CHAPTER ELEVEN

The appointment had been made, and he was coming back at half-past three

to take her to Madame Savelli, the great singing mistress, and at four

her fate would be decided. She would then learn beyond cavil or doubt if

she had, or was likely to acquire, sufficient voice for grand opera. So

much Madame Savelli would know for certain, though she could not predict

success. So many things were required, and to fail in one was to

fail.... Owen expected Isolde and Brunnhilde, and she was to achieve in

these parts something which had not been achieved. She was to sing them;

hitherto, according to Owen, they had been merely howled. Other triumphs

were but preparatory to this ultimate triumph, and if she fell short of

his ideal, he would take no further interest in her voice. However well

she might sing Margaret, he would not really care; as for Lucia and

Violetta, it would be his amiability that would keep him in the stalls.

To-day her fate was to be decided. If Madame Savelli were to say that

she had no voice--she couldn't very well say that, but she might say

that she had only a nice voice, which, if properly trained, could be

heard to advantage in a drawing-room--then what was she to do? She

couldn't live with Owen as his kept mistress; in that case she would be

no better than the women she had seen at the races. She grew suddenly

pale. What was she to do? The choice lay between drowning herself and

going back to her father.

Only yesterday she had received such a kind letter from him, offering to

forgive everything if she would come back. So like her dear, unpractical

dad to ask her to go back and suffer all the disgrace without having

attained the end for which she had left home. If, as Owen had said, she

went back with the finest soprano voice in Europe, and an engagement to

sing at Covent Garden at a salary of £400 a week, the world would close

its ears to scandal, the world would deny that any violation of its

rules had been committed; but to return after an escapade of a week in

Paris would be ruin. So, at Owen's persuasion, she had written a letter

to her father explaining why she could not return. But her inability to

obey her father did not detract from the fear which her disobedience

caused her. She thought of the old man whom she loved so well grieving

his heart out and thinking her, whom he loved so dearly, cruel and

ungrateful. But what could she do? Go back and bring disgrace upon

herself and upon her father? Ah, if she had known beforehand the

suffering she was enduring, she did not think she would ever have gone

away with Owen. It was all wrong, very wrong, and she had merited this

punishment by her own grievous fault.... Lady Duckle was coming that

evening--the woman whom she was going to live with--an unfortunate day

for her to arrive; if Madame Savelli thought that she, Evelyn, had no

voice to speak of, the secret could not be kept from her. Lady Duckle

would know her for a poor little fool who had been wheedled from her

home, and on the pretext that she was to become the greatest singer in

Europe. It was all horrid.

And when Owen returned he found Evelyn in tears. But with his scrupulous

tact he avoided any allusion to her grief, and while she bathed her eyes

she thanked him in her heart for this. Her father would have fretted and

fussed and maddened her with questions, but Owen cheered her with

sanguine smiles and seemed to look forward to her success as a natural

sequence, any interruption to which it would be idle to anticipate; and

he cleverly drew her thoughts from doubt in her own ability into

consideration of the music she was going to sing. She suggested the

jewel song in "Faust," or the waltz in "Romeo and Juliet." But he was of

the opinion that she had better sing the music she was in the habit of

singing; for choice, one of Purcell's songs, the "Epithalamium," or the

song from the "Indian Queen."

"Savelli doesn't know the music; it will interest her. The other things

she hears every day of her life."

"But I haven't the music--I don't know the accompaniments."

"The music is here."

"It is very thoughtful of you."

"Henceforth it must be my business to be thoughtful."

They descended the hotel staircase very slowly, seeing themselves in the

tall mirrors on the landings. The bright courtyard glittered through the

glass verandah; it was full of carriages. Owen signed to his coachman.

They got into the victoria, and a moment after were passing through the

streets, turning in and out. But not a word did they speak, for the

poison of doubt had entered into his, as it had into her, soul. He had

begun to ask himself if he was mistaken--if she had really this

wonderful voice, or if it only existed in his imagination? True it was

that everyone who had heard her sing thought the same; but the last time

he had heard her, had not her voice sounded a little thin? He had

doubts, too, about her power of passionate interpretation.... She had a

beautiful voice--there could be no doubt on that point--but a beautiful

voice might be heard to a very great disadvantage on the stage.

Moreover, could she sing florid music? Of course, the "Epithalamium"

she was going to sing was as florid as it could be. Purcell had suited

it to his own singing.... A woman did not always sing to an orchestra as

well as to a single instrument. That was only when the singer was an

insufficient musician. Evelyn was an excellent musician.... If a woman

had the loveliest voice, and was as great a musician as Wagner himself,

it would profit her nothing if she had not the strength to stand the

wear and tear of rehearsals. He looked at Evelyn, and calculated her

physical strength. She was a rather tall and strongly-built girl, but

the Wagnerian bosom was wanting. He had always considered a large bosom

to be a dreadful deformity. A bosom should be an indication, a hint; a

positive statement he viewed with abhorrence. And he paused to think if

he would be willing to forego his natural and cultured taste in female

beauty and accept those extravagant growths of flesh if they could be

proved to be musical necessities. But Evelyn was by no means

flat-chested ... and he remembered certain curves and plenitudes with

satisfaction. Then, catching sight of Evelyn's frightened face, he

forced himself to invent conversation. That was the Madeleine, a fine

building, in a way; and the boulevard they had just entered was the

Boulevard Malesherbes, which was called after a celebrated French

lawyer. The name Haussmann recalled the Second Empire, and he ransacked

his memory for anecdotes. But soon his conversation grew stilted--even

painful. He could continue it no longer, and, taking her hand, he

assured her that, if she did not sing well, she should come to Madame

Savelli again. Evelyn's face lighted up, and she said that what had

frightened her was the finality of the decision--a few minutes in which

she might not be able to sing at all. Owen reproved her. How could she

think that he would permit such a barbarism? It really did not matter a

brass button whether she sang well or ill on this particular day; if she

did not do herself justice, another appointment should be made. He had

money enough to hire Madame Savelli to listen to her for the next six

months, if it were required.

He was truly sorry for her. Poor little girl! it really was a dreadful

ordeal. Yet he had never seen her look better. What a difference

dressing her had made! Her manner, too, had improved. That was the

influence of his society. By degrees, he'd get rid of all her absurd

ideas. But he sorely wished that Madame Savelli's verdict would prove

him right--not for his sake--it didn't matter to him--such teeth, such

hands, such skin, such eyes and hair! Voice or no voice, he had

certainly got the most charming mistress in Europe! But, if she did

happen to have a great voice it would make matters so much better for

them. He had plenty of money--twenty thousand lying idle--but it was

better that she should earn money. It would save her reputation ... in

every way it would be better. If she had a voice, and were a success,

this _liaison_ would be one of the most successful things in his life.

If he were wrong, they'd have to get on as best they could, but he

didn't think that he could be altogether mistaken.

The door was opened by a footman in livery, and they ascended

half-a-dozen steps into the house. Then, off a wide passage, a door was

opened, and they found themselves in a great saloon with polished oak

floor. There was hardly any furniture--three or four chairs, some

benches against the walls and a grand piano. The mantelpiece was covered

with photographs, and there were life-sized photographs in frames on the

walls. Owen pointed to one of a somewhat stout woman in evening-dress,

and he whispered an illustrious name.

A moment after madame entered.

She was of medium height, thin and somewhat flat-chested. Her hair was

iron-grey, and the face was marked with patches of vivid colouring. The

mouth was a long, determined line, and the lines of the hips asserted

themselves beneath the black silk dress. She glanced quickly at Evelyn

as she went towards Sir Owen.

"This is the young lady of whom you spoke to me?"

"Yes, madame, it is she. Let me introduce you. Madame Savelli--Miss

Evelyn Innes."

"Does mademoiselle wish to sing as a professional or as an amateur?"

The question was addressed at once to Evelyn and to Owen, and, while

Evelyn hesitated with the French words, Owen answered--

"Mademoiselle will be guided by your advice."

"They all say that; however, we shall see. Will mademoiselle sing to me?

Does mademoiselle speak French?"

"Yes, a little," Evelyn replied, timidly.

"Oh, very good. Has mademoiselle studied music?"

"Yes; my father is a musician, but he only cares for the very early

music, and I have hardly ever touched a piano, but I play the

harpsichord.... My instrument is the viola da gamba."

"The harpsichord and the viola da gamba! That is very interesting,

but"--and Madame Savelli laughed good-naturedly--"unfortunately we have

no harpsichord here, nor yet a spinet only the humble piano."

"Miss Innes will be quite satisfied with your piano, Madame Savelli."

"Now, Sir Owen, I will not have you get cross with me. I must always

have my little pleasantry. Does he get cross with you like that, Miss

Innes?"

"I didn't get cross with you, Madame Savelli."

"You wanted to, but I would not let you--and because I regretted I had

not a harpsichord, only a humble piano! Mademoiselle knows, I suppose,

all the church songs. I only know operas.... You see, Sir Owen, you

cannot silence me; I will have my little pleasantry. I only know opera,

and have nothing but the humble piano. But, joking apart, mademoiselle

wants to study serious opera."

"Yes; mademoiselle intends to study for the stage, not for the church."

"Then I will teach her."

"You have three classes here. Mademoiselle would like to go into the

opera class."

"In the opera class I How you do go on, Sir Owen! If mademoiselle can go

into the opera class next year, I shall be more than satisfied,

astonished."

"Perhaps you'll be able to say better if mademoiselle will be able to go

into the opera class when you have heard her sing."

"But I know, my dear Sir Owen, that is impossible. You don't believe me.

Well, I am prepared to be surprised. It matters not to me. Mademoiselle

can go into the opera class in three months if she is sufficiently

advanced. Will mademoiselle sing to me? Are these her songs?" Madame

Savelli took the music out of Sir Owen's hands. "I can see that this

music would sound better on the harpsichord or the spinet.... Now, Sir

Owen, I see you are getting angry again."

"I'm not angry, Madame Savelli--no one could be angry with you--only

mademoiselle is rather nervous."

"Then perhaps my pleasantry was inexpedient. Let me see--this is it,

isn't it?" she said, running her fingers through the first bars.... "But

perhaps you would like to accompany mademoiselle?"

"Which would you like, Evelyn?"

"You, dear; I should be too nervous with Madame Savelli."

Owen explained, and madame gave him her place at the piano with

alacrity, and took a seat far away by the fireplace. Evelyn sang

Purcell's beautiful wedding song, full of roulades, grave pauses and

long-sustained notes, and when she had finished Owen signed to madame

not to speak. "Now, the song from the 'Indian Queen.' You sang

capitally," he whispered to Evelyn.

And, thus encouraged, she poured all her soul and all the pure melody of

her voice into this music, at once religious and voluptuous, seemingly

the rapture of a nun that remembrance has overtaken and for the moment

overpowered. When she had done, Madame Savelli jumped from her chair,

and seizing her by both hands said,--

"If you'll stop with me for a year, I'll make something wonderful of

you."

Then without another word she ran out of the room, leaving the door

open behind her, and a few moments after they heard her calling on the

stairs to her husband.

"Come down at once; come down, I've found a star."

"Then she thinks I've a good voice?"

"I should think so indeed. She won't get over the start you've given her

for the next six months."

"Are you sure, Owen? Are you sure she's not laughing at us?"

"Laughing at us? She's calling for her husband to come down. She's

shouting to him that she's found a star."

Then the joy that rose up in Evelyn's heart blinded her eyes so that she

could not see, and she seemed to lose sense of what was happening. It

was as if she were going to swoon.

"I have told her," Madame Savelli said to her husband, who followed her

into the room, "that, if she will remain a year with me, I'll make

something wonderful of her. And you will stay with me, my dear...."

Owen thought that this was the moment to mention the fact that Evelyn

was the daughter of the famous Madame Innes.

Monsieur Savelli raised his bushy eyebrows.

"I knew your mother, mademoiselle. If you have a voice like hers--"

"In a year, if she will remain with me, she will have twice the voice

her mother had. Mademoiselle must go into the opera class at once."

"I thought you said that such a thing could not be; that no pupil of

yours had ever gone straight into the opera class?"

Madame Savelli's grey eyes laughed.

"Ah! I was mistaken.... I had forgotten that all the other classes are

full. There is no room for Miss Innes in the other classes. It is

against all precedence; it will create much jealousy, but it can't be

helped. She must go straight into the opera class. When will

mademoiselle begin? The sooner the better."

"Next Monday. Will that be soon enough?"

"On Monday I'll begin to teach her the _rôle_ of Marguerite. Such a

thing was never heard of; but then mademoiselle's voice is one such as

one never hears."

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