LIGHT AND SHADOWS

I

Volodya Lovlev, a pale meagre lad of twelve, had returned home from

school and was waiting for his dinner. He was standing in the

drawing-room at the piano, and was turning over the pages of the latest

number of the _Niva_ which had come only that morning.

A leaflet of thin grey paper fell out; it was an announcement issued by

an illustrated journal. It enumerated the future contributors—the list

contained about fifty well-known literary names; it praised at some

length the journal as a whole and in detail its many-sidedness, and it

presented several specimen illustrations.

Volodya began to turn the pages of the leaflet in an absent way and to

look at the miniature pictures. His large eyes, looked wearily out of

his pale face.

One page suddenly caught his attention, and his wide eyes opened

slightly wider. Running from top to bottom were six drawings of hands

throwing shadows in dark silhouette upon a white wall—the shadows

representing the head of a girl with an amusing three-cornered hat, the

head of a donkey, of a bull, the sitting figure of a squirrel, and

other similar things.

Volodya smiled and looked very intently at them. He was quite familiar

with this amusement. He could hold the fingers of one hand so as to

cast a silhouette of a hare’s head on the wall. But this was quite

another matter, something that Volodya had not seen before; its

interest for him was that here were quite complex figures cast by using

both hands.

Volodya suddenly wished to reproduce these shadows. Of course there was

no use trying now, in the uncertain light of a late autumn afternoon.

He had better try it later in his own room. In any case, it was of no

use to any one.

Just then he heard the approaching footsteps and voice of his mother.

He flushed for some reason or other and quickly put the leaflet into

his pocket, and left the piano to meet her. She looked at him with a

caressing smile as she came toward him; her pale, handsome face greatly

resembled his, and she had the same large eyes.

She asked him, as she always did: “Well, what’s the news to-day?”

“There’s nothing new,” said Volodya dejectedly.

But it occurred to him at once that he was being ungracious, and he

felt ashamed. He smiled genially and began to recall what had happened

at school; but this only made him feel sadder.

“Pruzhinin has again distinguished himself,” and he began to tell about

the teacher who was disliked by his pupils for his rudeness. “Lentyev

was reciting his lesson and made a mess of it, and so Pruzhinin said to

him: ‘Well, that’s enough; sit down, blockhead!’”

“Nothing escapes you,” said his mother, smiling.

“He’s always rude.”

After a brief silence Volodya sighed, then complained: “They are always

in a hurry.”

“Who?” asked his mother.

“I mean the masters. Every one is anxious to finish his course quickly

and to make a good show at the examination. And if you ask a question

you are immediately suspected of trying to take up the time until the

bell rings, and to avoid having questions put to you.”

“Do you talk much after the lessons?”

“Well, yes—but there’s the same hurry after the lessons to get home, or

to study the lessons in the girls’ class-rooms. And everything is done

in a hurry—you are no sooner done with the geometry than you must study

your Greek.”

“That’s to keep you from yawning.”

“Yawning! I’m more like a squirrel going round on its cage-wheel. It’s

exasperating.”

His mother smiled lightly.

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