THE CUSTOMS' MEN

The boat _Emilie_ from Porto-Vecchio, on which I had made the mournful

voyage to the Lavezzi Islands, was a small, old, half-decked, customs'

vessel, with no shelter available from the wind, the waves, nor even

the rain, save in a small, tar covered deckhouse, hardly big enough for

a table and two bunks. It was unbelievable what the sailors had to put

up with in bad weather. Their faces were streaming, and their soaked

tunics steaming, as if in the wash. In the depths of winter, these

unfortunate souls spent whole days like this, crouching on their

drenched seats, shivering in the unhealthy wet and cold, even at

nights. Obviously, a fire couldn't be lit on board, and it was often

difficult to make the shore.... Well, not one of these men complained.

I always saw the same calmness and good humour in them, even in the

most severe weather. And yet, what a gloomy life these customs'

mariners led.

They were months away from going home, tacking and reaching around

those dangerous coasts. For nourishment they had to make do mainly with

mouldy bread and wild onions; they never once tasted wine or meat;

these were expensive items and they only earned five hundred francs a

year. Yes, five hundred francs a year. But it didn't seem to bother

them! Everybody there seemed somehow content. Aft of the deckhouse,

there was a tub full of rain water for the crew to drink, and I recall

that after the final gulp went down, every last one of them would

finish off his mug with a satisfied, "Ah!..."; a comic yet endearing

indication of all being well with him.

Palombo, a small, tanned, thick-set man from Bonifacio was the

merriest, and the most well at ease of all of them. He was always

singing, even in the very worst weather. When the seas were high, when

the sky was overcast, dark, and hail filled, everyone was all agog,

sniffing the air, their hands cupped over their ears, listening and

watching out for the next squall. Even in this great silence of anxiety

on board, the voice of Palombo would begin the refrain:

No, dear Sir,

It will cause a stir.

Wise Lisette will stay,

And never ever go away....

And the gust could blow, rattle the tackle, shake and flood the boat,

still the customs' man's song continued, rocking like a seagull on the

crests of the waves. Sometimes the wind's accompaniment was too loud,

and the words were drowned, but between each breaking wave, in the

cascade of draining water, the little ditty was heard once again:

Wise Lisette will stay,

And never ever go away

One day, when it was blowing and raining hard, I didn't hear him. This

was so unusual, that I was moved to emerge through the boathouse hatch

and shout:

--Hey! Palombo, you're not singing, then?

Palombo didn't reply. He was lying apparently motionless under his

bench. I went up to him; his teeth were chattering and his whole body

was trembling feverishly.

--He's got a pountoura, his comrades miserably informed me.

This was what they called a stitch in the side, pleurisy. I had never

witnessed a more miserable sight. There was an overwhelming, leaden

sky, the boat had water cascading everywhere, the luckless, fevered man

was wrapped in an old rubber coat which glistened like a seal's skin.

The cold, the wind, and the jolting of the waves, soon made his

condition worse. He became delirious; something had to be done.

After doing all we could, and as evening was approaching, we put into a

small, silent, lifeless port, only animated by circling seagulls. The

beach was shut in by steep-sided, high rocks, impassable scrub and

sombre, unseasonably green shrubs. Nearby, close to the sea there was a

custom's post, housed in a small white building with grey shutters. It

was given a rather sinister air, this official outpost, numbered like

the cap on a uniform, by its position, in the middle of such a deserted

spot. We took the ailing Palombo down to it, though it was a despairing

sanctuary for a sick man. We found the custom's man eating by the

fireside with his wife and children. Everybody had a gaunt and

jaundiced look, and they were pop-eyed and feverish. The young mother,

suckling a baby, shivered as she spoke to us.

--It's a terrible post, the Inspector barely whispered to me. We have

to replace our Customs' men here every two years. The marsh fever eats

them away....

Nevertheless, the main thing was to get hold of a doctor. There wasn't

one this side of Sartène, many kilometres away. What could we do? Our

mariners were done and could do no more, and it was too far to send one

of the children. Then the woman, leaning outdoors, called:

--Cecco!...Cecco!

And in came a large, well-built chap, a typical specimen of a poacher

or Corsican bandit, with his brown wool cap and his goatskin sailors

jacket. I had already noticed him, as we disembarked; he was sitting in

front of the door chewing his red pipe, with a rifle between his legs.

He made off as we came near; I don't know why. Perhaps he thought we

had gendarmes with us. When he entered, the Customs' woman blushed.

--He's my cousin, she told us. There's no danger that this one will get

lost in the Corsican scrub.

Then, she whispered something to him, indicating the sick man. The man

bent forward but said nothing. Then he left, whistled his dog, and was

gone, leaping from rock to rock with his long legs, with the rifle on

his shoulder.

The children, who seemed terrified by the Inspector, quickly scoffed

down their dinner of chestnuts and white Corsican goat cheese. Then

there was the inevitable water; never anything but water on the table.

And yet, a sip of wine would have really done the children some good.

Oh, what complete and utter misery! After a while, their mother saw

them off to bed, while their father lit his lantern and went out to

check the coast. We stayed by the fireside looking after the invalid,

who was tossing and turning on his pallet, as if he was still at sea

being buffeted by the waves. We warmed up some stones to put on his

side to ease his pleurisy. Once or twice the hapless man recognised me

as I approached his bed and put out his hand with great difficulty by

way of thanks. His broad hand was as rough and hot as one of the bricks

from the fire.

It was a miserable vigil! Outside, as night fell, the bad weather

picked up again, and there was a crash, a rumble, and a great spurt of

spray, as the battle between rocks and water broke out again. From time

to time, the gusts from out at sea blew into the bay and enveloped the

house. The flames suddenly flared and lit up the blank faces of the

sailors around the fireplace. They had the calm expression of those who

routinely experience wide open spaces and horizons. Occasionally,

Palombo moaned gently, and their eyes would turn towards the wretched

place where the poor man was dying, far from home, and beyond help.

Only their breathing and sighing could be heard. This was the only

reaction you would get out of these workmen of the sea who were just as

patient and accepting of their own misfortune. No rebellions, no

strikes. Only sighs. Just sighs. And yet, perhaps I'm kidding myself.

One of them, on his way to putting wood on the fire, whispered almost

apologetically to me:

--You see, monsieur, there can be much suffering in our line of work....

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