The rejoicings which resounded from the market-place now spread likewise

over the great square; and a boisterous /vivat/ burst forth from

thousands upon thousands of throats, and doubtless from as many hearts.

For this grand festival was to be the pledge of a lasting peace, which

indeed for many a long year actually blessed Germany.

Several days before, it had been made known by public proclamation, that

neither the bridge nor the eagle over the fountain was to be exposed to

the people, and they were therefore not, as at other times, to be

touched. This was done to prevent the mischief inevitable with such a

rush of persons. But, in order to sacrifice in some degree to the genius

of the mob, persons expressly appointed went behind the procession,

loosened the cloth from the bridge, wound it up like a flag, and threw

it into the air. This gave rise to no disaster, but to a laughable

mishap; for the cloth unrolled itself in the air, and, as it fell,

covered a larger or smaller number of persons. Those now who took hold

of the ends and drew them towards them, pulled all those in the middle

to the ground, enveloped them and teased them till they tore or cut

themselves through; and everybody, in his own way, had borne off a

corner of the stuff made sacred by the footsteps of majesty.

I did not long contemplate this rough sport, but hastened from my high

position through all sorts of little steps and passages, down to the

great Römer-stairs, where the distinguished and majestic mass, which had

been stared at from the distance, was to ascend in its undulating

course. The crowd was not great, because the entrances to the city-hall

were well garrisoned; and I fortunately reached at once the iron

balustrades above. Now the chief personages ascended past me, while

their followers remained behind in the lower arched passages; and I

could observe them on the thrice-broken stairs from all sides, and at

last quite close.

Finally both their majesties came up. Father and son were altogether

dressed like Menaechmi. The emperor's domestic robes, of purple-colored

silk, richly adorned with pearls and stones, as well as his crown,

sceptre, and imperial orb, struck the eye with good effect. For all in

them was new, and the imitation of the antique was tasteful. He moved,

too, quite easily in his attire; and his true-hearted, dignified face,

indicated at once the emperor and the father. The young king, on the

contrary, in his monstrous articles of dress, with the crown-jewels of

Charlemagne, dragged himself along as if he had been in a disguise; so

that he himself, looking at his father from time to time, could not

refrain from laughing. The crown, which it had been necessary to line a

great deal, stood out from his head like an overhanging roof. The

dalmatica, the stole, well as they had been fitted and taken in by

sewing, presented by no means an advantageous appearance. The sceptre

and imperial orb excited some admiration; but one would, for the sake of

a more princely effect, rather have seen a strong form, suited to the

dress, invested and adorned with it.

Scarcely were the gates of the great hall closed behind these figures,

than I hurried to my former place, which, being already occupied by

others, I only regained with some trouble.

It was precisely at the right time that I again took possession of my

window, for the most remarkable part of all that was to be seen in

public was just about to take place. All the people had turned towards

the Römer; and a reiterated shout of /vivat/ gave us to understand

that the emperor and king, in their vestments, were showing themselves

to the populace from the balcony of the great hall. But they were not

alone to serve as a spectacle, since another strange spectacle occurred

before their eyes. First of all, the handsome, slender hereditary

marshal flung himself upon his steed: he had laid aside his sword; in

his right hand he held a silver-handled vessel, and a tin spatula in his

left. He rode within the barriers to the great heap of oats, sprang in,

filled the vessel to overflow, smoothed it off, and carried it back

again with great dignity. The imperial stable was now provided for. The

hereditary chamberlain then rode likewise to the spot, and brought back

a basin with ewer and towel. But more entertaining for the spectators

was the hereditary carver, who came to fetch a piece of the roasted ox.

He also rode, with a silver dish, through the barriers, to the large

wooden kitchen, and came forth again with his portion covered, that he

might go back to the Römer. Now it was the turn of the hereditary cup-

bearer, who rode to the fountain and fetched wine. Thus now was the

imperial table furnished; and every eye waited upon the hereditary

treasurer, who was to throw about the money. He, too, mounted a fine

steed, to the sides of whose saddle, instead of holsters, a couple of

splendid bags, embroidered with the arms of the Palatinate, were

suspended. Scarcely had he put himself in motion than he plunged his

hands into these pockets, and generously scattered, right and left, gold

and silver coins, which, on every occasion, glittered merrily in the air

like metallic rain. A thousand hands waved instantly in the air to catch

the gifts; but hardly had the coins fallen when the crowd tumbled over

each other on the ground, and struggled violently for the pieces which

might have reached the earth. As this agitation was constantly repeated

on both sides as the giver rode forwards, it afforded the spectators a

very diverting sight. It was most lively at the close, when he threw out

the bags themselves, and everybody tried to catch this highest prize.

Their majesties had retired from the balcony; and another offering was

to be made to the mob, who, on such occasions, would rather steal the

gifts than receive them tranquilly and gratefully. The custom prevailed,

in more rude and uncouth times, of giving up to the people on the spot

the oats, as soon as the hereditary marshal had taken away his share;

the fountain and the kitchen, after the cup-bearer and the carver had

performed their offices. But this time, to guard against all mischief,

order and moderation were preserved as far as possible. But the old

malicious jokes, that when one filled a sack with oats another cut a

hole in it, with sallies of the kind, were revived. About the roasted

ox, a more serious battle was, as usual, waged on this occasion. This

could only be contested /en masse/. Two guilds, the butchers and

the wine-porters, had, according to ancient custom, again stationed

themselves so that the monstrous roast must fall to one of the two. The

butchers believed that they had the best right to an ox which they

provided entire for the kitchen: the wine-porters, on the other hand,

laid claim because the kitchen was built near the abode of their guild,

and because they had gained the victory the last time, the horns of the

captured steer still projecting from the latticed gable-window of their

guild and meeting-house as a sign of victory. Both these companies had

very strong and able members; but which of them conquered this time, I

no longer remember.

But, as a festival of this kind must always close with something

dangerous and frightful, it was really a terrible moment when the wooden

kitchen itself was made a prize. The roof of it swarmed instantly with

men, no one knowing how they got there: the boards were torn loose, and

pitched down; so that one could not help supposing, particularly at a

distance, that each would kill a few of those pressing to the spot. In a

trice the hut was unroofed; and single individuals hung to the beams and

rafters, in order to pull them also out of their joinings: nay, many

floated above upon the posts which had been already sawn off below; and

the whole skeleton, moving backwards and forwards, threatened to fall

in. Sensitive persons turned their eyes away, and everybody expected a

great calamity; but we did not hear of any mischief: and the whole

affair, though impetuous and violent, had passed off happily.

Everybody knew now that the emperor and king would return from the

cabinet, whither they had retired from the balcony, and feast in the

great hall of the Romer. We had been able to admire the arrangements

made for it, the day before; and my most anxious wish was, if possible,

to look in to-day. I repaired, therefore, by the usual path, to the

great staircase, which stands directly opposite the door of the hall.

Here I gazed at the distinguished personages who this day acted as the

servants of the head of the empire. Forty-four counts, all splendidly

dressed, passed me, carrying the dishes from the kitchen; so that the

contrast between their dignity and their occupation might well be

bewildering to a boy. The crowd was not great, but, considering the

little space, sufficiently perceptible. The hall-door was guarded, while

those who were authorized went frequently in and out. I saw one of the

Palatine domestic officials, whom I asked whether he could not take me

in with him. He did not deliberate long, but gave me one of the silver

vessels he just then bore, which he could do so much the more, as I was

neatly clad; and thus I reached the sanctuary. The Palatine buffet stood

to the left, directly by the door; and with some steps I placed myself

on the elevation of it, behind the barriers.

At the other end of the hall, immediately by the windows, raised on the

steps of the throne, and under canopies, sat the emperor and king in

their robes; but the crown and sceptre lay at some distance behind them

on gold cushions. The three spiritual electors, their buffets behind

them, had taken their places on single elevations; the Elector of Mentz

opposite their majesties, the Elector of Treves at the right, and the

Elector of Cologne at the left. This upper part of the hall was imposing

and cheerful to behold, and excited the remark that the spiritual power

likes to keep as long as possible with the ruler. On the contrary, the

buffets and tables of all the temporal electors, which were, indeed,

magnificently ornamented, but without occupants, made one think of the

misunderstanding which had gradually arisen for centuries between them

and the head of the empire. Their ambassadors had already withdrawn to

eat in a side-chamber; and if the greater part of the hall assumed a

sort of spectral appearance, by so many invisible guests being so

magnificently attended, a large unfurnished table in the middle was

still more sad to look upon; for there, also, many covers stood empty,

because all those who had certainly a right to sit there had, for

appearance' sake, kept away, that on the greatest day of honor they

might not renounce any of their honor, if, indeed, they were then to be

found in the city.

Neither my years nor the mass of present objects allowed me to make many

reflections. I strove to see all as much as possible; and when the

dessert was brought in, and the ambassadors re-entered to pay their

court, I sought the open air, and contrived to refresh myself with good

friends in the neighborhood, after a day's half-fasting, and to prepare

for the illumination in the evening.

This brilliant night I purposed celebrating in a right hearty way; for I

had agreed with Gretchen, and Pylades and his mistress, that we should

meet somewhere at nightfall. The city was already resplendent at every

end and corner when I met my beloved. I offered Gretchen my arm: we went

from one quarter to another, and found ourselves very happy in each

other's society. The cousins at first were also of our party, but were

afterwards lost in the multitude of people. Before the houses of some of

the ambassadors, where magnificent illuminations were exhibited,--those

of the Elector-Palatine were pre-eminently distinguished,--it was as

clear as day. Lest I should be recognized, I had disguised myself to a

certain extent; and Gretchen did not find it amiss. We admired the

various brilliant representations and the fairy-like structures of flame

by which each ambassador strove to outshine the others. But Prince

Esterhazy's arrangements surpassed all the rest. Our little company were

enraptured, both with the invention and the execution; and we were just

about to enjoy this in detail, when the cousins again met us, and spoke

to us of the glorious illumination with which the Brandenburg ambassador

had adorned his quarters. We were not displeased at taking the long way

from the Ross-markt (Horse-market) to the Saalhof, but found that we had

been vlllanously hoaxed.

The Saalhof is, towards the Main, a regular and handsome structure; but

the part in the direction of the city is exceedingly old, irregular, and

unsightly. Small windows, agreeing neither in form nor size, neither in

a line nor placed at equal distances; gates and doors arranged without

symmetry; a ground-floor mostly turned into shops,--it forms a confused

outside, which is never observed by any one. Now, here this accidental,

irregular, unconnected architecture had been followed; and every window,

every door, every opening, was surrounded by lamps,--as indeed can be

done with a well-built house; but here the most wretched and ill-formed

of all facades was thus quite incredibly placed in the clearest light.

Did one amuse one's self with this as with the jests of the

/pagliasso/, [Footnote: A sort of buffoon.] though not without

scruple, since everybody must recognize something intentional in it,--

just as people had before glossed on the previous external deportment of

Von Plotho, so much prized in other respects, and, when once inclined

towards him, had admired him as a wag, who, like his king, would place

himself above all ceremonies,--one nevertheless gladly returned to the

fairy kingdom of Esterhazy.

This eminent envoy, to honor the day, had quite passed over his own

unfavorably situated quarters, and in their stead had caused the great

esplanade of linden-trees in the Horse-market to be decorated in the

front with a portal illuminated with colors, and at the back with a

still more magnificent prospect. The entire enclosure was marked by

lamps. Between the trees, stood pyramids and spheres of light upon

transparent pedestals; from one tree to another were stretched

glittering garlands, on which floated suspended lights. In several

places bread and sausages were distributed among the people, and there

was no want of wine.

Here now, four abreast, we walked very comfortably up and down; and I,

by Gretchen's side, fancied that I really wandered in those happy

Elysian fields where they pluck from the trees crystal cups that

immediately fill themselves with the wine desired, and shake down fruits

that change into every dish at will. At last we also felt such a

necessity; and, conducted by Pylades, we found a neat, well-arranged

eating-house. When we encountered no more guests, since everybody was

going about the streets, we were all the better pleased, and passed the

greatest part of the night most happily and cheerfully, in the feeling

of friendship, love, and attachment. When I had accompanied Gretchen as

far as her door, she kissed me on the forehead. It was the first and

last time that she granted me this favor; for, alas! I was not to see

her again.

The next morning, while I was yet in bed, my mother entered, in trouble

and anxiety. It was easy to see when she was at all distressed. "Get

up," she said, "and prepare yourself for something unpleasant. It has

come out that you frequent very bad company, and have involved yourself

in very dangerous and bad affairs. Your father is beside himself; and we

have only been able to get thus much from him, that he will investigate

the affair by means of a third party. Remain in your chamber, and await

what may happen. Councillor Schneider will come to you: he has the

commission both from your father and from the authorities; for the

matter is already prosecuted, and may take a very bad turn."

I saw that they took the affair for much worse than it was; yet I felt

myself not a little disquieted, even if only the actual state of things

should be detected. My old "Messiah"-loving friend finally entered, with

the tears standing in his eyes: he took me by the arm, and said, "I am

heartily sorry to come to you on such an affair. I could not have

supposed that you could go astray so far. But what will not wicked

companions and bad example do! Thus can a young, inexperienced man be

led step by step into crime!"--"I am conscious of no crime," I replied,

"and as little of having frequented bad company."--"The question now is

not one of defense," said he, interrupting me, "but of investigation,

and on your part of an upright confession."--"What do you want to know?"

retorted I. He seated himself, drew out a paper, and began to question

me: "Have you not recommended N. N. to your grandfather as a candidate

for the ... place?" I answered "Yes."--"Where did you become acquainted

with him?"--"In my walks."--"In what company?" I hesitated, for I would

not willingly betray my friends. "Silence will not do now." he

continued, "for all is sufficiently known."--"What is known, then?" said

I. "That this man has been introduced to you by others like him--in

fact, by. ..." Here he named three persons whom I had never seen nor

known, which I immediately explained to the questioner. "You pretend,"

he resumed, "not to know these men, and have yet had frequent meetings

with them."--"Not in the least," I replied; "for, as I have said, except

the first, I do not know one of them, and even him I have never seen in

a house."--"Have you not often been in ... street?"--"Never," I replied.

This was not entirely conformable to the truth. I had once accompanied

Pylades to his sweetheart, who lived in that street; but we had entered

by the back-door, and remained in the summer-house. I therefore supposed

that I might permit myself the subterfuge that I had not been in the

street itself.

The good man put more questions, all of which I could answer with a

denial; for of all that he wished to learn I knew nothing. At last he

seemed to become vexed, and said, "You repay my confidence and good will

very badly: I come to save you. You cannot deny that you have composed

letters for these people themselves or for their accomplices, have

furnished them writings, and have thus been accessory to their evil

acts; for the question is of nothing less than of forged papers, false

wills, counterfeit bonds, and things of the sort. I have come, not only

as a friend of the family, I come in the name and by order of the

magistrates, who, in consideration of your connections and youth, would

spare you and some other young persons, who, like you, have been lured

into the net." I had thought it strange, that, among the persons he

named, none of those with whom I had been intimate were found. The

circumstances touched, without agreeing; and I could still hope to save

my young friends. But the good man grew more and more urgent. I could

not deny that I had come home late many nights, that I had contrived to

have a house-key made, that I had been seen at public places more than

once with persons of low rank and suspicious looks, that some girls were

mixed up in the affair,--in short, every thing seemed to be discovered

but the names. This gave me courage to persist steadfastly in my

silence. "Do not," said my excellent friend, "let me go away from you;

the affair admits of no delay; immediately after me another will come,

who will not grant you so much scope. Do not make the matter, which is

bad enough, worse by your obstinacy."

I represented very vividly to myself the good cousins, and particularly

Gretchen: I saw them arrested, tried, punished, disgraced; and then it

went through my soul like a flash of lightning, that the cousins, though

they always observed integrity towards me, might have engaged in such

bad affairs, at least the oldest, who never quite pleased me, who came

home later and later, and had little to tell of a cheerful sort. Still I

kept back my confession. "Personally," said I, "I am conscious of

nothing evil, and can rest satisfied on that side; but it is not

impossible that those with whom I have associated may have been guilty

of some daring or illegal act. They may be sought, found, convicted,

punished: I have hitherto nothing to reproach myself with, and will not

do any wrong to those who have behaved well and kindly to me." He did

not let me finish, but exclaimed, with some agitation, "Yes, they will

be found out. These villains met in three houses. (He named the streets,

he pointed out the houses, and, unfortunately, among them was the one I

used to frequent.) The first nest is already broken up, and at this

moment so are the two others. In a few hours the whole will be clear.

Avoid, by a frank confession, a judicial inquiry, a confrontation, and

all other disagreeable matters." The house was known and marked. Now I

deemed silence useless; nay, considering the innocence of our meetings,

I could hope to be still more useful to them than to myself. "Sit down!"

I exclaimed, fetching him back from the door: "I will tell all, and at

once lighten your heart and mine; only one thing I ask,--henceforth let

there be no doubt of my veracity."

I soon told my friend the whole progress of the affair, and was at first

calm and collected; but the more I brought to mind and pictured to

myself the persons, objects, and events, so many innocent pleasures and

charming enjoyments, and was forced to depose as before a criminal

court, the more did the most painful feeling increase, so that at last I

burst forth in tears, and gave myself up to unrestrained passion. The

family friend, who hoped that now the real secret was coming to light

(for he regarded my distress as a symptom that I was on the point of

confessing with repugnance something monstrous), sought to pacify me; as

with him the discovery was the all-important matter. In this he only

partly succeeded; but so far, however, that I could eke out my story to

the end. Though satisfied of the innocence of the proceedings, he was

still doubtful to some extent, and put further questions to me, which

excited me afresh, and transported me with pain and rage. I asserted,

finally, that I had nothing more to say, and well knew that I need fear

nothing, for I was innocent, of a good family, and well reputed; but

that they might be just as guiltless without having it recognized, or

being otherwise favored. I declared at the same time, that if they were

not spared like myself, that if their follies were not regarded with

indulgence, and their faults pardoned, that if any thing in the least

harsh or unjust happened to them, I would do some violence to myself,

and no one should prevent me. In this, too, my friend tried to pacify

me; but I did not trust him, and was, when he quitted me at last, in a

most terrible state. I now reproached myself for having told the affair,

and brought all the positions to light. I foresaw that our childlike

actions, our youthful inclinations and confidences, would be quite

differently interpreted, and that I might perhaps involve the excellent

Pylades in the matter, and render him very unhappy. All these images

pressed vividly one after the other before my soul, sharpened and

spurred my distress, so that I did not know what to do for sorrow. I

cast myself at full length upon the floor, and moistened it with my

tears.

I know not how long I may have lain, when my sister entered, was

frightened at my gestures, and did all that she could to comfort me. She

told me that a person connected with the magistracy had waited below

with my father for the return of the family friend, and that, after they

had been closeted together for some time, both the gentlemen had

departed, had talked to each other with apparent satisfaction, and had

even laughed. She believed that she had heard the words, "It is all

right: the affair is of no consequence."--"Indeed!" I broke out, "the

affair is of no consequence for me,--for us: for I have committed no

crime; and, if I had, they would contrive to help me through: but the

others, the others," I cried, "who will stand by them?"

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