CHAPTER XI

It was night. Half undressed, Irene was sitting on the edge of her bed

stitching away at an unfinished garment of pale pink silk. Her head was

bent over her work and her thick hair hung perpendicularly down on

either side, making an angle with her tilted face. The light clung

richly to her bare arms and shoulders, was reflected by the curved and

glossy surfaces of her tight-drawn stockings. Her face was extremely

grave; the tip of her tongue appeared between her teeth. It was a

difficult job.

Round her, on the walls of the enormous room which had once been the

bedchamber of the Cardinal Alderano Malaspina, fluttered an army of

gesticulating shapes. Over the door sat God the Father, dressed in a

blue crêpe de Chine tunic and enveloped in a mantle of red velvet, which

fluttered in the divine afflatus as though it had been so much bunting.

His right hand was extended; and in obedience to the gesture a squadron

of angels went flying down one of the side walls towards the window. At

a _prie-Dieu_ in the far corner knelt Cardinal Malaspina, middle-aged,

stout, with a _barbiche_ and moustache, and looking altogether, Irene

thought, like the current British idea of a French chef. The Archangel

Michael, at the head of his troop of Principalities and Powers, was

hovering in the air above him, and with an expression on his face of

mingled condescension and respect—condescension, inasmuch as he was the

plenipotentiary of the _Padre Eterno_, and respect, in view of the fact

that His Eminence was a brother of the Prince of Massa Carrara—was

poising above the prelate’s head the red symbolic hat that was to make

him a Prince of the Church. On the opposite wall the Cardinal was

represented doing battle with the powers of darkness. Dressed in scarlet

robes he stood undaunted on the brink of the bottomless pit. Behind him

was a carefully painted view of the Malaspina palace, with a group of

retainers and handsome coaches in the middle distance and, immediately

behind their Uncle, whom they gallantly supported by their prayers, the

Cardinal’s nephews. From the pit came up legions of hideous devils who

filled the air with the flapping of their wings. But the Cardinal was

more than a match for them. Raising a crucifix above his head, he

conjured them to return to the flames. And the foiled devils, gnashing

their teeth and trembling with terror, were hurled back towards the pit.

Head foremost, tail foremost, in every possible position they came

hurtling down towards the floor. When she lay in bed, Irene could see

half a dozen devils diving down at her; and when she woke up in the

morning, a pair of plunging legs waved frantically within a foot of her

opening eyes. In the wall space over the windows the Cardinal’s cultured

leisures were allegorically celebrated. Nine Muses and three Graces,

attended by a troop of Hours, reclined or stood, or danced in studied

postures; while the Cardinal himself, enthroned in the midst, listened

to their conversation and proffered his own opinions without appearing

to notice the fact that all the ladies were stark naked. No one but the

most polished and accomplished man of the world could have behaved in

the circumstances with such perfect _savoir-vivre_.

In the midst of the Cardinal’s apotheosis and entirely oblivious of it,

Irene stitched away at her pink chemise. Undressing, just now, she had

caught sight of it lying here in her work-basket; she hadn’t been able

to resist the temptation of adding a touch or two there and then. It was

going to be one of her masterpieces when it was done. She held it out in

her two hands, at arm’s length, and looked at it, lovingly and

critically. It was simply too lovely.

Ever since Chelifer’s arrival she had been able to do a lot of work on

her underclothes. Mrs. Aldwinkle, absorbed by her unhappy passion, had

completely forgotten that she had a niece who ought to be writing lyrics

and painting in water-colours. Irene was free to devote all her time to

her sewing. She did not neglect the opportunity. But every now and then

her conscience would suddenly prick her and she would ask herself

whether, after all, it was quite fair to take advantage of poor Aunt

Lilian’s mournful preoccupation to do what she did not approve of. She

would wonder if she oughtn’t, out of loyalty to Aunt Lilian, to stop

sewing and make a sketch or write a poem. Once or twice in the first

days she even acted on the advice of her conscience. But when in the

evening she brought Aunt Lilian her sketch of the temple, and the lyric

beginning “O Moon, how calmly in the midnight sky ...”—brought them with

a certain triumph, a consciousness of virtuous actions duly

performed—that distracted lady showed so little interest in these

artistic tokens of niecely duty and affection that Irene felt herself

excused henceforward from making any further effort to practise the

higher life. She went on with her stitching. Her conscience, it is true,

still troubled her at times; but she did nothing about it.

This evening she felt no conscientious qualm. The garment was so lovely

that even Aunt Lilian, she felt sure, would have approved of it. It was

a work of art—a work of art that deserved that honourable title just as

richly as “O Moon, how calmly in the midnight sky”; perhaps even more

richly.

Irene folded up the unfinished masterpiece in rose, put it away, and

went on with her undressing. To-night, she decided, as she brushed her

hair, she would tell Aunt Lilian how right she had been about Hovenden.

That ought to please her. “How grateful I am,” she would say. And she’d

tell her how much she liked him—almost, almost in _that_ way. Not quite

yet. But soon; she felt somehow that it might happen soon. And it would

be the real thing. Real and solid. Not flimsy and fizzy and imaginary,

like the episodes with Peter and Jacques and the rest of them.

She put on her dressing-gown and walked down the long corridor to Mrs.

Aldwinkle’s room. Cardinal Alderano was left alone with his devils and

the obsequious angels, his nine naked Muses and the Eternal Father.

When Irene came in, Aunt Lilian was sitting in front of her

looking-glass, rubbing skin food into her face.

“It appears,” she said, looking at herself in the glass, critically, as

Irene had looked at her masterpiece of fine sewing, “that there’s such a

wonderful electric massage machine. I forget who told me about it.”

“Was it Lady Belfry?” Irene suggested. The image of Lady Belfry’s face

floated up before her mind’s eye—smooth, pink, round, youthful looking,

but with that factitious and terribly precarious youthfulness of beauty

scientifically preserved.

“Perhaps it was,” said Mrs. Aldwinkle. “I must certainly get one of

them. Write to Harrod’s about it to-morrow, will you, darling?”

Irene began the nightly brushing of her aunt’s hair. There was a long

silence. How should she begin about Hovenden? Irene was thinking. She

must begin in some way that would show how really and genuinely serious

it all was. She must begin in such a way that Aunt Lilian would have no

possible justification for taking up a playful tone about it. At all

costs, Aunt Lilian must not be allowed to talk to her in that well-known

and dreaded vein of bludgeoning banter; on no account must she be given

an opportunity for saying: “Did she think then that her silly old auntie

didn’t notice?” or anything of that kind. But to find the completely

fun-proof formula was not so easy. Irene searched for it long and

thoughtfully. She was not destined to find it. For Aunt Lilian, who had

also been thinking, suddenly broke the silence.

“I sometimes doubt,” she said, “whether he takes any interest in women

at all. Fundamentally, unconsciously, I believe he’s a homosexualist.”

“Perhaps,” said Irene gravely. She knew her Havelock Ellis.

For the next half hour Mrs. Aldwinkle and her niece discussed the

interesting possibility.

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