The Lord has stopped the water just at the top of our street by a

little ledge of high ground, so that as yet we are dry; and all free

from the sword of the destroying angel. Scarcity of provision is

beginning to be sensibly felt, so that very respectable persons are

coming to the door to beg a little bread, or a little butter, or some

other simple necessary of life. To-day, the number dying in the road

was much greater than I have before seen, and the number unburied in

the streets daily and hourly increases. The Seroy of the Pasha is a

heap of ruins, and though he is most anxious to go, he cannot collect

forty men to man the yacht, for all fear of him is now past, and love

for him they have none; his distress beggars all description, for not

a single native vessel is left in Bagdad, every one having been

employed in taking down the crowds to Bussorah at the commencement of

this dreadful calamity. I have from day to day mentioned the dead

taken from the eight houses opposite to ours; that number has to-day

reached twenty-four; in one of these, out of nine, one only survives;

and I mention twenty-four not as all, but as those which have been

seen carried out by some of the schoolmaster's family, who were

however very little in that room which overlooks this passage. Of

another family near the Meidan, out of thirteen one only remains, and

I have no doubt there are hundreds of families similarly swept away;

yet amidst all these trials to the servants of God, my heart does not

despair for the work of the Lord, for no ordinary judgments seem

necessary to break the pride and hatred of this most proud and

contemptuous people; but the Lord will bring Edom down, and make a way

for the Kings of the East to his holy habitation. We have taken one

poor little Mohammedan baby, about three or four years old, from the

streets, and are supplying a poor Armenian woman with pap for another;

but what is this among so many? We know not what to do. It makes

passing the streets most painful and affecting, thus to see little

children from a month or six weeks, to two or four years, crying for a

home, hungry, and naked, and wretched, and knowing not what to do, nor

where to go. Thank God however, to-day the water is a little abated,

about a span lower. Oh, may the Lord's mercy spare yet a little longer

this wretched, wretched city. Oh, how does the glory of the Chalifat

lie in ashes; she seems within a step of falling like her elder sister

Babylon, the glory of the Chaldean's excellency, and in how many

things has her spirit towards the church of God been as bad, yea

worse, than hers. Missionaries in these countries have need of a very

simple faith, which can glory in God's will being done, though all

their plans come to nothing. It was but the other day we were

surrounded by as interesting a school of boys, and a commencing one of

thirteen girls, as the heart could desire; and now if the plague and

desolation were to terminate to-morrow, and our scattered numbers were

assembled, perhaps not more than half would remain to us. Yet dark as

all the labours of the Lord's servants in these countries appears, I

feel assured, that prophecy points them out as specially connected

with many of the great events of the latter days. Yet it requires

great confidence in God's love, and much experience of it, for the

soul to remain in peace, stayed on him, in a land of such changes,

without even one of our own nation near us, without means of escape

in any direction; surrounded with the most desolating plague and

destructive flood, with scenes of misery forced upon the attention

which harrow up the feelings, and to which you can administer no

relief. Even in this scene however, the Lord has kept us of his

infinite mercy, in personal quiet and peace, trusting under the shadow

of his Almighty wing, and has enabled us daily to offer up to his holy

name praise, for suffering us to assemble in undiminished numbers,

when tens of thousands have been falling around us. Neither is this

all, for he has made us know why we staid in this place, and why we

were never allowed to feel it to be our path of duty to leave the post

we were in.

_April 29._--Our situation is becoming daily still more extraordinary,

and in many respects more trying, except that our Lord is our hiding

place, who will preserve us from trouble, and will compass us about

with songs of deliverance. The Pasha has fled, accompanied by his

master of the horse, and his immediate family. His palace is left

open, without a soul to take care of any thing. His stud of beautiful

Arab horses are running about the streets, and are caught by those who

care to take the trouble, and offered for sale for from L10. to L100.

each; his stores also of corn are left open, and every one takes what

he wants, or what he can carry away, which is a great relief to the

poor, for the quantities are enormous, in expectation of a siege.

The plague is working its destructive way, apparently with no other

mitigation than that arising from decreasing numbers in the city; the

inundation however, has prevented this having its full weight, for it

has thronged the remaining population into a compass unnaturally

disproportionate. The house next us, which belongs to a Seyd, who left

it at the beginning of the plague, in charge of two servants who are

dead, is now filled by twenty persons from different directions. The

unburied dead, and the dying, are fearfully accumulating in the

streets. So difficult it is now to find persons to bury, that even the

priest of the Armenian church here, who died two days since, remains

yet unburied.

The water, thank God, is a little lower, but there seems now every

prospect that the moment the waters decrease, the surrounding Arabs

will come in, and plunder the city; yet even this is in the Lord's

hands--our wisdom has ever been to sit still, and see the salvation

of our God, and until we see his cloudy pillar arise from off our

tabernacle, where we feel it has hitherto rested, and move forward,

we shall yet judge our safety to be to sit still. We have in several

instances seen, that there was reason to bless God for remaining

quiet. We once thought of removing to the Residency, as a change to

the dear children, and as being nearer to the water; but still on the

whole we felt it best to remain here; and had we gone, we should have

been in the midst of the plague; or had we gone, when the T----s went

to Bussorah, what a state should we now be in, without the possibility

of removing, and in danger of our lives from the inundation and

falling of the walls, if we stayed.

We had again considered, whether it would be right to leave this with

the caravan for Damascus and Aleppo, which seemed the only opening

there might possibly be for us, so that if we let that pass by, we

must stay whether we would or not; still the Lord made us feel it was

our path to stay looking to him. And had we gone, what a state should

we have been in? For nearly three weeks they have been surrounded with

water, continually increasing around them, so that now we know not

what their situation may be, whether they are swept away, or remain;

but at all events we bless God for having inclined our minds to stay.

Why we did not join our dear and kind friends the T----s, in going to

Bussorah, we do not yet so clearly see the reason of, because we have

received no accounts thence, but it would have cut up alike our

connection with our work here, and with our dear friends at Aleppo,

with whom we feel it daily of more and more importance to have as

speedy a meeting as possible for advice and counsel.

We have just heard of the caravan already mentioned, as going to

Damascus and Aleppo. The plague has taken off eight of the Armenians,

and four have been drowned. The head of the caravan is dead of the

plague also, besides many others; they must therefore return to

Bagdad, instead of advancing on their journey; so in this instance at

least we see great reason to bless God for keeping us back. Yea, the

Lord will instruct us and teach us the way in which we should go, and

will guide us with his eye; this is our confidence and comfort; and in

such a time as this of unheard of perplexity, what a source of abiding

peace is this. We feel it well to know our God in such circumstances

as ours. Among the Armenians, thirteen died to-day, the largest number

yet in one day.

_April 30._--The report of the flight of the Pasha, it appears was not

true, and arose from the two circumstances I have mentioned, of his

horses having been seen running about the streets, and his supplies

being open to the people. He has been for several days endeavouring to

get away, and had drawn up for that purpose some boats under the

Seroy. All his stables were levelled to the ground, and the place

flooded with water. When the distress of the people was mentioned to

him, he ordered one of his corn stores to be opened to them. However,

to-day, blessed be God's Holy Name, _the waters have sunk more than a

yard_, so we trust the great danger is over.

To-day, one more was brought out dead from the eight opposite houses,

making twenty-five, and we know there are four more lying ill there.

Our poor schoolmaster, who went in the caravan, is dead, and was

buried in his tent.

_May 1._--The Lord has brought us all in safety to the beginning of

another month, through the most trying period of my life; yet the Lord

has every day filled our mouth with praise, and enabled us to see his

preserving hand.

To-day, as I passed along the street, I saw numbers of dead bodies

lying unburied, and the dogs eating with avidity the loathsome food.

Oh! it made my very heart sink. The numbers of the dead can now be no

longer ascertained, for most of the bodies are buried either in the

houses or in the roads; yet amidst all this, the Lord suffers not the

destroying angel to enter our dwelling; but we feel the Lord has

commanded the man with the ink-horn to write us down to be spared, as

this is one of the vials of God's wrath on his enemies.

_May 2._--We have heard nothing to-day to vary the general scene

of our calamities; the intensity of this most desolating disease

surpasses all thought. Numbers of families are altogether swept away;

in numerous others, out of ten or twelve, only one, two, or three

remain; but I hear of none, save our own, where death has not entered.

Yet, while I bless and praise the Holy Name of our Lord, under whose

wing alone we came here, and under whose wing alone we have trusted,

the things my eyes have seen, and my ears heard, press upon my heart,

and make me at times very sad; neither can I chase them from my mind.

I can only look forward for comfort to that day, when the Lord himself

will come to put an end to this dispensation of desolation, and

introduce his own peace. Yea, come Lord Jesus, come quickly.

We have just heard melancholy tidings of another caravan, which

endeavoured to escape into Persia from the plague, but has been forced

back again by the Arabs, the floods, and the scarcity of provisions,

and besides numbers among them have died daily of the plague, so still

we can bless God we did not leave our present position by this last

opportunity. Let us then again bless him for not allowing us to make

haste.

_May 3._--To-day we trust the Lord has a little alleviated the

virulence of the plague; many attacked yesterday, and the day before,

have been rapidly recovering, and fewer deaths have taken place

to-day--a great deal so far as we can ascertain. May God's holy name

be praised, who is a hiding place from every storm. We had our water

jars filled again to-day, when many, even of the rich, who have

connections in every direction, find the greatest difficulty. "Your

water shall be sure." We who are alone, and without a friend within

hundreds of miles in any direction, have been supplied by our Lord's

gracious ordering; thus he puts a new song into our mouths, even a

song of thanksgiving. To-day all are well, even our dear little baby

is quite recovered.

_May 4._--The weather has for these two or three days past been

beautifully fine, and clear, and hot, by which our God seems to have

mitigated the symptoms of the plague. All accounts to-day are

encouraging; the number of new cases few, and the number of those

recovering many. Our eyes have also been rejoiced by the sight of

three or four water-carriers passing again, after an interval of ten

days; many more people have also been passing and repassing than

before; so we trust the Lord is now taking away this desolating

judgment, which, in less than two months, has carried away more than

half the population of this city; for, allowing that it had been

silently making its deadly course three weeks before it was

discovered, it does not exceed eight weeks, and by far the greatest

portion of deaths have been within the last four weeks.

_May 5._--In my journal yesterday, I mention more than half the

population as having been swept away in the inconceivably short space

of two months, but every account I have received, convinces me that

this is within the number; certainly not less than two thirds have

been swept away, and this seems to have arisen from a complication of

causes. At the time when the great mass of the population would have

fled, and thus have thinned the city, the waters rose so high, that

they could move only with great difficulty; they waited in the hopes

of the water subsiding, instead of which, it so increased, that those

who had left the town and could get back, were compelled to return;

those who could not, were driven to seek some high ground where they

might remain safe from the water, but in all cases they were crowded

together without the power of moving their position.--Again, in the

city, when by the death of immense multitudes the population became

greatly thinned, the inundation of the water laid more than half the

town level with the ground, and drove the remaining people to

congregate together wherever they could find a dry place or an open

house, so that often twenty or thirty came to reside together in the

same house, as was the case next door to us; thus again the deaths

became awfully great. Inquire where you will, the answer is, The city

is desolate: around the Pasha four Georgians alone remain alive out of

more than one hundred. The son of our Moolah, who is dead, told me

to-day, that in the quarter where he lives, not one human being is

left--they are all dead. Out of about eighteen servants and seapoys

that Major T. left, fourteen are dead, two have now the plague,[29]

and two remain well. Among the Armenians, more than half are dead. An

Armenian who was with us to-day, tells us, there are not more than

twenty-seven men left in one hundred and thirty houses. I, however,

think that this is exaggerated.

[29] Those two died.

At Hillah, the modern Babylon, (population 10,000), there is, Seyd

Ibrahim told me to-day, scarce a soul left, and the dogs and the wild

beasts alone are there feeding on the dead bodies. This Seyd Ibrahim

is one of the surviving servants of Major T.; and is the only one of a

family of fourteen who remains alive.--His four brothers, their wives,

his own wife, their children, and his own, are all dead. If mystical

Babylon is suffering, as the seat of this Archbishopric of the literal

Babylon, the times are not far off when the river Euphrates shall be

dried up for the kings of the east to pass over.

For digging a grave they ask a sum that equals in England three

pounds, in consequence of which numbers have remained unburied about

the streets, so that the Pasha has been obliged to engage men, paying

them at the same rate for each body they will throw into the river.

In all the villages the desolation seems as complete as it is here.

When day by day I rise and see our numbers complete, and all in

health, my soul is indeed made to feel what cannot the Lord do? though

ten thousand shall fall at thy right hand it shall not come nigh

thee.--I do not yet see what effect all this is likely to have on our

labours here--whether it will break down or build up barriers; yet we

expect it will break down, for the Lord seems thus breaking to pieces

the power if not the pride of this haughty people. I have been struck

two or three times lately, in going out, with the intense hatred that

lurks at the bottom of the hearts of this people against Christians;

my dress manifested me to be one, and some Arabs I met, particularly

the women, cursed me with the most savage ferocity as I passed, two

or three calling out at me as though I were the cause of all their

calamities; and the people who are come to live next door to us, are

bitter against us, especially one man among them, who seems to have

his heart quite corroded, because they are dying and we are preserved

by our Lord's love; he sits and talks under our window, saying, "These

Christians and Jews alone remain, but in the whole of Bagdad you will

hardly find one hundred Mohammedans." This is altogether false, for

though in proportion as many Christians may not have died as

Mohammedans and Jews, yet the deaths among them have been enormous,

as the preceding accounts will have shewn.

Medicine I have found of no use. If you attack the fever, they die of

prostration of strength; if you endeavour to support the constitution,

they die of oppression on the brain. Those cases which first affected

the head with delirium, have been the most fatal; next those with

carbuncles, which did not appear, however, for a fortnight after the

commencement of the disease. Among those who have recovered, almost

the whole have had large glandular swellings, speedily separating and

thus relieving the constitution.

This night, the first time for three weeks, I have heard again the

Muezzin's call to prayers, from the minarets of the Mosques.

_May 6._--The water to-day is much decreased. I saw a man also with

fresh meat in his hand. I likewise saw many recovering from the plague

walking about, leaning on sticks, and sitting by the way-side. The

number of deaths, among the Armenians, to-day, amounted to 11, which,

considering that their whole remaining numbers cannot exceed 300 at

present, is an enormous mortality, and has a little damped our hopes

of a speedy conclusion to this awful visitation.

_May 7._--Of the plague nothing satisfactory to-day. Thieves are

multiplying in every direction; and news has come from Mosul that a

new Pasha has arrived there, who only waited for the cessation of

the plague to advance against Bagdad. Great part of his work of

destruction is already done for him, as hardly a Georgian is left,

and he will find money enough left without owners, to supply his own

utmost rapacity, or the demands of the Sultan. The Lord is our only

secure resting place, and we know that he who delivers us out of six

troubles, can and will deliver us out of seven.

The water is decreasing most rapidly, so that rice is beginning to

be brought from the other side of the river; and as all those who

monopolized the sale of wood, and not only asked enormous prices, but

cheated in the weight, are all dead, every one now that needs wood

takes it, so that the situation of the poor seems in this respect a

little improved.

There has not been among all the circumstances of this scene of

complicated suffering, any one that has more painfully affected my own

mind than the increasing number of infants and little children that

have been left exposed in the streets, and the absolute impossibility

of meeting such a state of things. We greatly desired to take one or

two; but our own little baby was ill, so that by night Mary had hardly

any rest, and at best, not being strong in such a climate, we came

reluctantly to the decision that we were not able to undertake such an

additional charge.

This is an anxious evening. Dear Mary is taken ill--nothing that would

at any other time alarm me, but now very little creates anxiety; yet

her heart is reposing on her Lord with perfect peace, and waiting his

will. A few hours, perhaps, may show us that it is but a little trial

of our faith to draw us nearer the fountain of our life. To nature it

seems fearful to think of the plague entering our dwelling; in our

present situation, nothing but the Lord's especial love could sustain

the soul in the contemplation of a young family, left in such a land,

at such a time, and in such circumstances; but we feel we came out

under the shadow of the Almighty's wing, and we know that his pavilion

will be our sanctuary, let his gracious providence prescribe what it

may. On his love, therefore, we cast ourselves with all our personal

interests.

_May 8._--The Lord has this day manifested that the attack of my dear

dear wife, is the plague, and of a very dangerous and malignant kind,

so that our hearts are prostrate in the Lord's hand. As I think the

infection can have only come through me, I have little hope of

escaping, unless by the Lord's special intervention. It is indeed an

awful moment, the prospect of having a little family in such a country

at such a time. Yet, my dearest wife's faith triumphs over these

circumstances, and as she sweetly said to me to day, "The difference

between a child of God and the worldling is not in death, but in the

hope the one has in Jesus, while the other is without hope and without

God in the world." She says, "I marvel at the Lord's dealings, but

not more than at my own peace in such circumstances." She is now

continually sleeping, and when roused feels it difficult to keep her

dear mind fixed on any subject for a minute. These are indeed the

floods of deep waters, but in the midst of them the Lord is working

his mysterious way, yet that way, however bitter to nature, is for the

everlasting consolation of his chosen ones. She said to me, a few

minutes since, "What does the Lord say concerning me." I said, that

you are a dear child of his. "Yes," she said, "of that I have no

doubt." May the Lord of his infinite mercy sustain my poor weak soul

amidst these heavy visitations, that at least we may magnify him,

whether by life or by death; what a relief it is now to my mind to

think that her's was so much set against moving, whenever I proposed

it, and she often said in reply, "The Lord has given me no desire nor

sense of the desirableness of moving, which I feel assured he would

have done had he seen it best."

_May 9._--My dearest, dearest wife still alive, and not apparently

worse than yesterday. Oh! if it were the Lord's holy blessed will to

spare her, it would indeed rejoice my poor foolish heart, but the Lord

has enabled me to cast my wife, myself, and my dear dear children on

his holy love, and to await the issue. Oh! what wrath there must be

against these lands, if not only the inhabitants are swept away, but

the Lord transplants also his own, who would teach them, to his own

garden of peace. My soul has just been refreshed by these two verses

of Psalm 116. "Return unto thy rest, O my soul, for the Lord hath

dealt bountifully with thee. He has taken one of thy olive branches to

glory, and is now perhaps about to take another, for precious in the

sight of the Lord is the death of his saints, for he only takes them

from the evil to come." Oh, but for Jesus, the never setting star of

our heavenly way, amidst the wilderness what would our situation now

be. Jesus is the same yesterday, to-day, and for ever, and our

heavenly Father's love we have too often proved to doubt it now. But,

poor nature is bowed very very low, when I look at my dear boys and

little babe, and see only poor little Kitto to be left for their care

for hundreds of miles around; it needs all those consolations of God's

spirit to keep the soul from sinking also with the body; but the Lord

has said, "Leave your fatherless children unto me," and to him we

desire to leave them.

We did feel assured that the Lord would spare our dear little united

happy family; but his ways are not our ways, nor his thoughts our

thoughts. Dear little Kitto, I feel for his situation also from my

heart.

All the conversation of my dear dying wife, for these twelve months

past, but especially as our difficulties and trials increased, was on

the peace she enjoyed in the Lord. Often and often she has said to me,

notwithstanding the disparity of every thing external, I never in

England enjoyed that sweet sense of my Lord's loving care that I have

enjoyed in Bagdad. And her assurance of her Lord's love never forsook

her, even after she felt herself attacked by the plague. While

contemplating the mysteriousness of the Providence, her mind was

overwhelmed; but when she thought on her Lord's love, she was

confident in his graciousness. From almost the first, her brain has

been so oppressed, that with difficulty she opens her eyes, and though

she can answer a question of two or three words, Yes, or No; yet, if

it involves the slightest exercise of thought, she always replies, "I

do not know what you say." When I consider all I and the dear children

lose, should we survive her, it is almost more than my heart can

contemplate. On any essential point, for some years, we have never had

divided judgment on any material point; in every work of faith, or

labour of love, her desire was to animate, not to hinder. Such simple

truth of purpose, and unaffected love, and confidence in her Lord, as

dwelt in her dear departing spirit, I have seldom seen, and those who

knew her intimately will not think I say too much. She has been to me

in the relation of Christian wife, and Missionary wife, just what I

felt I so much, so very much needed. And yet the Lord sees fit to take

her to himself, and add one more from my little family to the chosen,

faithful, and true company that surrounds his throne. Lord, then,

though it cuts nature to the quick, makes me feel its deepest

suffering, and meets me under the most complicated forms of trial, yet

if it be for thy glory, and her glory, do, dear Lord, thine Almighty

will, and we know thou wilt to thy chosen, make light spring up out of

darkness.

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