I
After spending nearly two years in exile, Julian was once more upon his
way to Herakleion.
On deck, brooding upon a great coil of rope, his head bare to the
winds, absorbed and concentrated, he disregarded all his surroundings
in favour of the ever equi-distant horizon. He seemed to be entranced
by its promise. He seemed, moreover, to form part of the ship on which
he travelled; part of it, crouching as he did always at the prow, as
a figurehead forms part; part of the adventure, the winged gallantry,
the eager onward spirit indissoluble from the voyage of a ship in the
midst of waters from which no land is visible. The loneliness--for
there is no loneliness to equal the loneliness of the sea--the strife
of the wind, the generosity of the expanse, the pure cleanliness of
the nights and days, met and matched his mood. At moments, feeling
himself unconquerable, he tasted the full, rare, glory of youth and
anticipation. He did not know which he preferred: the days full of
sunlight on the wide blue sea, or the nights when the breeze was
fresher against his face, and the road more mysterious, under a young
moon that lit the ridges of the waves and travelled slowly past,
overhead, across the long black lines of cordage and rigging. He knew
only that he was happy as he had never been happy in his life.
His fellow-passengers had watched him when he joined the ship at
Brindisi, and a murmur had run amongst them, 'Julian Davenant--son of
those rich Davenants of Herakleion, you know--great wine-growers--they
own a whole archipelago'; some one had disseminated the information
even as Julian came up the gangway, in faded old gray flannels,
hatless, in a rage with his porter, who appeared to be terrified out
of all proportion. Then, suddenly, he had lost all interest in his
luggage, tossed some money to the porter, and, walking for'ard, had
thrown himself down on the heap of ropes and stared straight in front
of him to sea, straining his eyes forward to where Greece might lie.
From here he had scarcely stirred. The people who watched him,
benevolent and amused, thought him very young. They saw that he
relieved the intensity of his vigil with absurd and childlike games
that he played by himself, hiding and springing out at the sailors,
and laughing immoderately when he had succeeded in startling them--he
fraternised with the sailors, though with no one else--or when he saw
somebody trip over a ring in the deck. His humour, like his body,
seemed to be built on large and simple lines.... In the mornings he ran
round and round the decks in rubber-soled shoes. Then again he flung
himself down and continued with unseeing eyes to stare at the curve of
the horizon.
Not wholly by design, he had remained absent from Herakleion for
nearly two years. The standards and systems of life on that remote
and beautiful seaboard had not faded for him, this time, with their
usual astonishing rapidity; he had rather laid them aside carefully
and deliberately, classified against the hour when he should take them
from their wrappings; he postponed the consideration of the mission
which had presented itself to him, and crushed down the recollection
of what had been, perhaps, the most intoxicating of all moments--more
intoxicating even, because more unexpected, than the insidious flattery
of Eve--the moment when Paul had said to him beneath the fragmentary
frescoes of the life of Saint Benedict, in a surprised voice, forced
into admission,--
'You have the quality of leadership. You have it. You have the secret.
The people will fawn to the hand that chastens.'
Paul, his tutor and preceptor, from whom he had first learnt, so
imperceptibly that he scarcely recognised the teaching as a lesson,
of the Islands and their problems both human and political, Paul had
spoken these words to him, renouncing the authority of the master,
stepping aside to admit the accession of the pupil. From the position
of a regent, he had abased himself to that of a Prime Minister.
Julian had accepted the acknowledgement with a momentary dizziness.
In later moments of doubt, the words had flamed for him, bright with
reassurance. And then he had banished them with the rest. That world of
romance had been replaced by the world of healthy and prosaic things.
The letters he periodically received from Eve irritated him because of
their reminder of an existence he preferred to regard, for the moment,
as in abeyance.
'And so you are gone: _veni, vidi, vici_. You were well started
on your career of devastation! You hadn't done badly, all things
considered. Herakleion has heaved an "Ouf!" of relief. You,
unimpressionable? _Allons donc!_ You, apathetic? You, placid,
unemotional, unawakened? _Tu te payes ma tête!_
'Ah, the limitless ambition I have for you!
'I want you to rule, conquer, shatter, demolish.
'Haul down the simpering gods, the pampered gods, and put yourself
in their place. It is in your power.
'Why not? You have _le feu sacré_. Stagnation is death, death. Burn
their temples with fire, and trample their altars to dust.'
This letter, scrawled in pencil on a sheet of torn foolscap, followed
him to England immediately after his departure. Then a silence of six
months. Then he read, written on spacious yellow writing-paper, with
the monogram E.D. embossed in a triangle of mother-of-pearl, vivid and
extravagant as Eve herself--
They are trying to catch me, Julian! I come quite near, quite near,
and they hold very quiet their hand with the crumbs in it. I see
the other hand stealing round to close upon me--then there's a
flutter--_un battement d'ailes--l'oiseau s'est de nouveau dérobé!_
They remain gazing after me, with their mouths wide open. They look
so silly. And they haven't robbed me of one plume--not a single
plume.
'Julian! Why this mania for capture? this wanting to take from
me my most treasured possession--liberty? When I want to give,
I'll give freely--largesse with both hands, showers of gold and
flowers and precious stones--(don't say I'm not conceited!) but
I'll never give my liberty, and I'll never allow it to be forced
away from me. I should feel a traitor. I couldn't walk through a
forest and hear the wind in the trees. I couldn't listen to music.
(Ah, Julian! This afternoon I steeped myself in music; Grieg,
elf-like, mischievous, imaginative, romantic, so Latin sometimes
in spite of his Northern blood. You would love Grieg, Julian. In
the fairyland of music, Grieg plays gnome to Debussy's magician....
Then "Khovantchina," of all music the most sublime, the most
perverse, the most _bariolé_, the most abandoned, and the most
desolate.) I could have no comradeship with a free and inspired
company. I should have betrayed their secrets, bartered away their
mysteries....'
He had wondered then whether she were happy. He had visualised her,
turbulent, defiant; courting danger and then childishly frightened when
danger overtook her; deliciously forthcoming, inventive, enthusiastic,
but always at heart withdrawn; she expressed herself truly when she
said that the bird fluttered away from the hand that would have closed
over it. He knew that she lived constantly, from choice, in a storm of
trouble and excitement. Yet he read between the lines of her letters a
certain dissatisfaction, a straining after something as yet unattained.
He knew that her heart was not in what she described as 'my little
round of complacent amourettes.'
The phrase had awoken him with a smile of amusement to the fact that
she was no longer a child. He felt some curiosity to see her again
under the altered and advanced conditions of her life, yet, lazy and
diffident, he shrank from the storm of adventure and responsibility
which he knew would at once assail him. The indolence he felt sprang
largely from the certainty that he could, at any moment of his choice,
stretch out his hand to gather up again the threads that he had
relinquished. He had surveyed Herakleion, that other world, from the
distance and security of England. He had the conviction that it awaited
him, and this conviction bore with it a strangely proprietary sense in
which Eve was included. He had listened with amusement and tolerance to
the accounts of her exploits, his sleepy eyes bent upon his informant
with a quiet patience, as a man who listens to a familiar recital. He
had dwelt very often upon the possibility of his return to Herakleion,
but, without a full or even a partial knowledge of his motives,
postponed it. Yet all the while his life was a service, a dedication.
Then the letters which he received began to mention the forthcoming
elections; a faint stir of excitement pervaded his correspondence; Eve,
detesting politics, made no reference, but his father's rare notes
betrayed an impatient and irritable anxiety; the indications grew,
culminating in a darkly allusive letter which, although anonymous, he
took to be from Grbits, and finally in a document which was a triumph
of illiterate dignity, signed by Kato, Tsigaridis, Zapantiotis, and a
double column of names that broke like a flight of exotic birds into
the mellow enclosure of the Cathedral garden where it found him.
Conscious of his ripened and protracted strength, he took ship for
Greece.
He had sent no word to announce his coming. A sardonic smile lifted
one corner of his mouth as he foresaw the satisfaction of taking Eve
by surprise. A standing joke between them (discovered and created,
of course, by her, the inventive) was the invariable unexpectedness
of his arrivals. He would find her altered, grown. An unreasoning
fury possessed him, a jealous rage, not directed against any human
being, but against Time itself, that it should lay hands upon Eve,
his Eve, during his absence; taking, as it were, advantage while his
back was turned. And though he had often professed to himself a lazy
indifference to her devotion to him, Julian, he found intolerable the
thought that that devotion might have been transferred elsewhere.
He rose and strode thunderously down the deck, and one of his
fellow-travellers, watching, whistled to himself and thought,--
'That boy has an ugly temper.'
Then the voyage became a dream to Julian; tiny islands, quite rosy in
the sunlight, stained the sea here and there only a few miles distant,
and along the green sea the ship drew a white, lacy wake, broad and
straight, that ever closed behind her like an obliterated path, leaving
the way of retreat trackless and unavailable. One day he realised that
the long, mountainous line which he had taken for a cloud-bank, was in
point of fact the coast. That evening, a sailor told him, they were
due to make Herakleion. He grew resentful of the apathy of passengers
and crew. The coast-line became more and more distinct. Presently they
were passing Aphros, and only eight miles lay between the ship and the
shore. The foam that gave it its name was breaking upon the rocks of
the island....
After that a gap occurred in his memory, and the scene slipped suddenly
to the big frescoed drawing-room of his father's house in the _platia_,
where the peace and anticipation of his voyage were replaced by the
gaiety of voices, the blatancy of lights, and the strident energy of
three violins and a piano. He had walked up from the pier after the
innumerable delays of landing; it was then eleven o'clock at night, and
as he crossed the _platia_ and heard the music coming from the lighted
and open windows of his father's house, he paused in the shadows, aware
of the life that had gone on for over a year without him.
'And why is that surprising? I'm an astounding egotist,' he muttered.
He was still in his habitual gray flannels, but he would not go to his
room to change. He was standing in the doorway of the drawing-room on
the first floor, smiling gently at finding himself still unnoticed, and
looking for Eve. She was sitting at the far end of the room between two
men, and behind her the painted monkeys grimaced on the wall, swinging
by hands and tails from the branches of the unconvincing trees. He saw
her as seated in the midst of that ethereal and romantic landscape.
Skirting the walls, he made his way round to her, and in the angle he
paused, and observed her. She was unconscious of his presence. Young
Christopoulos bent towards her, and she was smiling into his eyes....
In eighteen months she had perfected her art.
Julian drew nearer, critically, possessively, and sarcastically
observing her still, swift to grasp the essential difference. She, who
had been a child when he had left her, was now a woman. The strangeness
of her face had come to its own in the fullness of years, and the
provocative mystery of her person, that withheld even more than it
betrayed, now justified itself likewise. There seemed to be a reason
for the red lips and ironical eyes that had been so incongruous, so
almost offensive, in the face of the child. An immense fan of orange
feathers drooped from her hand. Her hair waved turbulently round her
brows, and seemed to cast a shadow over her eyes.
He stood suddenly before her.
For an instant she gazed up at him, her lips parted, her breath
arrested. He laughed easily, pleased to have bettered her at her own
game of melodrama. He saw that she was really at a loss, clutching
at her wits, at her recollection of him, trying desperately to fling
a bridge across the gulf of those momentous months. She floundered
helplessly in the abrupt renewal of their relations. Seeing this,
he felt an arrogant exhilaration at the discomfiture which he had
produced. She had awoken in him, without a word spoken, the tyrannical
spirit of conquest which she induced in all men.
Then she was saved by the intervention of the room; first by
Christopoulos shaking Julian's hand, then by dancers crowding round
with exclamations of welcome and surprise. Mr Davenant himself was
brought, and Julian stood confused and smiling, but almost silent,
among the volubility of the guests. He was providing a sensation
for lives greedy of sensation. He heard Madame Lafarge, smiling
benevolently at him behind her lorgnon, say to Don Rodrigo Valdez,--
'_C'est un original que ce garçon._'
They were all there, futile and vociferous. The few new-comers
were left painfully out in the cold. They were all there: the fat
Danish Excellency, her yellow hair fuzzing round her pink face;
Condesa Valdez, painted like a courtesan; Armand, languid, with his
magnolia-like complexion; Madame Delahaye, enterprising and equivocal;
Julie Lafarge, thin and brown, timidly smiling; Panaïoannou in his
sky-blue uniform; the four sisters Christopoulos, well to the front.
These, and all the others. He felt that, at whatever moment during
the last eighteen months he had timed his return, he would have
found them just the same, complete, none missing, the same words
upon their lips. He accepted them now, since he had surrendered to
Herakleion, but as for their reality as human beings, with the possible
exceptions of Grbits the giant, crashing his way to Julian through
people like an elephant pushing through a forest, and of the Persian
Minister, hovering on the outskirts of the group with the gentle
smile still playing round his mouth, they might as well have been cut
out of cardboard. Eve had gone; he could see her nowhere. Alexander,
presumably, had gone with her.
Captured at last by the Danish Excellency, Julian had a stream of
gossip poured into his ears. He had been in exile for so long, he
must be thirsty for news. A new English Minister had arrived, but
he was said to be unsociable. He had been expected at the races on
the previous Sunday, but had failed to put in an appearance. Armand
had had an affair with Madame Delahaye. At a dinner-party last week,
Rafaele, the Councillor of the Italian Legation, had not been given his
proper place. The Russian Minister, who was the doyen of the _corps
diplomatique_, had promised to look into the matter with the Chef du
Protocole. Once etiquette was allowed to become lax.... The season
had been very gay. Comparatively few political troubles. She disliked
political troubles. She--confidentially--preferred personalities. But
then she was only a woman, and foolish. She knew that she was foolish.
But she had a good heart. She was not clever, like his cousin Eve.
Eve? A note of hostility and reserve crept into her expansiveness. Eve
was, of course, very charming, though not beautiful. She could not be
called beautiful; her mouth was too large and too red. It was almost
improper to have so red a mouth; not quite _comme il faut_ in so young
a girl. Still, she was undeniably successful. Men liked to be amused,
and Eve, when she was not sulky, could be very amusing. Her imitations
were proverbial in Herakleion. Imitation was, however, an unkindly form
of entertainment. It was perhaps a pity that Eve was so _moqueuse_.
Nothing was sacred to her, not even things which were really beautiful
and touching--patriotism, or moonlight, or art--even Greek art. It was
not that she, Mabel Thyregod, disapproved of wit; she had even some
small reputation for wit herself; no; but she held that there were
certain subjects to which the application of wit was unsuitable. Love,
for instance. Love was the most beautiful, the most sacred thing upon
earth, yet Eve--a child, a chit--had no veneration either for love in
the abstract or for its devotees in the flesh. She wasted the love
that was offered her. She could have no heart, no temperament. She was
perhaps fortunate. She, Mabel Thyregod, had always suffered from having
too warm a temperament.
A struggle ensued between them, Fru Thyregod trying to force the
personal note, and Julian opposing himself to its intrusion. He liked
her too much to respond to her blatant advances. He wondered, with a
brotherly interest, whether Eve were less crude in her methods.
The thought of Eve sent him instantly in her pursuit, leaving Fru
Thyregod very much astonished and annoyed in the ball-room. He found
Eve with a man he did not know sitting in her father's business-room.
She was lying back in a chair, listless and absent-minded, while her
companion argued with vehemence and exasperation. She exclaimed,--
'Julian again! another surprise appearance! Have you been wearing a cap
of invisibility?'
Seeing that her companion remained silent in uncertainty, she murmured
an introduction,--
'Do you know my cousin Julian? Prince Ardalion Miloradovitch.'
The Russian bowed with a bad grace, seeing that he must yield his
place to Julian. When he had gone, unwillingly tactful and full of
resentment, she twitted her cousin,--
'Implacable as always, when you want your own way! I notice you have
neither outgrown your tyrannical selfishness nor left it behind in
England.'
'I have never seen that man before; who is he?'
'A Russian. Not unattractive. I am engaged to him,' she replied
negligently.
'You are going to marry him?'
She shrugged.
'Perhaps, ultimately. More probably not.'
'And what will he do if you throw him over?' Julian asked with a
certain curiosity.
'Oh, he has a fine _je-m'en-fichisme_; he'll shrug his shoulders, kiss
the tips of my fingers, and die gambling,' she answered.
When Eve said that, Julian thought that he saw the whole of
Miloradovitch, whom he did not know, quite clearly; she had lit him up.
They talked then of a great many things, extraneous to themselves, but
all the while they observed one another narrowly. She found nothing
actually new in him, only an immense development along the old,
careless, impersonal lines. In appearance he was as untidy as ever;
large, slack-limbed, rough-headed. He, however, found much that was new
in her; new, that is, to his more experienced observation, but which,
hitherto, in its latent form had slept undiscovered by his boyish
eyes. His roaming glance took in the deliberate poise and provocative
aloofness of her self-possession, the warm roundness of her throat
and arms, the little _mouche_ at the corner of her mouth, her little
graceful hands, and white skin that here and there, in the shadows,
gleamed faintly gold, as though a veneer of amber had been brushed
over the white; the pervading sensuousness that glowed from her like
the actual warmth of a slumbering fire. He found himself banishing the
thought of Miloradovitch....
'Have you changed?' he said abruptly. 'Look at me.'
She raised her eyes, with the assurance of one well-accustomed to
personal remarks; a slow smile crept over her lips.
'Well, your verdict?'
'You are older, and your hair is brushed back.'
'Is that all?'
'Do you expect me to say that you are pretty?'
'Oh, no,' she said, snapping her fingers, 'I never expect compliments
from you, Julian. On the other hand, let me pay you one. Your arrival,
this evening, has been a triumph. Most artistic. Let me congratulate
you. You know of old that I dislike being taken by surprise.'
'That's why I do it.'
'I know,' she said, with sudden humility, the marvellous organ of her
voice sinking surprisingly into the rich luxuriance of its most sombre
contralto.
He noted with a fresh enjoyment the deep tones that broke like a
honeyed caress upon his unaccustomed ear. His imagination bore him
away upon a flight of images that left him startled by their emphasis
no less than by their fantasy. A cloak of black velvet, he thought to
himself, as he continued to gaze unseeingly at her; a dusky voice,
a gipsy among voices! the purple ripeness of a plum; the curve of
a Southern cheek; the heart of red wine. All things seductive and
insinuating. It matched her soft indolence, her exquisite subtlety, her
slow, ironical smile.
'Your delicious vanity,' he said unexpectedly, and, putting out his
hand he touched the hanging fold of silver net which was bound by a
silver ribbon round one of her slender wrists.
II
Herakleion. The white town. The sun. The precipitate coast, and
Mount Mylassa soaring into the sky. The distant slope of Greece. The
low islands lying out in the jewelled sea. The diplomatic round,
the calculations of gain, the continuous and plaintive music of the
Islands, the dream of rescue, the ardent championship of the feebler
cause, the strife against wealth and authority. The whole fabric of
youth.... These were the things abruptly rediscovered and renewed.
The elections were to take place within four days of Julian's arrival.
Father Paul, no doubt, could add to the store of information Kato
had already given him. But Father Paul was not to be found in the
little tavern he kept in the untidy village close to the gates of the
Davenants' country house. Julian reined up before it, reading the
familiar name, Xenodochion Olympos, above the door, and calling out
to the men who were playing bowls along the little gravelled bowling
alley to know where he might find the priest. They could not tell him,
nor could the old islander Tsigaridis, who sat near the door, smoking
a cigar, and dribbling between his fingers the beads of a bright green
rosary.
'The _papá_ is often absent from us,' added Tsigaridis, and Julian
caught the grave inflection of criticism in his tone.
The somnolent heat of the September afternoon lay over the squalid
dusty village; in the whole length of its street no life stirred; the
dogs slept; the pale pink and blue houses were closely shuttered,
with an effect of flatness and desertion. Against the pink front of
the tavern splashed the shadows of a great fig-tree, and upon its
threshold, but on one side the tree had been cut back to prevent
any shadows from falling across the bowling-alley. Julian rode on,
enervated by the too intense heat and the glare, and, giving up his
horse at his uncle's stables, wandered in the shade under the pergola
of gourds at the bottom of the garden.
He saw Father Paul coming towards him across the grass between the
lemon-trees; the priest walked slowly, his head bent, his hands clasped
behind his back, a spare black figure among the golden fruit. So lean,
so lank he appeared, his natural height accentuated by his square black
cap; so sallow his bony face in contrast to his stringy red hair.
Julian likened him to a long note of exclamation. He advanced unaware
of Julian's presence, walking as though every shuffling step of his
flat, broad-toed shoes were an accompaniment to some laborious and
completed thought.
'Perhaps,' Julian reflected, watching him, 'by the time he reaches me
he'll have arrived at his decision.'
He speculated amusedly as to the priest's difficulties: an insurgent
member of the flock? a necessary repair to the church? Nothing, nothing
outside Herakleion. A tiny life! A priest, a man who had forsworn
man's birthright. The visible in exchange for the invisible world. A
life concentrated and intense; tight-handed, a round little ball of a
life. No range, no freedom. Village life under a microscope; familiar
faces and familiar souls. Julian seemed to focus suddenly the rays of
the whole world into a spot of light which was the village, and over
which the priest's thin face was bent poring with a close, a strained
expression of absorption, so that his benevolent purpose became almost
a force of evil, prying and inquisitive, and from which the souls under
his charge strove to writhe away in vain. To break the image, he called
out aloud,--
'You were very deeply immersed in your thoughts, father?'
'Yes, yes,' Paul muttered. He took out his handkerchief to pass it over
his face, which Julian now saw with surprise was touched into high
lights by a thin perspiration.
'Is anything wrong?' he asked.
'Nothing wrong. Your father is very generous,' the priest added
irrelevantly.
Julian, still under the spell, inquired as to his father's generosity.
'He has promised me a new iconostase,' said Paul, but he spoke from an
immense distance, vagueness in his eyes, and with a trained, obedient
tongue. 'The old iconostase is in a disgraceful state of dilapidation,'
he continued, with a new, uncanny energy; 'when we cleaned out the
panels we found them hung with bats at the back, and not only bats,
but, do you know, Julian, the mice had nested there; the mice are a
terrible plague in the church. I am obliged to keep the consecrated
bread in a biscuit tin, and I do not like doing that; I like to keep it
covered over with a linen cloth; but no, I cannot, all on account of
the mice. I have set traps, and I had got a cat, but since she caught
her foot in one of the traps she has gone away. I am having great
trouble, great trouble with the mice.'
'I know,' said Julian, 'I used to have mice in my rooms at Oxford.'
'A plague!' cried Paul, still fiercely energetic, but utterly remote.
'One would wonder, if one were permitted to wonder, why He saw fit
to create mice. I never caught any in my traps; only the cat's foot.
And the boy who cleans the church ate the cheese. I have been very
unfortunate--very unfortunate with the mice,' he added.
Would they never succeed in getting away from the topic? The garden
was populated with mice, quick little gray objects darting across the
path. And Paul, who continued to talk vehemently, with strange, abrupt
gestures, was not really there at all.
'Nearly two years since you have been away,' he was saying. 'I expect
you have seen a great deal; forgotten all about Paul? How do you find
your father? Many people have died in the village; that was to be
expected. I have been kept busy, funerals and christenings. I like a
full life. And then I have the constant preoccupation of the church;
the church, yes. I have been terribly concerned about the iconostase.
I have blamed myself bitterly for my negligence. That, of course, was
all due to the mice. A man was drowned off these rocks last week; a
stranger. They say he had been losing in the casino. I have been into
Herakleion once or twice, since you have been away. But it is too
noisy. The trams, and the glare.... It would not seem noisy to you.
You no doubt welcome the music of the world. You are young, and life
for you contains no problems. But I am very happy; I should not like
you to think I was not perfectly happy. Your father and your uncle are
peculiarly considerate and generous men. Your uncle has promised to
pay for the installation of the new iconostase and the removal of the
old one. I forgot to tell you that. Completely perished, some of the
panels.... And your aunt, a wonderful woman.'
Julian listened in amazement. The priest talked like a wound-up and
crazy machine, and all the while Julian was convinced that he did not
know a word he was saying. He had once been grave, earnest, scholarly,
even wise.... He kept taking off and putting on his cap, to the wild
disordering of his long hair.
'He's gone mad,' Julian thought in dismay.
Julian despaired of struggling out of the quicksands that sucked at
their feet. He thought desperately that if the priest would come back,
would recall his spirit to take control of his wits, all might be well.
The tongue was babbling in an empty body while the spirit journeyed
in unknown fields, finding there what excruciating torment? Who could
tell! For the man was suffering, that was clear; he had been suffering
as he walked across the grass, but he had suffered then in controlled
silence, spirit and mind close-locked and allied in the taut effort
of endurance; now, their alliance shattered by the sound of a human
voice, the spirit had fled, sweeping with it the furies of agony, and
leaving the mind bereaved, chattering emptily, noisily, in the attempt
at concealment. He, Julian, was responsible for this revelation of the
existence of an unguessed secret. He must repair the damage he had done.
'Father!' he said, interrupting, and he took the priest strongly by the
wrist.
Their eyes met.
'Father!' Julian said again. He held the wrist with the tensest effort
of his fingers, and the eyes with the tensest effort of his will. He
saw the accentuated cavities of the priest's thin face, and the pinched
lines of suffering at the corners of the mouth. Paul had been strong,
energetic, masculine. Now his speech was random, and he quavered as
a palsied old man. Even his personal cleanliness had, in a measure,
deserted him; his soutane was stained, his hair lank and greasy. He
confronted Julian with a scared and piteous cowardice, compelled, yet
seeking escape, then as he slowly steadied himself under Julian's grip
the succeeding emotions were reflected in his eyes: first shame; then
a horrified grasping after his self-respect; finally, most touching of
all, confidence and gratitude; and Julian, seeing the cycle completed
and knowing that Paul was again master of himself, released the wrist
and asked, in the most casual voice at his command, 'All right?' He
had the sensation of having saved some one from falling.
Paul nodded without speaking. Then he began to ask Julian as to how
he had employed the last eighteen months, and they talked for some
time without reference to the unaccountable scene that had passed
between them. Paul talked with his wonted gentleness and interest, the
strangeness of his manner entirely vanished; Julian could have believed
it a hallucination, but for the single trace left in the priest's
disordered hair. Red strands hung abjectly down his back. Julian found
his eyes drawn towards them in a horrible fascination, but, because he
knew the scene must be buried unless Paul himself chose to revive it,
he kept his glance turned away with conscious deliberation.
He was relieved when the priest left him.
'Gone to do his hair'--the phrase came to his mind as he saw the priest
walk briskly away, tripping with the old familiar stumble over his
soutane, and saw the long wisps faintly red on the black garment. 'Like
a woman--exactly!' he uttered in revolt, clenching his hand at man's
degradation. 'Like a woman, long hair, long skirt; ready to listen to
other people's troubles. Unnatural existence; unnatural? it's unnatural
to the point of viciousness. No wonder the man's mind is unhinged.'
He was really troubled about his friend, the more so that loyalty would
keep him silent and allow him to ask no questions. He thought, however,
that if Eve volunteered any remarks about Paul it would not be disloyal
to listen. The afternoon was hot and still; Eve would be indoors. The
traditions of his English life still clung to him sufficiently to make
him chafe vaguely against the idleness of the days; he resented the
concession to the climate. A demoralising place. A place where priests
let their hair grow long, and went temporarily mad....
He walked in the patchy shade of the lemon-trees towards the house in a
distressed and irascible frame of mind. He longed for action; his mind
was never content to dwell long unoccupied. He longed for the strife
the elections would bring. The house glared very white, and all the
green shutters were closed; behind them, he knew, the windows would be
closed too. Another contradiction. In England, when one wanted to keep
a house cool, one opened the windows wide.
He crossed the veranda; the drawing-room was dim and empty. How absurd
to paint sham flames on the ceiling in a climate where the last thing
one wanted to remember was fire. He called,--
'Eve!'
Silence answered him. A book lying on the floor by the writing-table
showed him that she had been in the room; no one else in that house
would read Albert Samain. He picked it up and read disgustedly,--
'... Des roses! des roses encore!
Je les adore à la souffrance.
Elles ont la sombre attirance
Des choses qui donnent la mort.'
'Nauseating!' he cried, flinging the book from him.
Certainly the book was Eve's. Certainly she had been in the room,
for no one else would or could have drawn that mask of a faun on the
blotting paper. He looked at it carelessly, then with admiration; what
malicious humour she had put into those squinting eyes, that slanting
mouth! He turned the blotting paper idly--how like Eve to draw on the
blotting paper!--and came on other drawings: a demon, a fantastic
castle, a half-obliterated sketch of himself. Once he found his name,
in elaborate architectural lettering, repeated all over the page.
Then he found a letter of which the three first words: 'Eternal,
exasperating Eve!' and the last sentence, ' ... votre réveil qui doit
être charmant dans le désordre fantaisiste de votre chambre,' made him
shut the blotter in a scurry of discretion.
Here were all the vivid traces of her passage, but where was she?
Loneliness and the lack of occupation oppressed him. He lounged away
from the writing-table, out into the wide passage which ran all round
the central court. He paused there, his hands in his pockets, and
called again,--
'Eve!'
'Eve!' the echoing passage answered startlingly.
Presently another more tangible voice came to him as he stood staring
disconsolately through the windows into the court.
'Were you calling Mith Eve, Mathter Julian? The'th rethting. Thall I
tell her?'
He was pleased to see Nana, fat, stayless, slipshod, slovenly,
benevolent. He kissed her, and told her she was fatter than ever.
'Glad I've come back, Nannie?'
'Why, yeth, thurely, Mathter Julian.'
Nana's demonstrations were always restrained, respectful. She
habitually boasted that although life in the easy South might have
induced her to relax her severity towards her figure, she had never
allowed it to impair her manners.
'Can I go up to Eve's room, Nannie?'
'I thuppoth tho, my dear.'
'Nannie, you know, you ought to be an old negress.'
'Why, dear Lord! me black?'
'Yes; you'd be ever so much more suitable.'
He ran off to Eve's room upstairs, laughing, boyish again after his
boredom and irritability. He had been in Eve's room many times before,
but with his fingers on the door handle he paused. Again that strange
vexation at her years had seized him.
He knocked.
Inside, the room was very dim; the furniture bulked large in the
shadows. Scent, dusk, luxury lapped round him like warm water. He had
an impression of soft, scattered garments, deep mirrors, chosen books,
and many little bottles. Suddenly he was appalled by the insolence
of his own intrusion--an unbeliever bursting into a shrine. He stood
silent by the door. He heard a drowsy voice singing in a murmur an
absurd childish rhyme,--
'Il était noir comme un corbeau,
Ali, Ali, Ali, Alo,
Macachebono,
La Roustah, la Mougah, la Roustah, la Mougah,
Allah!
'Il était de bonne famille,
Sa mère élevait des chameaux,
Macachebono....'
He discerned the bed, the filmy veils of the muslin mosquito curtains,
falling apart from a baldaquin. The lazy voice, after a moment of
silence, queried,--
'Nana?'
It was with an effort that he brought himself to utter,--
'No; Julian.'
With an upheaval of sheets he heard her sit upright in bed, and her
exclamation,--
'Who said you might come in here?'
At that he laughed, quite naturally.
'Why not? I was bored. May I come and talk to you?'
He came round the corner of the screen and saw her sitting up, her hair
tumbled and dark, her face indistinct, her shoulders emerging white
from a foam of lace.
He sat down on the edge of her bed, the details of the room emerging
slowly from the darkness; and she herself becoming more distinct as she
watched him, her shadowy eyes half sarcastic, half resentful.
'Sybarite!' he said.
She only smiled in answer, and put out one hand towards him. It fell
listlessly on to the sheets as though she had no energy to hold it up.
'You child,' he said, 'you make me feel coarse and vulgar beside you.
Here am I, burning for battle, and there you lie, wasting time, wasting
youth, half-asleep, luxurious, and quite unrepentant.'
'Surely even you must find it too hot for battle?'
'I don't find it too hot to wish that it weren't too hot. You, on the
other hand, abandon yourself contentedly; you are pleased that it is
too hot for you to do anything but glide voluptuously into a siesta in
the middle of the day.'
'You haven't been here long, remember, Julian; you're still brisk from
England. Only wait; Herakleion will overcome you.'
'Don't!' he cried out startlingly. 'Don't say it! It's prophetic. I
shall struggle against it; I shall be the stronger.'
She only laughed murmurously into her pillows, but he was really
stirred; he stood up and walked about the room, launching spasmodic
phrases.
'You and Herakleion, you are all of a piece.--You shan't drag me
down.--Not if I am to live here.--I know one loses one's sense of
values here. I learnt that when I last went away to England. I've come
back on my guard.--I'm determined to remain level-headed.--I refuse to
be impressed by fantastic happenings....
'Why do you stop so abruptly?' Did her voice mock him?
He had stopped, remembering Paul. Already he had blundered against
something he did not understand. An impulse came to him to confide in
Eve; Eve lying there, quietly smiling with unexpressed but unmistakable
irony; Eve so certain that, sooner or later, Herakleion would conquer
him. He would confide in her. And then, as he hesitated, he knew
suddenly that Eve was not trustworthy.
He began again walking about the room, betraying by no word that a
moment of revelation, important and dramatic, had come and passed on
the tick of a clock. Yet he knew he had crossed a line over which he
could now never retrace his steps. He would never again regard Eve
in quite the same light. He absorbed the alteration with remarkable
rapidity into his conception of her. He supposed that the knowledge of
her untrustworthiness had always lain dormant in him waiting for the
test which should some day call it out; that was why he was so little
impressed by what he had mistaken for new knowledge.
'Julian, sit down; how restless you are. And you look so enormous in
this room, you frighten me.'
He sat down, closer to her than he had sat before, and began playing
with her fingers.
'How soft your hand is. It is quite boneless,' he said, crushing it
together; 'it's like a little pigeon. So you think Herakleion will beat
me? I dare say you are right. Shall I tell you something? When I was on
my way here, from England, I determined that I would allow myself to be
beaten. I don't know why I had that moment of revolt just now. Because
I am quite determined to let myself drift with the current, whether it
carry me towards adventures or towards lotus-land.'
'Perhaps towards both.'
'Isn't that too much to hope?'
'Why? They are compatible. C'est le sort de la jeunesse.'
'Prophesy adventures for me!'
'My dear Julian! I'm far too lazy.'
'Lotus-land, then?'
'This room isn't a bad substitute,' she proffered.
He wondered then at the exact extent of her meaning. He was accustomed
to the amazing emotional scenes she had periodically created between
them in childhood--scenes which he never afterwards could rehearse to
himself; scenes whose fabric he never could dissect, because it was
more fantastic, more unreal, than gossamer; scenes in which storm,
anger, and heroics had figured; scenes from which he had emerged
worried, shattered, usually with the ardent impress of her lips on his,
and brimming with self-reproach. A calm existence was not for her; she
would neither understand nor tolerate it.
The door opened, and old Nana came shuffling in.
'Mith Eve, pleath, there'th a gentleman downstairth to thee you.
Here'th hith card.'
Julian took it.
'Eve, it's Malteios.'
That drowsy voice, indifferent and melodious,--
'Tell him to go away, Nana; tell him I am resting.'
'But, dearie, what'll your mother thay?'
'Tell him to go away, Nana.'
'He'th the Prime Minithter,' Nana began doubtfully.
'Eve!' Julian said in indignation.
'But, Mith Eve, you know he came latht week and you forgot he wath
coming and you wath out.'
'Is that so, Eve? Is he here by appointment with you to-day?'
'No.'
'I shall go down to him and find out whether you are speaking the
truth.'
He went downstairs, ignoring Eve's voice that called him back. The
Premier was in the drawing-room, examining the insignificant ornaments
on the table. Their last meeting had been a memorable one, in the
painted room overlooking the _platia_.
When their greetings were over, Julian said,--
'I believe you were asking for my cousin, sir?'
'That is so. She promised me,' said the Premier, a sly look coming over
his face, 'that she would give me tea to-day. Shall I have the pleasure
of seeing her?'
'What,' thought Julian, 'does this old scapegrace politician, who must
have his mind and his days full of the coming elections, want with Eve?
and want so badly that he can perform the feat of coming out here from
Herakleion in the heat of the afternoon?'
Aloud he said, grimly because of the lie she had told him,--
'She will be with you in a few moments, sir.'
In Eve's dark room, where Nana still stood fatly and hopelessly
expostulating, and Eve pretended to sleep, he spoke roughly,--
'You lied to me as usual. He is here by appointment. He is waiting. I
told him you would not keep him waiting long. You must get up.'
'I shall do nothing of the sort. What right have you to dictate to me?'
'You're making Mathter Julian croth--and he tho thweet-tempered
alwayth,' said Nana's warning voice.
'Does she usually behave like this, Nana?'
'Oh, Mathter Julian, it'th dreadful--and me alwayth thaving her from
her mother, too. And loothing all her thingth, too, all the time. I
can't keep anything in it'th plathe. Only three dayth ago the lotht a
diamond ring, but the never cared. The Thpanith gentleman thent it to
her, and the never thanked him, and then lotht the ring. And the never
notithed or cared. And the getth dretheth and dretheth, and won't put
them on twith. And flowerth and chocolathes thent her--they all thpoil
her tho--and the biteth all the chocolathes in two to thee what'th
inthide, and throwth them away and thayth the dothn't like them. That
exathperating, the ith.'
'Leave her to me, Nannie.'
'Mith Naughtineth,' said Nana, as she left the room.
They were alone.
'Eve, I am really angry. That old man!'
She turned luxuriously on to her back, her arms flung wide, and lay
looking at him.
'You are very anxious that I should go to him. You are not very jealous
of me, are you, Julian?'
'Why does he come?' he asked curiously. 'You never told me....'
'There are a great many things I never tell you, my dear.'
'It is not my business and I am not interested,' he answered, 'but
he has come a long way in the heat to see you, and I dislike your
callousness. I insist upon your getting up.'
She smiled provokingly. He dropped on his knees near her.
'Darling, to please me?'
She gave a laugh of sudden disdain.
'Fool! I might have obeyed you; now you have thrown away your
advantage.'
'Have I?' he said, and, slipping his arm beneath her, he lifted her up
bodily. 'Where shall I put you down?' he asked, standing in the middle
of the room and holding her. 'At your dressing-table?'
'Why don't you steal me, Julian?' she murmured, settling herself more
comfortably in his grasp.
'Steal you? what on earth do you mean? explain!' he said.
'Oh, I don't know; if you don't understand, it doesn't matter,' she
replied with some impatience, but beneath her impatience he saw that
she was shaken, and, flinging one arm round his neck, she pulled
herself up and kissed him on the mouth. He struggled away, displeased,
brotherly, and feeling the indecency of that kiss in that darkened
room, given by one whose thinly-clad, supple body he had been holding
as he might hold a child's.
'You have a genius for making me angry, Eve.'
He stopped: she had relaxed suddenly, limp and white in his arms; with
a long sigh she let her head fall back, her eyes closed. The warmth
of her limbs reached him through the diaphanous garment she wore. He
thought he had never before seen such abandonment of expression and
attitude; his displeasure deepened, and an uncomplimentary word rose to
his lips.
'I don't wonder....' flashed through his mind.
He was shocked, as a brother might be at the betrayal of his sister's
sexuality.
'Eve!' he said sharply.
She opened her eyes, met his, and came to herself.
'Put me down!' she cried, and as he set her on her feet, she snatched
at her Spanish shawl and wrapped it round her. 'Oh!' she said, an
altered being, shamed and outraged, burying her face, 'go now,
Julian--go, go, go.'
He went, shaking his head in perplexity: there were too many things
in Herakleion he failed to understand. Paul, Eve, Malteios. This
afternoon with Eve, which should have been natural, had been difficult.
Moments of illumination were also moments of a profounder obscurity.
And why should Malteios return to-day, when in the preceding week,
according to Nana, he had been so casually forgotten? Why so patient,
so long-suffering, with Eve? Was it possible that he should be
attracted by Eve? It seemed to Julian, accustomed still to regard her
as a child, very improbable. Malteios! The Premier! And the elections
beginning within four days--that he should spare the time! Rumour said
that the elections would go badly for him; that the Stavridists would
be returned. A bad look-out for the Islands if they were. Rumour said
that Stavridis was neglecting no means, no means whatsoever, by which
he might strengthen his cause. He was more unscrupulous, younger,
more vigorous, than Malteios. The years of dispossession had added
to his determination and energy. Malteios had seriously prejudiced
his popularity by his liaison with Kato, a woman, as the people of
Herakleion never forgot, of the Islands, and an avowed champion of
their cause. Was it possible that Eve was mixed up in Malteios'
political schemes? Julian laughed aloud at the idea of Eve interesting
herself in politics. But perhaps Kato herself, for whom Eve entertained
one of her strongest and most enduring enthusiasms, had taken advantage
of their friendship to interest Eve in Malteios' affairs? Anything was
possible in that preposterous state. Eve, he knew, would mischievously
and ignorantly espouse any form of intrigue. If Malteios came with any
other motive he was an old satyr--nothing more.
Julian's mind strayed again to the elections. The return of the
Stavridis party would mean certain disturbances in the Islands.
Disturbances would mean an instant appeal for leadership. He would be
reminded of the day he had spent, the only day of his life, he thought,
on which he had truly lived, on Aphros. Tsigaridis would come, grave,
insistent, to hold him to his undertakings, a figure of comedy in his
absurdly picturesque clothes, but also a figure full of dignity with
his unanswerable claim. He would bring forward a species of moral
blackmail, to which Julian, ripe for adventure and sensitive to his
obligations, would surely surrender. After that there would be no
drawing back....
'I have little hope of victory,' said Malteios, to whom Julian, in
search of information, had recourse; and hinted with infinite suavity
and euphemism, that the question of election in Herakleion depended
largely, if not entirely, on the condition and judicious distribution
of the party funds. Stavridis, it appeared, had controlled larger
subscriptions, more trustworthy guarantees. The Christopoulos, the
largest bankers, were unreliable. Alexander had political ambitions.
An under-secretaryship.... Christopoulos _père_ had subscribed, it
was true, to the Malteios party, but while his right hand produced
the miserable sum from his right pocket, who could tell with what
generosity his left hand ladled out the drachmæ into the gaping
Stavridis coffers? Safe in either eventuality. Malteios knew his game.
The Premier enlarged blandly upon the situation, regretful, but without
indignation. As a man of the world, he accepted its ways as Herakleion
knew them. Julian noted his gentle shrugs, his unfinished sentences
and innuendoes. It occurred to him that the Premier's frankness and
readiness to enlarge upon political technique were not without motive.
Buttoned into his high frock-coat, which the climate of Herakleion
was unable to abolish, he walked softly up and down the parquet floor
between the lapis columns, his fingers loosely interlaced behind his
back, talking to Julian. In another four days he might no longer be
Premier, might be merely a private individual, unostentatiously working
a dozen strands of intrigue. The boy was not to be neglected as a tool.
He tried him on what he conceived to be his tenderest point.
'I have not been unfavourable to your islanders during my
administration,'--then, thinking the method perhaps a trifle crude,
he added, 'I have even exposed myself to the attack of my opponents on
that score; they have made capital out of my clemency. Had I been a
less disinterested man, I should have had greater foresight. I should
have sacrificed my sense of justice to the demands of my future.'
He gave a deprecatory and melancholy smile.
'Do I regret the course I chose? Not for an instant. The responsibility
of a statesman is not solely towards himself or his adherents. He
must set it sternly aside in favour of the poor, ignorant destinies
committed to his care. I lay down my office with an unburdened
conscience.'
He stopped in his walk and stood before Julian, who, with his hands
thrust in his pockets, had listened to the discourse from the depths of
his habitual arm-chair.
'But you, young man, are not in my position. The door I seek is marked
Exit; the door you seek, Entrance. I think I may, without presumption,
as an old and finished man, offer you a word of prophecy.' He unlaced
his fingers and pointed one of them at Julian. 'You may live to be the
saviour of an oppressed people, a not unworthy mission. Remember that
my present opponents, should they come to power, will not sympathise
with your efforts, as I myself--who knows?--might have sympathised.'
Julian, acknowledging the warning, thought he recognised the style of
the Senate Chamber, but failed to recognise the sentiments he had heard
expressed by the Premier on a former occasion, on this same subject of
his interference in the affairs of the Islands. He ventured to suggest
as much. The Premier's smile broadened, his deprecatory manner deepened.
'Ah, you were younger then; hot-headed; I did not know how far I could
trust you. Your intentions, excellent; but your judgment perhaps a
little precipitate? Since then, you have seen the world; you are a
man. You have returned, no doubt, ready to pick up the weapon you
tentatively fingered as a boy. You will no longer be blinded by
sentiment, you will weigh your actions nicely in the balance. And you
will remember the goodwill of Platon Malteios?'
He resumed his soft walk up and down the room.
'Within a few weeks you may find yourself in the heart of strife. I see
you as a young athlete on the threshold, doubtless as generous as most
young men, as ambitious, as eager. Discard the divine foolishness of
allowing ideas, not facts, to govern your heart. We live in Herakleion,
not in Utopia. We have all shed, little by little, our illusions....'
After a sigh, the depth of whose genuineness neither he nor Julian
could accurately diagnose, he continued, brightening as he returned to
the practical,--
'Stavridis--a harsher man than I. He and your islanders would come to
grips within a month. I should scarcely deplore it. A question based
on the struggle of nationality--for, it cannot be denied, the Italian
blood of your islanders severs them irremediably from the true Greek of
Herakleion--such questions cry for decisive settlement even at the cost
of a little bloodletting. Submission or liberty, once and for all. That
is preferable to the present irritable shilly-shally.'
'I know the alternative I should choose,' said Julian.
'Liberty?--the lure of the young,' said Malteios, not unkindly. 'I
said that I should scarcely deplore such an attempt, for it would
fail; Herakleion could never tolerate for long the independence of the
Islands. Yes, it would surely fail. But from it good might emerge.
A friendlier settlement, a better understanding, a more cheerful
submission. Believe me,' he added, seeing the cloud of obstinate
disagreement upon Julian's face, 'never break your heart over the
failure. Your Islands would have learnt the lesson of the inevitable;
and the great inevitable is perhaps the least intolerable of all human
sorrows. There is, after all, a certain kindliness in the fate which
lays the obligation of sheer necessity upon our courage.'
For a moment his usual manner had left him; he recalled it with a short
laugh.
'Perhaps the thought that my long years of office may be nearly at an
end betrays me into this undue melancholy,' he said flippantly; 'pay no
attention, young man. Indeed, whatever I may say, I know that you will
cling to your idea of revolt. Am I not right?'
Once more the keen, sly look was in his eyes, and Julian knew that
only the Malteios who desired the rupture of the Islands with his own
political adversary, remained. He felt, in a way, comforted to be
again upon the familiar ground; his conception of the man had been
momentarily disarranged.
'Your Excellency is very shrewd,' he replied, politely and evasively.
Malteios shrugged and smiled the smile that had such real charm; and
as he shrugged and smiled the discussion away into the region of such
things dismissed, his glance travelled beyond Julian to the door, his
mouth curved into a more goatish smile amidst his beard, and his eyes
narrowed into two slits till his whole face resembled the mask of the
old faun that Eve had drawn on the blotting paper.
'Mademoiselle!' he murmured, advancing towards Eve, who, dressed in
white, appeared between the lapis-lazuli columns.
III
Madame Lafarge gave a picnic which preceded the day of the elections,
and to Julian Davenant it seemed that he was entering a cool, dark
cavern roofed over with mysterious greenery after riding in the heat
across a glaring plain. The transition from the white Herakleion to
the deep valley, shut in by steep, terraced hills covered with olives,
ilexes, and myrtles--a valley profound, haunted, silent, hallowed by
pools of black-green shadow--consciousness of the transition stole over
him soothingly, as his pony picked its way down the stony path of the
hill-side. He had refused to accompany the others. Early in the morning
he had ridden over the hills, so early that he had watched the sunrise,
and had counted, from a summit, the houses on Aphros in the glassy
limpidity of the Grecian dawn. The morning had been pure as the treble
notes of a violin, the sea below bright as a pavement of diamonds. The
Islands lay, clear and low, delicately yellow, rose, and lilac, in the
serene immensity of the dazzling waters. They seemed to him to contain
every element of enchantment; cleanly of line as cameos, yet intangible
as a mirage, rising lovely and gracious as Aphrodite from the white
flashes of their foam, fairy islands of beauty and illusion in a sea of
radiant and eternal youth.
A stream ran through the valley, and near the banks of the stream, in
front of a clump of ilexes, gleamed the marble columns of a tiny ruined
temple. Julian turned his pony loose to graze, throwing himself down
at full length beside the stream and idly pulling at the orchids and
magenta cyclamen which grew in profusion. Towards midday his solitude
was interrupted. A procession of victorias accompanied by men on
horseback began to wind down the steep road into the valley; from
afar he watched them coming, conscious of distaste and boredom, then
remembering that Eve was of the party, and smiling to himself a little
in relief. She would come, at first silent, unobtrusive, almost sulky;
then little by little the spell of their intimacy would steal over him,
and by a word or a glance they would be linked, the whole system of
their relationship developing itself anew, a system elaborated by her,
as he well knew; built up of personal, whimsical jokes; stimulating,
inventive, she had to a supreme extent the gift of creating such a web,
subtly, by meaning more than she said and saying less than she meant;
giving infinite promise, but ever postponing fulfilment.
'A flirt?' he wondered to himself, lazily watching the string of
carriages in one of which she was.
But she was more elemental, more dangerous, than a mere flirt. On that
account, and because of her wide and penetrative intelligence, he could
not relegate her to the common category. Yet he thought he might safely
make the assertion that no man in Herakleion had altogether escaped
her attraction. He thought he might apply this generalisation from
M. Lafarge, or Malteios, or Don Rodrigo Valdez, down to the chasseur
who picked up her handkerchief. (Her handkerchief! ah, yes! she could
always be traced, as in a paper-chase, by her scattered possessions--a
handkerchief, a glove, a cigarette-case, a gardenia, a purse full
of money, a powder-puff--frivolities doubly delightful and doubly
irritating in a being so terrifyingly elemental, so unassailably and
sarcastically intelligent.) Eve, the child he had known unaccountable,
passionate, embarrassing, who had written him the precocious letters on
every topic in a variety of tongues, imaginative exceedingly, copiously
illustrated, bursting occasionally into erratic and illegible
verse; Eve, with her desperate and excessive passions; Eve, grown to
womanhood, grown into a firebrand! He had been entertained, but at
the same time slightly offended, to find her grown; his conception of
her was disarranged; he had felt almost a sense of outrage in seeing
her heavy hair piled upon her head; he had looked curiously at the
uncovered nape of her neck, the hair brushed upwards and slightly
curling, where once it had hung thick and plaited; he had noted with an
irritable shame the softness of her throat in the evening dress she had
worn when first he had seen her. He banished violently the recollection
of her in that brief moment when in his anger he had lifted her out of
her bed and had carried her across the room in his arms. He banished it
with a shudder and a revulsion, as he might have banished a suggestion
of incest.
Springing to his feet, he went forward to meet the carriages; the
shadowed valley was flicked by the bright uniforms of the chasseurs
on the boxes and the summer dresses of the women in the victorias;
the laughter of the Danish Excellency already reached his ears above
the hum of talk and the sliding hoofs of the horses as they advanced
cautiously down the hill, straining back against their harness, and
bringing with them at every step a little shower of stones from the
rough surface of the road. The younger men, Greeks, and secretaries of
legations, rode by the side of the carriages. The Danish Excellency
was the first to alight, fat and babbling in a pink muslin dress with
innumerable flounces; Julian turned aside to hide his smile. Madame
Lafarge descended with her customary weightiness, beaming without
benevolence but with a tyrannical proprietorship over all her guests.
She graciously accorded her hand to Julian. The chasseurs were already
busy with wicker baskets.
'The return to Nature,' Alexander Christopoulos whispered to Eve.
Julian observed that Eve looked bored and sulky; she detested large
assemblies, unless she could hold their entire attention, preferring
the more intimate scope of the _tête-à-tête_. Amongst the largest
gathering she usually contrived to isolate herself and one other, with
whom she conversed in whispers. Presently, he knew, she would be made
to recite, or to tell anecdotes, involving imitation, and this she
would perform, at first languidly, but warming with applause, and would
end by dancing--he knew her programme! He rarely spoke to her, or she
to him, in public. She would appear to ignore him, devoting herself to
Don Rodrigo, or to Alexander, or, most probably, to the avowed admirer
of some other woman. He had frequently brought his direct and masculine
arguments to bear against this practice. She listened without replying,
as though she did not understand.
Fru Thyregod was more than usually sprightly.
'Now, Armand, you lazy fellow, bring me my camera; this day has to be
immortalised; I must have pictures of all you beautiful young men for
my friends in Denmark. Fauns in a Grecian grave! Let me peep whether
any of you have cloven feet.'
Madame Lafarge put up her lorgnon, and said to the Italian Minister in
a not very low voice,--
'I am so fond of dear Fru Thyregod, but she is terribly vulgar at
times.'
There was a great deal of laughter over Fru Thyregod's sally, and some
of the young men pretended to hide their feet beneath napkins.
'Eve and Julie, you must be the nymphs,' the Danish Excellency went on.
Eve took no notice; Julie looked shy, and the sisters Christopoulos
angry at not being included.
'Now we must all help to unpack; that is half the fun of the picnic,'
said Madame Lafarge, in a business-like tone.
Under the glare of her lorgnon Armand and Madame Delahaye attacked
one basket; they nudged and whispered to one another, and their
fingers became entangled under the cover of the paper wrappings. Eve
strolled away, Valdez followed her. The Persian Minister who had come
unobtrusively, after the manner of a humble dog, stood gently smiling
in the background. Julie Lafarge never took her adoring eyes off Eve.
The immense Grbits had drawn Julian on one side, and was talking to
him, shooting out his jaw and hitting Julian on the chest for emphasis.
Fru Thyregod, with many whispers, collected a little group to whom she
pointed them out, and photographed them.
'Really,' said the Danish Minister peevishly, to Condesa Valdez, 'my
wife is the most foolish woman I know.'
During the picnic every one was very gay, with the exception of Julian,
who regretted having come, and of Miloradovitch, of whom Eve was
taking no notice at all. Madame Lafarge was especially pleased with
the success of her expedition. She enjoyed the intimacy that existed
amongst all her guests, and said as much in an aside to the Roumanian
Minister.
'You know, _chère Excellence_, I have known most of these dear friends
so long; we have spent happy years together in different capitals; that
is the best of diplomacy: _ce qu'il y a de beau dans la carrière c'est
qu'on se retrouve toujours_.'
'It is not unlike a large family, one may say,' replied the Roumanian.
'How well you phrase it!' exclaimed Madame Lafarge. 'Listen, everybody:
His Excellency has made a real _mot d'esprit_, he says diplomacy is
like a large family.'
Eve and Julian looked up, and their eyes met.
'You are not eating anything, Ardalion Semeonovitch,' said Armand (he
had once spent two months in Russia) to Miloradovitch, holding out a
plate of sandwiches.
'No, nor do I want anything,' said Miloradovitch rudely, and he got up,
and walked away by himself.
'Dear me! _ces Russes!_ what manners!' said Madame Lafarge, pretending
to be amused; and everybody looked facetiously at Eve.
'I remember once, when I was in Russia, at the time that Stolypin
was Prime Minister,' Don Rodrigo began, 'there was a serious scandal
about one of the Empress's ladies-in-waiting and a son of old Princess
Golucheff--you remember old Princess Golucheff, Excellency? she was a
Bariatinsky, a very handsome woman, and Serge Radziwill killed himself
on her account--he was a Pole, one of the Kieff Radziwills, whose
mother was commonly supposed to be _au mieux_ with Stolypin (though
Stolypin was not at all that kind of man; he was _très province_),
and most people thought that was the reason why Serge occupied such a
series of the highest Court appointments, in spite of being a Pole--the
Poles were particularly unpopular just then; I even remember that
Stanislas Aveniev, in spite of having a Russian mother--she was an
Orloff, and her jewels were proverbial even in Petersburg--they had
all been given her by the Grand Duke Boris--Stanislas Aveniev was
obliged to resign his commission in the Czar's guard. However, Casimir
Golucheff....' but everybody had forgotten the beginning of his story
and only Madame Lafarge was left politely listening.
Julian overheard Eve reproducing, in an undertone to Armand, the style
and manner of Don Rodrigo's conversation. He also became aware that,
between her sallies, Fru Thyregod was bent upon retaining his attention
for herself.
He was disgusted with all this paraphernalia of social construction,
and longed ardently for liberty on Aphros. He wondered whether Eve
were truly satisfied, or whether she played the part merely with the
humorous gusto of an artist, caught up in his own game; he wondered to
what extent her mystery was due to her life's pretence?
Later, he found himself drifting apart with the Danish Excellency;
he drifted, that is, beside her, tall, slack of limb, absent of
mind, while she tripped with apparent heedlessness, but with actual
determination of purpose. As she tripped she chattered. Fair and silly,
she demanded gallantry of men, and gallantry of a kind--perfunctory,
faintly pitying, apologetic--she was accorded. She had enticed Julian
away, with a certain degree of skill, and was glad. Eve had scowled
blackly, in the one swift glance she had thrown them.
'Your cousin enchants Don Rodrigo, it is clear,' Fru Thyregod said with
malice as they strolled.
Julian turned to look back. He saw Eve sitting with the Spanish
Minister on the steps of the little temple. In front of the temple, the
ruins of the picnic stained the valley with bright frivolity; bits of
white paper fluttered, tablecloths remained spread on the ground, and
laughter echoed from the groups that still lingered hilariously; the
light dresses of the women were gay, and their parasols floated above
them like coloured bubbles against the darkness of the ilexes.
'What desecration of the Dryads' grove,' said Fru Thyregod, 'let us put
it out of sight,' and she gave a little run forward, and then glanced
over her shoulder to see if Julian were following her.
He came, unsmiling and leisurely. As soon as they were hidden from
sight among the olives, she began to talk to him about himself, walking
slowly, looking up at him now and then, and prodding meditatively with
the tip of her parasol at the stones upon the ground. He was, she said,
so free. He had his life before him. And she talked about herself, of
the shackles of her sex, the practical difficulties of her life, her
poverty, her effort to hide beneath a gay exterior a heart that was not
gay.
'Carl,' she said, alluding to her husband, 'has indeed charge of the
affairs of Norway and Sweden also in Herakleion, but Herakleion is so
tiny, he is paid as though he were a Consul.'
Julian listened, dissecting the true from the untrue; although he
knew her gaiety was no effort, but merely the child of her innate
foolishness, he also knew that her poverty was a source of real
difficulties to her, and he felt towards her a warm, though a bored
and slightly contemptuous, friendliness. He listened to her babble,
thinking more of the stream by which they walked, and of the little
magenta cyclamen that grew in the shady, marshy places on its banks.
Fru Thyregod was speaking of Eve, a topic round which she perpetually
hovered in an uncertainty of fascination and resentment.
'Do you approve of her very intimate friendship with that singer,
Madame Kato?'
'I am very fond of Madame Kato myself, Fru Thyregod.'
'Ah, you are a man. But for Eve ... a girl.... After all, what is
Madame Kato but a common woman, a woman of the people, and the mistress
of Malteios into the bargain?'
Fru Thyregod was unwontedly serious. Julian had not yet realised to
what extent Alexander Christopoulos had transferred his attentions to
Eve.
'You know I am an unconventional woman; every one who knows me even
a little can see that I am unconventional. But when I see a child, a
nice child, like your cousin Eve, associated with a person like Kato, I
think to myself, "Mabel, that is unbecoming."'
She repeated,--
'And yet I have been told that I was too unconventional. Yes, Carl has
often reproached me, and my friends too. They say, "Mabel, you are too
soft-hearted, and you are too unconventional." What do you think?'
Julian ignored the personal. He said,--
'I should not describe Eve as a "nice child."'
'No? Well, perhaps not. She is too ... too....' said Fru Thyregod, who,
not having very many ideas of her own, liked to induce other people
into supplying the missing adjective.
'She is too important,' Julian said gravely.
The adjective in this case was unexpected. The Danish Excellency could
only say,--
'I think I know what you mean.'
Julian, perfectly well aware that she did not, and caring nothing
whether she did or no, but carelessly willing to illuminate himself
further on the subject, pursued,--
'Her frivolity is a mask. Her instincts alone are deep; _how_ deep,
it frightens me to think. She is an artist, although, she may never
produce art. She lives in a world of her own, with its own code of
morals and values. The Eve that we all know is a sham, the product of
her own pride and humour. She is laughing at us all. The Eve we know is
entertaining, cynical, selfish, unscrupulous. The real Eve is ...' he
paused, and brought out his words with a satisfied finality, 'a rebel
and an idealist.'
Then, glancing at his bewildered companion, he laughed and said,--
'Don't believe a word I say, Fru Thyregod: Eve is nineteen, bent only
upon enjoying her life to the full.'
He knew, nevertheless, that he had swept together the loose wash of
his thought into a concrete channel; and rejoiced.
Fru Thyregod passed to a safer topic. She liked Julian, and understood
only one form of excitement.
'You bring with you such a breath of freshness and originality,' she
said, sighing, 'into our stale little world.'
His newly-found good humour coaxed him into responsiveness.
'No world can surely ever be stale to you, Fru Thyregod; I always think
of you as endowed with perpetual youth and gaiety.'
'Ah, Julian, you have perfect manners, to pay so charming a compliment
to an old woman like me.'
She neither thought her world stale or little, nor herself old, but
pathos had often proved itself of value.
'Everybody knows, Fru Thyregod, that you are the life and soul of
Herakleion.'
They had wandered into a little wood, and sat down on a fallen tree
beside the stream. She began again prodding at the ground with her
parasol, keeping her eyes cast down. She was glad to have captured
Julian, partly for her own sake, and partly because she knew that Eve
would be annoyed.
'How delightful to escape from all our noisy friends,' she said; 'we
shall create quite a scandal; but I am too unconventional to trouble
about that. I cannot sympathise with those limited, conventional folk
who always consider appearances. I have always said, "One should be
natural. Life is too short for the conventions." Although, I think one
should refrain from giving pain. When I was a girl, I was a terrible
tomboy.'
He listened to her babble of coy platitudes, contrasting her with Eve.
'I never lost my spirits,' she went on, in the meditative tone she
thought suitable to _tête-à-tête_ conversations--it provoked intimacy,
and afforded agreeable relief to her more social manner; a woman, to
be charming, must be several-sided; gay in public, but a little wistful
philosophy was interesting in private; it indicated sympathy, and
betrayed a thinking mind,--'I never lost my spirits, although life has
not always been very easy for me; still, with good spirits and perhaps
a little courage one can continue to laugh, isn't that the way to take
life? and on the whole I have enjoyed mine, and my little adventures
too, my little harmless adventures; Carl always laughs and says, "You
will always have adventures, Mabel, so I must make the best of it,"--he
says that, though he has been very jealous at times. Poor Carl,' she
said reminiscently, 'perhaps I have made him suffer; who knows?'
Julian looked at her; he supposed that her existence was made up of
such experiments, and knew that the arrival of every new young man in
Herakleion was to her a source of flurry and endless potentialities
which, alas, never fulfilled their promise, but which left her
undaunted and optimistic for the next affray.
'Why do I always talk about myself to you?' she said, with her little
laugh; 'you must blame yourself for being too sympathetic.'
He scarcely knew how their conversation progressed; he wondered idly
whether Eve conducted hers upon the same lines with Don Rodrigo Valdez,
or whether she had been claimed by Miloradovitch, to whom she said she
was engaged. Did she care for Miloradovitch? he was immensely rich,
the owner of jewels and oil-mines, remarkably good-looking; dashing,
and a gambler. At diplomatic gatherings he wore a beautiful uniform.
Julian had seen Eve dancing with him; he had seen the Russian closely
following her out of a room, bending forward to speak to her, and her
ironical eyes raised for an instant over the slow movement of her fan.
He had seen them disappear together, and the provocative poise of
her white shoulders, and the richness of the beautiful uniform, had
remained imprinted on his memory.
He awoke with dismay to the fact that Fru Thyregod had taken off her
hat.
She had a great quantity of soft, yellow hair into which she ran her
fingers, lifting its weight as though oppressed. He supposed that the
gesture was not so irrelevant to their foregoing conversation, of which
he had not noticed a word, as it appeared to be. He was startled to
find himself saying in a tone of commiseration,--
'Yes, it must be very heavy.'
'I wish that I could cut it all off,' Fru Thyregod cried petulantly.
'Why, to amuse you, only look....' and to his horror she withdrew a
number of pins and allowed her hair to fall in a really beautiful
cascade over her shoulders. She smiled at him, parting the strands
before her eyes.
At that moment Eve and Miloradovitch came into view, wandering side by
side down the path.
Of the four, Miloradovitch alone was amused. Julian was full of a
shamefaced anger towards Fru Thyregod, and between the two women an
instant enmity sprang into being like a living and visible thing. The
Russian drew near to Fru Thyregod with some laughing compliment; she
attached herself desperately to him as a refuge from Julian. Julian and
Eve remained face to face with one another.
'Walk with me a little,' she said, making no attempt to disguise her
fury.
'My dear Eve,' he said, when they were out of earshot, 'I should
scarcely recognise you when you put on that expression.'
He spoke frigidly. She was indeed transformed, her features coarsened
and unpleasing, her soft delicacy vanished. He could not believe that
he had ever thought her rare, exquisite, charming.
'I don't blame you for preferring Fru Thyregod,' she returned.
'I believe your vanity to be so great that you resent any man speaking
to any other woman but yourself,' he said, half persuading himself that
he was voicing a genuine conviction.
'Very well, if you choose to believe that,' she replied.
They walked a little way in angry silence.
'I detest all women,' he added presently.
'Including me?'
'Beginning with you.'
He was reminded of their childhood with its endless disputes, and made
an attempt to restore their friendship.
'Come, Eve, why are we quarrelling? I do not make you jealous scenes
about Miloradovitch.'
'Far from it,' she said harshly.
'Why should he want to marry you?' he began, his anger rising again.
'What qualities have you? Clever, seductive, and entertaining! But, on
the other hand, selfish, jealous, unkind, pernicious, indolent, vain.
A bad bargain. If he knew you as well as I.... Jealousy! It amounts to
madness.'
'I am perhaps not jealous where Miloradovitch is concerned,' she said.
'Then spare me the compliment of being jealous of me. You wreck
affection; you will wreck your life through your jealousy and
exorbitance.'
'No doubt,' she replied in a tone of so much sadness that he became
remorseful. He contrasted, moreover, her violence, troublesome,
inconvenient, as it often was, with the standardised and distasteful
little inanities of Fru Thyregod and her like, and found Eve preferable.
'Darling, you never defend yourself; it is very disarming.'
But she would not accept the olive-branch he offered.
'Sentimentality becomes you very badly, Julian; keep it for Fru
Thyregod.'
'We have had enough of Fru Thyregod,' he said, flushing.
'It suits you to say so; I do not forget so easily. Really, Julian,
sometimes I think you very commonplace. From the moment you arrived
until to-day, you have never been out of Fru Thyregod's pocket. Like
Alexander, once. Like any stray young man.'
'Eve!' he said, in astonishment at the outrageous accusation.
'My little Julian, have you washed the lap-dog to-day? Carl always
says, "Mabel, you are fonder of your dogs than of your children--you
are really dreadful," but I don't think that's quite fair,' said Eve,
in so exact an imitation of Fru Thyregod's voice and manner that Julian
was forced to smile.
She went on,--
'I expect too much of you. My imagination makes of you something
which you are not. I so despise the common herd that I persuade
myself that you are above it. I can persuade myself of anything,' she
said scathingly, wounding him in the recesses of his most treasured
vanity--her good opinion of him; 'I persuade myself that you are a
Titan amongst men, almost a god, but in reality, if I could see you
without prejudice, what are you fit for? to be Fru Thyregod's lover!'
'You are mad,' he said, for there was no other reply.
'When I am jealous, I am mad,' she flung at him.
'But if you are jealous of me....' he said, appalled. 'Supposing you
were ever in love, your jealousy would know no bounds. It is a disease.
It is the ruin of our friendship.'
'Entirely.'
'You are inordinately perverse.'
'Inordinately.'
'Supposing I were to marry, I should not dare--what an absurd
thought--to introduce you to my wife.'
A truly terrible expression came into her eyes; they narrowed to little
slits, and turned slightly inwards; as though herself aware of it, she
bent to pick the little cyclamen.
'Are you trying to tell me, Julian....'
'You told me you were engaged to Miloradovitch.'
She stood up, regardless, and he saw the tragic pallor of her face. She
tore the cyclamen to pieces beneath her white fingers.
'It is true, then?' she said, her voice dead.
He began to laugh.
'You do indeed persuade yourself very easily.'
'Julian, you must tell me. You must. Is it true?'
'If it were?'
'I should have to kill you--or myself,' she replied with the utmost
gravity.
'You are mad,' he said again, in the resigned tone of one who states a
perfectly established fact.
'If I am mad, you are unutterably cruel,' she said, twisting her
fingers together; 'will you answer me, yes or no? I believe it is
true,' she rushed on, immolating herself, 'you have fallen in love with
some woman in England, and she, naturally, with you. Who is she? You
have promised to marry her. You, whom I thought so free and splendid,
to load yourself with the inevitable fetters!'
'I should lose caste in your eyes?' he asked, thinking to himself that
Eve was, when roused, scarcely a civilised being. 'But if you marry
Miloradovitch you will be submitting to the same fetters you think so
degrading.'
'Miloradovitch,' she said impatiently, 'Miloradovitch will no more
ensnare me than have the score of people I have been engaged to since
I last saw you. You are still evading your answer.'
'You will never marry?' he dwelt on his discovery.
'Nobody that I loved,' she replied without hesitation, 'but, Julian,
Julian, you don't answer my question?'
'Would you marry me if I wanted you to?' he asked carelessly.
'Not for the world, but why keep me in suspense? only answer me, are
you trying to tell me that you have fallen in love? if so, admit
it, please, at once, and let me go; don't you see, I am leaving Fru
Thyregod on one side, I ask you in all humility now, Julian.'
'For perhaps the fiftieth time since you were thirteen,' he said,
smiling.
'Have you tormented me long enough?'
'Very well: I am in love with the Islands, and with nothing and nobody
else.'
'Then why had Fru Thyregod her hair down her back? you're lying to me,
and I despise you doubly for it,' she reverted, humble no longer, but
aggressive.
'Fru Thyregod again?' he said, bewildered.
'How little I trust you,' she broke out; 'I believe that you deceive me
at every turn. Kato, too; you spend hours in Kato's flat. What do you
do there? You write letters to people of whom I have never heard. You
dined with the Thyregods twice last week. Kato sends you notes by hand
from Herakleion when you are in the country. You use the Islands as
dust to throw in my eyes, but I am not blinded.'
'I have had enough of this!' he cried.
'You are like everybody else,' she insisted; 'you enjoy mean
entanglements, and you cherish the idea of marriage. You want a home,
like everybody else. A faithful wife. Children. I loathe children,' she
said violently. 'You are very different from me. You are tame. I have
deluded myself into thinking we were alike. You are tame, respectable.
A good citizen. You have all the virtues. I will live to show you how
different we are. Ten years hence, you will say to your wife, "No, my
dear, I really cannot allow you to know that poor Eve." And your wife,
well trained, submissive, will agree.'
He shrugged his shoulders, accustomed to such storms, and knowing that
she only sought to goad him into a rage.
'In the meantime, go back to Fru Thyregod; why trouble to lie to me?
And to Kato, go back to Kato. Write to the woman in England, too. I
will go to Miloradovitch, or to any of the others.'
He was betrayed into saying,--
'The accusation of mean entanglements comes badly from your lips.'
In her heart she guessed pretty shrewdly at his real relation towards
women: a self-imposed austerity, with violent relapses that had no
lasting significance, save to leave him with his contemptuous distaste
augmented. His mind was too full of other matters. For Kato alone he
had a profound esteem.
Eve answered his last remark,--
'I will prove to you the little weight of my entanglements, by
dismissing Miloradovitch to-day; you have only to say the word.'
'You would do that--without remorse?'
'Miloradovitch is nothing to me.'
'You are something to him--perhaps everything.'
'Cela ne me regarde pas,' she replied. 'Would you do as much for me?
Fru Thyregod, for instance? or Kato?'
Interested and curious, he said,--
'To please you, I should give up Kato?'
'You would not?'
'Most certainly I should not. Why suggest it? Kato is your friend as
much as mine. Are all women's friendships so unstable?'
'Be careful, Julian: you are on the quicksands.'
'I have had enough of these topics,' he said, 'will you leave them?'
'No; I choose my own topics; you shan't dictate to me.'
'You would sacrifice Miloradovitch without a thought, to please me--why
should it please me?--but you would not forgo the indulgence of your
jealousy! I am not grateful. Our senseless quarrels,' he said, 'over
which we squander so much anger and emotion.' But he did not stop to
question what lay behind their important futility. He passed his hand
wearily over his hair, 'I am deluded sometimes into believing in their
reality and sanity. You are too difficult. You ... you distort and
bewitch, until one expects to wake up from a dream. Sometimes I think
of you as a woman quite apart from other women, but at other times I
think you live merely by and upon fictitious emotion and excitement.
Must your outlook be always so narrowly personal? Kato, thank Heaven,
is very different. I shall take care to choose my friends amongst men,
or amongst women like Kato,' he continued, his exasperation rising.
'Julian, don't be so angry: it isn't my fault that I hate politics.'
He grew still angrier at her illogical short-cut to the reproach which
lay, indeed, unexpressed at the back of his mind.