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ON COMMANDO

by

DIETLOF VAN WARMELO

With a Portrait

Methuen & Co.

36 Essex Street W.C.

London

Colonial Library

1902

[Illustration: DIETLOF VAN WARMELO]

PREFACE

This book was written in 1901, while its author was a prisoner at

Ahmednagar. It was written in Dutch, and has been put into English by a

young lady from what was the Orange Free State.

The author is a friend and relation of mine, son of a clergyman in the

Transvaal, and of old Afrikander stock on both sides. His book is the

more valuable because of the absence of all literary pretensions, and it

may be taken as truly representative of the Afrikander spirit, which has

been so much misconceived in England.

FREDERIK VAN EEDEN

WALDEN, N. HOLLAND,

_July_, 1902

CONTENTS

CHAPTER

FOREWORD

I. AT THE BOUNDARY--ENTRANCE INTO NATAL--DUNDEE--LADYSMITH

II. SIEGE OF LADYSMITH--BATTLE OF THE ROOIRANDJES--BLOWING

UP OF THE CANNON

III. THE EIGHT-DAY BATTLE OF THE TUGELA--TALK OF

INTERVENTION--RELIEF OF LADYSMITH

IV. DEWETSDRIFT--RETURN TO, AND FLIGHT FROM, PRETORIA

V. TREK FROM MIDDELBURG TO RUSTENBURG--BATTLE OF SELIKATSNEK

VI. GUERILLA LIFE ON THE MAGALIES MOUNTAINS--NARROW ESCAPE

OF PRESIDENT STEYN AND GENERAL DE WET

VII. WITH PRESIDENT STEYN TO PRESIDENT KRUGER

VIII. WITH PRESIDENT STEYN IN THE BOSCHVELD--LOST

IX. PRACTICAL HINTS--ADVENTURE ON THE SABIE--NORTH OF LYDENBURG

X. FROM ROOSSENEKAL TO PIETERSBURG--WITH GENERAL BEYERS

TO THE MAGALIES MOUNTAINS

XI. BATTLE OF NOOITGEDACHT

XII. PAARDEKRAAL DAY--BATTLE IN THE MOAT--ATTACK ON KAALFONTEIN

STATION

XIII. COMMANDO SUFFERINGS

XIV. BATTLE OF BOESMANSKOP--FLIGHT OF WOMEN

XV. BATTLE OF CHRISSIESMEER--REUNION WITH GENERAL BEYERS

XVI. CAMPED NEAR TAFELKOP

CONCLUSION: BATTLE OF STOMPIES--IN THE HANDS OF THE ENEMY

MY LIFE ON COMMANDO

FOREWORD

Could I have known that the war would last so long, I might from the

beginning have taken notes. They would have brought back memories in a

way pleasant to me now, and perhaps also to those who have asked me to

write down my adventures.

Often it occurred to me to keep a diary, but I was obliged to give up

the idea because my clothes were sometimes so thoroughly drenched that

the letters in my pocket were not readable. Later on, when clothes were

scarce and pockets past mending, I often made the unpleasant discovery

that caused the fool, on his journey from the land of Kokanje, to cry to

the King: 'We have ridden at such a breakneck pace, see, everything has

slipped through this little hole!' Now I am obliged to write down my

adventures without any notes, so dates, numbers, and names of places

will occasionally be missing. It stands to reason that I--being an exile

in a strange country, in the fort of ... in ..., cut off from the world

outside and without any official reports--should simply limit myself to

my own personal experience. And, lastly, I must apologize to my readers

for so often speaking of myself and my friends; but that is inevitable

in this tale.

I shall pass rapidly over the first part of my life on commando. If my

memory plays me false--which is not very probable, as I still have a

lively recollection of the events--I shall be grateful for correction.

_July_, 1901.

I

AT THE BOUNDARY--ENTRANCE INTO NATAL--DUNDEE--LADYSMITH

When that part of the Pretoria town commando to which my brother Frits

and I belonged left for the Natal boundary on September 30, 1899, we

were all very enthusiastic, as could be seen from the nice new suits,

the new shining guns, and the sleek horses. Many ladies had come to the

station to see us off, and we were proud of having the opportunity to

fight for our country. Our departure seemed then to us a great occasion,

we were inexperienced in war. We had not yet learnt that one could pass

unscathed through many a fierce battle. We knew nothing of 'retreating'

and we knew all about the enemy with whom we were to come in contact. We

imagined that several sharp engagements would take place--that these

would be decisive battles in which many of our men would be killed, and

therefore the parting with relatives and friends was sad indeed.

Our Field-Cornet, Melt Marais, had told us that we had nothing to see to

except provisions for a day or two, as Government would supply us with

all necessaries at Zandspruit, where the commandos were to concentrate;

so many of us took neither pots, pans, nor mugs.

What a disillusion it was to find on our arrival at Zandspruit that

there were no tents, and as yet no provisions of any kind! So we were

initiated by having to pass the first nights of our commando life on the

open veld with insufficient food. And in the daytime our work was cut

out for us, as every other minute our horses disappeared--lost among the

thousands of horses that all looked exactly alike in the eyes of an

inexperienced townsman. Then it meant a running and seeking, an

examining of marks and tokens, until the stupid among us were obliged to

tie ribbons to our horses as a means of recognising them. And one, the

story goes, even tied a nosebag, with a bundle of forage, to his mount

so that it should not run away.

At length the provisions began to arrive, but the pots and pans were

still scarce and we could not even drink a cup of coffee till a tin of

jam or meat had been emptied.

We were just beginning to feel comfortable, when the time stated in the

ultimatum expired, and we had to cross the boundary of Natal. General

Erasmus was at the head of our commando. We spent the night near

Volksrust in a cold hail storm and rain. Those first days we are not

likely to forget. They were wet, cold days, and we were still

unaccustomed to preparing our own food and looking after ourselves.

Fortunately, we had the opportunity, a few days later, of supplying

ourselves with all necessaries at Newcastle.

Before we crossed the boundary General Erasmus had addressed us and told

us the news of our first victory--the taking of an armoured train at

Kraaipan; at that time we still made a fuss about such a trifle. Also,

in those days, we still looked up with respect to our leaders.

Ds. Postma, who accompanied us everywhere, led us in prayer. Not one of

the burghers seems to have known where the enemy were. We advanced

slowly and carefully, as we expected _to meet with the enemy at any

moment_; but we saw no signs of them until we came to Dundee. After a

rest of a few days we undertook the momentous expedition to the

mountains of Dundee, to the north of the town.

Towards evening we got the order to 'prepare for three days.' For three

days! And we had not even provisions enough for one. But we understood

that there could not yet be a proper commissariat, and we fought for our

country willingly, convinced of the justice of our cause; so we

'prepared' cheerfully.

Before the commando started, a terrible thunderstorm came on that slowly

passed over and was followed by a gentle rain. We rode hard in the dark,

through dongas, past farms and houses, zigzagging in a half-circle, to

the mountains of Dundee. No sound was to be heard except the dull thud

of the hoofs of the galloping horses. Now and again we whispered to each

other how delightfully we were going to surprise the enemy. When the

horses came to a sudden pause, and an inexperienced rider, owing to a

presentiment of evil, involuntarily uttered his wish to 'halt,' we

turned upon him angrily and called him 'traitor.' We did not then know

that we were far beyond earshot of the enemy. It stopped raining, and

towards morning we reached the mountains; and after we had with great

difficulty got our horses on to the mountains, we had to await the dawn

in the cold, drenched to the skin. A mackintosh is of small service in

such a rain. When the day dawned we led our horses higher up. A thick

fog had come on. General Lucas Meyer was to begin the attack on the

west, and we were to surprise the enemy from the heights.

When the roar of cannon announced the battle, we were full of

enthusiasm, but General Erasmus forbade anyone to move on before the fog

lifted. It was quite possible that the fog might be only on the

mountain-tops, because of their great height, and that we would have

clear weather as soon as we began to descend, therefore several of our

men begged General Erasmus to be allowed to go on ahead as scouts. But

he was very much against it, and said that the enemy might cut off our

retreat, and 'if the enemy surround us it is all up with us,' said he.

As soon as the roar of the cannon ceased, we withdrew some distance into

the mountains to let our horses graze. But we had only just off-saddled,

when from all sides came the cry of 'Saddle! saddle!' and from our left,

in the valley, came the sound of firing. A detachment of 250 khakies,

probably knowing nothing of our whereabouts, and intending to pass round

the mountains and attack Lucas Meyer in the rear, was compelled to

surrender in a few moments, after first having sought cover in a kraal

near a house.

We remained three days on the Dundee mountains, and during all that time

there was a steady drizzle, with intervals of hail and wind. Once when

it cleared up for a few hours we got the order to attack the town, but

it began to rain again, and that night we had to keep our positions in

the intense cold, without any covering. Fortunately, the enemy abandoned

their camp that night, and when we looked down upon the town next

morning the khakies had vanished. We had only the preceding day placed

our cannon in a position to command the camp.

When we returned to our saddles, the horses had strayed so far that it

took us almost all day to get them back. My uncle, Paul Maré, formerly

Volksraad member for Zoutpansberg, treated us to kaboe-mealies (roasted

maize), the first we had on commando, and we ate with great relish.

Meanwhile the commando had left. We followed, and entered Dundee, where

we helped ourselves hungrily to the good things from the shops placed at

the disposal of the commandos.

In an unorganized army looting is a necessary evil. There are always

some of the lower classes who are the ringleaders, and when the

commandos reach a house or farm that has already been looted, they join

in the looting 'because the burghers are on commando, and they must be

well supplied with all necessaries, so as to be able to fight well.' So

we reasoned, and we joined in the looting. I can affirm, to the honour

of our burghers, that it was not our intention to plunder, and in the

beginning much was done to prevent it. The lower class Uitlander, who

joined us for the sake of booty, and not for love and sympathy towards

us, was largely responsible for the bad name we got among right-minded

people who did not know the facts of the case. It was the same as

regards theft. If anyone missed his horse, he had but to look for it

among the 'Irish corps,' or some other Uitlander corps, and unless he

knew his beast well he would fail to recognise it, as both mane and tail

would have been cut short by the thief. I do not wish to pretend that

_we_ were always free from blame. It has happened that the Uitlander got

a very poor horse in exchange for his thoroughbred because a Boer had

tied the token of recognition to his own horse and made off with the

better one. The truth is that very few men are proof against the

demoralizing influence of war, and I will not deny that this war has

shown up our many faults; but in my tale I shall be able to take up the

cudgels for my people in cases where the rest of the world turned from

us because they were disappointed in their expectations of us.

After our departure from Dundee the looting went on freely. Then we

began to witness the devastation that is the irremediable consequence of

war. Here and there a house had been completely plundered. At Glencoe

Junction I entered the stationmaster's house, a well-furnished house

with beautiful pictures, books, and mirrors. Some massive silver mugs

and other articles of value were lying about. The family had only just

dined, for the cloth was still laid. I ate of the food on the table,

wrote a letter home with pen and ink, and left the house. Later on, when

I returned, it had been thoroughly looted and some of the mirrors

smashed. There were many of the riff-raff, Kaffirs and coolies in the

neighbourhood, and in all probability they had done the mischief.

When our commando left Dundee to move in the direction of Ladysmith,

part of the Pretoria town commando was sent to reinforce Lucas Meyer,

who was to follow the troops fleeing from Dundee with his commando. My

brother and I went with it. A terrible thunderstorm came on just then,

and during the whole march to Ladysmith it rained heavily. Every moment

we expected to come up with the troops, but they had too great a start,

and we did not overtake them at all. We were too late again. An English

General has said that 'the Boers are brave, and make good plans, but are

always twenty-four hours late.' That can be explained in this way. We

were accustomed to fighting against Kaffirs, who hid in woods and

mountains, and against whom we had to advance with the utmost

precaution, so as to lose as few lives as possible. So we were too

cautious in the beginning of the war. We would not make a great

sacrifice to win a battle.

On October 30 we were present, under Lucas Meyer, at the battle near

Ladysmith, but we did not come into action, as we belonged to a part of

the commando that had to hold a position to prevent attack in the rear.

The enemy did not attack our position at all, except with a few bombs,

because they suffered a great defeat near Modderspruit, and had to

retreat hurriedly. From our positions we could see how every time the

bombs burst among them the fleeing troops seemed to get 'mazed' for a

moment, and then went forward again.

At that time we were often in want of food. One must have suffered

hunger to know what it means. In a few linen bags I had some biscuits

that had first been reduced to crumbs through the riding, and then to a

kind of pap by the rain and perspiration of the horse. Often when I

felt the pangs of famine I added some sugar to this mess and ate it with

relish.

Some days later we left Lucas Meyer and returned to our commando, which

had meanwhile gone to the north of Ladysmith. During our absence

Zeederberg had taken the place of Melt Marais as Veld-Cornet.

II

SIEGE OF LADYSMITH--BATTLE OF THE ROOIRANDJES--BLOWING UP OF THE CANNON

When we surrounded the town and the siege began, all talk of the bananas

that we were to eat in the south of Natal came to an end.

Ladysmith ought never to have been besieged. On October 30 we should

have made use of our advantage. If we had at once followed the enemy

when they fled in disorder, we should in all probability easily have

taken those positions that would have involved the immediate surrender

of Ladysmith. Many lives would have been sacrificed, but not so many as

were sacrificed during the whole siege. And we might have used those men

who were necessary to maintain the siege elsewhere as an attacking

force. Instead of following up our advantage, we deliberately prepared

for a siege. The enemy meanwhile made use of the opportunity to entrench

themselves well. Most of our burghers were against our attempting to

take the town by assault when once it was thoroughly entrenched.

The Pretoria town commando and that from Krokodil River in the Pretoria

district occupied the position nearest to Ladysmith. This was a hill to

the north of the town, flat at the top, and surrounded by a stone wall.

In all probability the enclosed depression of about 500 paces in circuit

had been used as a cattle-kraal. Against that kopje (hill) we gradually

put up our tents. From our camp we looked on to a large flat mountain

that we called Little Amajuba, because on October 30 the first large

capture of prisoners had been made there. In front of our kopje, near

the foot, ran a donga, and at a distance of about 1,000 paces, parallel

to us, lay another oblong kopje occupied by the enemy. This kopje we

called Rooirandjes.

On November 8 we received the order from our General to attack the

Rooirandjes the following day. We were about 250 strong, and very

willing, as that position had not yet been entrenched. On a mountain to

our right a cannon had been placed that was to begin firing on the

enemy's position towards dawn. Distinct orders were given that our

Veld-Cornet was to be at the foot of Rooirandjes with his men before

daybreak. But something went wrong again, and it was already quite light

when we reached the donga. We found ourselves at a distance of about 700

paces from the Rooirandjes, and we had to cross an open space if we

still wished to storm the position. The enemy's watch already began

shooting at us.

The corporals let their men advance in groups of four from the donga to

the kopje, using the ant-hills as cover when they lay down. Our turn

came last, but meanwhile the enemy had received reinforcements, and the

nearest ant-hills were nearly all occupied, so that only three men could

go at a time. Such a shower of bullets fell that it was a miracle that

we came out of it alive. Fortunately I found a free ant-hill. My brother

had to share one with a comrade.

At last the cannon from the mountain fired a few shots, but stopped

again almost immediately--why, I do not yet know. So we were obliged to

lie in our positions. It was terribly hot, and not a cloud in the sky.

We suffered horribly from thirst, and scarcely dared move to get at our

water-bags. One of our comrades lay groaning behind me. He was shot

through both legs. The bullets kept flying over our heads to the kopje

behind us, where some of our burghers lay firing at the enemy. Every now

and again a bullet exploded in our neighbourhood with the noise of a

pistol-shot. I fancy only Dum-Dums make that peculiar noise. We had

already seen many such bullets taken from the enemy by our burghers in

the Battle of Modderspruit. Another burgher, Mulder, ran past me with a

smile on his lips, threw himself behind an ant-hill, immediately rose

again with the intention of joining some of our burghers in the front

ranks, who sat calmly smoking behind some rocks under a tree, but had

not gone two paces when he was shot in the thigh. There he had to lie

groaning until our brave Reineke, who was killed later on at Spion Kop,

saw a chance of carrying him away.

Some of us fell asleep from fatigue. One of our men on waking heard the

hiss of a bullet over his head at regular intervals, and thought that a

khaki had got closer up to him, and was firing at him from the side.

When he lifted his head he found that he had rolled away from all cover.

One, two, three, back he was again behind his ant-hill, and the

scoundrel stopped firing at him. It was lucky for us that the enemy were

such bad shots, or not many of us would have lived to tell the tale.

When our cannon at last, towards evening, condescended to bombard the

enemy, the firing almost wholly ceased, and we made use of that

favourable opportunity to get back to the donga. We had lain nine hours

behind those ant-hills, and, strange to say, there were only two wounded

on our side. We decided not to run the same risk again. In this way we

lost our confidence in men like the brothers Erasmus, General and

Commandant, who, in the first place, were incapable of organizing a good

plan of attack, and, secondly, never took part in a battle.

The months spent near Ladysmith were to most of us the most tedious of

the whole war. We had so little to do, and the heat between the glowing

rocks of the kopjes was awful. The little work we had was anything but

pleasant; it consisted chiefly in keeping guard either by day or by

night. In the beginning a very bad watch was kept. Later on we had to

climb the kopje at least every alternate evening to pass the long nights

in our positions, while not far behind us stood our empty tents.

When we got back in the morning with our bundles on our backs, dead

tired, we simply 'flopped' on to a stone, and sat waiting for our cup of

coffee, either gazing at the lovely landscape or at the dirty camp,

according to the mood we were in, or exchanging loud jokes with our

neighbours. Constantly being on guard and constantly being in danger

wears one out. We much prefer active service on patrol or in a skirmish

to lying in our positions. It is not in the nature of the Boer to lie

inactive far from his home. He soon wants to go 'huis-toe' (home), and

very soon the 'leave-plague' broke out in our camp. That plague was one

of the causes why the enemy succeeded in breaking through our lines.

Through unfairness on the part of the officers, some burghers often got

leave, others never, and the consequence, of course, was a constant

quarrelling. Many burghers got leave and never returned--either with or

without the knowledge of the officers. No wonder we never had a proper

fighting force in the field.

The difficulties we had to contend with through want of organization

prevented the Generals from putting their plans into execution.

Fortunately, many burghers were very willing, and if there was to be a

fight they always went voluntarily. It was noticeable that those under a

capable General fought well, while those under a bad or incapable

General were very weak indeed. Sometimes wonders were done at the

initiative of some of the burghers. We had a few games in the camp to

pass the time, but we were kept busy in a different way also. Sometimes,

when we were all just comfortably lazy, the order would be given to

'mount.' That meant a hurried search for our horses and snatching up our

guns and bandoliers. But after a while we had had enough of those false

alarms, and they failed to make any impression on us. The call of 'The

English are coming! saddle, saddle!' became proverbial.

When we did not keep such constant guard, we sat or lay listening of an

evening to a most discordant noise caused by the singing of psalms and

hymns at the same time at different farms. We sometimes joined in. As a

people we are not very musical.

The day-watch we liked best. Then we often got a chance of firing a shot

at a careless khaki on the Rooirandjes. To some of our young men there

was something very exciting in the idea that they were in constant

danger. Every now and again a bomb, too, would come flying over the

camp, and the whole commando would make for the rocks amid shouts of

laughter.

At that time we still felt rather down when there was a fight in

prospect. When, some time after our attack on the Rooirandjes, we went

to the west of Ladysmith to attack Platrand, we did not feel at all

comfortable, although we went voluntarily. It was a lovely ride in the

dark at a flying gallop, but when we found on our arrival at Platrand

that the promised number of men was not there, we rode away again quite

satisfied that we had not to attempt the attack. For had we not made up

our minds not to risk a repetition of the attack on Rooirandjes?

The blowing-up of the cannon at Ladysmith is one of the episodes of the

war that we look back upon with a feeling of shame. A few days after a

Long Tom had been blown up on Umbulwana Kop, east of Ladysmith, I warned

our Field-Cornet that the enemy were busy spying in our neighbourhood at

night. While on guard, we could distinctly hear the flapping of the

saddles and the neighing of the horses in front of us. I foretold a

repetition of what had happened on Umbulwana Kop. The Field-Cornet

promised that the guard would be doubled that night. Towards morning

those of us who were not on guard were waked out of our sleep by a loud

cry of 'Hurrah!' from the throats of a few hundred Englishmen who were

blowing up two cannon on a mountain to our right, close to us. We sprang

towards our positions, stumbling and falling over stones, not knowing

what was going on, and expecting the khakies at any moment. It was the

first time that we had heard a fight at night, and it gave us a creepy

feeling. We saw the flames of the guns and from the exploding bullets,

and heard the rattling of the shots and the shouting, but we could not

join in the fight, as we--eight of us--were not allowed to leave our

positions. Now and again a bullet fell in our neighbourhood, and the

Free State Artillery, who were on the mountains to the right, fired some

bombs at the enemy, nearly hitting us in the dark.

When it got lighter we went to look at the dead and wounded, perhaps

from a feeling of bravado, perhaps to accustom ourselves to the sight.

The enemy had paid dearly for their brave deed. They know the number of

their dead and wounded better than we do, for they had opportunity

enough to carry them away. On our side only four were killed and a few

wounded. Niemeyer, Van Zyl and Villiers were among the killed. Pott was

severely wounded. Niemeyer had several bayonet wounds.

After that we were, of course, doubly careful. We have never been able

to discover who failed in their duty on guard. Cooper and Tossel were

suspected and accused. They were sent to Pretoria under arrest, but the

investigation never led to any result. We have every reason to believe

that our burghers were guilty of treachery more than once near

Ladysmith. Government ought from the start to have taken strict measures

against traitors and spies.

Some days after the blowing up of the cannon I sprained my left knee,

which I had already hurt before the war began. General Erasmus gave me

leave to go home for an unlimited time. On my way home I passed my

brother Willem without being aware of it. He had come from Holland,

where he was studying, to take part in the war.

What a meeting with relatives and friends! How much there was to tell!

Even then we had not experienced very much, and how much more will our

burghers have to tell their dear ones on returning from their exile in

strange countries! There will, alas! be much sorrow, too; for many of

our friends and relatives have been killed in this war, and many more

will have yet to give their lives for their country!

III

THE EIGHT-DAY BATTLE OF THE TUGELA--TALK OF INTERVENTION--RELIEF OF

LADYSMITH

Before my knee was quite cured I returned to Ladysmith. The first thing

that caught my eye on my return to the camp was the balloon above

Ladysmith. It looked just like a large crocodile-eye as it followed all

my movements. When I went to look for my horse or to fetch water or

wood, there it stood, high up in the sky, and I felt as if it kept its

eye specially fixed on me, and as if I might expect a bomb at any

moment.

We had never in all our lives seen so many flies as at Ladysmith. We had

to hurry over our meals as they made eating almost an impossibility to

us. Fortunately, I was only a short time there, as towards the end of

January, 1900, part of our commando, including my brother and myself,

was sent to the Tugela as reinforcement. We had a distance of four and a

half hours to ride, and we had to ride hard, as the enemy were

determined to force their way through. We arrived the same day, just two

days after the enemy had tried to force their way through to the right

of Spion Kop and had been defeated. On nearing the high Tugela mountains

we heard more and more distinctly the constant rattling of bullets,

interrupted by the roar of the cannon and the bom-bom-bom of our saucy

bomb-Maxim, that made our hearts expand and those of the enemy shrink.

As we raced on to the foot of the mountains, the bullets that the enemy

were sending over the mountains to find the Boers raised the dust around

us.

The following morning we went to lie in a trench that had been dug by

our men on a rise to the right of Spion Kop. The previous day eight

burghers had been wounded there. Red Danie Opperman was Field-Cornet.

Not far from us, to our left, stood a few of our cannon, and facing us,

to our left, on the long mountain slope, we could see fourteen guns of

the enemy's. In front of us was a large wood, and close to that the

English camp. We could see the enemy moving in great close square

masses. It was a terribly hot day; we had to lie in the trenches, as all

day long the enemy fired at us from the smaller positions facing us, at

a distance of 15,000 paces; and constantly the bombs burst over our

heads. At regular intervals a lyddite bomb--that gave us a shock through

our whole body--came from the wood towards the cannon on our left. Once

only part of our entrenchment, where, fortunately, no one happened to

be, was blown to bits.

Whenever there was a moment's pause, we lifted our heads above the

trenches to have a look at the lovely landscape and at the positions of

our enemy. That day not one of us was wounded. Only the artillery

suffered. If our few cannon ventured to make themselves heard, eight or

more bombs followed in quick succession to silence them. Next to me lay

a man whose servant, a restless, impatient Bushman, most amicably

addressed him as Johnny. The Bushman went to and fro continually to a

'chum' of his who lay hidden behind a rock close to us. Once, on one of

his visits to his 'chum,' a bullet struck the ground close to his

heels; he stood still, looked slowly and defiantly from his heels to

the enemy, and said in a most emphatic tone, 'You confounded

Englishman!' and calmly proceeded on his way to his chum.

To the right of this position was an open space, almost level with the

immediate surroundings, but ending in a steep decline some 900 paces

further on. There we went towards evening with a reinforcement of the

Pretoria town commando that had followed us. The Field-Cornet made us

stand in rows, and told off forty men to dig a trench that night. The

rest of the men would relieve us the following night. My brother and I

were in the first shift. Towards morning, while we were still digging at

the trenches, fire was opened across the whole line of battle. We

imagined that we were being attacked, and jammed ourselves in the narrow

trench. But as the attack did not come off, and the bullets flew high

over our heads, we went on digging until daybreak. Then we noticed that

the enemy were lying in a trench about 800 paces ahead of us. We fired a

few shots at them, but saved our ammunition for an eventual storming.

The whole of that day and the two succeeding days there was a constant

salvo over our heads. The bullets flew over our heads like finches, and

did us no harm, but we had to be on our guard against the sharpshooters,

who occasionally fired close to us. That day (January 24), the heroic

Battle of Spion Kop took place, where our burghers, after having been

surprised in the night by the enemy and driven off the kop, obliged

them, after a stubborn fight, to abandon it again. The Pretoria men, who

were to have relieved us in the trench, took a great part in that

battle. Reineke, Yeppe, Malherbe, De Villiers, and Olivier were killed.

Ihrige was severely wounded.

All day long we lay listening to the fighting, for we could not sleep.

We had to stay in the trench three days and four nights before we were

relieved. Water and food were brought to us, or fetched by our men at

night, as we did not venture to leave the trench by day. We were safe

enough, for the bombs had not much effect on the sand-walls of our

trench, and there was always time to stoop to avoid them. The following

morning news was brought to us that the enemy had abandoned the whole

line of battle and were retreating in the direction of Chieveley.

The battle of the Tugela had lasted eight days.

I had again hurt my knee, and had to leave Ladysmith for Pretoria, from

whence I went to Warmbad at Waterberg to stay for a few weeks with Mrs.

Klein-Frikkie Grobler, who received me most kindly. My brother Frits got

leave for the first time then, too, and Willem remained at Ladysmith.

During my absence the English broke through at Pieter's Heights, where

Willem was made prisoner and Lüttig, Malherbe and Stuart de Villiers

were killed. Meanwhile Frits had gone, with some other Pretoria men, to

the Orange Free State, where the enemy had surrounded General Cronje.

Since the beginning of the siege our burghers always thought the town

would fall soon. 'The khakies cannot hold out any longer! They have no

provisions, and their ammunition must be coming to an end! Buller can

never cross the Tugela, our positions are too good! What does it matter

if _I_ do go on leave? The khakies cannot get through!' That was the

opinion of most of the burghers. And if anyone ventured to point out

that the enemy _might_ force their way through because we did not all do

our duty, he was either not believed or looked upon as a traitor.

Meanwhile enthusiasm was dying out. The burghers lay in their lagers or

went home, trusting to the few willing ones, who ultimately proved not

strong enough to withstand the overwhelming force that Buller brought to

bear upon one point of our positions when he was obliged to force his

way through at no matter what cost.

No leave should have been given during the war, and here I may as well

mention--although this tale does not pretend to be a history of the

war--that it has been carried on with far too great laxity, owing to the

ignorance of our Generals and the demoralizing influence of

self-interest and nepotism. We should have sent our forces far into the

Cape Colony to get help from our brothers in a war that had been forced

upon us by England. The Colonial Afrikanders never had the opportunity

of standing by us, because we did not supply them with the necessary

ammunition or stretch out our hands towards them. Unless they had help

from our invading forces, they dared not risk a rising, because of the

confiscation of their property in case of failure.

We have had to suffer--to suffer cruelly for our sins. Our enemy forced

his way through the dyke that surrounded us, and like a stormy sea he

ruined our homes, devastated our fields, and caused us endless

suffering. Besides this, the talk of intervention had an enervating

effecton the commandos. In our commando, which was largely composed of

ignorant men, the strangest stories went round. One was that the

Russians had landed somewhere in South Africa with 100 cannon. There was

always talk of a great European War having broken out; and the

consequence was that the Boers counted on intervention or help from the

Powers, instead of depending on their own strength and perseverance. The

most sensible among us recognised the improbability of intervention. It

was not to the interest of any foreign Power to intervene in South

Africa where it had no firm footing, particularly as Chamberlain had, by

most cunning artifices, forced us to be the aggressors.

War was inevitable. Sooner or later it had to come. After the Jameson

Raid, which was really the beginning of the war, the Transvaal

Government recognised the dangerous position in which it stood, as an

isolated Republic, and was therefore obliged to arm itself with the most

modern of military equipments. Before the Jameson Raid race hatred was

dying out rapidly. The consequence of the raid was that the gap between

Boer and Englishman widened, the sympathy of the Uitlanders for us grew

deeper, and the Afrikander Bond grew stronger. England's prestige in

South Africa was threatened, and with it her rank as first Power in the

world. She had to maintain her supremacy in South Africa; while for us

it had become a question of all or nothing. England has evidently

succeeded in keeping up such friendly relations with the other Powers

that no intervention seems possible.

The relief of Ladysmith took place on February 28--a Majuba Day--a day

that had been marked as a red-letter day in our calendars. For nineteen

years the enemy have longed to wipe out the remembrance of that day, and

they have done so brilliantly and malignantly. Since that time we have

been humiliated and belittled. Our fall was great. For the first time

there was a general panic. The two Republics, being forced to venture on

war against a powerful kingdom, felt themselves staggering under the

heavy blow.

IV

DEWETSDRIFT--RETURN TO, AND FLIGHT FROM, PRETORIA

After the relief of Kimberley and Ladysmith we imagined that the

decisive battles would soon follow. Although my knee was not yet cured,

I went to Glencoe, whither our commandos had retreated. I was not five

days there when I had to leave, being unfit for active service. Again I

went to Warmbad for some weeks with Mr. Burgemeester Potgieter and his

family, and on my return to Pretoria remained in my office until the

beginning of May.

Meanwhile Frits had returned from the Free State, and my knee was cured.

We each bought ourselves a sturdy pony, and left, with some other

burghers, by train for Klerksdorp, from where we went on to Dewetsdrift,

on the Vaal River. General Viljoen was guarding the drift there with

some hundreds of burghers. We rode from there some four or five hours

into the Free State to spy the movements of the enemy.

From Dewetsdrift we went, under Commandant Boshoff, to Schoemansdrift,

Venterskroon, and Lindequidrift. Our division formed part of the escort

for the guns. Our route lay through beautiful scenery. The Vaal twists

and bends between two high mountains that curve on either side like the

roads the khaki makes with his double row of waggons over the hills of

the Hoogeveld. In every opening of the mountains lies a farm, a mean

little house, but among well-cultivated fields. In nearly every farm the

family was grieving for one of its members who had been taken prisoner

along with Cronje, and of whose fate they were in ignorance. The people

received us very kindly. Everywhere we got milk and biscuits, and we

found afterwards that those people were the kindest who had suffered the

most from the war.

As the enemy were already on their way to Johannesburg, we had to

retreat as rapidly as possible, first to Bank Station, near

Potchefstroom, and then by train to Langlaagte. To the north-west of

Johannesburg we had a skirmish with the enemy, who attacked us as we

were feeding our horses. It appeared that our guard was not on duty. I

have never seen horses saddled so quickly. Most of the burghers rode off

and left us behind with the guns. One ammunition waggon stuck in the

mud, and was left behind, but was brought in safety to Pretoria by Frans

Lottering, a comrade of mine, who rode back for it with some gunners

when we had fled. Lottering was given a sword by General de la Rey for

his brave conduct. Through negligence on the part of our officers we

lost on that occasion one gun, several waggons, and some of our men.

Almost all night long we retreated with our guns to Pretoria. We had not

lost courage. We all spoke of the thorough way in which our Government

would have fortified Pretoria, and of the great battle that would take

place there. We had all made up our minds to a stubborn resistance at

our capital. What a bitter disappointment it was to find that our

Government had decided not to defend the town! The causes that led to

such a decision will be brought to light by historians. The consequences

were that many of the burghers were discouraged, and rode 'huis-toe,'

and nothing came of the great battle that was to have been fought.

Frits and I decided to give our horses a few days' rest in their stables

before going to meet the enemy.

On June 4, at about twelve o'clock, while we were at luncheon, a lyddite

bomb fell close to the fort, raising a cloud of dust. My mother went

outside, and came back quickly to tell us that it was not a shot _from_

the fort, but from the enemy. The bombs followed in quick succession.

They flew over Schanskop fort, and fell close to our house at Sunnyside.

As the ground was rocky they exploded well. My mother and sister fled

with our neighbours to the town, and my brother and I saddled our horses

and rode off to Quaggaspoort.

From over the mountains, to the south of the town, the bombs came flying

as a gentle warning from the khakies that it would be better to

surrender in order to avoid a great calamity.

It was sad to see how few horses there were at the foot of the mountain.

Here a group of four, there of ten--a sign that the number of burghers

in the positions was very small indeed. When the enemy appeared at

Quaggaspoort, we noticed that the burghers from the direction of

Krokodil River were retreating, and a moment later they were all in full

flight. One of my comrades, a brother of Lottering, was wounded in the

arm by a shell as he fled, and had to remain behind in Pretoria. That

night my brother and I spent in our own home, but we left the town the

following morning in the direction of Silverton, just before the enemy

entered.

It would be well to try and understand the condition of our country and

the temper of our burghers.

As the capital was in the hands of the enemy, it was easy enough to

convince our simple-minded men that our country was irretrievably lost

to us. Therefore a period of discouragement and demoralization followed.

Many burghers, also, who had all along fought bravely now remained

behind in the towns or on their farms, not daring to leave their wives

and daughters at the mercy of the soldiers. We may not judge those men,

neither need we consider it to our credit that we, either from a sense

of duty or from a spirit of adventure, acted differently. There were

many also who argued that the Government was corrupt, and that the war

should have been prevented, or that the Boers did not want to fight. So

they also became unfaithful to the cause, and to those along with whom

they began the war. And the name of 'hands-upper' was earned by those

burghers who of their own free will surrendered to the enemy. The chaff

was divided from the grain; cowards and traitors remained behind, and

the willing ones went to the veld, even though it were in a retreating

direction. We were still very hopeful. There were still the good

positions in the Lydenberg district, and we had heard that De Wet had

cut the line of communication behind the enemy. We also still had an

intact line to Delagoa Bay.

My brother and I met our old comrade Frans Loitering, and the three of

us went in search of General Grobler of Waterberg, who lay with his

commando to the east of Pretoria at Franspoort, near Donkerhoek. There

we joined his commando. Our camp was put up near a Kaffir location, and

as the Kaffirs were clean, we often bought boiled sweet potatoes and

crushed maize from them.

Nothing particular happened at Franspoort. To the right and left of us

some desperate fighting went on for several days, and at Donkerhoek a

fierce battle took place, but we were not attacked.

When the news came that the enemy had broken through our lines at

Donkerhoek, and that we had to retreat, my brother and I left Grobler's

commando. Thinking that the commandos would fall back upon the positions

of Belfast, we went to Middelburg to an uncle of ours, the missionary

Jan Maré, in order to give our horses a rest. We had lost sight of our

comrade Frans. On our way we bought bread at the farms, or had it given

us, cut a piece off an ox that had been slaughtered for the commando,

and slept either in a manger or, as was more often the case, in the open

air of the cold Hoogeveld. We arrived at Middelburg completely

exhausted, and are not likely to forget our uncle's great hospitality.

We accidentally met our former Commandant, Boshoff, who told us that he

was on his way with ten men to join General de la Rey, who had gone in

the direction of Rustenburg to cut the enemy's line of communication

between Mafeking and Pretoria, and we very willingly joined him, after a

delightful rest of ten days.

The commando of Commandant Boshoff consisted of nine burghers with an

ambulance waggon--that was used for the commissariat and for our

bedding--a French doctor, two Kaffirs and two tents. It seemed as if we

were going for a picnic. But it was necessary that we should be well

provided with all sorts of things, as our journey would be through the

Boschland, where fever and horse-sickness play havoc with man and horse

in summer. In winter it is endurable for a few months only, so the

country is very scarcely populated and almost uncultivated, and in

winter the Boers trek there with their cattle from the bare, chill

Hoogeveld. I had always longed to see that part of the Transvaal.

V

TREK FROM MIDDELBURG TO RUSTENBURG--BATTLE OF SELIKATSNEK

Some hours north of Middelburg one suddenly leaves the high plateau of

the Boschveld for a difficult road that curves steadily downwards

between two high mountains until it reaches a wide, thickly-wooded

valley. In the kloof (mountain-pass) a swiftly-flowing river cuts the

road that goes along its banks, in several places, before it loses

itself in the Olifants River. There the song of many birds, not to be

found on the Hoogeveld, can be heard, and there it was delightfully

warm, in comparison with the chilly air of the Hoogeveld. Of an evening

we made large fires, as there was plenty of dry wood. We sat round the

fire, chatting or listening to the comic songs which one of our comrades

sang. It was a happy time--away from khaki, far beyond reach of the

roar of cannon--a time of rest in preparation for the evil days that

awaited us.

Everywhere we saw flocks of sheep and herds of cattle grazing among the

bushes--always a sign that we should find a waggon or two with tents

close to them, under the nearest trees. Sometimes, near a drift or a

good place to uitspan, quite a small lager had been formed of the trek

Boers, or, rather, of their wives, for the husbands and sons of many had

gone to the war. The Boers who fled with their cattle in that way we

called 'Bush-lancers.' We came up with De la Rey's lager near the Elands

River, and later on made the acquaintance of Captain Kirsten's scouts,

to whom we offered our services. In those days it was very pleasant to

belong to the reconnoitring corps. When we went to reconnoitre our

horses got plenty of forage on the farms, and as we were few in number

and always ahead of the lager, there were always eggs, bread, and milk

to be had. We had enough to do, also, as we had to keep a sharp

look-out, and we were in constant danger, but not at all afraid of the

patrols of khakies, which, being small in number and without their

guns, were pretty harmless. We advanced almost parallel to the Magalies

Mountains, that stretch from Pretoria to Rustenburg, until we came to

the neighbourhood of Selikatsnek. Unless one was well acquainted with

the highways and byways of that part of the country, one was in constant

danger of losing the way; it is a long stretch of bush, consisting of

the well-known thorn-bushes of the Hoogeveld, for a distance of about

ten miles deep. The principal passes of the Magalies Mountains were

occupied by the enemy--Wonderboompoort, Hornsnek, Selikatsnek,

Commandonek, Olifantsnek. General de la Rey had made up his mind to take

Selikatsnek, and on July 11 he succeeded, by his strong will and

military talent.

While we were reconnoitring with Captain Kirsten's party we got the news

that De la Rey had attacked Selikatsnek--about an hour's ride from where

we were--and that the battle was still going on. We all rode to the

scene of action, but my brother and I, with a few other men, remained

behind to wait for Captain Kirsten, who was absent at the time. As soon

as he arrived we rode off, and arrived at Selikatsnek at about nine

o'clock. Our burghers had already taken two of the enemy's guns.

Selikatsnek (or Moselikatsnek) is a narrow opening in the Magalies

Mountains, with high shoulders on either side, that slope gradually to a

white kopje in the centre. If an attacking party once occupies the

shoulders, it can easily keep the enemy on the kopje or on the two

slopes. When we arrived our burghers already occupied the principal

positions--both shoulders and the smaller positions to the front of the

kopje. The enemy had been obliged to draw in their clipped wings, and to

concentrate on and in the neighbourhood of the white kopje.

But as the shoulders of the pass were very steep on the other side, our

men could not surround the enemy or attack them in the rear; and as

there was not sufficient cover for them to go down the slope without

great loss, in order to drive the enemy by force from their positions,

the burghers remained 'rock-fast' in their positions, and made no

progress at all. Thus, the enemy would either get reinforcements from

Pretoria or escape when it got dark. Both our flanks kept up a constant

fire on the slopes, and on the white kopje, but the shoulders were too

high for a proper aim, and the khakies lay fast behind the boulders and

in the clefts of the rocks.

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