CHAPTER XIV

BETWEEN the young man of immaculate vesture, of impeccable manners, of

undeniable culture, of instinctive sympathy with the great world where

great things are done, of unerring tact, of mythological beauty and

charm, of boundless ambition, of resistless energy, of incalculable

promise, in outer semblance and in avowed creed the fine flower of

aristocratic England, professing the divine right of the House of Lords

and the utilitarian sanctity of the Church of England--between Paul,

that is to say, and the Radical, progressive councillor of Hickney

Heath, the Free Zionist dissenter (not even Congregationalist or

Baptist or Wesleyan, or any powerfully organized Non-conformist whose

conscience archbishops consult with astute patronage), the purveyor of

fried fish, the man of crude, uncultivated taste, there should have

been a gulf fixed as wide as the Pacific Ocean. As a matter of fact,

whatever gulf lay between them was narrow enough to be bridged

comfortably over by mutual esteem. Paul took to visiting Mr. Finn.

Accustomed to the somewhat tired or conventional creeds of his

political world, he found refreshment in the man's intense faith. He

also found pathetic attraction in the man's efforts towards

self-expression. Mr. Finn, who lived a life of great

loneliness--scarcely a soul, said Jane, crossed his threshold from

month's end to month's end--seemed delighted to have a sympathetic

visitor to whom he could display his painted treasures. When he was

among them the haunting pain vanished from his eyes, as sometimes one

has seen it vanish from those of an unhappy woman among her flowers. He

loved to take Paul through his collection and point out the beauties

and claim his admiration. He had converted a conservatory running along

one side of the house into a picture gallery, and this was filled with

his masterpieces of pictorial villainy. Here Paul was at first

astonished at recognizing replicas of pictures which hung in other

rooms. Mr. Finn explained.

"These," said he, "are the originals."

Paul pondered over the dark saying for a moment or two until he came

upon a half-finished canvas on an easel. It was the copy of a landscape

on the wall. He turned questioningly to his host. The latter smiled.

"I'm a bit of an artist myself," he said. "But as I've never had time

for lessons in painting, I teach myself by copying good pictures. It's

a Saunders"--a name unknown to Paul--"and a very good example. It's

called Noontide. The cow is particularly good, isn't it? But it's

exceedingly difficult. That fore-shortening--I can't get it quite right

yet. But I go on and on till I succeed. The only way."

Paul acquiesced and asked him where he had picked up his Saunders.

Indeed, where had he picked up all the others? Not an exhibition in

London would have admitted one of them. This "Saunders" represented a

wooden cow out of drawing lying in the shade of a conventional tree. It

was peculiarly bad.

"I bought it direct from the artist," replied Mr. Finn. "He's an

unrecognized genius, and now he's getting old, poor fellow. Years ago

he offended the Royal Academy, and they never forgot it. He says

they've kept him under all his life. I have a great many of his

pictures." He looked admiringly at the cow for a while, and added: "I

gave him four pounds ten for this one."

Paul could not forbear saying, though his tone betrayed no irony: "A

good price."

"I think so," replied Mr. Finn. "That's what he asked. I could never

haggle with an artist. His work is of the spirit, isn't it?"

And Paul marvelled at the childlike simplicity of the man, the son of

the Sicilian woman who went about with a barrel-organ, who, starting in

the race on a level with Barney Bill, had made a fortune in the

exploitation of fried fish. To disturb his faith in the genius of

Saunders were a crime--as base a crime as proving to a child the

non-existence of fairies. For Paul saw that Silas Finn found in this

land of artistic illusion a refuge from many things; not only from the

sordid cares of a large business, but perhaps also from the fierce

intensity of his religion, from his driving and compelling deity. Here

God entered gently.

There was another reason, which Paul scarcely confessed to himself, for

the pleasure he found in the older man's company. The veil which he had

thrown so adroitly over his past history, which needed continuous

adroitness to maintain, was useless in this house. Both Barney Bill and

Jane had spoken of him freely. Silas Finn knew of Bludston, of his

modeldom, of his inglorious career on the stage. He could talk openly

once more, without the never-absent subconscious sense of reserve. He

was still, in his own, eyes, the prince out of the fairy-tale; but

Silas Finn and the two others alone of his friends shared the knowledge

of the days when he herded swine. Now a prince out of a fairy-tale who

has herded swine is a romantic figure. Paul did not doubt that he was

one. Even Jane, in spite of her direct common sense, admitted it.

Barney Bill proclaimed it openly, slapping him on the back and taking

much credit to himself for helping the prince on the way to his

kingdom. And Mr. Finn, even in the heat of political discussion or

theological asseveration, treated him with a curious and pathetic

deference.

Meanwhile Paul pursued his own career of glory. The occasional visits

to Hickney Heath were, after all, but rare, though distinct, episodes

in his busy life. He had his parliamentary work for Colonel Winwood,

his work for Miss Winwood, his work for the Young England League. He

had his social engagements. He had the Princess Zobraska. He also began

to write, in picturesque advocacy of his views, for serious weekly and

monthly publications. Then Christmas came and he found himself at

Drane's Court, somewhat gasping for breath. A large houseparty,

however, including Lord Francis Ayres, the chief Opposition Whip,

threatened to keep him busy.

The Princess drove over from Chetwood Park for dinner on Christmas Day.

He had to worship from afar; for a long spell of the evening to worship

with horrible jealousy. Lord Francis Ayres, a bachelor and a man of

winning charm, as men must be whose function it is to keep Members of

Parliament good and pleased with themselves and sheeplike, held the

Princess captive, in a remote corner, with his honeyed tongue. She

looked at him seductively out of her great, slumberous blue eyes, even

as she had looked, on occasion, at him, Paul. He hated Lord Francis,

set himself up against him, as of old he had set himself up against

Billy Goodge. He was a better man than Frank Ayres. Frank Ayres was

only a popinjay. Beneath the tails of his coat he snapped his fingers

at Frank Ayres, while he listened, with his own agreeable smile, to

Mademoiselle de Cressy's devilled gossip.

He was very frigid and courtly when he bade the Princess good night at

the door of her limousine.

"Ah, que vous etes bete!" she laughed.

He went to bed very angry. She had told him to his face that he was a

silly fool. And so he was. He thought of all the brilliantly dignified

things he might have said, if the relentless engine had not whirred her

away down the drive. But the next morning Lord Francis met him in the

wintry garden and smiled and held out a winning hand. Paul hid his

hatred beneath the mask of courtesy. They talked for a few moments of

indifferent matters. Then Frank Ayres suddenly said: "Have you ever

thought of standing for Parliament?"

Paul, who had been sauntering between flowerless beds with his

companion, stood stock still. The Chief Whip of a political party is a

devil of a fellow. To the aspiring young politician he is much more a

devil of a fellow than the Prime Minister or any Secretary of State. If

a Chief Whip breathes the suggestion that a man might possibly stand

for election as a Member of Parliament, it means that at any suitable

vacancy, or at a general election, he will, with utter certainty, have

his chance as a candidate with the whole force of his party behind him.

It is part of the business of Chief Whips to find candidates.

"Of course," said Paul, rather stupidly. "Eventually. One of these

days."

"But soon?"

"Soon?"

Paul's head reeled. What did he mean by soon? "Well," Lord Francis

laughed, "not to-morrow. But pretty soon. Look here, Savelli. I'm going

to speak frankly. The party's in for a long period out of office.

That's obvious. Look at the majority against us. We want the young

blood--not the old hacks--so that when we come in again we shall have a

band of trained men in the heyday of their powers. Of course I

know--it's my business to know--what generally you have done for the

Young England League, but I missed your speech at Flickney Heath in the

autumn. You had an immense success, hadn't you?"

"They seemed pleased with what I had to say," replied Paul modestly.

"When did you hear about it?"

"Last night."

"The Winwoods are the dearest people in the world," said Paul, walking

warily, "but they are prejudiced in my favour."

"It wasn't the Winwoods."

The beautiful truth flashed upon Paul.

"Then it was the Princess Zobraska."

The other laughed. "Never mind. I know all about it. It isn't often one

has to listen to speeches at second-hand. The question is: Would you

care to stand when the time comes?"

"I should just think I would," cried Paul boyishly.

All his jealous resentment had given place to exultation. It was the

Princess who had told Frank Ayres. If she had been laying him under the

spell of her seduction it was on his, Paul's, account. She had had the

splendid audacity to recite his speech to the Chief Whip. Frank Ayres

was suddenly transformed from a popinjay into an admirable fellow. The

Princess herself sat enthroned more adorable than ever.

"The only difficulty," said Paul, "is that I have to earn my living."

"That might be arranged," said Lord Francis.

So Paul, as soon as he found an opportunity, danced over to Chetwood

Park and told his Princess all about it, and called her a tutelary

goddess and an angel and all manner of pretty names. And the Princess,

who was alone, poured for him her priceless Russian tea into egg-shell

China tea-cups and fed him on English crumpets, and, in her French and

feminine way, gave him the outer fringe of her heart to play with--a

very dangerous game. She had received him, not as once before in the

state drawing room, but in the intimacy of her own boudoir, a place all

soft lights and cushions and tapestries and gleaming bits of sculpture.

After tea and crumpets had been consumed, the dangerous game proceeded

far enough for Paul to confess his unjust dislike of Frank Ayres.

"Gros jaloux," said the Princess.

"That was why you said que vous etes bete," said he.

"Partly."

"What were the other reasons?"

"Any woman has a thousand reasons for calling any man stupid."

"Tell me some of them at any rate."

"Well, isn't it stupid of a man to try to quarrel with his best friend

when he won't be seeing her again for three or four months?"

"You're not going away soon?"

"Next week."

"Oh!" said Paul.

"Yes. I go to Paris, then to my villa at Mont Boron. I have the

nostalgia of my own country, you see. Then to Venice at Easter."

Paul looked at her wistfully, for life seemed suddenly very blank and

dismal. "What shall I do all that time without my best friend?"

"You will probably find another and forget her."

She was lying back among cushions, pink and terra-cotta, and a round

black cushion framed her delicate head.

Paul said in a low voice, bending forward: "Do you think you are a

woman whom men forget?"

Their eyes met. The game had grown very perilous. "Men may remember the

princess," she replied, "but forget the woman."

"If it weren't for the woman inside the princess; what reason should I

have for remembering?" he asked.

She fenced. "But, as it is, you don't see me very often."

"I know. But you are here--to be seen--not when I want you, for that

would be every hour of the day--but, at least, in times of emergency.

You are here, all the same, in the atmosphere of my life."

"And if I go abroad I shall no longer be in that atmosphere? Did I not

say you would forget?"

She laughed. Then quickly started forward, and, elbow on knee and chin

on palm, regarded him brightly. "We are talking like a couple of people

out of Mademoiselle de Scudery," she said before he had time to reply.

"And we are in the twentieth century, mon pauvre ami. We must be

sensible. I know that you will miss me. And I will miss you too. Mais

que voulez-vous? We have to obey the laws of the world we live in."

"Need we?" asked Paul daringly. "Why need we?"

"We must. I must go away to my own country. You must stay in yours and

work and fulfill your ambitions." She paused. "I want you to be a great

man," she said, with a strange tenderness in her voice.

"With you by my side," said he, "I feel I could conquer the earth."

"As your good friend I shall always be by your side. Vous voyez, mon

cher Paul," she went on quickly in French. "I am not quite as people

see me. I am a woman who is lonely and not too happy, who has had

disillusions which have embittered her life. You know my history. It is

public property. But I am young. And my heart is healed--and it craves

faith and tenderness and--and friendship. I have many to flatter me. I

am not too ugly. Many men pay their court to me, but they do not touch

my heart. None of them even interest me. I don't know why. And then I

have my rank, which imposes on me its obligations. Sometimes I wish I

were a little woman of nothing at all, so that I could do as I like.

Mais enfin, I do what I can. You have come, Paul Savelli, with your

youth and your faith and your genius, and you pay your court to me like

the others. Yes, it is true--and as long as it was amusing, I let it go

on. But now that you interest me, it is different. I want your success.

I want it with all my heart. It is a little something in my life--I

confess it--quelque chose de tres joli--and I will not spoil it. So let

us be good friends, frank and loyal--without any Scudery." She looked

at him with eyes that had lost their languor--a sweet woman's eyes, a

little moist, very true. "And now," she said, "will you be so kind as

to put a log on the fire."

Paul rose and threw a log on the glowing embers, and stood by her side.

He was deeply moved. Never before had she so spoken. Never before had

she afforded a glimpse of the real woman. Her phrases, so natural, so

sincere, in her own tongue, and so caressive, stirred the best in him.

The glamour passed from the royal lady; only the sweet and beautiful

woman remained.

"I will be what you will, my Princess," he said.

At that moment he could not say more. For the first time in his life he

was mute in a woman's presence; and the reason was that for the first

time in his life love for a woman had gripped his heart.

She rose and smiled at him. "Bons amis, francs et loyaux?"

"Francs et loyaux."

She gave him her hand in friendship; but she gave him her eyes in love.

It is the foolish way of women.

"May a frank and loyal friend write to you sometimes?" he asked.

"Why, yes. And a frank and loyal friend will answer."

"And when shall I see you again?"

"Did I not tell you," she said, moving to the bell, for this was

leave-taking--"that I shall be in Venice at Easter?"

Paul went out into the frosty air, and the bright wintry stars shone

down on him. Often on such nights he had looked up, wondering which was

his star, the star that guided his destiny. But to-night no such fancy

crossed his mind. He did not think of the stars. He did not think of

his destiny. His mind and soul were drenched in thought of one woman.

It had come at last, the great passion, the infinite desire. It had

come in a moment, wakened into quivering being by the caressive notes

of the dear French voice--"mais je suis jeune, et mon coeur est gueri,

et il lui manque affreusement de la foi, de la tendresse,

de--de"--adorable catch of emotion--"de l'amitie." Friendship, indeed!

For amitie all but her lips said amour. He walked beneath the wintry

stars, a man in a perfect dream.

Till then she had been but his Princess, the exquisite lady whom it had

amused to wander with him into the pays du tendre. She had been as far

above him as the now disregarded stars. She had come down with a

carnival domino over her sidereal raiment, and had met him on carnival

equality. He beau masque! He, knowing her, had fallen beneath her

starry spell. He was Paul Kegworthy, Paul Savelli, what you like; Paul

the adventurer, Paul the man born to great things. She was a beautiful

woman, bearing the title of Princess, the title that had haunted his

life since first the Vision Splendid dawned upon him as he lay on his

stomach eavesdropping and heard the words of the divinely-smelling

goddess who had given him his talisman, the cornelian heart. To "rank

himself with princes" had been the intense meaning of his life since

ragged and fiercely imaginative childhood. Odd circumstances had ranked

him with Sophie Zobraska. The mere romance of it had carried him off

his feet. She was a princess. She was charming. She frankly liked his

society. She seemed interested in his adventurous career. She was

romantic. He too. She was his Egeria. He had worshipped her

romantically, in a mediaeval, Italian way, and she had accepted the

homage. It had all been deliciously artificial. It had all been

Mademoiselle de Scudery. But to-day the real woman, casting off her

carnival domino, casting off too the sidereal raiment, had spoken, for

the first time, in simple womanhood, and her betraying eyes had told

things that they had told to no other man living or dead. And all that

was artificial, all that was fantastic, all that was glamour, was

stripped away from Paul in the instant of her self-revelation. He loved

her as man loves woman. He laughed aloud as his young feet struck the

frozen road. She knew and was not angry. She, in her wonder, gave him

leave to love her. It was obvious that she loved him to love her. Dear

God! He could go on loving her like this for the rest of his life. What

more did he want? To the clean man of nine-and-twenty, sufficient for

the day is the beauty thereof.

An inspired youth took his place at the Winwoods' dinner table that

evening. The elderly, ugly heiress, Miss Durning, concerning whom Miss

Winwood had, with gentle malice, twitted him some months before, sat by

his side. He sang her songs of Araby and tales of far Cashmere--places

which in the commonplace way of travel he had never visited. What

really happened in the drawing room between the departure of the ladies

and the entrance of the men no one knows. But before the ladies went to

bed Miss Winwood took Paul aside.

"Paul dear," she said, "you're never going to marry an old woman for

money, are you?"

"Good God, no! Dearest lady, what do you mean?"

His cry was so sincere that she laughed.

"Nothing," she said.

"But you must mean something." He threw out his hands.

"Are you aware that you've been flirting disgracefully with Lizzle

Durning?"

"I?" said Paul, clapping a hand to his shirt-front.

"You."

He smiled his sunny smile into the clear, direct eyes of his dearest

lady--all the more dear because of the premature white of her hair. "I

would flirt to-night with Xantippe, or Kerenhappuch, or Queen

Victoria," said he.

"Why?"

He laughed, and although none of the standing and lingering company had

overheard them, he gently led her to the curtained embrasure of the

drawing-room window.

"This is perhaps the biggest day of my life. I've not had an

opportunity of telling you. This morning Frank Ayres offered me a seat

in Parliament."

"I'm glad," said Ursula Winwood; but her eyes hardened. "And so--Lizzie

Durning--"

He took both her elbows in his hands--only a Fortunate Youth, with his

laughing charm, would have dared to grip Ursula Winwood's elbows and

cut her short. "Dearest lady," said he, "to-day there are but two women

in the world for me. You are one. The other--well--it isn't Miss

Durning."

She searched him through and through, "This afternoon?"

"Yes."

"Paul!" She withdrew from his grasp. In her voice was a touch of

reproach.

"Dearest lady," said he, "I would die rather than marry a rich woman,

ugly or beautiful, if I could not bring her something big in

return--something worth living for."

"You've dold me either too much or too little. Am I not entitled to

know how things stand?"

"You're entitled to know the innermost secrets of my heart," he cried;

and he told thereof as far as his love for the Princess was concerned.

"But, my poor boy," said Ursula tenderly, "how is it all going to end?"

"It's never going to end," cried Paul.

Ursula Winwood smiled on him and sighed a little; for she remembered

the gallant young fellow who had been killed in the Soudan in eighteen

eighty-five.

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