XXXVIII.

Down-stairs, meanwhile, the game of preference went on. Maria

Dmitrievna was winning, and was in a very good humor. A servant

entered and announced Panshine's arrival. Maria Dmitrievna let fall

her cards, and fidgeted in her chair. Varvara Pavlovna looked at her

with a half-smile, and then turned her eyes towards the door.

Panshine appeared in a black dress-coat, buttoned all the way up, and

wearing a high English shirt-collar. "It was painful for me to obey;

but, you see, I have come;" that was what was expressed by his serious

face, evidently just shaved for the occasion.

"Why, Valdemar!" exclaimed Maria Dmitrievna, "you used always to come

in without being announced."

Panshine made no other reply than a look, and bowed politely to Maria

Dmitrievna, but did not kiss her hand. She introduced him to Varvara

Pavlovna. He drew back a pace, bowed to her with the same politeness

and with an added expression of respectful grace, and then took a seat

at the card-table. The game soon came to an end. Panshine asked after

Lizaveta Mikhailovna, and expressed his regret at hearing that she

was not quite well. Then he began to converse with Varvara Pavlovna,

weighing every word carefully and emphasizing it distinctly in true

diplomatic style, and, when she spoke, respectfully hearing her

answers to the end. But the seriousness of his diplomatic tone

produced no effect upon Varvara Pavlovna, who would have nothing to do

with it. On the contrary, she looked him full in the face with a sort

of smiling earnestness, and in talking with him seemed thoroughly at

her ease, while her delicate nostrils lightly quivered, as though with

suppressed laughter.

Maria Dmitrievna began to extol Varvara's cleverness. Panshine bent

his head politely, as far as his shirt-collar permitted him, declared

that he had already been convinced of the exceptional nature of her

talents, and all but brought round the conversation to the subject of

Metternich himself. Varvara Pavlovna half-closed her velvety eyes,

and, having said in a low voice, "But you are an artist also, _un

confrère_," added still lower, "_Venez_!" and made a sign with her

head in the direction of the piano. This single word, "_Venez_!" so

abruptly spoken, utterly changed Panshine's appearance, as if by

magic, in a single moment. His care-worn air disappeared, he began to

smile, he became animated, he unbuttoned his coat, and, saying "I am

an artist! Not at all; but you, I hear, are an artist indeed," he

followed Varvara Pavlovna to the piano.

"Tell him to sing the romance, 'How the moon floats,'" exclaimed Maria

Dmitrievna.

"You sing?" asked Varvara Pavlovna, looking at him with a bright and

rapid glance. "Sit down there."

Panshine began to excuse himself.

"Sit down," she repeated, tapping the back of the chair in a

determined manner.

He sat down, coughed, pulled up his shirt-collar, and sang his

romance.

"_Charmant_," said Varvara Pavlovna. "You sing admirably--_vous avez

du style_. Sing it again."

She went round to the other side of the piano, and placed herself

exactly opposite Panshine. He repeated his romance, giving a

melodramatic variation to his voice. Varvara looked at him steadily,

resting her elbows on the piano, with her white hands on a level with

her lips. The song ended, "_Charmant! Charmante idée_," she said, with

the quiet confidence of a connoisseur. "Tell me, have you written

anything for a woman's voice--a mezzo-soprano?"

"I scarcely write anything," answered Panshine. "I do so only now and

then--between business hours. But do you sing?"

"Oh yes! do sing us something," said Maria Dmitrievna.

Varvara Pavlovna tossed her head, and pushed her hair back from her

flushed cheeks. Then, addressing Panshine, she said--

"Our voices ought to go well together. Let us sing a duet. Do you know

'_Son geloso_,' or '_La ci darem_,' or '_Mira la bianca luna_?'"

"I used to sing '_Mira la bianca luna_,'" answered Panshine; but it

was a long time ago. I have forgotten it now."

"Never mind, we will hum it over first by way of experiment. Let me

come there."

Varvara Pavlovna sat down to the piano. Panshine stood by her side.

They hummed over the duet, Varvara Pavlovna correcting him several

times; then they sang it out loud, and afterwards repeated it

twice--"_Mira la bianca lu-u-una_." Varvara's voice had lost its

freshness, but she managed it with great skill. At first Panshine

was nervous, and sang rather false, but afterwards he experienced an

artistic glow; and, if he did not sing faultlessly, at all events he

shrugged his shoulders, swayed his body to and fro, and from time to

time lifted his hand aloft, like a genuine vocalist.

Varvara Pavlovna afterwards played two or three little pieces by

Thalberg, and coquettishly chanted a French song. Maria Dmitrievna

did not know how to express her delight, and several times she felt

inclined to send for Liza. Gedeonovsky, too, could not find words

worthy of the occasion, and could only shake his head. Suddenly,

however, and quite unexpectedly, he yawned, and only just contrived to

hide his mouth with his hand.

That yawn did not escape Varvara's notice. She suddenly turned her

back upon the piano, saying, "_Assez de musique comme ça_; let us talk

a little," and crossed her hands before her.

"_Oui, asses de musique_," gladly repeated Panshine, and began a

conversation with her--a brisk and airy conversation, carried on

in French. "Exactly as if it were in one of the best Paris

drawing-rooms," thought Maria Dmitrievna, listening to their quick and

supple talk.

Panshine felt completely happy. He smiled, and his eyes shone. At

first, when he happened to meet Maria Dmitrievna's eyes, he would pass

his hand across his face and frown and sigh abruptly, but after a time

he entirely forgot her presence, and gave himself up unreservedly to

the enjoyment of a half-fashionable, half-artistic chat.

Varvara Pavlovna proved herself a great philosopher. She had an answer

ready for everything; she doubted nothing; she did not hesitate at

anything. It was evident that she had talked often and much with all

kinds of clever people. All her thoughts and feelings circled around

Paris. When Panshine made literature the subject of the conversation,

it turned out that she, like him, had read nothing but French books.

George Sand irritated her; Balzac she esteemed, although he wearied

her; to Eugène Sue and Scribe she ascribed a profound knowledge of the

human heart; Dumas and Féval she adored. In reality she preferred Paul

de Kock to all the others; but, as may be supposed, she did not even

mention his name. To tell the truth, literature did not interest her

overmuch.

Varvara Pavlovna avoided with great skill every thing that might, even

remotely, allude to her position. In all that she said, there was not

even the slightest mention made of love; on the contrary, her language

seemed rather to express an austere feeling with regard to the

allurements of the passions, and to breathe the accents of

disillusionment and resignation.

Panshine replied to her, but she refused to agree with him. Strange

to say, however, at the very time when she was uttering words which

conveyed what was frequently a harsh judgment, the accents of those

very words were tender and caressing, and her eyes expressed--What

those charming eyes expressed it would be hard to say, but it was

something which had no harshness about it, rather a mysterious

sweetness. Panshine tried to make out their hidden meaning, tried to

make his own eyes eloquent, but he was conscious that he failed. He

acknowledged that Varvara Pavlovna, in her capacity as a real lioness

from abroad, stood on a higher level than he; and, therefore, he was

not altogether master of himself.

Varvara Pavlovna had a habit of every now and then just touching the

sleeve of the person with whom she was conversing. These light touches

greatly agitated Panshine. She had the faculty of easily becoming

intimate with any one. Before a couple of hours had passed, it seemed

to Panshine as if he had known her an age, and as if Liza--that very

Liza whom he had loved so much, and to whom he had proposed the

evening before--had vanished in a kind of fog.

Tea was brought; the conversation became even more free from restraint

than before. Madame Kalitine rang for the page, and told him to ask

Liza to come down if her headache was better. At the sound of Liza's

name, Panshine began to talk about self-sacrifice, and to discuss the

question as to which is the more capable of such sacrifice--man or

woman. Maria Dmitrievna immediately became excited, began to affirm

that the woman is the more capable, asserted that she could prove

the fact in a few words, got confused over them, and ended with a

sufficiently unfortunate comparison. Varvara Pavlovna took up a sheet

of music, and half-screening her face with it, bent over towards

Panshine, and said in a whisper, while she nibbled a biscuit, a quiet

smile playing about her lips and her eyes, "_Elle n'a pas inventé la

poudre, la bonne dame_."

Panshine was somewhat astonished, and a little alarmed by Varvara's

audacity, but he did not detect the amount of contempt for himself

that lay hid in that unexpected sally, and--forgetting all Maria

Dmitrievna's kindness and her attachment towards him, forgetting the

dinners she had given him, the money she had lent him--he replied

(unhappy mortal that he was) in the same tone, and with a similar

smile, "_Je crois bien_!" and what is more he did not even say "_Je

crois bien_!" but "_J'crois ben_!"

Varvara Pavlovna gave him a friendly look, and rose from her seat.

At that moment Liza entered the room. Marfa Timofeevna had tried to

prevent her going but in vain. Liza was resolved to endure her trial

to the end. Varvara Pavlovna advanced to meet her, attended by

Panshine, whose face again wore its former diplomatic expression.

"How are you now?" asked Varvara.

"I am better now, thank you," replied Liza.

"We have been passing the time with a little music," said Panshine.

"It is a pity you did not hear Varvara Pavlovna. She sings charmingly,

_en artiste consommée_."

"Come here, _ma chère_," said Madame Kalitine's voice.

With childlike obedience, Varvara immediately went to her, and sat

down on a stool at her feet. Maria Dmitrievna had called her away, in

order that she might leave her daughter alone with Panshine, if only

for a moment. She still hoped in secret that Liza would change her

mind. Besides this, an idea had come into her mind, which she wanted

by all means to express.

"Do you know," she whispered to Varvara Pavlovna, "I want to try and

reconcile you and your husband. I cannot promise to succeed, but I

will try. He esteems me very much, you know."

Varvara slowly looked up at Maria Dmitrievna, and gracefully clasped

her hands together.

"You would be my saviour, _ma tante_," she said, with a sad voice. "I

don't know how to thank you properly for all your kindness; but I am

too guilty before Fedor Ivanovich. He cannot forgive me."

"But did you actually--in reality--?" began Maria Dmitrievna, with

lively curiosity.

"Do not ask me," said Varvara, interrupting her, and then looked

down. "I was young, light headed--However, I don't wish to make

excuses for myself."

"Well, in spite of all that, why not make the attempt? Don't give way

to despair," replied Maria Dmitrievna, and was going to tap her on

the cheek, but looked at her, and was afraid. "She is modest and

discreet," she thought, "but, for all that, a _lionne_ still!"

"Are you unwell?" asked Panshine, meanwhile.

"I am not quite well," replied Liza.

"I understand," he said, after rather a long silence, "Yes, I

understand."

"What do you mean?"

"I understand," significantly repeated Panshine, who simply was at a

loss for something to say.

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