CHAPTER XXVII--PETER IS DRIVEN TO ACT

|THE spectacle stopped Peter's brain. Among all the wild pictures that

had rushed helter skelter through his overwrought mind of late there had

been nothing like this. Why, it was only a matter of days since he and

Zanin had pummeled each other to an accompaniment of broken chairs,

overturned tables, wrecked china, torn clothing, actual blood. He had

pictured Sue, a confused disillusioned girl, rushing back to her home;

Zanin a marked man, even in the Village, cowering away from his fellows.

But this!

They passed the corner. With a great gulp of sheer emotion Peter

followed, almost running. They turned into the Parisian---but not into

the familiar basement. Instead they mounted the wide front steps, as

matter-of-fact as any two Upper West Siders out of a limousine. Peter

pressed his hands to his eyes. He looked again. They had vanished within

the building.

Peter walked back and forth. He told himself that he must think. But

the fact clear even to his overwhelmed consciousness was that he was not

thinking and that there was no immediate prospect of his being able to

think. He went a whole block up the side street, stemming the thick tide

of Jewish working girls from University Place and the lower Broadway

district and men in overalls--muttering aloud, catching himself,

compressing his lips, then muttering again. “She played with me!” So ran

the muttering. “She is utterly lacking in responsibility, in any

sense of obligation. She lacks spirituality. That is it, she lacks

spirituality. She has no fineness. She is hard--hard! She is

drifting like a leaf on these crazy Village currents of irrepressible

self-indulgence. I tried to save her--God knows I tried! I did my best!

I can't be blamed if she goes to pieces now! I can do no more--I must

let her go!” But even while he spoke he gulped again; his face, nearly

gray now, twisting painfully. He suddenly turned and rushed back to the

Parisian.

He paused at the side doorway and peered in. Hy was not in evidence.

A later glance, from within the barroom, disclosed that slightly

illuminated young man in the corner room of the restaurant hanging over

the table at which the taciturn Sumner Smith was still trying to read

_Le Sourire_.

Peter went on into the crooked passage, passed the open doors of two

eating rooms where only the first early diners had as yet drifted in,

found himself at the door of the barber shop, stopped short, then seeing

the familiar figure of Maria Tonifetti approaching her table in the

corner, dodged back and into the washroom. Here the boy named Anatole

said, “Good evening, Meester Mann,” and filled a basin for him. Peter

dipped his hands into the warm water and washed them. He was surprised

to find his forehead dripping with sweat. He dried his hands, removed

his glasses and scrubbed his face. He turned on the cold water, wet a

towel and pressed it to his temples and the back of his head, taking

care not to wet his collar. His hands were trembling. And that impulse

to talk aloud was rising uncontrollably. He went back to the corridor;

stood motionless, breathing deeply; recalled with the force of an

inspiration that Napoleon had feared nothing, not even the ladies

with whose lives his own had become so painfully entangled and walked

deliberately, staring straight before him, past that barber shop door.

At the foot of the crooked stairway he paused again. And again his face

was twisting. “I've got to make the one more effort,” he said. “It isn't

for myself, God knows! I gave her my love--I pledged her my life--I have

suffered for her--I would have saved her if she had played fair! I've

got to make this last effort!”

He mounted the stairs, crowded past the telephone booths, staging at

them as he went. They conveyed a suggestion to his mind. He stepped

cautiously to the restaurant door, nodded to the maître d'hôtel and

glanced in. The nearer room was empty; but beyond the second doorway,

Zanin's shoulder and profile were visible. Sue he could not see, but

she must be sitting there. Yes, Zanin was leaning forward, was speaking,

even smiling, in that offhand way of his!

Peter, flushing now, turned away; confronted the boy called Raoul;

pressed a silver quarter into his palm. “Page, Miss Wilde,” he breathed

huskily. “Tell her she is wanted on the phone.”

The boy named Raoul obeyed. At the Parisian it is not regarded as

surprising that a gentleman should wish to speak to a lady.

Peter rushed around the turn and Waited at the farther end of the row of

booths.

Finally he heard her step.

When she saw him she stopped. “Oh,” she said, “Peter!” And she frowned a

very little.

“It was a deception,” he broke out, “but I had to see you, Sue! I know

you are with Zanin. I saw you come in. I don't see how you can do it,

but we'll let that pass. I--”

“What is it, Peter? What do you want with me?”

“Oh, Sue! Are you as hard as that? What do I want of you! Good God! When

I see you, after all I have suffered for your sake, plunging back into

this life--taking up with that crock Zanin as if nothing had happened,

as if--Why, he--”

Sue grew a little white about the mouth and temples. She glanced back at

the empty passage.

“Peter,” she said, curiously quiet, “if you think it fair to follow me

into a public place, if you really mean to make another hideous scene,

you will have to come into the dining-room to do it.”

He reached out, caught her arm. She wrenched away and left him there.

For a long moment he stared out the window at the rush of early evening

traffic on the Avenue, his hands clenched at his sides. Then he hurried

past the office and down to the street.

He stood on the curb and addressed a rattling autobus. “It is

unbearable--unbelievable. The girl has lost all sense of the fitness

of things. She is beside herself. I must act--act! I must act at

once--to-night!”

People were passing. He turned, suddenly aware of the bustlingly

unsympathetic, world about him. Had any one heard his voice? Apparently

none had. All were hurrying on, up-town, down-town. Standing there on

the curb he could see in at the basement window. Sumner Smith was alone

at last and deep in _Le Sourire_. Hy had drifted away--back to the bar,

doubtless.

Peter, you recall, was a genius. As a genius he fed on his emotional

reactions; they were his life. Therefore do not judge him too harshly

for the wild thought that at this point rushed over his consciousness

with a force that left him breathless. He was frightened and by himself.

But there was a barbarous exaltation in his fear. “It'll bring her to

her senses,” he thought. “I've got to do it. Then she'll listen to me.

She'll _have_ to listen to me then.”

Peter appeared in the corner room down-stairs, almost as curiously quiet

as Sue had been in their brief talk. He, too, was rather pale. He came

over to Sumner Smith's table, dropped down opposite the fat journalist,

beckoned a waiter, ordered a light dinner, and, that done, proffered a

cigarette.

“I've got a tip for you, Smith,” he said, “a real one. If _The Evening

Earth_ hasn't lost its vigor you can put it over big.”

The fat man merely lighted his cigarette and looked inscrutably over it

at Peter's drawn face.

“I can't give you the details. You'll have to take my word for them. Did

you ever hear a question raised regarding the Reverend Doctor Wilde?”

Sumner Smith glanced out toward the bar and Hy. The corners of his mouth

twitched. “His boss?”

“Right. Editor of _My Brother's Keeper_. Author of the famous missionary

sermons.”

“There was a little talk last year. You mean the big mission funds he

has raised?”

Peter nodded. His eyes were overbright now. “Nobody has the evidence,

Mann. It isn't news as it stands.”

“Suppose you could _make_ it news--big news.”

“Oh, of course--” the journalist gestured with his cigarette.

“Well, you can. To-night. Go straight to his house--over in Stuyvesant

Square, not five minutes in a taxi, not ten on the cars--and ask him

point-blank to consent to an accounting. Just ask him.” Sumner Smith

mused. “It might be worth trying,” he said.

“Take my word for it.”

The journalist paid his check, rose, nodded to an acquaintance across

the room, said: “I'll think it over, Mann. Much obliged--” and sauntered

out.

This was unsatisfactory. Peter, crestfallen, forgot that Sumner Smith

was hardened to sensations. And peering gloomily after the great

reporter, he only half saw the man pause at the small desk near the bar,

then speak casually to the now somewhat wobbly Hy Lowe: he only half

heard a taxi pull up outside, a door slamming, the sudden grinding of

gears as the taxi darted away. There were so many noises outside: you

hardly noticed one more.

The waiter brought his dinner. He bolted it with unsteady hands. “I must

think this all out,” he told himself. “If Sumner Smith won't do it,

one of the other _Earth_ men will. Or some one on _The Morning

Continental._”

He lit a cigar, sat bark and gazed out at the dim street where dimmer

figures and vehicles moved forever by. It occurred to him that thus

would a man sit and smoke and meditate who was moved by an overmastering

love to enact a tremendous deed. But it was difficult to sustain the

pose with his temples throbbing madly and a lump in his throat. His

heart, too, was skipping beats, he thought. Surreptitiously he felt his

left wrist.

He beckoned the waiter; ordered paper and ink. The lump in his throat

was suddenly almost a pain. He wrote--

“It was wrong of me, of course, Sue, dear. But I really must see you.

Even though your hostile attitude makes it difficult to be myself. There

is trouble impending. It concerns you vitally. If you will only hear me;

meet me for half an hour after dinner, I know I can help you more than

you dream.

“I am not speaking for myself but for you. In all this dreadful trouble

between us, there is little I can ask of you. Only this--give me half an

hour. I will wait down-stairs for an answer. P. E. M.”

He sent this up-stairs. Then followed it as far as the telephones,

called up his old acquaintance, Markham, of _The Morning Continental_,

and whispered darkly to him over the wire.

As he ran down-stairs and dodged past the barber shop door, he became

conscious that the dinner he had eaten felt now like a compact,

insoluble ball in the region of his solar plexus. So he stopped at the

bar and gulped a bicarbonate of soda while buying a highball for Hy Lowe

whom he found confidentially informing the barkeeper of his raise from

forty-five a week to sixty.

Then he resumed his seat by the window in the corner room; tried to find

amusement in the pages of _Le Sourire_; failed; watched the door with

wild eyes, starting up whenever a waiter entered the room, only to sink

back limply at each fresh disappointment.

He wondered suddenly about Sumner Smith. What if he had followed the

trail! This thought brought something like a chill. If he, Peter, an old

newspaper man, were to be caught in the act of passing on an “exclusive”

tip to friends on competing papers--violating the sacred basis of

newspaper ethics! You couldn't tell about Smith. He rarely showed

interest, never emotion, seldom even smiled. He would receive the news

that Emperor William had declared himself King of All the Americas with

that same impassive front.

Peter looked at his watch. It was twenty-five minutes of seven. He had

thought it at least eight.

One thing was certain--he must get his bags out of that awful barber

shop before it closed. Accordingly he had a messenger called to take

them, over to the rooms.

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