Chapter 3

After selling his effects, Des Esseintes retained the two old

domestics who had tended his mother and filled the offices of steward

and house porter at the Chateau de Lourps, which had remained deserted

and uninhabited until its disposal.

These servants he brought to Fontenay. They were accustomed to the

regular life of hospital attendants hourly serving the patients their

stipulated food and drink, to the rigid silence of cloistral monks who

live behind barred doors and windows, having no communication with the

outside world.

The man was assigned the task of keeping the house in order and of

procuring provisions, the woman that of preparing the food. He

surrendered the second story to them, forced them to wear heavy felt

coverings over their shoes, put sound mufflers along the well-oiled

doors and covered their floor with heavy rugs so that he would never

hear their footsteps overhead.

He devised an elaborate signal code of bells whereby his wants were

made known. He pointed out the exact spot on his bureau where they

were to place the account book each month while he slept. In short,

matters were arranged in such wise that he would not be obliged to see

or to converse with them very often.

Nevertheless, since the woman had occasion to walk past the house so

as to reach the woodshed, he wished to make sure that her shadow, as

she passed his windows, would not offend him. He had designed for her

a costume of Flemish silk with a white bonnet and large, black,

lowered hood, such as is still worn by the nuns of Ghent. The shadow

of this headdress, in the twilight, gave him the sensation of being in

a cloister, brought back memories of silent, holy villages, dead

quarters enclosed and buried in some quiet corner of a bustling town.

The hours of eating were also regulated. His instructions in this

regard were short and explicit, for the weakened state of his stomach

no longer permitted him to absorb heavy or varied foods.

In winter, at five o'clock in the afternoon, when the day was drawing

to a close, he breakfasted on two boiled eggs, toast and tea. At

eleven o'clock he dined. During the night he drank coffee, and

sometimes tea and wine, and at five o'clock in the morning, before

retiring, he supped again lightly.

His meals, which were planned and ordered once for all at the

beginning of each season, were served him on a table in the middle of

a small room separated from his study by a padded corridor,

hermetically sealed so as to permit neither sound nor odor to filter

into either of the two rooms it joined.

With its vaulted ceiling fitted with beams in a half circle, its

bulkheads and floor of pine, and the little window in the wainscoting

that looked like a porthole, the dining room resembled the cabin of a

ship.

Like those Japanese boxes which fit into each other, this room was

inserted in a larger apartment--the real dining room constructed by

the architect.

It was pierced by two windows. One of them was invisible, hidden by a

partition which could, however, be lowered by a spring so as to permit

fresh air to circulate around this pinewood box and to penetrate into

it. The other was visible, placed directly opposite the porthole built

in the wainscoting, but it was blocked up. For a long aquarium

occupied the entire space between the porthole and the genuine window

placed in the outer wall. Thus the light, in order to brighten the

room, traversed the window, whose panes had been replaced by a plate

glass, the water, and, lastly, the window of the porthole.

In autumn, at sunset, when the steam rose from the samovar on the

table, the water of the aquarium, wan and glassy all during the

morning, reddened like blazing gleams of embers and lapped restlessly

against the light-colored wood.

Sometimes, when it chanced that Des Esseintes was awake in the

afternoon, he operated the stops of the pipes and conduits which

emptied the aquarium, replacing it with pure water. Into this, he

poured drops of colored liquids that made it green or brackish,

opaline or silvery--tones similar to those of rivers which reflect the

color of the sky, the intensity of the sun, the menace of rain--which

reflect, in a word, the state of the season and atmosphere.

When he did this, he imagined himself on a brig, between decks, and

curiously he contemplated the marvelous, mechanical fish, wound like

clocks, which passed before the porthole or clung to the artificial

sea-weed. While he inhaled the odor of tar, introduced into the room

shortly before his arrival, he examined colored engravings, hung on

the walls, which represented, just as at Lloyd's office and the

steamship agencies, steamers bound for Valparaiso and La Platte, and

looked at framed pictures on which were inscribed the itineraries of

the Royal Mail Steam Packet, the Lopez and the Valery Companies, the

freight and port calls of the Atlantic mail boats.

If he tired of consulting these guides, he could rest his eyes by

gazing at the chronometers and sea compasses, the sextants, field

glasses and cards strewn on a table on which stood a single volume,

bound in sealskin. The book was "The Adventures of Arthur Gordon Pym",

specially printed for him on laid paper, each sheet carefully

selected, with a sea-gull watermark.

Or, he could look at fishing rods, tan-colored nets, rolls of russet

sail, a tiny, black-painted cork anchor--all thrown in a heap near the

door communicating with the kitchen by a passage furnished with

cappadine silk which reabsorbed, just as in the corridor which

connected the dining room with his study, every odor and sound.

Thus, without stirring, he enjoyed the rapid motions of a long sea

voyage. The pleasure of travel, which only exists as a matter of fact

in retrospect and seldom in the present, at the instant when it is

being experienced, he could fully relish at his ease, without the

necessity of fatigue or confusion, here in this cabin whose studied

disorder, whose transitory appearance and whose seemingly temporary

furnishings corresponded so well with the briefness of the time he

spent there on his meals, and contrasted so perfectly with his study,

a well-arranged, well-furnished room where everything betokened a

retired, orderly existence.

Movement, after all, seemed futile to him. He felt that imagination

could easily be substituted for the vulgar realities of things. It was

possible, in his opinion, to gratify the most extravagant, absurd

desires by a subtle subterfuge, by a slight modification of the object

of one's wishes. Every epicure nowadays enjoys, in restaurants

celebrated for the excellence of their cellars, wines of capital taste

manufactured from inferior brands treated by Pasteur's method. For

they have the same aroma, the same color, the same bouquet as the rare

wines of which they are an imitation, and consequently the pleasure

experienced in sipping them is identical. The originals, moreover, are

usually unprocurable, for love or money.

Transposing this insidious deviation, this adroit deceit into the

realm of the intellect, there was not the shadow of a doubt that

fanciful delights resembling the true in every detail, could be

enjoyed. One could revel, for instance, in long explorations while

near one's own fireside, stimulating the restive or sluggish mind, if

need be, by reading some suggestive narrative of travel in distant

lands. One could enjoy the beneficent results of a sea bath, too, even

in Paris. All that is necessary is to visit the Vigier baths situated

in a boat on the Seine, far from the shore.

There, the illusion of the sea is undeniable, imperious, positive. It

is achieved by salting the water of the bath; by mixing, according to

the Codex formula, sulphate of soda, hydrochlorate of magnesia and

lime; by extracting from a box, carefully closed by means of a screw,

a ball of thread or a very small piece of cable which had been

specially procured from one of those great rope-making establishments

whose vast warehouses and basements are heavy with odors of the sea

and the port; by inhaling these perfumes held by the ball or the cable

end; by consulting an exact photograph of the casino; by eagerly

reading the Joanne guide describing the beauties of the seashore where

one would wish to be; by being rocked on the waves, made by the eddy

of fly boats lapping against the pontoon of baths; by listening to the

plaint of the wind under the arches, or to the hollow murmur of the

omnibuses passing above on the Port Royal, two steps away.

The secret lies in knowing how to proceed, how to concentrate deeply

enough to produce the hallucination and succeed in substituting the

dream reality for the reality itself.

Artifice, besides, seemed to Des Esseintes the final distinctive mark

of man's genius.

Nature had had her day, as he put it. By the disgusting sameness of

her landscapes and skies, she had once for all wearied the considerate

patience of aesthetes. Really, what dullness! the dullness of the

specialist confined to his narrow work. What manners! the manners of

the tradesman offering one particular ware to the exclusion of all

others. What a monotonous storehouse of fields and trees! What a banal

agency of mountains and seas!

There is not one of her inventions, no matter how subtle or imposing

it may be, which human genius cannot create; no Fontainebleau forest,

no moonlight which a scenic setting flooded with electricity cannot

produce; no waterfall which hydraulics cannot imitate to perfection;

no rock which pasteboard cannot be made to resemble; no flower which

taffetas and delicately painted papers cannot simulate.

There can be no doubt about it: this eternal, driveling, old woman is

no longer admired by true artists, and the moment has come to replace

her by artifice.

Closely observe that work of hers which is considered the most

exquisite, that creation of hers whose beauty is everywhere conceded

the most perfect and original--woman. Has not man made, for his own

use, an animated and artificial being which easily equals woman, from

the point of view of plastic beauty? Is there a woman, whose form is

more dazzling, more splendid than the two locomotives that pass over

the Northern Railroad lines?

One, the Crampton, is an adorable, shrill-voiced blonde, a trim,

gilded blonde, with a large, fragile body imprisoned in a glittering

corset of copper, and having the long, sinewy lines of a cat. Her

extraordinary grace is frightening, as, with the sweat of her hot

sides rising upwards and her steel muscles stiffening, she puts in

motion the immense rose-window of her fine wheels and darts forward,

mettlesome, along rapids and floods.

The other, the Engerth, is a nobly proportioned dusky brunette

emitting raucous, muffled cries. Her heavy loins are strangled in a

cast-iron breast-plate. A monstrous beast with a disheveled mane of

black smoke and with six low, coupled wheels! What irresistible power

she has when, causing the earth to tremble, she slowly and heavily

drags the unwieldy queue of her merchandise!

Unquestionably, there is not one among the frail blondes and majestic

brunettes of the flesh that can vie with their delicate grace and

terrific strength.

Such were Des Esseintes' reflections when the breeze brought him the

faint whistle of the toy railroad winding playfully, like a spinning

top, between Paris and Sceaux. His house was situated at a twenty

minutes' walk from the Fontenay station, but the height on which it

was perched, its isolation, made it immune to the clatter of the noisy

rabble which the vicinity of a railway station invariably attracts on

a Sunday.

As for the village itself, he hardly knew it. One night he had gazed

through his window at the silent landscape which slowly unfolded, as

it dipped to the foot of a slope, on whose summit the batteries of the

Verrieres woods were trained.

In the darkness, to left and right, these masses, dim and confused,

rose tier on tier, dominated far off by other batteries and forts

whose high embankments seemed, in the moonlight, bathed in silver

against the sombre sky.

Where the plain did not fall under the shadow of the hills, it seemed

powdered with starch and smeared with white cold cream. In the warm

air that fanned the faded grasses and exhaled a spicy perfume, the

trees, chalky white under the moon, shook their pale leaves, and

seemed to divide their trunks, whose shadows formed bars of black on

the plaster-like ground where pebbles scintillated like glittering

plates.

Because of its enameled look and its artificial air, the landscape did

not displease Des Esseintes. But since that afternoon spent at

Fontenay in search of a house, he had never ventured along its roads

in daylight. The verdure of this region inspired him with no interest

whatever, for it did not have the delicate and doleful charm of the

sickly and pathetic vegetation which forces its way painfully through

the rubbish heaps of the mounds which had once served as the ramparts

of Paris. That day, in the village, he had perceived corpulent,

bewhiskered _bourgeois_ citizens and moustached uniformed men with

heads of magistrates and soldiers, which they held as stiffly as

monstrances in churches. And ever since that encounter, his

detestation of the human face had been augmented.

During the last month of his stay in Paris, when he was weary of

everything, afflicted with hypochondria, the prey of melancholia, when

his nerves had become so sensitive that the sight of an unpleasant

object or person impressed itself deeply on his brain--so deeply that

several days were required before the impression could be effaced--the

touch of a human body brushing against him in the street had been an

excruciating agony.

The very sight of certain faces made him suffer. He considered the

crabbed expressions of some, insulting. He felt a desire to slap the

fellow who walked, eyes closed, with such a learned air; the one who

minced along, smiling at his image in the window panes; and the one

who seemed stimulated by a whole world of thought while devouring,

with contracted brow, the tedious contents of a newspaper.

Such an inveterate stupidity, such a scorn for literature and art,

such a hatred for all the ideas he worshipped, were implanted and

anchored in these merchant minds, exclusively preoccupied with the

business of swindling and money-making, and accessible only to ideas

of politics--that base distraction of mediocrities--that he returned

enraged to his home and locked himself in with his books.

He hated the new generation with all the energy in him. They were

frightful clodhoppers who seemed to find it necessary to talk and

laugh boisterously in restaurants and cafes. They jostled you on

sidewalks without begging pardon. They pushed the wheels of their

perambulators against your legs, without even apologizing.

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