Unfortunately in the churches the feeling was more bitter. My old

associate, Dr. Mattoon, had accepted the presidency of Biddle Institute

at Charlotte—now Biddle University (colored). For a time he was very

coldly received except by such broad-minded men as his old Princeton

classmate, and my friend, Dr. Charles Phillips. By virtue, however, of

his noble Christian character and his conservative bearing, Dr. Mattoon

overcame these prejudices, and lived to be welcomed in the largest

churches in the state. I spent most of my furlough in North Carolina;

and personally I received a welcome almost as warm as if I were a

missionary of the Southern Board. Returned missionaries were not

numerous then. It was not an uncommon thing for me to lecture in

churches which had never before seen the face of a foreign missionary.

Soon after our arrival in the United States news came of the resignation

of Dr. Vrooman; and my first duty was to find a successor. For myself,

and even for my family, I could endure to return without one. But I

could not face the distressing appeals from the sick whose ailments I

was powerless to relieve. In my visits among friends in North Carolina I

met a young medical graduate, Dr. M. A. Cheek, who received from warm

friends of the mission flattering recommendations for the place. He

himself was pleased with the opening, and would willingly accept it, if

he could first take a graduate course in surgery. This was easily

arranged, and he was ready to return with us the following summer.

The hardest thing to face was the parting with our children. But the

bitterness of this pang was softened by the kindness of friends which

opened the best of Christian homes and schools to receive them. We can

never sufficiently express our gratitude for the kindness shown us in

this matter by the late Mrs. E. N. Grant and Miss Mitchell of the

Statesville Female College, and to Mrs. McNeill, the widow of my old

pastor.

These two great questions settled, we left North Carolina in March,

1874—my wife with the two younger children, to visit friends and

relatives in the North; and I, as I hoped, to visit the churches and the

seminaries in search of recruits. But a cold contracted on the trip

north ran into a dangerous attack of pleuro-pneumonia, followed by a

slow recovery. Thus I missed my visits to the seminaries and the meeting

of the General Assembly in St. Louis.

The return to the field was by way of San Francisco, and we reached

Bangkok on August 27th, 1874. On November 14th a son was given us to

take the place of the children left behind. In December began our river

journey to Chiengmai. The river was low, and we were a month and a day

from Bangkok to Rahêng. There we found four missionaries of the Nova

Scotia Baptist Board seeking to establish a station among the Karens of

Siam. But they found their villages too small and too widely scattered

to justify the establishment of a station. So they were returning to

Burma. On Saturday night we all dined together, and had a sociable hour.

On Sunday evening we drew up our boats side by side, and had a

prayer-meeting that we shall long remember. There was something

delightful in thus meeting and enjoying Christian fellowship on a

sand-bar, and then passing on to our respective fields of work. Some of

these men afterwards went to India, and started the Telegu mission,

which has had phenomenal success.

There were still the rapids and four more weeks of travel before we

could reach our Lāo home. But the home-coming at last was delightful.

Our faithful old coolie, Lung In, with his wife, met us in a small boat

three days’ journey below Chiengmai, with fruit and fowls lest we should

be in want. Then the tall figure of Nān Inta, with his face like a

benediction!

It was February 7th, 1875, when at last we drew up alongside our own

landing-place, and felt the warm handshake of old friends. Among the Lāo

at last!—and no place that we had seen would we exchange for our Lāo

home. For the first time since our arrival in 1867 we had a permanent

house to enter!

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XV

MÛANG KÊN AND CHIENG DĀO

Dr. Cheek’s arrival was a matter of great rejoicing. He was very

young—only twenty-one, in fact, on the day he sailed from San Francisco.

The trying drudgery that he and others of our early medical missionaries

had to endure, is now in great measure obviated through the help of

native assistants. The remainder of the year 1875 I devoted very largely

to assisting in the medical work, interpreting, helping in operations,

and caring for the souls of the numerous patients, without feeling the

weight of responsibility for their physical condition, as I had done

before. Dr. Cheek came out a single man; but, like others before him, he

lost his heart on the way. Toward the end of that year he went down to

Bangkok, and was married to Miss Sarah A. Bradley. He returned to

Chiengmai just as Mr. Wilson was ready to start for the United States on

his second furlough. The April communion was postponed a week that the

newly-arrived and the departing missionaries might commune together

before separating. It was Mrs. Wilson’s last communion with us.

In May, 1876, Nān Inta was ordained our first ruling elder. The story

has often been told that before his ordination the Confession of Faith

was given him to read carefully, since he would be asked whether he

subscribed to its doctrines. When he had finished the reading, he

remarked that he saw nothing peculiar in its teachings. It was very much

like what he had read in Paul’s Epistles! In January Pā Kamun, the widow

of Noi Sunya, was baptized. It was thus appropriately given to her to be

the first woman received into the communion of the church. Two of her

daughters, and Pā Peng, the wife of Nān Inta, soon followed. Lung In was

elected the first deacon, but was too modest to be ordained to that

office. Meanwhile he was becoming a most useful assistant in the

hospital. Strange as it may seem, the office of hospital nurse is one of

the most difficult to get a Lāo to fill. Lung In, however, was not above

the most menial service for the sick. His real successor was not found

until the present incumbent, Dr. Kêo, was trained. Dr. McKean’s

testimony is that it would be scarcely more difficult to procure a good

surgeon than to fill Kêo’s place as nurse and assistant among the

hospital patients.

During the summer of 1876, in company with Nān Inta, I made a tour among

the four nearest provinces to the north and west. The governor of Mûang

Kên had long given promise of becoming a Christian, and now invited me

to visit his people. On his frequent visits to Chiengmai on business, he

always called on me, and no subject was so interesting to him as the

subject of religion. Before the proclamation of toleration, while the

common people were still afraid of making a public profession of

Christianity, our most effective work was probably that with the higher

class of officials, who stood in somewhat less fear of the known

antagonism of the Chao Uparāt. They were, besides, a more interesting

class than the common people, for they were better educated, were more

accustomed in their daily duties to weigh arguments and decide on

questions of evidence, and many of them had been trained in the

religious order.

This governor of Mûang Kên had learned enough of the tenets of

Christianity to become unsettled and dissatisfied with the prospects of

salvation offered by a purely ethical religion. He saw the weakness of

the foundation on which he had been taught to rely, and the difference

between the authors of the two religions. So he stood on the border land

between the two, at the very gate, wishing to enter in, but with many

obstacles in his way, and strong opposing influences to overcome.

My first objective, then, on this tour was Mûang Kên. The governor had

asked me to come and smooth the way for him by teaching his

under-officials and his townsmen. Nān Inta was the living, concrete

argument, and he put his whole heart into it. We had a few days of

deeply interesting work. Few, however, saw the matter as the governor

did. Most of them “would consider it.” Some would go further and say

that they worshipped Jesus under the name of their promised Buddha

Metraya, yet to come.

From Mûang Kên we went to Chieng Dāo, where we visited the great cave

with its famous Buddhist shrine. Ever since Nān Inta became a Christian,

he had been anxious to test the truth of some of the legends connected

with the place—a thing he dared not do before. The cave is the abode of

the great Lawa spirit, for fear of offending whom Prince Kāwilōrot was

afraid to allow us to build to the north of the city bridge in

Chiengmai. Chieng Dāo mountain, which rises above the cave, is seven

thousand one hundred and sixty feet high—one of the highest peaks in all

Siam, and visible from Chiengmai, some thirty-seven miles away. One of

the sources of the Mê Ping River, twenty feet wide and knee-deep, flows

bodily out from the cave. Since no animal is allowed to be killed in so

sacred a place, the stream abounds in a great variety of beautiful fish

waiting for the food which no visitor fails to give them. The scramble

for it is as interesting to watch as the performance of the sea-lions at

San Francisco.

The legend is that no one can cross the stream inside the cave and

return alive; and that beyond the stream, under the crest of the

mountain, there is an image of pure gold seven cubits high. One enters

the cave at a little distance from the stream, and finds first a grand

chamber which is a veritable temple, with arched dome, natural pulpit,

and innumerable images of Buddha, large and small. This place is

regarded as a most sacred shrine. Buddhist monks are always there

performing their devotions. The chamber is so dark that they have to use

tapers to see to read. The dim light and the long-drawn tones of the

worshippers produce a very weird impression.

From the temple-chamber narrow passages lead off in different

directions, till there is danger of losing one’s way in the labyrinth. I

followed Nān Inta and his sons to the stream, which is reached at some

distance farther on. Being neither tall nor a swimmer, I stopped and

sauntered about in the various rooms, waiting for my companions to

verify or to disprove the legend. Needless to say, both parts of it were

proved myths. My companions did return alive, and no golden image was

found. The cave is too damp to make it safe for one to remain long in

those distant passages. Farther on the tapers burned but very dimly; and

one would not choose to be left there in pitch darkness. We could

understand very well how the legend arose of Yaks that devour those that

intrude into their dark caverns. There is no doubt of the presence of a

deadly gas much more to be feared than the spirit of the great Lawa

king, which is believed to have taken up his abode there. We all

experienced more or less of the symptoms premonitory of malarial attack,

and before we got back to the town Nān Inta was shaking with a genuine

chill. A heroic dose, however, of Warburg’s tincture with quinine soon

set him to rights. In this case, then, as in many others, there is a

foundation of truth at the bottom of the legend.

That night we had a great audience. It was generally known that we

intended to explore the cave, and many, no doubt, came to see how we had

fared. It was well that Nān Inta had so far recovered from his morning’s

chill as to be ready to join in bearing testimony not only to the

falsity of the legend, but also to the truth of the Gospel. It was a

bright moonlight night, and the people listened till very late, while we

sang hymns, preached the Gospel, and pointed them to the better way. The

result was seen years after in the founding of a church there.

All these provinces that we were now visiting, and others more distant

still, were originally settled by refugees driven from the more southern

districts by the persecution for witchcraft. Now they are important

provinces. Since these people had been ruthlessly driven forth because

of the spirits, I thought they would willingly accept any way of escape

from their control. But they seemed, if anything, more superstitious and

harder to reach than others. Having suffered once, as they supposed,

from the malicious power of the spirits, they seemed even more than

others to dread to incur their anger again by deserting them. But there

were many hopeful exceptions.

Mûang Pāo was the next city visited. From the incidents of our stay

there I select the cases of two persons who excited our deepest

sympathy. One was an aged Buddhist monk, a Ngīo, who, with a younger

companion, visited our tent daily. The monk was a venerable man, with

striking features, serene countenance, earnest and intelligent. His long

life had been spent in worship, meditation, and study. All this he soon

told us with some quite natural pride. While not bold, he was not

reticent, freely stating his own doctrines, hopes, and fears, and asking

ours. To the question what were his hopes for a future life, he frankly

said, “I don’t know. How can I? I have tried to keep the commandments,

have performed my devotions, have counted my beads. But whether I shall

go up or down [indicating the directions with his finger] I do not know.

I have done what my books tell me, but I have no light _here_ [pointing

to his heart]. Can the teacher’s religion give me any light?”

The earnestness and the despondency of the man drew me to him. I asked,

what of his failures and transgressions? “That,” he said, “is the dark

point. My books say that all my good deeds shall be rewarded, but the

failures and transgressions must be punished before I can reach Nirvāna,

the final emancipation of the soul by the extinction of all desire.”

“How long will that be?” we ask. He answered by giving a number that

would baffle even astronomers, who are accustomed to deal in almost

fabulous numbers.

“But is not that virtually endless?”

“Yes; but what shall we do? That is what our books say.”

“But is there no room for pardon?”

“No. Buddha only points out the way that he followed himself. He reached

the goal by the same almost endless journey. How shall we hope to do so

by any shorter or different route?”

“But supposing there is a way—that there is a great sovereign of the

universe, before all Buddhas and higher than all Buddhas, who has the

right and the authority to grant full pardon through his own infinite

merit, and his vicarious assumption of all our obligations and payment

of all our debts. Would not that be a joyful message?”

“Yes; if true, it would be.”

And so we argued till light seemed to gleam for once into his mind. But

the image of the dear old man pointing up and then down with the sad

confession, “I know not whither I shall go,” is a vision that has

saddened me many a time since.

The other case of special interest I state as it occurred, with no

attempt at explanation of the dream involved in the story.—On the

morning after our arrival, Nān Inta and I started out to visit

monasteries or houses, wherever we might find listeners. I was dressed

in white clothes, and Nān Inta had on a white jacket. We had made a

number of calls, and were about to pass by a house in which we saw only

an elderly woman and some children, presumably her grandchildren. We

were surprised to see her come down from her house and run out after us,

and prostrating herself with the customary salutation given to priests

and princes, she begged us to stop and come in. We accepted her

invitation, though surprised at her evident demonstrations of joy.

Sitting down on the mat, we began to explain that we were teachers of

religion, pointing out the sure way of happiness both in this life and

in the life to come. Our message was one from the great God and Creator

to all races and nations, inviting them to return from all other

refuges, and He would give them an inheritance as His children in the

life to come. She listened with marked interest as we explained to her

our religion, and urged her to accept it. We were surprised at the

explanation she gave of her intense interest.

Not long before our arrival she had a dream that two men dressed in

white came to her to teach her. What they were to teach her she did not

know; but when she saw us walking up the street she said, “There is the

fulfilment of my dream!” She had watched us as we entered other houses,

fearful lest we should omit hers. Now she was so glad we had come. It

was at least a strange coincidence, for she affirmed that the dream was

before she had ever heard of us. Whatever may have been the cause, it

was a delight to instruct one who seemed to receive all that we said as

a direct message to her. This at once attracted Nān Inta to her, and she

listened to him with frequent exclamations of delight, while he, in his

earnest manner, explained the Gospel message of pardon and life eternal

through Him who liveth and was dead, and behold He is alive for

evermore. She said her one great desire had been to escape from the

punishment of her sins; but she never before had known that there was

any other way but to suffer for them herself. She, too, was a Ngīo. We

visited her frequently during the week of our stay in Mûang Pāo, and to

the last she interpreted our coming as the fulfilment of her dream. This

was the last that we knew either of her or of the aged monk. Before we

visited the place again she was dead, and he had moved away.

In those days when the people were afraid to make a public profession of

Christianity, it would have been a great gain to the mission if we could

have had schools, and used them as a means of evangelizing the youth. A

first attempt, indeed, had been made by Mr. Wilson with a few Burmese

boys. A young Burmese who had been trained in Maulmein, and who spoke

English, was employed to teach them under Mr. Wilson’s oversight, in the

hope that Lāo boys would presently join them. This hope was not

realized, and the experiment was presently abandoned.

The first call for a Christian school was for the education of girls. In

the first Christian families girls predominated. Mrs. McGilvary

collected six or eight Christian girls, and devoted as much time to them

as her strength and her family duties would permit. They were really

private pupils, living on our premises and in our family. More wished to

come than she could do justice to. Hence about this time an appeal was

made for two single ladies to devote their whole time to the school. But

it was not till four years later that Miss Edna E. Cole and Miss Mary

Campbell of the Oxford Female Seminary, Ohio, reached Chiengmai. Very

soon they had twenty pupils. From this small beginning has grown our

large Girls’ School. Two of Mrs. McGilvary’s pupils were soon made

assistants. These and others of the first group became fine women, who

have left their mark on the church and the country.

Notwithstanding our disappointment in the delay of the school for boys,

it proved a wise arrangement that the Girls’ School was started first. A

mission church is sure to be greatly handicapped whose young men must

either remain single—which they will not do—or be compelled to take

ignorant non-Christian wives. Such are a dead-weight to the husband, and

the children almost surely follow the mother. After marriage, the almost

universal custom of the country has been that the husband lives with the

wife’s family. He becomes identified with it, and for the time a

subordinate member of it, almost to the extent of becoming weaned from

his own family. Where all the atmosphere of the family is strongly

Buddhist, with daily offerings to the spirits and gala days at the

temple, the current would be too strong for a father, with his secondary

place in the family, to withstand. For a while it was feared that

Christian girls would have difficulty in finding husbands. But, on the

contrary, our educated girls become not only more intelligent, but more

attractive in manners, dress, and character; and, therefore, have been

much sought after. The homes become Christian homes, and the children

are reared in a Christian atmosphere. The result is that, instead of the

wife’s dragging the husband down, she generally raises the husband up;

and, as a general rule, the children early become Christians.

In August, 1876, our beloved Princess became very seriously ill. Dr.

Cheek had been called upon to treat domestics in the family, but not the

Prince or Princess. Hearing that she was in a critical condition under

native doctors, and fearing the worst, I took the liberty of suggesting

that they consult Dr. Cheek. They seemed pleased with the suggestion,

and asked me to accompany him—which I did for one or two visits. His

treatment was very successful, and soon she was convalescent.

About this same time we had an adventure with white ants which came near

costing us our much-valued cabinet organ. It will serve to illustrate an

experience formerly common enough, and still not unknown. One Wednesday

evening before prayer-meeting Mrs. McGilvary sat down at the instrument

to look over the tunes, when she found it full of white ants. Our house

was built on higher ground, into which the creatures are driven when the

lower grounds are filled with water from the annual floods. They do not

attack the teak walls and floors of our houses, but, climbing up the

posts, at last they stumbled upon the soft wood and leather inside the

organ, and were just beginning their feast when our meeting broke in

upon them. Had we not discovered them then, the instrument would have

been completely wrecked before morning.

Once the white ants destroyed a trunkful of our children’s clothes, once

a box of “knock-down” chairs, and once they attacked my

library—evidently not at all deterred by the learned discussions and

deep thought of Dr. Joseph A. Alexander’s _Commentary on Isaiah_. They

had got through the margin, and would soon have digested the rest, had

not an unexpected occasion for opening the library saved it.

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SEEKERS AFTER GOD

On New Year’s Day, 1877, I went into the city to make some calls. The

first was at the new palace. In the large reception hall I found the

Princess, virtually alone. She was embroidering some fancy pillow-ends

for the priests—a work in which she was an expert. Her maidens, some

distance off, were sewing priests’ robes. The Prince was in his little

workshop not far off, turning ivory rounds for the railing of an

elephant howdah, a favourite amusement with him.

The subject of religion was one that continually came up in all my

interviews with the Princess; but hitherto she had apparently argued

more for victory than from a desire to reach the truth. She was as keen

as a lawyer to seize a point, and her quick wit made her a very

enjoyable antagonist. Not only she and her domestics, but the whole

country as well, had been preparing for a great occasion of merit-making

in connection with the approaching dedication of a shrine. Whether the

peculiar interest of this conversation was due to the fact that these

matters had been running in her mind, or to some particular mood in

which I found her, I never knew. Most likely it was both. A chance

allusion to the great event which was in every one’s mouth, at once

brought up the question. Stopping her work and resting her arms on the

embroidery frame, she asked, “Why is it that foreigners do not worship

the Buddha or his images, and do not believe that merit is made

thereby?”

She seemed to approach the question as a personal one for herself. If we

were right and she were wrong, she would like to know it. We agreed on

that point, and I encouraged her in her estimate of its paramount

importance to every rational man or woman. If Buddhism does, indeed,

lead to happiness in a future life, she was wise in diligently following

its precepts; but if wrong, it would be a fatal mistake. Why do we not

worship Buddha? Because he was only a man. We reverence his character,

as we do that of other upright men who have tried to do good and to lead

their fellow-men to better things. Gautama Buddha seems to have sought

with all his soul for light—was willing to forsake a kingdom and to

renounce all sensual and even intellectual pleasures in this life for

the hope of escaping sin and its consequences in the next.

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