FAME AND ETERNITY[2]

I

Speak, tell me, how long wilt thou brood

Upon this adverse fate of thine?

Beware, lest from thy doleful mood

A countenance _90_ dark is brewed

That men in seeing thee divine

A hate more bitter than the brine.

* * * *

Speak, why does Zarathustra roam

Upon the towering mountain-height?

Distrustful, cankered, dour, his home

Is shut so long from human sight?

* * * *

See, suddenly flames forth a lightning-flash,

The pit profound with thunderous challenge fights

Against the heavens, midst clamorous crack and crash

Of the great mountain! Cradled in the heights,

Born as the fruit of hate and lightning's love,

The wrath of Zarathustra dwells above

And looms with menace of a thundercloud.

* * * *

Ye, who have roofs, go quickly, creep and hide!

To bed, ye tenderlings! For thunders loud

Upon the blasts of storm triumphant ride,

And bastions and ramparts sway and rock,

The lightning sears the dusky face of night,

And eerie truths like gleams of Hades mock

The sense familiar. So in storm breaks forth

The flaming curse of Zarathustra's wrath.

2

This fame, which all the wide world loves,

I touch with gloves,

And scorning beat

Beneath my feet.

* * * *

Who hanker after the pay of it?

Who cast themselves in the way of it?

These prostitutes to gold,

These merchant folk. They fold

Their unctuous palms over the jingling fame,

Whose ringing chink wins all the world's acclaim.

* * * *

Hast thou the lust to buy? It needs no skill.

They are all venal. Let thy purse be deep,

And let their greedy paws unhindered creep

Into its depths. So let them take their fill,

For if thou dost not offer them enough,

Their "virtue" they'll parade, to hide their huff.

* * * *

They are all virtuous, yea every one.

Virtue and fame are ever in accord

So long as time doth run,

The tongues that prate of virtue as reward

Earn fame. For virtue is fame's clever bawd.

* * * *

Amongst these virtuous, I prefer to be

One guilty of all vile and horrid sin!

And when I see fame's importunity

So advertise her shameless harlotry,

Ambition turns to gall. Amidst such kin

One place alone, the lowest, would I win.

* * * *

This fame, which all the wide world loves,

I touch with gloves,

And scorning beat

Beneath my feet.

3

Hush! I see vastness!--and of vasty things

Shall man be dumb, unless he can enshrine

Them with his words? Then take the might which brings

The heart upon thy tongue, charmed wisdom mine!

* * * *

I look above, there rolls the star-strown sea.

O night, mute silence, voiceless cry of stars!

And lo! A sign! The heaven its verge unbars--

A shining constellation falls towards me.

4

O loftiest, star-clustered crown of Being!

O carved tablets of Eternity!

And dost thou truly bend thy way to me?

Thy loveliness, to all--obscurity,

What? Fear'st not to unveil before _my_ seeing?

* * * *

O shield of Destiny!

O carven tablets of Eternity!

Yea, verily, thou knowest--what mankind doth hate,

What I alone do love: thou art inviolate

To strokes of change and time, of fates the fate!

'Tis only thou, O dire Necessity,

Canst kindle everlasting love in me!

* * * *

O loftiest crown of Life! O shield of Fate!

That no desire can reach to invocate,

That ne'er defiled or sullied is by Nay,

Eternal Yea of life, for e'er am I thy Yea:

For I love thee, Eternity!

[Footnote 1: Translated by Dr. G. T. Wrench.]

[Footnote 2: Translated by Dr. G. T. Wrench.]

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