AN ESSAY.

If the wicked restore the pledge, give again that he had robbed,

walk in the statutes of life, without committing iniquity; he

shall surely live, he shall not die. None of the sins that he

hath committed shall be mentioned unto him; he hath done that

which is lawful and right; he shall surely live.--EZEKIEL xxxiii.

15, 16.

In this passage of Sacred Scripture, the manner in which God deals

with his sinful creatures, when they repent, is very clearly and

forcibly asserted; and with equal clearness and force is it laid down

as a law of universal and eternal obligation, that when a sinner turns

from the evil of his way, and does that which is right, "none of the

sins that he hath committed shall be mentioned unto him." The meaning

of this is, that the greatest sinners shall find mercy on their

reformation, and that the sins of which a man has repented, shall

never be thrown in his face, nor be improved in any way to his injury.

Such is the rule by which God is governed, and which he enjoins as a

law upon his creatures; and I wish to inculcate its benevolent and

sacred principle upon you, with reference to those who are coming up

from the infamy of crime and the penalty of the law, with a

determination to reform their lives and regain the confidence of

their fellow men. I wish you to treat them as God does; not as if they

had never sinned, but as if they had repented; and shew by your

conduct, that you share in the delight of angels, when a lost sheep is

found, and a prodigal returns. But before I proceed any farther, I

will hear some objections which may arise, and take an impartial view

of the ground I am going to occupy.

It will be said that those outcasts whose cause I am espousing, have

rendered themselves infamous by crime; that they have disturbed the

peace of society, trampled on the laws of God and man, and have been

shut up in prison to keep them from further outrage upon the rights of

community. I grant it. If you are a christian, what then?

It will also be said that but little dependence can be placed on the

professions of this class of sinners; that having transgressed _once_,

they are likely to _repeat_ the crime; and that the next thing that is

heard from them, they will be back again in their old place.--This is

true, and the very conduct which grows out of this objection, is, in

ninety-nine cases out of a hundred, the sole cause of it.

Another--I could not believe it if I had not heard it myself--another

objector will say--"Know ye not that the unrighteous shall not inherit

the kingdom of God? Be not deceived; neither fornicators, nor

idolaters, nor adulterers, nor effeminate, nor abusers of themselves

with mankind, nor thieves, nor covetors, nor drunkards, nor revilers,

nor extortioners, shall inherit the kingdom of God."--Alas! that such

crimes should ever find a name among men! But the same divine

authority which declared this, affirms also, that "_such were some of

you_;" and if "_ye_ are _washed_, _sanctified_, and _justified_ in the

name of the Lord Jesus, and by the Spirit of our God," is there not

hope for these also?

Having thus briefly noticed some objections which I had reason to

anticipate, I shall proceed with the subject before me; and I propose,

in the first place, to state how repentant criminals _are_ treated by

those who call themselves christians, and even by christian ministers,

after they are released from prison.

In the second place, I shall shew how they _ought_ to be treated,

according to the divine principle of the text.

And lastly, I shall glance at the good that would flow from such

treatment not only to _them_, but to the _community_, and to the cause

of _religion_.

I. I am to state how repentant criminals _are_ treated by those who

call themselves _christians_, and even by christian _ministers_, after

they are released from prison. In doing this, I shall confine myself

to positive _facts_; and of these, I shall select only such as have

come under my _own_ knowledge, or which were related to me by those

who either _observed_ or _experienced_ them.

The first individual whom I shall cause to pass before you in

connexion with the treatment which he has received from professing

christians and christian ministers, is the Rev. J. Robbins, a man of

uncommon powers of mind, and of unquestionable piety, and who has more

divine seals to his commission, than many of his opposers.

While he was suffering for his sins within the dreary walls of a State

prison, he was led to think on his ways and reform his life. At the

expiration of his sentence, he was let out into the world, without

money, and very thinly and uncomfortably clothed. In this situation,

destitute of all things, and far from his friends, he went into the

adjoining city of Boston, and went to work with a _hand-cart_. The

weather was cold, and he was not able to obtain clothes enough to keep

him warm.

In this forlorn and suffering condition, he applied to the Rev. Mr.

****, who had been Chaplain of the prison in which he had been

confined, for some relief, or assistance to obtain employment. This

Rev. gentleman was personally acquainted with him; knew that he had

resolved on leading a christian life; and knew that he was at that

time in need of a friend. What did he do for him? Why, he

said--"Depart in peace, be ye warmed and filled; notwithstanding he

gave him not those things which were needful to the body."

If these things are right, let it be known. If this is the

christianity of the Bible, let it be avowed--let the preachers from

their desks declare it, and bring the high standard of christian

benevolence down to the muddy surface of their _practical_

illustrations of it. Let there be harmony between doctrine and

conduct. Either give us a _revision_ of the Scriptures, to accord with

the morality of the church, or let its maxims as they now stand in

capitals on all its pages, be copied in the every day and every where

conduct of those who profess to be the _salt_ of the earth, and the

_light_ of the world.

Here is a minister of the everlasting gospel; and in the person of one

of his followers, he turns away the Saviour himself, "_hungry_,

_naked_," and from "_prison_."--Rev. Sir, for just such conduct as you

have been guilty of, in the instance alluded to, the Son of man will

one day say to some,--"Depart ye cursed into everlasting fire!"

After some time Mr. Robbins obtained help from his distant friends,

and was enabled to make a respectable appearance. But in the interim

he learned by hard experience, that shivering and half-clad limbs can,

even in the benevolent, philanthropic, and christian city of Boston,

pass by the priest and the Levite, and range the streets, impurpled by

the wintry blasts, uncompassionated and unrelieved.

As soon as circumstances would permit, he united in christian

fellowship with a church, desiring in proper time to become a

missionary to state prisons, to declare to the erring and degraded

sons of crime the salvation of the gospel. In this view of his duty he

appeared singular with some of the rulers of the church, and for this,

or some other cause, he transferred his fellowship from the

Congregationalists to the Episcopal Methodists.

On making this transfer, he applied to the church for license to

exhort, for which he obtained ONE vote only. But as there was no

_contra_ votes, his license was barely granted. Not a very _cordial_

reception this, and more sensitive minds than his, would have felt it;

but nothing of this kind ever had an effect to deter him from going

forward in the course of his duty; and after the usual time, he was

licensed as a preacher.

He began now to think more seriously of turning his immediate

attention to prisons. Explaining his views to the church, enough fell

in with them to form a society, called "THE PRISON MISSIONARY

SOCIETY," of which he was appointed Agent and Secretary. This Society

was formed in Boston, and according to its plan, Mr. Robbins went out

to form other similar societies in different places, till his views

should be carried into effect by sending all the means of salvation to

as many prisons as possible, and by finding employment for prisoners

when they are released.

The design of this society was noble, and it ought to have been

supported. Not like the "_Prison Discipline Society_," which tortures

the prisoner while it can, and then throws him out, unprotected,

unhelped, and friendless, on the scorn of mankind, to pursue from

_necessity_, his old course, and be sent back again; _this_ society

aimed to treat the prisoner as a human being, and to effect his

reformation by the mild means of the gospel, while he is confined; and

to go with him when set free, and prevent him from being compelled to

sin again, by giving him clothes, money, and employment, and

elevating him to the dignity of a citizen, and the respect of mankind.

Such an enterprise as this would have done honor to a Howard, and in

the hands of Dwight, it would have lived. But in the aristocracy of

our religious associations, _enterprises_ and _children_ are treated

alike. The son of a great man is respected, wise or foolish, but the

children of the poor must hew wood and draw water, though able to

measure minds with Newton and Locke.

How many societies were formed, I know not, nor can I tell why the

enterprise was abandoned. The probable cause was, that none but Mr.

Robbins felt much interest in it, and not able to do all himself, it

fell through for want of adequate support.

In the conduct of this Society, there was an act of injustice to Mr.

Robbins which, in my view of it, deserves reprehension. He had formed

many societies, had collected some money, and had promised that a

minute report of all his doings should be made to the public, so that

every contributor might know that the contributions had been applied

to the proper object. This report ought to have been made, both to

save his veracity and to vindicate his honesty, both of which have

suffered, and, in many places, have been completely compromised by the

non-fulfilment of his official promise. If, however, _he_ is

satisfied, _I_ shall not complain.

While engaged as the agent of this Society, Mr. Robbins spent one year

in Concord, N. H. and officiated as Chaplain to the State prison.

Whether his labors were well directed in that sphere of usefulness or

not; how much or how little good was effected; whether his conduct was

approved or condemned by the authority of the prison, I am not

prepared to say. My opinion, however, is decidedly in his favor. I

believe from what I learned on the spot--from the prisoners and the

public--that he was the very man for that place; and that he labored

_indefatigably_, _intelligently_, and _efficiently_, for the spiritual

good of his brethren in bondage. I believe, too, that he was unpopular

with the keepers, and I regard this as an evidence in his favor, of

the highest kind that the case admits of. Had they espoused his cause,

and desired his continuance there as Chaplain, I should have doubted

his fitness for that office. For it is not more certain that there are

_prisoners_ and _keepers_, than that he who seeks the real and lasting

good of the _former_, must find opposers and enemies among the

_latter_. I make this statement with perfect fearlessness, in view of

much personal observation and experience; in accordance with every

principle of the philosophy of man; and from the history of prisons in

every nation and age of the world.

At the expiration of his engagement in Concord, he visited Windsor,

Vermont, and spent about six months as Chaplain of the prison there.

In that place his labors were abundantly blessed, and will tell on the

happiness of many immortal spirits, in the kingdom of God for ever. I

pen this with the most distinct, vivid, and impressive recollections;

and in the emotion of my soul, I cannot help inquiring why he was so

abruptly discharged from that field of promise? It was his desire to

_stay_,--it was the desire of the _prisoners_ that he should

stay,--the indications of _Providence_ said--"_stay_,"--he offered his

services as a _gratuity_,--and his conduct was not by any one

impeached.--Why then was he removed? I heard the Superintendent of the

prison assure him, that his services as the Chaplain of the prison,

had been perfectly satisfactory. What, then, I ask again, nerved that

unsympathizing arm, that threw him out of employment and usefulness,

at the commencement of winter, to freeze or starve, to live or die?

Let the truth be told, and tell it, you that can.

At the opening of the next spring, he thought of returning to Concord,

and preaching again to the prisoners. He waited on the Governor with

letters of recommendation, and laid a petition before the Legislature

to obtain the chaplaincy of the prison for the ensuing year; but he

did not succeed. Why he failed, may be inferred from the following

facts.--

The Methodists were at that time contemplating a settlement in

Concord. The number that had espoused that faith was very limited, and

without some help, they could not support a preacher; and the salary

allowed to the chaplain of the prison would be a very important item

in their calculations. But this could be obtained only by having a

minister of their order appointed by the Legislature, which was then

in session. But then Mr. R. was a Methodist. True, but he was not the

man for that place; and he did not _wish_ to be, any farther than for

the _prison_. _Why_ was he not the man for that place? Was he not a

good preacher? had he not learning and talent adequate to the claims

of the place? and was he not admitted to be pious? O yes; in all these

respects he stood on no mean elevation. Why then was he not the man?

Why, he had been a sinner; and though his opposers told the Lord every

time they prayed, that they had been the _chief_ of sinners

themselves, they yet thanked God that they were not like this

_publican_, and said to him--"Stand off--we are more holy."

This then is the sole reason why they set their faces against Mr.

R.--HE HAD BEEN A BAD MAN. Whom then would they have? and how could

they obtain him? In the Methodist Church the preachers are the

property of the bishops, and they can dispose of them as they please.

Accordingly the bishop was applied to, and a preacher was stationed in

Concord for the coming year. This preacher was then recommended to the

Legislature, and appointed chaplain of the prison, to the exclusion of

the first applicant.

By how mean a motive is human nature capable of being influenced? In

its idolatrous devotion to self, how reckless of consequences? By this

act of pious selfishness, _fifty dollars_ were gained by the Methodist

Society in Concord, and a man who was peculiarly fitted for usefulness

in a certain sphere, and who was trying to move in that sphere, was

thrown out of all employment, and compelled to abandon a benevolent

enterprise, which had twined round every fibre of his heart.

Is this a fair specimen of religious conduct? Is this the meaning of

that divine command which requires all men, and christians

_especially_, to do as they would be done by? Is this "_not_

mentioning to the penitent sinner the sins that he hath committed?" Is

this _brotherly love_? Is this the spirit of the prayer--"forgive _as_

WE _forgive_?" With such records as these in the books which will be

opened in "that day for which all other days were made," who would be

willing to go to judgment?

One circumstance more, and I shall have done, for the present, with

Mr. R. It is a rule in the Methodist Church that a local preacher

shall be ordained deacon, when he has been licensed to preach _four

years_; but Mr. R. has been on trial more than six years, and is not,

I believe, ordained yet, though he has been recommended for it. He has

also applied several times, with the best of recommendations, to join

the annual conference, but has always been rejected. Why? Not that he

has _done_ any thing amiss, since he has been among them, but they

fear he _will_! He is in good standing as a _local preacher_, but he

must not ascend to the house of Lords, lest he _should_ do something,

or through fear that he _has_ done something in days of yore, that

might overshadow the dignity of their illustrious body. Mary Magdalene

could be in the society of Jesus; the thief on the cross could be with

his Lord in Paradise; and the disciples could give the right hand of

fellowship to Paul; but things have altered vastly since those times.

The servant who has been forgiven, takes his fellow servant by the

_throat_ now-a-days. Should our Father in heaven act as some of his

professed children on earth do, universal and eternal damnation would

be certain. This annual conference refuses to admit a man into its

fellowship, whose life for many years has been that of a christian,

and who lives in the confidence of all his numerous friends, for fear

that it will be disgraced; and yet a similar body, under the same

bishop, voted Rev. E. K. A. as pure as the morning dew-drop, when the

public opinion had thrown upon his soul all the guilt of the fallen

angels. _Proh pudor!_

So much for the Rev. Mr. R. and his connexion with the sympathies and

charities of christians. Against those whose conduct I have condemned,

I have no personal animosities to gratify; nor have I any particular

feelings of extraordinary friendship for Mr. R., that would lead me to

vindicate his conduct against truth and justice. I am his friend to

the full extent of honourable and christian principles, but no

farther. Were there any thing wrong in his conduct, I could see it as

quick as any one, and our mutual rule has ever been, not to cover each

other's faults. No one, I think, knows him better than I do, and

unless his conduct appears to me very different from what it really

is, he is certainly an injured man; and his wounds are the less

excuseable, inasmuch as they were received in the house of his

_friends_. My sole design is to state _facts_, which I mean to do

_faithfully_, without reference to friend or foe. If I should err, it

will be unintentional, and I shall be open to correction; if I am

correct, I am not answerable for the inferences which may be drawn

from my statements.

Another individual who has been _brothered_, and _kissed_, and

_smitten in the fifth rib_, by the Joabs of modern christianity, I

will introduce to your acquaintance under the title of THE AUTHOR.

But before I enter upon those events which belong more immediately to

my subject, it is due to many pious and very excellent individuals to

record of them, that the author ever found in them a spirit becoming

the christian, and principles of oral and religious conduct which

demonstrate, that, as there were seven thousand in ancient Israel, who

had not bowed to the image of Baal, so there are many in _modern_

Israel who are true to their profession. These he will delight to

remember, and to cherish for them the warmest emotions of gratitude,

while life remains. They are of that number who make _actions_ the

criterion of _character_, and who expect to be _judged_ according to

their _works_; and who claim not to be esteemed _christians_ any

farther then they _live_ like christians.

As soon as the author was released from his long and dreary

confinement, he united with the church with a view to the ministry,

and to spending his life in publishing salvation to prisons. To this

course he had been urged by many of his particular friends, and

prompted by his most sanguine feelings; and to his mind, there was but

one objection against it. This objection grew out of the popular

interpretation of St. Paul's language, that a minister must have a

good report of them that are without; which is generally understood to

exclude from the desk all those who have, in any way, rendered

themselves infamous, however sincerely they may have repented, and

however thoroughly they may have reformed. On this he balanced for

some time; but when he reflected that John Bunyan and the American

Fuller, had been useful in the ministry, after having a very _bad_

report of them who were without, he thought that he might be excused

if he followed their steps. It occurred to him, also, that if Christ

came into the world to save _sinners_--if the pious king of Israel

came into the courts of his God, after washing his hands from the

blood of _murder_, and bathing himself from the pollution of an

_adulterous bed_--if the sacred orator of MAR'S HILL came to the

ministry from off a sea of martyr's blood, which his _wicked hands had

spilt_--if the preacher on the day of Pentecost had been the _Satan_

whom Jesus ordered to get behind him, and the _profane denier_ of his

accused Master--if, in fine, he who was with Jesus in Paradise, in the

_evening_, had been conducted, in the _morning_, from a _criminal's

dungeon_ to the cross of an _ignominious death_; no good reason could

be assigned why a man might not leave a prisoner's cell, and take that

course to usefulness which providence seemed to point out.

The objection thus obviated, and a sense of duty prompting him, he

cheerfully followed in the opening of providence; and in the usual

time, after the customary examination, he was admitted into the

ministerial fellowship of the Methodist denomination, and licensed to

preach the gospel.

He now began to feel as if he was in the bosom of none but true and

christian friends. In the deep blue firmament of his future hopes, no

cloud was seen; and the earth around him was rich with the fragrance

and verdure of promise. But "disappointment smiled at hope's career,"

and blight beneath, and clouds above, soon taught him that a "brother

will utterly supplant, and a neighbor walk with slanders"--that "they

will deceive and not speak the truth."

During the first six months after his enlargement, he was frequently

in company with some of those preachers who had officiated as

chaplains at the prison; and from what he had heard them say in their

sermons and prayers, he was expecting them to take some interest in

his case, and give him some advice. But in this he expected too much.

Not one of them ever inquired what he was doing, nor offered any

assistance to get him into business; nor did they ever mention the

subject of _religion_ in his hearing. These were _negative friends_,

for they did him no _good_. They were also _negative enemies_, for

they did him no _harm_. And had _all_ his enemies been _negative_

ones, it would have been a very happy circumstance for him; but alas!

most of them have been _positive enemies_ to the extent of their

power.

The first brother in the ministry who lifted up his heel against him,

was Rev. R. L. H***. I would mention this man's name with some

respect, knowing that the person he injured, feels that a great debt

of gratitude is not cancelled by any efforts which his enemy has made,

to divide him from the esteem, respect, and confidence of the church.

The claims of gratitude I know are lasting, and it must be painful to

find one who has been a benefactor, become an enemy without any cause.

But such things _do_ happen, and this is an instance of it; and though

the heart that bled retains no resentment, still I have a motive for

rescuing this fact from oblivion, and preserving it in this connexion.

The fact is as follows.--

The author, after an absence of some months, returned to the vicinity

in which Mr. H---- resided, and by the request of a friend, preached

from a particular text. In the sermon he dropped some remarks, which

were considered as outstripping the theological landmarks of the

order, of which it pleased Mr. H. to take a most scrutinizing notice.

The sentiment objected to was, that the proportion of the saved over

the lost, would be as _ten thousand_ to _one_. As this opinion was

very harshly and unfairly treated, the author took it up in another

discourse, and argued it at full length from the Scriptures. Mr. H.

was present, and closed the meeting with a string of remarks as long

as the sermon, which he treated with no high degree of christian

courtesy. After the service was closed, the disputed sentiment was

discussed by the preacher and Mr. H., and the latter gentleman soon

found, that he had engaged in a work for which he was perfectly

unprepared. Scarcely able to write _legibly_, profoundly ignorant of

_all science_, and even of the first principles of his vernacular

tongue, he yet had the vanity to contest a point in the high science

of theology; and the immense weight of his ignorance, which he had

never felt so sensibly before, so wounded him into resentment against

his antagonist, that he began to denounce him as a _heretic_, and

tried to ruin his christian character in the church and among his

friends. As the author left that place immediately to fulfil his

engagements, Mr. H. had an excellent opportunity to gratify his

unenviable feelings against him, which he did to a far greater extent

than will suit his convenience in the world to come.

Another Joab will be found in the person of Rev. E. W. S. This man was

a friend to the author while his own interest required him to be, and

when _that_ interest changed, he became his enemy. The conduct of this

man is enough to make humanity redden with shame. The meanness of his

soul--the pollution of his heart, and the iniquity of his conduct,

exhibit outlines of character, which I hope can find a prototype in no

being but himself. Slander was his delightful and busy employment; and

with low hints, dirty insinuations, and all the filthy brood of

scandal, he was in close fellowship and constant communion. It is

enough to say of this Rev. gentleman, that when he desired to take the

place of the author, he laboured with all his might to shake the

confidence of the community in him; and though he laboured without

success, he rendered the situation of his prophetic victim so

unpleasant, that he voluntarily withdrew from a field which his

unprovoked enemy had _secretly_ planted with _thistles_.

But Mr. S. gained nothing by this; for though the field which he

desired to occupy, was left open to him, he found that the community

there had no desire for _his_ services. This is generally the result

of such conduct. There is a re-action in guilt, and Haman generally

dies on the gallows which he erected for Mordecai.

About this time the author had occasion to doubt the sincerity of some

other clergymen, who made great professions of friendship for him, and

were loud in praises of their own piety. He learned here the elements

of that knowledge which has been fully taught him since--_that

profession is not principle--that self-interest is so general a spring

to action in_ ALL _minds, that it will not be safe, in practice, to

admit of any exceptions--and that generous confidence in man is often

an ignis fatuus that leads to ruin_. SELF is every man's idol, and he

loves it with all his heart. I admit that there are exceptions, and

humanity is not _really_ so bad, as, in practice, we are _prudently_

to consider it. There are _exceptions_, but who knows, where to make

them? "COMMIT YOURSELF TO NO MAN," is the voice of all experience; and

_my_ experience has taught _me_, that, in a clash or competition of

interests, no man will regard _mine_, and I must _contend_ for, or

_lose_ it.

It pains my heart to be compelled to write such bitter things against

that nature which I possess in common with others, and I should not

yield to the necessity of doing so, had I not an important duty to

perform. There are many individuals coming out of prisons every year,

and they are coming out under an impression that they can regain their

characters and be respected by their fellow men. I wish to inform them

that their expectations are groundless. If they will consent to become

the _tools_ of a party, and _stepping_ stones for others, they will be

treated _as_ tools and stepping stones; but if they set up for

themselves, and contend for their rights, they will be like deers

amidst a thousand blood hounds and hunters. Few men whose interest

they will not promote to the neglect of their own, will be too good to

tell them of things gone by; and even ministers will treat them worse

than Michael treated the Devil.

I have made these remarks with reference to the treatment the author

received from Rev. Messrs. J. S----, N. W. W----, A. C---- and M.

C----, and, also, to what he suffered during his connexion with the M.

P. C. in B----, a faithful though brief account of which, I am now

going to submit to the reader.

The author's connexion with this church was formed in the month of

July, 1831. He was engaged by the committee in full view of his

imprisonment, and with a solemn pledge on their part, that what was

past should never be considered any thing against him in their minds,

and that they never would desert him on account of it. How well some

of them have kept their pledge I need not say. All that related to

their pastor was soon communicated in different ways to the members of

the church, and they respected him none the less on account of what

was past.

The ministers who had officiated previous to this time, were Rev. J.

S., President of the Annual Conference of the M. P. Church in

Massachusetts, a man whose name is identified with the early history

of Methodism in New England, and dear to the hearts of thousands; Rev.

T. F. N. Superintendent of the church in Malden; and Rev. J. D. Y.

These gentlemen united their labors to promote the interests of the

church, and they expressed much satisfaction when the author was

appointed to labor in that place. Both in the public prints, and in

private conversation, they gave the strongest demonstrations of their

good feeling and entire satisfaction in the event. Why they changed

their minds, and what cause they had to become enemies to the man whom

they had so highly commended, must be inferred from circumstances; and

all the circumstances necessary to this inference I shall now lay

before the reader.

Soon after the author's connexion with the church, Rev. Mr. Y.

proposed to have him ordained _Deacon_, which was accordingly done.

The church immediately proposed to have him ordained _Elder_, which

was also done. To this some objections were made by the ministers

above named, but the vote for it, both in the church and conference,

was _unanimous_.

About this time there was an obvious change in the conduct of Rev. Mr.

Y. The cause of this change, I should not like to assume the

responsibility of giving. Some thought it was on account of the last

ordination, and the act of the President in appointing the author

superintendent of the church _over_ him. If this was the cause it

evinces a greater share of vanity in him than ought to belong to a

christian minister.

At no distant period from this, Rev. Mr. N. began to give some

indications of coldness towards the church and its appointed minister.

I have no more data for the cause of _this_ change than I have for

that in Rev. Mr. Y. This much, however, I know, that Rev. Mr. N.

condemned in the most pointed and bitter language, the conduct of the

other gentleman, said it was unmanly, unchristian, and cruel.

Last of all Rev. Mr. S. became displeased with the author, and united

with the other gentlemen above named to injure him. What this last

gentleman gave as the cause of his coldness towards the author was a

sentence in one of his published letters, which he considered as a

reflection on him. The sentence was the following:--

"Had you sent us an able minister when Dr. French left us, not only

would some serious internal difficulties have been prevented, but the

cause which then began to bud, would, before this time, have produced

a glorious harvest."

This letter was addressed to the Editor of the M. P. Periodical in

Baltimore; and as Rev. Mr. S. took charge of the church when Dr.

French left it, he said the implication was that _he_ was not an

"_able minister_."

It was not in Rev. Mr. S's nature to take fire at such trifles, and it

is due to him to say, that he was instigated by others, or he never

would have acted so inconsistently. The sentence objected to had not

the least reference to him, who was highly and deservedly esteemed by

the church, but belonged to things well known at the time, in which he

shared no blame.

The course pursued by the author amidst these difficulties, was that

of self-defence and submission to the proper and only authority of the

church. He was what _that_ authority made him, and every favor it

conferred, came unsought. He had his opinions of right and wrong, and

he always counselled, but never opposed the voice of the church. In

this respect he differed from his enemies, who took it on themselves

to oppose what the church did, and to deny her right to act

independently of them, or against the will of a body of which they

were the Alpha and Omega. They used every effort in their power to

accomplish their purposes against the church and its minister, but to

little effect. At length, growing weary with perpetual war, the author

concluded to take up his connexion with his people and go to New-York.

To this, some opposition was made by the church, but his purpose had

been matured and could not be changed. He accordingly took letters,

and united with the Conference in New-York; which also received the

church into its fellowship at the same time, and sent Rev. Thomas K.

Witsil to superintend it. But this was an unfortunate connexion. The

old enemies of the church and of the author, began now to practice on

Rev. Mr. Witsil, and in a very few months the church was shaken down

and scattered to the winds of the heavens.

I am now going to mention particularly what the Rev. enemies of the

author did to injure him, while he was in B., and after he left

it.--They tried to shake public confidence in him by mean allusions to

his past history, both among the members of the church and

congregation. They wrote letters to a distance to prevent his getting

into employment. They published the most bitter and unchristian libels

against him in the common newspapers of the city. And they resorted to

all the means they could to cut off his means of support in the

church. I have on record all their acts and doings against him--I have

copies of the letters they sent to New-York--the pieces they printed

in the papers--and what they said to individuals in the city. One of

them may think that he has been cunning enough to escape observation

in what he has done, but he is mistaken. His path has been observed,

his track has been seen; and there may be a day of retribution.

Now, what just cause had they to array themselves against that

individual? What evil had he done, that they should treat him thus? He

has means of referring to their own printed letters, in which they

speak much in his favor; what has he done since to give just occasion

for such attacks?

The author is fully aware of the fact that no man is a proper judge of

his own cause, and that in the heat of opposition, both parties are

apt to be in the wrong. Of his own fallibility, he has had too many

painful evidences to entertain a doubt; and he presumes not to say

that in all things he acted as he should were he to be placed in the

same circumstances again. How infallible his enemies are, in their own

opinion, he is too well informed to inquire. They think that they did

right in all they did, I have no doubt of this, for the Holy Bible

assures me that God will send to certain individuals strong delusions

that they may believe a lie. They no doubt think they were doing God

service, when they were trying to ruin a fellow creature. When they

were serving their master well, they said; "Come, see our zeal for the

Lord." I readily admit that, like Saul, they did these things

ignorantly and in unbelief; and for this reason I hope they will find

mercy, and be saved in the day of the Lord Jesus, even if it should be

"so as by fire." It is then, as has been already intimated, very

possible that both parties have something to lament, and something to

repent of. On this possibility I have thought much, and while I can

find no vindication for his enemies on the principles of honorable

conduct in heaven, or earth, or under the earth, I find it equally

difficult to vindicate the conduct of the author in some things. It

was right for him to submit to the voice of the church, and to promote

her interest against all her enemies. It was right for him to defend

himself against the wicked attacks of his personal foes. And the only

part of his conduct that, after deliberate examination, seems to

deserve any animadversion is, that in which he put confidence in

strangers, and trusted them contrary to the maxims of prudence and the

voice of his own experience. But he trusts that the evils he endured

from want of prudence will have a good effect on him for the future;

and if they cause him to withhold his confidence from strangers, and

trust no man because he is a _professor_ or _minister_, till he knows

whether he is what he professes to be, he will have no occasion to

regret them.

The melancholy fact that the most sanguine professions of friendship

are not to be relied upon, draws strong confirmation from the conduct

of the Reverend enemies of the author mentioned above. They were warm

in their _professions_, and equally warm in their _enmity_. His

flatterers and eulogists, and his traducers and persecutors. Making

him an angel one day, and a devil the next. One week learned and

eloquent, and another ignorant and stammering. With one breath

comparing him to Cicero, and with the next to an Indian. Any thing or

nothing--a saint or a sinner--according to the whim of the moment or

the expediency of the case. It is impossible to find greater

inconsistencies than their conduct presents; and if any man wants

occasion to be ashamed of his race, let him look at the actions of

these men. They kissed and stabbed; defended and deserted; applauded

and condemned, just as their present interest seemed to dictate;

though the object of their praise and vituperation was the same being

at all times, acting on the same principles, and pursuing the same

even and steady way.

But what makes this picture the more saddening to the soul, is, the

extent of its application. It presents the very common exhibitions of

character which abound in our world. Under similar circumstances, who

that has not the lovely principles of the gospel in his soul, would

act very differently? This is, however, no apology for them. The

frequency of a crime detracts not from its deformity, and sin is sin

though an angel should commit it. And the general application of these

ugly features of human depravity demonstrates the chilling truth, that

he who has fallen can never hope to rise. Interest will have sway, and

before its influence, justice and mercy are but dust before a tempest.

He that sins and is detected will carry the scar to his grave, and he

might as well try to blot out the sun as to hide it.

I have now finished the account which I promised to give of the

author's connexion with the M. P. C. in B.; but it may not be out of

place to mention here what treatment he met with from some other

ministers. Passing along the street in the city, he met, one day, the

Rev. E. W. a clergyman of the Episcopal Methodist Church. This man

addressed him in a very abrupt, rude, uncivil, ungentlemanly, and

unchristian speech, of which the following is a literal extract. "You

ought never to have been allowed to preach, and if I had the power you

never should, nor any one like you. You may be a good christian and

get to heaven, but a man who has fallen under the censure of mankind

ought never to be elevated to the ministry." Surely the man who should

dare to use such language to a fellow mortal, ought to be very pure

himself. I wish the Rev. E. W. to remember this treatment which he

gave to his fellow man, and be very careful not to fall under "the

censure of mankind." And before he prepares to abuse and insult

another man, let him take a little precaution, lest in judging others

he should condemn himself. It is a very common fault of our nature,

from which even the Rev. E. W. was not exempted, to magnify specks on

the character of others into blots, and consider blots on our own as

only specks.

About this time the author had commenced a series of publications in a

certain _Religious Periodical_; but his _name_ giving offence, he was

desired by the Editor to substitute a _fictitious_, for his _real_

signature, as his productions could no longer appear in his paper

unless he did. This he said was the decision of the Committee of the

paper, most of whom were _clergymen_. They had nothing against his

writing for the paper, if he would suppress his name, but it would not

comport with their views of propriety, to admit him to an equal

privilege with themselves. The author from that time, withdrew his

contributions from the columns of that periodical.

Now, in view of this treatment endured by the author, I have but few

observations to make. His enemies were ministers, and other officers

in the Church of Christ. They were under solemn obligations to do as

they would be done by; and yet they perseveringly opposed a man who

had never injured them, and because they could find nothing else

against him, they harped on what had transpired more than ten years

before. While they professed to love their neighbour, they wilfully

did him an injury. With one hand they took him by the beard to kiss

him, while the other was holding a pointed dagger. This shews what

sinful beings are found on earth, and proves that many who profess to

be the meek and humble followers of the LAMB, have hearts warmed with

the blood of the WOLF. It is truly painful to dwell on such uncomely

exhibitions of human character, and I should not have been so minute

in these details did I not feel impelled by a sense of duty. I have

trodden this thorny path myself, and for the benefit of those who may

come after me, I wish to leave, at every turn in the road, this

salutary maxim--TRUST NOT IN MAN. Many no doubt will consider my

accounts of human nature too dark; but no one who has had experience

in the school of poverty or dependence, will charge me with being an

_Acetic_. I have no enmity against my species to draw me from a fair

statement of facts, nor can I be induced to keep back, out of a false

respect for mankind, a fair representation of those traits of

character which lie hidden from ordinary view, like vipers under a

rose bush. Believe my testimony, or doubt it; approve or condemn; call

me friend or foe; God knows, and _you_ will one day know, that I have

declared nothing but what my ears have heard, my eyes seen, and my

hands handled.

One paragraph more will close this part of my subject. One Sabbath as

I was seated on my bench in my cell, spending the lonely hours in deep

reflection on the miseries of life, and the unsympathizing temperament

of the human heart, one of my cell-mates, more intelligent and

observing than the others, very suddenly broke out into the following

remarks:--

"Our sentences are various, but they should all be alike. Some of us

are doomed here only for a series of years, but we ought all to have

been sentenced for life. Some of us may live to get our liberty, but

we ought all to die here. What interest has any one of us beyond these

walls? What hope can we cherish of ever regaining the confidence of

our fellow men? We have fallen and how can we rise? I have been taking

an imaginary walk among men, carrying along with me the marks of my

present condition, so that all might know where I have been. I have

visited all classes, and all are alike. I have, all through my

journey, laboured to do right, and give evidence that I have reformed.

How have I been treated? I have been hissed by the multitude--despised

by those who were once my equals--and trampled on by all.--The church

has indeed recorded my name, but she placed me behind the door--and

the minister always shunned me if he could.--Saints and sinners looked

at me askance, and I have returned contented to live and die in

prison, rather than go out and wither under the certain scorn of

mankind."

II. My second proposition is, to shew how repentant criminals _ought_

to be treated, according to the divine principle of the text.

It is recognized as a principle in the divine administration, that a

bad man may become a good one. On this principle the whole system of

the gospel turns. And when the happy change takes place, it is another

principle of the same administration, to forgive the past

transgressions, and mention them no more to the injury or confusion of

the penitent. When the prodigal returns his rejoicing father thinks no

more of his prodigality. This is the manner in which God treats his

repenting children; and he makes his example a law for all his

creatures. "If the wicked restore the pledge, give again that he had

robbed, walk in the statutes of life without committing iniquity; he

shall surely live, he shall not die. None of the sins that he hath

committed shall be mentioned unto him; he hath done that which is

lawful and right; he shall surely live." This is the law of heaven on

this subject, and it ought to be obeyed. Christians pray to be

pardoned _as they pardon_, and God assures us that if we do not pardon

those who trespass against us, we shall not be pardoned for our sins

against him. Hence the manner in which repentant and reforming sinners

should be treated is obvious; and it is equally obvious that those who

do not treat them according to this rule, are not christians.

III. My last proposition is, to shew the good that would flow from

such treatment, not only to the _penitents_, but to the _community_,

and the cause of _religion_.

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