XXIV

Towards sunset that afternoon, as Ann was returning from her

cotton-house, she came upon Virginia in a thicket on the roadside

picking up pieces of fallen tree-branches for fire-wood. Ann had

approached from the rear, and Virginia was unaware of her nearness. To

the old woman's surprise, the girl's eyes were red from weeping, and

there was a droop of utter despondency on her as she moved about, her

apron full of sticks, her glance on the ground. Ann hesitated for a

minute, and then stepped across the stunted grass and touched her on the

arm.

"What's the matter _now_, child?" she asked.

The girl turned suddenly and flushed to the roots of her hair, but she

made no response.

"What's gone wrong?" Ann pursued, anxiously. "Don't tell me your mother

has found out about--"

"Oh no, it's not that," Virginia said, wiping her eyes with her

disengaged hand. "It's not that. I'm just miserable, Mrs. Boyd, that's

all--thoroughly miserable. You mustn't think I'm like this all the time,

for I'm not. I've been cheerful at home all day--as cheerful as I could

be under the circumstances; but, being alone out here for the first

time, I got to thinking about my mother, and the sadness of it all was

too much for me."

"She hain't worse, is she?" Ann asked.

"Not that anybody could see, Mrs. Boyd," the girl replied; "but the

cancer must be worse. Two doctors from Springtown, who were riding by,

stopped to ask for a drink of water, and my uncle told them about

mother's trouble. It looked like they just wanted to see it out of

professional curiosity, for when they heard we had no money and were

deeply in debt they didn't offer any advice. But they looked very much

surprised when they made an examination, and it was plain that they

didn't think she had much chance. My mother was watching their faces,

and knew what they thought, and when they had gone away she fairly

collapsed. I never heard such pitiful moaning in all my life. She is

more afraid of death than any one I ever saw, and she just threw herself

on her bed and prayed for mercy. Oh, it was awful! awful! Then my uncle

came in and said the doctors had said the specialist in Atlanta could

really cure her, if she had the means to get the treatment, and that

made her more desperate. From praying she turned almost to cursing in

despair. My uncle is usually indifferent about most matters, but the

whole thing almost made him sick. He went out to the side of the house

to keep from hearing her cries. Some of his friends came along the road

and joked with him, but he never spoke to them. He told me there was a

young doctor at Darley who was willing to operate on her, but that he

would be doing it only as an experiment, and that nobody but the Atlanta

specialist would be safe in such a case."

"And the cost, if I understood right," said Ann--"the cost, first and

last, would foot up to about a hundred dollars."

"Yes, that's what it would take," Virginia sighed.

Ann's brow was furrowed; her eyes flashed reminiscently. "She ought to

have been laying by something all along," she said, "instead of making

it her life business to harass and pull down a person that never did her

no harm."

"Don't say anything against her!" Virginia flared up. "If you do, I

shall be sorry I said what I did this morning. You have been kind to me,

but not to her, and she is my mother, who is now lying at the point of

death begging for help that never will come."

Ann stared steadily, and then her lashes began to flicker. "I don't know

but I think more of you for giving me that whack, my girl," she said,

simply. "I deserve it. I've got no right on earth to abuse a mother to

her only child, much less a mother in the fix yours is in. No, I went

too far, my child. You are not in the fight between me and her."

"You ought to be ashamed to be in it, when she's down," said Virginia,

warmly.

"Well, I _am_," Ann admitted. "I _am_. Come on to my gate with me. I

want to talk to you. There is a lot of loose wood lying about up there,

and you are welcome to all you pick up; so you won't be losing time."

With her apron drawn close up under her shapely chin, her eyes still red

and her cheeks damp, Virginia obeyed. If she had been watching her

companion closely, she might have wondered over the strange expression

of Ann's face. Now and then, as she trudged along, kicking up the back

part of her heavy linsey skirt in her sturdy strides, a shudder would

pass over her and a weighty sigh of indecision escape her big chest.

"To think this would come to me!" she muttered once. "_Me!_ God knows it

looks like my work t'other night was far enough out of my regular track

without--huh!"

Reaching the gate, she told Virginia to wait a minute at the fence till

she went into the house. She was gone several minutes, during which time

the wondering girl heard her moving about within; then she appeared in

the doorway, almost pale, a frown on her strong face.

"Look here, child," she said, coming out and leaning her big, bare

elbows on the top rail of the fence, "I've thought this all over and

over till my head spins like a top, and I can see but one way for your

mother to get out of her trouble. I'm the greatest believer you ever run

across of every human being doing his or her _full_ duty in every case.

Now, strange as it may sound, I left my home last night and deliberately

made it my special business to step in between you and the only chance

of getting the money your mother stands in need of. I thought I was

doing what was right, and I still believe I was, as far as it went, but

I was on the point of making a botched job of it. I'd get mighty few

thanks, I reckon, for saving you from the clutches of that scamp if I

left your mother to die in torment of body and soul. So, as I say, there

ain't but one way out of it."

Ann paused; she was holding something tightly clasped in her hand, and

not looking at Virginia.

"I'm sure I don't know what you mean," the girl said, wonderingly. "If

you see any way out, it is more than I can."

"Well, your mother's got to go to Atlanta," Ann said, sheepishly; "and,

as I see it, there isn't but one person whose duty it is to put up the

cash for it, _and that person is me_."

"You? Oh no, Mrs. Boyd!"

"But I know better, child. The duty has come on me like a load of bricks

dumped from a wagon. The whole thing has driven me slap-dab in a corner.

I know when I'm whipped--that's one of the things that has helped me

along in a moneyed way in this life--it was always knowing when to let

up. I've got to wave the white flag in this battle till my enemy's on

her feet, then the war may go on. But"--Ann opened her hand and

displayed the bills she was holding--"take this money home with you."

"Oh, Mrs. Boyd, I couldn't think of--"

"Well, don't think about it; take it on, and don't argue with a woman

older than you are, and who knows better when and how a thing has to be

done."

Most reluctantly Virginia allowed Ann to press the money into her

unwilling hand. "But remember this," Ann said, firmly: "Jane Hemingway

must never know where you got it--never! Do you understand? It looks

like I can stand most anything better than letting that woman know I put

up money on this; besides, bad off as she is, she'd peg out before she'd

let me help her."

Virginia's face was now aflame with joy. "I tell you what I'll do," she

said. "I'll accept it as a loan, and I'll pay it back some day if I have

to work my hands to the bone."

"Well, you can do as you like about that," Ann said. "The only thing I

absolutely insist on is that she isn't told who sent it. It wouldn't be

hard to keep her in the dark; if you'll promise me right here, on your

word, not to tell, then you can say you gave your sacred promise to that

effect, and that would settle it."

"Well, I'll do that," Virginia finally agreed. "I know I can do that."

"All right," Ann said. "It may set the old thing to guessing powerful,

and she may bore you to tell, promise or no promise, but she'll never

suspicion _me_--never while the sun shines from the sky."

"No, she won't suspect you," Virginia admitted, and with a grateful,

backward look she moved away.

Ann stood leaning against the fence, her eyes on the receding figure as

the girl moved along the sunlit road towards the dun cottage in the

shadow of the mountain.

"I reckon I'm a born idiot," she said; "but there wasn't no other way

out of it--no other under the sun. I got my foot in it when I laid in

wait watching for the girl to walk into that trap. If I hadn't been so

eager for that, I could have left Jane Hemingway to her fate. Good Lord,

if this goes on, I'll soon be bowing and scraping at that old hag's

feet--_me!_ huh! when it's been _her_ all this time that has been at the

bottom of the devilment."

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