XXXVII.

Maria Dmitrievna was greatly embarrassed when she was informed that

Madame Lavretsky was at the door. She did not even know whether she

ought to receive her, being afraid of offending Lavretsky; but at last

curiosity prevailed. "After all," she thought, "she is a relation,

too." So she seated herself in an easy chair, and said to the footman,

"Show her in."

A few minutes went by, then the door was thrown open, and Varvara

Pavlovna, with a swift and almost noiseless step, came up to Maria

Dmitrievna, and, without giving her time to rise from her chair,

almost went down upon her knees before her.

"Thank you, aunt," she began in Russian, speaking softly, but in a

tone of deep emotion. "Thank you; I had not even dared to hope that

you would condescend so far. You are an angel of goodness."

Having said this, Varvara Pavlovna unexpectedly laid hold of one of

Maria Dmitrievna's hands, gently pressed it between her pale-lilac

Jouvin's gloves, and then lifted it respectfully to her pouting, rosy

lips. Maria Dmitrievna was entirely carried away by the sight of such

a handsome and exquisitely dressed woman almost at her feet, and did

not know what position to assume. She felt half inclined to draw back

her hand, half inclined to make her visitor sit down, and to say

something affectionate to her. She ended by rising from her chair and

kissing Varvara's smooth and perfumed forehead.

Varvara appeared to be totally overcome by that kiss.

"How do you do? _bonjour_," said Maria Dmitrievna. "I never

imagined--however, I'm really delighted to see you. You will

understand, my dear, it is not my business to be judge between a man

and his wife."

"My husband is entirely in the right," said Varvara Pavlovna,

interrupting her, "I alone am to blame."

"Those are very praiseworthy sentiments, very," said Maria Dmitrievna.

"Is it long since you arrived? Have you seen him? But do sit down."

"I arrived yesterday," answered Varvara Pavlovna, seating herself on a

chair in an attitude expressive of humility. "I have seen my husband,

and I have spoken with him."

"Ah! Well, and what did he say?"

"I was afraid that my coming so suddenly might make him angry,"

continued Varvara Pavlovna; "but he did not refuse to see me."

"That is to say, he has not--Yes, yes, I understand," said Maria

Dmitrievna. "It is only outwardly that he seems a little rough; his

heart is really soft."

"Fedor Ivanovich has not pardoned me. He did not want to listen to me.

But he has been good enough to let me have Lavriki to live in."

"Ah, a lovely place!"

"I shall set off there to-morrow, according to his desire. But I

considered it a duty to pay you a visit first."

"I am very, very much obliged to you my dear. One ought never to

forget one's relations. But do you know I am astonished at your

speaking Russian so well. _C'est étonnant_."

Varvara Pavlovna smiled.

"I have been too long abroad, Maria Dmitrievna, I am well aware of

that. But my heart has always been Russian, and I have not forgotten

my native land."

"Yes, yes. There's nothing like that. Your husband certainly didn't

expect you in the least. Yes, trust my experience--_la patrie avant

tout_. Oh! please let me! What a charming mantilla you have on!"

"Do you like it?" Varvara took it quickly off her shoulders. "It is

very simple; one of Madame Baudran's."

"One can see that at a glance. How lovely, and in what exquisite

taste! I feel sure you've brought a number of charming things with

you. How I should like to see them!"

"All my toilette is at your service, dearest aunt. I might show your

maid something if you liked. I have brought a maid from Paris, a

wonderful needle-woman."

"You are exceedingly good, my dear. But, really, I haven't the

conscience--"

"Haven't the conscience!" repeated Varvara Pavlovna, in a reproachful

tone. "If you wish to make me happy, you will dispose of me as if I

belonged to you."

Maria Dmitrievna fairly gave way.

"_Vous êtes charmante_," she said. But why don't you take off your

bonnet and gloves?"

"What! You allow me?" asked Varvara Pavlovna, gently clasping her

hands with an air of deep emotion.

"Of course. You will dine with us, I hope. I--I will introduce my

daughter to you." (Maria Dmitrievna felt embarrassed for a moment, but

then, "Well, so be it," she thought.) "She happens not to be quite

well to-day.'

"Oh! _ma tante_, how kind you are!" exclaimed Varvara Pavlovna,

lifting her handkerchief to her eyes.

At this moment the page announced Gedeonovsky's arrival, and the

old gossip came in smiling, and bowing profoundly. Maria Dmitrievna

introduced him to her visitor. At first he was somewhat abashed, but

Varvara Pavlovna behaved to him with such coquettish respectfulness

that his ears soon began to tingle, and amiable speeches and gossiping

stories began to flow uninterruptedly from his lips.

Varvara Pavlovna listened to him, slightly smiling at times, then by

degrees she too began to talk. She spoke in a modest way about Paris,

about her travels, about Baden; she made Maria Dmitrievna laugh two or

three times, and each time she uttered a gentle sigh afterwards, as if

she were secretly reproaching herself for her unbecoming levity; she

asked leave to bring Ada to the house; she took off her gloves, and

with her smooth white hands she pointed out how and where flounces,

ruches, lace, and so forth, were worn; she promised to bring a bottle

of new English scent--the Victoria essence--and was as pleased as a

child when Maria Dmitrievna consented to accept it as a present;

and she melted into tears at the remembrance of the emotion she had

experienced when she heard the first Russian bells.

"So profoundly did they sink into my very heart," she said.

At that moment Liza came into the room.

All that day, ever since the moment when, cold with dismay, Liza had

read Lavretsky's note, she had been preparing herself for an interview

with his wife. She foresaw that she would see her, and she determined

not to avoid her, by way of inflicting upon herself a punishment for

what she considered her culpable hopes. The unexpected crisis which

had taken place in her fate had profoundly shaken her. In the course

of about a couple of hours her face seemed to have grown thin. But

she had not shed a single tear. "It is what you deserve," she said to

herself, repressing, though not without difficulty, and at the cost

of considerable agitation, certain bitter thoughts and evil impulses

which frightened her as they arose in her mind. "Well, I must go," she

thought, as soon as she heard of Madame Lavretsky's arrival, and she

went.

She stood outside the drawing-room door for a long time before she

could make up her mind to open it At last, saying to herself, "I am

guilty before her," she entered the room, and forced herself to look

at her, even forced herself to smile. Varvara Pavlovna came forward to

meet her as soon as she saw her come in, and made her a slight, but

still a respectful salutation.

"Allow me to introduce myself," she began, in an insinuating tone."

Your mamma has been so indulgent towards me that I hope that you too

will be--good to me."

The expression of Varvara Pavlovna's face as she uttered these last

words, her cunning smile, her cold and, at the same time, loving look,

the movements of her arms and shoulders, her very dress, her whole

being, aroused such a feeling of repugnance in Liza's mind that she

absolutely could not answer her, and only by a strong effort could

succeed in holding out her hand to her. "This young lady dislikes me,"

thought Varvara Pavlovna, as she squeezed Liza's cold fingers, then,

turning to Maria Dmitrievna, she said in a half whisper. "_Mais elle

est délicieuse_!"

Liza faintly reddened. In that exclamation she seemed to detect a tone

of irony and insult. However, she determined not to trust to that

impression, and she took her seat at her embroidery frame near the

window.

Even there Varvara Pavlovna would not leave her in peace. She came to

her, and began to praise her cleverness and taste. Liza's heart began

to beat with painful force. Scarcely could she master her feelings,

scarcely could she remain sitting quietly in her place. It seemed to

her as if Varvara Pavlovna knew all and were mocking her with secret

triumph. Fortunately for her, Gedeonovsky began to talk to Varvara

and diverted her attention. Liza bent over her frame and watched her

without being observed. "That woman," she thought, "was once loved by

_him_." But then she immediately drove out of her mind even so much as

the idea of Lavretsky. She felt her head gradually beginning to swim,

and she was afraid of losing command over herself. Maria Dmitrievna

began to talk about music.

"I have heard, my dear," she began, "that you are a wonderful

_virtuosa_."

"I haven't played for a long time," replied Varvara Pavlovna, but she

immediately took her seat at the piano and ran her fingers rapidly

along the keys. "Do you wish me to play?"

"If you will do us that favor."

Varvara Pavlovna played in a masterly style a brilliant and difficult

study by Herz. Her performance was marked by great power and rapidity.

"_A sylphide_!" exclaimed Gedeonovsky.

"It is wonderful!" declared Maria Dmitrievna. "I must confess you have

fairly astonished me, Varvara Pavlovna," calling that lady by her name

for the first time. "Why you might give concerts. We have a musician

here, an old German, very learned and quite an original. He gives Liza

lessons. You would simply make him go out of his mind."

"Is Lizaveta Mikhailovna also a musician?" asked Madame Lavretsky,

turning her head a little towards her.

"Yes; she doesn't play badly, and she is very fond I of music. But

what does that signify in comparison with you? But we have a young man

here besides. You really must make his acquaintance. He is a thorough

artist in feeling, and he composes charmingly. He is the only person

here who can fully appreciate you"

"A young man?" said Varvara Pavlovna. "What is he? Some poor fellow?"

"I beg your pardon. He is the leading cavalier here, and not here

only--_et à Pétersbourg_--a chamberlain, received in the best society.

You surely must have heard of him--Vladimir Nikolaevich Panshine. He

is here on government business--a future minister!"

"And an artist too?"

"An artist in feeling, and so amiable. You shall see him. He has

been here a great deal for some time past. I asked him to come this

evening. I _hope_ he will come," added Maria Dmitrievna with a slight

sigh and a bitter smile.

Liza understood the hidden meaning of that smile, but she had other

things to think about then.

"And he's young?" repeated Varvara Pavlovna, lightly modulating from

key to key.

"Twenty-eight years old--and a most pleasing exterior. _Un jeune homme

accompli_."

"A model young man, one may say," remarked Gedeonovsky.

Varvara Pavlovna suddenly began to play a noisy waltz by Strauss,

beginning with so loud and quick a trill that Gedeonovsky fairly

started. Right in the middle of the waltz she passed abruptly into a

plaintive air, and ended with the _Fra poco_ out of _Lucia_. She had

suddenly remembered that joyful music was not in keeping with her

position.

Maria Dmitrievna was deeply touched by the air from _Lucia_, in which

great stress was laid upon the sentimental passages.

"What feeling!" she whispered to Gedeonovsky.

"_A Sylphide_!" repeated Gedeonovsky, lifting his eyes to heaven.

The dinner hour arrived. Marfa Timofeevna did not come down from

up-stairs until the soup was already placed on the table. She behaved

very coldly to Varvara Pavlovna, answering her amiable speeches with

broken phrases, and never even looking at her. Varvara soon perceived

that there was no conversation to be got out of that old lady, so she

gave up talking to her. On the other hand Madame Kalitine became still

more caressing in her behavior towards her guest. She was vexed by her

aunt's rudeness.

After all, it was not only Varvara that the old lady would not look

at. She did not once look at Liza either, although her eyes almost

glowed with a meaning light. Pale, almost yellow, there she sat, with

compressed lips, looking as if she were made of stone, and would eat

nothing.

As for Liza, she seemed calm, and was so in reality. Her heart was

quieter than it had been. A strange callousness, the callousness of

the condemned, had come over her.

During dinner Varvara Pavlovna said little. She seemed to have become

timid again, and her face wore an expression of modest melancholy.

Gedeonovsky was the only person who kept the conversation alive,

relating several of his stories, though from time to time he looked

timidly at Marfa Timofeevna and coughed. That cough always seized him

whenever he was going to embellish the truth in her presence. But this

time she did not meddle with him, never once interrupted him.

After dinner it turned out that Varvara Pavlovna was very fond of the

game of preference. Madame Kalitine was so pleased at this that she

felt quite touched and inwardly thought, "Why, what a fool Fedor

Ivanovich must be! Fancy not having been able to comprehend such a

woman!"

She sat down to cards with Varvara and Gedeonov sky; but Marfa

Timofeevna carried off Liza to her room up-stairs, saying that the

girl "had no face left," and she was sure her head must be aching.

"Yes, her head aches terribly," said Madame Kalitine, addressing

Varvara Pavlovna, and rolling her eyes. "I often have such headaches

myself."

"Really!" answered Varvara Pavlovna.

Liza entered her aunt's room, and sank on a chair perfectly worn out.

For a long time Marfa Timofeevna looked at her in silence, then she

quietly knelt down before her, and began, still quite silently, to

kiss her hands--first one, and then the other.

Liza bent forwards and reddened--then she began to cry; but she did

not make her aunt rise, nor did she withdraw her hands from her. She

felt that she had no right to withdraw them--had no right to prevent

the old lady from expressing her sorrow, her sympathy--from asking

to be pardoned for what had taken place the day before. And Marfa

Timofeevna could not sufficiently kiss those poor, pale, nerveless

hands; while silent tears poured down from her eyes and from Liza's

too. And the cat, Matros, purred in the large chair by the side of the

stocking and the ball of worsted; the long, thin flame of the little

lamp feebly wavered in front of the holy picture; and in the next

room, just the other side of the door, stood Nastasia Carpovna, and

furtively wiped her eyes with a check pocket-handkerchief, rolled up

into a sort of ball.

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