expect politics from any woman so demoralisingly feminine as yourself.
Besides, that isn't your rôle. Your rôle is to be soft, idle; a toy; a
siren; the negation of enterprise. Work and woman--the terms contradict
one another. The woman who works, or who tolerates work, is only
half a woman. The most you can hope for,' he said with scorn, 'is to
inspire--and even that you do unconsciously, and very often quite
against your will. You sap our energy; you sap and you destroy.'
She had not often heard him speak with so much bitterness, but she did
not know that his opinions in this more crystallised form dated from
that slight moment in which he had divined her own untrustworthiness.
'You are very wise. I forget whether you are twenty-two or
twenty-three?'
'Oh, you may be sarcastic. I only know that I will never have my life
wrecked by women. To-morrow the elections take place, and, after that,
whatever their result, I belong to the Islands.'
'I think I see you with a certain clearness,' she said more gently,
'full of illusions, independence, and young generosities--_nous passons
tous par là_.'
'Talk English, Eve, and be less cynical; if I am twenty-two, as you
reminded me, you are nineteen.'
'If you could find a woman who was a help and not a hindrance?' she
suggested.
'Ah!' he said, 'the Blue Bird! I am not likely to be taken in; I
am too well on my guard.--Look!' he added, 'Fru Thyregod and your
Russian friend; I leave you to them,' and before Eve could voice her
indignation he had disappeared into the surrounding woods.
IV
On the next day, the day of the elections, which was also the
anniversary of the Declaration of Independence, Herakleion blossomed
suddenly, and from the earliest hour, into a striped and fluttering
gaudiness. The sun shone down upon a white town beflagged into
an astonishing gaiety. Everywhere was whiteness, whiteness, and
brilliantly coloured flags. White, green, and orange, dazzling in the
sun, vivid in the breeze. And, keyed up to match the intensity of the
colour, the band blared brassily, unremittingly, throughout the day
from the centre of the _platia_.
A parrot-town, glaring and screeching; a monkey-town, gibbering,
excited, inconsequent. All the shops, save the sweet-shops, were shut,
and the inhabitants flooded into the streets. Not only had they decked
their houses with flags, they had also decked themselves with ribbons,
their women with white dresses, their children with bright bows, their
carriages with paper streamers, their horses with sunbonnets. Bands of
young men, straw-hatted, swept arm-in-arm down the pavements, adding
to the din with mouth organs, mirlitons, and tin trumpets. The trams
flaunted posters in the colours of the contending parties. Immense
char-à-bancs, roofed over with brown holland and drawn by teams of
mules, their harness hung with bells and red tassels, conveyed the
voters to the polling-booths amid the cheers and imprecations of the
crowd.
Herakleion abandoned itself deliriously to political carnival.
In the immense, darkened rooms of the houses on the _platia_, the
richer Greeks idled, concealing their anxiety. It was tacitly
considered beneath their dignity to show themselves in public during
that day. They could but await the fruition or the failure of their
activities during the preceding weeks. Heads of households were for
the most part morose, absorbed in calculations and regrets. Old
Christopoulos, looking more bleached than usual, wished he had been
more generous. That secretaryship for Alexander.... In the great sala
of his house he paced restlessly up and down, biting his finger nails,
and playing on his fingers the tune of the many thousand drachmæ he
might profitably have expended. The next election would not take place
for five years. At the next election he would be a great deal more
lavish.
He had made the same resolution at every election during the past
thirty years.
In the background, respectful of his silence, themselves dwarfed and
diminutive in the immense height of the room, little knots of his
relatives and friends whispered together, stirring cups of tisane.
Heads were very close together, glances at old Christopoulos very
frequent. Visitors, isolated or in couples, strolled in unannounced
and informally, stayed for a little, strolled away again. A perpetual
movement of such circulation rippled through the houses in the _platia_
throughout the day, rumour assiduous in its wake. Fru Thyregod alone,
with her fat, silly laugh, did her best wherever she went to lighten
the funereal oppression of the atmosphere. The Greeks she visited were
not grateful. Unlike the populace in the streets, they preferred taking
their elections mournfully.
By midday the business of voting was over, and in the houses of the
_platia_ the Greeks sat round their luncheon-tables with the knowledge
that the vital question was now decided, though the answer remained
as yet unknown, and that in the polling-booths an army of clerks sat
feverishly counting, while the crowd outside, neglectful of its meal,
swarmed noisily in the hope of news. In the houses of the _platia_,
on this one day of the year, the Greeks kept open table. Each vast
dining-room, carefully darkened and indistinguishable in its family
likeness from its neighbour in the house on either side, offered its
hospitality under the inevitable chandelier. In each, the host greeted
the new-comer with the same perfunctory smile. In each, the busy
servants came and went, carrying dishes and jugs of orangeade--for
Levantine hospitality, already heavily strained, boggled at wine--among
the bulky and old-fashioned sideboards. All joyousness was absent from
these gatherings, and the closed shutters served to exclude, not only
the heat, but also the strains of the indefatigable band playing on the
_platia_.
Out in the streets the popular excitement hourly increased, for if the
morning had been devoted to politics, the afternoon and evening were
to be devoted to the annual feast and holiday of the Declaration of
Independence. The national colours, green and orange, seemed trebled in
the town. They hung from every balcony and were reproduced in miniature
in every buttonhole. Only here and there an islander in his fustanelle
walked quickly with sulky and averted eyes, rebelliously innocent of
the brilliant cocarde, and far out to sea the rainbow islands shimmered
with never a flag to stain the distant whiteness of the houses upon
Aphros.
The houses of the _platia_ excelled all others in the lavishness of
their patriotic decorations. The balconies of the club were draped in
green and orange, with the arms of Herakleion arranged in the centre
in electric lights for the evening illumination. The Italian Consulate
drooped its complimentary flag. The house of Platon Malteios--Premier
or ex-Premier? no one knew--was almost too ostentatiously patriotic.
The cathedral, on the opposite side, had its steps carpeted with red
and the spaciousness of its porch festooned with the colours. From
the central window of the Davenant house, opposite the sea, a single
listless banner hung in motionless folds.
It had, earlier in the day, occasioned a controversy.
Julian had stood in the centre of the frescoed drawing-room, flushed
and constrained.
'Father, that flag on our house insults the Islands. It can be seen
even from Aphros!'
'My dear boy, better that it should be seen from Aphros than that we
should offend Herakleion.'
'What will the islanders think?'
'They are accustomed to seeing it there every year.'
'If I had been at home....'
'When this house is yours, Julian, you will no doubt do as you please;
so long as it is mine, I beg you not to interfere.'
Mr Davenant had spoken in his curtest tones. He had added,--
'I shall go to the cathedral this afternoon.'
The service in the cathedral annually celebrated the independence of
Herakleion. Julian slipped out of the house, meaning to mix with the
ill-regulated crowd that began to collect on the _platia_ to watch for
the arrival of the notables, but outside the door of the club he was
discovered by Alexander Christopoulos who obliged him to follow him
upstairs to the Christopoulos drawing-room.
'My father is really too gloomy for me to confront alone,' Alexander
said, taking Julian's arm and urging him along; 'also I have spent the
morning in the club, which exasperates him. He likes me to sit at home
while he stands looking at me and mournfully shaking his head.'
They came into the sala together, where old Christopoulos paced up and
down in front of the shuttered windows, and a score of other people sat
whispering over their cups of tisane. White dresses, dim mirrors, and
the dull gilt of furniture gleamed here and there in the shadows of the
vast room.
'Any news? any news?' the banker asked of the two young men.
'You know quite well, father, that no results are to be declared until
seven o'clock this evening.'
Alexander opened a section of a Venetian blind, and as a shaft of
sunlight fell startlingly across the floor a blare of music burst
equally startlingly upon the silence.
'The _platia_ is crowded already,' said Alexander, looking out.
The hum of the crowd became audible, mingled with the music; explosions
of laughter, and some unexplained applause. The shrill cry of a seller
of iced water rang immediately beneath the window. The band in the
centre continued to shriek remorselessly an antiquated air of the Paris
boulevards.
'At what time is the procession due?' asked Fru Thyregod over Julian's
shoulder.
'At five o'clock; it should arrive at any moment,' Julian said, making
room for the Danish Excellency.
'I adore processions,' cried Fru Thyregod, clapping her hands, and
looking brightly from Julian to Alexander.
Alexander whispered to Julie Lafarge, who had come up,--
'I am sure Fru Thyregod has gone from house to house and from Legation
to Legation, and has had a meal at each to-day.'
Somebody suggested,--
'Let us open the shutters and watch the procession from the balconies.'
'Oh, what a good idea!' cried Fru Thyregod, clapping her hands again
and executing a pirouette.
Down in the _platia_ an indefinite movement was taking place; the band
stopped playing for the first time that day, and began shuffling with
all its instruments to one side. Voices were then heard raised in tones
of authority. A cleavage appeared in the crowd, which grew in length
and width as though a wedge were being gradually driven into that
reluctant confusion of humanity.
'A path for the procession,' said old Christopoulos, who, although
not pleased at that frivolous flux of his family and guests on to
the balconies of his house, had joined them, overcome by his natural
curiosity.
The path cut in the crowd now ran obliquely across the _platia_ from
the end of the rue Royale to the steps of the cathedral opposite,
and upon it the confetti with which the whole _platia_ was no doubt
strewn became visible. The police, with truncheons in their hands,
were pressing the people back to widen the route still further. They
wore their gala hats, three-cornered, with upright plumes of green and
orange nodding as they walked.
'Look at Sterghiou,' said Alexander.
The Chief of Police rode vaingloriously down the route looking from
left to right, and saluting with his free hand. The front of his
uniform was crossed with broad gold hinges, and plaits of yellow braid
disappeared mysteriously into various pockets. One deduced whistles;
pencils; perhaps a knife. Although he did not wear feathers in his hat,
one knew that only the utmost self-restraint had preserved him from
them.
Here the band started again with a march, and Sterghiou's horse shied
violently and nearly unseated him.
'The troops!' said old Christopoulos with emotion.
Debouching from the rue Royale, the army came marching four abreast. As
it was composed of only four hundred men, and as it never appeared on
any other day of the year, its general Panaïoannou always mobilised it
in its entirety on the national festival. This entailed the temporary
closing of the casino in order to release the croupiers, who were
nearly all in the ranks, and led to a yearly dispute between the
General and the board of administration.
'There was once a croupier,' said Alexander, 'who was admitted to the
favour of a certain grand-duchess until the day when, indiscreetly
coming into the dressing-room where the lady was arranging and
improving her appearance, he said, through sheer force of habit,
"Madame, les jeux sont faits?" and was dismissed for ever by her reply,
"Rien ne va plus."'
The general himself rode in the midst of his troops, in his sky-blue
uniform, to which the fantasy of his Buda-Pesth costumier had added for
the occasion a slung Hussar jacket of white cloth. His gray moustache
was twisted fiercely upwards, and curved like a scimitar across his
face. He rode with his hand on his hip, slowly scanning the windows
and balconies of the _platia_, which by now were crowded with people,
gravely saluting his friends as he passed. Around him marched his
bodyguard of six, a captain and five men; the captain carried in one
hand a sword, and in the other--nobody knew why--a long frond of palm.
The entire army tramped by, hot, stout, beaming, and friendly. At
one moment some one threw down a handful of coins from a window, and
the ranks were broken in a scramble for the coppers. Julian, who was
leaning apart in a corner of his balcony, heard a laugh like a growl
behind him as the enormous hand of Grbits descended on his shoulder.
'Remember the lesson, young man: if you are called upon to deal with
the soldiers of Herakleion, a fistful of silver amongst them will
scatter them.'
Julian thought apprehensively that they must be overheard, but Grbits
continued in supreme unconsciousness,--
'Look at their army, composed of shop-assistants and croupiers. Look
at their general--a general in his spare moments, but in the serious
business of his life a banker and an intriguer like the rest of them.
I doubt whether he has ever seen anything more dead in his life than a
dead dog in a gutter. I could pick him up and squash in his head like
an egg.'
Grbits extended his arm and slowly unfolded the fingers of his enormous
hand. At the same time he gave his great laugh that was like the laugh
of a good-humoured ogre.
'At your service, young man,' he said, displaying the full breadth of
his palm to Julian, 'whenever you stand in need of it. The Stavridists
will be returned to-day; lose no time; show them your intentions.'
He impelled Julian forward to the edge of the balcony and pointed
across to the Davenant house.
'That flag, young man: see to it that it disappears within the hour
after the results of the elections are announced.'
The army was forming itself into two phalanxes on either side of
the cathedral steps. Panaïoannou caracoled up and down shouting his
orders, which were taken up and repeated by the busy officers on foot.
Meanwhile the notables in black coats were arriving in a constant
stream that flowed into the cathedral; old Christopoulos had already
left the house to attend the religious ceremony; the foreign Ministers
and Consuls attended out of compliment to Herakleion; Madame Lafarge
had rolled down the route in her barouche with her bearded husband;
Malteios had crossed the _platia_ from his own house, and Stavridis
came, accompanied by his wife and daughters. Still the band played on,
the crowd laughed, cheered, or murmured in derision, and the strident
cries of the water-sellers rose from all parts of the _platia_.
Suddenly the band ceased to play, and in the hush only the hum of the
crowd continued audible.
The religious procession came walking very slowly from the rue Royale,
headed by a banner and by a file of young girls, walking two by two,
in white dresses, with wreaths of roses on their heads. As they walked
they scattered sham roses out of baskets, the gesture reminiscent of
the big picture in the Senate-room. It was customary for the Premier
of the Republic to walk alone, following these young girls, black
and grave in his frock-coat after their virginal white, but on this
occasion, as no one knew who the actual Premier was, a blank space was
left to represent the problematical absentee. Following the space came
the Premier's habitual escort, a posse of police; it should have been a
platoon of soldiers, but Panaïoannou always refused to consent to such
a diminution of his army.
'They say,' Grbits remarked to Julian in this connection, 'that the
general withdraws even the sentries from the frontier to swell his
ranks.'
'Herakleion is open to invasion,' said Julian, smiling.
Grbits replied sententiously, with the air of one creating a new
proverb,--
'Herakleion is open to invasion, but who wants to invade Herakleion?'
The crowd watched the passage of the procession with the utmost
solemnity. Not a sound was now heard but the monotonous step of
feet. Religious awe had hushed political hilarity. Archbishop and
bishops; archmandrites and _papás_ of the country districts, passed in
a mingling of scarlet, purple and black. All the pomp of Herakleion
had been pressed into service--all the clamorous, pretentious pomp,
shouting for recognition, beating on a hollow drum; designed to impress
the crowd; and perhaps, also, to impress, beyond the crowd, the silent
Islands that possessed no army, no clergy, no worldly trappings, but
that suffered and struggled uselessly, pitiably, against the tinsel
tyrant in vain but indestructible rebellion.
* * * * * *
As five o'clock drew near, the entire population seemed to be collected
in the _platia_. The white streak that had marked the route of the
procession had long ago disappeared, and the square was now, seen from
above, only a dense and shifting mass of people. In the Christopoulos
drawing-room, where Julian still lingered, talking to Grbits and
listening to the alternate foolishness, fanaticism, and ferocious
good-humour of the giant, the Greeks rallied in numbers with only one
topic on their lips. Old Christopoulos was frankly biting his nails and
glancing at the clock; Alexander but thinly concealed his anxiety under
a dribble of his usual banter. The band had ceased playing, and the
subtle ear could detect an inflection in the very murmur of the crowd.
'Let us go on to the balcony again,' Grbits said to Julian; 'the
results will be announced from the steps of Malteios' house.'
They went out; some of the Greeks followed them, and all pressed
behind, near the window openings.
'It is a more than usually decisive day for Herakleion,' said old
Christopoulos, and Julian knew that the words were spoken at, although
not to, him.
He felt that the Greeks looked upon him as an intruder, wishing him
away so that they might express their opinions freely, but in a spirit
of contrariness he remained obstinately.
A shout went up suddenly from the crowd: a little man dressed in black,
with a top-hat, and a great many white papers in his hand, had appeared
in the frame of Malteios' front-door. He stood on the steps, coughed
nervously, and dropped his papers.
'Inefficient little rat of a secretary!' cried Alexander in a burst of
fury.
'Listen!' said Grbits.
A long pause of silence from the whole _platia_, in which one thin
voice quavered, reaching only the front row of the crowd.
'Stavridis has it,' Grbits said quietly, who had been craning over the
edge of the balcony. His eyes twinkled maliciously, delightedly, at
Julian across the group of mortified Greeks. 'An immense majority,' he
invented, enjoying himself.
Julian was already gone. Slipping behind old Christopoulos, whose
saffron face had turned a dirty plum colour, he made his way downstairs
and out into the street. A species of riot, in which the police, having
failed successfully to intervene, were enthusiastically joining, had
broken out in the _platia_. Some shouted for Stavridis, some for
Malteios; some railed derisively against the Islands. People threw
their hats into the air, waved their arms, and kicked up their legs.
Some of them were vague as to the trend of their own opinions, others
extremely determined, but all were agreed about making as much noise as
possible. Julian passed unchallenged to his father's house.
Inside the door he found Aristotle talking with three islanders. They
laid hold of him, urgent though respectful, searching his face with
eager eyes.
'It means revolt at last; you will not desert us, Kyrie?'
He replied,--
'Come with me, and you will see.'
They followed him up the stairs, pressing closely after him. On the
landing he met Eve and Kato, coming out of the drawing-room. The singer
was flushed, two gold wheat-ears trembled in her hair, and she had
thrown open the front of her dress. Eve hung on her arm.
'Julian!' Kato exclaimed, 'you have heard, Platon has gone?'
In her excitement she inadvertently used Malteios' Christian name.
'It means,' he replied, 'that Stavridis, now in power, will lose no
time in bringing against the Islands all the iniquitous reforms we know
he contemplates. It means that the first step must be taken by us.'
His use of the pronoun ranged himself, Kato, Aristotle, the three
islanders, and the invisible Islands into an instant confederacy. Kato
responded to it,--
'Thank God for this.'
They waited in complete confidence for his next words. He had shed his
aloofness, and all his efficiency of active leadership was to the fore.
'Where is my father?'
'He went to the Cathedral; he has not come home yet, Kyrie.'
Julian passed into the drawing-room, followed by Eve and Kato and the
four men. Outside the open window, fastened to the balcony, flashed
the green and orange flag of Herakleion. Julian took a knife from
his pocket, and, cutting the cord that held it, withdrew flag and
flag-staff into the room and flung it on to the ground.
'Take it away,' he said to the islanders, 'or my father will order it
to be replaced. And if he orders another to be hung out in its place,'
he added, looking at them with severity, 'remember there is no other
flag in the house, and none to be bought in Herakleion.'
At that moment a servant from the country-house came hurriedly into the
room, drew Julian unceremoniously aside, and broke into an agitated
recital in a low voice. Eve heard Julian saying,--
'Nicolas sends for me? But he should have given a reason. I cannot come
now, I cannot leave Herakleion.'
And the servant,--
'Kyrie, the major-domo impressed upon me that I must on no account
return without you. Something has occurred, something serious. What
it is I do not know. The carriage is waiting at the back entrance; we
could not drive across the _platia_ on account of the crowds.'
'I shall have to go, I suppose,' Julian said to Eve and Kato. 'I will
go at once, and will return, if possible, this evening. Nicolas would
not send without an excellent reason, though he need not have made this
mystery. Possibly a message from Aphros.... In any case, I must go.'
'I will come with you,' Eve said unexpectedly.
V
In almost unbroken silence they drove out to the country-house, in a
hired victoria, to the quick, soft trot of the two little lean horses,
away from the heart of the noisy town; past the race-course with its
empty stands; under the ilex-avenue in a tunnel of cool darkness; along
the road, redolent with magnolias in the warmth of the evening; through
the village, between the two white lodges; and round the bend of the
drive between the bushes of eucalyptus. Eve had spoken, but he had said
abruptly,--
'Don't talk; I want to think,' and she, after a little gasp of
astonished indignation, had relapsed languorous into her corner, her
head propped on her hand, and her profile alone visible to her cousin.
He saw, in the brief glance that he vouchsafed her, that her red mouth
looked more than usually sulky, in fact not unlike the mouth of a
child on the point of tears, a very invitation to inquiry, but, more
from indifference than deliberate wisdom, he was not disposed to take
up the challenge. He too sat silent, his thoughts flying over the
day, weighing the consequences of his own action, trying to forecast
the future. He was far away from Eve, and she knew it. At times he
enraged and exasperated her almost beyond control. His indifference
was an outrage on her femininity. She knew him to be utterly beyond
her influence: taciturn when he chose, ill-tempered when he chose,
exuberant when he chose, rampageous, wild; insulting to her at moments;
domineering whatever his mood, and regardless of her wishes; yet at the
same time unconscious of all these things. Alone with her now, he had
completely forgotten her presence by his side.
Her voice broke upon his reflections,--
'Thinking of the Islands, Julian?' and her words joining like
a cogwheel smoothly on to the current of his mind, he answered
naturally,--
'Yes,'
'I thought as much. I have something to tell you. You may not be
interested. I am no longer engaged to Miloradovitch.'
'Since when?'
'Since yesterday evening. Since you left me, and ran away into the
woods. I was angry, and vented my anger on him.'
'Was that fair?'
'He has you to thank. It has happened before--with others.'
Roused for a second from his absorption, he impatiently shrugged his
shoulders, and turned his back, and looked out over the sea. Eve was
again silent, brooding and resentful in her corner. Presently he turned
towards her, and said angrily, reverting to the Islands,--
'You are the vainest and most exorbitant woman I know. You resent one's
interest in anything but yourself.'
As she did not answer, he added,--
'How sulky you look; it's very unbecoming.'
Was no sense of proportion or of responsibility ever to weigh upon her
beautiful shoulders? He was irritated, yet he knew that his irritation
was half-assumed, and that in his heart he was no more annoyed by her
fantasy than by the fantasy of Herakleion. They matched each other;
their intangibility, their instability, were enough to make a man
shake his fists to Heaven, yet he was beginning to believe that their
colour and romance--for he never dissociated Eve and Herakleion in his
mind--were the dearest treasures of his youth. He turned violently and
amazingly upon her.
'Eve, I sometimes hate you, damn you; but you are the rainbow of my
days.'
She smiled, and, enlightened, he perceived with interest, curiosity,
and amused resignation, the clearer grouping of the affairs of his
youthful years. Fantasy to youth! Sobriety to middle-age! Carried away,
he said to her,--
'Eve! I want adventure, Eve!'
Her eyes lit up in instant response, but he could not read her inward
thought, that the major part of his adventure should be, not Aphros,
but herself. He noted, however, her lighted eyes, and leaned over to
her.
'You are a born adventurer, Eve, also.'
She remained silent, but her eyes continued to dwell on him, and to
herself she was thinking, always sardonic although the matter was of
such perennial, such all-eclipsing importance to her,--
'A la bonne heure, he realises my existence.'
'What a pity you are not a boy; we could have seen the adventure of the
Islands through together.'
('The Islands always!' she thought ruefully.)
'I should like to cross to Aphros to-night,' he murmured, with absent
eyes....
('Gone again,' she thought. 'I held him for a moment.')
When they reached the house no servants were visible, but in reply to
the bell a young servant appeared, scared, white-faced, and, as rapidly
disappearing, was replaced by the old major-domo. He burst open the
door into the passage, a crowd of words pressing on each other's heels
in his mouth; he had expected Julian alone; when he saw Eve, who was
idly turning over the letters that awaited her, he clapped his hand
tightly over his lips, and stood, struggling with his speech, balancing
himself in his arrested impetus on his toes.
'Well, Nicolas?' said Julian.
The major-domo exploded, removing his hand from his mouth,--
'Kyrie! a word alone....' and as abruptly replaced the constraining
fingers.
Julian followed him through the swing door into the servants' quarters,
where the torrent broke loose.
'Kyrie, a disaster! I have sent men with a stretcher. I remained in
the house myself looking for your return. Father Paul--yes, yes, it is
he--drowned--yes, drowned--at the bottom of the garden. Come, Kyrie,
for the love of God. Give directions. I am too old a man. God be
praised, you have come. Only hasten. The men are there already with
lanterns.'
He was clinging helplessly to Julian's wrist, and kept moving his
fingers up and down Julian's arm, twitching fingers that sought
reassurance from firmer muscles, in a distracted way, while his eyes
beseechingly explored Julian's face.
Julian, shocked, jarred, incredulous, shook off the feeble fingers in
irritation. The thing was an outrage on the excitement of the day. The
transition to tragedy was so violent that he wished, in revolt, to
disbelieve it.
'You must be mistaken, Nicolas!'
'Kyrie, I am not mistaken. The body is lying on the shore. You can see
it there. I have sent lanterns and a stretcher. I beg of you to come.'
He spoke, tugging at Julian's sleeve, and as Julian remained
unaccountably immovable he sank to his knees, clasping his hands and
raising imploring eyes. His fustanelle spread its pleats in a circle on
the stone floor. His story had suddenly become vivid to Julian with the
words, 'The body is lying on the shore'; 'drowned,' he had said before,
but that had summoned no picture. The body was lying on the shore. The
body! Paul, brisk, alive, familiar, now a body, merely. The body! had a
wave, washing forward, deposited it gently, and retreated without its
burden? or had it floated, pale-faced under the stars, till some man,
looking by chance down at the sea from the terrace at the foot of the
garden, caught that pale, almost phosphorescent gleam rocking on the
swell of the water?
The old major-domo followed Julian's stride between the lemon-trees,
obsequious and conciliatory. The windows of the house shone behind
them, the house of tragedy, where Eve remained as yet uninformed,
uninvaded by the solemnity, the reality, of the present. Later, she
would have to be told that a man's figure had been wrenched from their
intimate and daily circle. The situation appeared grotesquely out of
keeping with the foregoing day, and with the wide and gentle night.
From the paved walk under the pergola of gourds rough steps led down
to the sea. Julian, pausing, perceived around the yellow squares of
the lanterns the indistinct figures of men, and heard their low,
disconnected talk breaking intermittently on the continuous wash of
the waves. The sea that he loved filled him with a sudden revulsion
for the indifference of its unceasing movement after its murder of a
man. It should, in decency, have remained quiet, silent; impenetrable,
unrepentant, perhaps; inscrutable, but at least silent; its murmur
echoed almost as the murmur of a triumph....
He descended the steps. As he came into view, the men's fragmentary
talk died away; their dim group fell apart; he passed between them, and
stood beside the body of Paul.
Death. He had never seen it. As he saw it now, he thought that he
had never beheld anything so incontestably real as its irrevocable
stillness. Here was finality; here was defeat beyond repair. In the
face of this judgment no revolt was possible. Only acceptance was
possible. The last word in life's argument had been spoken by an
adversary for long remote, forgotten; an adversary who had remained
ironically dumb before the babble, knowing that in his own time, with
one word, he could produce the irrefutable answer. There was something
positively satisfying in the faultlessness of the conclusion. He had
not thought that death would be like this. Not cruel, not ugly, not
beautiful, not terrifying--merely unanswerable. He wondered now at the
multitude of sensations that had chased successively across his mind
or across his vision: the elections, Fru Thyregod, the jealousy of
Eve, his incredulity and resentment at the news, his disinclination
for action, his indignation against the indifference of the sea; these
things were vain when here, at his feet, lay the ultimate solution.
Paul lay on his back, his arms straight down his sides, and his long,
wiry body closely sheathed in the wet soutane. The square toes of his
boots stuck up, close together, like the feet of a swathed mummy. His
upturned face gleamed white with a tinge of green in the light of the
lanterns, and appeared more luminous than they. So neat, so orderly he
lay; but his hair, alone disordered, fell in wet red wisps across his
neck and along the ground behind his head.
At that moment from the direction of Herakleion there came a long hiss
and a rush of bright gold up into the sky; there was a crackle of
small explosions, and fountains of gold showered against the night as
the first fireworks went up from the quays. Rockets soared, bursting
into coloured stars among the real stars, and plumes of golden light
spread themselves dazzlingly above the sea. Faint sounds of cheering
were borne upon the breeze.
The men around the body of the priest waited, ignorant and bewildered,
relieved that some one had come to take command. Their eyes were bent
upon Julian as he stood looking down; they thought he was praying
for the dead. Presently he became aware of their expectation, and
pronounced with a start,--
'Bind up his hair!'
Fingers hastened clumsily to deal with the stringy red locks; the limp
head was supported, and the hair knotted somehow into a semblance of
its accustomed roll. The old major-domo quavered in a guilty voice, as
though taking the blame for carelessness,--
'The hat is lost, Kyrie.'
Julian let his eyes travel over the little group of men, islanders all,
with an expression of searching inquiry.
'Which of you made this discovery?'
It appeared that one of them, going to the edge of the sea in
expectation of the fireworks, had noticed, not the darkness of the
body, but the pallor of the face, in the water not far out from the
rocks. He had waded in and drawn the body ashore. Dead Paul lay there
deaf and indifferent to this account of his own finding.
'No one can explain....'
Ah, no! and he, who could have explained, was beyond the reach of
their curiosity. Julian looked at the useless lips, unruffled even by
a smile of sarcasm. He had known Paul all his life, had learnt from
him, travelled with him, eaten with him, chaffed him lightly, but
never, save in that one moment when he had gripped the priest by the
wrist and had looked with steadying intention into his eyes, had their
intimate personalities brushed in passing. Julian had no genius for
friendship.... He began to see that this death had ended an existence
which had run parallel with, but utterly walled off from, his own.
In shame the words tore themselves from him,--
'Had he any trouble?'
The men slowly, gravely, mournfully shook their heads. They could not
tell. The priest had moved amongst them, charitable, even saintly; yes,
saintly, and one did not expect confidences of a priest. A priest was
a man who received the confidences of other men. Julian heard, and,
possessed by a strong desire, a necessity, for self-accusation, he said
to them in a tone of urgent and impersonal Justice, as one who makes a
declaration, expecting neither protest nor acquiescence,--
'I should have inquired into his loneliness.'
They were slightly startled, but, in their ignorance, not
over-surprised, only wondering why he delayed in giving the order
to move the body on to the stretcher and carry it up to the church.
Farther up the coast, the rockets continued to soar, throwing out
bubbles of green and red and orange, fantastically tawdry. Julian
remained staring at the unresponsive corpse, repeating sorrowfully,--
'I should have inquired--yes, I should have inquired--into his
loneliness.'
He spoke with infinite regret, learning a lesson, shedding a particle
of his youth. He had taken for granted that other men's lives were as
promising, as full of dissimulated eagerness, as his own. He had walked
for many hours up and down Paul's study, lost in an audible monologue,
expounding his theories, tossing his rough head, emphasising,
enlarging, making discoveries, intent on his egotism, hewing out his
convictions, while the priest sat by the table, leaning his head on
his hand, scarcely contributing a word, always listening. During those
hours, surely, his private troubles had been forgotten? Or had they
been present, gnawing, beneath the mask of sympathy? A priest was a man
who received the confidences of other men!
'Carry him up,' Julian said, 'carry him up to the church.'
He walked away alone as the dark cortège set itself in movement,
his mind strangely accustomed to the fact that Paul would no longer
frequent their house and that the long black figure would no longer
stroll, tall and lean, between the lemon-trees in the garden. The
fact was more simple and more easily acceptable than he could have
anticipated. It seemed already quite an old-established fact. He
remembered with a shock of surprise, and a raising of his eyebrows,
that he yet had to communicate it to Eve. He knew it so well himself
that he thought every one else must know it too. He was immeasurably
more distressed by the tardy realisation of his own egotism in regard
to Paul, than by the fact of Paul's death.
He walked very slowly, delaying the moment when he must speak to Eve.
He sickened at the prospect of the numerous inevitable inquiries that
would be made to him by both his father and his uncle. He would never
hint to them that the priest had had a private trouble. He rejoiced to
remember his former loyalty, and to know that Eve remained ignorant
of that extraordinary, unexplained conversation when Paul had talked
about the mice. Mice in the church! He, Julian, must see to the decent
covering of the body. And of the face, especially of the face.
An immense golden wheel flared out of the darkness; whirled, and died
away above the sea.
In the dim church the men had set down the stretcher before the
iconostase. Julian felt his way cautiously amongst the rush-bottomed
chairs. The men were standing about the stretcher, their fishing caps
in their hands, awed into a whispering mysticism which Julian's voice
harshly interrupted,--
'Go for a cloth, one of you--the largest cloth you can find.'
He had spoken loudly in defiance of the melancholy peace of the church,
that received so complacently within its ready precincts the visible
remains from which the spirit, troubled and uncompanioned in life,
had fled. He had always thought the church complacent, irritatingly
remote from pulsating human existence, but never more so than now when
it accepted the dead body as by right, firstly within its walls, and
lastly within its ground, to decompose and rot, the body of its priest,
among the bodies of other once vital and much-enduring men.
'Kyrie, we can find only two large cloths, one a dust-sheet, and one a
linen cloth to spread over the altar. Which are we to use?'
'Which is the larger?'
'Kyrie, the dust-sheet, but the altar-cloth is of linen edged with
lace.'
'Use the dust-sheet; dust to dust,' said Julian bitterly.
Shocked and uncomprehending, they obeyed. The black figure now became a
white expanse, under which the limbs and features defined themselves as
the folds sank into place.
'He is completely covered over?'
'Completely, Kyrie.'
'The mice cannot run over his face?'
'Kyrie, no!'
'Then no more can be done until one of you ride into Herakleion for the
doctor.'
He left them, re-entering the garden by the side-gate which Paul had
himself constructed with his capable, carpenter's hands. There was now
no further excuse for delay; he must exchange the darkness for the
unwelcome light, and must share out his private knowledge to Eve. Those
men, fisher-folk, simple folk, had not counted as human spectators, but
rather as part of the brotherhood of night, nature, and the stars.
He waited for Eve in the drawing-room, having assured himself that she
had been told nothing, and there, presently, he saw her come in, her
heavy hair dressed high, a fan and a flower drooping from her hand,
and a fringed Spanish shawl hanging its straight silk folds from her
escaping shoulders. Before her indolence, and her slumbrous delicacy,
he hesitated. He wildly thought that he would allow the news to wait.
Tragedy, reality, were at that moment so far removed from her.... She
said in delight, coming up to him, and forgetful that they were in the
house in obedience to a mysterious and urgent message,--
'Julian, have you seen the fireworks? Come out into the garden. We'll
watch.'
He put his arm through her bare arm,--
'Eve, I must tell you something.'
'Fru Thyregod?' she cried, and the difficulty of his task became all
but insurmountable.
'Something serious. Something about Father Paul.'
Her strange eyes gave him a glance of undefinable suspicion.
'What about him?'
'He has been found, in the water, at the bottom of the garden.'
'In the water?'
'In the sea. Drowned.'
He told her all the circumstances, doggedly, conscientiously, under
the mockery of the tinsel flames that streamed out from the top of
the columns, and of the distant lights flashing through the windows,
speaking as a man who proclaims in a foreign country a great truth
bought by the harsh experience of his soul, to an audience unconversant
with his alien tongue. This truth that he had won, in the presence
of quiet stars, quieter death, and simple men, was desecrated by its
recital to a vain woman in a room where the very architecture was based
on falsity. Still he persevered, believing that his own intensity
of feeling must end in piercing its way to the foundations of her
heart. He laid bare even his harassing conviction of his neglected
responsibility,--
'I should have suspected ... I should have suspected....'
He looked at Eve; she had broken down and was sobbing, Paul's name
mingled incoherently with her sobs. He did not doubt that she was
profoundly shocked, but with a new-found cynicism he ascribed her tears
to shock rather than to sorrow. He himself would have been incapable of
shedding a single tear. He waited quietly for her to recover herself.
'Oh, Julian! Poor Paul! How terrible to die like that, alone, in the
sea, at night....' For a moment her eyes were expressive of real
horror, and she clasped Julian's hand, gazing at him while all the
visions of her imagination were alive in her eyes. She seemed to be
on the point of adding something further, but continued to cry for a
few moments, and then said, greatly sobered, 'You appear to take for
granted that he has killed himself?'
He considered this. Up to the present no doubt whatever had existed
in his mind. The possibility of an accident had not occurred to him.
The very quality of repose and peace that he had witnessed had offered
itself to him as the manifest evidence that the man had sought the only
solution for a life grown unendurable. He had acknowledged the man's
wisdom, bowing before his recognition of the conclusive infallibility
of death as a means of escape. Cowardly? so men often said, but
circumstances were conceivable--circumstances in the present case
unknown, withheld, and therefore not to be violated by so much as a
hazarded guess--circumstances were conceivable in which no other course
was to be contemplated. He replied with gravity,--
'I do believe he put an end to his life.'
The secret reason would probably never be disclosed; even if it came
within sight, Julian must now turn his eyes the other way. The secret
which he might have, nay, should have, wrenched from his friend's
reserve while he still lived, must remain sacred and unprofaned now
that he was dead. Not only must he guard it from his own knowledge, but
from the knowledge of others. With this resolution he perceived that he
had already blundered.
'Eve, I have been wrong; this thing must be presented as an accident. I
have no grounds for believing that he took his life. I must rely on you
to support me. In fairness on poor Paul.... He told me nothing. A man
has a right to his own reticence.'
He paused, startled at the truth of his discovery, and cried out,
taking his head between his hands,--
'Oh God! the appalling loneliness of us all!'
He shook his head despairingly for a long moment with his hands pressed
over his temples. Dropping his hands with a gesture of discouragement
and lassitude, he regarded Eve.
'I've found things out to-night, I think I've aged by five years. I
know that Paul suffered enough to put an end to himself. We can't
tell what he suffered from. I never intended to let you think he had
suffered. We must never let any one else suspect it. But imagine the
stages and degrees of suffering which led him to that state of mind;
imagine his hours, his days, and specially his nights. I looked on him
as a village priest, limited to his village; I thought his long hair
funny; God forgive me, I slightly despised him. You, Eve, you thought
him ornamental, a picturesque appendage to the house. And all that
while, he was moving slowly towards the determination that he must kill
himself.... Perhaps, probably, he took his decision yesterday, when you
and I were at the picnic. When Fru Thyregod.... For months, perhaps,
or for years, he had been living with the secret that was to kill him.
He knew, but no one else knew. He shared his knowledge with no one. I
think I shall never look at a man again without awe, and reverence, and
terror.'
He was trembling strongly, discovering his fellows, discovering
himself, his glowing eyes never left Eve's face. He went on talking
rapidly, as though eager to translate all there was to translate into
words before the aroused energy deserted him.
'You vain, you delicate, unreal thing, do you understand at all? Have
you ever seen a dead man? You don't know the meaning of pain. You
inflict pain for your amusement. You thing of leisure, you toy! Your
deepest emotion is your jealousy. You can be jealous even where you
cannot love. You make a plaything of men's pain--you woman! You can
change your personality twenty times a day. You can't understand a
man's slow, coherent progression; he, always the same person, scarred
with the wounds of the past. To wound you would be like wounding a
wraith.'
Under the fury of his unexpected outburst, she protested,--
'Julian, why attack me? I've done, I've said, nothing.'
'You listened uncomprehendingly to me, thinking if you thought at all,
that by to-morrow I should have forgotten my mood of to-night. You are
wrong. I've gone a step forward to-day. I've learnt.... Learnt, I mean,
to respect men who suffer. Learnt the continuity and the coherence of
life. Days linked to days. For you, an episode is an isolated episode.'
He softened.
'No wonder you look bewildered. If you want the truth, I am angry with
myself for my blindness towards Paul. Poor little Eve! I only meant
half I said.'
'You meant every word; one never speaks the truth so fully as when one
speaks it unintentionally.'
He smiled, but tolerantly and without malice.
'Eve betrays herself by the glibness of the axiom. You know nothing
of truth. But I've seen truth to-night. All Paul's past life is
mystery, shadow, enigma to me, but at the same time there is a central
light--blinding, incandescent light--which is the fact that he
suffered. Suffered so much that, a priest, he preferred the supreme sin
to such suffering. Suffered so much that, a man, he preferred death to
such suffering! All his natural desire for life was conquered. That
irresistible instinct, that primal law, that persists even to the
moment when darkness and unconsciousness overwhelm us--the fight for
life, the battle to retain our birthright--all this was conquered.
The instinct to escape from life became stronger than the instinct to
preserve it! Isn't that profoundly illuminating?'
He paused.
'That fact sweeps, for me, like a great searchlight over an abyss of
pain. The pain the man must have endured before he arrived at such a
reversal of his religion and of his most primitive instinct! His world
was, at the end, turned upside down. A terrifying nightmare. He took
the only course. You cannot think how final death is--so final, so
simple. So simple. There is no more to be said. I had no idea....'
He spoke himself with the simplicity he was trying to express. He said
again, candidly, evenly, in a voice from which all the emotion had
passed,--
'So simple.'
They were silent for a long time. He had forgotten her, and she was
wondering whether she dared now recall him to the personal. She had
listened, gratified when he attacked her, resentful when he forgot
her, bored with his detachment, but wise enough to conceal both her
resentment and her boredom. She had worshipped him in his anger, and
had admired his good looks in the midst of his fire. She had been
infinitely more interested in him than in Paul. Shocked for a moment by
Paul's death, aware of the stirrings of pity, she had quickly neglected
both for the sake of the living Julian.
She reviewed a procession of phrases with which she might recall his
attention.
'You despise me, Julian.'
'No, I only dissociate you. You represent a different sphere. You
belong to Herakleion. I love you--in your place.'
'You are hurting me.'
He put his hands on her shoulders and turned her towards the fight. She
let him have his way, with the disconcerting humility he had sometimes
found in her. She bore his inspection mutely, her hands dropping
loosely by her sides, fragile before his strength. He found that his
thoughts had swept back, away from death, away from Paul, to her
sweetness and her worthlessness.
'Many people care for you--more fools they,' he said. 'You and I, Eve,
must be allies now. You say I despise you. I shall do so less if I can
enlist your loyalty in Paul's cause. He has died as the result of an
accident. Are you to be trusted?'
He felt her soft shoulders move in the slightest shrug under the
pressure of his hands.
'Do you think,' she asked, 'that you will be believed?'
'I shall insist upon being believed. There is no evidence--is
there?--to prove me wrong.'
As she did not answer, he repeated his question, then released her in
suspicion.
'What do you know? tell me!'
After a very long pause, he said quietly,--
'I understand. There are many ways of conveying information. I am very
blind about some things. Heavens! if I had suspected that truth, either
you would not have remained here, or Paul would not have remained here.
A priest! Unheard of.... A priest to add to your collection. First
Miloradovitch, now Paul. Moths pinned upon a board. He loved you? Oh,'
he cried in a passion, 'I see it all: he struggled, you persisted--till
you secured him. A joke to you. Not a joke now--surely not a joke, even
to you--but a triumph. Am I right? A triumph! A man, dead for you. A
priest. You allowed me to talk, knowing all the while.'
'I am very sorry for Paul,' she said absently.
He laughed at the pitiably inadequate word.
'Have the courage to admit that you are flattered. More flattered than
grieved. Sorry for Paul--yes, toss him that conventional tribute before
turning to the luxury of your gratified vanity. That such things can
be! Surely men and women live in different worlds?'
'But, Julian, what could I do?'
'He told you he loved you?'
She acquiesced, and he stood frowning at her, his hands buried in
his pockets and his head thrust forward, picturing the scenes, which
had probably been numerous, between her and the priest, letting his
imagination play over the anguish of his friend and Eve's indifference.
That she had not wholly discouraged him, he was sure. She would not
so easily have let him go. Julian was certain, as though he had
observed their interviews from a hidden corner, that she had amusedly
provoked him, watched him with half-closed, ironical eyes, dropped him
a judicious word in her honeyed voice, driven him to despair by her
disregard, raised him to joy by her capricious friendliness. They had
had every opportunity for meeting. Eve was strangely secretive. All had
been carried on unsuspected. At this point he spoke aloud, almost with
admiration,--
'That you, who are so shallow, should be so deep!'
A glimpse of her life had been revealed to him, but what secrets
remained yet hidden? The veils were lifting from his simplicity;
he contemplated, as it were, a new world--Eve's world, ephemerally
and clandestinely populated. He contemplated it in fascination,
acknowledging that here was an additional, a separate art, insistent
for recognition, dominating, imperative, forcing itself impudently upon
mankind, exasperating to the straight-minded because it imposed itself,
would not be denied, was subtle, pretended so unswervingly to dignity
that dignity was accorded it by a credulous humanity--the art which Eve
practised, so vain, so cruel, so unproductive, the most fantastically
prosperous of impostors!
She saw the marvel in his eyes, and smiled slightly.
'Well, Julian?'
'I am wondering,' he cried, 'wondering! trying to pierce to your mind,
your peopled memory, your present occupation, your science. What do you
know? what have you heard? What have you seen? You, so young.... Who
are not young. How many secrets like the secret of Paul are buried away
in your heart? That you will never betray? Do you ever look forward
to the procession of your life? You, so young. I think you have some
extraordinary, instinctive, inherited wisdom, some ready-made heritage,
bequeathed to you by generations, that compensates for the deficiencies
of your own experience. Because you are so young. And so old, that I am
afraid.'
'Poor Julian,' she murmured. A gulf of years lay between them, and she
spoke to him as a woman to a boy. He was profoundly shaken, while she
remained quiet, gently sarcastic, pitying towards him, who, so vastly
stronger than she, became a bewildered child upon her own ground. He
had seen death, but she had seen, toyed with, dissected the living
heart. She added, 'Don't try to understand. Forget me and be yourself.
You are annoying me.'
She had spoken the last words with such impatience, that, torn from his
speculations, he asked,--
'Annoying you? Why?'
After a short hesitation she gave him the truth,--
'I dislike seeing you at fault.'
He passed to a further bewilderment.
'I want you infallible.'
Rousing herself from the chair where she had been indolently lying, she
said in the deepest tones of her contralto voice,--
'Julian, you think me worthless and vain; you condemn me as that
without the charity of any further thought. You are right to think me
heartless towards those I don't love. You believe that I spend my life
in vanity. Julian, I only ask to be taken away from my life; I have
beliefs, and I have creeds, both of my own making, but I'm like a ship
without a rudder. I'm wasting my life in vanity. I'm capable of other
things. I'm capable of the deepest good, I know, as well as of the most
shallow evil. Nobody knows, except perhaps Kato a little, how my real
life is made up of dreams and illusions that I cherish. People are far
more unreal to me than my own imaginings. One of my beliefs is about
you. You mustn't ever destroy it. I believe you could do anything.'
'No, no,' he said, astonished.
But she insisted, lit by the flame of her conviction.
'Yes, anything. I have the profoundest contempt for the herd--to which
you don't belong. I have believed in you since I was a child; believed
in you, I mean, as something Olympian of which I was frightened. I have
always known that you would justify my faith.'
'But I am ordinary, normal!' he said, defending himself. He mistrusted
her profoundly; wondered what attack she was engineering. Experience of
her had taught him to be sceptical.
'Ah, don't you see, Julian, when I am sincere?' she said, her voice
breaking. 'I am telling you now one of the secrets of my heart, if you
only knew it. The gentle, the amiable, the pleasant--yes, they're my
toys. I'm cruel, I suppose. I'm always told so. I don't care; they're
worth nothing. It does their little souls good to pass through the
mill. But you, my intractable Julian....'
'Kyrie,' said Nicolas, appearing, 'Tsantilas Tsigaridis, from Aphros,
asks urgently whether you will receive him?'
'Bring him in,' said Julian, conscious of relief, for Eve's words had
begun to trouble him.
Outside, the fireworks continued to flash like summer lightning.
VI
Tsigaridis came forward into the room, his fishing cap between his
fingers, and his white hair standing out in bunches of wiry curls round
his face. Determination was written in the set gravity of his features,
even in the respectful bow with which he came to a halt before Julian.
Interrupted in their conversation, Eve had fallen, back, half lying, in
her arm-chair, and Julian, who had been pacing up and down, stood still
with folded arms, a frown cleaving a deep valley between his brows. He
spoke to Tsigaridis,--
'You asked for me, Tsantilas?'
'I am a messenger, Kyrie.'
He looked from the young man to the girl, his age haughty towards their
youth, his devotion submissive towards the advantage of their birth.
He said to Julian, using almost the same words as he had used once
before,--
'The people of Aphros are the people of your people,' and he bowed
again.
Julian had recovered his self-possession; he no longer felt dazed and
bewildered as he had felt before Eve. In speaking to Tsigaridis he
was speaking of things he understood. He knew very well the summons
Tsigaridis was bringing him, the rude and fine old man, single-sighted
as a prophet, direct and unswerving in the cause he had at heart. He
imagined, with almost physical vividness, the hand of the fisherman on
his shoulder, impelling him forward.
'Kyrie,' Tsigaridis continued, 'to-day the flag of Herakleion flew from
the house of your honoured father until you with your own hand threw it
down. I was in Herakleion, where the news was brought to me, and there
is no doubt that by now it is known also on Aphros. Your action can be
interpreted only in one way. I know that to-day'--he crossed himself
devoutly--'Father Paul, who was our friend and yours, has met his
death; I break in upon your sorrow; I dared not wait; even death must
not delay me. Kyrie, I come to bring you back to Aphros.'
'I will go to-night,' said Julian without hesitation. 'My father and
my uncle are in Herakleion, and I will start from here before they can
stop me. Have you a boat?'
'I can procure one,' said Tsigaridis, very erect, and looking at Julian
with shining eyes.
'Then I will meet you at the private jetty in two hours' time. We shall
be unnoted in the darkness, and the illuminations will be over by then.'
'Assuredly,' said the fisherman.
'We go in all secrecy,' Julian added. 'Tsantilas, listen: can you
distribute two orders for me by nightfall? I understand that you have
organised a system of communications?'
The old man's face relaxed slowly from its stern dignity; it softened
into a mixture of slyness and pride and tenderness--the tenderness of a
father for his favourite child. Almost a smile struggled with his lips.
A strange contortion troubled his brows. Slowly and portentously, he
winked.
'Then send word to Aphros,' said Julian, 'that no boat be allowed to
leave the Islands, and send word round the mainland recalling every
available islander. Is it possible? I know that every islander in
Herakleion to-night is sitting with boon companions in buried haunts,
talking, talking, talking. Call them together, Tsantilas.'
'It will be done, Kyrie.'
'And Madame Kato--she must be informed.'
'Kyrie, she sends you a message that she leaves Herakleion by
to-night's train for Athens. When her work is done in Athens, she also
will return to Aphros.'
Tsigaridis took a step forward and lifted Julian's hands to his lips as
was his wont. He bowed, and with his patriarchal gravity left the room.
Julian in a storm of excitement flung himself upon his knees beside
Eve's chair.
'Eve!' he cried. 'Oh, the wild adventure! Do you understand? It has
come at last. Paul--I had almost forgotten the Islands for him, and
now I must forget him for the Islands. Too much has happened to-day.
To-morrow all Herakleion will know that the Islands have broken away,
and that I and every islander are upon Aphros. They will come at first
with threats; they will send representatives. I shall refuse to retract
our declaration. Then they will begin to carry out their threats.
Panaïoannou--think of it!--will organise an attack with boats.' He
became sunk in practical thought, from which emerging he said more
slowly and carefully, 'They will not dare to bombard the island because
they know that Italy and Greece are watching every move, and with a
single man-of-war could blow the whole town of Herakleion higher than
Mount Mylassa. Kato will watch over us from Athens.... They will dare
to use no more than reasonable violence. And they will never gain a
footing.'
Eve was leaning forward; she put both hands on his shoulders as he
knelt.
'Go on talking to me,' she said, 'my darling.'
In a low, intense voice, with unseeing eyes, he released all the flood
of secret thought that he had, in his life, expressed only to Paul and
to Kato.
'I went once to Aphros, more than a year ago; you remember. They
asked me then, through Tsigaridis, whether I would champion them
if they needed championship. I said I would. Father was very angry.
He is incomprehensibly cynical about the Islands, so cynical that I
have been tempted to think him merely mercenary, anxious to live at
peace with Herakleion for the sake of his profits. He is as cynical as
Malteios, or any stay-in-power politician here. He read me a lecture
and called the people a lot of rebellious good-for-nothings. Eve, what
do I care? One thing is true, one thing is real: those people suffer.
Everything on earth is empty, except pain. Paul suffered, so much that
he preferred to die. But a whole people doesn't die. I went away to
England, and I put Herakleion aside, but at the bottom of my heart I
never thought of anything else; I knew I was bound to those people, and
I lived, I swear to you, with the sole idea that I should come back,
and that this adventure of rescue would happen some day exactly as it
is happening now. I thought of Kato and of Tsigaridis as symbolical,
almost mythological beings; my tutelary deities; Kato vigorous, and
Tsigaridis stern. Eve, I would rather die than read disappointment in
that man's eyes. I never made him many promises, but he must find me
better than my word.'
He got up and walked once or twice up and down the room, beating his
fist against his palm and saying,--
'Whatever good I do in my life, will be done in the Islands.'
He came back and stood by Eve.
'Eve, yesterday morning when I rode over the hills I saw the Islands
lying out in the sea.... I thought of father, cynical and indifferent,
and of Stavridis, a self-seeker. I wondered whether I should grow into
that. I thought that in illusion lay the only loveliness.'
'Ah, how I agree!' she said fervently.
He dropped on his knees again beside her, and she put her fingers
lightly on his hair.
'When Tsigaridis came, you were telling me that you believed in
me--Heaven knows why. For my part, I only believe that one can
accomplish when one has faith in a cause, and is blind to one's own
fate. And I believe that the only cause worthy of such faith, is the
redemption of souls from pain. I set aside all doubt. I will listen to
no argument, and I will walk straight towards the object I have chosen.
If my faith is an illusion, I will make that illusion into a reality by
the sheer force of my faith.'
He looked up at Eve, whose eyes were strangely intent on him.
'You see,' he said, fingering the fringe of her Spanish shawl,
'Herakleion is my battleground, and if I am to tilt against windmills
it must be in Herakleion. I have staked out Herakleion for my own, as
one stakes out a claim in a gold-mining country. The Islands are the
whole adventure of youth for me.'
'And what am I?' she murmured to him.
He looked at her without appearing to see her; he propped his elbow on
her knee, leant his chin in his palm, and went on talking about the
Islands.
'I know that I am making the thing into a religion, but then I could
never live, simply drifting along. Aimless.... I don't understand
existence on those terms. I am quite prepared to give everything for
my idea; father can disinherit me, and I know I am very likely to be
killed. I don't care. I may be mistaken; I may be making a blunder, an
error of judgment. I don't care. Those people are mine. Those Islands
are my faith. I am blind.'
'And you enjoy the adventure,' she said.
'Of course, I enjoy the adventure. But there is more in it than
that,' he said, shaking his head; 'there is conviction, burnt into me.
Fanatical. Whoever is ready to pay the ultimate price for his belief,
has a right to that belief. Heaven preserve me,' he cried, showing his
fist, 'from growing like father, or Malteios, or Stavridis. Eve, you
understand.'
She murmured again,--
'And what am I? What part have I got in this world of yours?'
Again he did not appear to hear her, but making an effort to get up, he
said,--
'I promised to meet Tsantilas, and I must go,' but she pressed her
hands on his shoulders and held him down.
'Stay a little longer. I want to talk to you.'
Kneeling there, he saw at last that her mouth was very resolute and her
eyes full of a desperate decision. She sat forward in her chair, so
close to him that he felt the warmth of her body, and saw that at the
base of her throat a little pulse was beating quickly.
'What is it, Eve?'
'This,' she said, 'that if I let you go I may never see you again. How
much time have you?'
He glanced at the heavy clock between the lapis columns.
'An hour and a half.'
'Give me half an hour.'
'Do you want to stop me from going?'
'Could I stop you if I tried?'
'I should never listen to you.'
'Julian,' she said, 'I rarely boast, as you know, but I am wondering
now how many people in Herakleion would abandon their dearest ideals
for me? If you think my boast is empty--remember Paul.'
He paused for a moment, genuinely surprised by the point of view she
presented to him.
'But I am different,' he said then, quite simply and with an air of
finality.
She laughed a low, delighted laugh.
'You have said it: you are different. Of course you are different. So
different, that you never notice me. People cringe to me--oh, I may say
this to you--but you, Julian, either you are angry with me or else you
forget me.'
She looked at the clock, and for the first time a slight loss of
self-assurance came over her, surprising and attractive in her, who
seemed always to hold every situation in such contemptuous control.
'Only half an hour,' she said, 'and I have to say to you all that which
I have been at such pains to conceal--hoping all the while that you
would force the gates of my concealment, trample on my hypocrisy!'
Her eyes lost their irony and became troubled; she gazed at him
with the distress of a child. He was uneasily conscious of his own
embarrassment; he felt the shame of taking unawares the self-reliant
in a moment of weakness, the mingled delight and perplexity of the
hunter who comes suddenly upon the nymph, bare and gleaming, at the
edge of a pool. All instinct of chivalry urged him to retreat until
she should have recovered her self-possession. He desired to help her,
tender and protective; and again, relentlessly, he would have outraged
her reticence, forced her to the uttermost lengths of self-revelation,
spared her no abasement, enjoyed her humiliation. Simultaneously, he
wanted the triumph over her pride, the battle joined with a worthy foe;
and the luxury of comforting her new and sudden pathos, as he alone,
he knew, could comfort it. She summoned in him, uncivilised and wholly
primitive, a passion of tyranny and a passion of possessive protection.
He yielded to the former, and continued to look at her in expectation,
without speaking.
'Help me a little, Julian,' she murmured piteously, keeping her eyes
bent on her hands, which were lying in her lap. 'Look back a little,
and remember me. I can remember you so well: coming and going and
disregarding me, or furiously angry with me; very often unkind to me;
tolerant of me sometimes; negligently, insultingly, certain of me
always!'
'We used to say that although we parted for months, we always came
together again.'
She raised her eyes, grateful to him, as he still knelt on the floor in
front of her, but he was not looking at her; he was staring at nothing,
straight in front of him.
'Julian,' she said, and spoke of their childhood, knowing that her best
hope lay in keeping his thoughts distant from the present evening.
Her distress, which had been genuine, had passed. She had a vital game
to play, and was playing it with the full resources of her ability. She
swept the chords lightly, swift to strike again that chord which had
whispered in response. She bent a little closer to him.
'I have always had this belief in you, of which I told you. You and I
both have in us the making of fanatics. We never have led, and never
should lead, the tame life of the herd.'
She touched him with that, and regained command over his eyes, which
this time she held unswervingly. But, having forced him to look at her,
she saw a frown gathering on his brows; he sprang to his feet, and made
a gesture as if to push her from him.
'You are playing with me; if you saw me lying dead on that rug you
would turn from me as indifferently as from Paul.'
At this moment of her greatest danger, as he stood towering over her,
she dropped her face into her hands, and he looked down only upon the
nape of her neck and her waving hair. Before he could speak she looked
up again, her eyes very sorrowful under plaintive brows.
'Do I deserve that you should say that to me? I never pretended to be
anything but indifferent to those I didn't love. I should have been
more hypocritical. You despise me now, so I pay the penalty of my own
candour. I have not the pleasant graces of a Fru Thyregod, Julian;
not towards you, that is. I wouldn't offer you the insult of an easy
philandering. I might make your life a burden; I might even kill you.
I know I have often been impossible towards you in the past. I should
probably be still more impossible in the future. If I loved you less, I
should, no doubt, love you better. You see that I am candid.'
He was struck, and reflected: she spoke truly, there was indeed a
vein of candour which contradicted and redeemed the petty deceits and
untruthfulnesses which so exasperated and offended him. But he would
not admit his hesitation.
'I have told you a hundred times that you are cruel and vain and
irredeemably worthless.'
She answered after a pause, in the deep and wonderful voice which she
knew so well how to use,--
'You are more cruel than I; you hurt me more than I can say.'
He resisted his impulse to renounce his words, to pretend that he had
chosen them in deliberate malice. As he said nothing, she added,--
'Besides, have I ever shown myself any of those things to you? I
haven't been cruel to you; I haven't even been selfish; you have no
right to find fault with me.'
She had blundered; he flew into a rage.
'Your damned feminine reasoning! Your damned personal point of view! I
can see well enough the fashion in which you treat other men. I don't
judge you only by your attitude towards myself.'
Off her guard, she was really incapable of grasping his argument; she
tried to insist, to justify herself, but before his storm of anger she
cowered away.
'Julian, how you frighten me.'
'You only pretend to be frightened.'
'You are brutal; you mangle every word I say,' she said hopelessly.
He had reduced her to silence; he stood over her threateningly, much as
a tamer of wild beasts who waits for the next spring of the panther.
Desperate, her spirit flamed up again, and she cried,--
'You treat me monstrously; I am a fool to waste my time over you; I am
accustomed to quite different treatment.'
'You are spoilt; you are accustomed to flattery--flattery which means
less than nothing,' he sneered, stamping upon her attempt at arrogance.
'Ah, Julian!' she said, suddenly and marvellously melting, and
leaning forward she stretched out both hands towards him, so that he
was obliged to take them, and she drew him down to his knees once
more beside her, and smiled into his eyes, having taken command and
being resolved that no crisis of anger should again arise to estrange
them, 'I shall never have flattery from you, shall I? my turbulent,
impossible Julian, whose most meagre compliment I have treasured ever
since I can remember! but it is over now, my time of waiting for
you'--she still held his hands, and the smile with which she looked at
him transfigured all her face.
He was convinced; he trembled. He strove against her faintly,--
'You choose your moment badly; you know that I must leave for Aphros.'
'You cannot!' she cried in indignation.
As his eyes hardened, she checked herself; she knew that for her
own safety she must submit to his will without a struggle. Spoilt,
irrational as she was, she had never before so dominated her caprice.
Her wits were all at work, quick slaves to her passion.
'Of course you must go,' she said.
She played with his fingers, her head bent low, and he was startled by
the softness of her touch.
'What idle hands,' he said, looking at them; 'you were vain of them, as
a child.'
But she did not wish him to dwell upon her vanity.
'Julian, have I not been consistent, all my life? Are you taking me
seriously? Do you know that I am betraying all the truth? One hasn't
often the luxury of betraying all the truth. I could betray even
greater depths of truth, for your sake. Are you treating what I tell
you with the gravity it deserves? You must not make a toy of my secret.
I have no strength of character, Julian. I suppose, in its stead, I
have been given strength of love. Do you want what I offer you? Will
you take the responsibility of refusing it?'
'Is that a threat?' he asked, impressed and moved.
She shrugged slightly and raised her eyebrows; he thought he had never
so appreciated the wonderful mobility of her face.
'I am nothing without the person I love. You have judged me yourself:
worthless--what else?--cruel, vain. All that is true. Hitherto I have
tried only to make the years pass by. Do you want me to return to such
an existence?'
His natural vigour rebelled against her frailty.
'You are too richly gifted, Eve, to abandon yourself to such slackness
of life.'
'I told you I had no strength of character,' she said with bitterness,
'what are my gifts, such as they are, to me? You are the thing I want.'
'You could turn your gifts to any account.'
'With you, yes.'
'No, independently of me or any other human being. One stands alone in
work. Work is impersonal.'
'Nothing is impersonal to me,' she replied morosely, 'that's my
tragedy.'
She flung out her hands.
'Julian, I cherish such endless dreams! I loathe my life of petty
adventures; I undertake them only in order to forget the ideal which
until now has been denied me. I have crushed down the vision of life
with you, but always it has remained at the back of my mind, so wide,
so open, a life so free and so full of music and beauty, Julian! I
would work--for you. I would create--for you. I don't want to marry
you, Julian. I value my freedom above all things. Bondage is not for
you or me. But I'll come with you anywhere--to Aphros if you like.'
'To Aphros?' he repeated.
'Why not?'
She put in, with extraordinary skill,--
'I belong to the Islands no less than you.'
Privately she thought,--
'If you knew how little I cared about the Islands!'
He stared at her, turning her words over in his mind. He was as
reckless as she, but conscientiously he suggested,--
'There may be danger.'
'I am not really a coward, only in the unimportant things. And you
said yourself that they could never invade the island,' she added with
complete confidence in his statement.
He dreamt aloud,--
'I have only just found her. This is Herakleion! She might, who knows?
be of use to Aphros.'
She wondered which consideration weighed most heavily with him.
'You were like my sister,' he said suddenly.
She gave a rueful smile, but said nothing.
'No, no!' he cried, springing up. 'This can never be; have you
bewitched me? Let me go, Eve; you have been playing a game with me.'
She shook her head very slowly and tears gathered in her eyes.
'Then the game is my whole life, Julian; put me to any test you choose
to prove my sincerity.'
She convinced him against his will, and he resented it.
'You have deceived me too often.'
'I have been obliged to deceive you, because I could not tell you the
truth.'
'Very plausible,' he muttered.
She waited, very well acquainted with the vehemence of his moods and
reactions. She was rewarded; he said next, with laughter lurking in his
eyes,--
'Ever since I can remember, I have quarrelled with you several times a
day.'
'But this evening we have no time to waste in quarrelling,' she
replied, relieved, and stretching out her hands to him again. As he
took them, she added in a low voice, 'You attract me fatally, my
refractory Julian.'
'We will go to Aphros,' he said, 'as friends and colleagues.'
'On any terms you choose to dictate,' she replied with ironical gravity.
A flash of clear-sightedness pierced his attempt at self-deception;
he saw the danger into which they were deliberately running, he and
she, alone amidst fantastic happenings, living in fairyland, both
headstrong and impatient creatures, unaccustomed to forgo their whims,
much less their passions.... He was obliged to recognise the character
of the temple which stood at the end of the path they were treading,
and of the deity to whom it was dedicated; he saw the temple with the
eyes of his imagination as vividly as his mortal eyes would have seen
it: white and lovely amongst cypresses, shadowy within; they would
surely enter. Eve he certainly could not trust; could he trust himself?
His honesty answered no. She observed the outward signs of what was
passing in his mind, he started, he glanced at her, a look of horror
and vigorous repudiation crossed his face, his eyes dwelt on her, then
she saw--for she was quick to read him--by the slight toss of his head
that he had banished sagacity.
'Come on to the veranda,' she said, tugging at his hand.
They stood on the veranda, watching the lights in the distance; the
sky dripped with gold; balls of fire exploded into sheaves of golden
feathers, into golden fountains and golden rain; golden slashes like
the blades of scimitars cut across the curtain of night. Eve cried out
with delight. Fiery snakes rushed across the sky, dying in a shower
of sparks. At one moment the whole of the coast-line was lit up by a
violet light, which most marvellously gleamed upon the sea.
'Fairyland!' cried Eve, clapping her hands.
She had forgotten Aphros. She had forgotten Paul.
The fireworks were over. Tsigaridis pulled strongly and without haste
at his oars across a wide sea that glittered now like black diamonds
under the risen moon. The water rose and fell beneath the little boat
as gently and as regularly as the breathing of a sleeper. In a milky
sky, spangled with stars, the immense moon hung flat and motionless,
casting a broad path of rough silver up the blackness of the waters,
and illuminating a long stretch of little broken clouds that lay above
the horizon like the vertebræ of some gigantic crocodile. The light at
the tip of the pier showed green, for they saw it still from the side
of the land, but as they drew farther out to sea and came on a parallel
line with the light, they saw it briefly half green, half ruby; then,
as they passed it, looking back they saw only the ruby glow. Tsigaridis
rowed steadily, silently but for the occasional drip of the water
with the lifting of an oar, driving his craft away from the lights of
the mainland--the stretch of Herakleion along the coast--towards the
beckoning lights in the heart of the sea.
For ahead of them clustered the little yellow lights of the
sheerly-rising village on Aphros; isolated lights, three or four
only, low down at the level of the harbour, then, after a dark
gap representing the face of the cliff, the lights in the houses,
irregular, tier above tier. But it was not to these yellow lights that
the glance was drawn. High above them all, upon the highest summit of
the island, flared a blood-red beacon, a fierce and solitary stain of
scarlet, a flame like a flag, like an emblem, full of hope as it leapt
towards the sky, full of rebellion as it tore its angry gash across
the night. In the moonlight the tiny islands of the group lay darkly
outlined in the sea, but the moonlight, placid and benign, was for
them without significance: only the beacon, insolently red beneath the
pallor of the moon, burned for them with a message that promised to all
men strife, to others death, and to the survivors liberty.
The form of Aphros was no more than a silhouette under the moon, a
silhouette that rose, humped and shadowy, bearing upon its crest
that flower of flame; dawn might break upon an island of the purest
loveliness, colour blown upon it as upon the feathers of a bird,
fragile as porcelain, flushed as an orchard in blossom; to-night it
lay mysterious, unrevealed, with that single flame as a token of
the purpose that burned within its heart. Tenderness, loveliness,
were absent from the dark shape crowned by so living, so leaping an
expression of its soul. Here were resolution, anticipation, hope,
the perpetual hope of betterment, the undying chimera, the sublime
illusion, the lure of adventure to the rebel and the idealist alike.
The flame rang out like a bugle call in the night, its glare in the
darkness becoming strident indeed as the note of a bugle in the midst
of silence.
A light breeze brushed the little boat as it drew away from the coast,
and Tsigaridis with a word of satisfaction shipped his oars and rose,
the fragile craft rocking as he moved; Eve and Julian, watching from
the prow, saw a shadow creep along the mast and the triangular shape of
a sail tauten itself darkly against the path of the moon. Tsigaridis
sank back into an indistinguishable block of intenser darkness in the
darkness at the bottom of the boat. A few murmured words had passed,--
'I will take the tiller, Tsigaridis.'
'Malista, Kyrie,' and the silence had fallen again, the boat sailing
strongly before the breeze, the beacon high ahead, and the moon
brilliant in the sky. Eve, not daring to speak, glanced at Julian's
profile as she sat beside him. He was scowling. Had she but known, he
was intensely conscious of her nearness, assailed again with that now
familiar ghost, the ghost of her as he had once held her angrily in his
arms, soft, heavy, defenceless; and his fingers as they closed over the
tiller closed as delicately as upon the remembered curves of her body;
she had taken off her hat, and the scent of her hair reached him,
warm, personal she was close to him, soft, fragrant, silent indeed,
but mysteriously alive; the desire to touch her grew, like the desire
of thirst; life seemed to envelop him with a strange completeness.
Still a horror held him back: was it Eve, the child to whom he had
been brotherly? or Eve, the woman? but in spite of his revulsion--for
it was not his habit to control his desires--he changed the tiller to
the other hand, and his free arm fell round her shoulders; he felt
her instant yielding, her movement nearer towards him, her shortened
breath, the falling back of her head; he knew that her eyes were shut;
his fingers moulded themselves lingeringly round her throat; she
slipped still lower within the circle of his arm, and his hand, almost
involuntarily, trembled over the softness of her breast.