It was sunny and bright next day, and it was easy to remove him to the

hospital close by--I was on the staff there for the matter of that. He

had pneumonia. They were all very kind to the old gentleman, both the

doctors and the students, and dear Soeur Philomene managed matters so

successfully that she got a private room for him. He continued delirious

the whole of that day and night, but towards morning he became conscious

and recognised me. He then insisted on returning at once to his own

quarters, but quieted down considerably on being told he was in a

private room, and that he was quite independent of all the other

patients. After some hesitation he inquired what he would have to pay,

and I answered him I did not think the hospital could charge him

anything, as the _Societe des Auteurs Dramatiques_ was entitled to a

free bed, and I doubted whether it would be the right thing to refuse to

avail himself of this privilege, as of course every one knew who he

was. Soeur Philomene, who stood behind his pillow, shook her finger

reprovingly at my little white lie, but I could well see by the

expression of her eyes that she forgave me. I had touched the poor old

author's most sensitive chord; with keenest interest he made me repeat

over and over again what I had said about the _Societe des Auteurs

Dramatiques_ and a faint smile of content lit up his faded old face when

at last I had succeeded in making him believe me. From that moment he

seemed quite pleased and satisfied with everything, and he did not

realise himself how rapidly he was sinking. According to his wish, a

little table with writing materials had been placed beside his bed, but

he had not yet tried to write anything.

The night had been worse than usual, and during the morning round I

noticed that Soeur Philomene had hung a little crucifix at the head of

his bed. He lay there quite silent the whole day, once only when he was

given his broth he asked for the name of the most rapid poison, and

Soeur Philomene thought it was prussic acid.

Towards evening he became more feverish, and his eyes began to be

restless. He begged me to sit down beside him, and after swearing me

over to secrecy he unveiled to me the plot of his new tragedy where the

rival gives prussic acid to the bride and bridegroom during the wedding

ceremony. He spoke rapidly and cheerfully, and with a triumphant glance

he asked me whether I thought the Theatre Francais would dare to reject

him this time, and I answered that I did not believe it would dare to do

so. The work was to proceed with great speed, the first act was to be

ready next morning, and in a week's time at the very latest he intended

to send in the manuscript for perusal.

He became more and more delirious, and he did not pay any more attention

to my answers. His eye still rested on mine, but his horizon widened

more and more, for the barriers of this world began to fall away. His

speech became more and more rapid, and I could no longer follow his

staggering thought. But his face still expressed what his failing

perception could no longer form into words, and with deep emotion I

witnessed death bestow on him the joy that life had denied him.

He seemed to listen. There flew a light over his pale features, his eye

sparkled, and with head erect the old man sat up in bed. He shook away

his gray curls, and a shimmer of triumph fell over his brow. With his

hand on his heart the dying author made a low bow, for in the silence of

the falling night he heard the echo of his life's fondest dream; he

heard the Theatre Francais jubilant with applause!

And slowly the curtain sank upon the old author's last tragedy.

[Footnote 20: Scoundrels and poisoners.]

[Footnote 21: The then manager of the Theatre Francais.]

MONT BLANC

KING OF THE MOUNTAINS

Mont Blanc is the monarch of mountains;

They crown'd him long ago

On a throne of rocks, in a robe of clouds,

With a diadem of snow.

Byron.

_Note._--The following paper may perhaps be considered rather

too whimsical by those unacquainted with a little adventure I

had while descending Mont Blanc, an adventure which began in an

avalanche and ended happily in a crevasse. The article dances

away on the rope of a single metaphor, and dances over

precipices. But the sentiment reflected in the word-picture of

the title impresses me still so strongly, so much do I still

admire the anger of the mighty snow-mountain, that I dare not

approach it with the familiarity of a reporter. I see that here

and there I have tried to smile--that is because of the pain in

my frozen foot. When I make fun of Mont Blanc I am reminded of

an antique bas-relief once seen in Rome, representing a little

Satyr, who, a look of blank astonishment on his face, measures

the toe of a sleeping Polyphemus.

The ascent of Mont Blanc is easy.

No one attempts the _Weisshorn_, _Dent Blanche_, or the _Matterhorn_

unless his eye be calm and his foot sure, but we all know that Tartarin

of Tarascon went up Mont Blanc--although he never arrived at the top.

They are indomitable revolutionists, these other mountain giants,

freedom's untamed heroes who refuse to be subjugated save by the sun

alone, haughty lords of the Alps who know themselves to be princes of

the blood.

But Mont Blanc is the crowned king of the Alps. There was a time when he

was sullen and cruel, but he has grown kinder-hearted in his old age,

and now, like a venerable patriarch, he sits there, the white-haired

Charlemagne, looking out in calm majesty over his three kingdoms.

Good-humouredly he suffers the Lilliputians to crawl up the

marble-bright steps that lead into his citadel, and with royal

hospitality he allows them to visit his ice-shining castle.

But when the summer day begins to darken into autumn, he goes to sleep

in his white state bed under a canopy of clouds. And then he does not

like to be disturbed, the old king.

No, he does not like to be disturbed; I knew it well. I had addressed

myself to his retainers and had been told that it was too late for an

audience, that the king did not receive at this time. I had come from

afar, my knapsack on my back, my head full of wonderful stories about

the far-famed palace, and longing to see the proud old mountain-king.

Somewhat disconcerted I hung for a while about the castle gates,

muttering socialistic sentences to myself. I had taken in radical

newspapers all the summer and was not to be treated in that off-hand

way. It is the lot of the great to be subjected to the gaze of

inquisitive eyes, and I can but be turned away, thought I to myself, and

up I went with two followers. Perhaps it was a trifle unceremonious on

my part, but I am not used to the court etiquette of conventionality.

Summer accompanied me a little way; at first she climbed the slopes with

ease, planting her foot firmly in the clefts, but it was not difficult

to see that she, the fair daughter of the valley, did not look forward

to the royal visit as ardently as I did. I had got myself up in

court-dress to pay my respects to the ice-gray monarch, in sharp-spiked

mountain shoes, snow gaiters, and steel-pointed pilgrim staff, but she

was in no wise equipped to meet the requirements of such a journey, poor

little one! The wind pulled and tugged at her leaf-woven petticoat, and

sharp stones cut her green velvet shoes adorned with bows of harebell

and forget-me-not. But she did not give in so easily; she bound her poor

feet with soft moss; she patched her petticoat with bracken and juniper,

and although her fingers were stiff-frozen, neatly and gracefully she

managed to weave some tiny heather-bells between.

And thus we reached the summit of a rock, and on the edge thereof sat

Cerberus, the fierce sentinel of the castle, barking and howling and

shaking his arctic fur till great white tufts flew in the air around. I

have never been afraid of bad-tempered dogs and hailed old Boreas by his

name and asked him in our own language if he did not recognise me, he,

the guardian of my childhood's home. And sure enough he rushed at me

full speed! He laid his paws upon my breast with such force that he

nearly knocked me backward over the cliff, and licked my face with his

icy tongue till I could hardly breathe. But suddenly, in the midst of

his friendly demonstrations, he bit my nose, and, what is more, he

nearly bit it off--that is what I have always said, one cannot be too

careful where strange dogs are concerned! If any one is a lover of dogs

I am, but I did not know how to take that, and hurried on as quickly as

possible. He evidently thought he belonged to the party, and followed us

growling like the brute that he was. But Summer took fright and said she

dared not go any farther, and so we took leave of each other.

Light-footed and joyous she returned to the green of the alpine meadows,

and I, drawing my coat closer round me, went on my way. Some firs also

took courage, and, gripping the rugged granite with sinewy arms, they

followed us up the rock.

Steeper and steeper became the track, fewer and fewer the green-clad

bodyguard which advanced with me. And soon the last of them halted

beneath the shelter of a jutting rock. I asked them if they would not

come a little farther, but they shook their white heads and bade me

farewell. Deeper and deeper penetrated the chill of death into the

mountain's veins; slower and slower beat the heart of Nature; higher

and higher went my path. And there she stood, the last outpost of

Summer, the courageous little child-flower of the mountain heights,

beautiful as her name, _Edelweiss_! She stood there quite alone with her

feet in the snow; no living soul had she to bear her company, but she

was just as neat for all that in her gray little woollen gown edged with

frost pearls, and just as frankly for all that did she look up at the

sun. She also had her part to play, and it was not for me to do her any

harm. I glanced at her a moment and thought how pretty she was, although

so simply dressed in her homespun clothes, poor little half-frozen

Cinderella amongst her summer-fair sisters of the valley.

I stood now on the frontier of the kingdom of Eternal Winter, and firm

of foot I crossed the moat of frozen glacier-waves which surrounded the

citadel of the ice-monarch. There reigned a desolate repose over the

sleeping palace, and I felt that I was drawing nigh unto a king. I

wandered through deserted castle-halls on whose dazzling white carpets

no human foot had ever trod, beneath crystal-glittering temple vaults

through which the organ thundered like the roar of a subterranean river,

between tall colonnades whose cloud-hidden capitals supported the

firmament.

So I gained the highest tower of the castle. The winding staircase

leading thereunto was gone, but with ice-axe and rope we assaulted the

Royal Eagle's nest.

And I stood face to face with the mountain-king. Upon the giant's

forehead sat the beaming diadem of the sun, and an unspeakable splendour

of purple and gold fell over his royal mantle. No echo from the valleys

disturbed his proud repose; mournful in isolated peace he sat on high

surveying his mute kingdom. Silent stood the bodyguard about his throne,

the tall grenadiers with steel-glinting ice armour upon their granite

breasts and cloud-crested helmets upon their snow-white heads. I knew

the weather-beaten features of more than one of them full well, and

reverently I greeted the giants by name, _Schreckhorn_, _Wetterhorn_,

_Finsteraarhorn_, _Monte Rosa_, _Monte Viso_, and her, the virgin

warrior with lowered vizor over her beautiful face immaculate as Diana

in her snow-white garb, _Die Jungfrau_! And my eye dwelt long upon the

proud combatant yonder, Achilles-like in his god-forged armour purpled

with blood, the _Matterhorn_!

But suddenly the king's face darkened and a sombre cloud fell over his

forehead. He took off his crown, and his white curls flew in the wind,

and without paying the slightest attention to us he put on his

night-cap.[22] And we understood that the audience was ended.

But he must be a good sleeper indeed if he be able to rest in such a

noise as this, thought we, for around us there arose a fearful tumult.

The storm raged over our heads till we thought the roof of the castle

would fall in upon us, and Boreas, like a hungry wolf, howled at our

heels. Hastily we retraced our steps through the darkening palace;

through deserted courtyards where spirit hands swept every trace of path

away; through vast state halls, gloomy as chambers of death in their

white draperies; through vaults adown which the organ stormed as on the

Day of Judgment.

But there was something wrong with these old castle-halls--I began to

think they were haunted. There were groans and shrieks; a shrill and

scornful laugh rang suddenly through the air, and beside us flew long

shadows swathed in white--it was not easy to make out what they were;

mountain-wraiths, I suppose.

We then reached a big plain called "_le grand plateau_," but we had

hardly got halfway across it before a cannon shot rent the skies. I

looked up to see the white smoke dancing down the Mont Maudit and a

whole mountain of projectiles bearing down upon us with the speed of an

avalanche--_Sapristi!_ On we went. Then there came a crash as though the

thunder had burst over our heads, the ground gaped under our feet, and I

fell into Hades. Everything became silent and the chill of death fell

over me.

But the instinct of self-preservation roused me, and half awake I sat up

in the coffin and looked around. At the same moment one of my companions

also crept out of his shroud, and by the help of the ice-axe we forced

open the lid that had already been screwed down over our third

companion. And to our astonishment we discovered that we were not dead

at all. We sat imprisoned in a subterranean dungeon waiting for trial,

but we all agreed that we were in the cell of the condemned. Daylight

fell through a narrow rift over our heads, and beside us yawned a great

chasm--it was like the Mamertine prison in Rome. We had time to meditate

upon a good many things. To complain was useless; to protest against our

fate was useless too; all we could do was to hope that the judicial

formalities might be conducted as quickly as possible--_der Tod ist

nichts, aber das Sterben ist eine schaendliche Erfindung!_[23]

Now and then a white wraith peeped through the opening and with mocking

laugh threw down great heaps of snow, then swept away over our heads.

"Are you still the lords of the earth, you miserable little human

microbes?" they howled until the vault shook again. We clenched our

teeth and said nothing. At last I got quite angry and shouted back to

them that they were nothing but microbes themselves. I glanced at my

companions and all three of us made a sort of grimace to show how

excellent we thought the joke, but it did not come to much, for the

muscles of laughter had been paralysed in our blue faces. But the

wraiths seemed taken aback all the same, and, summoning up all my

courage, I went on calling out that it was useless to give themselves

such airs, that there was something higher than Mont Blanc itself, and I

pointed towards a star which just then glanced down at us poor devils

through the gray fog bars of the opening. I had hardly got the words out

of my mouth before the wraiths vanished one and all, and by the light of

the brightening evening we saw that they had been transformed into huge

blocks of ice, which, impelled by the avalanche, had stopped short at

the very edge of the crevasse--witchcraft, nothing but witchcraft! But

it was not witchcraft that got us out that time. It was something else

that helped us--that which is higher than Mont Blanc.

[Footnote 22: "_Il met son bonnet_"--the guides' usual and sufficiently

characteristic metaphor referring to that little cloud which suddenly

covers the summit of Mont Blanc--it announces a storm. It looks its best

from a certain distance.]

[Footnote 23: Heine.]

RAFFAELLA

The picture was considered one of the very best in the whole Salon, and

the young painter's name was on every one's lips. It was always

surrounded by a group of admirers, fascinated by its beauty. She lay

there on a couch of purple, and around her loveliness there fell as it

were a shimmer from life's May-sun. Refined art-critics had settled her

age to be at most sixteen. There was still something of the enchanting

grace of the child in her slender limbs, and it was as if a veil of

innocence protected her.

Who was she, the fair sleeper, the shaping of whose features was so

noble, the harmony of whose limbs was so perfect? Was it true, what

rumour whispered, that the original of the dazzling picture bore one of

the greatest names of France, that a high-born beauty of Faubourg St.

Germain had, unknown to the man, allowed the artist to behold the ideal

he had sought for but never found? Who was she?

The doctor had stood there for a while listening to the murmur of praise

which bore witness to the young painter's triumph, and slowly making his

way through the fashionable crowd he approached the exit. He stopped

there for a moment or two watching one carriage after another roll down

the Champs Elysees, and then he wandered away across Place de la

Concorde and entered the Boulevard St. Germain. The clock struck seven

as he passed St. Germain des Pres and he hastened his steps, for he had

a long way still to go. He turned into one of the small streets near the

Jardin des Plantes, and it soon seemed as if he had left Paris behind

him. The streets began to darken, and narrowed into lanes, the great

shops shrank into small booths, and the cafes became pot-houses. Fine

coats became more and more rare, and blouses more numerous. It was

nearly eight o'clock, just theatre time down on the brilliant

boulevards, and up here groups of workmen wandered home after the day's

toil. They looked tired and heavy-hearted, but the work was hard,

already by six in the morning the bell was rung in the manufactories and

workshops, and many of them had had an hour's walk to come there. Here

and there stood a ragged figure with outstretched hand, he carried no

inscription on his breast telling how he became blind, he did not recite

one word of the story of his misery--he did not need to do that here,

for those that gave him a sou were poor themselves, and most of them had

known what it meant to be hungry.

The alleys became dirtier and dirtier, and heaps of sweepings and refuse

were left in the filthy gutters; it did not matter so much up here where

only poor people lived.

The doctor entered an old tumble-down house, and groped his way up the

slippery dark stairs as high as he could go. An old woman met him at the

door--he was expected. "_Zitto, zitto!_" (hush, hush), said the old

woman, with her fingers on her lips; "she sleeps." And in a whisper _la

nonna_ (the grandmother) reported how things had been going on since

yesterday. Raffaella had not been delirious in the night, she had lain

quite still and calm the whole day, only now and then she had asked to

see the child, and a short while ago she had fallen asleep with the

little one in her arms. Did _il signor Dottore_ wish to wake her up? No,

that he would not do. He sat himself down in silence beside the old

woman on the bench. They were very good friends these two, and he knew

well the sad story of the family.

They were from St. Germano, the village up amongst the mountains half

way between Rome and Naples, whence most of the Italian models came.

They had arrived in Paris barely two years ago with a number of men and

women from their neighbourhood. Raffaella's mother had caught _la

febbre_ and died at Hotel Dieu a couple of months after their arrival,

and the old woman and the grandchild had had to look after themselves

alone in the foreign city.

And Raffaella had become a model like the others.

And a young artist painted her picture. He painted her beautiful girlish

head, he painted her young bosom. And then fell her poor clothes, and he

painted her maiden loveliness in its budding spring, in the innocent

peace of the sleeping senses. She was the butterfly-winged Psyche, whose

lips Eros has not yet kissed; she was Diana's nymph who, tired after

hunting, unfastens her chiton and, unseen by mortal eyes, bathes her

maiden limbs in the hidden forest lake; she was the fair Dryad of the

grove who falls asleep on her bed of flowers.

His last picture was ready. Fame entered the young artist's studio, and

a ruined child went out from it.

They separated like good friends, he wrote down her address with a piece

of charcoal on the wall, and she went to pose to another painter. So she

went from studio to studio, and her innocence protected her no longer.

One day the old grandmother stood humbly at the door of the fashionable

studio, and told between her sobs that Raffaella was about to become a

mother. Ah yes! he remembered her well, the beautiful girl, and he put

some pieces of gold in the old woman's hand and promised to try to do

something for her. And he kept his word. The same evening he proposed to

his comrades to make a collection for Raffaella's child, and he assumed

that there was no one who had a right to refuse. There was no one who

had the right to refuse. They all gave what they could, some more and

some less, and more than one emptied his purse into the hat which went

round for Raffaella's child. They all thought it was such a pity for

her, the beautiful girl, to have had such bad luck. They wondered what

would become of her, she might of course continue to be a model, but

never would she be the same as before. The sculptors all agreed that the

beautiful lines of the hip could never stand the trial, and the painters

knew well that the exquisite delicacy of her colouring was lost for

ever. The child would of course be put out to nurse in the country, and

the money collected was enough to pay for a whole year. And it was not a

bad idea either to beg their friend, that foreign doctor, who was so

fond of Italians, to give an eye to Raffaella, he might perhaps be

useful in many future contingencies.

And the doctor, who was so fond of Italians, had often been to see her

of late. Raffaella had been so ill, so ill, she had been delirious for

days and nights, and this was the first quiet sleep she had had for a

long time.

No, the doctor certainly did not wish to wake her up; he sat there in

silence beside the old grandmother, deep in thought. He was thinking of

Raffaella's story. It was not new to him, that story, the Italian poor

quarter had more than once told it him, and he had often enough read it

in books. It seemed to him that what he saw in life was far simpler and

far sadder than what he read in books. Nor was there in Raffaella's

story anything very unusual or very sensational, no great display of

feeling either of sorrow or despair, no accusations, no threat for

vengeance, no attempt at suicide. Everything had gone so simply in such

everyday fashion. It was not with head erect and flaming eyes that the

old grandmother had stood before him who was guilty of the child's

fall, but in humble resignation she had stopped at the door and sobbed

out their misery, and when she left she had prayed the Madonna to reward

him for his charity. The poor old woman had her reasons for this--she

could not carry her head erect, for life had long since bent her neck

under the yoke of daily toil; her eyes could not flame with menace, for

they had too often had to beg for bread. She knew not how to accuse, for

she herself had been condemned unheard to oppression; she knew not how

to demand justice, for life had meant for her one long endurance of

wrongs. Her path had lain through darkness and misery, she had seen so

little of life's sunlight, and her thoughts had grown so dim under her

furrowed brow. She was dull, dull as an old worn-out beast of burden.

And the seducer, he was perhaps after all not more of a blackguard than

many others. He had done what he could to atone for a fault, which from

his point of view was hardly to be considered so very great, he had

provided for a whole year for a child which he said was none of

his--what could he do more? He had asked the doctor if he knew of any

virtuous models, and the doctor had answered him, "No," for neither did

he know of any virtuous models.

And Raffaella had borne her degradation as she had borne her poverty,

without bitterness and without despair; she wept sometimes, but she

accused no one, neither herself nor him who had injured her. She was

resigned. Authors believe that it is so easy to jump into the Seine or

to take a dose of laudanum, but it is very difficult. Raffaella was a

daughter of the people, no culture had entered into her thought-world,

either with its light or its shadow, she was far too natural even to

think of such a thing.

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