CHAPTER XXXII.

Eddy took his morning walk to Rankin’s cottage next day; but he did not

meet any one there. He went in and endeavoured to treat with the old

gamekeeper for a dog, but found the old man quite indisposed for any

such negotiation.

“Na, na,” he said, “I have nae dogues that I can part with. They’re a’

bespoken. Lady Jean has mostly friends that want them, and I have but

few this year. I canna part with one o’ them. Mr. Archie from Rosmore

House, he came and picked up my best. I couldna well refuse the son o’

the place--but that’s thrown me far behind. Ye’ll excuse me for saying

it, but you’re a stranger, my young gentleman, and I’m my lord’s auld

servant, and Lady Jean’s. I must think o’ them first.”

“Do you think I would not be kind to it, you old sceptic,” said Eddy.

“I wasna saying ye would not be kind to it. There’s few folk wicked to

dogues. I was saying I have none to dispose of. Ye will not be staying

very lang at the Hoose? Ye’ve been here a good while, the young lady and

you. Few visitors bide as lang now-a-days. I canna tell whether its the

faut of having so many enjoyments, or if its the faut of the hosts that

dinna give a sufficient welcome; but I notice that its three days, and

that kind of a veesit that’s popular now. No time to turn yoursel’ round

in. Just the day of coming and the day of going, and one or at the most

twa days between.”

“We are not like that,” said Eddy, “we have come for a visitation, don’t

you see: but I am sorry you think that we are staying too long.”

“Oh, it is none o’ my business,” said Rankin, with a serious face. “I’m

thinking ye will be taking the road after this ball? they’re a’ talking

about it. To hear what they say you would think it was ane o’ the

Queen’s balls.”

“Well,” said Eddy, “I flatter myself it will be quite as pretty. By the

way, Rankin, have you had any more encounters with that great scholar,

don’t you know--the college man from Oxford--that I saw here.”

“I’m glad,” said Rankin, “that you’ve given me an occasion of speaking.

Sir, ye’re young, and your experience is no great, though you have a

real good opinion of yourself. Yon’s nae college man--or, if maybe in

these times he may have gotten himself to be a college man--at least I

can say this of him that he’s nae gentleman. Just you be awfu’ careful

what you’re about wi’ yon man. I would not trust him a foot’s length out

of my sight. He has nae root o’ the matter in him: neither ceevility,

which is little thought upon, I allow, in the training of a college--nor

learning. He is awfu’ cautious no to open his mouth on sich subjects;

but my impression is that he has naething to say, and he’s nae mair a

gentleman than yon doug. Mair! I’m meaning far less. Rover’s a real

gentleman. He’ll make place for ye by the fire, and he’ll give you his

best attention when you speak, and thank ye when ye do him a pleasure. A

good doug of a good breed might learn manners to a prince; but as for

yon friend of yours--”

“I never said he was a friend of mine,” said Eddy, “but you are too

severe, Rankin. How should you be such a judge, not being a gentleman

yourself?”

The old gamekeeper’s ruddy colour deepened a little.

“Sir,” he said, “I’ve aye found the best sign of a well-bred man was

that he gave credit to other folk of being as good as himself--if no

better. Them that fail in that will never come up to my standard. Ye

think nae doubt that ye ken better than me--but just you take warning

from an auld man. I’ve seen a’ kinds. Maybe you are no aware that I was

much about the world in my younger years with my lord--and my lord wasna

very particular in these days, though he’s a douce man now. I’ve seen a’

kinds; but a worse kind than yon Johnson man--”

“Johnson of St. Chad’s, Rankin--mind what you’re saying.”

“He’s nae mair of St. Chad’s than I am! There’s both a note and a query

in my paper from the real man--on a subject, it is true that he doesna

understand--he goes clean against my reasoning, which to any

unprejudiced mind would be mair than conclusive; but it’s dated from a

place away in Wales, or somewhere far to the south of this. Na, na, yon

man is nae scholar, and if ye’ll take my word for it, nae gentleman

either. His name may be Johnson, but he’s just masqueradin’ in another’s

local designation, and I wouldna trust him, no a fit beyond what I could

see him. Ye are a very clever lad, but ye canna have the experience of

the like o’ me.”

“Here he is, Rankin; you may be right, but you must be civil,” Eddy

said.

“Ceevil! in my ain house. He kens John Rankin little that thinks it

needful to tell me that. Good-morning to ye, sir,” said the gamekeeper

raising his voice. “Come ben without hesitation, there’s naebody but

freends here.”

“Oh, friends! I don’t seek my friends in a hole like this,” said

Johnson, evidently bent on showing his quality. “I’ve nearly been blown

away coming along your infernal lock, and I’ve been in the mud up to my

ankles on what you call the paths in the wood.”

“It’s a pity,” said Rankin grimly, “that the maker of them was not mair

careful to suit baith land and water to your needs.”

“The maker of them,” said Johnson, “could have understood nothing about

making roads--some of your country fellows that are behind in

everything. Oh, you are here, Master Eddy. I’ve come to see after one of

these little dogs you talk so much about.”

“And what may you be wanting with a little dogue?” said Rankin, with

scrupulous politeness.

“I?--just what other people want I suppose. Let’s see, old gentleman,

what sort you have got.”

“I have no little dogues,” said the gamekeeper, folding his hands on his

chest. The impulse was so strong upon him to dip into the nest, where

their small conversation as they tumbled over each other was quite

audible, that he had to grasp his coat with his hands, in order to

refrain.

“I can hear them squeaking,” said Johnson.

Rankin turned a serene glance upon Eddy. “Ye see,” he said, “what I

tellt ye. What kind of a person would use a word like that? My dogues,

sir,” he added, “are all bespoke. I have certain ladies and gentlemen,

great friends of mine, that get a’ I can spare. Ye hear naething

squeaking here, but just a few remarks made atween themselves by a sma’

family, that are of as good blood and race as any here.”

“Oh, come my man,” said Johnson, “I’m not a softy to be cheated out of

my money like that. I’ll give a fair price, but you needn’t think to

take me in, with your ladies and gentlemen. I know what a dog is worth.”

“Hold hard, Johnson,” said Eddy. “It’s a monopoly, don’t you know, and

Rankin can do what he likes. He knows a lot, I can tell you. He knows

you’re in South Wales or somewhere and not here--”

“I?” cried Johnson again. “I never was in Wales in my life.”

“I tellt ye sae, sir,” said Rankin significantly; “and that being

proved, I hope you will mind the rest of my advice.”

“What is he saying, Master Eddy? What has he been advising you?

Something about me? I’ll trouble you, my man, to keep your advice where

you keep your dogs, and not to interfere with me.”

“I am no man o’ yours,” said Rankin, “any more than you are a man o’

mine. I advise my friends for their good just when I please. Ye are in

my poor bit dwelling, and that gives ye a privilege: but I must do my

duty by a young gentleman that is a veesitor at the Hoose, and therefore

more or less under what I may call my protection when he comes to see

me.”

“You are no match for him, Johnson,” said Eddy laughing. “You needn’t

try. Come along, old fellow. I’ll show you that business I told you of.

Don’t be afraid, Rankin. Whatever I do that’s wrong it will be my own

fault and not his. I’m young, but I know a thing or two for all that.”

“Mair than you should--mair than you should!” cried the gamekeeper; “but

come soon again and see me, sir; there’s a hantle mair advice I would

like to give ye. Janet,” said Rankin solemnly to his wife as the door

was closed, “if there’s any devilry comes to your ears, mind you it’s

that man.”

“Hoots, John,” said Mrs. Rankin, who had come “ben” with her glistening

arms wrapped in her apron, from the midst of her washing, at the sound

of the opening door: it was almost all that good woman ever said.

In about half an hour from this time Eddy Saumarez reached Rosmore, and

made his way to his room in much haste. He was drenched with the rain

which for some time had been coming down small and soft, but persistent,

after the fashion of the west country, and only waved his hand to the

party collected over the great fire in the hall, where the decorations

were already being put up. “I am so wet, I must change before I can be

of any use,” he said, as he passed: but before he succeeded in gaining

the shelter of his room, his sister came out upon him from hers, where

she seemed to have been keeping watch. She put her hand upon his wet

sleeve and detained him.

“Eddy,” she said, “what have you been doing? You have got into some

scrape? For goodness sake remember where you are, and all that depends

upon it.” Rosamond was very serious, she had even a pucker of anxiety on

her usually smooth brow.

“I have got very wet,” said Eddy, “if that’s what you mean: and probably

a bad cold depends on it, which would be pleasant on the eve of a ball.

If you’ve got a sermon to preach you can do it after. I must change my

clothes now.”

“Oh, what does getting wet matter,” said Rosamond, “or catching cold

either? Who is this man you have made them ask? If it’s any one that

ought not to come, and father hears of it----”

“It’s Johnson--of St. Chad’s,” said Eddy, pausing to laugh at his joke,

which had already prospered so much beyond his hopes.

“What do you know of St. Chad’s? And father, who set me to keep you

straight? Eddy, I didn’t mind any humbugging with grandmamma, she

deserves it, and you had a great deal of provocation: but they’re good

people here----”

“Who are good people? my little girl, or your fellow that you can turn

round your finger? I’ll answer for them, my child. And the father, with

his money----”

“He has been very kind to us,” said Rosamond. “I will not have him

mystified. Tell me who this man is, or I will go straight to Mrs.

Rowland and tell her not to let him come.”

“Oh, he’ll come fast enough,” said Eddy, “he’s got his invitation; all

the country couldn’t keep him from coming. But if you have any bravos at

your disposition, and can have him waylaid and thrown into the loch, do

it, my dear, with my blessing; I shan’t mind.”

“Then why, why did you make them ask him,” cried Rosamond.

Eddy laughed; there was excitement in his laugh, but there was also

amusement. “Why?” he said, “for fun! isn’t that reason enough. To watch

him will be the best joke that ever was. I’m to introduce him to all the

bigwigs, and shan’t I do it, too! Find me a title for Miss Eliza, Rose.

How he’ll listen to her!--and lend the nephews money----”

“Eddy, it’s some wretched money-lender----”

“Well,” said Eddy, with a laugh, “there are many worse trades; they must

have it, or they couldn’t lend it. Go away and let me change my wet

clothes.”

Rosamond went away as she was bidden, partially satisfied. She was a

girl of great experience in many ways. She knew the shifts of living

when there is very little money to live on, and yet all the luxuries of

existence have to be secured. She was not acquainted with the expedient

of doing without what you cannot afford to buy, but all the other

manners of doing it were tolerably familiar to her. She had none of that

shrinking from a money-lender which people, who know nothing about them,

are apt to suffer from. She even appreciated the advantage of keeping on

good terms with members of that fraternity. It was one of their

weaknesses to be eager about getting into society, putting on a

semblance of gentility. Rosamond went back to her room, with that air of

a princess which was natural to her, shaking her head a little over

Eddy’s joke, but not so disturbed by it as she had been. Her only hope

was that Johnson would not come to the ball covered with jewellery, that

he would understand the wisdom of holding his tongue and refraining

from the dance. She herself knew very well how to defend herself from

the penalty of dancing with him. Rosamond was not out, but yet she was

aware of those guiles by which girls, obliged to accept any partner that

offers, defend themselves from carrying out their engagements when that

is necessary. She was in no uneasiness on her own account, and a faint

sense that it would be fun to see the money-lender floundering among

people who after all, whatever airs they might give themselves, were

not, Rosamond reflected, in society, stole through her mind. It does not

matter so much when people are not in society who they associate with.

Who thinks of their lesser distinctions? You are in society or you are

not; and if the latter is the case what does it matter? This was the

thought in her mind. She hoped that Johnson was not too Hebraic, that

his nose was less pronounced than usual, and his eyes less shining.

Indeed, as she endeavoured to recall his appearance, he had no

speciality in the way of nose, so that on the whole there would be

little harm done. If any society man happened to be there who recognised

the money-lender, he could either divine the real state of the case or

suppose that the Rowlands were not so well off as they looked. And in

neither case, would that do any harm.

Eddy, for his part, locked his door behind him when he got inside his

own room: and he risked the cold which would be so awkward on the eve of

the ball, by remaining still for some time in his wet clothes. What he

did was to take a paper from his pocket, which he carried to the light

of the window, examining it closely, holding it up to the daylight

which was subdued by the overhanging shadow of the trees, and the clouds

of rain sweeping up from the sea. Then after reading it over line by

line, he took it, holding it very closely in both hands as if he had

been afraid that it might take wings to itself and flee away, to the

smouldering fire--for it was nearly the end of October and fires were

very necessary to combat the damp of the place. Then Eddy put the paper

carefully into the centre of the fire, where it curled up and blackened

and began to smoke, but did not burst into flame until he had seized the

box of matches on the mantelpiece and had strewed a handful upon it.

Then there was a series of small distinct reports like minute guns, and

the whole flamed up. His clothes steamed as he stood before the fire,

but he was not aware of it, nor that the damp was meantime penetrating

into every muscle and limb.

After this Eddy dressed himself cheerfully in dry clothes and went

downstairs. He had never been more lively or entertaining. He went down

to find the whole party occupied with their letters, which came in

before lunch, making that meal either a joyful feast or a meal of

anxiety. Rowland it was who knitted his brows most keenly after he had

received his letters. Over one of them he lingered long, casting glances

occasionally at Archie, who had no letters, and who was amusing himself

furtively with the two dogs, Roy and Dhu, which he had abandoned on

discovering that they took to his stepmother more than to himself. Such

a preference is always irritating to the legitimate owner of dog or

man. He could not forgive them for their bad taste: nevertheless, when

Mrs. Rowland was out of the way, the infantile graces of the two puppies

were more than flesh and blood could stand out against. He had withdrawn

into a deep recess of the hall in which there was a window, and where he

considered himself free from inspection, and there was rolling over the

two little balls, with their waving limbs and the gleams of fun that

were visible under the tufts of hair that fell over their eyes. Though

they were rolling over and over each other in the height of play,

attacking and retreating before Archie’s hands, with which he pulled

their ears and tails, now lifting one, now another, by some illegitimate

portion of hair, each little dog kept an eye upon where the Mistress

sat, retired in a large chair, reading her letters, waiting till she

moved or looked, and ready at a moment to pick themselves up, get upon

their respective legs, and run out of the recess, one after the other,

as if they had been anxiously awaiting the moment when her attention

might relax and she would have leisure to bestow upon her faithful

retainers. It was not, however, Mrs. Rowland, but her husband, who

disturbed the pastime. He looked up from his letter and called “Archie!”

in a voice which meant mischief. Archie looked up startled.

“Yes,” he said, “I am here.”

“How was it you never mentioned that you had gone to see Mrs. Brown the

other day when you were in Glasgow?”

Archie raised himself up, pushing the puppies away from him.

“I--scarcely could have been in Glasgow,” he said, though with a slight

faltering in his voice, it was so little true; “without going to see

Aunt Jane.”

“That is true enough,” said his father, in a slightly softened tone. “It

was of course your first duty: but--is this story she tells me true?”

“She is very little likely,” said Archie, “to tell anything that is not

true; but I don’t know what she has told you.”

“She says--that she asked you to help a poor comrade of yours who is

ill, and must go away to save his life, and that you refused--is that

true?”

Archie stood in the vacant space formed by the recess, turning his face

towards his father--pale, miserable, half-defiant, without a word to

say.

“Is that true?” said Rowland, his voice pealing through the hall. It

disturbed the whole party, drawing their attention from their letters.

Mrs. Rowland looked up with an air half of terror, half of compassion.

“James, James!” she said in a low voice.

“Let alone, Evelyn! you don’t understand. Do you hear me, sir? come

forward; don’t skulk, as you are always doing. Is it true?”

Archie made a step forward, his brows bent over his eyes, his head sunk

between his shoulders. He saw them all turning to him--his stepmother,

with a compassionate look, which he could tolerate less than if it had

been the triumph and satisfaction which he believed she felt; Rosamond

raising her head from the letter she was reading with a

half-contemptuous surprise; and Eddy! Eddy in the background, unseen by

any, sending over their heads a look of half-amused, half-sympathetic

comment, opening his eyes wide and raising his eyebrows. Eddy

looked--not as if he had anything to do with it, but as if partly

indignant, partly astonished, yet as good as saying--that is just as

they all do.

“Yes,” said Archie, at last; “it is true.”

His father began, with an exclamation, to speak, but recalled to himself

by another low but emphatic call from his wife, “James, James!”

restrained himself. He gave Archie, however, a look, under which the

unfortunate young man fell back, feeling as if something had struck him

to his heart. Oh, the contempt in it, the indignation, as of something

unworthy a word! and to know that he did not deserve it, and yet have

his lips sealed and nothing to say for himself. It was almost harder to

bear than any fury of reproach. Archie felt himself shamed in the way in

which shame was most bitter, and in the presence of those who made his

disgrace most terrible to bear--the girl whom he admired with a kind of

adoration, and the woman whom he hated without knowing why. As he stood

there, drawn back a step, lowering, gloomy, his eyes sunk in their

sockets, he looked the picture of conscious meanness, and almost guilt.

And such he appeared to his father, whose passion of disappointment and

rage of offended affection was scarcely to be restrained. Rowland got up

from his seat abruptly and went into the library, which was the room he

used. He came back in a minute or two, holding a cheque in his hand,

which he tossed at his son, as he had once tossed the twenty-pound note.

“Send that,” he said, “to your aunt for your friend.” He walked back

towards his place, then turned again, and adding, “By to-day’s post,”

sat down with his face towards the fire.

Archie stood for a moment with the cheque lying at his feet. All the old

rebellion rose within his heart. It was more bitter this time than the

last. Should he leave it there lying, the wretched money, and turn his

back upon his father, who even when he was kind was so in scorn, and

flung the help for the friend, whom he believed Archie had refused to

help, as he would have flung a bone to a dog. Should he go and leave it,

and turn his back upon this house for ever? There was a moment’s

struggle, very bitter and sore, in Archie’s breast: and then he

remembered Colin, the pale-faced lad, whose illness, it had been no

great surprise, but so overwhelming a blow to hear of, just at the

moment when he had made himself incapable of helping him. Then he

stooped down, and picking up the paper went to the writing-table and

wrote a hasty letter, stooping over the blotting-book as he stood. “Aunt

Jane,” he wrote, “you have done me a very ill turn, but I do not blame

you: and my father will perhaps end by driving me desperate; and most

likely you will none of you ever know the reason. But here’s the money

for Colin Lamont, though it’s been flung at my head, like the time

before, and though I have not even you to take my part now. Anyhow it

will be good for him. His is a better case, however ill he is, than

mine.--A. ROWLAND.”

Archie put this letter and the cheque into an envelope, which he placed

conspicuously on the table that his father might see it, and then he

left the house, with a soul more heavy and a heart more sore than words

could say.

“Your brother is always getting to loggerheads with your father,” said

Eddy to Marion, who was helping him with a design for the wall. “You

should give him good advice, and get him to take a jaw pleasantly. They

all do it, don’t you know.”

“Who all do it?--but I’m astonished at papa,” said Marion; “for why

should Archie give all his money to a lad that was not at all of his

kind, but just a companion for a while, when we were--not as we are now.

Archie has not so much money that he could give it away to--a friend.”

“Why should he indeed?” said Eddy. “Friends that want money are always

to be had in plenty; but money is best in one’s pocket, which is the

right place for it, as you say.”

“I am just surprised at papa,” said Marion; “for it should be a father’s

part to keep us from foolishness, and not to put it into our heads.

Archie is silly enough without giving him any encouragement. He was

always for giving things away; and this Colin--for I am sure it must be

Colin--is just one that will never be better whatever is done for him.

It is just throwing away money.--Shall I cut out all these leaves the

same, or would it be better if they were a little different, like leaves

upon a tree?”

“Oh, make them like the drawing, please,” said Eddy.--“Archie is a very

good fellow, but he takes things too seriously. What is the use of

looking so tragical? The best of fathers loves a chance for a sermon.

You must speak to him like a mother, Miss May.”

“I have always been the most sensible,” said May; “but I am the

youngest, and I don’t see how I could speak to him like a mother. I

will, perhaps, speak to papa, and tell him how wrong it is, when a boy

is disposed to be saving and takes care of his money, to put such things

in his head. For what could Colin Lamont matter to him in comparison

with himself? And where would we have been now, if papa had thrown away

his money and made that kind of use of it? It is not for Archie’s sake,

for Archie is just very silly; but I think I will perhaps speak to

papa.”

And then they returned with enthusiasm to the decorations for the hall.

Poor Archie, for his part, wandered out disconsolate upon the hills:

everything was turning out badly for him. There had been a moment when

things were better, when he had overcome various troubles--his

unaccustomed gun, and Roderick and the groom, and the sudden valse into

which he had been driven, with still less chance of escape. For a week

or two things had gone so well, that he had began to trust a little in

his fate; but now again the balance had turned, and everything was going

badly. Small comfort was there in prospect for him. He had denuded

himself altogether of all his revenues, and now there came upon him the

consciousness of many things that would be required of him, many claims

which he would be unable to respond to. He would not have a sixpence to

give to a boy, or a penny to a beggar. He would have to guard against

every little expense as if he were a beggar himself. He could not go to

Glasgow again, however much he might wish to do so, scarcely even to go

across the ferry. He had nothing, and would have nothing till Christmas,

these long and weary months. And Eddy did nothing but lift his eyebrows,

half-amused at the misery of which he was the cause. And never could

Archie explain, neither to his father, nor to Aunt Jane, the reason why

he had refused her prayer for Colin Lamont. When he thought of that,

Archie gnashed his teeth, and in the silence of the hillside, dashed his

clenched hands into the air. He must bear it all and never say a

word--and all the time see before him the other, smiling, who could make

it all plain. But Archie did not know how much greater and more awful

trouble was yet in store.

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