THE WARNING.
"Oh! life is like the summer rill, where weary daylight dies;
We long for morn to rise again, and blush along the skies;
For dull and dark that stream appears, whose waters in the day,
All glad, in conscious sunniness, went dancing on their way.
But when the glorious sun hath 'woke, and looked upon the earth,
And over hill and dale there float the sounds of human mirth;
We sigh to see day hath not brought its perfect light to all,
For with the sunshine on those waves, the silent shadows fall."
CAROLINE NORTON.
Frances Strickland was seated at the piano, singing, when Anne and Amy
entered the drawing-room.
"I wonder who asked or persuaded her to sing, for she always requires an
immense amount of pressing. However, so much the better for you, as she
will, I doubt not, remain perched on the music-stool half the night,"
said Anne.
Amy sat down in her usual place, near the window, so as to be almost
hidden by the heavy drapery of the curtain, and mechanically her eyes
wandered in search of Mr. Linchmore, as her thoughts dwelt on Mrs.
Hopkin's words, "Master has something on his mind."
Was it so? Was it possible? and if so, why was he unhappy? Young and
inexperienced in the ways of the world, Amy had no suspicion of the real
cause of Mr. Linchmore's sadness; in fact, as she told Mrs. Hopkins, she
had not remarked it. Why should he be changed? What should he be sad
about?
Often, in after days, Amy wished she had never found out the dreadful
cause of this alteration.
Mr. Linchmore held a book in his hand, but his eyes had wandered from
its pages. Amy followed their direction.
At the farthest end of the room sat Mrs. Linchmore, and by her side Mr.
Strickland. Listlessly she sat, and listlessly she appeared to be
listening to her companion's words, although he seemed to be exerting
himself in an unusual manner to please her, not a yawn, or symptom of
fatigue about him. They seemed to have changed places, the weariness all
on her part; she was evidently inattentive and absent.
Robert Vavasour leant against the back of the sofa on which she sat;
like Mr. Linchmore, he held a book in his hand. Was he reading it? No.
Impossible! the leaves were turned over carelessly, and at random, two
or three together, not one by one.
A little farther off sat Anne, laughing and chatting merrily with Mr.
Hall, while he was bending low, and speaking, in a soft, subdued voice,
such things as only those who love know how to speak--Anne looking pert,
and trying to appear indifferent to his words.
"He loves her!" thought Amy, as she watched them, "and she? yes, I think
she does, or will love him too. How happy she looks, not a cloud to
darken her bright path; everything is smooth for her, and appears in
gay, golden colours. Happy Anne! May the light that sparkles in your
eyes never be quenched, nor your merry laugh be chased away by the sad,
sorrowful look that tells of the heart's best hopes faded away, and
bright days gone never to return."
Again Amy looked towards Mrs. Linchmore. Robert Vavasour had taken the
vacant seat by her side. Alfred Strickland was gone.
How different she appeared! No longer listless or inattentive, her face
was brightened by smiles. She was all animation, talking and laughing
almost as merrily as Anne.
How sad it is to see those we love smiling on others as they never smile
on us, or whilst our hearts are overcharged with sorrow and heaviness,
theirs are careless and unconcerned, insensible to our misery, if not
even mocking our anguish. Then it is that in bitterness of heart we
could lie down and die, or at least weep drops of agony, to think that
our love could be so lightly valued, or we ourselves so neglected and
forsaken.
Mrs. Linchmore knew her husband's eyes were watching her, knew, too,
partly the agony of his heart, yet she trifled on, caring little for the
feelings of him whose slightest wish she should have studied to please,
and striven to obey.
Mr. Linchmore closed his book. It accidentally fell to the ground. His
wife,--whose attention had been seemingly engrossed by Robert Vavasour,
nevertheless watched her husband uneasily. When would his patience be
exhausted? When would his pride take the alarm? Now! thought she, as she
started at the slight noise the book made as it reached the ground.
Calling to remembrance her husband's previous suspicions, she asked Mr.
Vavasour to beg Miss Neville to play for a dance.
He was at Amy's side as Mr. Linchmore rose from his chair. Very stiffly
she received him.
"Does Miss Neville intend retiring from observation all night? It was
with some difficulty I found her out in this out of the way corner."
"This is my usual seat when I am not required to play. I should have
thought Mr. Vavasour had seen me here too often to have searched for me
elsewhere."
"You are right, I did not look for you elsewhere. What I meant to say
was, that I wished you would take a seat somewhere, where one might
catch a glimpse of you, instead of beneath the shade of this detestable
window curtain. Have I got into a scrape by so wishing?"
"Certainly not," replied Amy.
"You think too little of self, Miss Neville. Look at Miss Strickland,
who always plants herself in the most prominent position, so that no one
can fail remarking her the moment they set foot into a room."
"Do you not think it is rather her beauty strikes the eye of a
stranger?"
"It may be so. I do not admire her."
"Not admire her?" exclaimed Amy, "I must condemn your bad taste, surely
everyone must think her beautiful."
"Because everyone thinks so, is that a reason why I should?"
"No, but most men admire beauty. It seems so strange you should not."
"I have the bad taste not to care about mere beauty such as Miss
Strickland's; she is too proud, and, if I mistake not, her temper is
none of the sweetest; no, I shall not choose my wife for her pretty
face."
"Perhaps you seek a miracle of perfection, mind and face both."
"No miracle, Miss Neville, for I have seen both."
He looked at her so earnestly, that Amy felt confused, while Charles,
who savagely watched them at a distance, felt as surly as a bear, and as
miserable as he well could be. He could stand it no longer.
"Miss Neville," said he approaching them, "Has Vavasour given you Mrs.
Linchmore's message?"
"No. I quite forgot it," replied he, "It was something about dancing
wasn't it? but I for one don't care a rush about it."
"Because you do not, is no reason why others should not," retorted
Charles, turning on his heel.
"The next time a message is entrusted to Mr. Vavasour," said Amy rising,
"I hope he will not forget to deliver it. I will ask Mrs. Linchmore if
it is her wish I should play."
"Stay, Miss Neville, I can answer the question She does--but--"
"Thank you, I need no further commands," replied Amy proudly.
As they left the recess, Alfred Strickland,--who sitting close by had
overheard almost every word,--turned lazily round on the sofa.
"Well done for the schoolmistress!" muttered he, "by Jove! how she
snubbed Vavasour. That last was a settler!"
Robert Vavasour leant over Amy as she arranged the music and commenced
playing.
"You misjudge me, Miss Neville; but I hope a time will come when you
will think better of me."
"I do not think badly of you," replied Amy as he turned away.
"Thoroughly snubbed! old fellow, eh?" said Alfred Strickland, as
Vavasour passed the sofa where he still sat, "never mind, cheer up! and
better luck next time!"
"Did you speak, sir?" exclaimed Vavasour fiercely.
"No, no, nothing of any consequence. It's chilly, don't you find it so?"
"Very," replied Robert, as he passed on.
Had Mr. Linchmore, as Mrs. Hopkins said, anything on his mind, or was he
blind to all that was passing around him? Partly so; he had seen
Vavasour's flirtation with his wife with uneasiness and displeasure,
determined in his own mind to put a stop to it; but the scene suddenly
changed. Miss Neville appeared, and he immediately transferred his
attentions to her, or certainly a great part of them.
For a short time Mr. Linchmore was puzzled, but ere long he set him down
as that most selfish of human beings, one who systematically storms a
woman's heart until it succumbs to him, and is all his own, when
gradually and quietly he releases himself from his victim, and leaves
her heart to break or recover as best it can.
A female flirt is bad enough, but there are oftentimes excuses to be
made for her. She becomes so from the force of circumstances, from undue
admiration or a natural love of it; from some secret sorrow, or unhappy
home, made so by a husband's desertion, something there must be to urge
her on.
But how many men glory in and boast of their conquests, and tell of the
many hearts they have broken. How sad is the idea of some young girl,
just entering life, made the sport of one of these. She surrenders her
truthful, guileless heart, in all its first strong love, to him who she
truly believes is all her young fancy ever pictured in her brightest
dreams--all that is good and noble.
Too late she finds out her mistake, too late knows she has been
deceived, and her heart trifled with. She becomes in her turn a flirt,
and her heart hard and callous. The world is no longer in her eyes the
bright world it was, but a hollow, heartless pageant.
Mr. Linchmore liked Amy. Should such be her fate? Should he sit quietly
by and see her heart thus sacrificed, her peace of mind so destroyed?
God forbid! If he had the power to prevent it; it should never be. So he
watched her and Mr. Vavasour narrowly, determined to warn her himself.
The grand piano Amy played on was so placed as to command a view of the
dancers, as they flitted past her. Robert Vavasour, although he said he
cared not a rush for it, was flying along in a waltz with Mrs.
Linchmore. Somehow Amy did not like seeing him so soon with her again,
she felt sorry; and her eyes involuntarily sought Mr. Linchmore, but she
had not far to look, he was close beside her; and placed a chair as she
finished playing.
"You must be tired, Miss Neville," he said kindly.
"No; I am so accustomed to play, that I think the dancers would get
tired before I should."
"My wife never tires."
"How beautiful she looks to-night!" said Amy.
Mrs. Linchmore was always well dressed; this evening, perhaps, more
simply than usual. A rich white silk dress, fitting her to perfection,
with a few scarlet roses in her hair and bosom.
"She grows more beautiful every day," replied he, sorrowfully. "Are you
fond of gaiety, Miss Neville?"
"Yes, I think so, or fancy I should be. I have seen little of it; but it
must be so pleasant to thoroughly enjoy oneself."
"I doubt if very many feel it to be thorough enjoyment; even balls and
parties have their cares; but you would hardly think so to listen to the
talking and merriment around."
Anne, at this moment, played a galop, and again Robert Vavasour whirled
past with his hostess.
"Mr. Vavasour dances well," was all the remark Mr. Linchmore made. "You
appear well acquainted with him, Miss Neville. Is he an old
acquaintance?"
"No. Oh, no!" replied Amy, hurriedly and confusedly.
"He is a man who soon ingratiates himself with the fair sex. Of a proud,
reserved nature, a word from his lips is of more weight with them than
half the good deeds of a better man. He is a man who could humbug the
wisest, and flirt with the silliest; and without the slightest intention
of losing his own heart, or becoming entangled himself. He is not a
marrying man; and for that simple reason every girl will try to win his
heart; or will fall into the snare he sets, believing that she is the
chosen one, and that his iron will and heart has succumbed to her; and
be naturally proud of her supposed conquest, until she finds out her
mistake, as most assuredly she will."
"I have warned her," thought Mr. Linchmore, as he left her, nor stayed
to see the effect of his words.
While Amy inwardly murmured, "I shall never fall into the snare."