_June 11._--This day has made manifest that more judgments are coming

upon the city, and instead of a _Firman_ in favour Daoud Pasha,

bringing peace, we can hear the sound of the cannon of the new Pasha.

He will little regard the _Firman_ that has come from the Sultan, if

it has really come, and which being here universally believed to have

been procured through the instrumentality of our Ambassador, places

the English in no very acceptable position; but the Lord is our tower,

yea, our high tower, and into _him_ we run. The enemy is now about six

miles off, and the whole city is in a state of commotion that cannot

be described, every one armed with swords, pistols, and guns,

preparing for the expected contest. O Lord, we commend ourselves to

thy holy keeping, for thou neither slumberest nor sleepest. When all

the difficulties of these countries follow upon one another as rapidly

as they have of late done here, it seems very difficult to see how the

word of life is to go forth as a testimony. Yet it will; for the Lord

hath said it; therefore let not our hearts fail, or our hands hang

down, for the Lord of all circumstances, who governs the most

disastrous as well as the most prosperous, is our own Lord, the only

begotten of the Father, full of grace and truth. All the bazaars are

closed, and we are taking in water again at an advanced price. Oh!

Lord, when will thy holy and blessed kingdom of peace come, when the

nations shall learn war no more, but love and light shall flourish in

the Lord! Wherever the blasting influence of Mohammedanism extends,

how iron bound all appears against the truth: yet even this the Lord

will soften by his love, or break by his power. May my soul be daily

more and more sensible of their misery and pride. Poor Mr. Goodell

says, in a letter, that after all the labours the American

missionaries have bestowed in Syria, they scarcely know an individual

to whom their message has been peace, saving in the case of two or

three Armenians of whom they hoped well. No one can imagine the

disheartening feelings that often try the missionary's heart in the

countries where Mohammedanism is professed and dominant, and where

your mouth is sealed. Among heathens, and especially in India, you can

publish your testimony, and this is a great comfort to the heart that

knows what a testimony it is, and what promises are connected with its

publication.

Shortly after we ascended to the roof for our evening walk, we heard

the cannon and small arms begin to fire, which informed us that the

contest was begun within the city. About eight o'clock we heard

multitudes crying out and shouting before the seroy, or palace, and

the account was soon brought us that the inhabitants had broken in and

seized the Pasha. After this all became quiet, except the firing of

guns from the tops of the houses, to frighten off the thieves, and the

cry of the watchmen, whom all, who can afford it in these trying

occasions, keep to protect them. The Lord has hitherto extended his

sheltering wing over us, though without sword, pistol, gun, or powder

in the house; and the only men besides myself, are Kitto, who is

deaf, and the schoolmaster's father, who is blind: but the Lord is our

hope and our exceeding great reward.

_June 12._ _Lord's day._--The wretched Pasha has just passed our house

under a guard to the residence of Saleh Beg, almost the only male

relation he suffered to live of the family he supplanted. The Lord is

now visiting on him his cruelty and blood; so that what with the

plague and now the sword, there will hardly be one of the apostate

Georgians left.

The day dawned quietly; but our house has just been attacked by a band

of lawless depredators, asking for powder and offensive weapons. I

told them I had none; but seeing a carpenter whom I knew, I told him I

would let him and three others in, if they would promise me that no

more should come in, which they did. So they entered, and were very

civil, though they searched the house: I gave them some money, and

they went away, promising that nothing more should be done to my

house; but my only confidence is in the Lord. They wanted to go from

the roof of my house to that of a rich neighbour's of mine, but I told

them I could not allow that they should make my house a passage to

his, and they were very civil and did not press it.

A Frenchman who was teaching the Pasha's soldiers European discipline,

has had his house stripped, and when they were on the point of killing

him he turned Mohammedan. Before he was professedly a Roman Catholic,

but really an infidel.

Oh, my dear Mary, what a contrast to your kingdom of peace and love!

Lord Jesus come quickly. For this I can now truly bless God that she

is freed from this season of trouble and anxiety. The dear children

bear it better than I could have hoped; but the Lord sustains and

comforts us in the hope that as the new Pasha is near, this state of

inquietude may not continue long. The Pasha of Mosul and an Arab chief

have entered the city, and are now at the palace, so thank God, the

state of anarchy is likely to be immediately put an end to. The crier

has been publishing the determination of those now acting for the new

Pasha, till he enters to punish all who commit any depredations, and

desiring that the bazaars may be opened, and every one go about his

own work. Should this be the end, we cannot but bless God that so

great a storm has passed over so lightly. But the fact was, that the

plague had destroyed all the powers of resistance. All Daoud Pasha's

soldiers were dead--all his public servants were dead--and he, though

recovering from the plague, unable to take any active part for

himself. When he passed our house this morning, he was supported on

his horse by six men. He is not yet killed, and on his expressing a

wish to have his son brought to him, he was sent for immediately.

Should they spare his life, it may augur that even the Turks are

coming to a sense of their barbarism. It has been a great comfort to

me to-day, to think on Noah's case, that God did not forget him amidst

a condemned world.

_June 14._--The people at the head of affairs have now begun to

quarrel among themselves: some are for killing Daoud Pasha, some

are for saving him, and the opposite parties are fighting in all

directions; so when these troubles will terminate, or how, we have

little knowledge. Our only resting place is in him who is the Shepherd

of the fold of Israel.

The Pasha of Mosul has been made prisoner, and part of the palace has

been burnt and plundered: they have killed or put to flight the

soldiers of the Pasha of Mosul, who came here as the agent of Ali

Pasha, of Aleppo, the successor to Daoud Pasha, said to have been

appointed by the Porte. The crier has again proclaimed Daoud as Pasha,

and Saleh Beg his kaimacam or representative, till he recovers. Some

say the Pasha of Aleppo is dead of the plague; some, that he is not

coming, and that this entrance of the Pasha of Mosul and a famous Arab

chief, was only a plot of theirs to get Bagdad into their own hands.

What is true, what is false, it is now utterly impossible to tell, or

what the result will be; but should Ali Pasha, if he is alive, be now

sufficiently powerful to advance and attempt to dispossess this man,

we may expect dreadful scenes. Last night the contest ended in

plundering the poor Jews.

Amidst this turmoil and interminable contention, a missionary with a

family has much to try his faith, particularly in the early years of

his missionary course, when he has no power in the language to take

advantage of those opportunities which accidentally present

themselves; for I am daily more and more convinced of the difficulty

of speaking so as to be felt; at least in the first Eastern language

one learns. The association of ideas, the images of illustration, are

almost entirely different in many cases. The organs of pronunciation

require a perfect new modelling, and perhaps not the least difficulty

is to prevent one's heart from sinking at the little apparent progress

made in understanding, and being understood, out of the common routine

of daily life: the feeling will often arise, Surely I never shall

learn. The difficulty is not, however, merely in words; you have to

converse in the East generally with persons who have either no ideas

on subjects of the deepest interest, or have attached some entirely

different meaning to the terms you use to express those ideas; and

which of the two occasions the most trouble, it is difficult to say.

Notwithstanding, however, all difficulties, and all discouragements,

and we seem now in the very centre of all, my soul was never more

assured of the value of missionary labours among any people, it

matters not whom, than now. There is, I am sure, what our blessed Lord

declares, a _testimony_, in whatever measure we can proclaim his

truth, or manifest his spirit, that is felt by those even who will

not embrace it savingly. In reading Mrs. Judson's journal of the

trials of the Burman mission, how deeply I now enter into them--how

truly I can sympathize with them. It is wonderful how the Lord does

sustain the heart when the time of trial comes. When I heard the

struggle at the palace, last night, then saw it on fire, and heard the

balls whizzing over our heads, and shortly after the screams of the

poor Jews, whom they were plundering, a little way from the end of our

street, my heart felt a repose in God that I cannot describe, and a

peace that nothing but confidence in his loving care could give me, I

feel assured. At times I feel so utterly useless, so devoid of every

aptitude for the work in which I am engaged, that I wonder the Lord

called me to it, yet the Lord may allow me to fill a place, though it

be the lowest in missionary service. My greatest earthly treasure is

the love of those who love the Lord, and in this I do feel rich,

unworthy as I am of it. My heart longs for Christian communion; but

such is the state of things here, that I feel almost as far from the

prospect as when the first letter arrived from England, telling me so

many were purposing to come. But what an inducement it is to patience

to know, that all our trials and disappointments are the orderings of

him who loved us, and gave himself for us.

The day is passing quietly over, thank God; and they are removing the

barricades from the streets.

_June 15._--The account has just reached us, that the Pasha of Mosul

was put to death last night. The reason assigned is, that he attacked

Bagdad without any warrant, and had detained at Mosul the Tartars who

were bringing the firman for Daoud Pasha. Oh! what a country, and what

a government! Should the reinstatement of Daoud Pasha not be a truth,

these circumstances will tend greatly to embitter the contest, and

make the occupying of the city by the new Pasha a much more

destructive and trying scene, than if these events had not occurred;

but I feel that the Lord is disciplining, by these trials, the poor

weak faith of his servant to lay hold on his strength, and not to rest

on his own. I now give up all hope of seeing the dear brethren from

Aleppo till the autumn. These scenes of anxiety and trouble strongly

urge the heart forward to desire the day of the Lord to come, so

wretched, so comfortless does all appear. I have quite given up the

little we have to plunder, so that I feel quite at ease on that point,

should it be the Lord's will to allow these scenes to continue, and us

thus to be served. For the moment a season of lawlessness commences,

you see the Mohammedan feeling relative to Christians. Now, for

instance, that meat is scarce, if they see a butcher disposed to give

a Christian some before them, they instantly put themselves into an

attitude of hostility, and say, "What! will you give it to these

infidels before us?" The other day, during the time of the

disturbances in the city, the son of one of the most respectable

Armenians here, went out, armed with pistol, sword, and gun to the

coffee-house. They immediately began with saying, "What does this

infidel with arms? Will he kill Moslems?" and they stripped him of

all. The governing powers are beginning to recognize and feel the

strength of those people called Christians; but this is never the

thought of an Arab populace, who care for none of these things, and

only think of present plunder.

I have finished reading the account of the Burmese mission, and

sympathize much more fully with the sufferers, than when I last

read it, and I greatly admire and bless God for their steady and

persevering devotedness to his holy service, amidst so many trials and

so many discouragements. Such manifestations of the grace of Christ,

tend much to encourage and strengthen the hands and hearts of those

who are in any trials, whether similar or different. Whoever proves

God to be among his dear children, becomes necessarily a light to the

Church, for the Lord surely will be faithful to his promise and to his

children's confidence; and the manifestation of this his faithfulness

becomes the light of others.

_June 16._ (_Friday._)--To-day all quiet within the city.

_June 17._--For some weeks past hope and fear have alternated for my

sweet little baby; but to-day hope finds not a place for her foot to

rest on. I see the Lord has sent his message for her also; this comes

very, very heavy; for from some days previous to dear Mary's death

till now, I have been her constant nurse, and solicitude about her has

in some measure served to distract my attention from the undivided

dwelling on my heavier loss, till she has become so accustomed to my

nursing, that as soon as ever she sees me, she stretches out her

little supplicating hands for me to take her. All this has served to

beguile my heart, and keep it in some degree occupied. But when the

Lord takes from me this sweet little flower, I shall indeed be

desolate. Why the Lord thus strips me, I do not now see; yet he does

not allow me to doubt his love, amidst all my sorrows, and I know that

light is sown for me, though it does not yet spring up. Oh! may my

soul never cease to feel assured of my heavenly Father's unchangeable

love; for with a doubt on this head _now_, what would my circumstances

be? We know that tribulation worketh patience, and patience

experience, and experience hope, and hope maketh not ashamed. Oh! may

such a result spring from all my suffering!

_June 26._--For some days I have had nothing to write about from

without. All has been, on the whole, quiet, and we now wait for

communications from Constantinople to see how things are likely to

end. It appears now that Daoud Pasha has retired in favour of Saleh

Beg, whether willingly or from necessity, is not known. The treasury

and every thing else is given up into his hand; and he knows as well

how to spend it as his predecessor did to collect it; he is therefore

popular, but not esteemed by those of more understanding as a man of

abilities. He, however, goes to the old Pasha Daoud every day for

instructions.

How all these events will operate upon our future labours, I cannot at

all conceive; whether they will close up the little opening we had, or

make a wider one, the Lord, on whom we wait, alone knows. I have been

reading much lately of missionary labours, and am surprised to find

how uniformly trials, and difficulties, and threatened destruction

have hung over them for years, yet many of them the Lord has since

singally blessed. We are, however, in the Lord's hands.

I have just read through a second time Mr. Wolff's journal, and Mr.

Jowett's second volume, and I confess that if my little experience

entitles me to give my opinion, I think Mr. Jowett's judgment much the

soundest as to the nature of the operations to be carried on in these

countries; that the missionary corps should be as unencumbered as

possible, and ready to remove at a moment's notice. I mean those

engaged in the simple evangelist's office, disconnected from all

secular callings; but should there be a band of enlightened saints,

willing to take the handicraft departments of life, as their means of

support, and unobserved access to the people, they might remain and

carry on their work, when other and more ostensible teachers were

obliged to fly: and this is doubtless the way the primitive churches

were nourished, when their professed teachers fled.

As to those colleges and large establishments contemplated by Mr.

Wolff, even could they be established on the comprehensive principle

proposed by his zealous and ardent mind, I fear it would lead much

more to the diffusion of universal scepticism than the eternal

excellency of the truth of God; if, I say, it could be attained, but

for many reasons I feel it cannot be attained. The liberality of the

Christian public is not up to such undertakings, even though they saw

the utility to be clear. One cannot help being struck with Mr. Wolff's

judging of others from himself; because he felt he was willing to make

sacrifices, he promised for others as freely as for himself: but what

has been the result even of the two schools he did establish, and

promise to support from the funds of his patron and others? The

burthen has rested on those who were persuaded through him of the

willingness of others to co-operate. One is given up, and the other

has dwindled down to about nineteen pupils, and these are educated on

the native plan, so that, as far as divine light is concerned, it is

in _statu quo_. The two colleges that were to be established at Aleppo

and Tabreez, and towards which a beginning was made in promises and

plans--nothing now is heard of them; nor do I think it is to be

regretted. The object was too mixed for much of spiritual prosperity.

The difficulty is not in getting houses and firmans: it is when you

begin to wish to sit down and attack the strong holds of the enemy.

The same with the letters of patriarchs and bishops: when the thing is

new and they see not its bearings on their system, they are all

friendliness--as among the heads of the Armenians, the Catholics, and

other Bishops. But when they have seen the life-giving power of the

divine word in the souls of two or three of their followers, under the

instruction of such clear brethren as at Shushee, or the American

brethren, all is changed, and when dear Zaremba was at Ech-Miazin the

other day, and endeavoured to get the consent of the Armenian

patriarch to the translation of the Scriptures, by Dittrich, his

reception was every thing but kind; and they have actually dragged

away one of their deacons from the dear brethren at Shushee, to try

him at Ech-Miazin for heresy. I have also heard that the bishop of

Ispahan, who superintends all these countries, even as far as India,

has prohibited the reception of any tracts by his people, and would

not let them have a school till the Roman Catholics appeared there and

established one, taking away some of his flock, when he granted it. In

fact, wherever the hierarchical spirit exists, there a spirit of

domination and pride--there a spirit of Antichrist exists--whether in

the Brahmin, the Mufti, or the Patriarch, there is a body of men who

will not go in themselves, nor let others go in; it must be so, as

Mr. Jowett justly observes, wherever the distinction between laity and

clergy is kept up in opposition to the right and duty of each man to

judge for himself. Mr. Jowett's words are, I think, "The principal

religious characteristic of Syria and the Holy Land, (and he might

have added, of all the ancient churches, and too many of the modern,)

that which is common to all its professors and sects, is that _system

of distinction between priesthood and laity_, felt even when not

avowed; according to which, it seems to be the interest of a few

professed teachers to hold the rest of their fellow-creatures in

darkness." Those men, therefore, who, in a hasty visit, welcome you,

and if you are well introduced, flatter you, no sooner see or feel

your real design, than they become your enemies, and the missionary

who should begin with any other expectation from present prospects,

must be disappointed. For instance, had we been where there was a

powerful clergy, we should have met with the greatest opposition in

our school, because of our casting out of it the book which they so

highly prize, called the Shammakirke. Yet no Christian teacher could

conscientiously allow it--it was full of prayers to the Virgin, the

Cross, &c. &c.; we therefore here succeeded, under God's blessing,

because the laity were strong and the priesthood weak, without any

serious struggle; but their progress has been very different at

Shushee.

The morals of the monks at Ech-Miazin are such that no parent in the

country thinks himself justified in sending his child there to be

educated. From such men, what can you expect? With them what can you

do? I have for a long time been persuaded that the path for a child of

God to pursue, is to follow his Lord, and not to ask the Sanhedrim's

leave to preach the truth; and never to take any notice of them till

they take notice of us. Dark as the cloud seems to be now around these

lands, and difficult as it seems even to live in them, much more to

labour in them; yet I do not at all think, to one having patiently

attained a thorough knowledge of the colloquial Arabic, and the other

colloquial languages in use, that the door is barred to a travelling

unsettled missionary, or even to one resident many months in a place:

neither do I think he should be discouraged from attempting schools,

for although they may not stand above a year or two, you may by the

Lord's blessing be the instrument of stirring up their minds to think

and examine for themselves, and without violence lead them to question

the truth of some of their dogmas; and when you have once dislodged

the principle of implicit faith, you have at last opened the door for

truth. I think it is much to be regretted that Mr. Wolff's wishes

about Bussorah and Bushire did not succeed. In the one there is a

permanent British Resident, and in the other a permanent British

influence, that would have much favoured a school, and even perhaps

finally more extensive operations; and I do still hope he may yet

find some of his friends, who are as able as willing to take the

necessary charge of these places, for they are now more disheartened

than when nothing had been promised them. At Tabreez also, I think

a most interesting school might be established; but let it be as

comprehensive as it can with a safe conscience be, without pretending

to a principle that includes all. If, upon such terms Mohammedans

come, your conscience is not entangled, and you can go on steadily

with your work. If they go, they go; if they stay, they stay; but take

care how you take any of the gentiles by solicitation; it will tie

your hands, and hamper all your proceedings. It looks promising to see

the names of Princes and great men connected with our work; but I am

persuaded that it is utterly spiritual weakness. Better do ever so

little work with the whole soul, than ever so much, trimming between

the world and the Church, and all very comprehensive plans must

involve this: besides, from the outset, the feeling of duplicity

that always must result from inducing men to contribute to support

institutions under certain partial representations, which they would

not embrace if you stated your real design, and the full truth.

Besides these difficulties of money and principle, the unsettled state

of these countries is such that learned orientalists would never come,

even if they were in abundance; but the fact is, that even Europe is

very scantily supplied with men who could direct such an institution,

and if they could be found, unless the love of Christ were the spring

of their actions--were they mere literary orientalists, their

influence as it regards the kingdom of Christ would be worse than

nugatory. For though you might hope to correct this evil by having

others connected with the institution who might have the more

immediate spiritual direction of the students, this would soon lead to

strifes and divisions between the heads of the institution. That the

spread of literature in the East will sap and finally overthrow

_Mohammedanism_, I have little doubt; but this is the work of the men

of the world, and the result, as it regards Christianity, very

doubtful; but the missionary's object is one and indivisible: if

Christ be not glorified, he gains nothing; but if he be but exalted,

he has his rich reward.

_June 28._ _Thursday._--There seems just sufficient strength in this

wretched country to destroy itself: it has long lost the power of

attacking its enemies with success, it has also lost the power of

resistance against their attacks, neither can it longer stand without

external support: there seems just sufficient power left to commit

suicide. In this pashalic, though the Sultan cannot without extreme

difficulty remove the Pasha, yet he effectually destroys its

prosperity;--he ruins the merchant, he encourages every species of

robbery, so that frequently, as at present, not a shop dare be opened

but for the simplest necessaries. Nor does it operate against the

prosperity of this city only, but all the trade of which this was a

sort of intermediate place of transit between India, Mosul, Merdin,

Damascus, and Aleppo, as well as on the other side from Europe, is so

far interrupted, for not a merchant will now venture his goods across

the desert. All attachment too seems entirely destroyed between the

head and the members of the empire. ---- was with me to-day,

who, speaking on the state of the Pashalic said, If the Sultan will

let us have Daoud Pasha well, we neither want the Sultan nor a

stranger; but we would rather put ourselves under the English, and let

them govern as they do in Hindoostan. This feeling is exceedingly

general, and in looking forward to the downfall of the empire, they

seem quite to consider this country as the portion which will fall to

England, and speak of it openly as a thing they desire. This arises

from their hearing so much of our government in India.

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