TO PAGE M. BAKER

MATSUE, August, 1891.

DEAR PAGE,--I answer your dear letter at once, as you wished me to

do. It reached me to-day, on my return from Kizuki, the Holy City of

Japan,--where I have become something of a favourite with the high

pontiff of the most ancient and sacred shrine of the land,--which

no other European was ever permitted to enter before me. And I am

travelling now,--stopping at home only on my way to other curious and

unknown places. For this part of Japan is so little known that I was

the first to furnish Murray's Guidebook editors with some information

thereabout....

But I had unknown friends here who knew me through my "Chinese

Ghosts"--so they applied to the Government for me, and I got an

educational position under contract. The contract was renewed last March

for a year--the extreme term allowed by law. My salary is only $100 per

month; but that is equal here to more than double the sum in America.

So that I am able to keep up nearly the nicest house in town,--outside

of a few very rich men,--to have several servants, to give dinners, and

to dress my little wife tolerably nicely. Moreover, life in Japan is

something so placid and kindly and gentle--that it is just like one of

those dreams in which everybody is good-natured about everything. The

missionaries have no reason to like me,--for one had to be discharged to

secure me; and I teach the boys to respect their own beautiful faith and

the gods of their fathers, and not to listen to proselytism. However,

the missionaries leave me alone. We have a tiff about Spencer in the

_Japan Mail_ sometimes; but as a rule I am completely isolated from all

Europeans. It is only at long intervals one ever gets so far,--with

the exception of an austere female stationed here in the vague hope of

making a convert.

Of course I will send you a photograph of my little wife. I must tell

you I am married only in the Japanese manner as yet,--because of the

territorial law. Only by becoming a Japanese citizen, which I think I

shall do, will it be possible to settle the matter satisfactorily. By

the present law, the moment a foreigner marries a native according to

English law, she becomes an English citizen, and her children English

subjects, if she have any. Therefore she becomes subject to territorial

laws regarding foreigners,--obliged to live within treaty limits,

and virtually separated from her own people. So it would be her ruin

to marry her according to English form, until I become a Japanese in

law;--for should I die, she would have serious reason to regret her loss

of citizenship.

As for going abroad--I mean back to you all--I don't know what to

say. Just now, of course, I could not if I would; for I am under

legal contract. Then my plans for a book on Japan are but a quarter

finished. Then, my little woman would be very unhappy, I fear, away

from her people and her gods;--for this country is so strange that it

is impossible for any who have never lived here for a long time to

understand the enormous difference between the thought and feeling of

the Japanese and our own. But, later on, perhaps I _must_ go back for a

time to see about getting out a book. Then I will probably appeal to you

for a year's employ or something. The Orient is more fascinating than

you may suppose: here, remember, the people _really_ eat lotuses: they

form a common article of diet. But no human being can tell exactly what

the future has in store for him. So I cannot for the life of me say now

what I shall do....

We are many years behind you here. In Matsue there is a little newspaper

of which I must send you a copy as a curiosity. Every week or two there

is an article in it about me. For "the foreigner's" every act is a

subject for comment. There is no such thing in Japan as privacy. There

are no secrets. Every earthly thing a man does is known to everybody,

and life is extravagantly, astoundingly frank. The moral effect is,

in my opinion, extremely good,--though the missionaries, who lie hard

about this country, say the reverse. Think of nothing but a paper screen

dividing all your life from the lives about you,--a paper screen to poke

a hole through, which is not considered outrageous, unless the screen

be decorated with celebrated paintings. That is _common_ life here.

As for me, I have a secluded house, with three gardens round it. But,

according to popular custom, I must never shut the door, or lock myself

up except at night. One must not be nervous here, or impatient: it is

impossible to remain either in such an atmosphere, or to be ill-natured,

or to hide anything. And just think of it!--I having to give lectures

and make speeches through an interpreter, which lectures and speeches

are duly printed in a Japanese magazine! To speak before a Japanese

audience, however, is delightful. One look at all the placid smiling

faces reassures the most shrinking soul at once.

Well, at all events, I shall write you often, and send you something

queer betimes. I must now get ready to take the little steamer by which

I start.

With best regards to all, and to you best love, I remain,

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