Thursday evening, and the hand of the ormolu clock pointed to a quarter
to ten. Lord Earle sat reading, Lady Helena had left Lillian asleep,
and had taken up a book near him. Lord Airlie had been sketching for
Beatrice a plan of a new wing at Lynnton. Looking up suddenly she saw
the time. At ten Hugh Fernely would be at the shrubbery gate. She had
not a moment to lose. Saying she was feeling tired, she rose and went
to bid Lord Earle goodnight.
He remembered afterward how he had raised the beautiful face in his
hands and gazed at it in loving admiration, whispering something the
while about "Lady Airlie of Lynnton." He remembered how she, so little
given to caressing, had laid her hand upon his shoulder, clasping her
arms around his neck, kissing his face, and calling him, "her own dear
papa." He remembered the soft, wistful light in her beautiful eyes,
the sweet voice that lingered in his ears. Yet no warning came to him,
nothing told him the fair child he loved so dearly stood in the shadow
of deadly peril.
If he had known, how those strong arms would have been raised to shield
her--how the stout, brave heart would have sheltered her! As it was,
she left him with jesting words on his lips, and he did not even gaze
after her as she quitted the room. If he had only known where and how
he should see that face again!
Beatrice went up to Lady Helena, who smiled without raising her eyes
from her book. Beatrice bent down and touched the kind, stately face
with her lips.
"Good night, grandmamma," she said. "How studious you are!"
"Good night--bless you, my child," returned Lady Helena; and the fair
face turned from her with a smile.
"You have left me until last," said Lord Airlie; "goodnight, my
Beatrice. Never mind papa--he is not looking at us, give me one kiss."
She raised her face to his, and he kissed the proud, sweet lips.
He touched the golden locket.
"You will never part with it," he said; and he smiled as she answered:
"No, never!"
Then she passed out of his sight, and he who would have laid down his
life for her saw her leave him without the faintest suspicion of the
shadow that hung over her.
The smile still lingered on her as she stood in her own room. A few
hours more--one more trial--she said to herself; then she would be
free, and might enjoy her happiness to its full extent. How dearly
Hubert loved her--how unutterably happy she would be when Hugh released
her! And he would--she never doubted it.
"I shall not want you again," she said to her maid. "And do not call
me in the morning. I am tired."
The door of Lillian's room was not closed; she went in. The night lamp
was shaded, and the blinds closely drawn, so that the bright moonlight
could not intrude. She went gently to the side of the bed where her
sister lay. Poor, gentle, loving Lillian! The pale, sad face, with its
wistful wearied expression, was turned to the wall. There were some
traces of tears, and even in sleep deep sighs passed the quivering
lips. Sorrow and woe were impressed on the fair face. Yet, as
Beatrice kissed the clear, calm brow, she would gladly have changed
places with her.
"I will soon make it up to her," she said, gazing long and earnestly on
the sleeping face. "In a few weeks she shall be happier than she has
ever been. I will make Master Lionel go on his knees to her."
She left the room, and Lillian never knew who had bent so lovingly over
her.
Beatrice took from her wardrobe, a thick, warm shawl. She drew it over
her head, and so half hid her face. Then she went noiselessly down the
staircase that led from her suite of rooms to the garden.
How fair and beautiful the night was--not cold, although it was
September, and the moon shining as she had rarely seen it shine before.
It seemed to sail triumphantly in the dark-blue sky. It poured a flood
of silvery light on the sleeping flowers and trees.
She had not lingered to look round the pretty dressing room as she left
it. Her eyes had not dwelt on the luxurious chamber and the white bed,
wherein she ought to have been sleeping, but, now that she stood
outside the Hall, she looked up at the windows with a sense of
loneliness and fear. There was a light in Lady Helena's room and one
in Lord Airlie's. She shrank back. What would he think if he saw her
now?
Deeply she felt the humiliation of leaving her father's house at that
hour of the night; she felt the whole shame of what she was going to
do; but the thought of Lord Airlie nerved her. Let this one night
pass, and a life time of happiness lay before her.
The night wind moaned fitfully among the trees; the branches of the
tall lime trees swayed over her head; the fallen leaves twirled round
her feet. She crossed the gardens; the moon cast strange shadows upon
the broad paths. At length she saw the shrubbery gate, and, by it,
erect and motionless, gazing on the bending trees in the park, was Hugh
Fernely. He did not hear her light footsteps--the wind among the lime
trees drowned them. She went up to him and touched his arm gently.
"Hugh," she said, "I am here."
Before she could prevent him, he was kneeling at her feet. He had
clasped her hands in his own, and was covering them with hot kisses and
burning tears.
"My darling," he said, "my own Beatrice, I knew you would come!"
He rose then, and, before she could stop him, he took the shawl from
her head and raised the beautiful face so that the moonlight fell
clearly upon it.
"I have hungered and thirsted," he said, "for another look at that
face. I shall see it always now--its light will ever leave me more.
Look at me, Beatrice," he cried, "let me see those dark eyes again."
But the glance she gave him had nothing in it but coldness and dread.
In the excitement of his joy he did not notice it.
"Words are so weak," he said, "I can not tell you how I have longed for
this hour. I have gone over it in fancy a thousand times; yet no dream
was ever so bright and sweet as this reality. No man in the wide world
ever loved any one as I love you, Beatrice."
She could not resist the passionate torrent of words--they must have
touched the heart of one less proud. She stood perfectly still, while
the calm night seemed to thrill with the eloquent voice of the speaker.
"Speak to me," he said, at length. "How coldly you listen! Beatrice,
there is no love, no joy in your face. Tell me you are pleased to see
me--tell me you have remembered me. Say anything let me hear your
voice."
"Hugh," she answered, gently, drawing her hands from his strong grasp,
"this is all a mistake. You have not given me time to speak. I am
pleased to see you well and safe. I am pleased that you have escaped
the dangers of the deep; but I can not say more. I--I do not love you
as you love me."
His hands dropped nervously, and he turned his despairing face from her.
"You must be reasonable," she continued, in her musical, pitiless
voice. "Hugh, I was only a dreaming, innocent, ignorant child when I
first met you. It was not love I thought of. You talked to me as no
one else ever had--it was like reading a strange, wonderful story; my
head was filled with romance, my heart was not filled with love."
"But," he said, hoarsely, "you promised to be my wife."
"I remember," she acknowledged. "I do not deny it; but, Hugh, I did
not know what I was saying. I spoke without thought. I no more
realized what the words meant than I can understand now what the wind
is saying."
A long, low moan came from his lips; the awful despair in his face
startled her.
"So I have returned for this!" he cried. "I have braved untold perils;
I have escaped the dangers of the seas, the death that lurks in heaving
waters, to be slain by cruel words from the girl I loved and trusted."
He turned from her, unable to check the bitter sob that rose to his
lips.
"Hush, Hugh," she said, gently, "you grieve me."
"Do you think of my grief?" he cried. "I came here tonight, with my
heart on fire with love, my brain dizzy with happiness. You have
killed me, Beatrice Earle, as surely as ever man was slain."
Far off, among the trees, she saw the glimmer of the light in Lord
Airlie's room. It struck her with a sensation of fear, as though he
were watching her.
"Let us walk on," she said; "I do not like standing here."
They went through the shrubbery, through the broad, green glades of the
park, where the dew drops shone upon fern leaves and thick grass, past
the long avenue of chestnut trees, where the wind moaned like a human
being in deadly pain; on to the shore of the deep, calm lake, where the
green reeds bent and swayed and the moonlight shone on the rippling
waters. All this while Hugh had not spoken a word, but had walked in
silence by her side. He turned to her at length, and she heard the
rising passion in his voice.
"You promised me," he said, "and you must keep your promise. You said
you would be my wife. No other man must dare to speak to you of love,"
he cried, grasping her arm. "In the sight of Heaven you are mine,
Beatrice Earle."
"I am not," she answered proudly; "and I never will be; no man would,
or could take advantage of a promise obtained from a willful, foolish
child."
"I will appeal to Lord Earle," he said; "I will lay my claim before
him."
"You may do so," she replied; "and, although he will never look upon me
again, he will protect me from you."
She saw the angry light flame in his eyes; she heard his breath come in
quick, short gasps, and the danger of quarreling with him struck her.
She laid her hand upon his arm, and he trembled at the gentle touch.
"Hugh," she said, "do not be angry. You are a brave man; I know that
in all your life you never shrank from danger or feared peril. The
brave are always generous, always noble; think of what I am going to
say. Suppose that, by the exercise of any power, you could really
compel me to be your wife, what would it benefit you? I should not
love you, I tell you candidly. I should detest you for spoiling my
life--I would never see you. What would you gain by forcing me to keep
my promise?"
He made no reply. The wind bent the reeds, and the water came up the
bank with a long, low wash.
"I appeal to your generosity," she said--"your nobility of character.
Release me from a promise I made in ignorance; I appeal to your very
love for me--release me, that I may be happy. Those who love truly,"
she continued, receiving no reply, "never love selfishly. If I cared
for any one as you do for me, I should consider my own happiness last
or all. If you love me, release me, Hugh. I can never be happy with
you."
"Why not?" he asked, tightening his grasp upon her arm.
"Not from mercenary motives," she replied, earnestly; "not because my
father is wealthy, my home magnificent, and you belong to another grade
of society--not for that, but because I do not love you. I never did
love you as a girl should love the man she means to marry."
"You are very candid," said he, bitterly; "pray, is there any one else
you love in this way?"
"That is beside the question," she replied, haughtily; "I am speaking
of you and myself. Hugh, if you will give me my freedom if you will
agree to forget the foolish promise of a foolish child--I will respect
and esteem you while I live; I shall bless you every day; your name
will be a sacred one enshrined in my heart, your memory will be a
source of pleasure to me. You shall be my friend, Hugh, and I will be
a true friend to you."
"Beatrice," he cried, "do not tempt me!"
"Yes, be tempted," she said; "let me urge you to be generous, to be
noble! See, Hugh, I have never prayed to any man--I pray to you; I
would kneel here at your feet and beseech you to release me from a
promise I never meant to give."
Her words touched him. She saw the softened look upon his face, the
flaming anger die out of his eyes.
"Hugh," she said, softly, "I, Beatrice Earle, pray you, by the love you
bear me, to release me from all claim, and leave me in peace.
"Let me think," he replied; "give me a few minutes; no man could part
so hastily with the dearest treasure he has. Let me think what I lose
in giving you up."