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'Why not?' asked Helene, when he was gone. 'We can sit on cushions.'

'Why not?' echoed the Pasha. Grateful as he was for the interruption, he

found himself wishing, secretly, that Helene had discouraged his idea of

a picnic dinner. And he could not help feeling a certain constraint as

he gave the necessary orders and watched the servants put down their

paraphernalia and pull the chest into the middle of the room. There was

something unreal and stage-like about the scene, in the uncertain light

of the lantern. Obviously the chest was not light. It was an old

cypress-wood chest that they had always used in the summer, to keep furs

in, polished a bright brown, with a little inlaid pattern of dark brown

and cream color running around the edge of each surface, and a more

complicated design ornamenting the centre of the cover. He vaguely

associated his mother with it. He felt a distinct relief when the men

spread the cloth. He felt as if they had covered up more things than he

could name. And when they produced candlesticks and candles, and set

them on the improvised table and in the niches beside the door, he

seemed to come back again into the comfortable light of common sense.

'This is the way we used to do when I was a boy,' he said with a smile,

when he and Helene established themselves on sofa cushions on opposite

sides of the chest. 'Only then we had little tables six inches high,

instead of big ones like this.'

'It is rather a pity that we have spoiled all that,' she said. 'Are we

any happier for perching on chairs around great scaffoldings and piling

the scaffoldings with so many kinds of porcelain and metal? After all,

they knew how to live--the people who were capable of imagining a place

like this. And they had the good taste not to fill a room with things.

Your grandfather, was it?'

He had had a dread that she would not say anything, that she would

remain silent and impenetrable, as she had been before Zuembuel Agha, as

if the chest between them were a barrier that nothing could surmount.

His heart lightened when he heard her speak. Was it not quite her

natural voice?

'It was my great-grandfather, the Grand Vizier. They say he did know how

to live--in his way. He built the kiosque for a beautiful slave of his,

a Greek, whom he called Pomegranate.'

'Madame Pomegranate? What a charming name! And that is why her cipher is

everywhere. See?' She pointed to the series of cupboards and niches on

either side of the door, dimly painted with pomegranate blossoms, and to

the plaster reliefs around the hooded fireplace, and the cluster of

pomegranates that made a centre to the gilt and painted lattice-work of

the ceiling. 'One could be very happy in such a little house. It has an

air--of being meant for moments. And you feel as if they had something

to do with the wonderful way it has faded.' She looked as if she had

meant to say something else, which she did not. But after a moment she

added, 'Will you ask them to turn off the water in the fountain? It is a

little chilly, now that the sun has gone, and it sounds like rain--or

tears.'

The dinner went, on the whole, not so badly. There were dishes to be

passed back and forth. There were questions to be asked or comments to

be made. There were the servants to be spoken to. Yet, more and more,

the Pasha could not help wondering. When a silence fell, too, he could

not help listening. And least of all could he help looking at Helene. He

looked at her, trying not to look at her, with an intense curiosity, as

if he had never seen her before, asking himself if there were anything

new in her face, and how she would look if--Would she be like this?

She made no attempt to keep up a flow of words, as if to distract his

attention. She was not soft either; she was not trying to seduce him:

And she made no show of gratitude toward him for having sent Zuembuel Agha

away. Neither did she by so much as an inflection try to insinuate or

excuse or explain. She was what she always was, perfect--and evidently a

little tired. She was indeed more than perfect, she was prodigious, when

he asked her once what she was thinking about and she said Pandora,

tapping the chest between them. He had never heard the story of that

Greek girl and her box, and she told him gravely about all the

calamities that came out of it, and the one gift of hope that remained

behind.

'But I cannot be a Turkish woman long!' she added inconsequently with a

smile. 'My legs are asleep. I really must walk about a little.'

When he had helped her to her feet she led the way into the other room.

They had their coffee and cigarettes there. Helene walked slowly up and

down the length of the room, stopping every now and then to look into

the square pool of the fountain and to pat her hair.

The Pasha sat down on the long low divan that ran under the windows. He

could watch her more easily now. And the detachment with which he had

begun to look at her grew in spite of him into the feeling that he was

looking at a stranger. After all, what did he know about her? Who was

she? What had happened to her, during all the years that he had not

known her, in that strange free European life which he had tried to

imitate, and which at heart he secretly distrusted? What had she ever

really told him, and what had he ever really divined of her? For perhaps

the first time in his life he realized how little one person may know of

another, particularly a man of a woman. And he remembered Shaban again,

and that phrase about his wife being safer than Helene. Had Shaban

really meant anything? Was Helene 'safe'? He acknowledged to himself at

last that the question was there in his mind, waiting to be answered.

Helene did not help him. She had been standing for some time at an odd

angle to the pool, looking into it. He could see her face there, with

the eyes turned away from him.

'How mysterious a reflection is!' she said. 'It is so real that you

can't believe it disappears for good. How often Madame Pomegranate must

have looked into this pool, and yet I can't find her in it. But I feel

she is really there, all the same--and who knows who else.'

'They say mirrors do not flatter,' the Pasha did not keep himself from

rejoining, 'but they are very discreet. They tell no tales?'

Helene raised her eyes. In the little room the servants had cleared the

improvised table and had packed up everything again except the candles.

'I have been up here a long time,' she said, 'and I am rather tired. It

is a little cold, too. If you do not mind, I think I will go down to the

house now, with the servants. You will hardly care to go so soon, for

Zuembuel Agha has not finished what he has to say to you.'

'Zuembuel Agha!' exclaimed the Pasha. 'I sent him away.'

'Ah, but you must know him well enough to be sure he would not go. Let

us see.' She clapped her hands. The servant of the lantern immediately

came out to her. 'Will you ask Zuembuel Agha to come here?' she said. 'He

is on the porch.'

The man went to the door, looked out, and said a word. Then he stood

aside with a respectful salaam, and the eunuch entered. He negligently

returned the salute and walked forward until his air of importance

changed to one of humility at sight of the Pasha. Salaaming in turn, he

stood with his hands folded in front of him.

'I will go down with you,' said the Pasha to his wife, rising. 'It is

too late for you to go through the woods in the dark.'

'Nonsense!' She gave him a look that had more in it than the tone in

which she added, 'Please do not. I shall be perfectly safe with four

servants. You can tell them not to let me run away.' Coming nearer, she

put her hand into the bosom of her dress, then stretched out the hand

toward him. 'Here is the key--the key of Pandora's box. Will you keep it

for me please? Au revoir.'

And making a sign to the servants she walked out of the kiosque.

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