July 4th.--A very hot, bright, sunny day; town much thronged; booths on

the Common, selling gingerbread, sugar-plums, and confectionery, spruce

beer, lemonade. Spirits forbidden, but probably sold stealthily. On the

top of one of the booths a monkey, with a tail two or three feet long.

He is fastened by a cord, which, getting tangled with the flag over the

booth, he takes hold and tries to free it. He is the object of much

attention from the crowd, and played with by the boys, who toss up

gingerbread to him, while he nibbles and throws it down again. He

reciprocates notice, of some kind or other, with all who notice him.

There is a sort of gravity about him. A boy pulls his long tail, whereat

he gives a slight squeak, and for the future elevates it as much as

possible. Looking at the same booth by and by, I find that the poor

monkey has been obliged to betake himself to the top of one of the wooden

joists that stick up high above. There are boys, going about with

molasses candy, almost melted down in the sun. Shows: A mammoth rat; a

collection of pirates, murderers, and the like, in wax. Constables in

considerable number, parading about with their staves, sometimes

conversing with each other, producing an effect by their presence,

without having to interfere actively. One or two old salts, rather the

worse for liquor: in general the people are very temperate. At evening

the effect of things rather more picturesque; some of the booth-keepers

knocking down the temporary structures, and putting the materials in

wagons to carry away; other booths lighted up, and the lights gleaming

through rents in the sail-cloth tops. The customers are rather riotous,

calling loudly and whimsically for what they want; a young fellow and a

girl coming arm in arm; two girls approaching the booth, and getting into

conversation with the folks thereabout. Perchance a knock-down between

two half-sober fellows in the crowd: a knock-down without a heavy blow,

the receiver being scarcely able to keep his footing at any rate.

Shoutings and hallooings, laughter, oaths,--generally a good-natured

tumult; and the constables use no severity, but interfere, if at all, in

a friendly sort of way. I talk with one about the way in which the day

has passed, and he bears testimony to the orderliness of the crowd, but

suspects one booth of selling liquor, and relates one scuffle. There is

a talkative and witty seller of gingerbread holding forth to the people

from his cart, making himself quite a noted character by his readiness of

remark and humor, and disposing of all his wares. Late in the evening,

during the fire-works, people are consulting how they are to get hone,--

many having long miles to walk: a father, with wife and children, saying

it will be twelve o'clock before they reach home, the children being

already tired to death. The moon beautifully dark-bright, not giving so

white a light as sometimes. The girls all look beautiful and fairy-like

in it, not exactly distinct, nor yet dim. The different characters of

female countenances during the day,--mirthful and mischievous, slyly

humorous, stupid, looking genteel generally, but when they speak often

betraying plebeianism by the tones of their voices. Two girls are very

tired, one a pale, thin, languid-looking creature; the other plump, rosy,

rather overburdened with her own little body. Gingerbread figures, in

the shape of Jim Crow and other popularities.

In the old burial-ground, Charter Street, a slate gravestone, carved

round the borders, to the memory of "Colonel John Hathorne, Esq.," who

died in 1717. This was the witch-judge. The stone is sunk deep into the

earth, and leans forward, and the grass grows very long around it; and,

on account of the moss, it was rather difficult to make out the date.

Other Hathornes lie buried in a range with him on either side. In a

corner of the burial-ground, close under Dr. P-----'s garden fence, are

the most ancient stones remaining in the graveyard; moss-grown, deeply

sunken. One to "Dr. John Swinnerton, Physician," in 1688; another to his

wife. There, too, is the grave of Nathaniel Mather, the younger brother

of Cotton, and mentioned in the Magnalia as a hard student, and of great

promise. "An aged man at nineteen years," saith the gravestone. It

affected me deeply, when I had cleared away the grass from the

half-buried stone, and read the name. An apple-tree or two hang over

these old graves, and throw down the blighted fruit on Nathaniel Mather's

grave,--he blighted too. It gives strange ideas, to think how convenient

to Dr. P------'s family this burial-ground is,--the monuments standing

almost within arm's reach of the side windows of the parlor,--and there

being a little gate from the back yard through which we step forth upon

those old graves aforesaid. And the tomb of the P. family is right in

front, and close to the gate. It is now filled, the last being the

refugee Tory, Colonel P------ and his wife. M. P------ has trained

flowers over this tomb, on account of her friendly relations with Colonel

P------.

It is not, I think, the most ancient families that have tombs,--their

ancestry for two or three generations having been reposited in the earth

before such a luxury as a tomb was thought of. Men who founded families,

and grew rich, a century or so ago, were probably the first.

There is a tomb of the Lyndes, with a slab of slate affixed to the brick

masonry on one side, and carved with a coat of arms.

July 10th.--A fishing excursion, last Saturday afternoon, eight or ten

miles out in the harbor. A fine wind out, which died away towards

evening, and finally became quite calm. We cooked our fish on a rock

named "Satan," about forty feet long and twenty broad, irregular in its

shape, and of uneven surface, with pools of water here and there, left by

the tide,--dark brown rock, or whitish; there was the excrement of

sea-fowl scattered on it, and a few feathers. The water was deep around

the rock, and swelling up and downward, waving the sea-weed. We built

two fires, which, as the dusk deepened, cast a red gleam over the rock

and the waves, and made the sea, on the side away from the sunset, look

dismal; but by and by up came the moon, red as a house afire, and, as it

rose, it grew silvery bright, and threw a line of silver across the calm

sea. Beneath the moon and the horizon, the commencement of its track of

brightness, there was a cone of blackness, or of very black blue. It was

after nine before we finished our supper, which we ate by firelight and

moonshine, and then went aboard our decked boat again,--no safe

achievement in our ticklish little dory. To those remaining in the boat,

we had looked very picturesque around our fires, and on the rock above

them,--our statures being apparently increased to the size of the sons of

Anak. The tide, now coming up, gradually dashed over the fires we had

left, and so the rock again became a desert. The wind had now entirely

died away, leaving the sea smooth as glass, except a quiet swell, and we

could only float along, as the tide bore us, almost imperceptibly. It

was as beautiful a night as ever shone,--calm, warm, bright, the moon

being at full. On one side of us was Marblehead lighthouse, on the

other, Baker's Island; and both, by the influence of the moonlight, had a

silvery hue, unlike their ruddy beacon tinge in dark nights. They threw

long reflections across the sea, like the moon. There we floated slowly

with the tide till about midnight, and then, the tide turning, we

fastened our vessel to a pole, which marked a rock, so as to prevent

being carried back by the reflux. Some of the passengers turned in

below; some stretched themselves on deck; some walked about, smoking

cigars. I kept the deck all night. Once there was a little cat's-paw of

a breeze, whereupon we untied ourselves from the pole; but it almost

immediately died away, and we were compelled to make fast again. At

about two o'clock, up rose the morning star, a round, red, fiery ball,

very comparable to the moon at its rising, and, getting upward, it shone

marvellously bright, and threw its long reflection into the sea, like the

moon and the two lighthouses. It was Venus, and the brightest star I

ever beheld; it was in the northeast. The moon made but a very small

circuit in the sky, though it shone all night. The aurora borealis shot

upwards to the zenith, and between two and three o'clock the first streak

of dawn appeared, stretching far along the edge of the eastern horizon,--

a faint streak of light; then it gradually broadened and deepened, and

became a rich saffron tint, with violet above, and then an ethereal and

transparent blue. The saffron became intermixed with splendor, kindling

and kindling, Baker's Island lights being in the centre of the

brightness, so that they were extinguished by it, or at least grew

invisible. On the other side of the boat, the Marblehead lighthouse

still threw out its silvery gleam, and the moon shone brightly too; and

its light looked very singularly, mingling with the growing daylight. It

was not like the moonshine, brightening as the evening twilight deepens;

for now it threw its radiance over the landscape, the green and other

tints of which were displayed by the daylight, whereas at-evening all

those tints are obscured. It looked like a milder sunshine,--a dreamy

sunshine,--the sunshine of a world not quite so real and material as

this. All night we had heard the Marblehead clocks telling the hour.

Anon, up came the sun, without any bustle, but quietly, his antecedent

splendors having gilded the sea for some time before. It had been cold

towards morning, but now grew warm, and gradually burning hot in the sun.

A breeze sprang up, but our first use of it was to get aground on Coney

Island about five o'clock, where we lay till nine or thereabout, and then

floated slowly up to the wharf. The roar of distant surf, the rolling of

porpoises, the passing of shoals of fish, a steamboat smoking along at a

distance, were the scene on my watch. I fished during the night, and,

feeling something on the line, I drew up with great eagerness and vigor.

It was two of those broad-leaved sea-weeds, with stems like snakes, both

rooted on a stone,--all which came up together. Often these sea-weeds

root themselves on muscles. In the morning, our pilot killed a flounder

with the boat-hook, the poor fish thinking himself secure on the bottom.

Ladurlad, in the Curse of Kehama, on visiting a certain celestial region,

the fire in his heart and brain died away for a season, but was rekindled

again on returning to earth. So may it be with me in my projected three

months' seclusion from old associations.

Punishment of a miser,--to pay the drafts of his heir in his tomb.

July 13th.--A show of wax-figures, consisting almost wholly of murderers

and their victims,--Gibbs and Hansley, the pirates, and the Dutch girl

whom Gibbs murdered. Gibbs and Hansley were admirably done, as natural

as life; and many people who had known Gibbs would not, according to the

showman, be convinced that this wax-figure was not his skin stuffed. The

two pirates were represented with halters round their necks, just ready

to be turned off; and the sheriff stood behind them, with his watch,

waiting for the moment. The clothes, halter, and Gibbs's hair were

authentic. E. K. Avery and Cornell,--the former a figure in black,

leaning on the back of a chair, in the attitude of a clergyman about to

pray; an ugly devil, said to be a good likeness. Ellen Jewett and R. P.

Robinson, she dressed richly, in extreme fashion, and very pretty; he

awkward and stiff, it being difficult to stuff a figure to look like a

gentleman. The showman seemed very proud of Ellen Jewett, and spoke of

her somewhat as if this wax-figure were a real creation. Strong and Mrs.

Whipple, who together murdered the husband of the latter. Lastly the

Siamese twins. The showman is careful to call his exhibition the

"Statuary." He walks to and fro before the figures, talking of the

history of the persons, the moral lessons to be drawn therefrom, and

especially of the excellence of the wax-work. He has for sale printed

histories of the personages. He is a friendly, easy-mannered sort of a

half-genteel character, whose talk has been moulded by the persons who

most frequent such a show; an air of superiority of information, a moral

instructor, with a great deal of real knowledge of the world. He invites

his departing guests to call again and bring their friends, desiring to

know whether they are pleased; telling that he had a thousand people on

the 4th of July, and that they were all perfectly satisfied. He talks

with the female visitors, remarking on Ellen Jewett's person and dress to

them, he having "spared no expense in dressing her; and all the ladies

say that a dress never set better, and he thinks he never knew a

handsomer female." He goes to and fro, snuffing the candles, and now and

then holding one to the face of a favorite figure. Ever and anon,

hearing steps upon the staircase, he goes to admit a new visitor. The

visitors,--a half-bumpkin, half country-squire-like man, who has

something of a knowing air, and yet looks and listens with a good deal of

simplicity and faith, smiling between whiles; a mechanic of the town;

several decent-looking girls and women, who eye Ellen herself with more

interest than the other figures,--women having much curiosity about such

ladies; a gentlemanly sort of person, who looks somewhat ashamed of

himself for being there, and glances at me knowingly, as if to intimate

that he was conscious of being out of place; a boy or two, and myself,

who examine wax faces and faces of flesh with equal interest. A

political or other satire might be made by describing a show of

wax-figures of the prominent public men; and, by the remarks of the

showman and the spectators, their characters and public standing might be

expressed. And the incident of Judge Tyler as related by E---- might be

introduced.

A series of strange, mysterious, dreadful events to occur, wholly

destructive of a person's happiness. He to impute them to various

persons and causes, but ultimately finds that he is himself the sole

agent. Moral, that our welfare depends on ourselves.

The strange incident in the court of Charles IX. of France: he and five

other maskers being attired in coats of linen covered with pitch and

bestuck with flax to represent hairy savages. They entered the hall

dancing, the five being fastened together, and the king in front. By

accident the five were set on fire with a torch. Two were burned to

death on the spot, two afterwards died; one fled to the buttery, and

jumped into a vessel of water. It might be represented as the fate of a

squad of dissolute men.

A perception, for a moment, of one's eventual and moral self, as if it

were another person,--the observant faculty being separated, and looking

intently at the qualities of the character. There is a surprise when

this happens,--this getting out of one's self,--and then the observer

sees how queer a fellow he is.

July 27th.--Left home [Salem] on the 23d instant. To Boston by stage,

and took the afternoon cars for Worcester. A little boy returning from

the city, several miles, with a basket of empty custard-cups, the

contents of which he had probably sold at the depot. Stopped at the

Temperance House. An old gentleman, Mr. Phillips of Boston, got into

conversation with one, and inquired very freely as to my character,

tastes, habits, and circumstances,--a freedom sanctioned by his age, his

kindly and beneficent spirit, and the wisdom of his advice. It is

strange how little impertinence depends on what is actually said, but

rather on the manner and motives of saying it. "I want to do you good,"

said he with warmth, after becoming, apparently, moved by my

communications. "Well, sir," replied I, "I wish you could, for both our

sakes; for I have no doubt it will be a great satisfaction to you." He

asked the most direct questions of another young man; for instance, "Are

you married?" having before ascertained that point with regard to myself.

He told me by all means to act, in whatever way; observing that he

himself would have no objection to be a servant, if no other mode of

action presented itself.

The landlord of the tavern, a decent, active, grave, attentive personage,

giving me several cards of his house to distribute on my departure. A

judge, a stout, hearty country squire, looking elderly; a hale and rugged

man, in a black coat, and thin, light pantaloons.

Started for Northampton at half past nine in the morning. A respectable

sort of man and his son on their way to Niagara,--grocers, I believe, and

calculating how to perform the tour, subtracting as few days as possible

from the shop. Somewhat inexperienced travellers, and comparing

everything advantageously or otherwise with Boston customs; and

considering themselves a long way from home, while yet short of a hundred

miles from it. Two ladies, rather good-looking. I rode outside nearly

all day, and was very sociable with the driver and another outside

passenger. Towards night, took up an essence-vendor for a short

distance. He was returning home, after having been out on a tour two or

three weeks; and nearly exhausted his stock. He was not exclusively an

essence-pedler, having a large tin box, which had been filled with dry

goods, combs, jewelry, etc., now mostly sold out. His essences were of

anise-seed, cloves, red-cedar, wormwood, together with opodeldoc, and an

oil for the hair. These matters are concocted at Ashfield, and the

pedlers are sent about with vast quantities. Cologne-water is among the

essences manufactured, though the bottles have foreign labels on them.

The pedler was good-natured and communicative, and spoke very frankly

about his trade, which he seemed to like better than farming, though his

experience of it is yet brief. He spoke of the trials of temper to which

pedlers are subjected, but said that it was necessary to be forbearing,

because the same road must be travelled again and again. The pedlers

find satisfaction for all contumelies in making good bargains out of

their customers. This man was a pedler in quite a small way, making but

a narrow circuit, and carrying no more than an open basket full of

essences; but some go out with wagon-loads. He himself contemplated a

trip westward, in which case he would send on quantities of his wares

ahead to different stations. He seemed to enjoy the intercourse and

seeing of the world. He pointed out a rough place in the road, where his

stock of essences had formerly been broken by a jolt of the stage. What

a waste of sweet smells on the desert air! The essence-labels stated the

efficacy of the stuffs for various complaints of children and grown

people. The driver was an acquaintance of the pedler, and so gave him

his drive for nothing, though the pedler pretended to wish to force some

silver into his hand; and afterwards he got down to water the horses,

while the driver was busied with other matters. This driver was a

little, dark ragamuffin, apparently of irascible temper, speaking with

great disapprobation of his way-bill not being timed accurately, but so

as to make it appear as if he were longer upon the road than he was. As

he spoke, the blood darkened in his cheek, and his eye looked ominous and

angry, as if he were enraged with the person to whom he was speaking; yet

he had not real grit, for he had never said a word of his grievances to

those concerned. "I mean to tell them of it by and by. I won't bear it

more than three or four times more," said he.

Left Northampton the next morning, between one and two o'clock. Three

other passengers, whose faces were not visible for some hours; so we went

on through unknown space, saying nothing, glancing forth sometimes to see

the gleam of the lanterns on wayside objects.

How very desolate looks a forest when seen in this way,--as if, should

you venture one step within its wild, tangled, many-stemmed, and

dark-shadowed verge, you would inevitably be lost forever. Sometimes we

passed a house, or rumbled through a village, stopping perhaps to arouse

some drowsy postmaster, who appeared at the door in shirt and pantaloons,

yawning, received the mail, returned it again, and was yawning when last

seen. A few words exchanged among the passengers, as they roused

themselves from their half-slumbers, or dreamy, slumber-like abstraction.

Meantime dawn broke, our faces became partially visible, the morning air

grew colder, and finally cloudy day came on. We found ourselves driving

through quite a romantic country, with hills or mountains on all sides, a

stream on one side, bordered by a high, precipitous bank, up which would

have grown pines, only that, losing their footholds, many of them had

slipped downward. The road was not the safest in the world; for often

the carriage approached within two or three feet of a precipice; but the

driver, a merry fellow, lolled on his box, with his feet protruding

horizontally, and rattled on at the rate of ten miles an hour. Breakfast

between four and five,--newly caught trout, salmon, ham, boiled eggs, and

other niceties,--truly excellent. A bunch of pickerel, intended for a

tavern-keeper farther on, was carried by the stage-driver. The drivers

carry a "time-watch" enclosed in a small wooden case, with a lock, so

that it may be known in what time they perform their stages. They are

allowed so many hours and minutes to do their work, and their desire to

go as fast as possible, combined with that of keeping their horses in

good order, produces about a right medium.

One of the passengers was a young man who had been in Pennsylvania,

keeping a school,--a genteel enough young man, but not a gentleman. He

took neither supper nor breakfast, excusing himself from one as being

weary with riding all day, and from the other because it was so early.

He attacked me for a subscription for "building up a destitute church,"

of which he had taken an agency, and had collected two or three hundred

dollars, but wanted as many thousands. Betimes in the morning, on the

descent of a mountain, we arrived at a house where dwelt the married

sister of the young man, whom he was going to visit.

He alighted, saw his trunk taken off, and then, having perceived his

sister at the door, and turning to bid us farewell, there was a broad

smile, even a laugh of pleasure, which did him more credit with me than

anything else; for hitherto there had been a disagreeable scornful twist

upon his face, perhaps, however, merely superficial. I saw, as the stage

drove off, his comely sister approaching with a lighted-up face to greet

him, and one passenger on the front seat beheld them meet. "Is it an

affectionate greeting?" inquired I. "Yes," said he, "I should like to

share it"; whereby I concluded that there was a kiss exchanged.

The highest point of our journey was at Windsor, where we could see

leagues around over the mountain, a terribly bare, bleak spot, fit for

nothing but sheep, and without shelter of woods. We rattled downward

into a warmer region, beholding as we went the sun shining on portions of

the landscape, miles ahead of us, while we were yet in chillness and

gloom. It is probable that during a part of the stage the mists around

us looked like sky clouds to those in the lower regions. Think of

driving a stage-coach through the clouds! Seasonably in the forenoon we

arrived at Pittsfield.

Pittsfield is a large village, quite shut in by mountain walls, generally

extending like a rampart on all sides of it, but with insulated great

hills rising here and there in the outline. The area of the town is

level; its houses are handsome, mostly wooden and white; but some are of

brick, painted deep red, the bricks being not of a healthy, natural

color. There are handsome churches, Gothic and others, and a court-house

and an academy; the court-house having a marble front. There is a small

wall in the centre of the town, and in the centre of the Mall rises an

elm of the loftiest and straightest stem that ever I beheld, without a

branch or leaf upon it till it has soared seventy or perhaps a hundred

feet into the air. The top branches unfortunately have been shattered

somehow or other, so that it does not cast a broad shade; probably they

were broken by their own ponderous foliage. The central square of

Pittsfield presents all the bustle of a thriving village,--the farmers of

the vicinity in light wagons, sulkies, or on horseback; stages at the

door of the Berkshire Hotel, under the stoop of which sit or lounge the

guests, stage-people, and idlers, observing or assisting in the arrivals

and departures. Huge trunks and bandboxes unladed and laded. The

courtesy shown to ladies in aiding them to alight, in a shower, under

umbrellas. The dull looks of passengers, who have driven all night,

scarcely brightened by the excitement of arriving at a new place. The

stage agent demanding the names of those who are going on,--some to

Lebanon Springs, some to Albany. The toddy-stick is still busy at these

Berkshire public-houses. At dinner soup preliminary, in city style.

Guests: the court people; Briggs, member of Congress, attending a trial

here; horse-dealers, country squires, store-keepers in the village, etc.

My room, a narrow crib overlooking a back court-yard, where a young man

and a lad were drawing water for the maid-servants,--their jokes,

especially those of the lad, of whose wit the elder fellow, being a

blockhead himself, was in great admiration, and declared to another that

he knew as much as them both. Yet he was not very witty. Once in a

while the maid-servants would come to the door, and hear and respond to

their jokes, with a kind of restraint, yet both permitting and enjoying

them.

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