III

It is a far cry from the family of a British Ambassador--collectively

distinguished, if individually dull--and the blue wonders of Italy, to

an English Girls’ School and the grey horrors of an east coast town.

The post that I filled temporarily at Lundeen School was not one that

I should have considered, but for personal and family reasons of

convenience. They are long since past, and matter nothing to the story.

But it was at Lundeen School that I saw Laura di san Marzano for the

third and last time.

It was the most inappropriate setting imaginable.

She was left there by mama, in mid-term, because a continental doctor

had declared that she needed bracing air and companionship of her own

age, and also--this I learnt later, quite incidentally, from Laura

herself--because mama and a _cher ami_ had suddenly planned a visit to

Monte Carlo for the express purpose of visiting the Casino, to which

Laura, being under twenty-one, could not have been admitted.

Laura, as the hotel child, had been pathetic, but her dignity had been

safeguarded, if not actually enhanced, by the kaleidescopic background

of her surroundings.

At school, she was pitiful--and out of place. The girls, without ill

nature, despised her from the first.

She arrived amongst them in the short, fanciful, ultra-picturesque

silk frocks and infantile bows of hair ribbon that I had seen her wear

abroad. Those unimaginative, untravelled English schoolgirls had seen

no one like her before, and what they did not know, by experience or

by tradition, they distrusted and disliked.

Lundeen School made demands upon the pupils’ _physiques_, upon their

powers of conformity, and upon each one’s capacity for assimilating

wholesale a universally applied system.

Laura di san Marzano had no chance at all.

The child who “never forgot people” could not remember her

multiplication table, and although she spoke perfectly at least three

languages besides English, she had never learnt syntax, nor read a line

of any history. She had seen the Guitrys play in Paris--(and from her

crisp appreciations and criticisms I deduced that no finest _nuance_ of

their art had been lost upon her)--but she had memorized no standard

selections from the poets. And she did not know how to learn.

No one, not even the head mistress, was very much disturbed by Laura’s

educational deficiencies, because it was so evident from the first that

her stay amongst us would only be a very temporary affair.

Mama would certainly swoop down again, probably without warning, and

resume Laura as suddenly as she had discarded her.

That was how mama always did things, one felt sure.

Laura herself, although evidently aware of her shortcomings, accepted

them with a grave, but unexaggerated, regret. She seemed, quite without

arrogance, to know that, even educationally, there were other standards

than those of Lundeen, and that her connection with these latter was

after all merely transitory.

What really distressed her, and shocked her too, I think, was the

attitude of the other girls.

Compared with the hotel child, there was only one word that adequately

described these daughters of so many excellent English homes--and that

word was _uncivilised_.

They played unbeautiful games violently, they spoke in hideous slang,

they were rudest when they intended to be most friendly.

Towards Laura di san Marzano, indeed, they did not wish nor attempt to

display friendliness. They were simply contemptuous.

And I saw that the hotel child minded that, both from pride and from

ultra-developed social instinct.

My work was entirely amongst the elder girls, and I saw very little

of Laura during her brief stay, but towards the end of it, something

happened. The rumour arose and spread like wild-fire, even to reaching

the Common Room of the teaching staff, that Laura di san Marzano was in

disgrace with her fellows for cheating over an examination paper.

The tradition of Lundeen was that of the public-school code. Cribbing

was permissible: ‘copying’ or peeping at the questions set for an

examination, was impossible.

They were already prejudiced against her; the accusation was accepted

on the instant by her contemporaries.

The Prefectorial system was in full force at Lundeen, and in any case,

I could not have made the affair my business. But it so happened that

I was present when Laura uttered what I believe to have been her one

and only specific denial of the charge against her. I came unexpectedly

into the room, and saw the semi-circle of self-righteous inexpressive,

young faces that confronted Laura, who stood, rather pale and with her

head held proudly high, and spoke very softly and clearly.

“I didn’t cheat. Those who thought they saw me, made a mistake. You are

being very unjust and cruel, all of you.”

She was looking the head of her class straight in the eyes as she

spoke, and the girl, giving her back look for look, made a sound that

unmistakably expressed contemptuous incredulity.

“What is all this?” said I sharply.

They were taken aback, all of them. There was an instant of confused

silence, and it was, after all, only the hotel child who possessed

enough of _savoir faire_ to reply to me.

“Miss Arbell,” she said courteously, “it was a--a necessary

conversation. It is over now.”

She crossed the length of the room, very composedly, and went out

quietly.

Her ostracism, after that, was complete. It lasted for a week, and

then, just as one had always surmised would happen, mama, in sables and

violets, drove up in a blue Lanchester car, and said that she and Laura

(who looked so much stronger and better for the change) would at once

go straight to Paris, give themselves enough time to find some clothes,

and sail for New York the following week.

The hotel child, her face radiant, came to find me and say good-bye to

me. She was incapable, for all mama’s imperious haste, of forgetting or

omitting the courtesy.

“Do you actually leave this evening?” I asked her.

Mama had been even more impetuous than I had anticipated.

“Yes. I need never see any of _them_ again.”

“It has been an experience, at least,” I reminded her.

“Yes--but----” she shrugged her shoulders.

“Expensively bought?” I suggested. And, since she was leaving, I

thought that I might add: “At least, my dear, you have kept your

colours flying. These last days have been very trying, I am afraid, but

you come out of them better than our friends of the Fourth Form, to my

thinking.”

“Thank you,” said Laura. She looked at me with her grave,

straightforward eyes.

“It would have been much easier, though, if only I really _hadn’t_

cheated.”

* * * * *

There is a postscript to the story of the hotel child. A very few years

later I heard of her marriage to the Prince d’Armaillh’ac-Ambry, the

representative of the noblest, and one of the wealthiest, of French

families. I believe that they live almost entirely on his estates in

Brittany, and that the Princess interests herself personally in the

numerous peasantry around them.

Her two children, a boy and a girl, are brought up in great simplicity,

and to the strictest and most orthodox Catholicism.

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