TO MITCHELL McDONALD

TŌKYŌ, October, 1899.

DEAR MITCHELL,--No news up here, to interest you.

I am not doing anything much at present. Don't know whether I shall

appear in print again for several years. Anyhow, I shall never write

again except when the spirit moves me. It doesn't pay; and what you

call "reputation" is a most damnable, infernal, unmitigated misery and

humbug--a nasty smoke--a foretaste of that world of black angels to

which the wicked are destined. (Thanks for your promise not to make any

more introductions; but I fear the mischief has been done; and Yokohama

is now for me a place to be shunned while life lasts.)

Six hundred pages (about) represent my present quota of finished

manuscript. But I shall this time let the thing mellow a good deal,

and publish only after judicious delay. While every book I write costs

me more than I can get for it, it is evident that literature holds no

possible rewards for me;--and like a sensible person I am going to try

to do something really good, that won't sell.

In the meanwhile, however, I want not to think about publishers and

past efforts at all. That is waste of time. I shall prepare to cross

the great Pacific instead,--unless I have to cross a greater Pacific in

very short order. I should like a chat with you soon; but I am not going

down to Yokohama for an age. It is better not. When I keep to myself

up here, things begin to simmer and grow: a sudden change of milieu

invariably stops the fermentation. Wish you were anywhere else that is

pleasant except--at the G. H.

Affectionately ever,

LAFCADIO.

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