Chapter 12

During the days following his return, Des Esseintes contemplated his

books and experienced, at the thought that he might have been

separated from them for a long period, a satisfaction as complete as

that which comes after a protracted absence. Under the touch of this

sentiment, these objects possessed a renewed novelty to his mind, and

he perceived in them beauties forgotten since the time he had

purchased them.

Everything there, books, bric-a-brac and furniture, had an individual

charm for him. His bed seemed the softer by comparison with the hard

bed he would have occupied in London. The silent, discreet

ministrations of his servants charmed him, exhausted as he was at the

thought of the loud loquacity of hotel attendants. The methodical

organization of his life made him feel that it was especially to be

envied since the possibility of traveling had become imminent.

He steeped himself in this bath of habitude, to which artificial

regrets insinuated a tonic quality.

But his books chiefly preoccupied him. He examined them, re-arranged

them on the shelves, anxious to learn if the hot weather and the rains

had damaged the bindings and injured the rare paper.

He began by moving all his Latin books; then he arranged in a new

order the special works of Archelaus, Albert le Grand, Lully and

Arnaud de Villanova treating of cabbala and the occult sciences;

finally he examined his modern books, one by one, and was happy to

perceive that all had remained intact.

This collection had cost him a considerable sum of money. He would not

suffer, in his library, the books he loved to resemble other similar

volumes, printed on cotton paper with the watermarks of _Auvergne_.

Formerly in Paris he had ordered made, for himself alone, certain

volumes which specially engaged mechanics printed from hand presses.

Sometimes, he applied to Perrin of Lyons, whose graceful, clear type

was suitable for archaic reprints of old books. At other times he

dispatched orders to England or to America for the execution of modern

literature and the works of the present century. Still again, he

applied to a house in Lille, which for centuries had possessed a

complete set of Gothic characters; he also would send requisitions to

the old Enschede printing house of Haarlem whose foundry still has the

stamps and dies of certain antique letters.

He had followed the same method in selecting his papers. Finally

growing weary of the snowy Chinese and the nacreous and gilded

Japanese papers, the white Whatmans, the brown Hollands, the

buff-colored Turkeys and Seychal Mills, and equally disgusted with all

mechanically manufactured sheets, he had ordered special laid paper in

the mould, from the old plants of Vire which still employ the pestles

once in use to grind hemp. To introduce a certain variety into his

collection, he had repeatedly brought from London prepared stuffs,

paper interwoven with hairs, and as a mark of his disdain for

bibliophiles, he had a Lubeck merchant prepare for him an improved

candle paper of bottle-blue tint, clear and somewhat brittle, in the

pulp of which the straw was replaced by golden spangles resembling

those which dot Danzig brandy.

Under these circumstances he had succeeded in procuring unique books,

adopting obsolete formats which he had bound by Lortic, by

Trautz-Bauzonnet or Chambolle, by the successors of Cape, in

irreproachable covers of old silk, stamped cow hide, Cape goat skin,

in full bindings with compartments and in mosaic designs, protected by

tabby or moire watered silk, ecclesiastically ornamented with clasps

and corners, and sometimes even enamelled by Gruel Engelmann with

silver oxide and clear enamels.

Thus, with the marvelous episcopal lettering used in the old house of

Le Clere, he had Baudelaire's works printed in a large format

recalling that of ancient missals, on a very light and spongy Japan

paper, soft as elder pith and imperceptibly tinted with a light rose

hue through its milky white. This edition, limited to one copy,

printed with a velvety black Chinese ink, had been covered outside and

then recovered within with a wonderful genuine sow skin, chosen among

a thousand, the color of flesh, its surface spotted where the hairs

had been and adorned with black silk stamped in cold iron in

miraculous designs by a great artist.

That day, Des Esseintes took this incomparable book from his shelves

and handled it devotedly, once more reading certain pieces which

seemed to him, in this simple but inestimable frame, more than

ordinarily penetrating.

His admiration for this writer was unqualified. According to him,

until Baudelaire's advent in literature, writers had limited

themselves to exploring the surfaces of the soul or to penetrating

into the accessible and illuminated caverns, restoring here and there

the layers of capital sins, studying their veins, their growths, and

noting, like Balzac for example, the layers of strata in the soul

possessed by the monomania of a passion, by ambition, by avarice, by

paternal stupidity, or by senile love.

What had been treated heretofore was the abundant health of virtues

and of vices, the tranquil functioning of commonplace brains, and the

practical reality of contemporary ideas, without any ideal of sickly

depravation or of any beyond. In short, the discoveries of those

analysts had stopped at the speculations of good or evil classified by

the Church. It was the simple investigation, the conventional

examination of a botanist minutely observing the anticipated

development of normal efflorescence abounding in the natural earth.

Baudelaire had gone farther. He had descended to the very bowels of

the inexhaustible mine, had involved his mind in abandoned and

unfamiliar levels, and come to those districts of the soul where

monstrous vegetations of thought extend their branches.

There, near those confines, the haunt of aberrations and of sickness,

of the mystic lockjaw, the warm fever of lust, and the typhoids and

vomits of crime, he had found, brooding under the gloomy clock of

Ennui, the terrifying spectre of the age of sentiments and ideas.

He had revealed the morbid psychology of the mind which has attained

the October of its sensations, recounted the symptoms of souls

summoned by grief and licensed by spleen, and shown the increasing

decay of impressions while the enthusiasms and beliefs of youth are

enfeebled and the only thing remaining is the arid memory of miseries

borne, intolerances endured and affronts suffered by intelligences

oppressed by a ridiculous destiny.

He had pursued all the phases of that lamentable autumn, studying the

human creature, quick to exasperation, ingenious in deceiving himself,

compelling his thoughts to cheat each other so as to suffer the more

keenly, and frustrating in advance all possible joy by his faculty of

analysis and observation.

Then, in this vexed sensibility of the soul, in this ferocity of

reflection that repels the restless ardor of devotions and the

well-meaning outrages of charity, he gradually saw arising the horror

of those senile passions, those ripe loves, where one person yields

while the other is still suspicious, where lassitude denies such

couples the filial caresses whose apparent youthfulness seems new, and

the maternal candors whose gentleness and comfort impart, in a sense,

the engaging remorse of a vague incest.

In magnificent pages he exposed his hybrid loves who were exasperated

by the impotence in which they were overwhelmed, the hazardous deceits

of narcotics and poisons invoked to aid in calming suffering and

conquering ennui. At an epoch when literature attributed unhappiness

of life almost exclusively to the mischances of unrequited love or to

the jealousies that attend adulterous love, he disregarded such

puerile maladies and probed into those wounds which are more fatal,

more keen and deep, which arise from satiety, disillusion and scorn in

ruined souls whom the present tortures, the past fills with loathing

and the future frightens and menaces with despair.

And the more Des Esseintes read Baudelaire, the more he felt the

ineffable charm of this writer who, in an age when verse served only

to portray the external semblance of beings and things, had succeeded

in expressing the inexpressible in a muscular and brawny language;

who, more than any other writer possessed a marvelous power to define

with a strange robustness of expression, the most fugitive and

tentative morbidities of exhausted minds and sad souls.

After Baudelaire's works, the number of French books given place in

his shelves was strictly limited. He was completely indifferent to

those works which it is fashionable to praise. "The broad laugh of

Rabelais," and "the deep comedy of Moliere," did not succeed in

diverting him, and the antipathy he felt against these farces was so

great that he did not hesitate to liken them, in the point of art, to

the capers of circus clowns.

As for old poetry, he read hardly anything except Villon, whose

melancholy ballads touched him, and, here and there, certain fragments

from d'Aubigne, which stimulated his blood with the incredible

vehemence of their apostrophes and curses.

In prose, he cared little for Voltaire and Rousseau, and was unmoved

even by Diderot, whose so greatly praised _Salons_ he found strangely

saturated with moralizing twaddle and futility; in his hatred toward

all this balderdash, he limited himself almost exclusively to the

reading of Christian eloquence, to the books of Bourdaloue and Bossuet

whose sonorously embellished periods were imposing; but, still more,

he relished suggestive ideas condensed into severe and strong phrases,

such as those created by Nicole in his reflections, and especially

Pascal, whose austere pessimism and attrition deeply touched him.

Apart from such books as these, French literature began in his library

with the nineteenth century.

This section was divided into two groups, one of which included the

ordinary, secular literature, and the other the Catholic literature, a

special but little known literature published by large publishing

houses and circulated to the four corners of the earth.

He had had the hardihood to explore such crypts as these, just as in

the secular art he had discovered, under an enormous mass of insipid

writings, a few books written by true masters.

The distinctive character of this literature was the constant

immutability of its ideas and language. Just as the Church perpetuated

the primitive form of holy objects, so she has preserved the relics of

her dogmas, piously retaining, as the frame that encloses them, the

oratorical language of the celebrated century. As one of the Church's

own writers, Ozanam, has put it, the Christian style needed only to

make use of the dialect employed by Bourdaloue and by Bossuet to the

exclusion of all else.

In spite of this statement, the Church, more indulgent, closed its

eyes to certain expressions, certain turns of style borrowed from the

secular language of the same century, and the Catholic idiom had

slightly purified itself of its heavy and massive phrases, especially

cleaning itself, in Bossuet, of its prolixity and the painful rallying

of its pronouns; but here ended the concessions, and others would

doubtless have been purposeless for the prose sufficed without this

ballast for the limited range of subjects to which the Church confined

itself.

Incapable of grappling with contemporary life, of rendering the most

simple aspects of things and persons visible and palpable, unqualified

to explain the complicated wiles of intellects indifferent to the

benefits of salvation, this language was nevertheless excellent when

it treated of abstract subjects. It proved valuable in the argument of

controversy, in the demonstration of a theory, in the obscurity of a

commentary and, more than any other style, had the necessary authority

to affirm, without any discussion, the intent of a doctrine.

Unfortunately, here as everywhere, the sanctuary had been invaded by a

numerous army of pedants who smirched by their ignorance and lack of

talent the Church's noble and austere attire. Further to profane it,

devout women had interfered, and stupid sacristans and foolish

_salons_ had acclaimed as works of genius the wretched prattle of such

women.

Among such works, Des Esseintes had had the curiosity to read those of

Madame Swetchine, the Russian, whose house in Paris was the rendezvous

of the most fervent Catholics. Her writings had filled him with

insufferably horrible boredom; they were more than merely wretched:

they were wretched in every way, resembling the echoes of a tiny

chapel where the solemn worshippers mumble their prayers, asking news

of one another in low voices, while they repeat with a deeply

mysterious air the common gossip of politics, weather forecasts and

the state of the weather.

But there was even worse: a female laureate licensed by the Institute,

Madame Augustus Craven, author of _Recit d'une soeur_, of _Eliane_ and

_Fleaurange_, puffed into reputation by the whole apostolic press.

Never, no, never, had Des Esseintes imagined that any person could

write such ridiculous nonsense. In the point of conception, these

books were so absurd, and were written in such a disgusting style,

that by these tokens they became almost remarkable and rare.

It was not at all among the works of women that Des Esseintes, whose

soul was completely jaded and whose nature was not inclined to

sentimentality, could come upon a literary retreat suited to his

taste.

Yet he strove, with a diligence that no impatience could overcome, to

enjoy the works of a certain girl of genius, the blue-stocking pucelle

of the group, but his efforts miscarried. He did not take to the

_Journal_ and the _Lettres_ in which Eugenie de Guerin celebrates,

without discretion, the amazing talent of a brother who rhymed, with

such cleverness and grace that one must go to the works of de Jouy and

Ecouchard Lebrun to find anything so novel and daring.

He had also unavailingly attempted to comprehend the delights of those

works in which one may find such things as these:

This morning I hung on papa's bed a cross which a little

girl had given him yesterday.

Or:

Mimi and I are invited by Monsieur Roquiers to attend the

consecration of a bell tomorrow. This does not displease

me at all.

Or wherein we find such important events as these:

On my neck I have hung a medal of the Holy Virgin which

Louise had brought me, as an amulet against cholera.

Or poetry of this sort:

O the lovely moonbeam which fell on the Bible I was reading!

And, finally, such fine and penetrating observations as these:

When I see a man pass before a crucifix, lift his hat and

make the sign of the Cross, I say to myself, 'There goes a

Christian.'

And she continued in this fashion, without pause, until after Maurice

de Guerin had died, after which his sister bewailed him in other

pages, written in a watery prose strewn here and there with bits of

poems whose humiliating poverty ended by moving Des Esseintes to pity.

Ah! it was hardly worth mentioning, but the Catholic party was not at

all particular in the choice of its proteges and not at all artistic.

Without exception, all these writers wrote in the pallid white prose

of pensioners of a monastery, in a flowing movement of phrase which no

astringent could counterbalance.

So Des Esseintes, horror-stricken at such insipidities, entirely

forsook this literature. But neither did he find atonement for his

disappointments among the modern masters of the clergy. These latter

were one-sided divines or impeccably correct controversialists, but

the Christian language in their orations and books had ended by

becoming impersonal and congealing into a rhetoric whose every

movement and pause was anticipated, in a sequence of periods

constructed after a single model. And, in fact, Des Esseintes

discovered that all the ecclesiastics wrote in the same manner, with a

little more or a little less abandon or emphasis, and there was seldom

any variations between the bodiless patterns traded by Dupanloup or

Landriot, La Bouillerie or Gaume, by Dom Gueranger or Ratisbonne, by

Freppel or Perraud, by Ravignan or Gratry, by Olivain or Dosithee, by

Didon or Chocarne.

Des Esseintes had often pondered upon this matter. A really authentic

talent, a supremely profound originality, a well-anchored conviction,

he thought, was needed to animate this formal style which was too

frail to support any thought that was unforseen or any thesis that was

audacious.

Yet, despite all this, there were several writers whose burning

eloquence fused and shaped this language, notably Lacordaire, who was

one of the few really great writers the Church had produced for many

years.

Immured, like his colleagues, in the narrow circle of orthodox

speculations, likewise obliged to dissipate his energies in the

exclusive consideration of those theories which had been expressed and

consecrated by the Fathers of the Church and developed by the masters

of the pulpit, he succeeded in inbuing them with novelty and in

rejuvenating, almost in modifying them, by clothing them in a more

personal and stimulating form. Here and there in his _Conferences de

Notre-Dame_, were treasures of expression, audacious usages of words,

accents of love, rapid movements, cries of joy and distracted

effusions. Then, to his position as a brilliant and gentle monk whose

ingenuity and labors had been exhausted in the impossible task of

conciliating the liberal doctrines of society with the authoritarian

dogmas of the Church, he added a temperament of fierce love and suave

diplomatic tenderness. In his letters to young men may be found the

caressing inflections of a father exhorting his sons with smiling

reprimands, the well-meaning advice and the indulgent forgiveness.

Some of these Des Esseintes found charming, confessing as they did the

monk's yearning for affection, while others were even imposing when

they sought to sustain courage and dissipate doubts by the inimitable

certainties of Faith. In fine, this sentiment of paternity, which gave

his pen a delicately feminine quality, lent to his prose a

characteristically individual accent discernible among all the

clerical literature.

After Lacordaire, ecclesiastics and monks possessing any individuality

were extremely rare. At the very most, a few pages of his pupil, the

Abbe Peyreyve, merited reading. He left sympathetic biographies of his

master, wrote a few loveable letters, composed treatises in the

sonorous language of formal discourse, and delivered panegyrics in

which the declamatory tone was too broadly stressed. Certainly the

Abbe Peyreyve had neither the emotion nor the ardor of Lacordaire. He

was too much a priest and too little a man. Yet, here and there in the

rhetoric of his sermons, flashed interesting effects of large and

solid phrasing or touches of nobility that were almost venerable.

But to find writers of prose whose works justify close study, one was

obliged to seek those who had not submitted to Ordination; to the

secular writers whom the interests of Catholicism engaged and devoted

to its cause.

With the Comte de Falloux, the episcopal style, so stupidly handled by

the prelates, recruited new strength and in a manner recovered its

masculine vigor. Under his guise of moderation, this academician

exuded gall. The discourse which he delivered to Parliament in 1848

was diffuse and abject, but his articles, first printed in the

_Correspondant_ and since collected into books, were mordant and

discerning under the exaggerated politeness of their form. Conceived

as harangues, they contained a certain strong muscular energy and were

astonishing in the intolerance of their convictions.

A dangerous polemist because of his ambuscades, a shrewd logician,

executing flanking movements and attacking unexpectedly, the Comte de

Falloux had also written striking, penetrating pages on the death of

Madame Swetchine, whose tracts he had collected and whom he revered as

a saint.

But the true temperament of the writer was betrayed in the two

brochures which appeared in 1848 and 1880, the latter entitled

_l'Unite nationale_.

Moved by a cold rage, the implacable legitimist this time fought

openly, contrary to his custom, and hurled against the infidels, in

the form of a peroration, such fulminating invectives as these:

"And you, systematic Utopians, who make an abstraction of human

nature, fomentors of atheism, fed on chimerae and hatreds,

emancipators of woman, destroyers of the family, genealogists of the

simian race, you whose name was but lately an outrage, be satisfied:

you shall have been the prophets, and your disciples will be the

high-priests of an abominable future!"

The other brochure bore the title _le Parti catholique_ and was

directed against the despotism of the _Univers_ and against Veuillot

whose name he refused to mention. Here the sinuous attacks were

resumed, venom filtered beneath each line, when the gentleman, clad in

blue answered the sharp physical blows of the fighter with scornful

sarcasms.

These contestants represented the two parties of the Church, the two

factions whose differences were resolved into virulent hatreds. De

Falloux, the more haughty and cunning, belonged to the liberal camp

which already claimed Montalembert and Cochin, Lacordaire and De

Broglie. He subscribed to the principles of the _Correspondant_, a

review which attempted to cover the imperious theories of the Church

with a varnish of tolerance. Veuillot, franker and more open, scorned

such masks, unhesitatingly admitted the tyranny of the ultramontaine

doctrines and confessed, with a certain compunction, the pitiless yoke

of the Church's dogma.

For the conduct of this verbal warfare, Veuillot had made himself

master of a special style, partly borrowed from La Bruyere and Du

Gros-Caillou. This half-solemn, half-slang style, had the force of a

tomahawk in the hands of this vehement personality. Strangely

headstrong and brave, he had overwhelmed both free thinkers and

bishops with this terrible weapon, charging at his enemies like a

bull, regardless of the party to which they belonged. Distrusted by

the Church, which would tolerate neither his contraband style nor his

fortified theories, he had nevertheless overawed everybody by his

powerful talent, incurring the attack of the entire press which he

effectively thrashed in his _Odeurs de Paris_, coping with every

assault, freeing himself with a kick of the foot of all the wretched

hack-writers who had presumed to attack him.

Unfortunately, this undisputed talent only existed in pugilism. At

peace, Veuillot was no more than a mediocre writer. His poetry and

novels were pitiful. His language was vapid, when it was not engaged

in a striking controversy. In repose, he changed, uttering banal

litanies and mumbling childish hymns.

More formal, more constrained and more serious was the beloved

apologist of the Church, Ozanam, the inquisitor of the Christian

language. Although he was very difficult to understand, Des Esseintes

never failed to be astonished by the insouciance of this writer, who

spoke confidently of God's impenetrable designs, although he felt

obliged to establish proof of the improbable assertions he advanced.

With the utmost self-confidence, he deformed events, contradicted,

with greater impudence even than the panegyrists of other parties, the

known facts of history, averred that the Church had never concealed

the esteem it had for science, called heresies impure miasmas, and

treated Buddhism and other religions with such contempt that he

apologized for even soiling his Catholic prose by onslaught on their

doctrines.

At times, religious passion breathed a certain ardor into his

oratorical language, under the ice of which seethed a violent current;

in his numerous writings on Dante, on Saint Francis, on the author of

_Stabat Mater_, on the Franciscan poets, on socialism, on commercial

law and every imaginable subject, this man pleaded for the defense of

the Vatican which he held indefectible, and judged causes and opinions

according to their harmony or discord with those that he advanced.

This manner of viewing questions from a single viewpoint was also the

method of that literary scamp, Nettement, whom some people would have

made the other's rival. The latter was less bigoted than the master,

affected less arrogance and admitted more worldly pretentions. He

repeatedly left the literary cloister in which Ozanam had imprisoned

himself, and had read secular works so as to be able to judge of them.

This province he entered gropingly, like a child in a vault, seeing

nothing but shadow around him, perceiving in this gloom only the gleam

of the candle which illumed the place a few paces before him.

In this gloom, uncertain of his bearings, he stumbled at every turn,

speaking of Murger who had "the care of a chiselled and carefully

finished style"; of Hugo who sought the noisome and unclean and to

whom he dared compare De Laprade; of Paul Delacroix who scorned the

rules; of Paul Delaroche and of the poet Reboul, whom he praised

because of their apparent faith.

Des Esseintes could not restrain a shrug of the shoulders before these

stupid opinions, covered by a borrowed prose whose already worn

texture clung or became torn at each phrase.

In a different way, the works of Poujoulat and Genoude, Montalembert,

Nicolas and Carne failed to inspire him with any definite interest.

His taste for history was not pronounced, even when treated with the

scholarly fidelity and harmonious style of the Duc de Broglie, nor was

his penchant for the social and religious questions, even when

broached by Henry Cochin, who revealed his true self in a letter where

he gave a stirring account of the taking of the veil at the

Sacre-Coeur. He had not touched these books for a long time, and the

period was already remote when he had thrown with his waste paper the

puerile lucubrations of the gloomy Pontmartin and the pitiful Feval;

and long since he had given to his servants, for a certain vulgar

usage, the short stories of Aubineau and Lasserre, in which are

recorded wretched hagiographies of miracles effected by Dupont of

Tours and by the Virgin.

In no way did Des Esseintes derive even a fugitive distraction from

his boredom from this literature. The mass of books which he had once

studied he had thrown into dim corners of his library shelves when he

left the Fathers' school. "I should have left them in Paris," he told

himself, as he turned out some books which were particularly

insufferable: those of the Abbe Lamennais and that impervious

sectarian so magisterially, so pompously dull and empty, the Comte

Joseph de Maistre.

A single volume remained on a shelf, within reach of his hand. It was

the _Homme_ of Ernest Hello. This writer was the absolute opposite of

his religious confederates. Almost isolated among the pious group

terrified by his conduct, Ernest Hello had ended by abandoning the

open road that led from earth to heaven. Probably disgusted by the

dullness of the journey and the noisy mob of those pilgrims of letters

who for centuries followed one after the other upon the same highway,

marching in each other's steps, stopping at the same places to

exchange the same commonplace remarks on religion, on the Church

Fathers, on their similar beliefs, on their common masters, he had

departed through the byways to wander in the gloomy glade of Pascal,

where he tarried long to recover his breath before continuing on his

way and going even farther in the regions of human thought than the

Jansenist, whom he derided.

Tortuous and precious, doctoral and complex, Hello, by the piercing

cunning of his analysis, recalled to Des Esseintes the sharp, probing

investigations of some of the infidel psychologists of the preceding

and present century. In him was a sort of Catholic Duranty, but more

dogmatic and penetrating, an experienced manipulation of the

magnifying glass, a sophisticated engineer of the soul, a skillful

watchmaker of the brain, delighting to examine the mechanism of a

passion and elucidate it by details of the wheel work.

In this oddly formed mind existed unsurmised relationships of

thoughts, harmonies and oppositions; furthermore, he affected a wholly

novel manner of action which used the etymology of words as a

spring-board for ideas whose associations sometimes became tenuous,

but which almost constantly remained ingenious and sparkling.

Thus, despite the awkwardness of his structure, he dissected with a

singular perspicacity, the _Avare_, "the ordinary man," and "the

passion of unhappiness," revealing meanwhile interesting comparisons

which could be constructed between the operations of photography and

of memory.

But such skill in handling this perfected instrument of analysis,

stolen from the enemies of the Church, represented only one of the

temperamental phases of this man.

Still another existed. This mind divided itself in two parts and

revealed, besides the writer, the religious fanatic and Biblical

prophet.

Like Hugo, whom he now and again recalled in distortions of phrases

and words, Ernest Hello had delighted in imitating Saint John of

Patmos. He pontificated and vaticinated from his retreat in the rue

Saint-Sulpice, haranguing the reader with an apocalyptic language

partaking in spots of the bitterness of an Isaiah.

He affected inordinate pretentions of profundity. There were some

fawning and complacent people who pretended to consider him a great

man, the reservoir of learning, the encyclopedic giant of the age.

Perhaps he was a well, but one at whose bottom one often could not

find a drop of water.

In his volume _Paroles de Dieu_, he paraphrased the Holy Scriptures,

endeavoring to complicate their ordinarily obvious sense. In his other

book _Homme_, and in his brochure _le Jour du Seigneur_, written in a

biblical style, rugged and obscure, he sought to appear like a

vengeful apostle, prideful and tormented with spleen, but showed

himself a deacon touched with a mystic epilepsy, or like a talented

Maistre, a surly and bitter sectarian.

But, thought Des Esseintes, this sickly shamelessness often obstructed

the inventive sallies of the casuist. With more intolerance than even

Ozanam, he resolutely denied all that pertained to his clan,

proclaimed the most disconcerting axioms, maintained with a

disconcerting authority that "geology is returning toward Moses," and

that natural history, like chemistry and every contemporary science,

verifies the scientific truth of the Bible. The proposition on each

page was of the unique truth and the superhuman knowledge of the

Church, and everywhere were interspersed more than perilous aphorisms

and raging curses cast at the art of the last century.

To this strange mixture was added the love of sanctimonious delights,

such as a translation of the _Visions_ by Angele de Foligno, a book of

an unparalleled fluid stupidity, with selected works of Jean Rusbrock

l'Admirable, a mystic of the thirteenth century whose prose offered an

incomprehensible but alluring combination of dusky exaltations,

caressing effusions, and poignant transports.

The whole attitude of this presumptuous pontiff, Hello, had leaped

from a preface written for this book. He himself remarked that

"extraordinary things can only be stammered," and he stammered in good

truth, declaring that "the holy gloom where Rusbrock extends his eagle

wings is his ocean, his prey, his glory, and for such as him the far

horizons would be a too narrow garment."

However this might be, Des Esseintes felt himself intrigued toward

this ill-balanced but subtile mind. No fusion had been effected

between the skilful psychologist and the pious pedant, and the very

jolts and incoherencies constituted the personality of the man.

With him was recruited the little group of writers who fought on the

front battle line of the clerical camp. They did not belong to the

regular army, but were more properly the scouts of a religion which

distrusted men of such talent as Veuillot and Hello, because they did

not seem sufficiently submissive and shallow. What the Church really

desires is soldiers who do not reason, files of such blind combatants

and such mediocrities as Hello describes with the rage of one who has

submitted to their yoke. Thus it was that Catholicism had lost no time

in driving away one of its partisans, an enraged pamphleteer who wrote

in a style at once rare and exasperated, the savage Leon Bloy; and

caused to be cast from the doors of its bookshops, as it would a

plague or a filthy vagrant, another writer who had made himself hoarse

with celebrating its praises, Barbey d'Aurevilly.

It is true that the latter was too prone to compromise and not

sufficiently docile. Others bent their heads under rebukes and

returned to the ranks; but he was the _enfant terrible_, and was

unrecognized by the party. In a literary way, he pursued women whom he

dragged into the sanctuary. Nay, even that vast disdain was invoked,

with which Catholicism enshrouds talent to prevent excommunication

from putting beyond the pale of the law a perplexing servant who,

under pretext of honoring his masters, broke the window panes of the

chapel, juggled with the holy pyxes and executed eccentric dances

around the tabernacle.

Two works of Barbey d'Aurevilly specially attracted Des Esseintes, the

_Pretre marie_ and the _Diaboliques_. Others, such as the _Ensorcele_,

the _Chevalier des touches_ and _Une Vieille Maitresse_, were

certainly more comprehensive and more finely balanced, but they left

Des Esseintes untouched, for he was really interested only in

unhealthy works which were consumed and irritated by fever.

In these all but healthy volumes, Barbey d'Aurevilly constantly

hesitated between those two pits which the Catholic religion succeeds

in reconciling: mysticism and sadism.

In these two books which Des Esseintes was thumbing, Barbey had lost

all prudence, given full rein to his steed, and galloped at full speed

over roads to their farthest limits.

All the mysterious horror of the Middle Ages hovered over that

improbable book, the _Pretre marie_; magic blended with religion,

black magic with prayer and, more pitiless and savage than the Devil

himself, the God of Original Sin incessantly tortured the innocent

Calixte, His reprobate, as once He had caused one of his angels to

mark the houses of unbelievers whom he wished to slay.

Conceived by a fasting monk in the grip of delirium, these scenes were

unfolded in the uneven style of a tortured soul. Unfortunately, among

those disordered creatures that were like galvanized Coppelias of

Hoffmann, some, like Neel de Nehou, seemed to have been imagined in

moments of exhaustion following convulsions, and were discordant notes

in this harmony of sombre madness, where they were as comical and

ridiculous as a tiny zinc figure playing on a horn on a timepiece.

After these mystic divagations, the writer had experienced a period of

calm. Then a terrible relapse followed.

This belief that man is a Buridanesque donkey, a being balanced

between two forces of equal attraction which successively remain

victorious and vanquished, this conviction that human life is only an

uncertain combat waged between hell and heaven, this faith in two

opposite beings, Satan and Christ, was fatally certain to engender

such inner discords of the soul, exalted by incessant struggle,

excited at once by promises and menaces, and ending by abandoning

itself to whichever of the two forces persisted in the pursuit the

more relentlessly.

In the _Pretre marie_, Barbey d'Aurevilly sang the praises of Christ,

who had prevailed against temptations; in the _Diaboliques_, the

author succumbed to the Devil, whom he celebrated; then appeared

sadism, that bastard of Catholicism, which through the centuries

religion has relentlessly pursued with its exorcisms and stakes.

This condition, at once fascinating and ambiguous, can not arise in

the soul of an unbeliever. It does not merely consist in sinking

oneself in the excesses of the flesh, excited by outrageous

blasphemies, for in such a case it would be no more than a case of

satyriasis that had reached its climax. Before all, it consists in

sacrilegious practice, in moral rebellion, in spiritual debauchery, in

a wholly ideal aberration, and in this it is exemplarily Christian. It

also is founded upon a joy tempered by fear, a joy analogous to the

satisfaction of children who disobey their parents and play with

forbidden things, for no reason other than that they had been

forbidden to do so.

In fact, if it did not admit of sacrilege, sadism would have no reason

for existence. Besides, the sacrilege proceeding from the very

existence of a religion, can only be intentionally and pertinently

performed by a believer, for no one would take pleasure in profaning a

faith that was indifferent or unknown to him.

The power of sadism and the attraction it presents, lies entirely then

in the prohibited enjoyment of transferring to Satan the praises and

prayers due to God; it lies in the non-observance of Catholic precepts

which one really follows unwillingly, by committing in deeper scorn of

Christ, those sins which the Church has especially cursed, such as

pollution of worship and carnal orgy.

In its elements, this phenomenon to which the Marquis de Sade has

bequeathed his name is as old as the Church. It had reared its head in

the eighteenth century, recalling, to go back no farther, by a simple

phenomenon of atavism the impious practices of the Sabbath, the

witches' revels of the Middle Ages.

By having consulted the _Malleus maleficorum_, that terrible code of

Jacob Sprenger which permits the Church wholesale burnings of

necromancers and sorcerers, Des Esseintes recognized in the witches'

Sabbath, all the obscene practices and all the blasphemies of sadism.

In addition to the unclean scenes beloved by Malin, the nights

successively and lawfully consecrated to excessive sensual orgies and

devoted to the bestialities of passion, he once more discovered the

parody of the processions, the insults and eternal threats levelled at

God and the devotion bestowed upon His rival, while amid cursing of

the wine and the bread, the black mass was being celebrated on the

back of a woman on all fours, whose stained bare thighs served as the

altar from which the congregation received the communion from a black

goblet stamped with an image of a goat.

This profusion of impure mockeries and foul shames were marked in the

career of the Marquis de Sade, who garnished his terrible pleasures

with outrageous sacrileges.

He cried out to the sky, invoked Lucifer, shouted his contempt of God,

calling Him rogue and imbecile, spat upon the communion, endeavored to

contaminate with vile ordures a Divinity who he prayed might damn him,

the while he declared, to defy Him the more, that He did not exist.

Barbey d'Aurevilly approached this psychic state. If he did not

presume as far as De Sade in uttering atrocious curses against the

Saviour; if, more prudent or more timid, he claimed ever to honor the

Church, he none the less addressed his suit to the Devil as was done

in medieval times and he, too, in order to brave God, fell into

demoniac nymphomania, inventing sensual monstrosities, even borrowing

from bedroom philosophy a certain episode which he seasoned with new

condiments when he wrote the story _le Diner d'un athee_.

This extravagant book pleased Des Esseintes. He had caused to be

printed, in violet ink and in a frame of cardinal purple, on a genuine

parchment which the judges of the Rota had blessed, a copy of the

_Diaboliques_, with characters whose quaint quavers and flourishes in

turned up tails and claws affected a satanic form.

After certain pieces of Baudelaire that, in imitation of the clamorous

songs of nocturnal revels, celebrated infernal litanies, this volume

alone of all the works of contemporary apostolic literature testified

to this state of mind, at once impious and devout, toward which

Catholicism often thrust Des Esseintes.

With Barbey d'Aurevilly ended the line of religious writers; and in

truth, that pariah belonged more, from every point of view, to secular

literature than to the other with which he demanded a place that was

denied him. His language was the language of disheveled romanticism,

full of involved expressions, unfamiliar turns of speech, delighted

with extravagant comparisons and with whip strokes and phrases which

exploded, like the clangor of noisy bells, along the text. In short,

d'Aurevilly was like a stallion among the geldings of the

ultramontaine stables.

Des Esseintes reflected in this wise while re-reading, here and there,

several passages of the book and, comparing its nervous and changing

style with the fixed manner of other Church writers, he thought of the

evolution of language which Darwin has so truly revealed.

Compelled to live in a secular atmosphere, raised in the heart of the

romantic school, constantly being in the current of modern literature

and accustomed to reading contemporary publications, Barbey

d'Aurevilly had acquired a dialect which although it had sustained

numerous and profound changes since the Great Age, had nevertheless

renewed itself in his works.

The ecclesiastical writers, on the contrary, confined within specific

limitations, restricted to ancient Church literature, knowing nothing

of the literary progress of the centuries and determined if need be to

blind their eyes the more surely not to see, necessarily were

constrained to the use of an inflexible language, like that of the

eighteenth century which descendants of the French who settled in

Canada still speak and write today, without change of phrasing or

words, having succeeded in preserving their original idiom by

isolation in certain metropolitan centres, despite the fact that they

are enveloped upon every side by English-speaking peoples.

Meanwhile the silvery sound of a clock that tolled the angelus

announced breakfast time to Des Esseintes. He abandoned his books,

pressed his brow and went to the dining room, saying to himself that,

among all the volumes he had just arranged, the works of Barbey

d'Aurevilly were the only ones whose ideas and style offered the

gaminess he so loved to savor in the Latin and decadent, monastic

writers of past ages.

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