XXIII

The sun had just risen the next morning, and its long, red streamers

were kindling iridescent fires in the jewels of dew on the dying grass

of the fields. White mists, like tenderly caressing clouds, hung along

the rocky sides of the mountains. Ann Boyd, her eyes heavy from unwonted

loss of sleep, was at the barn feeding her horses when she saw Virginia

coming across the meadows. "She wants her shawl, poor thing!" Ann mused.

"I'll go get it."

She went back into the house and brought it out just as the beautiful

girl reached the barn-yard fence and stood there wordless, timid, and

staring. "You see, I kept my word," the elder woman said, with an effort

at a smile. "Here is your shawl." Virginia reached out for it. She said

nothing, simply folding the shawl on her arm and staring into Ann's eyes

with a woe-begone expression. She had lost her usual color, and there

were black rings round her wonderful eyes that gave them more depth and

seeming mystery than ever.

"I hope your mother wasn't awake last night when you got back," Ann

said.

"No, she wasn't--she was sound asleep," Virginia said, without change of

expression. It was as if, in her utter depression, she had lost all

individuality.

"Then she don't know," Ann put in.

"No, she don't suspect, Mrs. Boyd. If she did, she'd die, and so would

I."

"Well, I don't see as she is likely to know--_ever_, as long as she

lives," Ann said, in a crude attempt at comfort-giving.

"I fancied you'd _want_ her to know," said the girl, looking at Ann

frankly. "After I thought it over, I came to the conclusion that maybe

you did it all so you could tell her. I see no other reason for--for you

being so--so good to--to me."

"Well, I don't know as I've been good to anybody." Ann's color was

rising in spite of her cold exterior. "But we won't talk about that.

Though I'll tell you one thing, child, and that is that I'll never tell

this to a living soul. Nobody but you and me an' that trifling scamp

will ever know it. Now, will _that_ do you any good? It's the same, you

see, as if it had never really taken place."

"But it _did_ take place!" Virginia said, despondently.

"Oh yes, but you don't know when you are in luck," Ann said, grimly. "In

things like that a miss is as good as a mile. Study my life awhile, and

you'll fall down on your knees and thank God for His mercy. Huh, child,

don't be silly! I know when a young and good-looking girl that has gone

a step too far is fortunate. Look here--changing the subject--I saw your

mammy standing in the back door just now. Does she know you left the

house?"

"Yes, I came to look for the cow," said Virginia.

"Then she don't suspicion where you are at," said Ann. "Now, you see,

she may have noticed that you walked off without a shawl, and you'd

better not wear one home. Leave it with me and come over for it some

time in the day when she won't miss you."

"I think I'd better take it back," Virginia replied. "She wears it

herself sometimes and might miss it."

"Oh, I see!" Ann's brows ran together reflectively. "Well, I'll tell

you. Tote it under your arm till you get near the house, and then drop

it somewhere in the weeds or behind the ash-hopper, and go out and get

it when she ain't looking."

"I'll do that, then," the girl said, wearily. "I was thinking, Mrs.

Boyd, that not once last night did I remember to thank you for--"

"Oh, don't thank _me_, child!" Had Ann been a close observer of her own

idiosyncrasies, her unwary softness of tone and gentleness to a daughter

of her sworn enemy would have surprised her. "Don't thank me," she

repeated. "Thank God for letting you escape the lot of others just as

young and unsuspecting as you ever were. I don't deserve credit for what

I done last night. In fact, between you and me, I tried my level best

not to interfere. Why I finally gave in I don't know, but I done it, and

that's all there is to it. I done it. I got started and couldn't stop.

But I want to talk to you. Come in the house a minute. It won't take

long. Jane--your mother--will think the cow has strayed off, but there

stands the cow in the edge of the swamp. Come on."

Dumbly, Virginia followed into the house and sank into a chair, holding

her shapely hands in her lap, her wealth of golden-brown hair massed on

her head and exquisite neck. Ann shambled in her untied, dew-wet shoes

to the fireplace and poured out a cup of coffee from a tin pot on the

coals.

"Drink this," she said. "If what I hear is true, you don't get any too

much to eat and drink over your way."

Virginia took it and sipped it daintily, but with evident relish.

"I see you take to that," Ann said, unconscious of the genuine, motherly

delight she was betraying. "Here, child, I'll tell you what I want you

to do. These spiced sausages of mine, dry as powder in the corn-shuck,

are the best and sweetest flavored that ever you stuck a tooth in. They

fry in their own grease almost as soon as they hit a hot pan when they

are sliced thin."

"Oh no, I thank you," Virginia protested; "I really couldn't."

"But I know you _can_," Ann insisted, as she cut down from a rafter

overhead one of the sausages and deftly sliced it in a pan already hot

on the coals. "You needn't tell me you ain't hungry. I can see it in

your face. Besides, do you know it's a strange fact that a woman will

eat just the same in trouble as out, while a man's appetite is gone the

minute he's worried?"

The girl made no further protest, and Ann soon brought some hot slices

of the aromatic food, with nicely browned toast, and placed them in a

plate in her lap. "How funny all this seems!" Ann ran on.

"Here I am feeding you up and feeling sorry for you when only last night

I--well, I've got to talk to you, and I'm going to get it over with.

I'll have to speak of the part of my life that has been the cud for

every idle woman in these mountains to chaw on for many, many years, but

I'm going to do it, so you will know better what you escaped last night;

but, first of all, I want to ask you a straight question, and I don't

mean no harm nor to be meddling where I have no business. I want to know

if you love this Langdon Chester as--well, as you've always fancied

you'd love the man you became a wife to."

There was a moment's hesitation on the part of the girl. Her cheeks took

on color; she broke a bit of the sausage with her fork, but did not

raise it to her lips.

"I'm asking you a simple, plain question," Ann reminded her.

"No, I don't," Virginia answered, haltingly;--"that is, not now, not--"

"Ah, I see!" the old woman cried. "The feeling died just as soon as you

saw straight down into his real nature, just as soon as you saw that

he'd treat you like a slave, that he'd abuse you, beat you, lock you up,

if necessary--in fact, do anything a brute would do to gain his aims."

"I'm afraid, now, that I never really loved him," Virginia said, a catch

in her voice.

"Humph!" Ann ejaculated. "I see. Then you went all the way over that

lonely road to his house with just one thought in your mind, and that

was to get that money for your mother."

"As God is my Judge, Mrs. Boyd, that's all I went for," Virginia said,

her earnest eyes staring steadily at her companion.

"Well, I'm glad it was that way," Ann mused. "There was a time when I

thought you were a silly girl whose head could easily be turned, but

I've been hearing fine things about you, and I see you are made of good,

solid, womanly stuff. Now, I want to tell you the whole truth, and then,

if you want to consider me a friend and a well-wisher, all right. I'm no

better-hearted than the average mortal woman. The truth is, Virginia

Hemingway, I hate your mother as much as one human being can hate

another this side of the bad place. She's been a thorn in my side the

biggest part of my life. Away back when I was about your age, I got into

just such a tight as you was in last night. For a long time afterwards I

was nearly crazy, but when the prime cause of my trouble went off and

married I begun to try to live again. I fell in love with a real

good-natured, honest man. I wanted him to know the truth, but I never

knew how to tell him, and so I kept holding off. He was a great beau

among the girls of that day, making love to all of them, your mother

among the rest. Finally, I give in. I couldn't resist his begging, my

friends advised it, and me and him was married. That was the beginning

of your mammy's enmity. It kept up, and when the truth about me finally

leaked out she saw to it that my husband would not overlook the

past--she saw to it that I was despised, kicked, and sneered at by the

community--and my husband left with my only child. I sent up a daily

prayer to be furnished with the means for revenge, but it didn't do any

good, and then I got to begging the devil for what the Lord had refused.

That seemed to work better, for one day a hint came to me that Langdon

Chester was on your trail. That gave me the first glimpse of hope of

solid revenge I'd had. I kept my eyes and ears open day and night. I saw

your doom coming--I lived over what I'd been through, and the thought

that you were to go through it was as sweet to me as honey in the comb.

Finally the climax arrived. I saw you on the way to his house last

night, and understood what it meant. I was squatting down behind a fence

at the side of the road. I saw you pass, and followed you clean to the

gate, and then turned back, at every step exulting over my triumph. The

very sky overhead was ablaze with the fire of your fall to my level. But

at my gate I was halted suddenly. Virginia--to go back a bit--there is a

certain young man in this world that I reckon is the only human being

that I love. I love him, I reckon, because he always seemed to love me,

and believe me better than I am, and, more than that, he was the only

person that ever pointed out a higher life to me. He was the poor boy

that I educated, and who went off and done well, and has just come back

to this country."

"Luke King!" Virginia exclaimed, softly, and then she impulsively placed

her hand on her lips and sat staring at the speaker, almost breathlessly

alert.

"Yes, Luke King," said Ann, with feeling. "Strange to say, he has always

said the day would come when I'd rise above hatred and revenge; he has

learned some queer things in the West. Well, last night when I met him

he said he'd come up to see his mother, who he heard was a little sick,

but he finally admitted that her sickness wasn't all that fetched him.

He said he was worried. He was more downhearted than I ever saw him

before. Virginia Hemingway, he said he was worried about _you_."

"About _me_? Oh no," Virginia gasped.

"Yes, about you," Ann went on. "The poor fellow sat down on the

door-step and laid bare his whole young heart to me. He'd loved you, he

said, ever since you was a little girl. He'd taken your sweet face off

with him on that long stay, and it had been with him constantly. It was

on your account he yielded to the temptation to locate in Georgia again,

and when he come back and saw you a full-grown woman he told me he felt

that you and he were intended for one another. He said he knew your

beautiful character. He said he'd been afraid to mention it to you,

seeing you didn't feel the same way, and he thought it would be wiser to

let it rest awhile; but then he learned that Langdon Chester was going

with you, and he got worried. He was afraid that Langdon wouldn't tote

fair with you. I may as well tell you the truth, Virginia. I never was

so mad in all my life, for there I was right at that minute gloating

over your ruin. I was feeling that way while he was telling me, with

tears in his eyes and voice, that if--if harm came to a hair of your

bonny head he'd kill Langdon Chester in cold blood, and go to the

gallows with a smile on his lips. He didn't know anything wrong, he was

just afraid--that was all, just afraid--and he begged me--just think of

it, _me_, who was right then hot with joy over your plight--he begged me

to see you some day soon and try to get you to care for him. I was so

mad I couldn't speak, and he went off, his last word being that he knew

I wouldn't fail him."

"Oh, Mrs. Boyd, I can't stand this!" Virginia bowed her head and began

to sob. "He was always a good friend, but I never dreamed that he cared

for me that way, and now he thinks that I--thinks that I--oh!"

"Well," Ann went on, disregarding the interruption, "I was left to

tussle with the biggest situation of my life. I tried to fight it. I

laid down to sleep, but rolled and tossed, unable to close my eyes, till

at last, as God is my Judge, something inside of me--a big and swelling

something I'd never felt before--picked me up and made me go to that

house. You know the rest. Instead of standing by in triumph and seeing

the child of my enemy swept away by my fate, I was praying God to save

her. I don't know what to make of my conduct, even now. Last night, when

I come back to my house, I seemed all afire with feelings like none I

ever had. As the Lord is my holy Guide, I felt like I wished I'd

comforted you more--wished I'd taken you in my poor old arms there in

the moonlight and held you to my breast, like I wish somebody had done

me away back there before that dark chasm opened in front of me. I'm

talking to you now as I never dreamt I could talk to a female, much less

a daughter of Jane Hemingway; but I can't help it. You are Luke's chosen

sweetheart, and to cast a slur on you for what took place last night

would be to blight my own eternal chances of salvation; for, God bless

your gentle little soul, you went there blinded by your mother's

suffering, an excuse I couldn't make. No, there's just one thing about

it. Luke is right. You are a good, noble girl, and you've had your cross

to bear, and I want to see you get what I missed--a long, happy life of

love and usefulness in this world. You will get it with Luke, for he is

the grandest character I ever knew or heard about. I don't know but what

right now it is his influence that's making me whirl about this odd way.

I don't know what to make of it. As much as I hate your mother, I almost

feel like I could let her stand and abuse me to my face and not talk

back. Now, dry your eyes and finish that sausage. I reckon I hain't the

virago and spitfire you've been taught to think I am. Most of us are

better on the inside than out. Stop--stop now! crying won't do any

good."

"I can't help it," Virginia sobbed. "You are so good to me, and to think

that it was from my mother that you got all your abuse."

"Well, never mind about that," Ann said, laying her hand almost with

shamefaced stealth on the girl's head and looking towards the swamp

through the open door. "I see your cow is heading for home on her own

accord. Follow her. This is our secret; nobody need know but us two.

Your mammy would have you put in a house of detention if she knew it.

Slip over and see me again when her back is turned. Lord, Lord, I wonder

why I never thought about pitying you all along, instead of actually

hating you for no fault of yours!"

Virginia rose, put the plate on the table, and, with her face full of

emotion, she impulsively put her arms around Ann's neck.

"You are the best woman on earth," she said, huskily, "and I love you--I

can't help it. I love you."

"Oh, I reckon you don't do _that_," Ann said, coloring to the roots of

her heavy hair. "That wouldn't be possible."

"But I _do_, I tell you, I _do_," Virginia said again, "and I'll never

do an unwomanly thing again in my life. But I don't want to meet Luke

King again. I couldn't after what has happened."

"Oh, you let that take care of itself," Ann said, accompanying Virginia

to the door.

She stood there, her red hands folded under her apron, and watched the

girl move slowly across the meadow after the plodding cow.

"What a pretty trick!" Ann mused. "And to think she'd actually put her

arms round my old neck and hug me, and say she--oh, that was odd, very,

very odd! I don't seem to be my own boss any longer."

An hour later, as she stood in her front porch cutting the dying vines

from the strings which held them upward, she saw Mrs. Waycroft hastening

along the road towards her. "There, I clean forgot that woman," Ann

said, her brow wrinkled. "She's plumb full of what she heard that scamp

saying to Virginia at the graveyard. I'll have to switch her off the

track some way, the Lord only knows how, but off she goes, if I have to

lie to my best friend till I'm black in the face."

"I've been wanting to get over all morning," the visitor said, as she

opened the gate and hurried in. "I had my breakfast two hours ago, but

Sally Hinds and her two children dropped in and detained me. They

pretended they wanted to talk about the next preaching, but it was

really to get something to eat. The littlest one actually sopped the

gravy from the frying-pan with a piece of bread-crust. I wanted to slip

out last night and come over here to watch the road to see if Virginia

Hemingway kept her promise, but just about that hour Jim Dilk--he lives

in my yard, you know--he had a spasm, and we all thought he was going to

die."

"Well, I reckon," Ann said, carelessly, as she pulled at a rotten piece

of twine supporting a dead vine, and broke it from its nail under the

eaves of the porch--"I reckon you'd 'a' had your trip for nothing, and

maybe feel as sneaking about it as I confess I do."

"Sneaking?" echoed Mrs. Waycroft.

"Yes, the truth is, I was mean enough, Mary, to hold watch on the road

in that chill night air, and got nothing but a twitch of rheumatism in

my leg as a reward. The truth is, Virginia Hemingway is all right. She

wanted that money bad enough, but it was just on old Jane's account, and

she wasn't going to be led into sech a trap as that. I reckon Langdon

Chester was doing most of the talking when you saw them together. She

may be flirting a little with him, as most any natural young girl would,

but, just between me 'n' you--now, see that this goes no further,

Mary--there is a big, big case up between Virginia and Luke King."

"You _don't say_! How did you drop onto that?" gasped Mrs. Waycroft.

"Well, I don't feel at liberty exactly to tell how I got onto it," Ann

said, pulling at another piece of twine; "but it will get out before

long. Luke has been in love with her ever since she wore short dresses."

"Huh, that _is_ a surprise!" said Mrs. Waycroft. "Well, she is

fortunate, Ann. He's a fine young man."

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