CHAPTER XII.

Julie went slowly and thoughtfully down the stairs. The moment she was

alone, all in which she had just taken part sank into the background

before the one thought how it fared with her friend, how he had passed

the day, and what might have occurred between him and his wife, who

held his fate in her hands. She reproached herself for having let her

visit detain her so long. It is true he did not generally come until

evening. But what if he had sought her out earlier to-day?--what if he

had had some news to give her, or had needed her advice or consent? A

cold shudder passed over her at the dreadful thought!

As if to make up for lost time, she hastened down the remaining steps.

But, upon reaching the landing of the first floor, she involuntarily

stopped. A very strange kind of music issued from one of the

neighboring doors. This was Nelida's _salon_; the waiter who had taken

her to Irene had told her so. The piano within, which only skillful

hands were generally allowed to touch, seemed to have fallen into the

hands of a maniac, who cared more for making noise than music, or who

was trying to test the instrument's power of resistance.

But, rising above all this stormy _charivari_ of the keys, what noise

was that? Did her ears deceive her, or did she really hear a child's

voice that pierced to her very heart? Greatly excited, she advanced a

few steps toward the nearest door; now she heard it more plainly--the

sobbing of a child, that ceased for a moment only to begin again

immediately afterward. Was it possible? Did she know that voice? She

approached her ear to the door and discovered that the crying child

must be in one of the side rooms, to which there was no separate

entrance from the corridor. A few seconds more and the last doubt

vanished. Without taking time for reflection, without knocking, she

opened the door and stepped into the narrow hall between Nelida's

_salon_ and bedroom.

The doors of both the adjoining rooms stood half open. In the _salon_

sat Stephanopulos before the piano, improvising like a madman with the

most utter disregard of harmony, for he had been his own teacher on the

piano. He did not notice Julie, but went on abusing the keys. It was

not clear whether he was doing this in order to drown the noise of the

crying, or to divert the distressed child's thoughts. For through the

other door Julie now unmistakably heard the sobbing of little Frances,

and the voice of a woman trying to soothe and comfort her. But before

she had time to enter, an elderly lady, in hat and shawl, appeared on

the threshold.

"Is it you, Nanette?" cried the old singer. "Is the carriage ready? Are

the trunks strapped on? It's high time. The child--Good God!--what is

this? You here?"

Julie did not give her time to slam the door and bolt it. She hastily

pushed past the astonished woman, and entered the sleeping-chamber.

She was received with a cry of fright. Before a table, on which were

piled all sorts of presents, flowers, cakes, and toys, as if for a

birthday celebration, stood the child, a big doll in one arm and a

paper of candy in the other, but weeping as bitterly all the while as

if these presents had been given her as a punishment. A woman, still

young but past her first youth, knelt on the carpet beside her, her

soft face bent down over the curly head of the child, apparently doing

all in her power to quiet the little creature. But now she sprang to

her feet and stared at Julie as if she had been a ghost.

The countess lay stretched out on a sofa, in the back part of the room,

holding in her hand a newspaper, that fell into her lap when she

suddenly became aware of this unexpected caller, who was now standing

in the middle of the chamber.

The next moment the child let everything it had in its arms fall on the

carpet, and, uttering a loud cry of joy, rushed into Julie's arms.

"Have you come at last, my dear, beautiful mamma? What made you come so

late? I was so frightened here all alone! Are we really going now to

Auntie Angelica? Or will you take me to papa?"

She clung fast to her protectress, who found it hard to quiet her. Her

little face was wet with tears, and she trembled in every limb.

The countess raised herself upon her couch.

"To what do I owe this honor, Fraeulein?" she said, in a trembling

voice.

Julie released herself from the child's arms, and looked the questioner

calmly in the face.

"I ought to excuse myself, countess," she said, "for coming here

unannounced. However, the manner in which I am received relieves me

from this formal courtesy. In passing by outside I heard a child

crying, and recognized to my amazement and alarm Frances's voice. Her

foster-mother and her father, who evidently do not know where the child

is, will be alarmed about her. Pardon me if I take my leave with as

little formality as I came. Come, Frances, let us go. What have you

done with your hat and little cloak?"

She had had difficulty in uttering the first words, she was so agitated

by her indignation. But the sound of her own voice gave her back her

self-control. She felt herself, all at once, to be perfectly at ease

and a match for all hostility.

The piano-playing had suddenly ceased, and in the room itself the

stillness of death ensued, broken only by little Frances, who ran to

the lounge where her wraps were lying.

The young woman took a step toward Julie. Her face, but slightly

flushed, appeared quite composed, and neither hate nor fear spoke from

her eyes.

"I must introduce myself to you, Fraeulein," she said, with her soft

voice. "I am Frau Lucie Jansen, the mother of this dear child. From

this you will understand--"

"Is that true, mamma Julie?" the child interrupted. "Is the woman

really papa's wife, as she says? But papa hasn't any wife; he had one

once, but she is dead this long time, and I haven't any other mother

but my good foster-mother and my beautiful mamma Julie. I don't want to

have any other mother, and I don't want any presents from her--I only

want to go away! You must take me away. I--I--"

She began to cry again, dropped her little cloak, and running back to

Julie threw her arms round her neck and sobbed bitterly.

"Be quiet, Frances dear," Julie whispered to her. "We will go away to

your father. You can ask him; he will tell you all that I can't

tell you here. Come, be a good child--be my brave, sensible little

Frances--"

"I must confess that this is the most extraordinary proceeding I ever

heard of," said the countess, in a loud but perfectly indifferent

voice. "Such language from such a mouth--_une femme entretenue qui ne

rougit pas de vouloir enlever un enfant a la mere legitime_--"

"Countess," interrupted Julie, likewise raising her voice, "you said

that in French; that relieves me from the disagreeable necessity of

giving you the plain German answer that such an insult deserves--an

insult which you yourself know to be false. Besides, I haven't to do

with you, although you have permitted your rooms to be the theatre of

this intrigue. I merely have to reply to the mother that I have a right

to this child, a right that was voluntarily given me by its father, and

that I certainly regret having to make use of this right in opposition

to one who might have appealed to a holy right of Nature, had she not

of her own accord relinquished it. You wished to steal the child from

the father, and I, the betrothed of your former husband, fulfill only

my motherly duty when I resist such a robbery. Get ready, Frances; we

have nothing more to do here."

The face of the young woman had grown deadly pale, her soft eyes

flashed fire, and she ground her little white teeth so that the sound

was plainly audible.

"You allow yourself," she said, "to judge of circumstances you do not

understand, that have never been told you except in a one-sided and

distorted way. I have never renounced my natural right to call this

child mine; I have merely been obliged to yield for a time to force,

and I have always secretly hoped that time would come to my aid, that

the father of my darling would acknowledge the deep wrong he had done

me, and that the separation would tend to soften him. And who knows

that this would not have come about had you not stepped in between us?

Now, to be sure, that things have gone so far, there is no longer any

hope of settling the matter amicably. If I would have back what belongs

to me by sacred rights I was obliged to steal it as if it had been the

property of another; and how hard it will be for me to make it mine

again I have already discovered to my sorrow, for they have estranged

the heart of this poor, motherless creature from its most natural home.

Nevertheless, I will not cease to proclaim my right to the child and to

its father. Why do you stand in the way of a deeply-injured woman, a

robbed mother? Don't pretend you really care anything about becoming my

successor to the child, as you have become to the father. Skillfully as

you now play the _role_ of the tender mother, in your heart you will be

grateful to me if I relieve you of this burdensome duty; and he too,

the most fickle of men--believe me, if he only had a reasonable pretext

before the world, he would console himself in your possession, and

would rejoice that I had been so good-natured as to have removed from

his sight, without his express consent, the remembrance of an old

guilt!"

She made a movement as if to draw the child to her arms, but it only

clung the tighter to Julie.

"Take me away," it whispered to her, in a low voice. "Let us go

away--to dear papa--I don't want to go to that woman again."

Julie stroked the little head, and pressed it to her side. She covered

the child's ears so thickly with its soft hair that not a word of all

this sad and bitter talk could reach its young soul.

"Thank you," she said, "you have drawn a thorn from my conscience by

these disclosures. 'Perhaps, after all, he did her an injustice,' I

said to myself. 'Perhaps he was too violent, too hasty; and even if she

has been guilty of a great sin toward him, is it not punishment enough

that the mother has been deprived of her child for so many years? And

can I answer for it to this child for having forever destroyed all

hopes of a reconciliation between her parents?' This often gave me some

misgivings; but I candidly confess to you, from this day forth my

conscience will be easy on that score. No matter what you may say in

order to palliate what you have done, you cannot have the only real

justification, a true and genuine love for your child; if you did, how

could you entertain the thought that I would be glad to get rid of her?

Such a thing could only be said and believed by a woman who let five

years pass away without once trying to see, at any cost, the child she

had borne; and who never even waited in the streets that she might have

a chance to press it to her heart and kiss it once again. Such a

thought could only be entertained by the woman who believed that the

father of this child was capable of sacrificing it to his new-born

happiness, and would look on with indifference while it pined and

languished for want of a true mother's love. And you reproach me for

having plighted my troth to this man who never belonged to you, for you

never understood him, and never knew his worth, his nobility, and his

greatness. You may do your best to destroy his happiness and to

undermine his peace by your petty acts; in _this_ plot you have failed,

and, for the future, we shall take better care of ourselves and of the

child. You have given us warning!"

She did not wait few an answer to these words, which she poured forth

in ever-increasing excitement. Before the women could collect their

thoughts and interfere she had seized little Frances's hat and cloak,

had put them on the child, and had borne her away in her arms.

The moment she had gone, Stephanopulos entered the room with a nervous

laugh.

"_Quelle femme!_" he said. "_Elle nous a joliment mis dedans._"

"Angelos," commanded the countess, "go after her! She is perfectly

capable of seating herself in the carriage that stands before the door

and riding home in it. We need the carriage. There is no time to lose."

"But, my dear countess, I don't understand. What is the use now?--and

you, madame--"

He approached Lucie, who had sunk down on the lounge in speechless

stupor.

"Don't be a child, Angelos!" said the countess, excitedly. "What is

there about it you don't understand? The game is lost! To be sure, if

it had only been played somewhat better--"

"What would you have?" retorted the young woman, in an irritated tone.

"Didn't we do everything you advised us? If it hadn't been for this

horrible incident, everything would have turned out well. I should have

carried off the child, and by doing so have proved to the world that I

knew myself to be innocent, that I would not quietly submit to

everything they chose to put upon me, and that I had the courage to

defend myself against the incredible insults--"

"Calm yourself, my good friend!" said Nelida, decisively. "Why should

we go on with a comedy that deludes no one? Enough, _le coup a manque!_

We must take care that the recoil does not strike you. The journey

which you intended to take with the child you must take alone. Or,

don't you think that your husband will do all in his power to make you

suffer for the mere attempt, if he hears--"

"He will rage like a tiger!" cried Stephanopulos. "I once saw a little

specimen of his rage when a hostler whipped a cart-horse until the

animal fell to the ground. He sprang upon the man and would have torn

him in pieces if we had not interfered. The countess is right--you must

fly; of course I will accompany you, until you are in safety."

The old singer, who had kept herself in the background during the whole

scene, now stepped forward and zealously joined in urging flight. Lucie

let her have her way without moving a finger.

In ten minutes all was ready; the carriage rolled away from the house,

and Nelida dragged herself to the window and stood gazing after them.

The young Greek leaned out of the carriage, and nodded a last farewell.

"_Bon voyage!_" said the solitary woman, carelessly returning the

salutation. "So this episode is played out, too! Poor creature--totally

without _elan_ in good or bad. And yet I pity her. To have been the

wife of this man, and now to have sunk so low as to have to be glad

when an insignificant young-- And I?--what is the end of it all? To

grow old and ugly--always older and uglier--the last spark dies out,

and finally the heart is buried beneath the ashes of its own passions.

A hell on earth! I would give the rest of my life to be, just for a

single year, as beautiful as this Julie--to be so loved, and by _this

man!_"

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