Elizabeth's Child

The Ingelows, of Ingelow Grange, were not a marrying family. Only one

of them, Elizabeth, had married, and perhaps it was her "poor match"

that discouraged the others. At any rate, Ellen and Charlotte and

George Ingelow at the Grange were single, and so was Paul down at

Greenwood Farm.

It was seventeen years since Elizabeth had married James Sheldon in

the face of the most decided opposition on the part of her family.

Sheldon was a handsome, shiftless ne'er-do-well, without any violent

bad habits, but also "without any backbone," as the Ingelows declared.

"There is sometimes hope of a man who is actively bad," Charlotte

Ingelow had said sententiously, "but who ever heard of reforming a

jellyfish?"

Elizabeth and her husband had gone west and settled on a prairie farm

in Manitoba. She had never been home since. Perhaps her pride kept her

away, for she had the Ingelow share of that, and she soon discovered

that her family's estimate of James Sheldon had been the true one.

There was no active resentment on either side, and once in a long

while letters were exchanged. Still, ever since her marriage,

Elizabeth had been practically an outsider and an alien. As the years

came and went the Ingelows at home remembered only at long intervals

that they had a sister on the western prairies.

One of these remembrances came to Charlotte Ingelow on a spring

afternoon when the great orchards about the Grange were pink and white

with apple and cherry blossoms, and over every hill and field was a

delicate, flower-starred green. A soft breeze was blowing loose petals

from the August Sweeting through the open door of the wide hall when

Charlotte came through it. Ellen and George were standing on the steps

outside.

"This kind of a day always makes me think of Elizabeth," said

Charlotte dreamily. "It was in apple-blossom time she went away." The

Ingelows always spoke of Elizabeth's going away, never of her

marrying.

"Seventeen years ago," said Ellen. "Why, Elizabeth's oldest child must

be quite a young woman now! I--I--" a sudden idea swept over and left

her a little breathless. "I would really like to see her."

"Then why don't you write and ask her to come east and visit us?"

asked George, who did not often speak, but who always spoke to some

purpose when he did.

Ellen and Charlotte looked at each other. "I would like to see

Elizabeth's child," repeated Ellen firmly.

"Do you think she would come?" asked Charlotte. "You know when James

Sheldon died five years ago, we wrote to Elizabeth and asked her to

come home and live with us, and she seemed almost resentful in the

letter she wrote back. I've never said so before, but I've often

thought it."

"Yes, she did," said Ellen, who had often thought so too, but never

said so.

"Elizabeth was always very independent," remarked George. "Perhaps she

thought your letter savoured of charity or pity. No Ingelow would

endure that."

"At any rate, you know she refused to come, even for a visit. She said

she could not leave the farm. She may refuse to let her child come."

"It won't do any harm to ask her," said George.

In the end, Charlotte wrote to Elizabeth and asked her to let her

daughter visit the old homestead. The letter was written and mailed in

much perplexity and distrust when once the glow of momentary

enthusiasm in the new idea had passed.

"What if Elizabeth's child is like her father?" queried Charlotte in a

half-whisper.

"Let us hope she won't be!" cried Ellen fervently. Indeed, she felt

that a feminine edition of James Sheldon would be more than she could

endure.

"She may not like us, or our ways," sighed Charlotte. "We don't know

how she has been brought up. She will seem like a stranger after all.

I really long to see Elizabeth's child, but I can't help fearing we

have done a rash thing, Ellen."

"Perhaps she may not come," suggested Ellen, wondering whether she

hoped it or feared it.

But Worth Sheldon did come. Elizabeth wrote back a prompt acceptance,

with no trace of the proud bitterness that had permeated her answer to

the former invitation. The Ingelows at the Grange were thrown into a

flutter when the letter came. In another week Elizabeth's child would

be with them.

"If only she isn't like her father," said Charlotte with foreboding,

as she aired and swept the southeast spare room for their expected

guest. They had three spare rooms at the Grange, but the aunts had

selected the southeast one for their niece because it was done in

white, "and white seems the most appropriate for a young girl," Ellen

said, as she arranged a pitcher of wild roses on the table.

"I think everything is ready," announced Charlotte. "I put the very

finest sheets on the bed, they smell deliciously of lavender, and we

had very good luck doing up the muslin curtains. It is pleasant to be

expecting a guest, isn't it, Ellen? I have often thought, although I

have never said so before, that our lives were too self-centred. We

seemed to have no interests outside of ourselves. Even Elizabeth has

been really nothing to us, you know. She seemed to have become a

stranger. I hope her child will be the means of bringing us nearer

together again."

"If she has James Sheldon's round face and big blue eyes and curly

yellow hair I shall never really like her, no matter how Ingelowish

she may be inside," said Ellen decidedly.

When Worth Sheldon came, each of her aunts drew a long breath of

relief. Worth was not in the least like her father in appearance.

Neither did she resemble her mother, who had been a sprightly,

black-haired and black-eyed girl. Worth was tall and straight, with a

long braid of thick, wavy brown hair, large, level-gazing grey eyes, a

square jaw, and an excellent chin with a dimple in it.

"She is the very image of Mother's sister, Aunt Alice, who died so

long ago," said Charlotte. "You don't remember her, Ellen, but I do

very well. She was the sweetest woman that ever drew breath. She was

Paul's favourite aunt, too," Charlotte added with a sigh. Paul's

antagonistic attitude was the only drawback to the joy of this

meeting. How delightful it would have been if he had not refused to be

there too, to welcome Elizabeth's child.

Worth came to hearts prepared to love her, but they must have loved

her in any case. In a day Aunt Charlotte and Aunt Ellen and shy,

quiet Uncle George had yielded wholly to her charm. She was girlishly

bright and merry, frankly delighted with the old homestead and the

quaint, old-fashioned, daintily kept rooms. Yet there was no

suggestion of gush about her; she did not go into raptures, but her

pleasure shone out in eyes and tones. There was so much to tell and

ask and remember the first day that it was not until the second

morning after her arrival that Worth asked the question her aunts had

been dreading. She asked it out in the orchard, in the emerald gloom

of a long arcade of stout old trees that Grandfather Ingelow had

planted fifty years ago.

"Aunt Charlotte, when is Uncle Paul coming up to see me? I long to see

him; Mother has talked so much to me about him. She was his favourite

sister, wasn't she?"

Charlotte and Ellen looked at each other. Ellen nodded slyly. It would

be better to tell Worth the whole truth at once. She would certainly

find it out soon.

"I do not think, my dear," said Aunt Charlotte quietly, "that your

Uncle Paul will be up to see you at all."

"Why not?" asked Worth, her serious grey eyes looking straight into

Aunt Charlotte's troubled dark ones. Aunt Charlotte understood that

Elizabeth had never told Worth anything about her family's resentment

of her marriage. It was not a pleasant thing to have to explain it all

to Elizabeth's child, but it must be done.

"I think, my dear," she said gently, "that I will have to tell you a

little bit of our family history that may not be very pleasant to hear

or tell. Perhaps you don't know that when your mother married

we--we--did not exactly approve of her marriage. Perhaps we were

mistaken; at any rate it was wrong and foolish to let it come between

us and her as we have done. But that is how it was. None of us

approved, as I have said, but none of us was so bitter as your Uncle

Paul. Your mother was his favourite sister, and he was very deeply

attached to her. She was only a year younger than he. When he bought

the Greenwood farm she went and kept house for him for three years

before her marriage. When she married, Paul was terribly angry. He was

always a strange man, very determined and unyielding. He said he would

never forgive her, and he never has. He has never married, and he has

lived so long alone at Greenwood with only deaf old Mrs. Bree to keep

house for him that he has grown odder than ever. One of us wanted to

go and keep house for him, but he would not let us. And--I must tell

you this although I hate to--he was very angry when he heard we had

invited you to visit us, and he said he would not come near the Grange

as long as you were here. Oh, you can't realize how bitter and

obstinate he is. We pleaded with him, but I think that only made him

worse. We have felt so bad over it, your Aunt Ellen and your Uncle

George and I, but we can do nothing at all."

Worth had listened gravely. The story was all new to her, but she had

long thought there must be a something at the root of her mother's

indifferent relations with her old home and friends. When Aunt

Charlotte, flushed and half-tearful, finished speaking, a little

glimmer of fun came into Worth's grey eyes, and her dimple was very

pronounced as she said,

"Then, if Uncle Paul will not come to see me, I must go to see him."

"My dear!" cried both her aunts together in dismay. Aunt Ellen got her

breath first.

"Oh, my dear child, you must not think of such a thing," she cried

nervously. "It would never do. He would--I don't know what he would

do--order you off the premises, or say something dreadful. No! No!

Wait. Perhaps he will come after all--we will see. You must have

patience."

Worth shook her head and the smile in her eyes deepened.

"I don't think he will come," she said. "Mother has told me something

about the Ingelow stubbornness. She says I have it in full measure,

but I like to call it determination, it sounds so much better. No, the

mountain will not come to Mohammed, so Mohammed will go to the

mountain. I think I will walk down to Greenwood this afternoon. There,

dear aunties, don't look so troubled. Uncle Paul won't run at me with

a pitchfork, will he? He can't do worse than order me off his

premises, as you say."

Aunt Charlotte shook her head. She understood that no argument would

turn the girl from her purpose if she had the Ingelow will, so she

said nothing more. In the afternoon Worth set out for Greenwood, a

mile away.

"Oh, what will Paul say?" exclaimed the aunts, with dismal

forebodings.

Worth met her Uncle Paul at the garden gate. He was standing there

when she came up the slope of the long lane, a tall, massive figure of

a man, with deep-set black eyes, a long, prematurely white beard, and

a hooked nose. Handsome and stubborn enough Paul Ingelow looked. It

was not without reason that his neighbours called him the oddest

Ingelow of them all.

Behind him was a fine old farmhouse in beautiful grounds. Worth felt

almost as much interested in Greenwood as in the Grange. It had been

her mother's home for three years, and Elizabeth Ingelow had loved it

and talked much to her daughter of it.

Paul Ingelow did not move or speak, although he probably guessed who

his visitor was. Worth held out her hand. "How do you do, Uncle Paul?"

she said.

Paul ignored the outstretched hand. "Who are you?" he asked gruffly.

"I am Worth Sheldon, your sister Elizabeth's daughter," she answered.

"Won't you shake hands with me, Uncle Paul?"

"I have no sister Elizabeth," he answered unbendingly.

Worth folded her hands on the gatepost and met his frowning gaze

unshrinkingly. "Oh, yes, you have," she said calmly. "You can't do

away with natural ties by simply ignoring them, Uncle Paul. They go on

existing. I never knew until this morning that you were at enmity with

my mother. She never told me. But she has talked a great deal of you

to me. She has told me often how much you and she loved each other and

how good you always were to her. She sent her love to you."

"Years ago I had a sister Elizabeth," said Paul Ingelow harshly. "I

loved her very tenderly, but she married against my will a shiftless

scamp who--"

Worth lifted her hand slightly. "He was my father, Uncle Paul, and he

was always kind to me; whatever his faults may have been I cannot

listen to a word against him."

"You shouldn't have come here, then," he said, but he said it less

harshly. There was even a certain reluctant approval of this composed,

independent niece in his eyes. "Didn't they tell you at the Grange

that I didn't want to see you?"

"Yes, they told me this morning, but _I_ wanted to see you, so I came.

Why cannot we be friends, Uncle Paul, not because we are uncle and

niece, but simply because you are you and I am I? Let us leave my

father and mother out of the question and start fair on our own

account."

For a moment Uncle Paul looked at her. She met his gaze frankly and

firmly, with a merry smile lurking in her eyes. Then he threw back his

head and laughed a hearty laugh that was good to hear. "Very well," he

said. "It is a bargain."

He put his hand over the gate and shook hers. Then he opened the gate

and invited her into the house. Worth stayed to tea, and Uncle Paul

showed her all over Greenwood.

"You are to come here as often as you like," he told her. "When a

young lady and I make a compact of friendship I am going to live up to

it. But you are not to talk to me about your mother. Remember, we are

friends because I am I and you are you, and there is no question of

anybody else."

The Grange Ingelows were amazed to see Paul bringing Worth home in his

buggy that evening. When Worth had gone into the house Charlotte told

him that she was glad to see that he had relented towards Elizabeth's

child.

"I have not," he made stern answer. "I don't know whom you mean by

Elizabeth's child. That young woman and I have taken a liking for each

other which we mean to cultivate on our own account. Don't call her

Elizabeth's child to me again."

As the days and weeks went by Worth grew dearer and dearer to the

Grange folk. The aunts often wondered to themselves how they had

existed before Worth came and, oftener yet, how they could do without

her when the time came for her to go home. Meanwhile, the odd

friendship between her and Uncle Paul deepened and grew. They read and

drove and walked together. Worth spent half her time at Greenwood.

Once Uncle Paul said to her, as if speaking half to himself,

"To think that James Sheldon could have a daughter like you!"

Up went Worth's head. Worth's grey eyes flashed. "I thought we were

not to speak of my parents?" she said. "You ought not to have been the

first to break the compact, Uncle Paul."

"I accept the rebuke and beg your pardon," he said. He liked her all

the better for those little flashes of spirit across her girlish

composure.

One day in September they were together in the garden at Greenwood.

Worth, looking lovingly and regretfully down the sun-flecked avenue of

box, said with a sigh, "Next month I must go home. How sorry I shall

be to leave the Grange and Greenwood. I have had such a delightful

summer, and I have learned to love all the old nooks and corners as

well as if I had lived here all my life."

"Stay here!" said Uncle Paul abruptly. "Stay here with me. I want you,

Worth. Let Greenwood be your home henceforth and adopt your crusty old

bachelor uncle for a father."

"Oh, Uncle Paul," cried Worth, "I don't know--I don't think--oh, you

surprise me!"

"I surprise myself, perhaps. But I mean it, Worth. I am a rich, lonely

old man and I want to keep this new interest you have brought into my

life. Stay with me. I will try to give you a very happy life, my

child, and all I have shall be yours."

Seeing her troubled face, he added, "There, I don't ask you to decide

right here. I suppose you have other claims to adjust. Take time to

think it over."

"Thank you," said Worth. She went back to the Grange as one in a

dream and shut herself up in the white southeast room to think. She

knew that she wanted to accept this unexpected offer of Uncle Paul's.

Worth's loyal tongue had never betrayed, even to the loving aunts, any

discontent in the prairie farm life that had always been hers. But it

had been a hard life for the girl, narrow and poverty-bounded. She

longed to put forth her hand and take this other life which opened so

temptingly before her. She knew, too, that her mother, ambitious for

her child, would not be likely to interpose any objections. She had

only to go to Uncle Paul and all that she longed for would be given

her, together with the faithful, protecting fatherly love and care

that in all its strength and sweetness had never been hers.

She must decide for herself. Not even of Aunt Charlotte or Aunt Ellen

could she ask advice. She knew they would entreat her to accept, and

she needed no such incentive to her own wishes. Far on into the night

Worth sat at the white-curtained dormer window, looking at the stars

over the apple trees, and fighting her battle between inclination and

duty. It was a hard and stubbornly contested battle, but with that

square chin and those unfaltering grey eyes it could end in only one

way. Next day Worth went down to Greenwood.

"Well, what is it to be?" said Uncle Paul without preface, as he met

her in the garden.

"I cannot come, Uncle Paul," said Worth steadily. "I cannot give up my

mother."

"I don't ask you to give her up," he said gruffly. "You can write to

her and visit her. I don't want to come between parent and child."

"That isn't the point exactly, Uncle Paul. I hope you will not be

angry with me for not accepting your offer. I wanted to--you don't

know how much I wanted to--but I cannot. Mother and I are so much to

each other, Uncle Paul, more, I am sure, than even most mothers and

daughters. You have never let me speak of her, but I must tell you

this. Mother has often told me that when I came to her things were

going very hard with her and that I was heaven's own gift to comfort

and encourage her. Then, in the ten years that followed, the three

other babies that came to her all died before they were two years old.

And with each loss Mother said I grew dearer to her. Don't you see,

Uncle Paul, I'm not merely just one child to her but I'm _all_ those

children? Six years ago the twins were born, and they are dear, bright

little lads, but they are very small yet, so Mother has really nobody

but me. I know she would consent to let me stay here, because she

would think it best for me, but it wouldn't be really best for me; it

couldn't be best for a girl to do what wasn't right. I love you, Uncle

Paul, and I love Greenwood, and I want to stay so much, but I cannot.

I have thought it all over and I must go back to Mother."

Uncle Paul did not say one word. He turned his back on Worth and

walked the full length of the box alley twice. Worth watched him

wistfully. Was he very angry? Would he forgive her?

"You are an Ingelow, Worth," he said when he came back. That was all,

but Worth understood that her decision was not to cause any

estrangement between them.

A month later Worth's last day at the Grange came. She was to leave

for the West the next morning. They were all out in Grandfather

Ingelow's arcade, Uncle George and Aunt Charlotte and Aunt Ellen and

Worth, enjoying the ripe mellow sunshine of the October day, when Paul

Ingelow came up the slope. Worth went to meet him with outstretched

hands. He took them both in his and looked at her very gravely.

"I have not come to say goodbye, Worth. I will not say it. You are

coming back to me."

Worth shook her brown head sadly. "Oh, I cannot, Uncle Paul. You

know--I told you--"

"Yes, I know," he interrupted. "I have been thinking it all over every

day since. You know yourself what the Ingelow determination is. It's a

good thing in a good cause but a bad thing in a bad one. And it is no

easy thing to conquer when you've let it rule you for years as I have

done. But I have conquered it, or you have conquered it for me. Child,

here is a letter. It is to your mother--my sister Elizabeth. In it I

have asked her to forgive me, and to forget our long estrangement. I

have asked her to come back to me with you and her boys. I want you

all--all--at Greenwood and I will do the best I can for you all."

"Oh, Uncle Paul," cried Worth, her face aglow and quivering with

smiles and tears and sunshine.

"Do you think she will forgive me and come?"

"I know she will," cried Worth. "I know how she has longed for you and

home. Oh, I am so happy, Uncle Paul!"

He smiled at her and put his arm over her shoulder. Together they

walked up the golden arcade to tell the others. That night Charlotte

and Ellen cried with happiness as they talked it over in the twilight.

"How beautiful!" murmured Charlotte softly. "We shall not lose Worth

after all. Ellen, I could not have borne it to see that girl go

utterly out of our lives again."

"I always hoped and believed that Elizabeth's child would somehow

bring us all together again," said Ellen happily.

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