THE GRAVE OF MACLEOD OF MACLEOD.
The monotonous sound of the waterfall, so far from disturbing the new
guest of Castle Dare, only soothed her to rest; and after the various
fatigues, if not the emotions, of the day, she slept well. But in the
very midst of the night she was startled by some loud commotion that
seemed to prevail both within and without the house; and when she was
fully awakened it appeared to her that the whole earth was being shaken
to pieces in the storm. The wind howled in the chimneys; the rain dashed
on the window-panes with a rattle as of musketry; far below she could
hear the awful booming of the Atlantic breakers. The gusts that drove
against the high house seemed ready to tear it from its foothold of rock
and whirl it inland; or was it the sea itself that was rising in its
thunderous power to sweep away this bauble from the face of the mighty
cliffs? And then the wild and desolate morning that followed! Through
the bewilderment of the running water on the panes she looked abroad on
the tempest-riven sea--a slate-colored waste of hurrying waves with
wind-swept streaks of foam on them--and on the lowering and
ever-changing clouds. The fuchsia-bushes on the lawn tossed and bent
before the wind; the few orange-lilies, wet as they were, burned like
fire in this world of cold greens and grays. And then, as she stood and
gazed, she made out the only sign of life that was visible. There was a
cornfield below the larch-plantation; and though the corn was all laid
flat by the wet and the wind, a cow and her calf that had strayed into
the field seemed to have no difficulty in finding a rich, moist
breakfast. Then a small girl appeared, vainly trying with one hand to
keep her kerchief on her head, while with the other she threw stones at
the marauders. By and by even these disappeared; and there was nothing
visible outside but that hurrying and desolate sea, and the wet,
bedraggled, comfortless shore. She turned away with a shudder.
All that day Keith Macleod was in despair. As for himself, he would have
had sufficient joy in the mere consciousness of the presence of this
beautiful creature. His eyes followed her with a constant delight;
whether she took up a book, or examined the cunning spring of a
sixteenth-century dagger, or turned to the dripping panes. He would have
been content even to sit and listen to Mr. White sententiously lecturing
Lady Macleod about the Renaissance, knowing that from time to time those
beautiful, tender eyes would meet his. But what would she think of it?
Would she consider this the normal condition of life in the
Highlands--this being boxed up in an old-fashioned room, with doors and
windows firmly closed against the wind and the wet, with a number of
people trying to keep up some sort of social intercourse, and not very
well succeeding? She had looked at the portraits in the
dining-hall--looming darkly from their black backgrounds, though two or
three were in resplendent uniforms; she had examined all the trophies of
the chase--skins, horns, and what not--in the outer corridor; she had
opened the piano, and almost started back from the discords produced by
the feebly jangling old keys.
"You do not cultivate music much," she had said to Janet Macleod, with a
smile.
"No," answered Janet, seriously. "We have little use for music
here--except to sing to a child now and again, and you know you do not
want a piano for that."
And then the return to the cold window, with the constant rain and the
beating of the white surge on the black rocks. The imprisonment became
torture--became maddening. What if he were suddenly to murder this old
man and stop forever his insufferable prosing about Bernada Siena and
Andrea Mantegna? It seemed so strange to hear him talk of the unearthly
calm of Raphael's "St. Michael"--of the beautiful, still landscape of
it, and the mysterious joy on the face of the angel--and to listen at
the same moment to the wild roar of the Atlantic around the rocks of
Mull. If Macleod had been alone with the talker, he might have gone to
sleep. It was like the tolling of a bell. "The artist passes away, but
he leaves his soul behind.... We can judge by his work of the joy he
must have experienced in creation, of the splendid dreams that have
visited him, of the triumph of completion.... Life without an object--a
pursuit demanding the sacrifice of our constant care--what is it? The
existence of a pig is nobler--a pig is of some use.... We are
independent of weather in a great city; we do not need to care for the
seasons; you take a hansom and drive to the National Gallery, and there
all at once you find yourself in the soft Italian climate, with the most
beautiful women and great heroes of chivalry all around you, and with
those quaint and loving presentations of sacred stories that tell of a
time when art was proud to be the meek handmaid of religion. Oh, my dear
Lady Macleod, there is a 'Holy Family' of Giotto's--"
So it went on; and Macleod grew sick at heart to think of the impression
that this funereal day must have had on the mind of his fair stranger.
But as they sat at dinner that evening, Hamish came in and said a few
words to his master. Instantly Macleod's face lighted up, and quite a
new animation came into his manner.
"Do you know what Hamish says?" he cried--"that the night is quite fine?
And Hamish has heard our talking of seeing the cathedral at Iona by
moonlight, and he says the moon will be up by ten. And what do you say
to running over now? You know we cannot take you in the yacht, for there
is no good anchorage at Iona; but we can take you in a very good and
safe boat; and it will be an adventure to go out in the night-time."
It was an adventure that neither Mr. White nor his daughter seemed too
eager to undertake; but the urgent vehemence of the young man--who had
discovered that it was a fine and clear starlit night--soon overcame
their doubts and there was a general hurry of preparation. The
desolation of the day, he eagerly thought, would be forgotten in the
romance of this night excursion. And surely she would be charmed by the
beauty of the starlit sky, and the loneliness of the voyage, and their
wandering over the ruins in the solemn moonlight?
Thick boots and waterproofs--these were his peremptory instructions. And
then he led the way down the slippery path, and he had a tight hold of
her arm; and if he talked to her in a low voice so that none should
overhear, it is the way of lovers under the silence of the stars. They
reached the pier, and the wet stone steps; and here, despite the stars,
it was so dark that perforce she had to permit him to lift her off the
lowest step and place her in security in what seemed to her a great hole
of some kind or other. She knew, however, that she was in a boat, for
there was a swaying hither and thither even in this sheltered corner.
She saw other figures arrive--black between her and the sky--and she
heard her father's voice above. Then he, too, got into the boat; the two
men forward hauled up the huge lugsail; and presently there was a
rippling line of sparkling white stars on each side of the boat, burning
for a second or two on the surface of the black water.
"I don't know who is responsible for this madness," Mr. White said--and
the voice from inside the great waterproof coat sounded as if it meant
to be jocular--"but really, Gerty, to be on the open Atlantic in the
middle of the night, in an open boat--"
"My dear sir," Macleod said, laughing, "you are as safe as if you were
in bed. But I am responsible in the meantime, for I have the tiller. Oh,
we shall be over in plenty of time to be clear of the banks."
"What did you say?"
"Well," Macleod admitted, "there are some banks, you know, in the Sound
of Iona; and on a dark night they are a little awkward when the tide is
low; but I am not going to frighten you--"
"I hope we shall have nothing much worse than this," said Mr. White,
seriously.
For, indeed, the sea, after the squally morning, was running pretty
high; and occasionally a cloud of spray came rattling over the bows,
causing Macleod's guests to pull their waterproofs still more tightly
round their necks. But what mattered the creaking of the cordage, and
the plunging of the boat, and the rushing of the seas, so long as that
beautiful clear sky shone overhead?
"Gertrude," said he, in a low voice, "do you see the phosphorous-stars
on the waves? I never saw them burn more brightly."
"They are very beautiful," said she. "When do we get to land, Keith?"
"Oh, pretty soon," said he. "You are not anxious to get to land?"
"It is stormier than I expected."
"Oh, this is nothing," said he. "I thought you would enjoy it."
However, that summer night's sail was like to prove a tougher business
than Keith Macleod had bargained for. They had been out scarcely twenty
minutes when Miss White heard the man at the bow call out something,
which she could not understand, to Macleod. She saw him crane his neck
forward, as if looking ahead; and she herself, looking in that
direction, could perceive that from the horizon almost to the zenith the
stars had become invisible.
"It may be a little bit squally," he said to her, "but we shall soon be
under the lee of Iona. Perhaps you had better hold on to something."
The advice was not ill-timed; for almost as he spoke the first gust of
the squall struck the boat, and there was a sound as if everything had
been torn asunder and sent overboard. Then, as she righted just in time
to meet the crash of the next wave, it seemed as though the world had
grown perfectly black around them. The terrified woman seated there
could no longer make out Macleod's figure; it was impossible to speak
amidst this roar; it almost seemed to her that she was alone with those
howling winds and heaving waves--at night on the open sea. The wind
rose, and the sea too; she heard the men call out and Macleod answer;
and all the time the boat was creaking and groaning as she was flung
high on the mighty waves only to go staggering down into the awful
troughs behind.
"Oh, Keith!" she cried--and involuntarily she seized his arm--"are we in
danger?"
He could not hear what she said; but he understood the mute appeal.
Quickly disengaging his arm--for it was the arm that was working the
tiller--he called to her,--
"We are all right. If you are afraid, get to the bottom of the boat."
But unhappily she did not hear this; for, as he called her, a heavy sea
struck the bows, sprung high in the air, and then fell over them in a
deluge which nearly choked her. She understood, though, his throwing
away her hand. It was the triumph of brute selfishness in the moment of
danger. They were drowning, and he would not let her come near him! And
so she shrieked aloud for her father.
Hearing those shrieks, Macleod called to one of the two men, who came
stumbling along in the dark and got hold of the tiller. There was a
slight lull in the storm, and he caught her two hands and held her.
"Gertrude, what is the matter? You are perfectly safe, and so is your
father. For Heaven's sake, keep still! if you get up, you will be
knocked overboard!"
"Where is papa?" she cried.
"I am here--I am all right, Gerty!" was the answer--which came from the
bottom of the boat, into which Mr. White had very prudently slipped.
And then, as they got under the lee of the island, they found themselves
in smoother water, though from time to time squalls came over and
threatened to flatten the great lugsail right on to the waves.
"Come now, Gertrude," said Macleod, "we shall be ashore in a few
minutes, and you are not frightened of a squall?"
He had his arm round her, and he held her tight; but she did not answer.
At last she saw a light--a small, glimmering orange thing that quivered
apparently a hundred miles off.
"See!" he said. "We are close by. And it may clear up to-night, after
all."
Then he shouted to one of the men:
"Sandy, we will not try the quay the night: we will go into the Martyr's
Bay."
"Ay, ay, sir!"
It was about a quarter of an hour after that--almost benumbed with
fear--she discovered that the boat was in smooth water; and then there
was a loud clatter of the sail coming down; and she heard the two
sailors calling to each other, and one of them seemed to have got
overboard. There was absolutely nothing visible--not even a distant
light; but it was raining heavily. Then she knew that Macleod had moved
away from her; and she thought she heard a splash in the water; and then
a voice beside her said,--
"Gertrude, will you not get up? You must let me carry you ashore."
And she found herself in his arms--carried as lightly as though she had
been a young lamb or a fawn from the hills; but she knew from the slow
way of his walking that he was going through the sea. Then he set her on
the shore.
"Take my hand," said he.
"But where is papa?"
"Just behind us," said he, "on Sandy's shoulders. Sandy will bring him
along. Come, darling!"
"But where are we going?"
"There is a little inn near the Cathedral. And perhaps it will clear up
to-night; and we will have a fine sail back again to Dare."
She shuddered. Not for ten thousand worlds would she pass through once
more that seething pit of howling sounds and raging seas.
He held her arm firmly; and she stumbled along through the darkness, not
knowing whether she was walking through sea-weed, or pools of water, or
wet corn. And at last they came to a door; and the door was opened; and
there was a blaze of orange light; and they entered--all dripping and
unrecognizable--the warm, snug little place, to the astonishment of a
handsome young lady who proved to be their hostess.
"Dear me, Sir Keith," said she at length, "is it you indeed! And you
will not be going back to Dare to-night?"
In fact, when Mr. White arrived, it was soon made evident that going
back to Dare that night was out of the question; for somehow the old
gentleman, despite his waterproofs, had managed to get soaked through;
and he was determined to go to bed at once, so as to have his clothes
dried. And so the hospitalities of the little inn were requisitioned to
the utmost; and as there was no whiskey to be had, they had to content
themselves with hot tea; and then they all retired to rest for the
night, convinced that the moonlight visitation of the ruins had to be
postponed.
But next day--such are the rapid changes in the Highlands--broke blue
and fair and shining; and Miss Gertrude White was amazed to find that
the awful Sound she had come along on the previous night was now
brilliant in the most beautiful colors--for the tide was low, and the
yellow sandbanks were shining through the blue waters of the sea. And
would she not, seeing that the boat was lying down at the quay now, sail
round the island, and see the splendid sight of the Atlantic breaking
on the wild coast on the western side? She hesitated; and then, when it
was suggested that she might walk across the island, she eagerly
accepted that alternative. They set out, on this hot, bright, beautiful
day.
But where he, eager to please her and show the beauties of the
Highlands, saw lovely white sands, and smiling plains of verdure, and
far views of the sunny sea, she only saw loneliness, and desolation, and
a constant threatening of death from the fierce Atlantic. Could anything
have been more beautiful, he said to himself, than this magnificent
scene that lay all around her when they reached a far point on the
western shore?--in face of them the wildly rushing seas, coming
thundering on to the rocks, and springing so high into the air that the
snow-white foam showed black against the glare of the sky; the nearer
islands gleaming with a touch of brown on their sunward side; the
Dutchman's Cap, with its long brim and conical centre, and Lunga, also
like a cap, but with a shorter brim and a high peak in front, becoming a
trifle blue; then Coll and Tiree lying like a pale stripe on the
horizon; while far away in the north the mountains of Rum and Skye were
faint and spectral in the haze of the sunlight. Then the wild coast
around them; with its splendid masses of granite; and its spare grass a
brown-green in the warm sun; and its bays of silver sand; and its
sea-birds whiter than the white clouds that came sailing over the blue.
She recognized only the awfulness and the loneliness of that wild shore;
with its suggestions of crashing storms in the night-time, and the cries
of drowning men dashed helplessly on the cruel rocks. She was very
silent all the way back, though he told her stories of the fairies that
used to inhabit those sandy and grassy plains.
And could anything have been more magical than the beauty of that
evening, after the storm had altogether died away? The red sunset sank
behind the dark olive-green of the hills; a pale, clear twilight took
its place, and shone over those mystic ruins that were the object of
many a thought and many a pilgrimage in the far past and forgotten
years; and then the stars began to glimmer as the distant shores and the
sea grew dark; and then, still later on, a wonderful radiance rose
behind the low hills of Mull, and across the waters of the Sound came a
belt of quivering light as the white moon sailed slowly up into the sky.
Would they venture out now into the silence? There was an odor of
new-mown hay in the night air. Far away they could hear the murmuring
of the waves around the rocks. They did not speak a word as they walked
along to those solemn ruins overlooking the sea, that were now a mass of
mysterious shadow, except where the eastern walls and the tower were
touched by the silvery light that had just come into the heavens.
And in silence they entered the still churchyard, too, and passed the
graves. The buildings seemed to rise above them in a darkened majesty;
before them was a portal through which a glimpse of the moonlight sky
was visible. Would they enter then?
"I am almost afraid," she said, in a low voice, to her companion, and
the hand on his arm trembled.
But no sooner had she spoken than there was a sudden sound in the night
that caused her heart to jump. All over them and around them, as it
seemed, there was a wild uproar of wings; and the clear sky above them
was darkened by a cloud of objects wheeling this way and that, until at
length they swept by overhead as if blown by a whirlwind, and crossed
the clear moonlight in a dense body. She had quickly clung to him in her
fear.
"It is only the jackdaws--there are hundreds of them," he said to her;
but even his voice sounded strange in this hollow building.
For they had now entered by the open doorway; and all around them were
the tall and crumbling pillars, and the arched windows, and ruined
walls, here and there catching the sharp light of the moonlight, here
and there showing soft and gray with a reflected light, with spaces of
black shadow which led to unknown recesses. And always overhead the
clear sky with its pale stars; and always, far away, the melancholy
sound of the sea.
"Do you know where you are standing now?" said he, almost sadly. "You
are standing on the grave of Macleod of Macleod."
She started aside with a slight exclamation.
"I do not think they bury any one in here now," said he, gently. And
then he added, "Do you know that I have chosen the place for my grave?
It is away out at one of the Treshnish islands; it is a bay looking to
the west; there is no one living on that island. It is only a fancy of
mine--to rest for ever and ever with no sound around you but the sea and
the winds--no step coming near you, and no voice but the waves."
"Oh Keith, you should not say such things: you frighten me!" she said,
in a trembling voice.
Another voice broke in upon them, harsh and pragmatical.
"Do you know, Sir Keith," said Mr. White, briskly, "that the moonlight
is clear enough to let you make out this plan? But I can't get the
building to correspond. This is the chancel, I believe; but where are
the cloisters?"
"I will show you," Macleod said; and he led his companion through the
silent and solemn place, her father following. In the darkness they
passed through an archway, and were about to step out on to a piece of
grass, when suddenly Miss White uttered a wild scream of terror and sank
helplessly to the ground. She had slipped from his arm, but in an
instant he had caught her again and had raised her on his bended knee,
and was calling to her with kindly words.
"Gertrude, Gertrude!" he said. "What is the matter? Won't you speak to
me?"
And just as she was pulling herself together the innocent cause of this
commotion was discovered. It was a black lamb that had come up in the
most friendly manner and had rubbed its head against her hand to attract
her notice.
"Gertrude, see! it is only a lamb! It comes up to me every time I visit
the ruins; look!"
And, indeed, she was mightily ashamed of herself; and pretended to be
vastly interested in the ruins; and was quite charmed with the view of
the Sound in the moonlight, with the low hills beyond, now grown quite
black; but all the same she was very silent as they walked back to the
inn. And she was pale and thoughtful, too, while they were having their
frugal supper of bread and milk; and very soon, pleading fatigue, she
retired. But all the same, when Mr. White went upstairs, some time
after, he had been but a short while in his room when he heard a tapping
at the door. He said "Come in," and his daughter entered. He was
surprised by the curious look of her face--a sort of piteous look, as of
one ill at ease, and yet ashamed to speak.
"What is it, child?" said he.
She regarded him for a second with that piteous look; and then tears
slowly gathered in her eyes.
"Papa," said she, in a sort of half-hysterical way, "I want you to take
me away from here. It frightens me. I don't know what it is. He was
talking to me about graves--"
And here she burst out crying, and sobbed bitterly.
"Oh, nonsense, child!" her father said; "your nervous system must have
been shaken last night by that storm. I have seen a strange look upon
your face all day. It was certainly a mistake our coming here; you are
not fitted for this savage life."
She grew more composed. She sat down for a few minutes; and her father,
taking out a small flask which had been filled from a bottle of brandy
sent over during the day from Castle Dare, poured out a little of the
spirits, added some water, and made her drink the dose as a sleeping
draught.
"Ah well, you know, pappy," said she, as she rose to leave, and she
bestowed a very pretty smile on him, "it is all in the way of
experience, isn't it? and an artist should experience everything. But
there is just a little too much about graves and ghosts in these parts
for me. And I suppose we shall go to-morrow to see some cave or other
where two or three hundred men, women, and children were murdered."
"I hope in going back we shall not be as near our own grave as we were
last night," her father observed.
"And Keith Macleod laughs at it," she said, "and says it was unfortunate
we got a wetting!"
And so she went to bed; and the sea-air had dealt well with her; and she
had no dreams at all of shipwrecks, or of black familiars in moonlit
shrines. Why should her sleep be disturbed because that night she had
put her foot on the grave of the chief of the Macleods?