CHAPTER XXXI

FIRST IMPRESSIONS OF ROME

As we approached Rome in the darkness I was on the qui vive for my

first glimpse of it; and impatient with wonder as to what the morning

would reveal. I was bound for the Hotel Continental--the abode, for the

winter at least, of Barfleur’s mother, the widow of an Oxford don. I

expected to encounter a severe and conservative lady of great erudition

who would eye the foibles of Paris and Monte Carlo with severity.

“My mother,” Barfleur said, “is a very conservative person. She is

greatly concerned about me. When you see her, try to cheer her up, and

give her a good report of me. I don’t doubt you will find her very

interesting; and it is just possible that she will take a fancy to you.

She is subject to violent likes and dislikes.”

I fancied Mrs. Barfleur as a rather large woman with a smooth placid

countenance, a severe intellectual eye that would see through all my

shams and make-believes on the instant.

It was midnight before the train arrived. It was raining; and as I

pressed my nose to the window-pane viewing the beginning lamps, I saw

streets and houses come into view--apartment houses, if you please,

and street cars and electric arc-lights, and asphalt-paved streets,

and a general atmosphere of modernity. We might have been entering

Cleveland for any particular variation it presented. But just when I

was commenting to myself on the strangeness of entering ancient Rome

in a modern compartment car and of seeing box cars and engines, coal

cars and flat cars loaded with heavy material, gathered on a score of

parallel tracks, a touch of the ancient Rome came into view for an

instant and was gone again in the dark and rain. It was an immense,

desolate tomb, its arches flung heavenward in great curves, its rounded

dome rent and jagged by time. Nothing but ancient Rome could have

produced so imposing a ruin and it came over me in an instant, fresh

and clear like an electric shock, like a dash of cold water, that this

was truly all that was left of the might and glory of an older day.

I recall now with delight the richness of that sensation. Rome that

could build the walls and the baths in far Manchester and London,

Rome that could occupy the Ile-St.-Louis in Paris as an outpost, that

could erect the immense column to Augustus on the heights above Monte

Carlo, Rome that could reach to the uppermost waters of the Nile and

the banks of the Tigris and Euphrates and rule, was around me. Here it

was--the city to which St. Paul had been brought, where St. Peter had

sat as the first father of the Church, where the first Latins had set

up their shrine to Romulus and Remus, and worshiped the she-wolf that

had nourished them. Yes, this was Rome, truly enough, in spite of the

apartment houses and the street cars and the electric lights. I came

into the great station at five minutes after twelve amid a clamor of

Italian porters and a crowd of disembarking passengers. I made my way

to the baggage-room, looking for a Cook’s guide to inquire my way to

the Continental, when I was seized upon by one.

“Are you Mr. Dreiser?” he said.

I replied that I was.

“Mrs. Barfleur told me to say that she was waiting for you and that you

should come right over and inquire for her.”

I hurried away, followed by a laboring porter, and found her waiting

for me in the hotel lobby,--not the large, severe person I had

imagined, but a small, enthusiastic, gracious little lady. She told me

that my room was all ready and that the bath that I had demanded was

connected with it, and that she had ordered some coffee sent up, but

that I could have anything else that I chose. She began with a flood of

questions--how was her poor dear son, and her daughter in London? And

had we lost much money at Monte Carlo? And had we been very nice and

quiet in Paris? And had I had a pleasant trip? And was it very cold in

Paris? And would I like to go with her here and there for a few days,

particularly until I was acclimated and able to find my own way about?

I answered her freely and rapidly, for I took a real liking to her and

decided at once that I was going to have a very nice time--she was so

motherly and friendly. It struck me as delightful that she should wait

up for me, and see that I was welcomed and comfortably housed; I can

see her now with a loving memory in her charming gray silk dress and

black lace shawl.

The first morning I arose in Rome it was raining; but to my joy, in

an hour or two the sun came out and I saw a very peculiar city. Rome

has about the climate of Monte Carlo, except that it is a little more

changeable, and in the mornings and evenings quite chill. Around noon

every day it was very warm--almost invariably bright, deliciously

bright; but dark and cool where the buildings or the trees cast a

shadow. I was awakened by huzzaing which I learned afterwards was for

some officer who had lately returned from Morocco.

Like the English, the Italians are not yet intimately acquainted with

the bathroom, and this particular hotel reminded me of the one in

Manchester with its bath chambers as large as ordinary living-rooms. My

room looked out into an inner court, which was superimposed upon the

lobby of the hotel, and was set with palms and flowers which flourished

mightily. I looked out through an opening in this court to some brown

buildings over the way--brown as only the Italians know how to paint

them, and bustling with Italian life.

Mrs. Barfleur had kindly volunteered to show me about this first day,

and I was to meet her promptly at ten in the lobby. She wanted me

to take a street car to begin with, because there was one that went

direct to St. Peter’s along the Via Nazionale, and because there were

so many things she could show me that way. We went out into the public

square which adjoined the hotel and there it was that she pointed out

the Museo delle Terme, located in the ancient baths of Diocletian,

and assured me that the fragments of wall that I saw jutting out from

between buildings in one or two places dated from the Roman Empire. The

fragment of the wall of Servius Tullius which we encountered in the Via

Nazionale dates from 578 B. C., and the baths of Diocletian, so close

to the hotel, from 303 A. D. The large ruin that I had seen the night

before on entering the city was a temple to Minerva Medica, dating from

about 250 A. D. I shall never forget my sensation on seeing modern

stores--drug stores, tobacco stores, book stores, all with bright clean

windows, adjoining these very ancient ruins. It was something for the

first time to see a fresh, well-dressed modern throng going about its

morning’s business amid these rude suggestions of a very ancient life.

Nearly all the traces of ancient Rome, however, were apparently

obliterated, and you saw only busy, up-to-date thoroughfares, with

street cars, shops, and a gay metropolitan life generally. I have to

smile when I think that I mistook a section of the old wall of Servius

Tullius for the remnants of a warehouse which had recently been

removed. All the time in Rome I kept suffering this impression--that

I was looking at something which had only recently been torn down,

when as a matter of fact I was looking at the earlier or later walls

of the ancient city or the remnants of famous temples and baths. This

particular street car line on which we were riding was a revelation

in its way, for it was full of black-frocked priests in shovel hats,

monks in brown cowls and sandals, and Americans and English old maids

in spectacles who carried their Baedekers with severe primness and who

were, like ourselves, bound for the Vatican. The conductors, it struck

me, were a trifle more civil than the American brand, but not much; and

the native passengers were a better type of Italian than we usually see

in America. I sighted the Italian policeman at different points along

the way--not unlike the Parisian gendarme in his high cap and short

cape. The most striking characteristic, however, was the great number

of priests and soldiers who were much more numerous than policemen

and taxi drivers in New York. It seemed to me that on this very first

morning I saw bands of priests going to and fro in all directions, but,

for the rest of it, Rome was not unlike Monte Carlo and Paris combined,

only that its streets were comparatively narrow and its colors high.

Mrs. Barfleur was most kindly and industrious in her explanations. She

told me that in riding down this Via Nazionale we were passing between

those ancient hills, the Quirinale and the Viminale, by the Forum of

Trajan, the Gallery of Modern Art, the palaces of the Aldobrandini and

Rospigliosi, and a score of other things which I have forgotten. When

we reached the open square which faces St. Peter’s, I expected to be

vastly impressed by my first glimpse of the first Roman Church of the

world; but in a way I was very much disappointed. To me it was not

in the least beautiful, as Canterbury was beautiful, as Amiens was

beautiful, and as Pisa was beautiful. I was not at all enthusiastic

over the semicircular arcade in front with its immense columns. I knew

that I ought to think it was wonderful, but I could not. I think in a

way that the location and arrangement of the building does not do it

justice, and it has neither the somber gray of Amiens nor the delicate

creamy hue of the buildings of Pisa. It is brownish and gray by turns.

As I drove nearer I realized that it was very large--astonishingly

large--and that by some hocus-pocus of perspective and arrangement this

was not easily realizable. I was eager to see its interior, however,

and waived all exterior consideration until later.

As we were first going up the steps of St. Peter’s and across the

immense stone platform that leads to the door, a small Italian

wedding-party arrived, without any design of being married there,

however; merely to visit the various shrines and altars. The gentleman

was somewhat self-conscious in a long black frock coat and high hat--a

little, brown, mustached, dapper man whose patent leather shoes

sparkled in the sun. The lady was a rosy Italian girl, very much

belaced and besilked, with a pert, practical air; a little velvet-clad

page carried her train. There were a number of friends--the parents on

both sides, I took it--and some immediate relatives who fell solemnly

in behind, two by two; and together this little ant-like band crossed

the immense threshold. Mrs. Barfleur and I followed eagerly after--or

at least I did, for I fancied they were to be married here and I wanted

to see how it was to be done at St. Peter’s. I was disappointed,

however; for they merely went from altar to altar and shrine to shrine,

genuflecting, and finally entered the sacred crypt, below which the

bones of St. Peter are supposed to be buried. It was a fine religious

beginning to what I trust has proved a happy union.

St. Peter’s, if I may be permitted to continue a little on that curious

theme, is certainly the most amazing church in the world. It is not

beautiful--I am satisfied that no true artist would grant that; but

after you have been all over Europe and have seen the various edifices

of importance, it still sticks in your mind as astounding, perhaps the

most astounding of all. While I was in Rome I learned by consulting

guide-books, attending lectures and visiting the place myself, that

it is nothing more than a hodge-podge of the vagaries and enthusiasms

of a long line of able pontiffs. To me the Catholic Church has such a

long and messy history of intrigue and chicanery that I for one cannot

contemplate its central religious pretensions with any peace of mind.

I am not going into the history of the papacy, nor the internecine

and fratricidal struggles of medieval Italy; but what veriest tyro

does not grasp the significance of what I mean? Julius II, flanking

a Greek-cross basilica with a hexastyle portico to replace the

Constantinian basilica, which itself had replaced the oratory of St.

Anacletus on this spot, and that largely to make room for his famous

tomb which was to be the finest thing in it; Urban VIII melting down

the copper roof of the Panthéon portico in order to erect the showy

baldachino! I do not now recall what ancient temples were looted for

marble nor what popes did the looting, but that it was plentifully

done I am satisfied and Van Ranke will bear me out. It was Julius II

and Leo X who resorted to the sale of indulgences, which aided in

bringing about the Reformation, for the purpose of paying the enormous

expenses connected with the building of this lavish structure. Think

of how the plans of Bramante and Michelangelo and Raphael and Carlo

Maderna were tossed about between the Latin cross and the Greek cross

and between a portico of one form and a portico of another form!

Wars, heartaches, struggles, contentions--these are they of which St.

Peter’s is a memorial. As I looked at the amazing length--six hundred

and fifteen feet--and the height of the nave--one hundred and fifty-two

feet--and the height of the dome from the pavement in the interior to

the roof--four hundred and five feet--and saw that the church actually

contained forty-six immense altars and read that it contained seven

hundred and forty-eight columns of marble, stone or bronze, three

hundred and eighty-six statues and two hundred and ninety windows, I

began to realize how astounding the whole thing was. It was really so

large, and so tangled historically, and so complicated in the history

of its architectural development, that it was useless for me to attempt

to synchronize its significance in my mind. I merely stared, staggered

by the great beauty and value of the immense windows, the showy and

astounding altars. I came back again and again; but I got nothing save

an unutterable impression of overwhelming grandeur. It is far too rich

in its composition for mortal conception. No one, I am satisfied, truly

completely realizes how _grand_ it is. It answers to that word exactly.

Browning’s poem, “The Bishop Orders His Tomb at St. Praxed’s,” gives a

faint suggestion of what any least bit of it is like. Any single tomb

of any single pope--of which it seemed to me there were no end--might

have had this poem written about it. Each one appears to have desired

a finer tomb than the other; and I can understand the eager enthusiasm

of Sixtus V (1588), who kept eight hundred men working night and day on

the dome in order to see how it was going to look. And well he might.

Murray tells the story of how on one occasion, being in want of another

receptacle for water, the masons tossed the body of Urban VI out of

his sarcophagus, put aside his bones in a corner, and gave the ring

on his finger to the architect. The pope’s remains were out of their

receptacle for fifteen years or more before they were finally restored.

The Vatican sculptural and art museums were equally astonishing. I had

always heard of its eleven hundred rooms and its priceless collections;

but it was thrilling and delightful to see them face to face, all the

long line of Greek and Roman and medieval perfections, chiseled or

painted, transported from ruins or dug from the earth--such wonders as

the porphyry vase and Laocoon, taken from the silent underground rooms

of Nero’s house, where they had stood for centuries, unheeded, in all

their perfection; and the river god, representative of the Tiber. I

was especially interested to see the vast number of portrait busts of

Roman personalities--known and unknown--which gave me a face-to-face

understanding of that astounding people. They came back now or arose

vital before me--Claudius, Nerva, Hadrian, Faustina the elder, wife of

Antoninus Pius, Pertinax, whose birthplace was near Monte Carlo, Julius

Cæsar, Cicero, Antoninus Pius, Tiberius, Mark Antony, Aurelius Lepidus,

and a score of others. It was amazing to me to see how like the modern

English and Americans they were, and how practical and present-day-like

they appeared. It swept away the space of two thousand years as having

no significance whatever, and left you face to face with the far older

problem of humanity. I could not help thinking that the duplicates

of these men are on our streets to-day in New York and Chicago and

London--urgent, calculating, thinking figures--and that they are doing

to-day much as these forerunners did two thousand years before. I

cannot see the slightest difference between an emperor like Hadrian

and a banker like Morgan. And the head of a man like Lord Salisbury is

to be found duplicated in a score of sculptures in various museums

throughout the Holy City. I realized, too, that any one of hundreds of

these splendid marbles, if separated from their populous surroundings

and given to a separate city, meager in artistic possessions, would

prove a great public attraction. To him that hath shall be given,

however; and to those that have not shall be taken away even the

little that they have. And so it is that Rome fairly suffocates with

its endless variety of artistic perfection--one glory almost dimming

the other--while the rest of the world yearns for a crust of artistic

beauty and has nothing. It is like the Milky Way for jewels as

contrasted with those vast starless spaces that give no evidence of

sidereal life.

I wandered in this region of wonders attended by my motherly friend

until it was late in the afternoon, and then we went for lunch. Being

new to Rome, I was not satisfied with what I had seen, but struck

forth again--coming next into the region of Santa Maria Maggiore

and up an old stairway that had formed a part of a Medici palace

now dismantled--only to find myself shortly thereafter and quite by

accident in the vicinity of the Colosseum. I really had not known that

I was coming to it, for I was not looking for it. I was following idly

the lines of an old wall that lay in the vicinity of San Pietro in

Vincoli when suddenly it appeared, lying in a hollow at the foot of a

hill--the Esquiline. I was rejoicing in having discovered an old well

that I knew must be of very ancient date, and a group of cypresses

that showed over an ancient wall, when I looked--and there it was. It

was exactly as the pictures have represented it--oval, many-arched,

a thoroughly ponderous ruin. I really did not gain a suggestion of

the astonishing size of it until I came down the hill, past tin cans

that were lying on the grass--a sign of the modernity that possesses

Rome--and entered through one of the many arches. Then it came on

me--the amazing thickness of the walls, the imposing size and weight

of the fragments, the vast dignity of the uprising flights of seats,

and the great space now properly cleared, devoted to the arena. All

that I ever knew or heard of it came back as I sat on the cool stones

and looked about me while other tourists walked leisurely about, their

Baedekers in their hands. It was a splendid afternoon. The sun was

shining down in here; and it was as warm as though it were May in

Indiana. Small patches of grass and moss were detectable everywhere,

growing soft and green between the stones. The five thousand wild

beasts slaughtered in the arena at its dedication, which remained as

a thought from my high-school days, were all with me. I read up as

much as I could, watching several workmen lowering themselves by ropes

from the top of the walls, the while they picked out little tufts

of grass and weeds beginning to flourish in the earthy niches. Its

amazing transformations from being a quarry for greedy popes by whom

most of its magnificent marbles were removed, to its narrow escape

from becoming a woolen-mill operated by Sixtus V, were all brooded

over here. It was impossible not to be impressed by the thought of

the emperors sitting on their especial balcony; the thousands upon

thousands of Romans intent upon some gladiatorial feat; the guards

outside the endless doors, the numbers of which can still be seen,

giving entrance to separate sections and tiers of seats; and the vast

array of civic life which must have surged about. I wondered whether

there were venders who sold sweets or food and what their cries were

in Latin. One could think of the endless procession that wound its way

here on gala days. Time works melancholy changes.

I left as the sun was going down, tremendously impressed with the

wonder of a life that is utterly gone. It was like finding the

glistening shell of an extinct beetle or the suggestion in rocks of

a prehistoric world. As I returned to my hotel along the thoroughly

modern streets with their five- and six-story tenement and apartment

buildings, their street cars and customary vehicles, their newspaper,

flower and cigar stands, I tried to restore and keep in my mind a

suggestion of the magnificence that Gibbon makes so significant. It

was hard; for be one’s imagination what it will, it is difficult to

live outside of one’s own day and hour. The lights already beginning to

flourish in the smart shops, distracted my mood.

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