CHAPTER XVI

"I LOVE you too much, my Sophie, to be called the Princess Zobraska's

husband."

"And I love you too much, dear, to wish to be called anything else than

Paul Savelli's wife."

That was their position, perfectly defined, perfectly understood. They

had arrived at it after many arguments and kisses and lovers'

protestations.

"Such as I am I am," cried Paul. "A waif and stray, an unknown figure

coming out of the darkness. I have nothing to give you but my love."

"Are there titles or riches on earth of equal value?"

"But I must give you more. The name Paul Savelli itself must be a title

of honour."

"It is becoming that," said the Princess. "And we can wait a little,

Paul, can't we? We are so happy like this. Ah!" she sighed. "I have

never been so happy in my life."

"Nor I," said Paul.

"And am I really the first?"

"The first. Believe it or not as you like. But it's a fact. I've told

you my life's dream. I never sank below it; and that is why perhaps it

has come true."

For once the assertion was not the eternal lie. Paul came fresh-hearted

to his Princess.

"I wish I were a young girl, Paul."

"You are a star turned woman. The Star of my Destiny in which I always

believed. The great things will soon come."

They descended to more commonplace themes. Until the great things came,

what should be their mutual attitude before Society?

"Until I can claim you, let it be our dear and beautiful secret," said

Paul. "I would not have it vulgarized by the chattering world for

anything in life."

Then Paul proved himself to be a proud and delicate lover, and when

London with its season and its duties and its pleasures absorbed them,

he had his reward. For it was sweet to see her in great assemblies,

shining like a queen and like a queen surrounded by homage, and to know

that he alone of mortals was enthroned in her heart. It was sweet to

meet her laughing glance, dear fellow-conspirator. It was sweet every

morning and night to have the intimate little talk through the

telephone. And it was sweetest of all to snatch a precious hour with

her alone. Of such vain and foolish things is made all that is most

beautiful in life.

He took his dearest lady--though Miss Winwood, now disclaimed the

title--into his confidence. So did the Princess. It was very comforting

to range Miss Winwood on their side; and to feel themselves in close

touch with her wisdom and sympathy. And her sympathy manifested itself

in practical ways--those of the woman confidante of every love affair

since the world began. Why should the Princess Zobraska not interest

herself in some of the philanthropic schemes of which the house in

Portland Place was the headquarters? There was one, a Forlorn Widows'

Fund, the presidency of which she would be willing to resign in favour

of the Princess. The work was trivial: it consisted chiefly in

consultation with Mr. Savelli and in signing letters. The Princess

threw her arms round her neck, laughing and blushing and calling her

delicieuse. You see it was obvious that Mr. Savelli could not be

consulted in his official capacity or official letters signed elsewhere

than in official precincts.

"I'll do what I can for the pair of you," said Miss Winwood to Paul.

"But it's the most delightfully mad and impossible thing I've ever put

my hand to."

Accepting the fact of their romance, however, she could not but approve

Paul's attitude. It was the proud attitude of the boy who nearly six

years ago was going, without a word, penniless and debonair out of her

house. All the woman in her glowed over him.

"I'm not going to be called an adventurer," he had declared. "I shall

not submit Sophie to the indignity of trailing a despised husband after

her. I'm not going to use her rank and wealth as a stepping-stone to my

ambitions. Let me first attain an unassailable position. I shall have

owed it to you, to myself, to anybody you like--but not to my marriage.

I shall be somebody. The rest won't matter. The marriage will then be a

romantic affair, and romantic affairs are not unpopular dans le monde

ou l'on s'ennuie."

This declaration was all very well; the former part all very noble, the

latter exhibiting a knowledge of the world rather shrewd for one so

young. But when would he be able to attain his unassailable position?

Some years hence. Would Sophie Zobraska, who was only a few months

younger than he, be content to sacrifice these splendid and

irretrievable years of her youth? Ursula Winwood looked into the

immediate future, and did not see it rosy. The first step toward an

unassailable position was flight from the nest. This presupposed an

income. If the party had been in power it would not have been difficult

to find him a post. She worried herself exceedingly, for in her sweet

and unreprehensible way she was more than ever in love with Paul.

Meeting Frank Ayres one night at a large reception, she sought his

advice.

"Do you mind a wrench?" he asked. "No? Well, then--you and Colonel

Winwood send him about his business and get another secretary. Let

Savelli give all his time to his Young England League. Making him mug

up material for Winwood's speeches and write letters to constituents

about football clubs is using a razor to cut butter. His League's the

thing. It can surely afford to pay him a decent salary. If it can't

I'll see to a guarantee."

"The last thing we see, my dear Frank," she said after she had thanked

him, "is that which is right under our noses."

The next day she went to Paul full of the scheme. Had he ever thought

of it? He took her hands and smiled in his gay, irresistible way. "Of

course, dearest lady," he said frankly. "But I would have cut out my

tongue sooner than suggest it."

"I know that, my dear boy."

"And yet," said he, "I can't bear the idea of tearing myself away from

you. It seems like black ingratitude."

"It isn't. You forget that James and I have our little ambitions

too--the ambition of a master for a favourite pupil. If you were a

failure we should both be bitterly disappointed. Don't you see? And as

for leaving us--why need you? We should miss you horribly. You've never

been quite our paid servant. And now you're something like our son."

Tears started in the sweet lady's clear eyes. "Even if you did go to

your own chambers, I shouldn't let our new secretary have this

room"--they were in what the household called "the office"--really

Paul's luxuriously furnished private sitting room, which contained his

own little treasures of books and pictures and bits of china and glass

accumulated during the six years of easeful life--"He will have the

print room, which nobody uses from one year's end to another, and which

is far more convenient for the street door. And the same at Drane's

Court. So when you no longer work for us, my dear boy, our home will be

yours, as long as you're content to stay, just because we love you."

Her hand was on his shoulder and his head was bent. "God grant," said

he, "that I may be worthy of your love."

He looked up and met her eyes. Her hand was still on his shoulder. Then

very simply he bent down and kissed her on the cheek.

He told his Princess all about it. She listened with dewy eyes. "Ah,

Paul," she said. "That 'precious seeing' of love--I never had it till

you came. I was blind. I never knew that there were such beautiful

souls as Ursula Winwood in the world."

"Dear, how I love you for saying that!" cried Paul.

"But it's true."

"That is why," said he.

So the happiest young man in London worked and danced through the

season, knowing that the day of emancipation was at hand. His

transference from the Winwoods to the League was fixed for October 1.

He made great plans for an extension of the League's, activities,

dreamed of a palace for headquarters with the banner of St. George

flying proudly over it, an object-lesson for the nation. One day in

July while he was waiting for Colonel Winwood in the lobby of the House

of Commons, Frank Ayres stopped in the middle of a busy rush and shook

hands.

"Been down to Hickney Heath again? I would if I were you. Rouse 'em up."

As the words of a Chief Whip are apt to be significant, Paul closeted

himself with the President of the Hickney Heath Lodge, who called the

Secretary of the local Conservative Association to the interview. The

result was that Paul was invited to speak at an anti-Budget meeting

convened by the Association. He spoke, and repeated his success. The

Conservative newspapers the next morning gave a resume of his speech.

His Sophie, coming to sign letters in her presidential capacity,

brought him the cuttings, a proceeding which he thought adorable. The

season ended triumphantly.

For a while he lost his Princess. She went to Cowes, then to stay with

French relations in a chateau in the Dordogne. Paul went off yachting

with the Chudleys and returned for the shooting to Drane's Court. In

the middle of September the Winwoods' new secretary arrived and

received instruction in his duties. Then came the Princess to Morebury

Park. "Dearest," she said, in his arms, "I never want to leave you

again. France is no longer France for me since I have England in my

heart."

"You remember that? My wonderful Princess!"

He found her more woman, more expansive, more bewitchingly caressing.

Absence had but brought her nearer. When she laid her head on his

shoulder and murmured in the deep and subtle tones of her own language:

"My Paul, it seems such a waste of time to be apart," it took all his

pride and will to withstand the maddening temptation. He vowed that the

time would soon come when he could claim her, and went away in feverish

search for worlds to conquer.

Then came October and London once more.

* * * * *

Paul was dressing for dinner one evening when a reply-paid telegram was

brought to him.

"If selected by local committee will you stand for Hickney Heath?

Ayres."

He sat on his bed, white and trembling, and stared at the simple

question. The man-servant stood imperturbable, silver tray in hand.

Seeing the reply-paid form, he waited for a few moments.

"Is there an answer, sir?"

Paul nodded, asked for a pencil, and with a shaky hand wrote the reply.

"Yes," was all he said.

Then with reaction came the thrill of mighty exultation, and, throwing

on his clothes, he rushed to the telephone in his sitting room. Who

first to hear the wondrous news but his Princess? That there was a

vacancy in Hickney Heath he knew, as all Great Britain knew; for

Ponting, the Radical Member, had died suddenly the day before. But it

had never entered his head that he could be chosen as a candidate.

"Mais j'y ai bien pense, moi," came the voice through the telephone.

"Why did Lord Francis tell you to go to Hickney Heath last July?"

How a woman leaps at things! With all his ambition, his astuteness,

his political intuition, he had not seen the opportunity. But it had

come. Verily the stars in their courses were fighting for him. Other

names, he was aware, were before the Committee of the Local

Association, perhaps a great name suggested by the Central Unionist

Organization; there was also that of the former Tory member, who,

smarting under defeat at the General Election, had taken but a lukewarm

interest in the constituency and was now wandering in the Far East. But

Paul, confident in his destiny, did not doubt that he would be

selected. And then, within the next fortnight--for bye-elections during

a Parliamentary session are matters of sweeping swiftness--would come

the great battle, the great decisive battle of his life, and he would

win. He must win. His kingdom was at stake--the dream kingdom of his

life into which he would enter with his loved and won Princess on his

arm. He poured splendid foolishness through the telephone into an

enraptured ear.

The lack of a sense of proportion is a charge often brought against

women; but how often do men (as they should) thank God for it? Here was

Sophie Zobraska, reared from childhood in the atmosphere of great

affairs, mixing daily with folk who guided the destiny of nations,

having two years before refused in marriage one of those who held the

peace of Europe in his hands, moved to tense excitement of heart and

brain and soul by the news that an obscure young man might possibly be

chosen to contest a London Borough for election to the British

Parliament, and thrillingly convinced that now was imminent the great

momentous crisis in the history of mankind.

With a lack of the same sense of proportion, equal in kind, though

perhaps not so passionate in degree, did Miss Winwood receive the

world-shaking tidings. She wept, and, thinking Paul a phoenix, called

Frank Ayres an angel. Colonel Winwood tugged his long, drooping

moustache and said very little; but he committed the astounding

indiscretion of allowing his glass to be filled with champagne;

whereupon he lifted it, and said, "Here's luck, my dear boy," and

somewhat recklessly gulped down the gout-compelling liquid. And after

dinner, when Miss Winwood had left them together, he lighted a long

Corona instead of his usual stumpy Bock, and discussed with Paul

electioneering ways and means.

For the next day or two Paul lived in a whirl of telephones, telegrams,

letters, scurryings across London, interviews, brain-racking

questionings and reiterated declarations of political creed. But his

selection was a foregone conclusion. His youth, his absurd beauty, his

fire and eloquence, his unswerving definiteness of aim, his magic that

had inspired so many with a belief in him and had made him the

Fortunate Youth, captivated the imagination of the essentially

unimaginative. Before a committee of wits and poets, Paul perhaps would

not have had a dog's chance. But he appealed to the hard-headed

merchants and professional men who chose him very much as the hero of

melodrama appeals to a pit and gallery audience. He symbolized to them

hope and force and predestined triumph. One or two at first sniffed

suspiciously at his lofty ideals; but as there was no mistaking his

political soundness, they let the ideals pass, as a natural and

evanescent aroma.

So, in his thirtieth year, Paul was nominated as Unionist candidate for

the Borough of Hickney Heath, and he saw himself on the actual

threshold of the great things to which he was born. He wrote a little

note to Jane telling her the news. He also wrote to Barney Bill: "You

dear old Tory--did you ever dream that ragamuffin little Paul was going

to represent you in Parliament? Get out the dear old 'bus and paint it

blue, with 'Paul Savelli forever' in gold letters, and, instead of

chairs and mats, hang it with literature, telling what a wonderful

fellow P. S. is. And go through the streets of Hickney Heath with it,

and say if you like: 'I knew him when' he was a nipper--that high.' And

if you like to be mysterious and romantic you can say: 'I, Barney Bill,

gave him his first chance,' as you did, my dear old friend, and Paul's

not the man to forget it. Oh, Barney, it's too wonderful"--his heart

went out to the old man. "If I get in I will tell you something that

will knock you flat. It will be the realization of all the silly

rubbish I talked in the old brickfield at Bludston. But, dear old

friend, it was you and the open road that first set me on the patriotic

lay, and there's not a voter in Hickney Heath who can vote as you

can--for his own private and particular trained candidate."

Jane, for reasons unconjectured, did not reply. But from Barney Bill,

who, it must be remembered, had leanings toward literature, he received

a postcard with the following inscription: "Paul, Hif I can help you

konker the Beastes of Effesus I will. Bill."

And then began the furious existence of an electioneering campaign. His

side had a clear start of the Radicals, who found some hitch in the

choice of their candidate. The Young England League leaped into

practical enthusiasm over their champion. Seldom has young candidate

had so glad a welcome. And behind him stood his Sophie, an inspiring

goddess.

It so happened that for a date a few days hence had been fixed the

Annual General Meeting of the Forlorn Widows' Fund, when Report and

Balance Sheet were presented to the society. The control of this

organization Paul had not allowed to pass into the alien hands of

Townsend, the Winwoods' new secretary. Had not his Princess, for the

most delicious reasons in the world, been made President? He scorned

Ursula Winwood's suggestion that for this year he would allow Townsend

to manage affairs. "What!" cried he, "leave my Princess in the lurch on

her first appearance? Never!" By telephone he arranged an hour for the

next day, when they could all consult together over this important

matter.

"But, my dear boy," said Miss Winwood, "your time is not your own.

Suppose you're detained at Hickney Heath?"

"The Conqueror," he cried, with a gay laugh, "belongs to the

Detainers--not the Detained."

She looked at him out of her clear eyes, and shook an indulgent head.

"I know," said he, meeting her glance shrewdly. "He has got to use his

detaining faculty with discretion. I've made a study of the little ways

of conquerors. Ali! Dearest lady!" he burst out suddenly, in his

impetuous way, "I'm talking nonsense; but I'm so uncannily happy!"

"It does me good to look at you," she said.

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