We are now about three hundred in number of both sexes, and of all ages

and conditions--ci-devant noblesse, parents, wives, sisters, and other

relations of emigrants--priests who have not taken the oaths, merchants

and shopkeepers accused of monopoly, nuns, farmers that are said to have

concealed their corn, miserable women, with scarcely clothes to cover

them, for not going to the constitutional mass, and many only because

they happened to be at an inn, or on a visit from their own town, when a

general arrest took place of all who are what is called etrangers, that

is to say, not foreigners only, but not inhabitants of the town where

they are found.--There are, besides, various descriptions of people sent

here on secret informations, and who do not themselves know the precise

reason of their confinement. I imagine we are subject to nearly the same

rules as the common prisons: no one is permitted to enter or speak to a

"detenu" but at the gate, and in presence of the guard; and all letters,

parcels, baskets, &c. are examined previous to their being either

conveyed from hence or received. This, however, depends much on the

political principles of those who happen to be on guard: an aristocrate

or a constitutionalist will read a letter with his eyes half shut, and

inspect bedding and trunks in a very summary way; while a thorough-paced

republican spells every syllable of the longest epistle, and opens all

the roasted pigs or duck-pies before he allows their ingress.--None of

the servants are suffered to go out, so that those who have not friends

in the town to procure them necessaries are obliged to depend entirely on

the keeper, and, of course, pay extravagantly dear for every thing; but

we are so much in the power of these people, that it is prudent to submit

to such impositions without murmuring.

I did not, during my illness, read the papers, and have to-day been

amusing myself with a large packet. General Houchard, I find, is

arrested, for not having, as they say he might have done, driven all the

English army into the sea, after raising the siege of Dunkirk; yet a few

weeks ago their utmost hopes scarcely amounted to the relief of the town:

but their fears having subsided, they have now leisure to be jealous; and

I know no situation so little to be envied under the present government

as that of a successful General.--Among all their important avocations,

the Convention have found time to pass a decree for obliging women to

wear the national cockade, under pain of imprisonment; and the

municipality of the superb Paris have ordered that the King's family

shall, in future, use pewter spoons and eat brown bread!

Oct. 18.

I begin to be very uneasy about Mr. and Mrs. D____. I have written

several times, and still receive no answer. I fear they are in a

confinement more severe than my own, or that our letters miscarry. A

servant of Mad. de ____'s was here this morning, and no letters had come

to Peronne, unless, as my friend endeavours to persuade me, the man would

not venture to give them in presence of the guard, who par excellence

happened to be a furious Jacobin.--We had the mortification of hearing

that a very elegant carriage of Mad. de ____'s has been put in

requisition, and taken to convey a tinman and two farriers who were going

to Paris on a mission--that two of her farmer's best horses had been

killed by hard work in taking provisions to the army, and that they are

now cutting down the young wood on her estate to make pikes.--The seals

are still on our effects, and the guard remains in possession, which has

put us to the expence of buying a variety of articles we could not well

dispense with: for, on examining the baggage after our arrival, we found

it very much diminshed; and this has happened to almost all the people

who have been arrested. Our suspicions naturally fall on the dragoons,

and it is not very surprizing that they should attempt to steal from

those whom they are certain would not dare to make any complaint.

Many of our fellow-prisoners are embarrassed by their servants having

quitted them.--One Collot d'Herbois, a member of the Commite de Salut

Public, has proposed to the Convention to collect all the gentry,

priests, and suspected people, into different buildings, which should be

previously mined for the purpose, and, on the least appearance of

insurrection, to blow them up all together.--You may perhaps conclude,

that such a project was received with horror, and the adviser of it

treated as a monster. Our humane legislature, however, very coolly sent

it to the committee to be discussed, without any regard to the terror and

apprehension which the bare idea of a similar proposal must inspire in

those who are the destined victims. I cannot myself believe that this

abominable scheme is intended for execution, but it has nevertheless

created much alarm in timid minds, and has occasioned in part the

defection of the servants I have just mentioned. Those who were

sufficiently attached to their masters and mistresses to endure the

confinement and privations of a Maison d'Arret, tremble at the thoughts

of being involved in the common ruin of a gunpowder explosion; and the

men seem to have less courage than the women, at least more of the latter

have consented to remain here.--It was atrocious to publish such a

conception, though nothing perhaps was intended by it, as it may deprive

many people of faithful attendants at a time when they are most

necessary.

We have a tribunal revolutionnaire here, with its usual attendant the

Guillotine, and executions are now become very frequent. I know not who

are the sufferers, and avoid enquiring through fear of hearing the name

of some acquaintance. As far as I can learn, the trials are but too

summary, and little other evidence is required than the fortune, rank,

and connections of the accused. The Deputy who is Commissioner for this

department is one Le Bon, formerly a priest--and, I understand, of an

immoral and sanguinary character, and that it is he who chiefly directs

the verdicts of the juries according to his personal hatred or his

personal interest.--We have lately had a very melancholy instance of the

terror created by this tribunal, as well as of the notions that prevail

of its justice. A gentleman of Calais, who had an employ under the

government, was accused of some irregularity in his accounts, and, in

consequence, put under arrest. The affair became serious, and he was

ordered to prison, as a preliminary to his trial. When the officers

entered his apartment to take him, regarding the judicial procedure as a

mere form, and concluding it was determined to sacrifice him, he in a

frenzy of despair seized the dogs in the chimney, threw them at the

people, and, while they escaped to call for assistance, destroyed himself

by cutting his arteries.--It has appeared, since the death of this

unfortunate man, that the charge against him was groundless, and that he

only wanted time to arrange his papers, in order to exonerate himself

entirely.

Oct. 19.

We are disturbed almost nightly by the arrival of fresh prisoners, and my

first question of a morning is always _"N'est il pas du monde entre la

nuit?"_--Angelique's usual reply is a groan, and _"Ah, mon Dieu, oui;"

"Une dixaine de pretres;"_ or, _"Une trentaine de nobles:"_ ["Did not some

people arrive in the night?"]--"Yes, God help us--half a score priests, or

twenty or thirty gentry." And I observe the depth of the groan is nearly

in proportion to the quality of the person she commiserates. Thus, a

groan for a Comte, a Marquise, or a Priest, is much more audible than one

for a simple gentlewoman or a merchant; and the arrival of a Bishop

(especially if not one of the constitutional clergy) is announced in a

more sorrowful key than either.

While I was walking in the yard this morning, I was accosted by a

female whom I immediately recollected to be Victoire, a very pretty

_couturiere,_ [Sempstress.] who used to work for me when I was at

Panthemont, and who made your last holland shirts. I was not a little

surprized to see her in such a situation, and took her aside to enquire

her history. I found that her mother was dead, and that her brother

having set up a little shop at St. Omer, had engaged her to go and live

with him. Being under five-and-twenty, the last requisition obliged him

to depart for the army, and leave her to carry on the business alone.

Three weeks after, she was arrested at midnight, put into a cart, and

brought hither. She had no time to take any precautions, and their

little commerce, which was in haberdashery, as well as some work she had

in hand, is abandoned to the mercy of the people that arrested her. She

has reason to suppose that her crime consists in not having frequented

the constitutional mass; and that her accuser is a member of one of the

town committees, who, since her brother's absence, has persecuted her

with dishonourable proposals, and, having been repulsed, has taken this

method of revenging himself. Her conjecture is most probably right, as,

since her imprisonment, this man has been endeavouring to make a sort of

barter with her for her release.

I am really concerned for this poor creature, who is at present a very

good girl, but if she remain here she will not only be deprived of her

means of living, but perhaps her morals may be irremediably corrupted.

She is now lodged in a room with ten or dozen men, and the house is so

crouded that I doubt whether I have interest enough to procure her a more

decent apartment.

What can this strange policy tend to, that thus exposes to ruin and want

a girl of one-and-twenty--not for any open violation of the law, but

merely for her religious opinions; and this, too, in a country which

professes toleration as the basis of its government?

My friend, Mad. de ____ s'ennui terribly; she is not incapable of amusing

herself, but is here deprived of the means. We have no corner we can

call our own to sit in, and no retreat when we wish to be out of a croud

except my closet, where we can only see by candle-light. Besides, she

regrets her employments, and projects for the winter. She had begun

painting a St. Theresa, and translating an Italian romance, and had

nearly completed the education of a dozen canary birds, who would in a

month's time have accompanied the harp so delightfully, as to overpower

the sound of the instrument. I believe if we had a few more square

inches of room, she would be tempted, if not to bring the whole chorus,

at least to console herself with two particular favourites, distinguished

by curious topknots, and rings about their necks.

With all these feminine propensities, she is very amiable, and her case

is indeed singularly cruel and unjust.--Left, at an early age, under the

care of her brother, she was placed by him at Panthemont (where I first

became acquainted with her) with an intention of having her persuaded to

take the veil; but finding her averse from a cloister, she remained as a

pensioner only, till a very advantageous marriage with the Marquis de

____, who was old enough to be her father, procured her release. About

two years ago he died, and left her a very considerable fortune, which

the revolution has reduced to nearly one-third of its former value. The

Comte de ____, her brother, was one of the original patriots, and

embraced with great warmth the cause of the people; but having very

narrowly escaped the massacres of September, 1792, he immediately after

emigrated.

Thus, my poor friend, immured by her brother till the age of twenty-two

in a convent, then sacrificed three years to a husband of a disagreeable

temper and unsuitable age, is now deprived of the first liberty she ever

enjoyed, and is made answerable for the conduct of a man over whom she

has no sort of influence. It is not, therefore, extraordinary that she

cannot reconcile herself to her present situation, and I am really often

more concerned on her account than my own. Cut off from her usual

resources, she has no amusement but wandering about the house; and if her

other causes of uneasiness be not augmented, they are at least rendered

more intolerable by her inability to fill up her time.--This does not

arise from a deficiency of understanding, but from never having been

accustomed to think. Her mind resembles a body that is weak, not by

nature, but from want of exercise; and the number of years she has passed

in a convent has given her that mixture of childishness and romance,

which, my making frivolities necessary, renders the mind incapable of

exertion or self-support.

Oct. 20.

The unfortunate Queen, after a trial of some days, during which she seems

to have behaved with great dignity and fortitude, is no longer sensible

of the regrets of her friends or the malice of her enemies. It is

singular, that I have not yet heard her death mentioned in the prison

--every one looks grave and affects silence. I believe her death has not

occasioned an effect so universal as that of the King, and whatever

people's opinions may be, they are afraid of expressing them: for it is

said, though I know not with what truth, that we are surrounded by spies,

and several who have the appearance of being prisoners like ourselves

have been pointed out to me as the objects of this suspicion.

I do not pretend to undertake the defence of the Queen's imputed faults--

yet I think there are some at least which one may be very fairly

permitted to doubt. Compassion should not make me an advocate for guilt

--but I may, without sacrificing morals to pity, venture to observe, that

the many scandalous histories circulated to her prejudice took their rise

at the birth of the Dauphin,* which formed so insurmountable a bar to the

views of the Duke of Orleans.--

* Nearly at the same time, and on the same occasion, there were

literary partizans of the Duke of Orleans, who endeavoured to

persuade the people that the man with the iron mask, who had so long

excited curiosity and eluded conjecture, was the real son of Louis

XIII.--and Louis XIV. in consequence, supposititious, and only the

illegitimate offspring of Cardinal Mazarin and Anne of Austria--that

the spirit of ambition and intrigue which characterized this

Minister had suggested this substitution to the lawful heir, and

that the fears of the Queen and confusion of the times had obliged

her to acquiesce:

"Cette opinion ridicule, et dont les dates connues de l'histoire

demontrent l'absurdite, avoit eu des partisans en France--elle

tendoit a avilir la maison regnante, et a persuader au peuple que le

trone n'appartient pas aux descendans de Louis XIV. prince

furtivement sutstitue, mais a la posterite du second fils de Louis

XIII. qui est la tige de la branche d'Orleans, et qui est reconnue

comme descendant legitimement, et sans objection, du Roi Louis

XIII."

--Nouvelles Considerations sur la Masque de Fer, Memoirs de

Richelieu.

"This ridiculous opinion, the absurdity of which is demonstrated by

historical dates, had not been without its partizans in France.--It

tended to degrade the reigning family, and to make the people

believe that the throne did not of right belong to the descendants

of Louis XIV. (a prince surreptitiously intruded) but to the

posterity of the second son of Louis XIII. from whom is derived the

branch of Orleans, and who was, without dispute, the legitimate and

unobjectionable offspring of Louis XIII."

--New Considerations on the Iron Mask.--Memoirs of the Duc de

Richelieu.

The author of the above Memoirs adds, that after the taking of the

Bastille, new attempts were made to propagate this opinion, and that he

himself had refuted it to many people, by producing original letters and

papers, sufficiently demonstrative of its absurdity.

--He might hope, by popularity, to supersede the children of the Count

d'Artois, who was hated; but an immediate heir to the Crown could be

removed only by throwing suspicions on his legitimacy. These

pretensions, it is true, were so absurd, and even incredible, that had

they been urged at the time, no inference in the Queen's favour would

have been admitted from them; but as the existence of such projects,

however absurd and iniquitous, has since been demonstrated, one may now,

with great appearance of reason, allow them some weight in her

justification.

The affair of the necklace was of infinite disservice to the Queen's

reputation; yet it is remarkable, that the most furious of the Jacobins

are silent on this head as far as it regarded her, and always mention the

Cardinal de Rohan in terms that suppose him to be the culpable party:

but, "whatever her faults, her woes deserve compassion;" and perhaps the

moralist, who is not too severe, may find some excuse for a Princess,

who, at the age of sixteen, possibly without one real friend or

disinterested adviser, became the unrestrained idol of the most

licentious Court in Europe. Even her enemies do not pretend that her

fate was so much a merited punishment as a political measure: they

alledge, that while her life was yet spared, the valour of their troops

was checked by the possibility of negotiation; and that being no more,

neither the people nor armies expecting any thing but execration or

revenge, they will be more ready to proceed to the most desperate

extremities.--This you will think a barbarous sort of policy, and

considering it as national, it appears no less absurd than barbarous; but

for the Convention, whose views perhaps extend little farther than to

saving their heads, peculating, and receiving their eighteen livres a

day, such measures, and such a principle of action, are neither unwise

nor unaccountable: "for the wisdom of civilized nations is not their

wisdom, nor the ways of civilized people their ways."*--

* I have been informed, by a gentleman who saw the Queen pass in her

way to execution, that the short white bed gown and the cap which

she wore were discoloured by smoke, and that her whole appearance

seemed to have been intended, if possible, to degrade her in the

eyes of the multitude. The benevolent mind will recollect with

pleasure, that even the Queen's enemies allow her a fortitude and

energy of character which must have counteracted this paltry malice,

and rendered it incapable of producing any emotion but contempt. On

her first being removed to the Conciergerie, she applied for some

necessaries; but the humane municipality of Paris refused them,

under pretext that the demand was contrary to the system of _la

sainte elagite_--"holy equality."

--It was reported that the Queen was offered her life, and the liberty to

retire to St. Cloud, her favourite residence, if she would engage the

enemy to raise the siege of Maubeuge and withdraw; but that she refused

to interfere.

Arras, 1793.

For some days previous to the battle by which Maubeuge was relieved, we

had very gloomy apprehensions, and had the French army been unsuccessful

and forced to fall back, it is not improbable but the lives of those

detained in the _Maison d'Arret_ [House of detention.] might have been

sacrificed under pretext of appeasing the people, and to give some credit

to the suspicions so industriously inculcated that all their defeats are

occasioned by internal enemies. My first care, as soon as I was able to

go down stairs, was to examine if the house offered any means of escape

in case of danger, and I believe, if we could preserve our recollection,

it might be practicable; but I can so little depend on my strength and

spirits, should such a necessity occur, that perhaps the consolation of

knowing I have a resource is the only benefit I should ever derive from

it.

Oct. 21.

I have this day made a discovery of a very unpleasant nature, which Mad.

de ____ had hitherto cautiously concealed from me. All the English, and

other foreigners placed under similar circumstances, are now, without

exception, arrested, and the confiscation of their property is decreed.

It is uncertain if the law is to extend to wearing apparel, but I find

that on this ground the Committee of Peronne persist in refusing to take

the seals off my effects, or to permit my being supplied with any

necessaries whatsoever. In other places they have put two, four, and, I

am told, even to the number of six guards, in houses belonging to the

English; and these guards, exclusive of being paid each two shillings per

day, burn the wood, regale on the wine, and pillage in detail all they

can find, while the unfortunate owner is starving in a Maison d'Arret,

and cannot obtain permission to withdraw a single article for his own

use.--The plea for this paltry measure is, that, according to the report

of a deserter escaped from Toulon, Lord Hood has hanged one Beauvais, a

member of the Convention. I have no doubt but the report is false, and,

most likely, fabricated by the Comite de Salut Public, in order to

palliate an act of injustice previously meditated.

It is needless to expatiate on the atrocity of making individuals, living

here under the faith of the nation, responsible for the events of the

war, and it is whispered that even the people are a little ashamed of it;

yet the government are not satisfied with making us accountable for what

really does happen, but they attribute acts of cruelty to our countrymen,

in order to excuse those they commit themselves, and retaliate imagined

injuries by substantial vengeance.--Legendre, a member of the Convention,

has proposed, with a most benevolent ingenuity, that the manes of the

aforesaid Beauvais should be appeased by exhibiting Mr. Luttrell in an

iron cage for a convenient time, and then hanging him.

A gentleman from Amiens, lately arrested while happening to be here on

business, informs me, that Mr. Luttrell is now in the common gaol of that

place, lodged with three other persons in a miserable apartment, so

small, that there is not room to pass between their beds. I understand

he was advised to petition Dumont for his removal to a Maison d'Arret,

where he would have more external convenience; but he rejected this

counsel, no doubt from a disdain which did him honour, and preferred to

suffer all that the mean malice of these wretches would inflict, rather

than ask any accommodation as a favour.--The distinguishing Mr. Luttrell

from any other English gentleman is as much a proof of ignorance as of

baseness; but in this, as in every thing else, the present French

government is still more wicked than absurd, and our ridicule is

suppressed by our detestation.

Oct. 22.

Mad. de ____'s _homme d'affaires_ [Agent] has been here to-day, but no

news from Amiens. I know not what to conjecture. My patience is almost

exhausted, and my spirits are fatigued. Were I not just now relieved by

a distant prospect of some change for the better, my situation would be

insupportable.--"Oh world! oh world! but that thy strange mutations make

us wait thee, life would not yield to age." We should die before our

time, even of moral diseases, unaided by physical ones; but the

uncertainty of human events, which is the "worm i'the bud" of happiness,

is to the miserable a cheering and consolatory reflection. Thus have I

dragged on for some weeks, postponing, as it were, my existence, without

any resource, save the homely philosophy of _"nous verrons demain."_

["We shall see to-morrow."]

At length our hopes and expectations are become less general, and if we

do not obtain our liberty, we may be able at least to procure a more

eligible prison. I confess, the source of our hopes, and the protector

we have found, are not of a dignity to be ushered to your notice by

citations of blank verse, or scraps of sentiment; for though the top of

the ladder is not quite so high, the first rounds are as low as that of

Ben Bowling's.

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