Anga. He then asked me,

abruptly, "Are you not a Mohammedan; where then did you leave your

wives?" This was, indeed, an ugly question. "Master," said I, "I have

only one, and I left her in Darfur; and I am told that she was arrested

with all my other servants by Said Mahmud, and is now in the Beit el Mal

at El Obeid."

"Is your wife of your own race?" asked the Khalifa, inquiringly. "No," I

replied, "she is a Darfurian; and her parents and relatives were killed

in the battle with Sultan Harun. She and several others had been

captured by my men; and I gave most of them to my servants and soldiers

to marry. This orphan alone was left; and she is now my wife."

"Have you any children?" asked he; and, when I replied in the negative,

he said, "A man without offspring is like a thorn-tree without fruit;

as you now belong to my household, I shall give you some wives, so that

you may live happily."

I thanked him for his kindness, but begged that he would postpone his

present until I had at least erected my huts; because, I remarked, this

exceptional mark of his favour must not be exposed to the public gaze.

To recompense me for my property which had been taken by Abu Anga, the

Khalifa instructed Fadl el Maula to hand over the effects of the

unfortunate Olivier Pain, which were at once sent to me. They consisted

of an old jibba, a well-worn Arab cloak, and a Kuran printed in the

French language. Fadl el Maula had sent word to me that, during the time

which had elapsed, his other effects had been lost. At the same time,

the Khalifa directed that the money which had been taken from me when I

was imprisoned, and had been deposited in the Beit el Mal, should be

returned to me. It amounted to £40, a few sequins, and a few gold

nose-rings which I had collected as curios; all these were handed back

to me by Ahmed Wad Suleiman.

I was now able to set to work to build my huts; but whilst they were

being put up I lived in the Khalifa's house. I entrusted my old servant

Saadalla, the Nubawi, who was the most competent of all my attendants,

with the construction of my residence, which was to consist for the

present of three huts and a fence. I myself, from early morning till

late at night, was always in attendance at the door of my master.

Whenever he went for a short walk or a long ride, I was always obliged

to accompany him, barefooted. During the first few days, as my feet got

cut and bruised, he allowed me to have some light Arabic sandals made,

which, though they gave me some protection against the stones, were so

hard and rough that they rubbed off all the skin. Occasionally, the

Khalifa used to call me in to eat with him, and frequently sent for what

was over of his own food to be consumed by the principal mulazemin, of

whom I was now reckoned as one. When he retired at night, I was at

liberty to return to my huts; and there, stretching my weary limbs on an

angareb, I slept till early dawn, when I was again obliged to await the

Khalifa at his door, and accompany him to morning prayers.

Meanwhile, the Khalifa had been informed that my huts were erected, and,

returning home late one night, my old servant Saadalla informed me that

a female slave, closely muffled up, had been brought to my house, and

was now installed within. Directing Saadalla to light a lantern and show

the way, I followed, and found the poor thing huddled up on a palm-mat.

When I spoke to her about her past life, she answered, in a deep voice

which did not presage well for the future, that she was a Nubawi, and

had formerly belonged to an Arab tribe in Southern Kordofan, but had

been captured, and sent to the Beit el Mal, from whence she had just

been despatched to me by Ahmed Wad Suleiman. Whilst speaking, she

removed her scented white drapery from her head, as slaves always do

when talking to their masters, and exposed her bare shoulders and part

of her bosom. I signed to Saadalla to bring the light nearer; and then I

had to summon all my presence of mind so as not to be terrified and fall

off my angareb. Out of her ugly black face, peered two little eyes; a

great flat nose, below which were two enormous blubber-shaped lips

which, when she laughed, were in danger of coming in contact with her

ears, completed one of the most unpleasant physiognomies I had ever

beheld. Her head was joined to her enormously fat body by a

bull-dog-like neck; and this creature had the audacity to call herself

Maryam (Mary). I at once directed Saadalla to remove his compatriot to

another hut, and give her an angareb.

So this was the Khalifa's first gift to me: he had not given me a horse,

a donkey, or even a little money, which would have been of some use to

me, but had presented me with a female slave, for whom, even had she

been fair, he knew well I should not have cared, as, let alone her

disagreeable presence, her food and dress were items of expense which I

by no means relished. When he saw me the next day, after morning

prayers, he asked me if Ahmed Wad Suleiman had satisfactorily carried

out his wishes. I replied, "Yes; your order was most promptly carried

out," and then gave him an exact description of my new acquisition. The

Khalifa was furious with Ahmed Wad Suleiman, who, he asserted, not only

did not comply with his order, but had made him unfaithful to the

Mahdi's ordinances. My candour in describing exactly the class of slave

given me, re-acted somewhat unpleasantly on my head; for, the following

evening, a young and somewhat less ugly girl, selected by the Khalifa

himself, was sent to me, and her also I handed over to the tender

mercies of the faithful Saadalla.

The Mahdi, his Khalifas, and their relatives, having now no longer any

fear from external enemies, began to build houses suitable to their new

positions and requirements. The numbers of young women and girls who had

been seized and distributed on the fall of Khartum were now hurried off

into the seclusion of these new residences; and their masters, no longer

disturbed by the jealous and envious looks of their friends, were able

to enjoy their pleasures undisturbed.

Naturally, the Mahdi, the Khalifas, and, more especially, the relatives

of the former were most anxious that it should not be known that the

greater part of the loot taken in Khartum was in their own hands; it was

a striking contradiction of the doctrine of the Divine master, who

forever preached renunciation and abandonment of the pleasures of life.

They set to work to enlarge their habitations and enclosures,

anticipating that they would fill them still further with the rich spoil

which was expected from the provinces that still remained to be

conquered.

But the Mahdi fell suddenly ill; for a few days he did not appear at the

mosque for prayers. No particular attention, however, was paid to his

absence at first, for he had asserted, over and over again, that the

Prophet had revealed to him that he should conquer Mecca, Medina, and

Jerusalem, and, after a long and glorious life, should expire at Kufa.

But the Mahdi was attacked by no ordinary indisposition: the fatal

typhus fever had fallen upon him; and, six days after he had sickened,

his relatives in attendance began to despair of saving his life. My

master, the Khalifa, was, of course, watching with the most intense

interest the outcome of the disease, and did not leave the Mahdi's

bedside day or night, whilst I and the other members of the body-guard

aimlessly waited for our master at his door. On the evening of the sixth

day, the multitudes collected before the Mahdi's house, and in the

mosque, were commanded to join together in prayer for the recovery of

the Divine patient, who was now in the greatest danger; and this was the

first occasion on which the malignant disease from which the Mahdi was

suffering was announced to the public. On the morning of the seventh

day, he was reported to be worse; and there was now little doubt that he

was dying. In the early stages, he had been treated by his wives and by

Sudanese quacks with the usual domestic remedies; and it was only at the

last moment that Hassan Zeki, one of the detested Egyptians, formerly

medical officer of the Khartum hospital, who, by a lucky chance, had

been saved on the day of the attack, was called in. Asked to prescribe,

he affirmed that the complaint had now reached such a stage that it was

not advisable to use any medicines, and that the only hope lay in the

resistance of his powerful constitution, which, with God's help, might

drive out this terribly malignant disease. Hassan Zeki, indisposed as he

was to render any assistance, was perfectly well aware that the Mahdi

was now beyond the reach of medicines; he also knew that if he had

prescribed, and the Mahdi had subsequently died, he would undoubtedly

have been credited with the cause of his death, and his life would have

been in the greatest danger. From all these considerations, he therefore

wisely refrained from interference.

The disease had now reached its crisis. By the Mahdi's angareb stood the

three Khalifas, his near relations, Ahmed Wad Suleiman, Mohammed Wad

Beshir (one of the principal employés of the Beit el Mal in charge of

the Mahdi's household), Osman Wad Ahmed, Said el Mekki (formerly one of

the most renowned religious Sheikhs of Kordofan), and a few of his

principal and most faithful adherents, to whom special permission had

been granted to enter the sick-room. From time to time, he lost

consciousness; and, feeling that his end was drawing near, he said, in a

low voice, to those around him, "Khalifa Abdullahi Khalifat es Sadik has

been appointed by the Prophet as my successor. He is of me and I am of

him; as you have obeyed me and have carried out my orders, so should you

deal with him. May God have mercy upon me!" Then gathering up all his

strength, with one final effort, he repeated a few times the Mohammedan

creed (La Illaha illallah, Mohammed Rasul Allah), crossed his hands over

his chest, stretched out his limbs, and passed away.

Around the body, which was not yet cold, the late Mahdi's adherents

swore fidelity to Khalifa Abdullahi, Said el Mekki being the first to

take the Khalifa's hand, own his allegiance, and praise his name. His

example was immediately followed by the two Khalifas and the remainder

of those assembled. It was impossible to keep the Mahdi's death secret;

and the crowds waiting outside were informed about it: but, at the same

time, strict injunctions were given that no weeping and lamentation

should be made; and it was further announced that the Khalifa

(successor) of the Mahdi should demand the oath of allegiance from the

entire populace. The Mahdi's principal wife, named Sittina Aisha Um el

Muminin (Our Lady Aisha, Mother of the Believers), who lay huddled up

and closely veiled in a corner, and who had been a witness of the death

of her master and husband, now arose and proceeded to the Mahdi's house,

bearing to the other wives the sad news of his death. Her office was to

comfort them, and prevent them from making loud lamentation. Most of

these good women rejoiced secretly in their hearts at the death of their

husband and master, who had brought such terrible distress upon the

land, and whom, even before he had fully enjoyed the fruits of his

success, Almighty God had summoned to appear before the Supreme Seat of

Judgment.

In spite of the strict and oft-repeated injunctions against loud

lamentation, weeping and wailing arose from almost every house on the

death of the Mahdi el Muntazer, who, it was reported, had voluntarily

departed from his earthly abode to God, his master whom he longed to

see.

Some of those now present began to wash the body, and then wrap it in

several linen cloths; whilst others dug the grave in the room in which

he had died, and which, after two hour's hard work, was finished. The

three Khalifas, together with Ahmed Wad Suleiman and Wad Beshir, now

placed the body in the grave, built it over with bricks, and then filled

it up with earth, on which they poured water. This over, lifting up

their hands, they recited the prayers for the dead; then, leaving the

room, they proceeded to pacify the impatient crowd awaiting the news

without.

We mulazemin were the first to be summoned before the new ruler, who,

henceforth, was called Khalifat el Mahdi (successor of the Mahdi); and

he gave us the oath of allegiance, directing us at the same time to move

the Mahdi's pulpit to the entrance door of the mosque, and to inform the

populace that he was about to appear before them. Informed that this had

been completed, he left his late master's grave, and, for the first

time, ascended the pulpit as ruler. He was in a state of intense

excitement. Great tears rolled down his cheeks as, with a trembling

voice, he began to address the multitude. "Friends of the Mahdi," he

shouted, "God's will cannot be changed. The Mahdi has left us, and has

entered into heaven, where everlasting joys await him. It is for us to

obey his precepts, and to support one another, just as the stones and

walls of a house go to make a building. The good things of this life are

not lasting. Seize, therefore, with both hands the good fortune which is

yours, of having been the friends and adherents of the Mahdi, and never

deviate in the slightest degree from the path which he has shown you.

You are the friends of the Mahdi, and I am his Khalifa. Swear that you

will be faithful to me."

This short address over, all those present now repeated the well-known

oath of allegiance; but the Khalifa altered the first sentence of it as

follows: "Bayana Allah wa Rasulahu wa Mahdina wa bayanaka ala

tauhidillahi, etc."

As only a certain number could take the oath of allegiance at one time,

those who had finished made way for others; and the crowd was so

enormous that many were in danger of being trodden to death. The

ceremony went on till nightfall. The Khalifa had now long since ceased

weeping, and was rejoiced to see the crowds who thronged to him to swear

him eternal allegiance. From continual talking, he had become quite

exhausted; and, descending from the pulpit, he took a draught of water

to moisten his parched throat. But the thought that he was now the

assured ruler of the enormous masses before him seemed to keep him up;

and it was only when darkness actually supervened that some of his

principal men urged him to desist, and leave the pulpit. Before doing

so, however, he summoned all the Emirs of the Black Flag, and called

upon them to take a special oath of allegiance, admonishing them to

adhere faithfully to him and to his brother Yakub, and calling their

attention to the fact that, being strangers and foreigners, they should

endeavour to live in harmony with each other as long as they were in the

valley of the Nile, for they would require union in order to

successfully oppose the intrigues of the local inhabitants; and once

again he impressed upon them the all-important necessity of adhering

most strictly to the doctrines of the Mahdi. By this time it was past

midnight; but it was out of the question to think of going home. Utterly

exhausted, I lay on the ground and heard the passers-by loud in their

praises of the late Mahdi, and assuring each other of their firm resolve

to support his successor in carrying out their late master's precepts.

Now what had the Mahdi done, and wherein lay his power to revive a

religion which had become so debased? What was the nature of his

teachings? He had preached renunciation; he had inveighed against

earthly vanities and pleasures; he had broken down both social and

official ranks; he had made rich and poor alike; he had selected as

clothing a jibba, which became the universal dress of his adherents. As

a regenerator of religion, he had united the four distinct Moslem sects:

the Malaki, the Shafai, the Hanafi, and the Hambali, which differ from

each other only in minor details,--such as the method of performing

ablution, the method of standing or kneeling down in prayers, the manner

of conducting marriage ceremonies; and, by astutely making certain much

needed reforms, he had succeeded in combining these four great

divisions. He had made a collection of certain specially selected verses

from the Kuran, which he called the Rateb, and which he enjoined should

be recited by the entire congregation after morning and afternoon

prayers,--a ceremony which lasted at least forty minutes. He had

facilitated the method of performing prayer ablutions, and had strictly

forbidden the drinking bouts which were an invariable accompaniment of

marriage ceremonies in the Sudan; he had reduced the amount of the

"Mahr" (the present usually given by the bridegroom to the bride) to ten

dollars and two dresses for unmarried girls, and to five dollars and two

dresses for widows. Whoever sought for more or gave more was considered

to have performed an act of disobedience, and was punished by

deprivation of all property. A simple meal of dates and milk took the

place of the costly marriage feast. By these innovations, the Mahdi had

sought to facilitate the ceremony of matrimony, and had strictly

enjoined on parents and guardians to see that their daughters and wards

were married early.

At the same time, he had forbidden dancing and playing, which he

classified as "earthly pleasures;" and those found disobeying this order

were punished by flogging and confiscation of all property. The use of

bad language was punished with eighty lashes for every insulting word

used, and seven days' imprisonment. The use of intoxicating drinks, such

as marissa or date wine, and smoking were most strictly prohibited.

Offences of this description were punishable by flogging, eight days'

imprisonment, and confiscation of goods. A thief suffered the severance

of his right hand; and should he be convicted of a second offence, he

lost his left foot also. As it was the general custom amongst the male

population of the Sudan, and especially amongst the nomad Arabs, to let

their hair grow, the Mahdi had directed that henceforth all heads should

be shaved. Wailing for the dead and feasts for the dead were punishable

by deprivation of property.

In order, however, that the strength of his army should not be decreased

and endangered by desertion, owing to the severe mode of life he had

prescribed, and fearful that his doctrines which were considered

unorthodox should be made known in the various foreign countries by

which he was surrounded, he practically made a cordon round the

countries he had already conquered, and absolutely prohibited passage of

persons through these districts for the purpose of performing a

pilgrimage to Mecca. Should any one cast the slightest doubt on the

Divine nature of his mission, or should there be the slightest

hesitation to comply with his orders, on the evidence of two witnesses,

the delinquent was invariably punished by the loss of the right hand and

left foot. On some occasions, witnesses were dispensed with,--a

revelation from the Prophet was even more efficacious in proving the

guilt of the offender.

As, however, most of these dispositions and ordinances were entirely at

variance with the Moslem law, he therefore issued most strict

injunctions that the study of theology and all public commentaries

thereon should cease, and ordered, moreover, that any books or

manuscripts dealing with these subjects should be instantly burnt or

thrown into the river.

Such were the teachings of the expected Mahdi; and he had left no stone

unturned to carry into the fullest effect the ordinances he had made.

Openly, he showed himself a most strict observer of his own teachings;

but, within their houses, he, his Khalifas, and their relatives entered

into the wildest excesses, drunkenness, riotous living, and debauchery

of every sort, and they satisfied to their fullest extent the vicious

passions which are so prevalent amongst the Sudanese.

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