CHAPTER XVI

Everybody in the Red Book had left London. The West End was a desert,

and the shrill summons of the telephone was heard no more in Mayfair.

Nobody, unless it were the caretaker, was being asked to luncheon or

dinner, and the only tea-parties were in the basement, where the late

lettuce had not yet given place to the early muffin. Only people with

urgent and onerous business were to be found in London. Lord Okehampton

was shooting grouse, and Lady Okehampton ought to have been doing an

after-cure in Switzerland; but "the sad state of my poor niece after

her husband's ghastly death, and the legal business connected with her

colossal inheritance, make it impossible for me to leave town. Much as

I need a complete change, I must stay here, while that poor child wants

me."

This was what Lady Okehampton wrote from her deserted house in Berkeley

Square, to numerous friends, with more or less variation of phrase.

Vera's health was now the most pressing question. She had taken her

bereavement with a dumb, self-contained grief, that is the most morbid

and the most perilous kind of sorrow; the sorrow that kills. When

questioned, pressingly but tenderly, by her aunt, she always replied in

the same unresponsive manner. There was nothing the matter with her. Of

course, as Aunt Mildred said, the shock had been terrible; but no doubt

she would get over it in time. People always get over things. She only

wanted to be left to herself. She was quite strong enough to bear her

burden. No, she was not eating her heart out in solitude. It was best

for her to be alone.

"You are more than kind, Aunt Mildred, and so is Susan Amphlett; but I

am better sitting quietly and thinking out my life."

"But, my poor child, you are perishing visibly--just wasting away. I

would rather see you in floods of tears, hysterical even, than in this

hopeless state."

"What is the use of making a fuss? If tears could bring my husband

back and make life what it was before his death, I would drown myself

in tears. But nothing can change the past. That is what makes life

terrible. The things we have done are done for ever."

Lady Okehampton trembled, first for her niece's life, and next for

her sanity. And here was this stupendous fortune left to Vera for her

life, and to her children after her--her children by the husband who

was dead--but, in default of such children, to be divided among a horde

of Italian relations--third and fourth cousins, people for whom Mario

Provana might not have cared twopence--and among Roman charitable

institutions--sure to be badly managed, Lady Okehampton thought.

It seemed to her that if Vera were to die, that stupendous wealth,

which while she possessed it must be a factor in the position of the

Disbrowes, would be absolutely thrown to the dogs. To divide that mass

of riches into eights, and twelfths, and sixteenths, was in a manner

to murder it. All its power and prestige would be gone, frittered

away among insignificant people, who might be better off without it,

as it would put a stop to laudable ambition and enterprise, and might

ultimately be the cause of unmitigated harm.

"It is so sad to think there were no children," sighed Lady Okehampton

into the ears of various confidential friends. "The dear man made this

will shortly after his marriage, and evidently built upon having an

heir--he was so absolutely devoted to my niece. I know it was a bitter

disappointment for him," concluded the chieftainess of the Disbrowes,

to whom Mario Provana had said no word of his inmost feelings upon that

or any other subject.

Strange indeed would it have been for that strong hand to lift the

curtain from that proud heart. Courteous, generous, chivalrous, he

might be to the whole clan of Disbrowes. He might scatter his gold

among them with a careless hand; but to scatter the secrets of his

lonely life among that frivolous herd was impossible to the man who had

endured a mother's dislike, a father's neglect, and the disillusions of

a _mariage de convenance_, without one hour of self-betrayal.

Vera was childless, and on her frail thread of life hung Mario

Provana's millions.

Lady Okehampton told herself this in the watches of the night, and told

herself that something must be done. It was all very well for Vera

to declare that there was nothing the matter with her, while it was

visible to the naked eye that the poor child was fading away, in an

atrophy of mind and body.

"She will either die or go mad," said Lady Okehampton, and the

alternative offered visions of a _conseil de famille_, doctors'

certificates, and that rabble of fourth and fifth cousins tearing their

prey.

Long and confidential talks with Mrs. Manby, the housekeeper, and

Louison, the maid, had revealed the desperate state of their mistress's

health.

"No, my lady, she doesn't complain," asserted Mrs Manby. "I'm afraid

it's all the worse because she won't complain. But she can't sleep,

and she can't eat. Sedgewick knows what her meals are like: just

pretending, that's all; and Louison says that, go into her mistress's

room when she will, in the middle of the night or in the early morning,

she's always lying awake, sometimes reading, sometimes staring at the

sky above the window sash, but asleep--never! And it isn't for want of

taking things, for she has tried every drug you can put a name to."

"Does the doctor prescribe them?"

"He used to send her things, in the first few weeks after--the

funeral. But she made him believe that she was quite well, and was

sleeping and eating as usual, and he left off coming. And then Lady

Susan Amphlett brought her tabloids--always the newest thing out. But

they've never done her any good. It's the mind that's wrong, my lady."

"She was absolutely devoted to Mr. Provana," sighed Lady Okehampton.

"No doubt, my lady."

"And she can't get over her loss."

"No, my lady."

Susan Amphlett was of Aunt Mildred's opinion. Something must be done,

and it must be done quickly, before any of those Roman cousins could

appear upon the scene, prying and questioning, and hinting at a

commission of lunacy. Things had come to a perilous pass, when Mrs.

Manby, the housekeeper, could talk of her mistress's mind as the seat

of the mischief. People who go out of their minds seldom take a long

time about it, Lady Susan urged. "It's generally touch and go."

Lady Okehampton waited for no permission, but marched into her niece's

room one dark September afternoon with the fashionable nerve specialist

at her heels, the bland elderly physician from Cavendish Square, whom

nobody in Mayfair had even heard of till he had entered upon his

seventh decade, and who had languished at the wrong end of Harley

Street for a quarter of a century, before the great world had made the

remarkable discovery that he was the one man in London who could cure

one of everything.

He was kind and sensible, and really clever; but the great world loved

him most because he had all the new names for old diseases at the

tip of his tongue, and had the delightful manner which implied that

the patient to whom he was talking was the one patient whose life he

considered worth saving.

"He really does think about you when he's feeling your pulse," said a

dowager. "He ain't totting up last night's winnings at bridge all the

time. He does really think, don't you know."

Dr. Selwyn Tower, as he held Vera's wasted wrist in his broad, soft

hand, looked as serious as if the fate of a nation were at stake.

Indeed, he had been told that millions were in jeopardy, and in the

modern mind the destinies of big fortunes are as serious as the rise

and fall of peoples.

The physician asked no troublesome questions; but he contrived to keep

Vera in conversation--on indifferent subjects--for about a quarter of

an hour, her aunt joining in occasionally with sympathetic nothings;

and by the end of that time he had made up his mind about the case,

or at least about his immediate treatment of the case. He might have

thoughts that went deeper and farther--but those could be held in

abeyance. The thing to be done was to save this fragile form, which was

obviously perishing.

A rest cure--nothing else would be of any use--an uncompromising rest

cure. Six weeks of solitary confinement in the care of a resident

doctor and a couple of highly trained nurses.

Lady Okehampton anticipated a struggle, remembering how resolutely Vera

had resisted this line of treatment three months before; but her niece

surprised her by offering no vehement opposition.

"There is absolutely nothing the matter with me," she said, "but if it

will please you, Aunt Mildred, I will do as Dr. Tower advises."

"Nothing the matter! And you neither eat nor sleep! Is that nothing?"

"Who told you that I can't sleep?"

"My dear lady, your eyes tell us only too plainly. Insomnia has

unmistakable symptoms," said the doctor.

"Yes, it is true," Vera answered wearily. "I seem to have lost the

faculty of sleep. It is a habit one soon loses. I lie staring at the

daylight, and wondering what it is like to lose count of time."

And then, after a little more doctor's talk, soothing, and rather

meaningless, she asked abruptly:

"What time of year is it?"

"Dear child," exclaimed Lady Okehampton, "can you ask?"

"Oh, I have left off writing letters and reading newspapers, and I

forget dates. I know the days are getting shorter, because the dawn is

so long coming when I lie awake."

"We are in the middle of September," said the doctor, "a charming

month for country air--neither too hot nor too cold--the golden mean."

"And in six weeks it will be the end of October, and I can go to Rome

for the winter!"

"You could not do better. We shall build up your constitution in those

six weeks. You will be another woman when you leave Sussex."

"But, my dearest Vera," protested her aunt, "you can never think of a

winter alone in that enormous villa. You will die of ennui."

"No, no, Aunt Mildred, I love Rome. The very atmosphere of the place is

life to me. I am not afraid of being alone."

Dr. Tower shot a significant look at her ladyship, which silenced

remonstrance, and no more was said.

Two days later Vera found herself on a windy hill in Sussex, under

the dominion of the house-doctor and two nurses, and almost as much

exposed to the elements as King Lear on the heights near Dover. An

eider-down coverlet and a hot-water bottle made the only difference.

Lady Okehampton, having sacrificed her own cure to her niece's, went

with a mind at ease to join her husband in Yorkshire; an arrangement

almost without precedent in their domestic annals.

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