MOSES PRAYS FOR DEATH

Moses still had many other blessings for every single tribe, but when

he perceived that his time had drawn to a close, he included them all

in one blessing, saying, [938] "Happy art thou, O Israel: Who is like

unto thee, a people saved by the Lord, the shield of thy help, and that

is the sword of thy excellency!" With these words he at the same time

answered a question that Israel had put to him, saying, "O tell us, our

teacher Moses, what is the blessing that God will bestow upon us in the

future world?" He replied: "I cannot describe it to you, but all I can

say is, happy ye that such is decreed for ye!" Moses at the same time

begged God that in the future world He might restore to Israel the

heavenly weapon that He had taken from them after the worship of the

Golden Calf. God said, "I swear that I shall restore it to them." [939]

When Moses had finished his blessing, he asked Israel to forgive his

sternness toward them, saying: "Ye have had much to bear from me in

regard to the fulfillment of the Torah and its commandments, but

forgive me now." They replied: "Our teacher, our lord, it is forgiven."

It was not their turn to ask his forgiveness, which they did in these

words: "We have often kindled thine anger and have laid many burdens

upon thee, but forgive us now." He said, "It is forgiven."

In the meanwhile people came to him and said, "The hour has come in

which thou departest from the world." Moses said, "Blessed be His name

that liveth and endureth in all eternity!" Turning to Israel, he then

said, "I pray ye, when ye shall have entered into the land of Israel,

remember me still, and my bones, and say, 'Woe to the son of Amram that

ran before us like a horse, but whose bones remained in the desert.'"

Israel said to Moses: "O our teacher, what will become of us when thou

art gone?" He replied: "While I was with ye, God was with ye; yet think

not that all the signs and miracles that He wrought through me were

performed for my sake, for much rather were they done for your sake,

and for His love and mercy, and if ye have faith in Him, He will work

your desires. [940] 'Put not your trust in princes, nor in the son of

man, in whom there is no help,' for how could ye expect help from a

man, a creature of flesh and blood, that cannot shield himself from

death? Put, therefore, your trust in Him through whose word arose the

world, for He liveth and endureth in all eternity. Whether ye be laden

with sin, or not, 'pour your heart before Him,' and turn to Him."

Israel said: "'The Lord, He is God; the Lord, He is God.' God is our

strength and our refuge." [941]

Then a voice sounded from heaven and said, "Why, Moses, dost thou

strive in vain? Thou had but one-half hour more of life in the world."

Moses, to whom God had now shown the reward of the pious in the future

world, and the gates of salvation and of consolation that He would

hereafter open to Israel, now said: "Happy art thou, O Israel: who is

like unto thee, a people saved by the Lord!" He then bade farewell to

the people, weeping aloud. He said: "Dwell in peace, I shall see ye

again at the Resurrection," and so he went forth from them, weeping

aloud. Israel, too, broke into loud lamentations, so that their weeping

ascended to the highest heavens.

Moses took off his outer garment, rent his shirt, strewed dust upon his

head, covered it like a mourner, and in this condition betook himself

to his tent amid tears and lamentations, saying: "Woe to my feet that

may not enter the land of Israel, woe to my hands that may not pluck of

its fruits! Woe to my palate that may not taste the fruits of the land

that flows with milk and honey!" [942]

Moses then took a scroll, wrote upon it the Ineffable Name, and the

book of the song, and betook himself to Joshua's tent to deliver it to

him. [943] When he arrived at Joshua's tent, Joshua was seated, and

Moses remained standing before him in a bowed attitude without being

noticed by Joshua. For God brought this to pass in order that Moses, on

account of this disrespectful treatment, might himself wish for death.

For when Moses had prayed to God to let him live, were it only as a

private citizen, God granted his prayer, saying to him, "If thou hast

no objection to subordinating thyself to Joshua, then mayest thou

live," and in accordance with this agreement, Moses had betaken himself

to hear Joshua's discourse.

The people who had gathered as usual before Moses' tent to hear from

him the word of God, failed to find him there, and hearing that he had

gone to Joshua, went there likewise, where they found Moses standing

and Joshua seated. "What art thou thinking of," they called out to

Joshua, "that thou art seated, while thy teacher Moses stands before

thee in a bowed attitude and with folded hands?" In their anger and

indignation against Joshua, they would instantly have slain him, had

not a cloud descended and interposed itself between the people and

Joshua. When Joshua noticed that Moses stood before him, he instantly

arose, and cried in tears: "O my father and teacher Moses, that like a

father didst rear me from my youth, and that didst instruct me in

wisdom, why dost thou do such a thing as will bring upon me Divine

punishment?" The people now besought Moses as usual to instruct them in

the Torah, but he replied, "I have no permission to do so." They did

not, however, cease importuning him, until a voice sounded from heaven

and said, "Learn from Joshua." The people now consented to acknowledge

Joshua as their teacher, and seated themselves before him to hear his

discourse. Joshua now began his discourse with Moses sitting at his

right, and Aaron's sons, Eleazar and Ithamar, at this left. But hardly

had Joshua begun his lecture with the words, "Praised be God that

taketh delight in the pious and their teachings," when the treasures of

wisdom vanished from Moses and passed over into Joshua's possession, so

that Moses was not even able to follow his disciple Joshua's discourse.

When Joshua had finished his lecture, Israel requested Moses to review

with them what Joshua had taught, but he said, "I know not how to reply

to your request!" He began to expound Joshua's lecture to them, but

could not, for he had not understood it. He now said to God: "Lord of

the world! Until not I wished for life, but now I long to die. Rather a

hundred deaths, than one jealousy." [944]

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