CHAPTER VII

RIVERSIDE COTTAGE.

Mrs. Johnson did not like Dr. Richards when she came to know him, and

yet he was an almost daily visitor at Riverside Cottage, where one face

at least grew brighter when he came, and one pair of eyes beamed on him

a welcome. His new code of morality worked admirably, and as weeks

passed away he showed no signs of weariness in the course he had

adopted. Mr. Howard himself was not more regular at church, or Alice

more devout, than Dr. Richards. The children, whom he had denominated

“ragged brats,” were no longer spurned with contempt, but fed instead

with pea-nuts and molasses candy, the doctor going frequently into the

by-lanes where they lived, and where they began to expect him almost as

much as Alice. He was popular with the children, but the parents,

clearer sighted, treated him most shabbily at his back, accusing him of

caring only for Miss Alice’s good opinion, and of being at heart a most

consummate knave!

This was what the poor said, and what many others thought. It could not

be that John Richards, whom they had known from boyhood as proud,

selfish, and overbearing, could so suddenly change his entire nature,

becoming at once so amiable, so familiar, so generous, so much, in

short, like Alice herself. As well might the leopard change its spots,

and many were the insinuations thrown darkly at Alice, who smiled at

them all and thought how little Dr. Richards was understood.

As the winter passed away and spring advanced, he showed no intentions

of leaving Snowdon, but on the contrary opened an office in the village,

greatly to the surprise of the inhabitants, and greatly to the dismay of

old Dr. Rogers, who for years had blistered and bled the good people

without a fear of rivalry.

“Does Dr. Richards intend locating permanently in Snowdon?” Mrs. Johnson

asked of her daughter as they sat alone one evening.

“His sign would indicate as much,” was Alice’s reply.

There was a faint sigh in the direction of the sofa, on which Mrs.

Johnson, who for several days had been suffering from a severe pain in

her head, was lying, and the sigh smote painfully on Alice’s ear, for

well she guessed its import.

“Mother,” she said gently, as leaving her chair she came and knelt by

her mother’s side, “you look pale and worried, as if something ailed you

more than your head. You have looked so for some time past. What is it,

mother? Are you very sick, or——” and Alice hesitated, “are you troubled

about me?”

“Is there any reason why I should be troubled about my darling?” asked

the mother, smoothing fondly the bright curls almost touching her face.

Alice never had any secrets from her mother, and she answered frankly,

“I don’t know, unless—unless—mother, why don’t you like Dr. Richards?”

The ice was fairly broken now, and very briefly but candidly Mrs.

Johnson told why she did not like him. He was handsome, refined,

educated and agreeable, she admitted, but there was something lacking.

The mask he was wearing had not deceived her, and she would have liked

him far better without it. This she said to Alice, adding gently, “He

may be all he seems, but I doubt it. I distrust him greatly. I think he

fancies you and loves your money.”

“Oh, mother, you do him injustice, and he has been so kind to us, while

Snowdon is so much pleasanter since he came.”

“Are you engaged to him?” was Mrs. Johnson’s next question.

“No,” and Alice looked up wonderingly. “I do not like him well enough

for that.”

Alice Johnson was wholly ingenuous and would not for the world have

concealed a thing from her mother, and very frankly she continued,

“I like Dr. Richards better than any gentleman I have ever met, and it

seems to me that people here do him injustice, but I may be mistaken. I

know he is unpopular, and that first made me sorry for him. I am sure he

is pleased with me, but he has never asked me to be his wife. I should

have told you, mother,” and the beautiful eyes which had so charmed the

doctor, looked up confidingly at the pale face bending over them.

“God bless my darling, and keep her as innocent as now,” Mrs. Johnson

murmured, bowing her head upon her daughter’s, and kissing the rosy

cheek. “I am glad there is no engagement. Will you promise there shall

not be for one year at least?”

It was a hard thing to ask, for more than she guessed, till then, did

Alice’s heart incline toward Dr. Richards. Slily, adroitly, he had

insinuated himself into her affections, boasting that he could sway her

at will, only let him attend the Lenten services, week days and all,

drop something in the plate every Sabbath, speak to all the ragamuffins

he met, take old Mrs. Snyder out for an airing every week, and he was

all right with Alice Johnson. And this was the man from whom Mrs.

Johnson would save her daughter, asking again for the promise.

“Yes, I will, I do,” Alice said at last.

A second “God bless my darling,” came from the mother’s lips, and

drawing her treasure nearer to her, she continued, “You have made me

very happy, and by and by you’ll be so glad. You may leave me now, for I

am tired and faint.”

It was long ere Alice forgot the expression of her mother’s face or the

sound of her voice, as she bade her good night on that last evening they

ever spent together alone. The indisposition of which Mrs. Johnson had

been complaining for several days, proved to be no light matter, and

when next morning Dr. Rogers was summoned to her bedside, he decided it

to be a fever which was then prevailing to some extent in the

neighboring towns.

That afternoon it was told at Terrace Hill that Mrs. Johnson was very

sick, and half an hour later the Richards carriage, containing the

doctor and his sister Anna, wound down the hill, and passing through the

park, turned in the direction of the cottage, where they found Mrs.

Johnson worse than they had anticipated. The sight of distress roused

Anna at once, and forgetting her own feebleness she kindly offered to

stay until night if she could be of any service. Mrs. Johnson was fond

of Anna, and she expressed her pleasure so eagerly that Anna decided to

remain, and went with Alice to remove her wrappings.

“Oh, I forgot!” she exclaimed, as a sudden thought seemed to strike her.

“I don’t know as I can stay after all, though I might write it here, I

suppose, as well as at home; and as John is going to New York to-night

he will take it along.”

“What is it?” Alice asked; and Anna replied,

“You’ll think me very foolish, no doubt; they all do, especially John,

and have tried to laugh me out of it, but I have thought about it, and

dreamed about it, until it is impressed upon me that I must do it, and I

had decided to attend to it this very day, when we heard of your

mother’s illness, and John persuaded me to come here with him, as he

wished to say good-bye to you.”

“I’ll get you writing materials if you like,” Alice said, “or you can go

at once to the library. Your brother will wait, I am sure.”

“Yes; but I want to know if you too think me foolish. I’m so dependent

on others’ opinions;” and, in a low tone, Anna told how long she had

been wanting some nice young person to be constantly with her as

companion or waiting-maid, and of the advertisement seen early last

winter, how queerly it was expressed, and how careless John had been in

tearing off the name and address, with which to light his cigar. “It

seems to me,” she continued, “that ‘unfortunate married woman’ is the

very one I want. I cannot account for the interest I feel in her, and in

spite of all my family can say, I’ve concluded to write, and let John

take it to the _Herald_.”

“Yes; but how will you find her? I understand that the address was

burned,” Alice rejoined quickly, feeling herself that Anna was hardly

sane in her calculations.

“Oh, I’ve fixed that in the wording,” Anna answered. “I do not know as

it will ever reach her, it’s been so long, but if it does, she’ll be

sure to know I mean her, or somebody like her.”

It was not at all clear to Alice, but she made no objections, and taking

her silence as a tacit approval of her project, Anna followed her to the

library.

“I dislike writing very much,” she said, as she saw the array of

materials, “and I write so illegibly too. Please do it for me, that’s a

dear, good girl,” and she gave the pen to Alice, who wrote the first

word, “Wanted,” and then waited for Anna to dictate.

“WANTED.—By an invalid lady, whose home is in the country, a young

woman, who will be both useful and agreeable, either as a companion or

waiting-maid. No objection will be raised if the woman is married, and

unfortunate, or has a child a few months old.

“Address,

“A. E. R., Snowdon, Hampden Co., Mass”

“That is what will assure her, should she ever see it,” Anna said,

pointing to the lines,——

“No objection raised if the young woman is married and unfortunate, or

has a child a few months old.”

Alice thought it the queerest advertisement she had ever seen, but Anna

was privileged to do queer things, and folding the paper, she went out

into the hall, where the doctor sat waiting for her. Handing him the

note, she was about to explain its import, when Anna joined her, and

explained herself, charging him to attend to it the very first thing.

John’s mustached lip curled a little scornfully as he read it.

“Why, puss, that girl or woman is in Georgia by this time, and as the

result of this, Terrace Hill will be thronged with unfortunate women and

children, desiring situations. They’ll stand three deep from the park

gate to the house. Better let me burn this, as I did the other, and not

be foolish. She will never see it,” and John made a gesture as if he

would put it in the stove, but Anna caught his hand, saying imploringly,

“Please humor me this once. She may see it, and I’m so interested.”

Anna was always humored, and so the doctor placed in his memorandum book

the note, then turning to Alice he addressed her in so low a tone that

Anna readily took the hint and left them together. Dr. Richards was not

intending to be gone long, he said, though the time would seem a little

eternity, so much was his heart now bound up in Snowdon.

Afraid lest he might say something more of the same nature, Alice

hastened to ask if he had seen her mother and what he thought of her.

“I stepped in for a moment while you were in the library,” he replied.

“She seemed to have a high fever, and I fancied it increased while I

stood by her. I am sorry to leave while she is so sick, but remember

that if anything happens you will be dearer to me than ever,” and the

doctor pressed the little hand which he took in his to say good-bye, for

now he must really go.

With a swelling heart Alice watched him as he left the house, and then

running to her own room locked the door and throwing herself upon the

bed sobbed bitterly. What did his words, “if anything happens” imply?

Did he think her mother so very sick? Was she going to die? “Oh, mother,

mother! I will not let her go!” was the cry of a heart which at first

rebelled against the threatened blow, refusing to receive it. Anon,

however, better, calmer thoughts succeeded, and though Alice could not

yet say “Thy will be done,” she was not so rebellious, and a pleading

prayer went up, “Spare, oh, spare my mother,” while hope whispered that

this terrible calamity would not happen to her.

As the day and night wore on Mrs. Johnson grew worse so rapidly that at

her request a telegram was forwarded to Mr. Liston, who had charge of

her moneyed affairs, and who came at once, for the kind old man was

deeply interested in the widow and her lovely daughter. As Mrs. Johnson

could bear it, they talked alone together until he perfectly understood

what her wishes were with regard to Alice, and how to deal with Dr.

Richards. Then promising to return again in case the worst should

happen, he took his leave, while Mrs. Johnson, now that a weight was

lifted from her mind, seemed to rally, and the physician pronounced her

better. But with that strange foreknowledge, which sometimes comes to

people whose days are nearly numbered, she felt that she would die, and

that in mercy this interval of rest and freedom from pain was granted

her, in which she might talk with Alice concerning the arrangements for

the future.

“Alice, darling,” she said, when they were alone, “come sit by me here

on the bed and listen to what I say.”

Alice obeyed, and taking her mother’s hot hand in hers she waited for

what was to come.

“Alice, darling, are you willing to be left alone for a little while? It

won’t be long, and our Father in Heaven knows best what is for our

good.”

“Oh, mother, don’t; you will not die,” and Alice sobbed convulsively.

“Last night, when I thought you were in danger, I prayed so hard to be

willing, but I couldn’t, oh, I couldn’t, and God seemed a great ways

off—seemed as if he did not hear. In all the wide world I can never find

another mother, and I shall be so desolate.”

Mrs. Johnson knew just how desolate her dying would leave her child, for

she had felt the same, and for a few moments she strove to comfort the

weeping girl, who hid her face in the pillows, by telling her of One who

will surely care for the orphan; for he has said he would, and his word

never fails.

“You have learned to trust him in prosperity, and He will be a thousand

fold nearer to you in adversity. You’ll miss me, I know, and be very

lonely without me, but you are young, and life has many charms for you,

besides God will never forget or forsake his covenant children.”

Gradually as she talked the sobbing ceased, and when the white face

lifted itself from its hiding place there was a look upon it as if the

needed strength had been sought and to some extent imparted.

“My will was made some time ago,” Mrs. Johnson continued, “and that with

a few exceptions, such as legacies to your nurse Densie Densmore, and

some charitable institutions, you are my sole heir. Mr. Liston is to be

your guardian, and will look after your interests until you are of age,

or longer if you choose. You know that as both your father and myself

were only children, you have no near relatives on either side to whom

you can look for protection. There is a kind of second cousin, it is

true, the old gentleman who visited us just before we came here. But his

family are gay, fashionable people, and I’d rather you should not go

there, even if he were willing. Mr. Liston would give you a home with

him, but I do not think that best and there is but one other

alternative.

“You will remember having heard me speak occasionally of a friend now

living in Kentucky, a Mrs. Worthington whose husband was a distant

relative of ours. Ralph Worthington and your father were school boys

together, and afterward college companions. They were more like brothers

than friends; indeed, they were often likened to David and Jonathan, so

strongly were they attached to each other.

“I was but sixteen when I became a bride, and, as you know, several

years elapsed ere God blessed me with a living child. Your father was

consumptive, and the chances were that I should early be left a widow.

This it was, I think, which led to the agreement made by the two friends

to the effect that if either died the living one should care for the

widow and fatherless as for a brother’s family. To see the two as they

pledged themselves to keep this solemn compact, you would not have

guessed that the tall, athletic, broad chested Ralph, would be the first

to go, yet so it was. He died ere you were born.”

“Then _he_ is dead? Oh, I’m so sorry,” Alice exclaimed.

“Yes, he’s dead; and, as far as possible, your father fulfilled his

promise to Ralph’s widow and her child—a little boy, five years old, of

whom Mrs. Worthington herself was appointed guardian. I never knew what

spirit of evil possessed Eliza who had been my schoolmate and to whom I

was greatly attached; but in less than a year after her husband’s death,

she made a second and most unfortunate marriage. We both opposed it, for

we distrusted the man. As the result of our opposition, a coolness

sprang up between us, and we saw but little of each other after that.

Mr. Murdoch proved a greater scoundrel that we supposed, and when their

little girl was nearly two years old, we heard of a divorce. Mr.

Johnson’s health was failing fast, and we were about to make the tour of

Europe, in hopes a change would benefit him. Just before we sailed we

visited poor Eliza, whom we found doubly heart-broken, for, in addition

to the other outrages heaped upon her, the brutal wretch had managed to

steal her beautiful daughter, and carried it no one knew whither. I

never shall forget the distress of the brother. I’ve often thought of

him since, and wondered what he had grown to be. We comforted Eliza as

best we could, and left money to be used for her in case she needed it.

Then we embarked with you and Densie for Europe. You know how for a

while, your father seemed to regain his strength, how he at last grew

worse and hastened home to die. In the sorrow and excitement which

followed, it is not strange that Eliza was for a time forgotten, and

when I remembered and enquired for her again, I heard that Hugh had been

adopted by some relation in Kentucky, that the stolen child had been

mysteriously returned, and was living with its mother in Elmswood—a

quiet, out-of-the-way town, which I never visited until that summer when

you went West with the Gilmores.

“At first Eliza appeared a little cool, but this soon wore off, and was

mostly owing, I fancy, to the mortification she felt at my finding her

in circumstances so changed from what they used to be, for, though

managing to keep up a genteel exterior, she was really very poor. She

did not talk much of Hugh. Indeed, she knew but little of him, as his

letters were far apart, and only contained praises of his horses, his

dogs, and the rare sport he had in hunting with his eccentric uncle,

whose name I have forgotten. Neither did she say much of Adaline, who

was then away at school. Still my visit was a sadly satisfactory one, as

we recalled old times when we were girls together weeping over our great

loss when our husbands were laid to rest. Then we spoke of their

friendship, and lastly of the contract.

“‘It sounds preposterous in me, I know,’ Mrs. Worthington said, when we

parted, ‘you are so rich and I so poor, but if ever Alice should want a

mother’s care, I will gladly give it to her.’

“This was nearly eight years ago. And, as I failed to write her for a

long, long time, while she was long in answering, the correspondence

ceased till just before her removal to Kentucky, when she apprised me of

the change. You have now the history of Mrs. Worthington, the only

person who comes to mind as one to whose care I can entrust you.”

“But, mother, I may not be wanted there,” and Alice’s lip quivered

painfully. “Adaline is a young lady now, and Hugh, what of him, mother?

What is he?”

Mrs. Johnson could not tell; neither did she know if her darling would

be welcome, but money, she knew, had a charm, and she replied to Alice’s

queries,

“You will not go empty handed, nor be a burden to them. They are poor,

and money will not come amiss. We can but try at all events, and if they

object, Mr. Liston will do the best he can for you. For some weeks, it

has been impressed upon me that my time was short, and fancying it could

do no harm, I have written to Mrs. Worthington a letter which you will

send when I am gone. I have asked her to receive you, to care for you as

her own. I said that Mr. Liston would attend to all pecuniary matters,

paying your allowance quarterly; and I am sure you will not object when

I tell you that I think it right to leave Adaline the sum of one

thousand dollars. It will not materially lessen your inheritance, and it

will do her a world of good. Mr. Liston will arrange it for you. You

will remain here until you hear from Mrs. Worthington, and then abide by

her arrangements. She is a gentle, affectionate woman, and will be kind

to you. I do not know that she is a Christian, but your influence may do

her good, and make her bless the day when you were sent to her. Will you

go, my daughter—go cheerfully?”

“Yes, mother, I’ll go,” came gaspingly from Alice’s lips, “I’ll go but,

mother, oh, mother,” and Alice’s cry ended as it always did, “you will

not, you must not die!”

But neither tears, nor prayers could avail to keep the mother longer.

Her work on earth was done, and after this conversation she grew worse

so rapidly that hope died out of Alice’s heart, and she knew that soon

she would be motherless. There were days and nights of pain and delirium

in which the sick woman recognized none of those around her save Alice,

whom she continually blessed as her darling, praying that God, too,

would bless and keep his covenant child. At last there came a change,

and one lovely Sunday morning, when the sunlight lay upon the springing

grass and sparkled on the river, when the air was laden with the early

flowers’ perfume, and birds were singing by the door, the delirium

passed away, and in the room so long kept dark and still, were heard

whispered words of joy, of peace, of perfect rest, such as the dying

Christian only feels. It was early morning then and ere the bell from

St. Paul’s tower sent forth its summons to the house of God, there rang

from its belfry a solemn toll, and the villagers listening to it, said,

as they counted forty-four, that Mrs. Johnson was dead.

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