CHAPTER XV.

A BONE OF CONTENTION.

Poor Janetta, plodding away at her music lessons and doing the household

work of her family, never guessed that she was about to become a bone of

contention. But such she was fated to be, and that between persons no

less distinguished than Lady Caroline Adair and Sir Philip Ashley--not

to speak of Sir Philip and Margaret!

Two days after Janetta's unexpected meeting with Sir Philip, that

gentleman betook himself to Helmsley Court in a somewhat warm and

indignant mood. He had seen a good deal of Margaret during the autumn

months. They had been members of the same house-party in more than one

great Scottish mansion: they had boated together, fished together,

driven and ridden and walked together, until more than one of Lady

Caroline's acquaintances had asked, with a covert smile, "how soon she

might be allowed to congratulate".... The sentence was never quite

finished, and Lady Caroline never made any very direct reply. Margaret

was too young to think of these things, she said. But other people were

very ready to think of them for her.

The acquaintance had therefore progressed a long way since the day of

Margaret's return from school. And yet it had not gone quite so far as

onlookers surmised, or as Lady Caroline wished. Sir Philip was most

friendly, most attentive, but he was also somewhat absurdly unconscious

of remark. His character had a simplicity which occasionally set people

wondering. He was perfectly frank and manly: he spoke without

_arrière-pensée_, he meant what he said, and was ready to believe that

other people meant it too. He had a pleasant and courteous manner in

society, and liked to be on friendly terms with every one he met; but at

the same time he was not at all like the ordinary society man, and had

not the slightest idea that he differed from any such person--as indeed

he did. He had very high aims and ideals, and he took it for granted,

with a really charming simplicity, that other people had similar aims

and similar (if not higher) ideals. Consequently he now and then ran his

head against a wall, and was laughed at by commonplace persons; but

those who knew him well loved him all the better for his impracticable

schemes and expectations.

But to Margaret he seemed rather like a firebrand. He took interest in

things of which she had never heard, or which she regarded with a little

delicate disdain. A steam-laundry in Beaminster, for example--what had a

man like Sir Philip Ashley to do with a steam-laundry? And yet he was

establishing one in the old city, and actually assuring people that it

would "pay." He had been exerting himself about the drainage of the

place and the dwellings of the poor. Margaret was sorry in a vague way

for the poor, and supposed that drainage had to be "seen to" from time

to time, but she did not want to hear anything about it. She liked the

pretty little cottages in the village of Helmsley, and she did not mind

begging for a holiday for the school children (who adored her) now and

then; and she had heard with pleasure of Lady Ashley's pattern

alm-houses and dainty orphanage, where the old women wore red cloaks,

and the children were exceedingly picturesque; but as a necessary

consequence of her life-training, she did not want to know anything

about disease or misery or sin. And Sir Philip could not entirely keep

these subjects out of his conversation, although he tried to be very

careful not to bring a look that he knew well--a look of shocked

repulsion and dislike--to Margaret's tranquil face.

She welcomed him with her usual sweetness that afternoon. He thought

that she looked lovelier than ever. The day was cold, and she wore a

dark-green dress with a good deal of gold embroidery about it, which

suited her perfectly. Lady Caroline, too, was graciousness itself. She

received him in her own little sitting-room--a gem of a room into which

only her intimate friends were admitted, and made him welcome with all

the charm of manner for which she was distinguished. And to add to her

virtues, she presently found that she had letters to write, and retired

into an adjoining library, leaving the door open between the two rooms,

so that Margaret might still be considered as under her chaperonage,

although conversation could be conducted without any fear of her

overhearing what was said. Lady Caroline knew so exactly what to do and

what to leave undone!

As soon as she was gone, Sir Philip put down his tea-cup and turned with

an eager movement to Margaret.

"I have been wanting to speak to you," he said. "I have something

special--something important to say."

"Yes?" said Margaret, sweetly. She flushed a little and looked down. She

was not quite ignorant of what every one was expecting Sir Philip Ashley

to say.

"Can you listen to me for a minute or two?" he said, with the

gentle eagerness of manner, the restrained ardor which he was

capable--unfortunately for him--of putting into his most trivial

requests. "You are sure you will not be impatient?"

Margaret smiled. Should she accept him? she was thinking. After all, he

was very nice, in spite of his little eccentricities. And really--with

his fine features, his tall stature, his dark eyes, and coal-black hair

and beard--he was an exceedingly handsome man.

"I want you to help me," said Sir Philip, in almost a coaxing tone. "I

want you to carry out a design that I have formed. Nobody can do it but

you. Will you help me?"

"If I can," said Margaret, shyly.

"You are always good and kind," said Sir Philip, warmly. "Margaret--may

I call you Margaret? I have known you so long."

This seemed a little irregular, from Miss Adair's point of view.

"I don't know whether mamma----" she began, and stopped.

"Whether she would like it? I don't think she would mind: she suggested

it the other day, in fact. She always calls me 'Philip,' you know:

perhaps you would do the same?"

Again Margaret smiled; but there was a touch of inquiry in her eyes as

she glanced at him. She did not know very much about proposals of

marriage, but she fancied that Sir Philip's manner of making one was

peculiar. And she had had it impressed upon her so often that he was

about to make one that it could hardly be considered strange if his

manner somewhat bewildered her.

"I want to speak to you," said the young man, lowering his earnest voice

a little, "about your friend, Miss Colwyn."

Now, why did the girl flush scarlet? Why did her hand tremble a little

as she put down her cup? Philip lost the thread of the conversation for

a minute or two, and simply looked at her. Then Margaret quietly took

down a screen from the mantel-piece and began to fan herself. "It is

rather hot here, don't you think?" she said, serenely. "The fire makes

one feel quite uncomfortable."

"It _is_ a large one," said Sir Philip, with conviction. "Shall I take

any of the coal off for you? No? Well, as I was saying, I wished to

speak to you about your friend, Miss Colwyn."

"She has lost her father lately, poor thing," said Margaret,

conversationally. "She has been very unhappy."

"Yes, and for more reasons than one. You have not seen her, I conclude,

since his death?"

"No, he died in August or September, did he not? It is close upon

December now--what a long time we have been away! Poor Janetta!--how

glad she will be to see me!"

"I am sure she will. But it would be just as well for you to hear

beforehand that her father's death has brought great distress upon the

family. I have had some talk with friends of his, and I find that he

left very little money behind."

"How sad for them! But--they have not removed?--they are still at their

old house: I thought everything was going on as usual," said Margaret,

in a slightly puzzled tone.

"The house belongs to them, so they might as well live in it. Two or

three of the family have got situations of some kind--one child is in a

charitable institution, I believe."

"Oh, how dreadful! Like Lady Ashley's Orphanage?" said Margaret,

shrinking a little.

"No, no; nothing of that kind--an educational establishment, to which he

has got a nomination. But the mother and the two or three children are

still at home, and I believe that their income is not more than a

hundred a year."

Sir Philip was considerably above the mark. But the mention of even a

hundred a year, though not a large income, produced little impression

upon Margaret.

"That is not very much, is it?" she said, gently.

"Much! I should think not," said Sir Philip, driven almost to

discourtesy by the difficulty of making her understand. "Four or five

people to live upon it and keep up a position! It is semi-starvation and

misery."

"But, Sir Philip, does not Janetta give lessons? I should have thought

she could make a perfect fortune by her music alone. Hasn't she tried to

get something to do?"

"Yes, indeed, poor girl, she has. My mother has been making inquiries,

and she finds that Miss Colwyn has advertised and done everything she

could think of--with very little result. I myself met her three or four

days ago, coming away from Miss Morrison's, with tears in her eyes. She

had failed to get the post of music-teacher there."

"But why had she failed? She can sing and play beautifully!"

"Ah, I wanted you to ask me that! She failed--because Miss Morrison was

a friend of Miss Polehampton's, and she had heard some garbled and

distorted account of Miss Colwyn's dismissal from that school."

Sir Philip did not look at her as he spoke: he fancied that she would be

at once struck with horror and even with shame, and he preferred to

avert his eyes during the moment's silence that followed upon his

account of Janetta's failure to get work. But, when Margaret spoke, a

very slight tone of vexation was the only discoverable trace of any such

emotion.

"Why did not Janetta explain?"

Sir Philip's lips moved, but he said nothing.

"That affair cannot be the reason why she has obtained so little work,

of course?"

"I am afraid that to some extent it is."

"Janetta could so easily have explained it!"

"May I ask how she could explain it? Write a letter to the local paper,

or pay a series of calls to declare that she had not been to blame? Do

you think that any one would have believed her? Besides--you call her

your friend: could she exculpate herself without blaming you; and do you

think that she would do that?"

"Without blaming _me_?" repeated Margaret. She rose to her full height,

letting the fan fall between her hands, and stood silently confronting

him. "But," she said, slowly--"I--I was not to blame."

Sir Philip bowed.

"You think that I was to blame?"

"I think that you acted on impulse, without much consideration for Miss

Colwyn's future. I think that you have done her an injury--which I am

sure you will be only too willing to repair."

He began rather sternly, he ended almost tenderly--moved as he could not

fail to be by the soft reproach of Margaret's eyes.

"I cannot see that I have done her any injury at all; and I really do

not know how I can repair it," said the girl, with a cold stateliness

which ought to have warned Sir Philip that he was in danger of

offending. But Philip was rash and warm-hearted, and he had taken up

Janetta's cause.

"Your best way of repairing it," he said, earnestly, "would be to call

on Miss Morrison yourself and explain the matter to her, as Miss Colwyn

cannot possibly do--unless she is a very different person from the one I

take her for. And if that did not avail, go to Miss Polehampton and

persuade her to write a letter----"

He stopped somewhat abruptly. The look of profound astonishment on

Margaret's face recalled him to a sense of limitations. "Margaret!" he

said, pleadingly, "won't you be generous? You can afford to do this

thing for your friend!"

"Go to Miss Morrison and explain! _Persuade_ Miss Polehampton!--after

the way she treated us! But really it is too ridiculous, Sir Philip. You

do not know my friend, Miss Colwyn. She would be the last person to wish

me to humiliate myself to Miss Polehampton!"

"I do not see that what she wishes has much to do with it," said Sir

Philip, very stiffly. "Miss Colwyn is suffering under an injustice. I

ask you to repair that injustice. I really do not see how you can

refuse."

Margaret looked as if she were about to make some mutinous reply; then

she compressed her lips and lowered her eyes for a few seconds.

"I will ask mamma what she thinks," she said at last, in her usual even

tones.

"Why should you ask her?" said Sir Philip, impetuously. "What

consultation is needed, when I simply beg you to be your own true

self--that noble, generous self that I am sure you are! Margaret, don't

disappoint me!"

"I didn't know," said the girl, with proud deliberateness, "that you had

any special interest in the matter, Sir Philip."

"I have this interest--that I love you with all my heart, Margaret, and

hope that you will let me call you my wife one day. It is this love,

this hope, which makes me long to think of you as perfect--always noble

and self-sacrificing and just! Margaret, you will not forbid me to

hope?"

He had chosen a bad time for his declaration of love. He saw this, and

his accent grew more and more supplicating, for he perceived that the

look of repulsion, which he knew and hated, was already stealing into

Margaret's lovely eyes. She stood as if turned into stone, and did not

answer a word. And it was on this scene that Lady Caroline broke at that

moment--a scene which, at first sight, gave the mother keen pleasure,

for it had all the orthodox appearance of love-making: the girl, silent,

downcast, embarrassed; the man passionate and earnest, with head bent

towards her fair face, and hands outstretched in entreaty.

But poor Lady Caroline was soon to be undeceived, and her castle in the

air to come tumbling down about her ears.

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