CHAPTER XIII

PAUL looked from side to side at the palely lit faces of the

spectators, trying to distinguish Barney Bill and Jane. But he did not

see them. He was disappointed and depressed, seized with a curious

yearning for his own people. Vehicle after vehicle drew up and carried

away the remainder of the platform group, and Paul was left in the

doorway with the President and Honorary Secretary of the local lodge.

The little crowd began to melt away. Suddenly his heart leaped and,

after a hasty good night to the two officials, he sprang forward and,

to their astonishment, gripped the hand of a bent and wizened old man.

"Barney Bill! This is good. Where is Jane?"

"Close by," said Bill.

The President and Honorary Secretary waved farewells and marched away.

Out of the gloom came Jane, somewhat shyly. He took both her hands and

looked upon her, and laughed. "My dear Jane! What ages since we lost

each other!"

"Seven years, Mr. Savelli."

"'Mr. Savelli!' Rubbish! Paul."

"Begging your pardon," said Barney Bill, "but I've got a pal 'ere what

I've knowed long before you was born, and he'd like to tell yer how he

enjoyed your speech."

A tall man, lean and bearded, and apparently very well dressed, came

forward.

"This is my old pal, Silas Finn," said Bill.

"Delighted to meet you, Mr. Finn," said Paul, shaking hands.

"I too," said the man gravely.

"Silas Finn's a Councillor of the Borough," said Bill proudly.

"You should have been on the platform," said Paul.

"I attended in my private capacity," replied Mr. Finn.

He effaced himself. Paul found himself laughing into Barney Bill's

twinkling eyes. "Dear old Bill," he cried, clapping his old friend on

the shoulder. "How are things going? How's the caravan? I've looked out

for it on so many country roads."

"I'm thinking of retiring," said Bill. "I can only do a few summer

months now--and things isn't what they was."

"And Jane?" He turned to her.

"I'm Mr. Finn's secretary."

"Oh," said Paul. Mr. Finn, then, was an important person.

The drill hall attendant shut the door, and save for the street lamps

they were in gloom. There was an embarrassed little silence. Paul broke

it by saying: "We must exchange addresses, and fix up a meeting for a

nice long talk."

"If you would like to have a talk with your old friends now, my house

is at your disposal," said Mr. Finn, in a soft, melancholy voice. "It

is not far from here."

"That's very kind of you--but I couldn't trespass on your hospitality."

"Gor bless you," exclaimed Barney Bill. "Nothing of the kind. Didn't I

tell yer I've knowed him since we was lads together? And Jane lives

there."

Paul laughed. "In that case--"

"You'll be most welcome," said Mr. Finn. "This way."

He went ahead with Barney Bill, whose queer side limp awoke poignant

memories of the Bludston brickfield. Paul followed with Jane.

"And what have you been doing?" he asked.

"Typewriting. Then Bill came across Mr. Finn, whom he hadn't seen for

years, and got me the position of secretary. Otherwise I've been doing

nothing particular."

"If you knew what a hunt I had years ago to find you," he said, and

began to explain the set of foolish circumstances when they turned the

corner of the drill hall and found a four-wheeled cab waiting.

"I had already engaged it for my friends and myself," Mr. Finn

explained. "Will you get in?"

Jane and Paul and Mr. Finn entered the cab. Barney Bill, who liked air

and for whom the raw November night was filled apparently with balmy

zephyrs, clambered in his crablike way next the driver. They started.

"What induced you to come to-night?" Paul asked.

"We saw the announcement in the newspapers," replied Jane. "Barney Bill

said the Mr. Paul Savelli could be no one else but you. I said it

couldn't."

"Why?" he asked sharply.

"There are heaps of people of the same name."

"But you didn't think I was equal to it?"

She laughed a short laugh. "That's just how you used to talk. You

haven't changed much."

"I hope I haven't," replied Paul earnestly. "And I don't think you've

changed either."

"Very little has happened to change me," said Jane.

The cab lumbered on through dull, dimly lit, residential roads. Only by

the swinging gleam of an occasional street lamp could Paul distinguish

the faces of his companions. "I hope you're on our side, Mr. Finn," he

said politely to his host, who sat on the small back seat.

"I don't disagree with much that you said to-night. But you are on the

side of wealth and aristocracy. I am on the side of the downtrodden and

oppressed."

"But so am I," cried Paul. "The work of every day of my life tends to

help them."

"You're a Conservative and I'm a Radical."

"What do labels matter? We're both attacking the same problem, only

from different angles."

"Very likely, Mr. Savelli; but you'll pardon me if, according to my

political creed, I regard your angle as an obtuse one."

Paul wondered greatly who he could be, this grave, intelligent friend

of Barney Bill's, who spoke with such dignity and courtesy. In his

speech was a trace of rough accent; but his words were chosen with

precision.

"You think we glance off, whereas your attack is more direct," laughed

Paul.

"That is so. I hope you don't mind my saying it. You were the

challenger."

"I was. But anyhow we're not going to be enemies."

"God forbid," said Mr. Finn.

Presently the cab stopped before a fairly large detached house standing

back from the road. A name which Paul could not decipher was painted on

the top bar of the gate. They trooped through and up some steps to the

front door, which Mr. Finn opened with his latchkey. The first

impression that Paul had on entering a wide vestibule was a blaze of

gilt frames containing masses of bright, fresh paint. A parlour-maid

appeared, and helped with hats and coats.

"We are having a very simple supper, Mr. Savelli. Will you join us?"

said Mr. Finn.

"With the greatest pleasure," said Paul.

The host threw open the dining-room door on the right. Jane and Paul

entered; were alone for a few moments, during which Paul heard Barney

Bill say in a hoarse whisper: "Let me have my hunk of bread and beef in

the kitchen, Silas. You know as how I hates a fork and I likes to eat

in my shirt sleeves."

Paul seized Jane by the arms and regarded her luminously. He murmured:

"Did you hear? The dear old chap!"

She raised clear, calm eyes. "Aren't you shocked?"

He shook her. "What do you take me for?"

Jane was rebellious. "For what girls in my position generally call a

'toff.' You---"

"You're horrid," said Paul.

"The word's horrid, not me. You're away up above us."

"'Us' seems to be very prosperous, anyhow," said Paul, looking round

him. Jane watched him jealously and saw his face change. The dining

room, spaciously proportioned, was, like the vestibule, a mass of gilt

frames and staring paint. Not an inch of wall above the oak dado was

visible. Crude landscapes, wooden portraits, sea studies with waves of

corrugated iron, subject pictures of childishly sentimental appeal,

blinded the eyes. It looked as if a kindergarten had been the selecting

committee for an exhibition of the Royal Academy. It looked also as if

the kindergarten had replaced the hanging committee also. It was a

conglomerate massacre. It was pictorial anarchy. It was individualism

baresark, amok, crazily frantic. And an execrably vile,

nerve-destroying individualism at that.

Paul released Jane, who kept cool, defiant eyes on him.

"What do you think of it?"

He smiled. "A bit disconcerting."

"The whole house is like this."

"It's so new," said Paul.

He looked about him again. The long table was plainly laid for three at

the far end. The fare consisted of a joint of cold beef, a cold tart

suggestive of apple, a bit of Cheshire cheese, and celery in a glass

vase. Of table decoration of any kind there was no sign. A great walnut

monstrosity meagrely equipped performed the functions of a sideboard.

The chairs, ten straight-backed, and two easy by the fireplace, of

which one was armless, were upholstered in saddlebag, yellow and green.

In the bay of the red-curtained window was a huge terra-cotta bust of

an ivy-crowned and inane Austrian female. There was a great fireplace

in which a huge fire blazed cheerily, and on the broad, deep hearth

stood little coloured plaster figures of stags, of gnomes, of rabbits,

one ear dropping, the other ear cocked, of galloping hounds unknown to

the fancy, scenting and pursuing an invisible foe.

She watched him as he scanned the room.

"Who is Mr. Finn?" he asked in a low voice.

"Many years ago he was 'Finn's Fried Fish.' Now he's 'Fish Palaces,

Limited.' They're all over London. You can't help seeing them even from

a motor car."

"I've seen them," said Paul.

The argument outside the door having ended in a victory for the host,

he entered the room, pushing Barney Bill gently in front of him. For

the first time Paul saw him in the full light. He beheld a man sharply

featured, with hair and beard, once raven-black, irregularly streaked

with white--there seemed to be no intermediary shades of grey--and deep

melancholy eyes. There hung about him the atmosphere of infinite,

sorrowful patience that might mark a Polish patriot. As the runner of a

successful fried fish concern he was an incongruity. As well, thought

Paul, picture the late Cardinal Newman sharpening knife on steel

outside a butcher's shop, and crying, "buy, buy," in lusty invitation.

Then Paul noticed that he was oddly apparelled. He wore the black

frock-coat suit of a Methodist preacher at the same time as the rainbow

tie, diamond tie-pin, heavy gold watch-chain, diamond ring and natty

spats of a professional bookmaker. The latter oddities, however, did

not detract from the quiet, mournful dignity of his face and manner.

Paul felt himself in the presence of an original personality.

The maid came in and laid a fourth place. Mr. Finn waved Paul to a seat

on his right, Barney Bill to one next Paul; Jane sat on his left.

"I will ask a blessing," said Mr. Finn.

He asked one for two minutes in the old-fashioned Evangelical way,

bringing his guest into his address to the Almighty with an almost

pathetic courtesy. "I am afraid, Mr. Savelli," said he, when he sat

down and began to carve the beef, "I have neither wine nor spirits to

offer you. I am a strict teetotaller; and so is Miss Seddon. But as I

knew my old friend Simmons would be unhappy without his accustomed

glass of beer--"

"That's me," said Barney Bill, nudging Paul with his elbow. "Simmons.

You never knowed that afore, did yer? Beg pardon, guv'nor, for

interrupting."

"Well, there's a jug of beer--and that is all at this hour, except

water, that I can put before you."

Paul declared that beer was delicious and peculiarly acceptable after

public speaking, and demonstrated his appreciation by draining the

glass which the maid poured out.

"You wanted that badly, sonny," said Barney Bill. "The next thing to

drinking oneself is to see another chap what enjoys swallering it."

"Bill!" said Jane reprovingly.

Barney Bill cocked his white poll across the table with the perkiness

of a quaint bird--Paul saw that the years had brought a striation of

tiny red filaments to his weather-beaten face--and fixed her with his

little glittering eyes. "Bill what? You think I'm 'urting his

feelings?" He jerked a thumb towards his host. "I ain't. He thinks good

drink's bad because bad has come of it to him--not that he ever took a

drop too much, mind yer--but bad has come of it to him, and I think

good drink's good because nothing but good has come of it to me. And

we've agreed to differ. Ain't we, Silas?"

"If every man were as moderate as you, and I am sure as Mr. Savelli, I

should have nothing to say against it. Why should I? But the working

man, unhappily, is not moderate."

"I see," said Paul. "You preach, or advocate--I think you preach--total

abstinence, and so feel it your duty to abstain yourself."

"That is so," said Mr. Finn, helping himself to mustard. "I don't wish

to bore you with my concerns; but I'm a fairly large employer of

labour. Now I have found that by employing only pledged abstainers I

get extraordinary results. I exact a very high rate of insurance,

towards a fund--I need not go into details--to which I myself

contribute a percentage--a far higher rate than would be possible if

they spent their earnings on drink. I invest the whole lot in my

business--their stoppages from wages and my contributions. I guarantee

them 3 per cent.; I give them, actually, the dividends that accrue to

the holders of ordinary stock in my company. They also have the general

advantages of insurance--sickness, burial, maternity, and so

forth--that they would get from an ordinary benefit society."

"But that's enormous," cried Paul, with keen interest. "On the face of

it, it seems impossible. It seems entirely uneconomic. Co-operative

trading is one thing; private insurance another. But how can you

combine the two?"

"The whole secret lies in the marvellously increased efficiency of the

employee." He developed his point.

Paul listened attentively. "But," said he, when his host concluded,

"isn't it rather risky? Supposing, for the sake of argument, your

business failed."

Mr. Finn held up the lean, brown hand on which the diamond sparkled.

"My business cannot fail."

Paul started. The assertion had a strange solemnity. "Without

impertinence," said he, "why can't it fail?"

"Because God is guiding it," said Silas Finn.

The fanatic spoke. Paul regarded him with renewed interest. The black

hair streaked with white, banging over the temples on the side away

from the parting, the queerly streaked beard, the clear-cut ascetic

features, the deep, mournful eyes in whose depths glowed a soul on

fire, gave him the appearance of a mad but sanctified apostle. Barney

Bill, who profoundly distrusted all professional drinkers of water,

such as Mr. Finn's employees, ate his cold beef silently, in the happy

surmise that no one was paying the least attention to his

misperformances with knife, fork and fingers. Jane looked steadily from

Paul to Silas and from Silas to Paul.

Paul said: "How do you know God is guiding it?"

At the back of his mind was an impulse of mirth--there was a touch of

humorous blasphemy in the conception of the Almighty as managing

director of "Fish Palaces, Limited"--but the nominal earthly managing

director saw not the slightest humour in the proposition.

"Who is guiding you in your brilliant career?" he asked.

Paul threw out his hands, in the once practised and now natural foreign

gesture. "I'm not an atheist. Of course I believe in God, and I thank

Him for all His mercies--"

"Yes, yes," said his host. "That I shouldn't question. But a successful

man's thanks to God are most often merely conventional. Don't think I

wish to be offensive. I only want to get at the root of things. You are

a young man, eight-and-twenty--"

"How do you know that?" laughed Paul.

"Oh, your friends have told me. You are young. You have a brilliant

position. You have a brilliant future. Were you born to it?"

There was Jane on the opposite side of the table, entirely uninterested

in her food, looking at him in her calm, clear way. She was so

wholesome, so sane, in her young yet mature English lower-class beauty.

She had broad brows. Her mass of dark brown hair was rather too

flawlessly arranged. He felt a second's irritation at not catching any

playfully straying strand. She was still the Jane of his boyhood, but a

Jane developed, a Jane from whom no secrets were hid, a searching,

questioning and quietly disturbing Jane.

"A man is born to his destiny, whatever destiny may be," said Paul.

"That is Mohammedan fatalism," said Mr. Finn, "unless one means by

destiny the guiding hand of the Almighty. Do you believe that you're

under the peculiar care of God?"

"Do you, Mr. Finn?"

"I have said so. I ask you. Do you?"

"In a general way, yes," said Paul. "In your particular sense, no. You

question me frankly and I answer frankly. You would not like me to

answer otherwise."

"Certainly not," said his host.

"Then," Paul continued, with a smile, "I must say that from my

childhood I have been fired with a curious certainty that I would

succeed in life. Chance has helped me. How far a divine hand has been

specially responsible, it isn't for me to conjecture. But I know that

if I hadn't believed in myself I shouldn't have had my small measure of

success."

"You believe in yourself?"

"Yes. And I believe in making others believe in me."

"That is strange--very strange." Mr. Finn fixed him with his deep,

sorrowful eyes. "You believe that you're predestined to a great

position. You believe that you have in you all that is needful to

attain it. That has carried you through. Strange!" He put his hand to

his temple, elbow on table, and still regarded Paul. "But there's God

behind it all. Mr. Savelli," he said earnestly, after a slight pause,

"you are twenty-eight; I am fifty-eight; so I'm more than old enough to

be your father. You'll forgive my taking up the attitude of the older

man. I have lived a life such as your friends on the platform

to-night--honorable, clean, sweet people--I've nothing to say against

them--have no conception. I am English, of course--London born. My

father was an Englishman; but my mother was a Sicilian. She used to go

about with a barrel-organ--my father ran away with her. I have that

violent South in my blood, and I've lived nearly all my days in London.

I've had to pay dearly for my blood. The only compensation it has given

me is a passion for art"--he waved his lean, bediamonded hand towards

the horrific walls. "That is external--in a way--mere money has enabled

me to gratify my tastes; but, as I was saying, I have lived a life of

strange struggle, material, physical, and"--he brought down his free

hand with a bang on the table--"it is only by the grace of God and the

never-ceasing presence of Our Lord Jesus Christ by my side, that--that

I am able to offer you my modest hospitality this evening."

Paul felt greatly drawn to the man. He was beyond doubt sincere. He

wore the air of one who had lived fiercely, who had suffered, who had

conquered; but the air of one whose victory was barren, who was looking

into the void for the things unconquerable yet essential to salvation.

Paul made a little gesture of attention. He could find no words to

reply. A man's deep profession of faith is unanswerable.

"Ah," said Barney Bill, "you ought to have come along o' me, Silas,

years ago in the old 'bus. You mightn't have got all these bright

pictures, but you wouldn't have had these 'ere gloomy ideas. I don't

say as how I don't hold with Gawd," he explained, with uplifted

forefinger and cocked head; "but if ever I thinks of Him, I like to

feel that He's in the wind or in the crickle-crackle of the earth, just

near and friendly like, but not a-worrying of a chap, listening for

every cuss-word as he uses to his old horse, and measuring every

half-pint he pours down his dusty throat. No. That ain't my idea of

Gawd. But then I ain't got religion."

"Still the same old pagan," laughed Paul.

"No, not the same, sonny," said Barney Bill, holding up his knife,

which supported a morsel of cheese. "Old. Rheumaticky. Got to live in a

'ouse when it rains--me who never keered whether I was baked to a

cinder or wet through! I ain't a pagan no more. I'm a crock."

Jane smiled affectionately at the old man, and her face was lit with

rare sweetness when she smiled. "He really is just the same," she said.

"He hasn't changed much in forty years," said Mr. Finn.

"I was a good Conservative then, as I am now," said Bill. "That's one

thing, anyhow. So was you, Silas. But you had Radical leanings."

Barney Bill's remark set the talk on political lines. Paul learned that

his host had sat for a year or more as a Progressive on the Hickney

Heath Borough Council and aspired to a seat in Parliament.

"The Kingdom of Heaven," said he, not unctuously or hypocritically, but

in his grave tone of conviction, "is not adequately represented in the

House."

Paul pointed out that in the House of Lords one had the whole bench of

Bishops.

"I'm not a member of the Established Church, Mr. Savelli," replied Mr.

Finn. "I'm a Dissenter--a Free Zionist."

"I've heard him conduc' the service," said Barney Bill. "He built the

Meeting House close by, yer know. I goes sometimes to try and get

converted. But I'm too old and stiff in the j'ints. No longer a pagan,

but a crock, sonny. But I likes to listen to him. Gorbli--bless me,

it's a real bean feast--that's what it is. He talks straight from the

shoulder, he does, just as you talked to-night. Lets 'em 'ave it

bing-bang in the eye. Don't he, Jane?"

"Bill means," she explained, with the shadow of a smile, for Paul's

benefit, "that Mr. Finn is an eloquent preacher."

"D'yer suppose he didn't understand what I meant?" he exclaimed,

setting down the beer glass which he was about to raise to his lips.

"Him, what I discovered reading Sir Walter Scott with the cover off

when he was a nipper with no clothes on? You understood, sonny."

"Of course I did." He laughed gaily and turned to his host, who had

suffered Barney Bill's queer eulogy with melancholy indulgence. "One of

these days I should like to come and hear you preach."

"Any Sunday, at ten and six. You would be more than welcome."

The meal was over. Barney Bill pulled a blackened clay pipe from his

waistcoat pocket and a paper of tobacco.

"I'm a non-smoker," said Mr. Finn to Paul, "and I'm sorry I've nothing

to offer you--I see little company, so I don't keep cigars in the

house--but if you would care to smoke---" he waved a courteous and

inviting hand.

Paul whipped out his cigarette case. It was of gold--a present last

Christmas from the Winwood fitting part of the equipment of a Fortunate

Youth. He opened it, offered a cigarette to Barney Bill.

"Garn!" said the old man. "I smokes terbakker," and he filled his pipe

with shag.

Mr. Finn rose from the table. "Will you excuse me, Mr. Savelli, if I

leave you? I get up early to attend to my business. I must be at

Billingsgate at half-past five to buy my fish. Besides, I have been

preventing your talk with our friends. So pray don't go. Good-night,

Mr. Savelli."

As he shook hands Paul met the sorrowful liquid eyes fixed on him with

strange earnestness. "I must thank you for your charming hospitality. I

hope you'll allow me to come and see you again."

"My house is yours."

It was a phrase--a phrase of Castilian politeness--oddly out of place

in the mouth of a Free Zionist purveyor of fried fish. But it seemed to

have more than a Castilian, more than a Free Zionist significance. He

was still pondering over it when Mr. Finn, having bidden Jane and

Barney Bill good-night, disappeared.

"Ah!" said Barney Bill, lifting up the beer jug in order to refill his

glass, and checked whimsically by the fact of its emptiness. "Ah," said

he, setting down the jug and limping round the table, "let us hear as

how you've been getting on, sonny."

They drew their chairs about the great hearth, in which the idiotic

little Viennese plaster animals sported in movement eternally arrested,

and talked of the years that had passed. Paul explained once more his

loss of Jane and his fruitless efforts to find her.

"We didn't know," said Jane. "We thought that either you were dead or

had forgotten us--or had grown too big a man for us."

"Axing your pardon," said Barney Bill, taking his blackened clay from

his lips and holding it between his gnarled fingers, "you said so. I

didn't. I always held that, if he wasn't dead, the time would come

when, as it was to-night, the three of us would be sitting round

together. I maintained," he added solemnly after a puff or two, "that

his heart was in the right place. I'm a broken-down old crock, no

longer a pagan; but I'm right. Ain't I, sonny?" He thrust an arm into

the ribs of Paul, who was sitting between them.

Paul looked at Jane. "I think this proves it."

She returned his look steadily. "I own I was wrong. But a woman only

proves herself to be right by always insisting that she is wrong."

"My dear Jane," cried Paul. "Since when have you become so

psychological?"

"Gorblime," said Barney Bill, "what in thunder's that?"

"I know," said Jane. "You"--to Paul--"were good enough to begin my

education. I've tried since to go on with it."

"It's nothing to do with edication," said Barney Bill. "It's fac's.

Let's have fac's. Jane and I have been tramping the same old high-road,

but you've been climbing mountains--yer and yer gold cigarette cases.

Let's hear about it."

So Paul told his story, and as he told it, it seemed to him, in its

improbability, more like a fairy-tale than the sober happenings of real

life.

"You've said nothing about the princess," Jane remarked, when he had

ended.

"The princess?"

"Yes. Where does she come in?"

"The Princess Zobraska is a friend of my employers."

"But you and she are great friends," Jane persisted quietly. "That's

obvious to anybody. I was standing quite close when you helped her into

the motor car."

"I didn't see you."

"I took care you didn't. She looks charming."

"Most princesses are charming--when they've no particular reason to be

otherwise," said Paul. "It is their metier--their profession."

There was a little silence. Jane, cheek on hand, looked thoughtfully

into the fire. Barney Bill knocked' the ashes out of his pipe and

thrust it in his pocket. "It's getting late, sonny."

Paul looked at his watch. It was past one o'clock. He jumped up. "I

hope to goodness you haven't to begin work at half-past five," he said

to Jane.

"No. At eight." She rose as he stretched out his hand. "You don't know

what it is to see you again, Paul. I can't tell you. Some things are

upsetting. But I'm glad. Oh, yes, I'm glad, Paul dear. Don't think I'm

not."

Her voice broke a little. They were the first gentle words she had

given him all the evening. Paul smiled and kissed her hand as he had

kissed that of the princess, and, still holding it, said: "Don't I know

you of old? And if you suppose I haven't thought of you and felt the

need of you, you're very much mistaken. Now I've found you, I'm not

going to let you go again."

She turned her head aside and looked down; there was the slightest

movement of her plump shoulders. "What's the good? I can't do anything

for you now, and you can't do anything for me. You're on the way to

becoming a great man. To me, you're a great man already. Don't you see?"

"My dear, I was an embryonic Shelley, Raphael, Garrick, and Napoleon

when you first met me," he said jestingly.

"But then you didn't belong to their--to their sphere. Now you do. Your

friends are lords and ladies and--and princesses--"

"My friends," cried Paul, "are people with great true hearts--like the

Winwoods--and the princess, if you like--and you, and Barney Bill."

"That's a sentiment as does you credit," said the old man. "Great true

hearts! Now if you ain't satisfied, my dear, you're a damn criss-cross

female. And yer ain't, are yer?' She laughed and Paul laughed. The

little spell of intensity was broken. There were pleasant leave-takings.

"I'll set you on your road a bit," said Barney Bill. "I live in the

neighbourhood. Good-bye, Jane."

She went with them to the front door, and stood in the gusty air

watching them until they melted into the darkness.

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